“You saved me from doing something to myself that night”

clairo out here making me feel like im in a coming of age film rn

If this song saves at least one other person, then her friend didn’t just save Clairo that night. Love.

this was the saddest, most beautiful, and most personal song from Immunity. we love you clairo, and most of all, alexa

this song feels different when you don’t have an alexa

It’s weird I thought that the comment section would be primarily about the lyrics because they get pretty dark but I just want to say that the lyrics are beautiful and handle the situation and topic really well. Thank you Claire for this album.

I KNOW THAT I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHOSE HEART DROPPED WHEN THEY HEARD THIS SONG ON "To All The Boys: P.S. I Still Love You" SO PROUD OF CLAIRO 💖

Is nobody gonna talk about how sad the lyrics are? ❤ clairo

I'm 15 years old, sitting in my room at 2:32am, drinking my first beer (which I stole from the fridge), eating pizza Pringles that I got for my birthday a few months back (which prior to this moment tasted terrible), and blaring the entire Immunity album in my headphones. Hope that I find this comment again someday. Cheers everyone!

TW: i’m gonna tell a story. there’s this guy, on valentine’s day he threatened to commit suicide. he told me what he was going to do and i had to call the 911. from that moment on, we became closer. he became my best friend. i still have the card from his parents thanking me. he saved my life too, but not by calling the police on me. by letting me talk to him. i have to admit, i really like him a lot but he doesn’t feel the same anymore. but lemme tell you, i’m friends with one of the best people in the world and i love him and don’t know what i’d do without. and this song reminds me of him. i almost lost him, but i’m forever grateful that he’s still here.

This song is dedicated to my best friend Melissa. She doesn’t know but she’s saved my life.

[Verse 1] In Massachusetts Only 30 minutes from Alewife I lay in my room Wonderin' why I've got this life I met you by surprise You were hangin' out all the time But you know you saved me from doin' Something to myself that night [Verse 2] You called me seven times One, two, three, four, on the line I didn’t mean to scare you Just had the thoughts in my mind They showed up to my door My parents didn't know what for Swear I could've done it If you weren't there when I hit the floor [Verse 3] It's been so long And you've been my sister all along But you know I’ll be alright Eighth grade was never that tight

I remember being in High School and not being able to see myself graduating or living life. Here I sit, in my senior year of college.

can we take a moment to pay attention to the lyrics? :'( claire

Her voice is just .... it makes me wanna cry 🥺 Notification gang wya?!😤

so when the album came out i listened to it in the dark and this song immediately made me cry

That's right, I'm crying, All the songs in this album will remind me this summer

Honestly I just found Clairo and was going to listen to her albums. I just pressed the play button and my mind wasn't even playing attention to the lyrics until she said "you saved me from doing something to myself that night". I literally felt chills down my entire body. As someone who attempted suicide in the past multiple times, it really hit home like a rock, like a whole frinkin building... To all the people out there who need someone, hold on. I was all alone for the longest and it really felt like I would never be good enough for anyone to hold me and help me trough those dark and scary times. I want to tell you that there is an end to this darkness, and even if it takes long eventually a small light appears and if you hold on to it, it only grows. I know it's dark, I know you feel like you'll never be good enough, I know it hurts and I know just how suffocating and scary it is, I know how empty it can get and how tiring it feels to fight, but I promise you there's an end to it. I don't promise lies to give you false hope, I know myself what it was like, it was 6 long years and every day felt so long.. but I'm here and even I can't believe it, I'm happy, I'm fighting and I've never been this strong. Onece the darkness has passed the world seems even more beautiful than before, onece it's over it will be confusing and you'll feel lost, but you eventually find yourself and if it destroyed you so bad, then you build yourself up again, stronger and more compassionate. Life has it's blows, it's frikin cruel and it's so painful but it heals just like wounds do, yes it takes time, but they heal. When they heal it doesn't mean that it won't be visible, like scars it stays there but it's no longer a wound and when you look back you can only admire the strength you had to pull through all of that. Don't loose hope, there doesn't have to be three people, there doesn't have to be two, it's enough to find that one person who will help you though the night, and those people are rear, but they come. Don't loose hope, I promise you it will truly be worth it. I know you can't see it that way now, I know from my own experience, but I hope it stays somewhere in your consciousness and helps you out. You truly are beautiful, and beauty isn't only in the looks, you are strong for just waking up today, you are amazing for just taking a breath today, don't look at how others are doing, their lives aren't as heavy as yours, a smallest accomplished is something to be proud of, you are strong and don't let that voice in your head tell you otherwise. Your courage is beautiful and you will find your way out.

thank you so much Alexa for saving Clairo in 8th grade from committing suicide ❤️😭

Its 3:59am and I'm just laying in my bed, crying, and listening to clairo's songs on repeat.

It’s sad no one has taken meaning into her lyrics here. I sing the lyrics with Clairo the first time I see the song just so I can remember the words more, and man I was not expecting that. I understood what the lyrics meant before she even got to that point in the song. SIDE NOTE: PLEASE DO NOT ATTACK ME IN THE COMMENTS. I wrote this comment when the album was first released. I was early to the video and there wasn’t many comments. I was one a few or any, that commented on the actual storyline. Everyone else was excited for the release of the album and how it sounded. So please don’t attack me! Other comments similiar to mine probably commented days later or months. Thank you.

The lyrics made me cry and broke my heart. Nobody is asking if she is doing fine right now. This broke my heart even more.

As someone who is going through major depression with severe anxiety, This hit me so hard. Everything that she said on the lyrics exactly happened to me and my bestfriend. I wouldn't be alive right now if it wasn't for her. Thank you for the beautiful lyrics, Clairo.

these lyrics make me cry, this is perfection and i cant explain how much i love this song

trigger warning: i always cry when i hear this song. The lyrics just hit so hard. one of best friends once saved my life. she's also the one who stopped me from self-harming. im 8 months clean now, and i couldn't have done it without her. i love her so much and this song

This song is dedicated to my friend Andrés, he really saved me from depression and showed me there’s always something to live for.

Here from Mare of Eastown. Beautiful song.

The lyrics make me sad but the song is beautiful

I came from , " mare of east town "..... This song is pretty dark and awesome at the same time .... Have a good day to everyone who are reading this...

It’s currently 23:30 on Christmas Day, currently wrapped in blankets feeling so guilty for eating and wanting to be sick. This song does give me some kinda hope that someone would help me and still love me even though nobody else understands.

This song remainds me to someone that saved me🥺 now he's not with me anymore but I still remember him and Im thankful 💕. I feel him with me with this song🙌

Discovered this song from the Tv Series Mare from easttown. Her voice is beautiful.

This song is 3 minutes and 33 seconds long. 333 which is a reminder that angels are with you and protecting you ✨💕💕

Im so proud of you and all the amazing music you've been creating. Love

im 17 and kinda don´t like to grow , this song increases this feeling, but thanks clairo loved it!

I’ve never clicked on something so fast. I love you Clairo 💖💘💖💖💗💗💕💘💖💗💓💗💝

friend made a playlist for me with this in it saying "this is me talking to u basically" and i cant get past this song i keep crying when i think about it

Shazam is the king. I just placed my phone into speakers that played Mare of Easttown series. I absolutely loved it the minute it started playing. Much appreciated Clairo! Amazing song!

I think they are indeed right when they say your taste in music define who you are or your circumstances. I used to listen to clairo when i was 15 and 16, honestly this one was added to my favourite and i heard little changes while scrolling to tiktok and i've reached this far. I was just so amazed to myself, and thanks to God for showing up( really, it was him who are waiting for me to come to him all along) that all of the heaviness and pain in my heart disappeared when I surrendered it and just rely on Him fully. If not because of im i am still probably miserable now. I am 17 now and turning 18. Honestly my 16 isn't sweet at all, let's say bittersweet. I am so proud to the 15 years old me, for not giving up, despite wanting to. Ah just thinking about her makes my heart break . Hahaha crying rn because I just want to tell her that all of it was worth it, her hardships is all worth it, now that i achieved peace and happiness. Thanks to her i become a wonderful woman that i am now, I am really grateful self.

Relate to the lyrics so much, this is exactly what my friend who was the only one I had last summer and I went through last year. Thanks for making this song, Clairo. I'll be sharing it with her 💖💞

reminding me of that one boy who ' d always remind me there are people out there who could care for me . we helped each other . both depressed , but we got through things together . i love him , but he doesn ' t love me . but at the very least i am forever grateful for his friendship . if you are seeing this , and have struggled through what i have , please know that there are definitely people out there who love you . i understand times could get hard , and you may feel the necessity to end your life , but i could assure you , that ' s not what you need . you are strong . i believe in you . you could fight through your problems . thank you for the read .

I love how vulnerable your music is and how you really exposed your emotions in this album. I love you ✨🖤

Mare Of Easttown❤

This song is composed so beautifully and her voice is so calming. I can't get enough of this song. It's sad and beautiful at the same time.

the number of like is how many fans clairo has💘

Claire, you don't even know how much you've helped me. I need not share details. Just thank you.

this songs hits me harder everytime i listen to it.

I heard this during a cool down in a cycling class and it nearly brought me to tears. One the most fucking beautiful songs I have ever heard.

I listened to this song on repeat over 50 times yesterday. I think this song saved me from doing something to myself that night.

Mare of Easttown brought me here... It was only a matter of time...

I'm happy for everyone who has their own Alexa in their life and for those who don't... I feel you. It gets unbearably lonely at times but if it offers you any consolation I love you, you are needed, and most of all your feeling are valid. With love from a stranger.

I just decided to read the lyrics and wow... Claire you really hit me in the heart.. I could've done without crying right now but ya' know I needed to cry anyways today so... Thank you for this wonderful some Claire.

I heard this song in series mare of Easttwon in ep3 so i found it it’s a good song ❤️❤️❤️

even the dislikers have their notifications on-

I'm really glad this is the first song I listen to from Clairo. At first, I did not understand the lyrics, I was just overwhelmed by the beautiful and dreamy melody, but now listening to it again, I can only say "wow".

What a unique way to open an album. One of the most hauntingly beautiful songs I've ever heard

this reminds me of my dear best friend that after a very dark period of my life helped me so much and stayed by my side after everything that happened. In this period I feel very confused about a lot of things that are happening and I took distance from her, I love her so much but I really think that I don’t deserve her love. I relate to this song for a lot of things and I’m grateful that I discovered it.

Mare of Easttown brought me here

revisiting this song on the same night a year after i found it, this song changed me deeply and it'll always be my most comforting song, thank you so much Claire for making this, you made so many feel understood and have saved so many through your music ;)

such a beautiful song. makes me cry every time. thank you to claire’s friend alexa for saving someone’s life. ❤️

this song reminds me about my friend from hs. after my mum died, i fell into a really bad spot that i hated talking about. this person decided to become closer with me, and we’d spend every afternoon of our senior year sitting up on the school’s top oval, ranting and doing random stuff until her mum would take us home. almost everyday we did that. and well, she didnt have to come with me, mostly bc it was my idea, but she did anyways. without fail, she was always there. and i think she knew i was close to ending it so she stayed for me. i owe her my life. i owe her literally everything i have in my possession today

I wasn’t even done listening to this one before you started dropping the others back to back. Like damn lol 😅 I need time to appreciate 😌😊😌

This song really never fails to make me cry. The part about showing up to her door and her parents not knowing why always makes me wanna throw up from sadness.

I couldn't imagine a world without CLARIO, her music is amazing...

It is hard to describe with words how beautiful this is.

If anyone needs a friend to talk to, i'll be your friend!! I love you, God loves you! He needs you to be here, that's why he MADE you💓 he has a purpose for you, just hold on a little longer and you'll find that purpose! If he did it for me, he can DEFINITELY do it for YOU!! SO, hold on, you're a FIGHTER, a CHAMPION!! NEVER give up!!

i'm 44 now, and this song makes me want to be in 2019 again, no pandemic, no wars, no serious problems, no depression. It was a song that helped me so much in a strange and subtle way. This and "Sis" are my clairo's fav songs. They helped me so much staying alive.

This song has been my fav song of Clairo's for a year and a half now. To my friend Sel, thank you for not giving up on me. Sending love to everyone.

i wanted to cry when she was singing this live :(

YESSS MORE SONGSSS ok wait i’m halfway in omg i love it 😭🥺

Soo glad you’re still here claire. We would be missing out on this beautiful music and your amazing soul.

Keep coming back to this one - hits hard, but sweet. Lots of love to my biggest musical inspiration 💗

This song is so amazing. It brought back some middle school memories that would scare mothers if they new what goes on in teens heads.

This song is just so.. thanks for existing claire.

i already know this song (and album for that matter) will be a classic. crazy amount of raw talent.

woahhh it’s also so cool how the name of the song is about a place near where I live

a friend sent me this song a while ago and unfortunately i hurt this friend and now i wanna cry so hard i didnt deserve his friendship they are too precious for me if u see this, thank u for all the amazing moments we spent together, i hope you are doing good and i miss u

i wish i had a friend like that

this whole album is my religion. also i think this album is perfect to listen to on rainy days. uggghhhhh i loooooooooooove

Everyone talking about Sofia, but Alewife is my fav🧡🧡🧡

“To all the boys have loved the before. P.S I still love you“ They used your song clario ! and thank god for Alexia, please think positive thoughts clario. You will get through anything .We all love you💙

WOW...What an emotional song! Amazing voice. If this song is ever played in "Life is Strange" it's guaranteed that I have to cry................ What a song, what a voice.

This song saved me last night. Thank you Clario. ❤️

I don’t wanna say her name but this girl man.... she’s the only reason why I have the will to live rn Edit: fast forward a year and this person isn’t really in my life in that type of way anymore… I still wish her happiness and hope that whoever she’s with now treats her right and makes her the happiest she’s ever been. But, thank you for being my happiness even if it was for a short while :)

One of the best songs in the whole movie. #ToAllTheBoys2

The lyrics of this song have broken my heart beyond repair. I will never be the same person again

this song hits me damn hard. just remembered of a friend that used to hang out until we got different school in highschool. we don't talk a lot, but she is really important for me...

I found this song at the lowest point in my life. It's been awhile since I have heard it, but whenever I do it takes me right back to that devastating time. You could say this song saved me in a way, but I also give credit to my Creator, Jesus Christ. Thank you for this masterpiece, I know I am not the only one who feels like this song has saved them.

From Mare of Easttown. ❤️

Mare of Easttown takes me here,nice song.

Extremely beautiful vocals. Close your eyes and listen, it pinches your heart ❤️

this song is so beautiful and powerful 🥺

Heard this in all together and immediately recognized clairos voice, im so happpyyyy

Came here from her episode in the song exploder podcast. The lyrics hit hard after hearing that. Stay strong young flower, we're rooting for you

This song really hits me I went through a lot of stuff in 8th grade I’m really grateful to say I got to hear this live

Here after To All The Boys and I'm not disappointed... This is an amazing song. Love from France 😍🇫🇷

Chae never disappoints me this song is awesome

Wooow that makes me fly and write this especial chapter of the book half dream. Thank you so much, music is just what I need to be in peace

Started to listen and the rhythm just got me you know

Your songs help me a lot.life is beautiful tough