Hey everybody, it's day 15 in my recovery journey - which means I've now been clean and sober for two weeks! Today I talk about something pretty embarrassing that happened to me in the gym yesterday and how my struggles with processing feelings of rejection feed into to my body dysmorphic disorder. I also talk about how self acceptance can feel like an alien concept to me, but it's something I strive for,.
It's been a hard day ... but I got through it!
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Hello everyone I’m Ben and welcome to my channel.
I’m a 32 year old gay man living in London and a recovering meth , GBL, phenibut and chemsex addict. I’ve decided to document my journey in the hopes of helping other addicts and those in the lgbt community that are going through the same thing.