Was a lot of fun to work on this song, 10/10, would produce again

queen of choosing who she would rather be

i was severely depressed when i heard this song for the first time and i absolutely hated it. im back for the first time in nearly a year.... after lots of medicine and therapy... depression had my mind under complete control. i was brainwashed by a horrible disease, and this song literally told me exactly what i needed to do to be healthy and i couldn't process it. i was so sick that i hated a gentle encouragement towards becoming happy. depression is an indescribably horrible disease. i fought it back and the was the hardest thing ive ever done. i cant believe what it did to me, i dont know why im crying typing this out, i cant believe how sick i used to be

THANK YOU FOR 100K!!!

MOMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU GREAT JO!B!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEY GUYS sorry it took me this long to add it to the description, but I'm the vocalist of this song. I didn't really tend to sing much until recently which is why it's been kind of confusing for some people, but YEAH IT'S DEFINITELY ME

Or Would you rather be? Or Would you rather be? Or would you rather be? *A Fan Of Crusher-P?*

Hey guys! Would You Rather is now available on Spotify! You can also find it online amazon music, itunes, etc but don't worry! The free download will remain in the description for good.

ALSO HAPPY NEW YEAR

Oh would you rather be? Oh would you rather be? Oh would you rather be? The echo in the mirror.. ECHO

I'm nearly 30 and still using this to help anxiety attacks, Thank you.

My big sister introduced me to this song since elementary school, now i am a junior in highschool, I love this song and I miss my big sister because of suicide, I listen to this song and think of her. Thank you Crusher-P, for my big sister to introduce this to me.

Move aside ECHO this is my new favorite Chrusher P song!

This is beautifully catchy.

I didn't even realise until now that in the reflection theres a reference to Echo?? This song is by far my favourite, and always help me get in a better mood.

Four years ago, I came here, looking for a place to heal. Least, that's what I told myself. Only now do I truly understand the lyrics "there was a point where I thought the suffering made it better. I've never been more wrong" Four years can seem like nothing, or like a lifetime. The latter was my experience. Your songs have been there when I needed the dark, the light, the rebellious flare, and even the deepest heart aches to feel seen. Thanks again, and stay safe out there everyone. From: A random person on the internet.

This song is literally a pleasant surprise.

I love this so much. Great work on everything. So glad to finally hear the finished product. ♡♡♡ Keep it up, Cien.

this song actually helped me take that first step towards self-forgiveness. after a long argument about how i need to forgive myself, i hear this on spotify and it felt the universe was trying to tell me i was finally ready to take that first step towards healing. thank you for this song, Crusher-P.

This song showed up in my feed randomly today. I've been living with depression for the last 3 years, but this last month and a half have been extremely hard on my mental health. I spent almost everyday crying, isolating myself from the outside world and my friends, i even thought about being dead. I don't even know why, but when i saw this thumbnail i instinctively clicked it, and while listening to this song at first i felt nothing, but at the "would you rather be your own best friend or your worst enemy" i began tearing up, and after wiping my tears and looking myself in the mirror i managed to look at myself and for the first time in the last month i was able to genuinely smile. I know this will be buried, but from the bottom of my heart, thanks for creating this song, and to anyone else struggling with depression, it may be hard, but don't give up.

this song is crushing me with the weight of how good it is

AAH it's so good and the ECHO girl in the PV~~

It's... interesting, how fitting songs can be. I just finished talking to my ex's current partner and, it feels so refreshing to be honest. Self-hatred can fuck with your head, bad. And the love you have can become possessive and unhealthy.... But it's songs like this, about you holding your back.... That's when we're truelly ready to rely on the people we love, rather than depend on them. It is one hell of a journey and fears and pain and anxiety can take hold so easily but..... A nice tune to brace our spirits and push forward, day by day, is what we need. So, thank you for making this song. You're also a truly terrific singer and, here's hoping all of us can follow this song.

Thank you for writing this song. You don't know how happy this makes me, with the lyrics and the meaning and getting me to realise that after making mistakes I should not punish myself. Thank you for that.

Your voice is so beautiful Crusher, love the song!

I'm so glad crusher is rebounding from her hard times. I bet I can safely say that the community and I are so happy to see you back here doing what you love! This song gives me hope for the upcoming year! Best wishes crusher and happy new year!!

Your voice is beautiful ; u ;

I’ve been listening to this on repeat lately, so I thought it was finally time I left a comment :) That being said, I have no idea how to word the feelings this song gives, but hearing it really cheers me up whenever I feel down. It’s a nice reminder that I’m not alone in the world, and that there are always other people who we can share our emotions with! Though I doubt anyone will see this comment (never mind Crusher), I hope I could convey some of my feelings about this song. To anyone reading, I hope you have a nice day/night!

YES I LOVE THIS. after I Can't Fix You i have been waiting for more. your vocals are incredible, girl. keep releasing amazing things!

Crusher this is so good!!! Your vocals are amazing!! Perfect way to start the new year!! Also, I love how the girl from ECHO was in the video!! That made me happy ❤️

I'd love to thank you for creating this song. When it came out, I was suffering with Clinical Major Depression. Durring my recovery process and routine, I listened to this song every single morning, to help remind me to be my own best friend, and not my worst enemy. It helped me get to where I am today, and I'm doing so much better. Really, thank you for empowering me with your music, and helping me through the toughest time of my life. ❤

screeches in ecstasy at the fact this song is on spotify

OH MY GOD IT'S SO PERFECT OMG, I LOVE IT SO MUCH THE LYRICS ARE SOOO BEAUTIFUL OMG

The vocals are 💯💯💯!!! I love it~♡

自分用日本語訳です I've been in between a rock and a hard place 私は2つの選択の間で板挟みになっている I've been biting my tongue to save some face 私は面子を保つために口を閉ざしているの I should be over this, but I'm not quite there yet 私はこれを終わらせなくてはならないけど、まだそこまでは行かない It'll take time and I'll be fine moving ahead 時間はかかるけれど、私は前に進んでいくよ Not sure where I'm going, only time will tell us どこに行くのかわからない、時間だけが教えてくれる The fear of never knowing finally bit the dust 知らないことの恐怖によって､ついに倒れた I'd rather be my own best friend than my worst enemy 最悪の敵よりも自分の親友になりたい I'm one day closer to being who I wanna be いつかなりたい自分に近づくよ La de da de da de da deee Mmmmmm I know I knowI 私は知っている 私は知っている I know Who I'd rather be 私は知っている 私はどちらになりたいの？ There are nights when I lay awake and restless 目覚めたけれど､落ち着けず横になった夜がある Wondering if letting go was for the best It's scary then, it's scary now, as I move on 手放すのが最善だったのだと思うけれど､それは怖いよ Rain ends the drought, the sun comes out, It won't be long 雨は干ばつを終わらせて、太陽は出てくるけどそれは長くは続かない Oh would you rather be? ああ､あなたはどちらになりたいの？ Oh would you rather be? あなたはどちらになりたいの？ Oh would you rather be? あなたはどちらになりたいの？ Your own best friend? あなた自身の親友？ Oh would you rather be? あなたはどちらになりたいの？　 Oh would you rather be? あなたはどちらになりたいの？ Oh would you rather be? あなたはどちらになりたいの？ Your own worst enemy? あなた自身の最悪の敵？ Oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh Oh uwoh, uwoh oh Oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh Oh uwoh, uwoh oh Could we pause it for a sec 少し間をおいて And put it into retrospect, 振り返ってみると Everything that happened was for the best 起こったすべてが最高だった I had my good intent, 私は善意を持っていた But the dreams turned into dreamt でも夢は夢に変わった Where I was content Turned into resent 私が満足していた場所 There was a point where I was convinced that suffering made it better 苦しみがそれを良くしたと､確信した点があった I've never been more wrong 私はこれまで以上に間違ったことはない When I hit rock bottom, it's difficult to remember 暗礁に乗り上げた時のことを思い出せない Why I had to write this song なぜ私はこの曲を書かなければならなかったのか Oh would you rather be? ああ､あなたはどちらになりたいの？ Oh would you rather be? あなたはどちらになりたいの？ Oh would you rather be? あなたはどちらになりたいの？ Your own best friend? あなた自身の親友？ Oh would you rather be? ああ、あなたはどちらになりたいの？ Oh would you rather be? あなたはどちらになりたいの？ Oh would you rather be? あなたはどちらになりたいの？ Or your own worst enemy? あなた自身の最悪の敵？ Oh would you rather be? ああ､あなたはどちらになりたいの？ Oh would you rather be? あなたはどちらになりたいの？ Oh would you rather be? あなたはどちらになりたいの？ Your own best friend? あなた自身の親友？ Oh would you rather be? ああ､あなたはどちらになりたいの？ Oh would you rather be? あなたはどちらになりたいの？ Oh would you rather be? あなたはどちらになりたいの？ Or your own worst enemy? あなた自身の最悪の敵？ Oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh, Oh uwoh, oh uwoh oh, I'd rather be my own best friend than my worst enemy 最悪の敵よりも自分の親友になりたい I'm one day closer to being who I wanna be いつかなりたい自分に近づくよ

This song got me through a time and actually helped convince me to start making my own music and make this channel. I really appreciate this more than you could ever imagine, It always brings me those memories of that amazing time.

The Echo TV girl and the Lemon Guy from The Adventure times :3

i first found this song during late winter/early january of 2019. stuff was really horrible then, but this song definitely helped me get through it. its still pretty far from perfect right now, but i think as long as i can live it out till december, ill be okay. thank you :)

Circus-P done... and finally Crusher-P singing... my curiosity is completed...!

You have such a lovely voice. I love your work!

HONESTLY A BOP

It seems everybody I come to know eventually works with everybody else I know. Over time, it appears everything really does become connected.

Happy New Year's Day Crusher, this song helped me and many others through hard times. Happy Anniversary to this song 🥳

This is beautiful. The contrast to some of your older songs is wonderful to see.

I'm glad that I'm finally at a point where I can truly relate to this song, if anything I've progressed past this point. More and more sure of myself as time goes on. My anxiety kicked in when high school started, and I went from loud and confident to quiet and awkward. I think it's because that's when I finally started to pick up on social cues (autism wheee) and realize just how much I always stuck out, and how others treated me because of it. There's a little more to it than just that but I'll spare whoever reads this the details, y'all don't need my life story haha. But that was definitely the turning point and from that point all the way up until last year I absolutely HATED myself. But something shifted last year and I started growing more loud, more confident again. Realized earlier this month that for the first time since I was 14 in middle school, I actually like myself again. I forgot how good it feels to just like myself. I'll be 21 next month and can't wait until liking myself turns into loving myself. I'll get there.

ガラスに映った少女の後ろにいるのはECHOの子だよね？

I love it. Your voice is so soothing. Great job.

この曲ほんとに大好き

This song helped me through some really rough times this year and I’d just like to thank you from the bottom of my heart and plead that you make more stuff like this, you’ve got some real talent and you should take advantage of what you got. I hope you have an awesome and full life Crusher ❤️

is that YusukeKira i see in the window?

This is so beautiful it makes me feel so much better thank u!

i really loved the demo but this is sooooooooo good i cant wait to cover this too !! i think this is a great way to start the year!

Recently i have had a huge life changing event happen, and i found it really hard to keep getting myself up and moving and not just sit and cry in a corner, it's been difficult to be happy and just wake up everyday to do life. But this song has become something of an inspiration for me to keep moving forward, to remind myself of what;s important to Me and what I Need to do. Thank You Crusher-P

God, what a wonderful song! Absolutely love everything about it, especially your awesome singing voice.

This is so motivational

This song always helps me feel better!!! Thank you so much for making this!!!!

Holy geez this is the most uplifting song I’ve ever heard. I regret not finding this much earlier but I’m glad it appeared in my recommended now.

Is this the same girl from ECHO, but now she's gotten over her problems?

I'm at another crossroads in my life and here i am again, Listening to same song and crying at the same beats. Love this song and Hopefully i wont come back to listen to it again.

This song is simply amazing, I missed a lot your work Crusher!! And it's better when you back singing, also love your voice

i was having a really hard night yesterday, and found this song. it honestly made me feel a lot better and i ended up getting some sleep. thank you.

Words cannot express how good this makes you feel about yourself God bless that creative soul of yours Crusher

3 years and this song is still on my playlist! You have such a beautiful voice and inspiring lyrics

Woooo, loving this by far more then most of what I've been listening for over the last years. Truly marvelous work there! :)

I just found this song this year, and I absolutely love your voice. I wish you'd do more stuff like this, I personally love this way more than your Vocaloid stuff (which is still amazing)

This explains a lot about my life, I have ADHD and learning was difficult and I had trouble with it, I should have been over it but I’m still not quite there yet, I knew it would have just taken time before I would be moving ahead. The older I got, I wasn’t sure where I was going and the fear of never knowing thing finally bit me, I wanted to be my own best friend but I was stuck with my worst enemy. There were some nights where I would stay up restless and thought of giving up, it was very scary to me and it’s scary now but I know it won’t be long! I thought letting go was the answer, I never been more wrong. So now here I am, in 2020, and I’m my own best friend...(yes this story is true!)

this song makes me feel all warm inside.thanks you so much for this song,you re amazing at this.(also a thanks to everyone that helped you out with it)

New Year, New Hopes. Keep up the good work Crusher-P!

This is definitely one of the most meaningful songs I've found in my life in the last few years. Gives me hope in a place where I'd never think of finding any. Really makes me feel like there is hope. Thanks Crusher-P for giving me such a wonderful song to relate to on so many levels and leave me feeling good.

I feel like this is gonna reach 1 million views soon just because I keep listening to this on repeat... okay but honestly, a big thank you to Crusher and TLT for making this song. It’s really nice to hear you singing and the message & lyrics are really what I needed. It kinda makes me emotional but also gives me lots of motivation to keep doing what I love. Thank you, again!

I am getting so much enjoyment out of this song. Your voice is so nice! Can't wait for more!

Thank you. I really needed this.

Beautiful song. It really speaks to me, and makes me feel that things are gonna be okay when i'm feeling down.

I already found this song beautiful the first time I listened to it. Now about 5 years and one big realization later, this song hits differently - and I found a new level of appreciation for it.

Man your voice is amazing!!! I love this song!

i love this! great job and its super catchy

That little call back to Echo makes me cry happy tears. this is so good

OMG I LOVE THIS SONG ITS TOO UNDERRATED

Wanted to write that I listen to this song a lot. Thanks for making it!

This song means so much to me ♡ You did such an amazing job with this!!

This is amazing. I struggle with depression, so this rings so very true... I have spent entirely too long being my own worst enemy; with this in my playlist, perhaps I'll remember to be my own friend a little more often. A thousand thanks from northern Sweden, where the long night is finally starting to give way before the return of the midnight sun.

Lovely is an understatement for this piece of art :)

omg it's so nice to hear your voice! wonderful song!

this song is a mood, and it's helping me through a tough time rn. thanks for making this, along with all your other songs. they're all amazing

I love your voice!!!

I love this song. It's been over 3 years yet I still have to click this song every time I see it!

this really cheered me up and spoke to me. thank you so much. i love you.

really amazing job ^^,it really made my day,keep up the great work

This song gave me the strength to not give up, thank you so much 🤧❤

Congratulations for making the happiest song in the vocaloid community. (queue the song-meaning ruining crew)

This song makes me feel better whenever I listen to it. I keep coming back to it. Thank you for writing it.

Your voice is beautiful! And your lyrics are soulful. And, for as introspective as the song is, it's so fun and an utter delight to listen to! Thank you, I'm gonna be looping this for a while 💙

2019 and still lovin’ it

This masterpiece took me out of the nightmare my life was. Every thought that I couldn't think myself was here. And now every time I feel like I don't want to keep moving forward anymore, I remember this song. I'm slowly becoming my own best friend. Thank you, Crusher-P.

Love your music keep up the great work 2022 Edit: after 3 years still hits as hard as it did when I first listened too it

4 Years and still love this song. Thanks to everyone who made this song and Happy 2021 to all

I’m in love with this❤️ this would make an amazing music video😉

1,000,000 Views! Well deserved!

i love this song just discovered it and loving it getting through mental days has gotten a bit easier