on repeat for eternity

I love that the last chorus ends on "dreamy" instead of "dreary" as if the future is hopeful

There's a specific flavor of depression that hits late at night, when you're tired, but you can't sleep because you can't stop thinking about how much you hate yourself. This song is the only one I've heard that can capture that feeling. I'm having one of those nights tonight. Thanks for helping me through it.

My little brother used to listen to this song everyday. But he passed away. Now, I am listening to this song alone, thinking about him and gradually the lyrics of the song sunk in my head. This has been my comfort song since then. :(

When i heard Sykunno's outro i was like Oh this sounds like Lily

Can we get a poggers for theo producing this and yungi helping with lyrics. They helped lily make this masterpiece.

This song hits different when you’re depressed, having a mid-life crisis and is 3 am. Honestly Lily does an amazing job conveying what it’s like when you’re just going through it, y’know. Thank you so much for this song, will forever stay on repeat now

I remember listening to this on loop while struggling through online classes during 2020. Those were among my worst days. 😂

This song is indeed cash money

Is there a girl more perfect than lily? She can do music She can sing She can draw She's a sociable person She's a gamer She has a good sense of humor And She's pretty + she's bilingual (english, Korean, Japanese)

This song is for A. Sleeping B. Depression C. Motivation

Lily's music is so soft and calming. I have a practical driving test in a few hours, and a pretty bad anxiety disorder, so I'm trying to keep myself as calm as possible. This is helping a lot. 3 hours to go. Wish me luck. Edit: I passed! I dealt with the anxiety somewhat effectively, and I somehow passed. I'm super happy. This has been two years in the making, and I finally accomplished it.

jae singing this with her is so sick. Their voice really compliment each other like wtf

I heard this in Sykkunos outro and didn’t know it was lily. Dang her voice is amazing and so calming

THIS IS MY PANDEMIC NOSTALIA MUSIC😭😭😭😭

This brings back so many memories from 2020. I’d have this song on repeat, along with corpse’s ‘agoraphobic.’ I was obsessed with OTV and their friends playing Among Us. I’m so glad I’m getting back into lily’s music and OTV overall.

"if a hand, could reach out right now and save my life somehow" Michael Reeves with taser hand: I'm about to end this girls whole depression

This song gives me two vibes. 1. Chilling at night alone watching the world go by. 2. Leaving everything behind and take your last breath.

this hits so different now that sayu's out

1 AM, eyes closed, I'm slowly falling To the music and the atmosphere Now and then, I feel lights fading softly All over me and I remember last year When I was alone in my bed With all these thoughts in my head And living silently inside It's so late in the night My mind is drifting away Then I dream about times I wished for A new happier day If a hand could reach out right now And save my life somehow I'll face the sun again As soon as this dreary night ends Don't wanna go down like this My heads in a place that I don't miss So ugly, so grumpy Sleeping in the meantime just stay comfy Once everything's said and done I know I'll be okay I will overcome I'm hoping, I'm coping, I'm here I remember last year When I was Alone in my bed Unhappy thoughts in my head And living silently inside Just keeping all to myself Wish I could be somewhere else Back when I could only hide It's so late in the night My mind is drifting away Then I dream about times I wished for A new happier day If a hand could reach out right now And save my life somehow I'll face the sun again As soon as this dreary night ends

100% volume: ✅ Listening late in the night: ✅ Cloudy thoughts: ✅ *Vibe: +9999*

I FOUND IT!! I was driving and heard someone else playing this song in their car at a traffic light and could barely remember any lyrics I heard but I found it!!!! Awesome song!

no one will probably see this-ive held my silence, and i really have to let this out. thank you, lily. almost exactly 2 years ago i was listening to this song on spotify, alone in my dark, almost lifeless room. i was entering a new stage of my life; in a new college with no one to hang on to, no one to be with, and at the most bottom pit of my life. you saved me. thank you. so much. that one very night helped me to meet my wonderful gf, the hand that raised me :) thank you, lilypichu.

I know no one asked, but I feel the need to write this here for the sake of my own memory :) at 4am on the night before i started high school, i listened to this song to help me fall asleep. the next year, on the night before sophomore year, i did the same; i did it again for junior year, and now, perhaps for the last time, im continuing the tradition. it feels weird to think this song came out so long ago, but im so grateful that it helped me get through four of my simultaneously dreariest and dreamiest nights. after all this time, now a senior, i feel ready to face the sun again, as soon as this dreamy night ends.

Its like the ending song of an Anime i never watched. Truly beautiful.

Can we all take a moment to tip our hats to Lily, who hasn't monetized these videos so that we can listen to her music without ads interrupting the comfy vibes?

1 AM, eyes closed, I'm slowly falling To the music and the atmosphere Now and then, I feel lights fading softly All over me and I remember last year When I was alone in my bed With all these thoughts in my head And living silently inside It's so late in the night, my mind is drifting away Then I dream about times I wished for a new happier day If a hand could reach out right now and save my life somehow I'll face the sun again as soon as this dreary night ends Don't wanna go down like this My head's in a place that I don't miss So ugly, so grumpy Sleepin' in the meantime, just stay comfy Once everything's said and done I know I'll be okay, I will overcome I'm hoping, I'm coping, I'm here I remember last year When I was alone in my bed Unhappy thoughts in my head And living silently inside (Inside) Just keeping all to myself Wished I could be somewhere else Back when I could only hide It's so late in the night, my mind is drifting away Then I dream about times I wished for a new happier day If a hand could reach out right now and save my life somehow I'll face the sun again as soon as this dreary night ends (End, end, end, end, end, end, end) (It's so late in the night, my mind is) Drifting away Then I dream about times I wished for a new happier day If a hand could reach out right now and save my life somehow I'll face the sun again as soon as this dreary night ends I'll face the sun again as soon as this dreamy night ends

Lily, this song is almost reaching its 1 year and honestly I cannot thank you enough for sharing your wonderful music to us. I've been through some diffulties for the past 2 years. When this song came, it was the exact moment I was breaking down and crying at night. This song has comforted me so much I cannot imagine myself not listening to this song whenever I feel down. I began to slowly comforted myself and reminded myself that the dreary nights will end. So thank you for this. Thank you for your amazing music. You deserve nothing but the best.

I heard this being played. Didn't know the song or artist. Googled the lyrics. Here I am. Amazing song Lilly.

Lily: Produces amazing dreamy music for people to enjoy. Her boyfriend: T A S E R G O B L I N

2yrs ago when at the peak of pandemic, these group of amazing people helped me a lot providing content and entertainment in their stream. Thanks otv and frens for everything

Going through the toughest time in my life the last couple months and I keep coming back to listen to this.

i was actually curious when this song was played in one of Sykkuno's outro, i will never regret searching this up, this is so beautiful :((

The “drifting away” always hits different, no matter how many times you replay this amazing song.

Just wanna say, this song has become my therapy song. I've played it while lying on my bed alone, feeling like I'll always be lonely; I've played it while crying at my desk, completely burnt out; I've played it minutes after leaving marks on my skin. It really encapsulates the idea "it's ok to not be ok" (as cliche as that sounded). Thank you so much for this song, Lily.

When covid hit and my depression got worse, I would blast this song nonstop while I stayed up late trying to turn in all of my missing assignments before the trimester ended... I will forever remember how this song helped me barely pass my freshmen year of high school without needing to makeup any of my credits. This song will always remind me of how hard 2020 was for my mental health. But it also reminds me that I was able to get out of a difficult situation and get the help I need. :)

Now I can replay this song without having to pay for Spotify premium Edit: I hope everyone has a good day. "Stay comfi". Thank you so much lily !!!!

This song hits hard when u actually listen it at 1 am.

The amount of nostalgia this brings me, I can’t even describe it

I am eyes closed I'm slowly falling To the music and the atmosphere Now and then I feel lights fading softly All over my and I remember last year When I was alone in my bed With all these thoughts in my head And living silently inside It's so late in the night My mind is drifting away Then I dream about times I wished for A new happier day If a hand could reach out right now And save my life somehow I'll face the sun again As soon as this dreary night ends Don't wanna go down like this My heads in a place that I don't miss So ugly, so grumpy Sleeping in the meantime just stay comfy Once everything's said and done I know I'll be okay I will overcome I'm hoping, I'm coping, I'm here I remember last year When I was Alone in my bed Unhappy thoughts in my head And living silently inside Just keeping all to myself Wish I could be somewhere else Back when I could only hide It's so late in the night My mind is drifting away Then I dream about times I wished for A new happier day If a hand could reach out right now And save my life somehow I'll face the sun again As soon as this dreary night ends

“remember last year” and “living silently inside” really do be hitting different in 2021

this has huge "your alarm has been set for 3 hours and 56 minutes from now" energy

My favorite part was 0:00 - 4:06!

You know, I always loved this song, although the lyrics never really applied to me since I’m a very happy person, but tonight I’ve had a relapse on my anxiety after over 6 months of being completely anxiety free and this song is really helping me, thank you so much for this lily

WHY DOES THIS GIVE ME ANIME OPENING/ENDING VIBES AND IT MAKES ME WANNA CRY-

I heard a mash up of this song and Corpse's agrophobic. It was a masterpiece.

still listening to this, crying, i js love this song sm thanks lily.

She did a recent stream singing this and it made me tear up, so here I am. Another year guys let's goooooooo

"If a hand could reach out right now, and save my life somehow" The demon under her bed: My time has come

Her voice is literally made for songs like this.

I just came back to this song after forever but i just want to say that this was literally my "comfort song" through the pandemic, litterally kept me going, i remember playing it any time i felt down or when anything happens

I cried the first time I listened to this. I never knew the emotions I am keeping subconsciously could be expressed by a music that fits well with what's currently happening with myself.

I heard this on sykkunos outro I was like “IS THIS LILY”

Beautiful song Lily! Heard this in one of Sykkuno's video ending and instantly recognized your voice. I made a piano tutorial teaching how to play it for those who want to learn it!

so glad she was able to sing this in her first concert :,) im so proud of you lily

oh how the time flies, already almost 3 years... I miss those days when life was easier, I missed this song. This song is nostalgic to me, because 2020 was the last year I felt normal. 2022 was by far the worst year of my life

Thanks lily. This song is for me right now, 1 o'clock AM...

I thought it would be cool to post every time I listen to this before sleeping (CDT) 1:47 AM 12/28/20 1:32 AM 12/29/20 11:48 PM 12/29/20 12:31 PM 12/30/20 1:17 AM 1/1/21 (bye 2020) 1:19 AM 1/2/21 1:29 AM 1/3/21 1:46 AM 1/4/21 (Since it's winter break's over gotta sleep earlier) 10:50 PM 1/4/21 10:38 PM 1/5/21 9:52 PM 1/6/21 11:28 PM 1/7/21 1:00 AM 1/9/21 1:02 AM 1/10/21 10:53 PM 1/10/21 11:20 PM 1/11/21 10:36 PM 1/12/21 11:00 PM 1/13/21 10:35 PM 1/14/21 10:59 PM 1/15/21 10:58 PM 1/16/21 10:26 PM 1/17/21 10:09 PM 1/18/21 11:38 PM 1/19/21 11:09 PM 1/20/21 11:11 PM 1/21/21 10:54 PM 1/22/21 11:59 PM 1/23/21 9:45 PM 1/24/21 10:28 PM 1/25/21 9:48 PM 1/26/21 9:30 PM 1/27/21 9:20 PM 1/28/21 10:29 PM 1/29/21 11:27 PM 1/30/21 10:26 PM 1/31/21 9:33 PM 2/1/21 11:12 PM 2/2/21 10:48 PM 2/3/21 10:10 PM 2/4/21 10:14 PM 2/5/21 10:18 PM 2/6/21 10:52 PM 2/7/21 10:40 PM 2/8/21 10:50 PM 2/9/21 10:44 PM 2/10/21 10:52 PM 2/11/21 10:48 PM 2/12/21 10:56 PM 2/13/21 10:41 PM 2/14/21

My girlfriend and i just broke up after 10 years together and this song is really helping me right now. Thanks Lily for such an amazing song with so much feeling involved

yeah, i remember last year... still loving this song after 3 years non stop

Therapy: expensive This: *FREE*

I randomly stumbled upon this song, and honestly, it almost made a grown man cry. I never really write comments, but this song truly touched my heart, so I wanted to express it here.

This brings me back when I was really depressed for a while in quarantine but in a good way, now I can look back knowing I'm in a better place now.

I remember being so obsessed with this song, I absolutely need to listen to it 24/7

Absolutely beautiful

Who else heard this already and was so happy and proud of Lily. Keep it up

You know that feeling, when its late at night, but you cant sleep. You dont know why, you feel empty, not sad, but teary... its like everything looses all its worth, you feel drained of all emotion, leaving behind only a shell and tears. Thats what this song reminds me of. Not happy not particularly hopeful, not sad either.

i love that the dreary night turned into a dreamy night in the end

Here I'm sitting in my bad, feeling broken, deleting photos of my ex, and this song shows up in notifications. Can't say I didn't cry, like a lot. This whole year has been a train wreck for me, but, Lilly, your music is one of the things that kept me going, and this song is a ultimate reminder that even when I'm at my lowest point, It will get better, It absolutely will. Thank you) ❤️

its so cool that sykkuno uses lilys song to help her get it out. sykkuno is the best human being ive ever known.

Masterpiece

No one will probably see this, but I’m going through a really hard time right now. I really just need to get this all off my chest. I’ve thought about ending it. Ive thought about cutting as well, but I’m too much of a coward to even try. I’m suffering, and my suffering is causing those around me to suffer. I really don’t see there being a light at the end of the tunnel. The only thing stopping me from doing it is the thought of never seeing my family again. I love them so much, but this is so fucking hard. I’m a freshman college student at UCR, and I’m dorming because the commute would just be too much. It’s so, so hard being away from them. I’m a very socially anxious person who doesn’t connect with other students my age. I can’t see myself making it through these four years. I play games with my brother at around 7pm every night, which really only leaves me time to do my work when I’m not playing. I’m fine with that, but next year I’m not gonna be able to live in the dorms, and I’ll have no one to move into an apartment with. I’ll have to choose a roommate randomly, and I’m they won’t like me. Registering for classes for next quarter is making me break down mentally. I’m physically shaking and crying while writing this. (Honestly, change around a few words and this could be my suicide note lol). I love this song. It perfectly captures how I feel most of the time. Every time I’m close to seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, it just seems to get further and further away. Right now, I’m just wishing for a new, happier day. I don’t want to feel this way, but I do. Like I said, no one will probably see this, but I just needed to let this out in the hopes that maybe someone does and can tell me that I will face the sun again.

She's the imposter, vote her out boys she killed our hearts

YESSSSSS time to replay this over and over and over again

I've been listening to this for about a year now I used to listen to it on loop on apple music every night I was definitely going through something and I've recently started going through something This is the only song I've ever cried to, and tbh the only thing I've cried to besides physical pain The first time I've cried to this was when i started listening to this and I did for the first time in a while again recently Thanks for one of the most, if not the most, impactful and important song in my life Sorry for such a downer of a comment :P

2 years ago, i was extremely depressed to the point i kept on crying for no reason but... Honestly when i find this song it calmed me down. For a few months this song made me cope with my situation but now im all better. Whenever i revisit this song it reminded me of my healing time and it really helped me a lot. Thank you so much

Lily: Produces beautiful relaxing "comfi" music for people to enjoy. Her boyfriend: TEMMIE VS R O B O T D O G

Lily, you can't read this because of so many comments, but I just want to say, thank you. Right now, I'm having one of the biggest problem I ever had, and when I listen to your musics, it makes me cry and helps me let out all my emotions, you can't read this, but you have been one of the people who inspires me to be strong in my hard times once again, so tysm from the bottom of my heart, you've been such an inspiration

What... this song is a vibe. I didn’t expect it to slap. I’ve only heard the part Syk puts at the end of his vids. Love the energy.

I been coping with a lot pain in my life, with being lie to, betrayed, and I do my best to hold back the tears from the emotional damage I had to endure, always looking for the happier days in my life. Hoping that I find it someday. Thank you for this beautiful song Lily.

Really nice track! :D

Everyone's still waiting for Michael going "Hey buddy!" and then music just exploding.

This song has helped me out alot the past year, and still helping me. I've been going through alot on my own, but I wish I wasn't. Also I got my best friend into this song, and I hope she's still listening to this, and I hope she's doing good.

Just came back to this song because of the late night summer blues, it brings back so many memories honestly, but this song never fails to amaze me

This isn't exactly the type of music I listen to but I find this calming

This is my 10th song on this channel...;_; thank you for listening and supporting. A lot of people helped make this song come to life, please check out the description. 💖 plz dont have ur expectations too high from now on lol oh my god this took forever

I remember when this song came out and I told myself that eventually I’ll reminisce of how awful everything was and how much I’ll feel. I’ve reached that moment. I’m so sorry 2020 TJ ❤

I used to listen to this song so much during covid when I would stay up all night for multiple days in a row (i was in middle school and now im in highschool), i felt really miserable at that time but i really miss that time.

She can sing, she can rap, she can draw, she play games and most importantly *She cute*

This describes how I feel at night after my wife passed in April. Brings tears to my eyes everytime I listen to it. Such a great song. I shared it with my widow group.

Came back to this song 3 years later, in a really bad patch of depression, and this song has been carrying me through it. Lily and Corpse used to be main comforts for me, and I think i might go rewatch some old stuff from them soon. Im just hoping I get better soon. Im so tired of everything, I dont wanna feel like this anymore.

ITS BEEN 2 YEARS SINCE THIS SONG CAME OUT.., STILL A BOP. Gives me quarantine times when I discovered OTV, my life has been way better

This is definitely Lily’s magnum opus! I’ve been listening to this song on repeat over the last few days and just can’t get enough of it. Thank you so much for this gift Lily! Keep it up!

That pre chorus is the most addicting thing I've ever encountered in my life

It's times like these when I go back to listen to this song for comfort- life has been rough w/ me. This song will always have a special place in my heart

I recently had to change schools and I wasn't able to fall asleep this night. I pulled up this song after not hearing for a while and reflected on myself and how unhappy I was with my past self. I have more friends that actually care about me and I'm now doing well in school while also having plenty of time for hobbies. This song really made me appreciate everything I've done in the past year.

Hello. Welcome back We all know this isn't your first time here, so have your *welcome back cookie*

I remember over the years, this song was under development and how Lily was putting pieces together only to feel like it wasn't what she wanted it to be. Then, she went through what she did last year, that even the song mentions. She went through some pretty dark times, but I must say, it provided elements to this song that it wouldn't have had without all of that. So Lily, to you as well, stay comfy, and well done.

Best song to listen to if you have constant anxiety and feeling so stressed out about everything and just want to drift into a place where your mind and soul can drift away from it all from others thoughts to the never ending voice in your head keeping you held back

1 yr later and i find myself coming back to this great song ahhhhhh i totally forgot about this then suddenly remembered it and good thing i dis remember it cuz now im falling in love with this song once again