I'm in tears for you as I'm the grandma that has always had Christmas Eve!!! My granddaughter will be the one to take over for me and she already has many of my dishes!!! Merry Christmas and what an amazing home and family you have!! God Bless!!!

I’m a mother of five and grandma of four. How I enjoy seeing young women like you and my daughter, who love being keepers of their homes and good mothers to their children. I’m not saying we women can’t have other areas of interest, of course we can; but this job of prioritizing home making makes for a happy family life. Enjoy the season with your family in your lovely home. Thank you for your channel that will encourage and lend support to other young mothers. Because sometimes it can feel like an overwhelming and thankless job, but it’s actually the most challenging job on the planet!

I'm much older than you are, but I lost both of my parents in 6 days. There was little time grieve since I had hip replacement surgery a few days later. This video is a blessing to me thank you.

Also! I didn't do much at all this Christmas season due to morning sickness, fatigue, and three toddlers running around, but I've decided that I'm making up for it with Valentine's day! January and February are going to be super festive for us. I'm even leaving my tree up and decorating it for Valentine's day. I'm super excited for it! 💗

I love how one of the boys worded “she’s already in heaven” so sweet so encouraging that the kingdom is where are enteral home is ❤️

Natalie, this video made me cry both tears of grief and tears of joy. (Lost a brother 2 years ago and my father-in law in September) . What a beautiful post this was…the mixing of the reminiscing of Grandma and Grandpa, and the fun and love of your family celebrating together such a special time. Your faith blesses me, reminds me of what’s important! Thanks so much for being here! And SO glad you got that gorgeous snow !! God is So Good!

After the story of your grandparents' table, you played the song "Silver Bells" which was my grandfather's favorite Christmas song; he and my grandmother passed away earlier this year and it's our first Christmas without them. That little musical memory got me right in the heart. 💕 God bless you and your family!

Thank you for sharing! I do not have kids and it is a sad part of my life but I have the happiness of babysit my niece 5 days in a week and I just ask God for health and to help me be the best for her. 🎄🤗😊

My favorite part of your vlogs is how quick you are to share your relationship with the Lord and recognize specific gifts from Him. 💕 it inspires me to see His hand in my life too

This video was precious. ❤️ As a 56 year old former homeschooling mom, your videos make me wish I could go back in time and enjoy the time with my children more and stress less. Since I don’t have a time machine, I am trying to create special memories with my grandchildren. Your Christmas box idea is on my agenda for the grandchildren next year. 🎄

What you said about “the fact that you’re asking if you did enough means that you did”… I needed to hear that so much. This was my first Christmas as a mommy (with my baby on the outside), and I did so much less this year than I did in past years. Partly because I’m juggling so much more with a baby, and partly because we had a wedding out of town one weekend that my husband was the best man for and that just made us extra busy. But I’ve dealt with a lot of guilt over how much less I did this year because I thought, of all years, this should have been the year I did the most! I’m a mom now, I should be doing even more for my child. But I know I did the best I could. I made it as special as I could for her. Thank you for this reminder. It means so much.♥️

Hi Natalie! Words cannot describe how much I love your channel. You are an inspiration to me like you cannot imagine. I love your sincerity, honesty, compassion and gentle spirit bless me beyond words! I'm also a mom of 2 boys and I love the Lord with my entire being and you are just such a "breath of fresh air" every week. I look forward to watching your videos every week. Thank you for this channel. Thank you for being you and thank you for just the blessing you are! May 2022 just be a continuation of the Lord's blessings and faithfulness to you and your family!

No honey you’re not alone in those feelings. I’m so sorry to hear of you’re grandma. You’re not being a downer either. My kids are grown and have grandkids. I’m 52 and have 8 grandkids. 3 lives here in Texas and 3 in Louisiana and 2 in Minnesota. When they are all together over here in Texas they all want my time and love and I’m so happy to give it. I’m pretty sure when I leave to be with the lord they will say the same things about me 🙏🏽♥️Thank you so much for sharing. God bless you and your family darlings

Dear Natalie, this video is one of my favourite. Seeing your family just makes me I want the same. True love you can see. I saw this video a couple of times but I'm in (happy) tears every time you sing the Holy night. You and your videos give me a way I would like to lead my own family. Simple and happy. Thank you for everything! ❤

*trying not to cry over here listening to Natalie talk about her grandmother/xmas blues/being enough* all the feels over here! I Love that you acknowledge those feelings we often have about whether we did enough and your thoughts on time/attention being the important piece is so key!

That scene of the kids watching the snow out the window 😍🎄

At 35:04 when grandma needs a tissue. I’m crying. So sweet 😭😭😭

That’s so amazing to have things passed down from grandma. My grandmother has been passing things to me as she declutters her house so I’ve been blessed to inherit some old beautiful pieces. Also the snow is so incredibly beautiful. This year I was going to go all out but we got sick with colds so we had a nice quiet Christmas snuggling and relaxing. I’m so happy to see you had such a beautiful Christmas. I love the singing around the piano. Merry Christmas and happy new year to you and anyone who sees this comment. May God richly bless you all.

Giving yourself grace during this difficult time is very important. I lost my Dad before the holidays last year and grieving opens our heart to knowing that time is so important ❤️

Hello Natalie, I am 58 yrs old. I lost my daughter many yrs ago. I keep her in my heart, still come to tears at Christmas. I love how you are sincere and honest with your viewers, would love to see your recipes and organization on your blogs. And keep us up to date on your homestead. God bless # Natalie is a blogger 😘😘

My piano advice as a professional classical musician: - Get a regular tuning in April - Have your next tuning in October and have the tuner run through it twice. First having the shorter interval, and then having him tune through it twice should get it all the way up to tune (or as in tune as the instrument will handle) without breaking the bank. A fall/spring tuning schedule is favorable because the weather and humidity are similar. A winter/summer schedule will necessitate more drastic tuning to be done and you won't be able to focus as much on the long-term goal of getting the piano to A=440.

I absolutely love watching your videos. Your expression of faith and what you’re going through means so much to me, honestly. You’re literally a sister in Christ and feel like an older sister I wish I had! Thank you so much for your intentionality and I wish you the best in your recovery process in grieving over and remembering your grandma this season and beyond. I was so happy to see your upload and thoroughly enjoyed and appreciated your work in it and I am so excited for you to have these memories documented for you and your family as well! I am so happy for you in that you have a husband who took days off to be with you while you are grieving and more fragile and in need of his comfort and attention. I hope to be married to my current boyfriend of 3+ years one day soon and I am so thankful he’s of the same faith… I teared up a little a few times through this video and I hope to grow my own little family one day. God bless you & your lil fam Natalie! You’re awesome & provided so much for your family & beyond! ❤️

Your video was precious, God Bless you and your family! My 6 adult children’s Grandma passed away on December 23rd. She was a lovely Godly woman. She was surrounded by all of her family that night 🙏

That table and the story that goes with it…..is priceless!

I completely understand, I lost my grandma in August and cried more then once this holiday season just missing her. I was thinking, have I gave enough of my time and love to my loved ones, just as she did. Your words touched me deeply thank you.

I love Christmas boxes! And it keeps the Christmas items safe and it’s fun to see them multiple seasons! We also love Bert’s bees!!!!

Your family Christmas was beautiful! Your grandma was definitely smiling down on you all. I have a very large family and we all used to gather at my grandma's for Sunday dinners and holidays. I had so much fun growing up with my cousins. Your table was magically put together. You did your grandma's table beautiful honor. You are teaching your children what is most important in life. I loved watching the kids play, sing, and dance. You are truly blessed!

What a beautiful video and tribute to your grandma. This video had me in tears. I have been feeling all the thing you spoke about for the past couple months. Your grandmas legacy really spoke to me. Thank you for sharing. As always you put out such inspirational beautiful videos. Thank you for sharing your life with us.

Natalie, I so enjoyed your family Christmas video. It was just perfect! Your Grandma & Grandpa together in Heaven are looking down & smiling watching their loved 💟 siting and enjoying each other around their belived Christmas Table.

Watching your kiddos with that white Christmas made my heart so happy for y’all! God is so good and his plan is overwhelmingly amazing! Sending prayers as you continue to grieve, grow, and see Gods “winks” every day.

Natalie, I'm behind in my KZfaq videos so I hadn't seen this until now. Thank you. Thank you for reminding me that we're not alone. Thank you for reminding me that what we do is enough. I lost my Uncle this last September and it has been hard. But it's been one step at a time. One day at a time. And I am so grateful for the time spent with him. Thank you for reminding me that I am not alone.

Hahaha I loved when you said that this year is not a walking thing because of "YOU-KNOW-WHAT" 🤣 it was almost like in theHarry Potter movies YOU-KNOW-WHO😂

Started to post how I wanted to cry hearing about your Grandparents’ table finding a home at your place and then I see other people have already commented that. I love that so much for you! And your bar cart is super cute. So fun to see all your hosting talent at work!

Love your joy even in the mundane things! You are such an authentic relatable woman.

Thank you for sharing the snow with those of us in the Southeast. ❤️

What a great family celebration! I feel your grandparents were celebrating in spirit with you! God bless.

Weston in the background kitchen @ 34:47 🤣Love how piano Christmas Carols fill the entire house!

🌲This was such a special video seeing your honest heart, watching God turn things around for good and seeing Him top it off with a calm and BEAUTIFUL Christmas day with your family. Everything in this video was meaningful and special to watch❤️ My husband and I got to announce on Christmas to all the rest of my family & friends that I’m pregnant with baby #3!!! 👶🎉We spent the day with the kids and it was the calm I needed, too. Blessings in the New Year, Natalie! Excited to see your adventure continue next year✨#festivepremierefam

This video really helped me this afternoon. I am anxiously awaiting to hear that my dad is out of heart surgery and this brought calmness to my heart. Thank you!

Such a sweet video. Praying for your family. Let Christ rein our hearts each day.

This video was just so precious. I smiled through the whole thing. Glory to God!

It looks like you guys had a very special first Christmas in your home. It's so amazing that you got to have a piece of your grandma there with you all for Christmas Eve dinner.

Well you had me in tears too. This is Christmas number 2 without my MIL - who was closer to me than many other humans. Thank you for sharing your grief journey and the way you’re moving forward. We are a missionary family overseas in Papua New Guinea 🇵🇬, and I doubt I’ll ever meet you in person, but I love your content. Thanks for encouraging me from a world away.

Aw, this gave me all the feels. My great grandma will turn 98 in February, I cherish every moment I get to spend with her because I know it could be the last.

All the toys they got and they still want "my time" and something I baked like banana bread or cookies and that keeps them so happy! Feeling like I dropped the ball on baking the gingerbread men this year but who says I cant make them this weekend? Natalie gives us PERSPECTIVE :)))

Christmas Eve at your house with family was beautiful. I got tears hearing you and your sisters sing. My favorite Christmas song is O Holy Night. I'm glad that you had a great time together with family for Christmas. Great video as always. Thanks for sharing with us!

It was my newest daughter’s first Christmas and we spent what probably is my grandma’s last Christmas with her. She got to meet my newest daughter and enjoy my oldest. It was such a happy day. #festivepremierefam

I so loved the words you shared about your grandma and grandpa! How sweet♥️ Even tho I don’t have kids yet I always find your videos so relatable and encouraging, thank you for being so real! God bless ♥️

I’m obsessed with your dining room table! Love the family history behind it.

That scene where you guys were singing around the piano and the older lady in the background was crying 😢 I wanted to reach through and give her a hug 🤗

🎄 so thankful for the blessings you have been given and for the blessing you are to us! 💕🎄

You are the most lovely human being..be peaceful and feel the love from afar

So sorry Natalie and family for the loss of your Grandma! My husband lost his brother at the end of the summer so this was our 1st Christmas without him. It was difficult at times. God Bless you and yours sweetie

Haha you enjoy snow please keit up there! We were in the 70's tied record and we enjoyed being able to play inside with new toys!

This video makes me so happy i might watch it twice.

Such a beautiful Christmas celebration and tribute to your grandma and grandpa’s love for your family and God’s people, Natalie! 🎄🌟 Thank you for sharing your heart, family, and traditions with us. It’s a beautiful blessing that your family is willing to get together this year and celebrate the birth of our Savior! 🙌🏻 It warmed my heart so much to see the joy in your home! 💝 The past two years our celebrations have included my husband, our two youngest and myself. However, we had a lovely Christmas filled with praise, love, gratitude, and laughter. It just wasn’t a “normal” celebration with our home filled with loved ones. I pray that will happen next year! 🙏🏼 I hope this New Year brings your family many blessings and great joy!!!

Listening to u about our grandma reminds me of mine too..cmas eve was always at grandmas house.we would all gather there.open gifts and sing songs.my mom played guitar..and when we sang silent night everyone would start getting ready to head home..we had to drive a hour and half home and all the way we would listen to where Santa was on the radio and the kids were afraid we wouldn’t get home in time lol..it seems once mama passed and grandparents passed,nothing is the same now..all cousins have moved away and there isn’t the bond that held us all together now soo sad..I cherish my childhood and when my girls were growing up..the most beautiful scene on earth is a snowfall!! It’s always breathtaking and peaceful..and to watch nature and the beauty from inside your snow globe was gorgeous!!im sure that house has hosted some wonderful family times and for u to bring family get together now also..I think the house is so happy too..Natalie, u give such peace and calmness.i love watching u.u inspire me.thanks for sharing your love of God and your spirit with us.u have a beautiful family..please do more singing and playing in your videos..Many blessings!!Have a blessed safe New Year!!..

I lost my Grandpa recently it is hard. I am very sorry to hear about your Grandma. Sending you and your family love!

We hosted my mom and brother for Christmas Eve dinner. And my in-laws were with us from Dec 21-27. She set my Christmas table with holiday dishes brought with (to pass on to me as my gift). My twins loved the extra attention! #festivepremierefan

This was magical!And real in the same time! Thank you B and your family!

We enjoyed 70 degree weather on Christmas odd for southeast Missouri. #festivepremierefam❤️❤️❤️

wow what a beautiful feel good video. the table and tablescape look amazing, the decor and food look phenomenal and the people look great too, i know just how much work it is to put that all together and make it look clean while your doing it, good job you must have worked your tail off. your husbands mom is so pretty she should be in more videos in the future.

Thank for the great idea! We live south of seattle but we’re not from here so I hadn’t even heard of the Lights of Christmas! We are high risk so don’t get to do many activities so this is great! We just bought tickets for tomorrow night! 😁 have a wonderful New Years! P.s. your drone shot of the woods was magical!!!!

I am not as quick with my work and preparation as I usually am,I have been diagnosed with a virus in my brain and it has slowed me down but it will not stop me .I an soon blessed and God is so good. Bless your family with have peace at this time.

Oh my god Natalie. You continue to share you bring you, it is really a balm for my soul! You are such a. Enrichment to my creazy mum/work/house days. I am sure your grandparents where there with you looking down with a big smile. Lot's of love and Happiness for 2022. Claudia and Family

Thank you so much for sharing your family traditions and enjoy of the season with us. It was beautiful to watch

I’m sorry for your loss. Thanks for sharing.

So beautiful! ❤️🎄🌟 ❄️ 💚 Thanks for taking the time to share!

Sorry to hear about your grandma but oh she got to spread Christmas with Jesus. Beautiful family table I love that you appreciate it so much lots of young people don’t, sad. Hope 2022 is a better year full of blessings for all of us.

Beautiful shots in this video. Hugs to you for the loss of your grandma.

Singing around the piano was my moms favorite thing to do when we were altogether. I can only imagine the music in Heaven ❤️❤️❤️

What a wonderful video. No greater tribute to Grandma Judy than carrying on her traditions on Christmas Eve. 🎄❤️

Wow...your videos are always beautiful but this one....just wow. Well done!

I am just now getting to sit down, and watch this video. This was the most refreshing and heart felt Christmas video I've ever seen. I loved every minute! Especially the singing around the piano. Also, the sweetest moment when someone brought over a tissue for I guess your grandmother? "O Holy Night" is one of my favorite Christmas songs, and it made me tear up as well. I would love to see more videos of you and your family singing together. I'm glad you all had a Merry White Christmas!! God Bless!

NO …THANK YOU! 💕🙋🏻‍♀️💕May 2022 bring us all more peace health and happiness every single day 🥰 🙋🏻‍♀️🇬🇧💕jane

What an incredible video! It is so beautifully crafted and heartfelt. What you share is such a blessing and was so poignant and timely. Thank you for being an encouragement!

🌲 Christmas Eve looked perfect - so much love and joy! Your Christmas Day weather was the opposite of ours! Here in our little coastal town in Western Australia the temperature on Christmas Day maxed out at 47 degrees Celsius (116 degrees Fahrenheit) 🎄🔥☀️ So we were also staying inside mostly - as it was too hot to be outside! Your snowy Christmas looked beautiful ❄️

What a beautiful video. Full of love and wonder. Thank you for sharing it. Lots of love.

"But she's already in heaven" gosh, that got me. 😢 Such beautiful simple wisdom from your son. xx

Ready and waiting and so excited 😆

🤗 Thanks for sharing your Christmas with us Nat! You are always so inspirational to me and make me want to do better as a person.🥲

I LOVE that you get to use your Grandma’s table! How special!! I don’t know you hold it together so well while talking about her ❤️ your whole house looks beautiful! 🎄

We are in Eastern Wa but my in laws used to live on the west side so we would go to the lights of Christmas! Love and miss it!

What a beautiful family. Love that you all could be together this holiday.

Thank you for the cozy vibes and motivation! 🎄

What a beautiful winter wonderland!!

You’re back! 🥰❤️ so glad you got to take a break and spend time with family! Hope all is well!

We call it Christmas Adam as well!!!:)

I have been watching this video all weekend. It has been helping me clean and get out of my after christmas depression ❤ your voice is always so calming and I have your videos on in the background alot☃️ thank you Natalie

What a special video - beautiful family too!

You are very blessed Natalie and you deserve it

Love love love the December Box idea!

Beautiful Winter Scene ❄️🥶❄️

I’m so happy to see you back! Such beautiful scenery in your yard! ❤️

Thank you for sharing Christmas😊 Your property is so beautiful with the snow! God Bless you & your family❤️🙏🎄❄️

Lovely video Natalie. Thank you x

I will say I'm glad I watched without crying my eyes out. Your last video from Grandma Judy just knawed at me. I hosted formthe first time at my house. I was able to have my last grandma at my house. I know she will not always be here, but I'm definitely gonna do my best to ensure I spend that time while I've got her. You guys had a pretty white Christmas. Merry Christmas, and I do pray God heals your heart from your grandma passing. ❤️❤️

Thank you for the encouraging words! I really needed it! ❤️

So enjoyed seeing your family celebrate on Christmas Eve !

Thanks for sharing with us. I love your family and I pray God will continue to comfort you all. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!