I went to middle/high school with this girl. She was always shy and quiet. I almost didn’t recognize her when I first watched this. Back then I had no idea the kind of stuff she was going through. She always seemed so mysterious to me. The place we were from is very wealthy and a nice area. Just goes to show it doesn’t matter where you grow up, if we don’t take care of the youth we can’t be surprised when they end up drug addicted etc. I pray for her healing and hope the best for her. This channel is so important. If we are able to see all of these people within us we can heal parts of ourselves and have more compassion for humanity. We’re all in this together. Take care of the children and don’t pass down the trauma and abuse.

" I met this guy" seams to be the most common thing

I find myself oddly obsessed with her beauty. Her tattoos, her hair, her eyes, her voice. She’s so raw. And real. The shots of her staring into the side camera.. it’s almost breathtaking. Wishing her the best of luck and sending love and light 🤍✨

I like how she says "I'm just being lazy." She is so self-accountable, wise, and resilient. She's someone you just want to see get clean.

High schools definitely need to show these interviews to kids💯

She’s so beautiful. I hope she finds the strength to get clean again.

She reminds me of my big sis so much...so incredibly intelligent and capable of so many things. It makes me miss her a lot. I hope Bee's future turns out to be better and brighter than my sister's did. Drugs killed her. Prayers for anyone dealing with addiction. You are worth so much more than you think.

i grew up with her, this is sad to see. she is a really good person

If she got sober, she’d be that cool ass coworker who tells you all the stories and makes jokes with you all day. I can’t believe she’s not even 30 yet.

I've been watching Mark's videos for over a year. It always amazes me when comments focus on an interviewee's physical beauty. I'd bet many would trade their pretty face and gorgeous hair for peace of mind and soul.

It struck me when she said she didn't want to smoke crack alone, so she would try and convince people to do it with her... got others hooked. It made me wonder how many people are down there, because they happened to be vulnerable and around someone that didn't want to be alone in their addiction? I bet more than we think.... I hope she didn't convince too many

Hope I’m not the only one to comment on this woman’s intelligence, but did anyone else catch the fact that she got her GED at 15-16?

She could have easily been a model. She is genetically blessed.

She started her story at 12 and talked about how she disassociated when she was a child because of abuse. There was trauma there...a lot. She is unable to cope with things because her foundation was rocked....and worse off the one person that was her constant died. Bee, you can overcome this....YOU CAN. Get treatment- find the tools...use them.

Wow this one was an interview that really stands out above the rest for me, personally. Just the realness, the honesty, and her maintained ability to articulate herself so genuinely through everything she's experienced. You're a queen, Bee. You just need to remember where you put your crown, sister.

I used to be this skinny when was growing up and people were asking me if I eat at all...later in my adulthood I realized I was this skinny from all the domestic abuse especially from my mother, the amount of stress I went thru it really burnt a lot of calories plus I ate just little bit... didnt have appetite and my mom was terrible cook too... finally started gaining weight after got married and finally experienced real love from my husband, he is the only person I can say really ever love me.💜

“I feel like I’m serving someone else’s second life sentence.”

From someone who has seen multiple people in this crack stage of uncontrollable movement and twitches I cannot believe how well spoken she still is.. she can still answer your questions which just shows how normal of a day this is for her.. other people wouldn’t be able to even comprehend their own thoughts let alone a conversation.. I pray for you Bee truly

She speaks better than 90 percent of people. Very bright. So so sad to see a person contorting and living in addiction. It's not supposed to be this way.

Bee I am so sad for the loss of your wife. My heart goes out to you. Losing our loved ones is brutal. I hope you find your way to sobriety and a better life because the woman I see here is worth fighting for.

Imagine what her IQ is? She dropped out at 12 and was able to get her GED at 16. That’s amazing. I pray that get help and gets sober.

She gives me Amy Winehouse vibes 💜. Everyone in the comment section always thinks they have the answers but even as someone in recovery I don’t have the answers I wish you the best of luck .

Watching this broke my heart in a different way. She is so honest, so genuine. She still has a light to her. She is so in tune, with such a sad soul. She is wise beyond her years. Bee. You are amazing, intelligent, caring, beautiful. YOU CAN get better. You still have life ahead of you. It’s possible. Change your environment and see what it does for you. Good luck to you bee.

Mark is asking such raw and powerful questions here. And her responses are so deep & honest too.. This whole interview is so intimate & haunting. It's truly amazing to witness how real this interaction is and how real human beings can be together.

Yes it does. The reality vs the high. My choice was meth for 15yrs starting in high school. Daily. But i was a functional one. Kept the same job for years, rarely missed work, my family had no idea. Clean 3 years last july

Dam she’s 29. Insane how crack and just life stress make her look so much older. You got plenty of life left in you bee. Hope your able to do better!

“We just exercised and watched tv” a good life memory man

She's pretty amazing. Her self introspection is so honest. Her charisma is definitely there, and she is aware that the drugs have derailed her. A very magnetic personality with so much potential. I hope she makes it and recovers.

She's actually super self aware. She describes such a clear depiction of her life, she's so well spoken.

About to have eleven years clean this April - nd these videos are a good reminder for me to stay on track. I pray she finds the strength to get the help she deserves. 💜

She lived in my hometown which really took me back and is crazy to think about. I live in a good area, a suburb if you will and it’s crazy to think that people in dire need of help like her just get overlooked everyday. She is very beautiful and has so much potential to turn her life around i hope the best for her. Thank you for your videos Mark I watch them everyday and i have become more and more open minded because of your work 🤍 Thank you for giving these people the voices they deserve .

It’s absolutely amazing how coherent she stays tweaking like that and bless her soul I hope she pulls through and gets her life together because she is an amazing spirit.

You gotta get these folks a better chair, this stool looks so uncomfortable.

I watched this a long time ago and always watch it and had to finally comment because I truly want an update something is so breathtaking about her. She must be so tired and she's so young . I really hope she finds true happines and gets on a better path she's so beautiful and intelligent 💖 we love u bee.

I've seen other cracks addicts interviews on here and to say she is so composed yet constantly moving, while being able to coherently answer these questions are amazing.

I feel so drawn to her. I hope she's okay. She's beautiful and seems very intelligent. I'll say a prayer for you tonight, Bee 🤍

Bee, you’re beautiful! As a former addict I can honestly tell you that you can recover! That crazy life is so hard, and that chill life that you had with your wife you can have again- and even better! you deserve it! Sending much love from Australia 🇦🇺 🙏🏻♥️

I can't tell what's weirder -- the comments about how beautiful the pretty people are, or the ones saying they have [insert celebrity here] "vibes."

She is definitely charismatic, I feel like I’m watching an artist of some sort I would be interested too hear her sing her knowledge of people and life must be so vast

She sounds so smart and charming. Like a veneer of addiction is covering her great personality, and she knows it. Wishing her the very best of luck, congrats on housing hoping that helps her turn a corner toward new and better things

Why is it so hard to understand that addiction changes both brain structure and function and that it is not a character weakness?

I'm genuinely happy that she's gotten into her own place. Everyone deserves, at the very least, a safe place to lay their head 😴.

I love Bee. I hope she gets clean again, and stays clean. So hard grieving such a loss especially when you have trauma from childhood. Been there, done that, and I understand why she has been worse since her wife died. Hopefully she can heal enough before the drugs take her too far. Much love to you Bee. All the best

This reminds me of Amy Winehouse's final interviews. Poor soul was in so much pain. Hope she finds solace, one way or another.

Bee seems so strong, self aware, and surprisingly grounded given how wound up she is physically. I hope that she gets to a place where she has access to the right support and resources. I know this happens all the time but it’s heart wrenching to be reminded that so many beautiful souls just slip through the cracks.

Growing up in the 60's and 70's hearing people say we should legalize drugs because they don't really hurt anyone need to subscribe to this channel.

Thank you Mark for opening my eyes,thank you for sharing your time,and for being accepting,and for the hope for humanity ,since meeting you on this channel. I hope you are fufilled,loved,at peace with yourself,as much as possible anyway.I am not ashamed to say I love you .

She comes across as honest and quite down to earth. Just goes to show how fragile life is and how people are only a moment away from such situations. People that don't put on a mask like her are my favorite types. Hopefully she comes back and is in a better place.

Can we just talk about how insanely talented Mark is as a photographer 😟. That image is so stunning, it’s like a painting ❤️

She just seems like such a good hearted cool person. Just dealing with serious trauma. She’s very articulate.

what a beautiful woman..her hair is gorgeous! I hope she finds peace and safety in life

She’s sooo beautiful and still young enough to really be able to turn things around. God please have your angels cover her and guide her to a better path one full of love, promise, and opportunities. She’s tired.

“Bee” ... you’re beautiful as fuck. I hope you get clean & meet the woman of your dreams. You deserve a good life. We all do. Mark, we need an update on this gem.

Prayers and thoughts go up for this young woman, may blessings be upon her❤

God wrap your arms around this beautiful being 🥺! she’s a light it’s just dim & she just needs guidance 😭🥰🥺

Wow, she couldn't keep still for more than 5 seconds.... This is so sad to watch! 😪

This young lady has so much to offer, she is intelligent, beautiful, a survivor.....she can do it!!

It is quite shocking that so many ppl you have interviewed have such a bright personality and such a sad story at the same moment. Many of them could be an actors or hosts, because of their charizma. They’re mesmerising, appealing, beautiful! I want them to be so much more in their lives, because they deserve it. Bee isn’t a exception. She is just stunning. Hope she’ll find her way out of all these troubles 🙏🏽

Wow, she is stunning. She looks like a model. I can hear the pain in her voice and it breaks my heart. I wish her all the best. ✌🏾❤️

Thanks Mark. These days we seem to live within a steady influx of a droning social existence created by our technology but it also functions as our blindfold. It's difficult to know what others are going through and how they reached that point. Before watching your interviews I thought I had a good idea of how other people lived/existed. The stereo-typical image of others was something I mistakenly took for granted and never truly took a closer look. The labels were all written with indelible ink. You've forced me to remember that we have always been more than the label others can place on us and that it's possible to simply peel it off. It's very important work you are doing as it shines a brighter light on our society. I believe you have opened many eyes and hopefully will continue to do what you're doing.

God please watch over her and bless her with your grace cleanse her heart and provid her with your love and strength to move foward in her life 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

She's really a nice, warm person. I never thought I would see a friend on this channel.

I'm wishing Bee the very best and praying she's able to turn her life around soon. 🙏🏾🙏🏾

You can't replace someone. You just can't🙏

$1000 worth of crack A DAY!!! How 🥲.. I don’t even make that in a damn week at work 🤦🏻‍♀️

I like these types of interpersonal videos about the lives that various people live and their life stories and experiences, like you're personally sitting in a room with them... awesome Ytube!!! Really tugs at your heart strings and shows how important it is to have a measure of compassion for people at the human level! "But for the Grace of God go I"!

Recently came across this site. I respect the interviews and you for being respectful.

Parents listen up dont ever give up on ya kid dont make them go to the streets looking for love so many parents rather be right then to accept their own fault hug ya kid n hold them tight let them know they're loved if not this is what happens😪😪

she seems like a good person. and she's honest too. just had it rough from the start.

She’s stunningly beautiful. Great energy, I hope she stays safe and finds peace.

Wow. Bee is so smart. So accountable. So Beautiful. I TRULY hope she decides she wants better for herself and kicks this. I'll be praying for you Bee. ❤❤

Her picture looks like a drawing. She is beautiful.

shes so articulate, beautiful and seems down to earth, life really is unfair that she had to go through all that.

Is there an update? I hope she found her path to get sober and free from the chains of addiction. It isn’t easy. She is so raw and honest and intelligent. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Oh my goodness wow you are telling part of my story the love of my life has been gone since 2014 and I'm also struggling with my addiction as well!

Thank you, Mark for sharing. It's amazing how we can learn something valuable from every interviewee. Her story tells the importance of having self-love. Lack of self-love can lead someone to engage in unhealthy behaviors growing up and choosing to be with the wrong people. This is why I think self-love is so important to have. I cannot imagine how she must feel every day, but I appreciate her for being honest and for giving us the chance to learn and understand.

She’s so incredibly beautiful, intelligent, and I pray she gets the help she needs! I have 12 years of sobriety, it’s so attainable, and I pray she gets into recovery soon!

I can relate to her so much. I hope you get the help you need, Doll. Ill be praying for you. I've been clean coming up on 3.5 years. I was 12 when my dad started using with me.....I believe in you.

she’s so beautiful❣️ i can see her potential. god bless her🙏🏽

First, damn Bee could have been a model.. she is still beautiful but she needs to leave them drugs and the streets alone..I can imagine her healthy wow, hopefully she gets herself together. She seems like she's really a good person just lost rn.

My 12 year old daughter sleeps with 3 special stuffies and cries when she gets in trouble. I just can't imagine...

Great sense of humor & so beautiful. I pray she finds her way in this world & becomes the good mama she wants to be. May the angels watch over you❤️

This channel is gold. Can’t get realer than this

Feel so bad for her. I hope she can pull her life together. Metaphorically, it seems like she’s on one of those old school balance scales with the weight still on her side and the next few years really dictating her future. Physically, she’s nowhere near the point of no return. She can still pick herself up, dust herself off, and continue on the path to a great life. Mentally, I feel like time is ticking. She’s got one of those natural beauty things going for her, so it’s probably been pretty easy for her to run the streets, while still having dreams and keeping positive. When you look good, you feel good. I think as she inches closer to 30, her mental foundation will start to fade and that’s when life could really spiral for her and she’ll submit to drugs/street life. Wishing you all the best, Bee, your life and your future is still there waiting for you, fight and take it back.

Sadly, it seems this girl is not even close to giving up that life. Tough times ahead unfortunately.

this woman is INTELLIGENT. destructive and in a deep emotional cycle of pain- but intelligent and it seems really introspective and genuine.

Her tattoos are so dope, i hope she finds her path and strength

She seems so beautiful on the inside and she' is gorgeous on the outside as well, I really hope she gets help and gets better, she's got so much potential, she seems like a total sweetheart.

Watching this you can see her pain. She is a beautiful lady. I hope she comes out strong and turns her life around. So young 🙏

Compassion to you lady . Hope you find the help you deserve . No shame . Just light .

Really hope Bee can find someone who cares about her & can get clean. She is so beautiful and deserves the world.

Mark you have the best interviews 👌

Her looks remind me of Carly Simon (showing my age). She's very beautiful and I wish her a better life.

I'm so sorry for your loss, may you heal and get better.

Out of all the videos on this channel I’ve seen thus far, this is by far the most painful to watch. I’m still watching.

I have never thought about how difficult it must be to escort with men, as a gay woman. Sleeping with guys you are not attracted to, and or repulsed by is one, not even having that as your orientation is a whole other level.

She's pretty. I love her hair. Hopefully she can get clean soon.

Praying for this beautiful soul.. I see such a bright spirit in there. God bless her ❤️

Just made 7 months clean off oxy on the 11th, so its possible... even if it doesnt seem like it. You can do it. I love you. You matter to us. Update: JUST MADE 9 MONTHS CLEAN!! COME WITH ME ON THIS JOURNEY AS I GET TO A YEAR. THANK YOU ALL FOR THE ❤ !! Update #2: 10 MONTHS CLEAN AS OF MAY 11TH.. I HOPE YOU ALL ARE DOING WELL.. JUST TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME.. I PROMISE, IT WILL GET EASIER ❤ Update #3: 11 MONTHS DOWN !! I HONESTLY CANNOT BELIEVE THAT WE HAVE COME THIS FAR. LIFE IS SO MUCH DIFFERENT NOW. SURE, ITS NOT ALWAYS GOOD--BUT IT IS ALWAYS GOOD ENOUGH. DONT LOSE HOPE, FAMILY ❤ Update #4: WELL,WOULD YOU LOOK AT THAT? A WHOLE 365 DAYS FREE OF THAT HELLISH SHACKLE KNOWN AS OXYCODONE. IF YOU WOULD'VE TOLD ME AT THE BEGINNING OF 2020 THAT I WAS FINALLY GOING TO SAVE MYSELF, I WOULD'VE CALLED YOU A LIAR... REMEMBER: JUST BECAUSE YOU SEE "BEE"AT THIS STATE NOW.. DOES NOT MEAN THAT SHE CANT FULLY BOUNCE BACK WITH A LITTLE WORK... BEE IS YOU & I 🙏🏿 SURE, IT WONT BE THE EASIEST THING YOUVE EVER DONE, BUT IT WILL BE ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT. LOVE YOU ALL ❤ !! LETS SHOOT FOR 2YRS, YEA? UPDATE #5: AS OF TODAY, JULY 11TH 2022, I AM TWO YEARS CLEAN FROM OXYCODONE, AND IN THE BEST PHYSICAL SHAPE OF MY LIFE.

One of the most relatable videos I've seen 💜