Thank you Tim for your incredible courage in being so honest and vulnerable. What an amazing spokesperson and role model to other "runners" whatever we look and feel like. Thank you.

My wife suggested we watch this tonight. And with some reticence of becoming jealous due to past issues with my own low self worth and borderline personality disorder, I was nervous about the feelings of inadequacy and worthlessness that it would bring up for me. "Why don't I have a film? Why haven't I done anything with my dumb life since Barkley?" ....but five years of intensive therapy and one extraordinarily supportive wife and all I can say is wow Tim, what a great film you and Coros put together. This was such a wonderful and kind message, I couldn't agree with you more that true strength is in vulnerability. I remember seeing you at one of your first 50k's (Whoos in El Moro 50km) back in 2013 and just blown away by your form/ mechanics. And you've always been so kind on social media with me ever since then. Thank you for being in the sport man, hope our paths cross again sometime soon!

As a bodybuilding runner with body dysmorphia, I completely understand. I’ll never be big enough, fast enough, or strong enough to not see a small kid in the mirror or on my watch’s pace. I say I don’t care, and I make jokes about it, but it does hurt. I have recently started using it as fuel to push harder, and am open to my friends about what I see when I look in the mirror. They have helped so much in seeing reality in the times I can’t. Love those around you, because they’re what keeps you going when you’re fumbling in the dark. Great documentary. Powerful message.

"...everyone who was on the wait-list deserves that..." - wow, never a truer word spoken! I will certainly remember this anytime I'm thinking of dropping out in future.

I ran my first ultra last weekend, a 50k. I had high expectations for it based on how my training had gone, but one thing after another went wrong--I was stung by yellowjackets a mile in, my left foot cramped for 17 miles, my IT band syndrome returned for the first time in ten months, I took a wrong turn and put in some extra distance off-course, I got really nauseous and had to lie down, etc. I finished 87th out of 102 runners, but I finished. I was reminded of that watching Tim's journey at States. Finishing after it seemed like you wouldn't, even if you didn't have the race you hoped for, is as much of a win as actually winning. And sometimes being kind to yourself by dropping out in spite of the pressure to always perform is also the win (I respect Gary Robbins a lot for choosing not to run Barkley again). I really appreciate Tim for speaking out about his struggles with mental health and disordered eating. Disordered eating behaviors are SO common in endurance athletes and are often masked as "healthy eating" for performance, in a sport where elite performance (but not recreational performance, thank goodness for my sake) is tied to being thinner than the average person. Eating disorders are especially overlooked in men, and I hope that Tim being brave enough to share will inspire other men to get help. If a professional ultrarunner can be dissatisfied with his body and believe that if he can just perform at a higher level, he will finally accept himself... it just goes to show that there is no body size or level of ability any of us can get to that will result in us suddenly being at peace. We have to make peace with ourselves where we are right now. If you run, and you are any of the sizes a person can be, if your body never changes and you never get any faster, you are a real runner right now. Your body and your running and YOU are worthy of respect and belonging (and plenty of food) exactly as you are right now.

New favorite ultra runner. So good to see vulnerability and how a person can overcome it. Didn’t have a good day, but still found a way to keep giving all he had to do the job.

Timmy T!!! I remember seeing you on the Main Street of Cortina in 2019 prior to Lavaredo and thought…this guy will probably win it and you did. But this my man is a much bigger win. You’re openness and willingness to share your personal challenges is such a credit to you and the network around you …. You’re on a great path!!

I'm speechless. Thank you for sharing a story that more athletes need to hear -- especially male athletes whose body image struggles are largely ignored and have fewer role models.

man, every time I see a new trail running documentary I'm like "I hope this is a decent story" - I've seen so many that I can't possibly expect something exceptional from all of them. Tim & team COROS - thank you for this one! It is more than exceptional!

This needs to be shown to every athlete out there. Professional or amateur. We can't always hide behind a mask. Everyone will take something away from this 20 minute video. Inner strength is realising you have a problem and seeking help. This has made me want to continue my ambition to get younger people where I live into trail running and organise events to promote it. Thank you Tim

this is such an important conversation to be having, thank you Tim. as a runner I have always struggled with how I look/am perceived versus how I feel, and it is draining. especially as men, there is a sense that being vulnerable and sharing these types of stories isn't "manly", yet so many of us feel this way

“True strength is vulnerability”, you are strong and inspiring.

Man, this is such an important film. As as university professor, I see so many talented young people who are in extreme pain. Their lives are filled with fears that many cannot comprehend. It literally makes no sense, but that does not make it any less painful. I have no idea to fix it, but courageous sufferers telling their stories is a great start. Bless you Tim. Your story will help so many young people.

Ten-hut! There’s an officer on deck! Well done @TimTollefson, you’re definitely not alone.

Thank you so much, I am not alone. We are not alone. Bless you ❤

This. A thousand times this. Thank you Tim for such an incredible strength and toughness that is required to share this. I can relate to most of this (struggling with my body image and my definitely "not a runner's body" as well). Many people should watch this video. To see the things that "go unsaid". We are flooded by videos celebrating success but it is rare to see a story that goes behind the curtain. To really reveal and understand that it is OK to not feel OK. And to admit it. And share it. And ask for help. Such an inspiring video.

Wow, Tim. Thank you so much for sharing you journey with us all. Now you have the privilege of making so many others feel less alone from sharing your story. I can't wait to make it to Mammoth Trail Fest to celebrate the community of trail running with everyone. You are a light.

We need more running 🏃‍♂️ videos like this! Watching on the treadmill. Thank you brother for this wonderful video, you have a beautiful soul.

Honestly, thank you! I have tears streaming down my face, because what you Tim describe, is exactly how I feel as a runner. I thought I was alone and it is immensely comforting to know that I am not. I am thin and athletic, that is just my body type. But I don't have this "annorexic" long distance runner look, because I cannot achieve it as it's just not my body type. For decades I got told I didn't look like a runner, when in fact I was training like one and racing like one. I would check out all runners on photos and videos before actually signing up for a race and if they looked too intimidating for me, I'd not sign up. I was even scared of local races here in Austria, any races really, because I looked around and people, even if they were maybe even slower than myself, just looked the part (the body, the gear etc). And at that point on the start line, my mind would go and I would turn weak even if my body was well prepared. So much so I even had to give up one race, which was a real low. In March this year I started to work with a nutritionist and I completely changed my nutrition by actually eating more. I didn't lose a lot of weight, because I had always been thin, but I converted a lot of body fat into muscle. This change makes me feel better about myself. Still though, I am far away from being confident in what my own body as an athlete looks like. And you know what, I am 43 years old. So this can happen at any age and at any running level really. All the very best for you Tim and thank you thank you thank you for sharing this with us!

I did not expect this ...... the topic and honesty from a well known gifted runner. Extremely well thought out.

Wonderful piece, Tim. Sharing your story is a gift to so many who are seeking to free themselves from their own false narrative(s). Appreciate your authenticity and willingness to speak on this subject. Thank you.

Its not everyone else that deserves it, you deserve your best ❤️

Man I had no idea. I look up to this guy so much!

Cheering for you, Tim. Wishing you freedom and great racing and running successes!

Just found this video. I can relate in so many ways!! Thank you for your vulnerability and for sharing this!!

This makes me so incredibly happy to view, not for his struggle, but for his ability to be open about his struggle. Thank you Tim Tollefson for allowing us to see a little bit into your life. You are so strong, so capable, so amazing, so wonderful. (I had an eating disorder for 10 years followed by an exciting 4 years of substance abuse- ultra running saved my life and I know how important it is, especially for people who are struggling mentally. Recovery is a horrible and yet tragically beautiful thing.)

"you belong buddy, you belong" that had me in tears... Thank you Tim for being so honest and sharing your vulnerability... you are an inspiration to many!!!

Tim Tollefson. Amazing piece. I'm super-impressed with your openness here, and I really appreciate your sharing it. Well-made film, y'all. Thanks.

Tim: as a runner I have always enjoyed podcasts where you were a guest! But through this film, with your brave honesty, I have come to truly and deeply admire you. My heart goes out to you for your struggles.

Came here after listening to the latest Rich Roll episode with Tim (which was also fantastic). Incredibly important docco right here, kudos to Coros for giving this story a platform and to Tim for willing to be vulnerable about such an important topic

Thanks for sharing this. As a skinny runner who based much of my self worth on my athletic performance for the last 25 years, I can also identify to an extent. No OCD in my case, but just too much perfectionism, and hiding behind a facade that no one else realized was there. Body image struggles are a legit threat to mental health, and they certainly don't just affect women.

Wow Tim! Thank you for willingness to share your story and to bring attention to EDs in the endurance sports community and in men. I am in long-term ED recovery myself and I can only imagine the courage it would take to be so open with the world. May you have continued and long lasting recovery!

thank You Tim for your courage and honesty. You are an amazing people. Thanks Coros for this film.

My favorite running film. Thank you! Being vulnerable is true power. Go Tim!!

Running a trail race tomorrow. Came onto youtube looking for inspiration and im so happy i found this video. Thank you to everyone involved and thank you to Tim. Much love from India.

wow, so much respect, so brave. thanks for sharing.

So good to hear this story Tim...thanks for sharing!

What an amazing film Tim! You have always been such an inspiration. I am sure making this film also helped you dealing with your struggles, and it shows an gigantic amount of courage! Thank you for this ❤

Such a great and honest story! Thank you soo much Tim for sharing ❤ i've been trail running for 2years now and something that I've learned is that in trail running we are never alone

Thank you for this honest depiction of mental struggles and eating disorders, especially those of male athletes.

Best running film this year. Dang. Thanks Tim.

Anche io non mi sento più solo, grazie!!!

You’re such a sweet guy, new you back in high school for a brief moment and couldn’t have thought more highly of you then and especially now.

Incredible. Such a powerful story. Thankyou Tim.

Fantastic movie with a strong message. Thank you for making this and putting it out for the community!

You are a fighter and you are good enough. Keep doing the hard work and not giving up!!

Thank you for your story. I love how you acknowledge your hard work and not giving up for those who volunteer or didn't make it to the race or are waiting to get in.

Tim, thank you for sharing your story and not being afraid to show your vulnerability - many of us will find some part of your story that we can relate with.

So great to get this message from a professional athlete. Thank you for your honesty and rawness Tim! 😊

"Enjoy this moment because you're never going to get it back"... I love the thought of that! Great film! I have so much respect and admiration for Tim.

This is exceptional. Thank you, Tim. I hope through sharing your inspirational story it reflects back in kind to you. 💪.

This video should be way more popular.

I’m so happy you shared this. Thank you Tim!!!

all the best to you, Tim. Fan of yours

Thank you for that movie! It was really incredible

Wow! No words, only love.

This story was beautifully told, lots of pain and suffering behind the big smiles and accomplishments for many out there. Thank you so much for telling us all who you really are m so we can honor and be inspired by you.

Thank you Tim for you sharing part of your beautiful story with all of us and thank you Coros for providing this platform. Tim, your honesty and courage is so appreciated and will hopefully continue to inspire many of us to compassionately care for ourselves and our community. I know it has definitely inspired me. Thank you!

I met Tim in parking car area before MIUT in Madeira island Portugal . Amazing person😊 Yeah let's celebrate ourselves ❤

From a local, thanks for your courage and determination!

Raw and real, Tim. Love it.

Thank you so much for this. You are both brave and loving to share this story… to share your story.

Thankyou Tim for sharing something so difficult, and something so important. Nicely filmed and edited as well.

This a powerful message from a runner who I have really enjoyed following, thank you for sharing Tim and Coros. Also, beautifully shot video!!

wow; thank you. this should be viewed and discussed with high school and collegiate teams

This means so much to me and I am sure many of us, especially men/boys have to face even more stigma and shame attached to our eating disorders, even more than women/girls. It's hard on all of us and the shame and guilt and the suffering grow in the darkness where we think we are hiding but instead we are allowing the disorder to grow out of control. Seeing Tim, one of the greatest and the most inspiring athlete I've seen share his experiences is just invaluable. Very courageous, vulnerable and raw. Thank you Tim, and thank you for the whole team that put this wonderful short-film together.

Thank you so much Tim for sharing this.. you're really inspiring. Thank you

Absolutely incredible! Thank you for your vulnerability! You are changing lives!

this was so incredibly touching and beautiful. I relate so much to tim's words and experience and am thankful for more people coming out about it. we are all in this together.

Thank you for being so vulnerable. I could identify with so much of this.

Amazing documentary- thank you Tim I hope as many people also see this and wish you all the best 🎉

Came here frome the rich roll podcast. I love his story and his vulnerability ❤

Beautiful film! Thank you Tim for your honesty in sharing your story.

Thank you for posting this. A thousand thank yous.

Thank you Tim and COROS. This film and Tim's narration resonated so much for me, and you must not underestimate how powerful and helpful it is to have an icon in the sport talk with such grace and dignity about his personal challenges.

Thank you for your amazing story. You showed amazing strength talking about such personal issues. A true hero.

Thank for the honest and powerful sharing. 🙏🏽🙏🏽💪🏽💪🏽 keep up Tim

Thank you Tim, you are a wonderful human being and I am sure this will help so many people.

Thank you. We need more of this in the world. Your message if a gift Tim. Thanks for inspiring

Thank you for sharing this, that is so important ! And Tim big respect to you for opening up about your story, it makes so much sense ❤🙏🏼🫶🏽🙌🏽🌍

Kudos for Tim! Great to hear and accept his problems and use it as a strenght to joy life as a person and great runner

This was great, Tim. Thank you for opening up and being a support system for so many people you will never meet. 🙏

Great story of a great runner and extremely kind, thoughtful man. Thank you for his story.

Kudos for sharing these personal stories. Requires a lot of strength.

Splendid stuff. Tim, I'm sure many people will watch that and realize that they're not alone. Thank you for that.

Amazing open and honest video. I’m sure so many people can relate to this, it makes it all the more real inspiring for anyone watching than just the highs and the running but also the mental side and what you go through 👏

Thanks so much Tim for being so open and courageous and vulnerable! This is easily one of my favorite running films and something I want to show my wife and kids and friends... this message is super important to share with everyone! Thanks! That's why I love this community, because it's about so much more than running.

I totally relate. Full respect Tim. We have demons of the past who are lingering in the depths of our soul, stemming from our tumultuous past. They make us who we are today, for the better and the worst. Being aware of them is a great step. Managing them is another story. I use my difficult youth as a dyslexic lone foreigner picked on by other kids as a source of energy to set myself ambitious objectives to prove the naysayers wrong. Keep up the good spirit, hang in there, you are not alone.

Thank you, Tim. Thank you for being brutally raw and honest. You’re an inspiration.

Much love. Much light.

Thank you for sharing your story, Timmy!!! This was a great watch.

Thank you for sharing this honest personal story. You are so courageous and I am excited to know you as the person, athlete and inspiration that you are.

Thank you for sharing Tim. You have presented your story with such a tenderness of heart that is sure to bless others. Truly we are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14). May the Lord bless you and keep you, be gracious to you, and give you His peace.

Thank you Tim. You are the runner we should all aspire to be like.

So good and encouraging! Thank you for your transparency!

Thank you for this! Thank you for sharing! I can relate so much! You're in inspiration!

You’re nothing short of amazing !! Keep sharing your truth and being you Tim. Loved everything about this 🙏🏻💙

Thank you for sharing your story.

What goes unsaid, needs to be more said. TYVM Tim!

Thanks for this beautiful film and message Tim. This topic isn't talked about enough in general, and especially not by guys, but as a sports dietitian I know that body dysmorphia affects everyone and that needs to be more recognized. I've loved following your career and will even more so now!