Are you LIVING?
Or just existing?
Since healing from over 15+ medical diagnoses, including ones I was told were "incurable" and "genetic," the biggest surprise to me was discovering a zest for life that I've never experienced before.
I was completely satisfied after all my horrific symptoms disappeared, but I ended up receiving so much more. The icing on the cake. 😊 I'm only now realizing that I've never really LIVED.
My whole life my dysregulated nervous system caused me to see the world as a scary place. An unpredictable place full of unseen threats just waiting to take me out. Environments, people, foods, activities: I could never fully immerse myself in the enjoyment of these things. I couldn't be carefree and vibrant and enthusiastic about a world that, to me, was full of terror.
Since discovering nervous system regulation and healing myself on so many levels, the happiest "accident" has been discovering that I am now fulfilling the affirmation that I used to say as I lay in bed in the early stages of my healing. Before I had any idea that I would actually be fully and completely healed, I used to say, "I am living my most vibrant and joy-filled life."
While I was still mostly bedbound, I would say that affirmation every day, multiple times a day, and you guys... Now that is my reality. 🤯
So if you feel like you're just existing, and you want more than that, I'm here to tell you that there is hope! I recorded a video where I share my testimonial of coming back literally from my deathbed, and in that video I included my interview with the practitioner who taught me how. See my Chronic Illness & Healing playlist for that one and more!
Happy Healing, friends, and may you be dancing in the rain soon! ❤️ ☔ 🕺💃