I'm 55. You guys bring it all back to me when I think of my past. A healing is in your words. Keep up the great work guys. I could only image what you've all been through to write, then put music to your works.
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Appreciate you Dale 💜
@zerocool48352 жыл бұрын
I'm 35 ..have seizures since I was 10 yrs old. Just listen to let it burn. Let the passion resonate
@seaangelable2 жыл бұрын
COOL Sound 💯🤘
@seaangelable2 жыл бұрын
@@zerocool4835 BLESS your Heart ❤️
@adaadornogomez23372 жыл бұрын
Bless you Dale
@SpecialInterestShow3 жыл бұрын
Me: "The perfect band doesn't exis-" Citizen Soldier: Me: "well I stand corrected"
@simptube33573 жыл бұрын
That's a fact‐
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Appreciate your support! 💜 you guys are the best fans
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
@Strange and Eerie Stories so true😃
@Matrix374953 жыл бұрын
@Strange and Eerie Stories Definitely agree!
@youtubeaddicted12213 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier and we appreciate all of your help to all of us
@descendantgaming54103 жыл бұрын
I was in middle school, and I had a group I'd hang out with. We would talk about videogames and stuff. We close, until the 6th grade, that's when things started going down hill. Before winter break started, they started distancing themselves without telling me what was wrong. Then they started calling me a stalker when all I wanted was to talk to them. Once school started back up after break, they would not talk to me or anything. The rest of middle school, I stayed by myself, not talking to anyone else. I started reading books outside. The thing about books is that they don't judge you, they don't criticize you. Sorry if this was a little long.
@khornebloodgod57442 жыл бұрын
Your good sorry you had people like that in your past but it does put show you that they weren’t for you best wishes for you
@disneykid75572 жыл бұрын
People don't seem to like me very much as a person. More like a concept. Y'know, they don't talk to me on a daily basis or try to befriend me, but they all know me for being the small, quiet, smart kid. Everytime someone did try to talk to me, it was obvious that it was out of pity. If they kept at it for more than a few days and I eventually got to the point of being comfortable enough to talk back, it wasn't long before they left. Once, there was a girl who seemed like she really did care. Like she really did want to be my friend. She would talk to me almost every day at lunch because we didn't have any classes together, and she would sometimes even seek me out when she had nothing else to do. It felt amazing. Then, Summer went by. I didn't see her hardly ever once the new year started, and she stopped finding me on her own. I saw her once, walking to a class. I smiled at her. She looked right at me, then looked away and walked faster to pass me. I don't think anything else she could have done would've hurt as bad as that did. Ever since I became the object of pity, I've had an incredibly hard time believing anyone could actually want to be my friend. They all leave sooner or later. So I do other things and I try to stay out of the way. I've always been the kid sitting alone with a book. I know how it feels. I don't know what else to be at this point. I hope you don't end up like me. Sorry for rambling. I'm praying for you💙
@ImZappix2 жыл бұрын
The world will reject you… however, the Lord Jesus Christ will always be in open arms. He is making all things new - remember that!
@The_Panda_Queen Жыл бұрын
Middle school sucked, high school was a little better but even after that you still lose friends and maybe stay in contact with one or two for a little while. I hear in college your friends stick better in your life, but always be true to yourself, follow your goals and dreams and live life to the fullest, if they wanna leave your life it wasn't meant to be ❤
@AdeleJ2 Жыл бұрын
They weren't real friends from the beginning, real friends sticks together and support each other during good times and bad times! 💯👍God bless 🙌 you. 🙏
@wolffsilverclaw29873 жыл бұрын
"cause I know that I'm not the way you want me" I've tried fitting in so hard growing up, always changing how I was but it was never good enough for them. So now I fundamentally refuse to change myself for anyone.
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
💜
@titan41103 жыл бұрын
Another release, another good day.
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
You're first Titan! 💜
@DinoDays7033 жыл бұрын
Absolutely
@titan41103 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier I came so fast that my notification for the video arrived after the notification for the heart and reply.
@larryearlvictor62893 жыл бұрын
@@titan4110 same too lol 😂😂😂😂
@leviholtz94693 жыл бұрын
Facts man 🤘🤘
@t3rav0lt3 жыл бұрын
This song really made me think on my past, when there were "friends" who manipulated me, backstabbed me, called me names, and talked horribly of me behind my back, painting a warped picture of who I really am to others. Thank you for for giving me the confidence to take a stand if it is ever to happen again. And thank you for creating this song.
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Appreciate you 💜
@ARC-06063 жыл бұрын
I've been there before as well
@im_a_christian_weeb3 жыл бұрын
I was there aswell I completely understand how you feel 😔💔
@DarknessRealm3 жыл бұрын
We all been there
@EternalRiver903 жыл бұрын
Same... Though most of them were heartless bullies, not friends. They did all of this and more to me for years... The worst years were in elementary school, believe it or not. You’d think it would be middle or high school. Shit happened then too, of course, but nothing compares to 2nd and 3rd grade... Nothing...
@trold13343 жыл бұрын
"Love is like giving someone a gun, having them point it at your heart. And trust them to never pull the trigger." I don't know who said it but I think it goes well with this song. love you guess and the music you make
@gothfoxgirlAO32 жыл бұрын
I believe it was M.J. Fields, but I'm not sure.
@sammiesisland14872 жыл бұрын
That's why I'm so afraid of it. It's like playing Russian Roulette with my heart. I'd rather not, lmao
@crimsonblazes24972 жыл бұрын
I'm 14, I've been dealing with depression and self hate issues for a few years now. My parents can be toxic, it's not purposeful and they don't realize it half the time. I broke down a few days ago, and my parents know I like music and they asked me to share a song on how I felt. I shared this song, and my parents kinda dismissed it saying there was a lot going on and they couldn't deal with it at the moment and asked if we could talk about it in a few weeks. No one seems to understand me, they push and pull and I'm never good enough for them, an A means nothing to them because my sisters get straight A+s. And I don't even know what I'm doing with my life anymore, I feel broken and alone. I don't even know what to do. Sorry this is so long, thank you for listening.
@alexraithel83602 жыл бұрын
I can relate, I'm 22 now. And still feel broken, i fucked up my school, didn't graduate, tried different schools for 5 years. But been too sick to make it through them, can't keep a job, feeling like I'm at the rock bottom, don't even have enough money to eat most months. You are still young, and have alot more fun things in your life waiting for you, new friends, maybe closer relationship with your family, it all takes time, but try to find something you enjoy, keep your head away from the bad things, find healthy hobbies. But never ever let someone else define you. YOU are special, you are the only YOU in the world. Sorry for blabbering, i just Hope you well & remember life has many many many things to offer, but you have to do something yourself, it won't just come by it self. Have a nice day/night ❤️😌
@crimsonblazes24972 жыл бұрын
@@alexraithel8360 Thank you, this means so much to me. I hope everything gets better for you. You're still young to and I hope you're able to do what you love eventually no matter how much time it takes.
@alexraithel83602 жыл бұрын
@@crimsonblazes2497 you're welcome, and thank you, appreciate it 🤗❤️
@eloidasarmi68152 жыл бұрын
Hey, buddy, you're not alone and even though I don't know you - I wish only good for you. You are strong and I am proud of you ♥️
@jasmineal-igoe5975 Жыл бұрын
I'm 15, almost 16.. Dealing with trauma and maybe a bit of undiagnosed depression, or at least what I think are symptoms of it.. Haven't told my parents yet, only a few close friends.. I have a lot of song that relate to my feelings sometimes, and this is one I'm adding to that mental list. And I'm dealing with the same feelings of not feelings good enough with my grades (same with my sis getting A's), and I've been broken and scarred by my traumas even this young.. Recently even tho yesterday was Thanksgiving 2022 for me, the last few weeks have been difficult for me with feelings of self doubt and just how much I feel like I've pushed on my own friends that I can trust with talking about my traumas. Hopefully your still doing well! Thanks for listening as well, find a way to finish this year strong!❤🩹We are not alone!
@Willowwasbored3 жыл бұрын
"You'll try to fix me till im dead" Woah, it really hit me, you guys always know how to make me emotional 💜💜💜
@Christylove20003 жыл бұрын
"I know am not the way you want me" hit me deep 💜🖤🎶
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Appreciate your support! 💜 You guys are the best fans
@Jrules193 жыл бұрын
absolutly amazing. Citizen Soldier NEVER fails to put my emotions into not only words but great songs.
@DeathOfTime_Official3 жыл бұрын
Same
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Appreciate your continuous support 💜 You guys are the best fans
@DeathOfTime_Official3 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier just keep making bangers and it will never change ❤
@Cotton_Cloud47923 жыл бұрын
@@DeathOfTime_Official we should be here for him not only for his songs
@DeathOfTime_Official3 жыл бұрын
@@Cotton_Cloud4792 ik
@darechick08943 жыл бұрын
Its always impactful when you've dealt with people who thought were "supportive" but ended up being toxic to your growth. Love the song as always
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Much love to you 💜
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
I know that feeling😔, honestly the people who ‘think’ they are helping you just make things worse and end up hurting you more, so sorry if that didn’t make sense
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
Also what does impactful mean😕, sorry if that was the wrong emoji, it’s supposed to me a confused face, sorry if that didn’t make sense
@eeveequeen3493 жыл бұрын
@@shadowhawk4164 impactful means something that is meaningful and touching is the best I can describe it.
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
@@eeveequeen349 thank you😄
@Stardust_Studios8483 жыл бұрын
My mom and grandma come to mind while listening to this song... they're always pushing so hard for me to be perfect that i don't even know who i am anymore..
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Stay strong friend 💜
@Stardust_Studios8483 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier I'm trying.. It's just getting really hard...
@laylagriffin29002 жыл бұрын
I’m in the exact same position and I don’t know what to do and when I talk about they just say we want the best for you and then nothing is said again it’s tiring
@kenzgitz98842 жыл бұрын
You aren't alone and you are enough just existing 💜🖤
@arcadia89363 жыл бұрын
I’ve never clicked on a notification so fast before. This song is so unbelievably amazing 💜
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Appreciate that 💜
@arcadia89363 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier I sincerely hope you know how much your music does for people. Your songs have saved me multiple times in the past, and every new single you release is outstanding. Keep fighting the good fight 💜
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
@@arcadia8936 you have no idea how true that is, if only people would LISTEN to the songs I show them, really sorry if that didn’t make sense, also nice name/picture thing(I don’t know what it’s called), sorry again
@arcadia89363 жыл бұрын
@@shadowhawk4164 That makes perfect sense actually, and I know how it feels to show someone a song and have them completely miss the meaning of the words. At least we can enjoy the songs for what they’re truly saying
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
@@arcadia8936 thank you so much for saying that Arcadia, for telling me that something I said made sense, also so true 😃
@_crimsonwxnter3 жыл бұрын
I'm only 30 seconds in and this has become my new favorite Citizen Soldier Song.
@fnsabaa27823 жыл бұрын
Why it's so true😂😂😂??
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Glad to hear that 💜
@ninapoznanski3 жыл бұрын
I feel like every new song becomes my new favorite pretty fast, which is a good thing!
@ninapoznanski3 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier you guys just keep dropping amazing songs! I love you guys so much!!! You've helped me through some of my hardest days.
@princesslovelorn78323 жыл бұрын
@@ninapoznanski literally
@smaeph3 жыл бұрын
When society tell you that all is just inside your head. It really is, all the demons inside wants me dead. When the doctor says you just need to take a pill But what they don’t know is you going through hell. -As always best music from you guys 💜
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
💜
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
Music is always the best remity (don’t know how to spell it) for anything and always will be, sorry if that didn’t make sense
@missqueenbee983 жыл бұрын
Music definitely is the best remedy alongside time and supportive loved ones
@joannaw.78022 жыл бұрын
@@missqueenbee98 agreed! citizen soldier is my all time favorite band! their music helps me through everything, and it’s both comforting and encouraging! #CitizenSoldierNumber1
@Galaxics3 жыл бұрын
I love how this band saved so many lives with their lyrics. And they never needed much to do that... Just for the emotions they bring to us, behind it all... It's amazing, I can only say that and thank you!! U ARE NOT ALONE!!
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Thanks Leonardo 💜
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
You have no idea how true that is and it’s one of the reasons I love Citizen Soldier so much, music is so much more important then most people think, really sorry if that didn’t make sense
@Jeanett_952 жыл бұрын
Im not kidding when i say that u guys actually saved my life. I was at my very lowest of the low and was thinking about ending it all. I was afraid of being alone beacuse i always thought about stuff that could end it all and thats when i found u guys by accident and i was crying my eyes out beacuse u understood me when nobody did. 😭😭😭😭 Im still struggling every day but Ur songs actually saved my life. I owe u guys my life.. thx u soooooo much for making mental illness aware... u guys save lives. Thx u. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@Jeanett_952 жыл бұрын
@@shadowhawk4164 im crying just reading this, it makes sense and no u did not offered me. Im just happy im not alone.❤
@marn2002 жыл бұрын
This band awoke emotions in me i didnt even know i had
@Callmecracker3 жыл бұрын
messed up sleep schedules sometimes have perks like, being able to listen to a new citizen soldier song when it first comes out. But it's seriously a great song, keep doing what your doing I love the new song.
@ambrissakaminari69263 жыл бұрын
So true i could not agree more
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Glad to hear that friend 💜
@kentonrune66213 жыл бұрын
Right😂 the best thing ever
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
So true😀😃
@Fennec_162 жыл бұрын
Same here! I am exactly the same haha at least we have such a amazing band to help us and to listen to at times like that!
@zackzq0073 жыл бұрын
Even though I'm alright now I'll keep on listening to you guys. You guys are great for real
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Appreciate you! 💜 You guys are the best fans
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
Same, the main reason I started listening to Citizen Soldier is gone (I think) but I still find their songs so relatable and amazing and I will never stop listening to them, really sorry if that doesn’t make sense, autism makes your brain jumbled (autism is also the only thing I’ve been officially diagnosed for but I’ve done a lot of research and suspect I have plenty of other mental disorders and illnesses, to bad getting diagnosed costs money), sorry for complaining 😔
@zackzq0073 жыл бұрын
@@shadowhawk4164 It's alright, mate. We're free. Just be careful not to be too free
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
@@zackzq007 I don’t know what that means but okay and thank you, sorry if that didn’t make sense
@theunbrokenlegion1709 Жыл бұрын
I’m a 22 year old who’s still living with their parents. Music is my main way of decompressing when I’m in my own head, I like to be alone most of the time, and I consider myself an extremely selfless person, much to my own detriment. My dad is a narcissist who thinks that every attempt to help him is forced instead of voluntary, so it’s not good enough, yet he constantly seeks my help for anything from vehicle maintenance and yard work down to menial tasks around the house. He gets angry and threatens me anytime I ignore him and listen to music to calm my nerves, making it impossible to calm down or even be alone with my thoughts. And the only ones I’m able to keep in my head are self destructive, because I never feel like what I do is enough, no matter how hard I try. I don’t know whether to let this go like I have been and deal, or just drop everything and start over on my own, because it’s terrifying either way
@janicelawson8887 Жыл бұрын
my advise is not verry good but i think you should go on yourself and give your dad a choice of picking you over the things that he wants done.
@patriciasteese2413 жыл бұрын
"You criticize until I break and fall" remind me of the one person I thought wouldn't hurt me, ended being the one who shattered me. He tried fixing me and all it did was drag me down, I actually believed I couldn't be myself around him. I wasn't the way he wanted me to be, and it hurts knowing he 'reached his limit.' Your songs and my family are two of the things that help me, and I know I'm stronger than before as a result!
@justmiah82943 жыл бұрын
This is one of those songs you could listen to over and over and still find something new and beautiful about it. The absolute attention to detail is fantastic
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
💜
@alexunnerstall67722 жыл бұрын
The vocalist is a GOD
@InsertMyChineseUsername3 жыл бұрын
Yoooo its here
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
It is! 💜
@khaliltamashiianimations3 жыл бұрын
"You hang me up, like art on the wall. You criticize until I break and I fall." 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾💜💜💜 This is one hell of a song!! This might as well be one of the most encouraging, thoughtful, and powerful songs you guys have ever written! As well as any song you guys make! Excellent work, as usual, Citizen Soldier! You rock our world! 😍😍😍💜💜💜 I might have the feeling of making a short cover of this song! It's addicting!! 🤘🏾💜🤘🏾
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
💜
@fluffybunny01243 жыл бұрын
Yeah. Those lyrics are hit me so hard. Makes me laugh faintly-cynicaly seeing my dad being those narcistic maniac monster ? Forgive him ? *No.* *=D*
@khaliltamashiianimations3 жыл бұрын
@@fluffybunny0124 That's rough, buddy. 😢💔💔 But don't let go of this feeling! It will always help us in the future! And we'll be powerful than the monsters. 💜 😁🤘🏾✨ 🤜🏾💥🤛🏾
@kenzgitz98842 жыл бұрын
@@khaliltamashiianimations Are you quoting Avatar on purpose? If you are that's awesome and you have great taste. I agree these lyrics are relatable. You aren't alone if this reminds you of your family members.
@khaliltamashiianimations2 жыл бұрын
@@kenzgitz9884 😁✨💖 Heh! I guess I am doing that on purpose! Didn't even notice! Thank you for your kind words! 💜💜 This sorta reminds me of my dad in a way. Took me in a place I was born from, but don't belong there for a reason. I only went there to visit. My aunt wanted me to go to college there. My mom didn't like that. And I sure as hell didn't like that either. So I didn't do it. Kept being myself and stayed doing my own things! Making that choice helped me stay more human. I can't cut them off from my life, but I can always visit at anytime. No blood and bruises on my name. 😤😤😤💪🏾💪🏾🔥🔥
@nicbarr2569 Жыл бұрын
I'm never the way anyone wants me, but I'm me just the way God made, a warrior
@NearLover153 жыл бұрын
It’s hard to say how much this song resonates with me. I was in an abusive relationship for 10 years and my self confidence and self esteem took a huge hit. I reached my end limit when she hit me in front of a couple friends, I left and it’s been a struggle how much I miss her. This song will be going on repeat to remind me. Thank you so much!!
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Stay strong Heather 💜
@thahirshibu50423 жыл бұрын
due respect, you deserve better than that scumbag. Hope you get better dear.
@Mace43013 жыл бұрын
I'm a simple person, I see a new Citizen Soldier upload, I like
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Haha love it! 💜
@MidnightGuardian49713 жыл бұрын
0:50 all of those words/phrases in the background have been said to me many times by the one person that I, like many others about their parents, thought I could count on. This song really resonates with me just like the rest that I've come to love from this band. Thank you Citizen Soldier for finding a way to put into words and music what I have not been able to convey, please keep up the amazing work and doing what you do because your songs and the messages they hold mean a lot to me and many other people.
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Appreciate you friend 💜
@ruvikx70963 жыл бұрын
had exes tell me my mental illness doesn't exist or im making it up daily when i was with them it made me question myself, this song pretty much screams everything i wish i could have said to them thank you for another amazing song!
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
💜
@iwillstab87642 жыл бұрын
Ik how it feels, one of my exes told everyone that I only tried to kill myself for attention and made up rumours that everytime he would call someone else I would threaten to kill myself 😐. Ik I'm just a stranger but I'm here if you need to talk
@kindracorbridge61183 жыл бұрын
This is phenomenal!! I love the lyrics, the message, just everything about this song!! I can’t wait to see what your creative brain comes up with next!!
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Appreciate you Kindra 💜 You guys are the best fans
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier Thank you so much for everything you do, also I’m pretty sure you’re one of the only bands that actually take the time to read through the comments and reply to them which just makes you even better, it makes us or at least me feel like we are being seen, heard and there is not enough thank you’s to let you know how much WE appreciate YOU, sorry if that didn’t make sense but thank you🙂😀
@DinoDays7033 жыл бұрын
The wait is over let's goooo!
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Let's do this! 💜
@larryearlvictor62893 жыл бұрын
Yes
@ashleyharrison10093 жыл бұрын
I am absolutely speechless. This song speaks so much and brings back memories that I wish I could forget. I always feel like I'm a disappointment to my dad, and sometimes he even tells me straight up that he's disappointed in me among so many other things. I wish that I could walk or away, or that he'd listen, but until I'm out of high school: escaping reality it is!
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
I know what you mean 😔
@mayflyrose81952 жыл бұрын
It gets better when you are able to leave their home. It used to be the same with my mother so I guess i know what you're going through... Don't give up on yourself. We're standing with you 💜
@crimsonblazes24972 жыл бұрын
I'm going through the same things with my parents. I hope you can get out soon.
@bottomofastairwell2 жыл бұрын
It gets better. I promise. My mom was like that, wildly verbally abusive. Used to tell me that she wished she had aborted me, that I ruined her life, all that shit. And if you hear it enough, you start to believe it. So anytime you start to feel that way, any time you start to wonder if your dad is right, I want you to think of my words instead, ok? Write them down some place of that helps, and every time you need to, read them again, over and over. You are enough. You are worthy, you are amazing. You deserve to be happy, and one day you will be, bevause I promise it gets better. So just hang on
@Mc_A3 жыл бұрын
The pure grind this band has been on is truly inspiring. And I still feel like thank you for hating me helped with my depression more then my meds
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
💜
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
So true, though with me it’s “I’m not okay”, it’s gone now but those thoughts will always be there no matter what, sorry if that didn’t make sense
@dumbwithmilan3 жыл бұрын
These songs always help me because no else will. 💜 music really brings people together and reminds us we’re not alone. This band expresses how I/people feel better than we can even explain it to ourselves.
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
💜
@ninapoznanski3 жыл бұрын
I commented something similar to that!!! I agree so much with that!!! You put the feelings we can never explain well into words and bring us together. It helps to know that the feelings I/you have are valid, and that people care.
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
@@ninapoznanski you have no idea how true that is, how much music helps people, sorry if that didn’t make sense
@rebel03343 жыл бұрын
Interesting sound with this one kinda industrial ish. Wasn't expecting that. Banger song
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
💜
@wyvern45883 жыл бұрын
As human we want the to be accepted by the world, and I feel this way as well. When I am rejected for my looks, beliefs, opinions and my heart, it hurts giving a feeling of self doubt and shame... But realize this, if you are criticized for the way that God made you, how you feel, how you think, how you are, stand firm and do not wear a mask in a feeble attempt to gain acceptance- be honest to yourself and know that God loves you as you are. God makes no mistakes.
@monkey-jd7os3 жыл бұрын
"Blood and Bruises on my name" part just gets me and it's really catchy.
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@oliviabrady69603 жыл бұрын
I absolutely love this song already. Lately been struggling to feel good enough. But your music always comforts me and brings me strength to keep going. This song is no different.
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Stay strong Olivia 💜
@ttv_bloodfiregaming3 жыл бұрын
I love you guys! You never disappoint! #myfavemusic
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Thanks Kaitlyn! 💜
@larryearlvictor62893 жыл бұрын
We all love you 🖤🖤🖤🖤
@Christylove20003 жыл бұрын
Exactly 💯
@user-kr6ph1xz8t3 жыл бұрын
Английского языка я не знаю,понимаю отдельные слова,но не более.Но ваши песни так цепляют,так захлестывают эмоциями,что хочется,чтоб весь мир услышал ваши песни!
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@SpecialInterestShow3 жыл бұрын
I swear every song yall make touches me deep. I was raised by emotionally and mentally abusive grandparents, and man it did feel like this constantly. I was the "gifted child", the art on the wall, that they *still* constantly criticized until I broke. I've escaped, and I'm picking up my pieces slowly. It's a process, but songs like this help show me I'm not alone.
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@andrewgifford10073 жыл бұрын
Sleep can wait when it comes to one of my top 5 Favorite Bands of all time
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Thanks Andrew 💜
@zangetsu11563 жыл бұрын
This was incredible you guys did so well on this song. And Jake's voice never fails to impress me and hearing the amout of emotion you deliver was amazing much love to you guys and keep it up💜🤟🎤🎸
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Appreciate that 💜
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
I feel bad that I don’t actually know Citizen Soldier’s names or anything about them except for the fact that they have been through the same things we have (which is how they know exactly what to sing to get to us)at least that’s what I think, I make be thinking of linkin park but anyway what you said is so true, so sorry if that didn’t make sense
@zangetsu11563 жыл бұрын
@@shadowhawk4164 no worries mate I understood lol and yeah they do an amazing job when it comes to putting so much emotion in there songs that's why I love these guys
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
@@zangetsu1156 thank you for saying that🙂, also so true, sorry if that didn’t make sense, I’m honestly surprised you read my comment so thank you for that too, again sorry if that didn’t make sense
@chillwave88093 жыл бұрын
Very interesting song, I didn’t expect this, I really like certain parts of this song.
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@SirSinisterME3 жыл бұрын
I added this song to my playlist before even hearing it because I knew it would be awesome.
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Thanks 💜
@TheAkumuKing3 жыл бұрын
The song was so good, it crashed the app on my phone so I have to use my PC. Another amazing song that speaks to the soul of everyone here.
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Sorry we crashed your PC lol 💜
@cheyennefields56793 жыл бұрын
AHHHH IM SO EARLY Edit:These lyrics are so beautifully written! 💜 You did it again Jake!!! 👍🏽
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
You are! 💜
@cheyennefields56793 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier Jake you did AMAZING with the lyrics💜
@whiskeydirt5096 Жыл бұрын
I grew up with my mom and meet my dad at 15. Till I meet him I always felt like I was a extra wheel. I wasn't fully there distant lost angu all the time. Always felt like something was missing, a real father is what I needed. My step dad never gave me that comfort.
@RPGProSim3 жыл бұрын
It's amazing how you guys can release one meaningful after the other without being repetitive. You guys are amazing, you touch so many people and I hope you continue doing music for a long long time. We need more of you!
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Appreciate those words 💜
@elierm87323 жыл бұрын
Aside the amazing meaning of the song but some of the lyrics in this song same as thank you for hating me make me want to know more about each band member and who or what they did before joining citizen soldier. Great song guys keep it up!!!!!!
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@geom97713 жыл бұрын
I have been following yall for a long time. Your music has helped me with my rough times and even helped me decide to reach out to people. Thank you for writing such meaningful songs that I relate so much to.
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Much love to you 💜
@ocelot_gaming76073 жыл бұрын
How is it that all your songs turn from pure gold to platinum with just a few words?
@Truffle853 жыл бұрын
Wow! The imagery, the lyrics.. I expected it to be great, and it is, I just didn't expect it to hurt so much.
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@innocent_proto2473 жыл бұрын
Another release during the night I guess sleep can wait this song also touches my soul
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Stream/Download 👉 citizensoldier.band/emptycup Shop for merch 👉 citizensoldier.band/merch Follow us on TikTok 👉 citizensoldier.band/tiktok Talk to us on Instagram 👉 citizensoldier.band/instagram Please SHARE it with someone that needs to hear it.
@Christylove20003 жыл бұрын
Amazing 👏 work i absolutely love the song 🖤🖤🎶🎶👏👏
@ninapoznanski3 жыл бұрын
I love your work so much!!! I watched part of your stream on Sunday, and it made me realize how very much you care for your fans mental and emotional health, not that I didn't believe it before, but I saw a whole new level of you being completely understanding and even offering to have one on one conversations with your fans, which not a lot of bands are willing to do. You are loved by and I hope I'm not hurting anyones feelings by saying this) all of us!!! You have saved me from myself by just making me see that I'm not the only one who feels these things. Thank you so much for that.
@ninapoznanski3 жыл бұрын
I realize I'm rather late to the party though...
@lacadmin28443 жыл бұрын
I LOVE THIS I WISH I COULD SONG WRIGHT LIKE YOU❤️💓💖🤗
@gamergod74573 жыл бұрын
Im lost for words! Amazing song good job on this I'm gonna share it to somebody who needs to hear this.
@Pikachu-cx6gx2 жыл бұрын
When you sing the chorus it’s makes me think of what I would love to be able to say to my family. For them everything I do is never good enough. I would get 100% in some classes in high school but they would only say that I should have worked harder in those I got 90%. I got into one of the most prestigious university in my country but they told me that since I don’t have a job that I’m lazy. I’m so tired of my family constantly saying that I don’t put effort into anything and that I’m never going to do anything good with my life. If only I had the courage to tell them that enough is enough and that I’m breaking inside and that I’m so tired of hiding everything… All this to say I love your music and you take a bit of the pain away with everything song you write 🙂
@neurospicyplus3 жыл бұрын
You've once again outdone yourself, Jake! Your voice is amazing
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Thanks Ryan 💜
@tylercheney93893 жыл бұрын
Another great song. Excited for more.
@Christylove20003 жыл бұрын
I agree 💯
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Appreciate your support Tyler 💜
@CaseyMWish3 жыл бұрын
Motivational, hits me hard for what I've been through. Love it, keep up the amazing work!
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Thanks Casey 💜
@sam-luc553 жыл бұрын
I love this "It's raining in this empty cup, filling up, but only halfway, cause I know that I'm not the way you want me. Can you hear me now, spilling out, when I say: enough is enough, this glass is breaking, let it fall cut me up, I'll still be standing" it reminds me of myself because I feel this way. It's enough, I'm breaking. I'm not the way, others want me to be. I'm breaking under this situation I'm in and currently searching for professional help. I'm reaching out for help and ask the others if they can hear me now, because I show them it's enough for me, and that I want to change that on my own way and still be standing afterwards, no matter how much they they to keep me from my way to happiness. Thank you Citizen Soldier ❤️
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@kiddovr31473 жыл бұрын
Another song for me to listen to when I feel like crying.. Letting it all out and listening to this bands amazing music just brings it all around. I can listen to 100 other bands, but Citizen Soldier just knows how to describe everything that I feel inside to a T..
@kaplararon15923 жыл бұрын
Hope you're doing well, sending virtual hugs your way :)
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@Bael3033 жыл бұрын
I didn't want to sleep just to hear these beauty 👌🏻
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@despairinglakepasta14122 жыл бұрын
"it's raining in this empty cup, filling up, but only half way. 'cause i know that i'm nor the way you want me" OUCH MY FEELS I FELT THAT IN MY SOUL
@kimberlybethread30823 жыл бұрын
This song is so good to help me and my fiance dealing with the shit his mother is putting us thru and I know it will help us leave and move forward away from the toxicity that she is causing us thank you for making such a powerful song.
@Kita1Inuzuka2 жыл бұрын
Your songs speak for those of us who are exhausted and have gone silent. Your lyrics portray the unspoken hell that many suffer and others ignore. Thank you.
@TerminalPneuma3 жыл бұрын
"Always on trial in my head" I'm 21 and I have borderline personality disorder, to me that quote explains the biggest struggle of them all. Most of the times I don't know whether I'm overreacting on things or I have the right to feel the way they make me feel, relationships are a struggle for me. It's like having a really bad person inside of you that sees the world in a gray color, usually it's hate, disgust towards others and yourself. Someone always questioning your decisions, your authority, making you questions that constantly evaluate the actions of other people whether they can be trusted or not. Took me a while to understand that I just can't have a relationship with anyone because of my irrational fear of abandonment ends up hurting the ones I love and loved. So, instead I just distract myself from my "problem" with things I enjoy. Unfortunately maybe I won't ever get to experience happiness without asking myself whether I'm truly happy or not all the time. It's a constant reminder but I'm trying to at least feel happiness through the use of a placebo such as my hobbies and the company of my friends. I'm not dead as long as I'm able to reason and think by myself.
@angelhoperay26283 жыл бұрын
I needed this becajse I just lost my pet tortoise tonight so I been crying my eyes out for hours.
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss. Sending hugs 💜
@RiftEnalios3 жыл бұрын
I’m really sorry to hear that. I lost my dog about 2 months ago so I feel your pain. You will make it through it I promise
@angelhoperay26283 жыл бұрын
Thank u. It’s been so hard. It hurts so much.
@obsidianhellqueen8773 жыл бұрын
Im so sorry ur strong and he or she went with wonderful life.
@angelhoperay26283 жыл бұрын
@@obsidianhellqueen877 thank u. I really needed that.
@naber2145113 жыл бұрын
"Always on trial in my head"...exactly what I do in every situation. Another great song that I've listened to multiple times now
@Raqzey3 жыл бұрын
It’s impossible to find a bad song by Citizen Soldier 💯
@KyanTPM3 жыл бұрын
I swear, the newest releases always end up becoming my favorite song. They make songs people NEED and WANT to hear lmao. This is great!!
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@Angelwitch992 жыл бұрын
I grew up in a home that was very mentally and emotionally abusive and I very resently just this month got out finally and this song speaks so much to me of what it felt like being there
@janicelawson8887 Жыл бұрын
im sorry to hear this i know it will get better
@Angelwitch99 Жыл бұрын
@@janicelawson8887 Thank it's been a few months now that I've e been out of that environment and it's already too.
@erinuthe19522 жыл бұрын
Modern day skillet is exactly what I think. Hands down. ABSOLUTELY UNDERRATED ❤️
@alyshahopkins14713 жыл бұрын
When my thoughts think they’re gonna win, I find myself right here and it’s the best place to be. You guys are beautifully amazing. Thank you and much respect always!!
@sophiaduncan71363 жыл бұрын
I really needed this. I have had many relationships in which I am supposed to be someone and unable to change. Grant it, I change to be who people want, but I have been trying to be around people who let me change and accept me. It's terrifying to admit someone is toxic, but extremely important to grow and be comfortable in your own skin.
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing Sophia 💜
@kyokajiro99323 жыл бұрын
I am now blessed with another song, I thank you my god-
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@FluffyArtiste203 жыл бұрын
When I say Enough is ENOUGH This glass is BREAKING! Let it fall Cut me up I’ll still be STANDING!” Most relatable lyric for me. I’ve gone through Hell and back to get where I am, and even though I keep getting knocked back down to the ground almost every day, I’m still standing strong and proud. 💪💜🤍👍
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@bea48193 жыл бұрын
I honestly lost track of time and didn't realize it was late until people commented abt it😭👍🏻anyways the song is really great and I just wanna say that your music really has helped me through a lot and I hope you realize how much your music helps people
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
It’s ok 💜
@Darkendviper3 жыл бұрын
Clicked so fast i THE START I LOVE SM-
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Thanks! 💜
@Darkendviper3 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier Love your songs! ♥️
@slytherin66663 жыл бұрын
How is every song that’s released so amazing! One of the most consistently amazing bands I’ve ever heard!
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
SO TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@grimistic34492 жыл бұрын
You know we all have are moments and some moments last a while but we have to fight right?....thank you citizen soldier for helping us fight...y'all really have helped me a little and I appreciate it 💜🖤💜🖤
@animaldarezntalkz Жыл бұрын
Absolutely Legendary !! Great Work
@ambrissakaminari69263 жыл бұрын
I've been waiting for this and I was just about to go to sleep! Im only a minute in but I love it!! Thank you for another masterpiece 💜💜I'm so glad you all have made into my life!!
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@BuddyPlayzMinecraft3 жыл бұрын
Their songs never disappoint. Keep up the great work
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@Frazz_753 жыл бұрын
Citizen Soldier is just a huge vibe, and if you pay attention to the lyrics, you get a heaping dose of, what could be someone's reality, I absolutely love you guys
@klrmsg2 жыл бұрын
As usual the first time I listen to a Citizen Soldier song I'm crying because it seems like you guys get in my head and say the words I can't. I'm finally finding the strength to face my inner critic that spews all the criticisms and self doubt I've carried for almost 40 years. The realization that I can break free is an amazing thing.
@gaunterodimmmastermirrors723 жыл бұрын
I swear, how you guys haven't reached 1 million boggles my mind. You totally deserve that mark! And hope you reach it!👆
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Thanks so much Frederica 💜
@koltron55643 жыл бұрын
You did it again . Can’t wait to see what next guys.(hopefully bedroom ceiling)💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@upsidedownsteph3 жыл бұрын
Fantastic job!! This is another amazing song. As always with almost all of your songs or hits close to home. Being emotionally/mentally abused as a child, toxic people in my life and self hatred I relate to this song and the pain/trauma I went through and still deal with to this day. Thank you again for giving us another amazing song 💜💜
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Appreciate you Steph 💜
@XTrifinityX3 жыл бұрын
Every song y'all make makes me feel amazing and helps me feel better. Not to mention every time I listen to a song I just wanna learn how to sing and play guitar so i can make others feel the same way y'all make me feel. Keep making these masterpieces!😍🥀✨🎶🎸🎤🤟
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Glad to hear that 💜
@larryearlvictor62893 жыл бұрын
I just got the notification and bom here it is alright let's do this brother ..all aboard!!!!!!!!!!!!!! let's freaking do this keep.. who's with me right now!!!!! All of you are legend.. keep up the good work soldier 🪖🪖🪖🪖🪖 big love 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Thanks Larry 💜
@jeriankeity51143 жыл бұрын
New song, new antidepresive , new song to relate:D KEEP IT LIKE THIS LOVE YOURE WORK
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@leothehero46292 жыл бұрын
I love it more everytime I listen to Citizen Soldier. The Empty Cup burns us down until we are gone. Fill the cup with hope and you won't be empty
@alexisbrockway76723 жыл бұрын
Ah yes. Another song I can replay over and over and never get sick of
As always you release something supernatural. Amazing work specially the lyrics videos they are amazing 👏💚💚
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@aketztodoroki36933 жыл бұрын
Man this hits hard as someone who used to be abused and not being able to stand up for myself when needed.
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
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@mayflyrose81953 жыл бұрын
Wow... Just wow. I didn't even think i needed this right now but here I am, almost 2am covered in goosebumps from these lyrics and wonderful arrangements and crying while discovering this magnificent song. It's very impressive how you guys tackle so many different situations with just one song each time. A true gift. Every line hits perfectly, especially "you hang me up like art on the wall, you criticize until i break and i fall" and "you'll try to fix me till I'm dead" , reflecting the pain caused (in my case) by a narcissistic/gaslighting parent, yet feeling so powerful and empowering at the same time... Not even mentioning the writing on the wall "what were you wearing" that is bringing this piece to a whole other level... You guys are amazing. Thank you. Stay safe! 🌹 And to anyone who needs to hear this : whatever you are facing right now, you're not alone in this. I hear you, I see you. We, here, all do
@Horror_culture-3 жыл бұрын
Yet another banger, keep em coming guys!
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
More on the way 💜
@shadowhawk41643 жыл бұрын
Why does that sentence remind me of an Australian accent, so true though, so sorry if that didn’t make sense
@AquawindxOP3 жыл бұрын
Oh how does a CS song always brighten my day when it wasnt my greatest, i have no idea Every day in school whenever i struggle or im stressed in school, i can always rely on this band and their amazing songs to help me build my confidences to keep my head up and keep moving so thanks guys you really are amping up your game keep it up👍👍😁
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Thanks 💜
@AquawindxOP3 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier yw and as always keep it up!
@violetvixen7873 жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of when someone very close to me once told me that all of my hopes and dreams were basically never going to happen and actively pushed against me doing what made me happier, so I had enough and I'm working towards my dreams without him to pull me down. Thank you for another great song Citizen Soldier!
@CJ559812 жыл бұрын
This song summarises 16 years of my life perfectly. I lived with a relative who treated me like I'm not a person - no, I simply wasn't allowed to have interests and attachments like any other person. They wanted me to only follow their instructions, since, I guess, they thought it would make me perfect. To them, I needed be something they could show off with to their friends. Their own secret work of art. Well I wasn't a sculpture or a painting. I was, am, and will be a person. Broken because of all the mental abuse and mistreatment, but I'm still human. It's funny how all their attempts to make me flawless ruined most of me. I have 2 PTSD disorders, lack of confidence, and scary thoughts in my head that I wish had never appeared. My relationship with this person isn't over. They keep taunting me whenever we meet, but I try my best not to listen to a single word they say. I will not give in to their mental torture a second time.