I don’t usually like to comment on videos but I feel like I need to put this out there for others. This video is very special during this time, back in November 2019 I experienced my first panic attack. It only worsened into 2020, making it crippling for me. I’d have thoughts of fear about when the next panic attack would arise, which then led to intrusive thinking. I felt paralyzed like there was nothing for me to look forward to, I would tell myself I’d be better off dead than to deal with the horrible thoughts I was having. Mind you I was reading my Bible daily, praying morning and night wondering when I’d have a miracle happen. A couple days before New Years I couldn’t take it anymore, I felt like I was fighting my feelings, trying to keep my sadness in so that it wouldn’t affect my husband or son. While I was doing laundry my husband asked me if I was okay and I just let it all out. It was like a cry I have never had before, I can’t even explain it but I cried! I kept crying and just telling God “Lord why?? I’ve done all you told me to do, I’ve prayed, read my word, I’ve relied on you.” I told him I couldn’t do it anymore, and that whatever good was supposed to come out of this endurance I couldn’t go on anymore. My husband just hugged me and let me have that moment that I’ve desperately needed. I feel much better now, I felt like I just needed to cry out. I can feel God’s peace again little by little each day. I’m only 22, and I felt like my anxiety was robbing me of the joy I had as a mother and wife. When I wake up, I tell myself “today I choose peace.” To anyone that’s suffering with intrusive thoughts, anxiety, depression, whatever it is your going through, I’m fighting with you. I’m working everyday on ignoring those lies in my head, it’s not easy but I know there’s glory at the end of this road. Aaron I love how you mentioned “it didn’t happen instantly,” your videos have helped me tremendously! I know God’s working through me.

I’m at the end. I’m praying all day today because I do not see a way out, I’m in the pure shadow of death whether my sins lead me here or not. I’m dealing with a chronic illness and neurological problems from psychiatric drugs that I am no longer on, and on top of that my OCD is way too heavy for me to even deal with. I cannot even think straight most the time, I’m trusting in God’s merciful character to save me out of this hole

This sounds amazing god help me surrender it all to you I can’t do this anymore.

Thank you ! This blessed me

One of my biggest problems is fear. I need God’s strength and I need to surrender everything.

Praise GOD Brother. Right on time. Thank you for this Message of Hope.

Praise be to God!!!! I can testify of this very thing. Oh how I praise God that I am no longer in that darkness, held captive by evil. Thank you Father every day for getting me out of that. And I did, I cried out in desperation. And He led me to peace

thank you Aaron. I watched your videos months ago when I was really bad in panic attacks and crippling OCD. Things are still hard, but it is so much better than before. Im so glad God is holding on to me

Amen Godvgave me the same scripture ive sure cried out I'm on a healing journey one day at a time he takes us by his hand walks us through ISAIAH 41. 10 1 Peter 5. 10 he is faithfull we are gods children he will rescue us so beautiful yes beauty for ashes ,.

Thank you for your wise words Aaron. This video came along at the right time, God's timing is so perfect. I learned a lot from your video thank you again.

I don’t know how to surrender to God. I am trying to protect my family and am struggling so badly with other things and cry and pray to God non stop. My worries consume me. I’m grateful to listen to someone like you. I tell God I’ll do anything he needs but right now I’m so weak.

I have been in the pits of a crippling depression since being ghosted by a man I was in love with. At 49, I thought I was more resilient, but my spirit is crushed. I have been leaning on my Bible and your videos.

Thank you for your videos theyre very uplifting. I feel like i surrendered a 1,000 times and then somehow i try to take back control. Its so frustrating,i end up at the same place and then the guilt of feeling like a loser comes in. I know He is allowing this for a reason, it just definitely hurts. Praying for you all, please pray for me 😢

Just want to say thank you Aaron, ever since you prayed for me I’ve been feeling slightly better from my mental and physical afflictions, they’re still there but definitely improving for me.

My dear brother in Christ. I cannot believe how timely your message is!! I have been feeling lately that I cannot go on for one more day in this torment, depression and now, physical illness. I had given up, because I haven't been able to function in any way at all, and I haven't had the capacity to love those who love me... Your message is the most important thing that I could hear right now, as I can go before the Lord knowing He will hear me...and He will rescue me in His perfect timing. God bless you richly for doing what you are doing, in reaching not only the lost, but those of us who are struggling within the Body of Christ... May the Lord continue to guide you with His wisdom as you speak. Thank you brother 🙏

Everything you say is exactly what I need to hear, God truly works through you 🙏🏼

It’s 1am in the morning and God led me to this video because He knew I needed it. Thank you so much for all you do!! I just found you a couple of days ago while praying to God to help me and your videos came up. I’m so thankful for you and I pray a blessing and covering over your life and family. Please keep making your videos, they’re light to so many of us! God bless you!

Im not as strong as you but i dont know how it still made this 2021. Right now i cant sleep because of palpitations i did exercise, im so tired as if nothing works. U said when u lack sleep or cant sleep but the grace of god will strengthen me for the next day. Help me with do not protect your sleep. Help me remove my fear of not sleeping or resting every night. Because im not trusting god i keep worrying its so hard for someone with anxiety not to worry or over think.

I'm so grateful for your channel, I listen to these videos before bed everyday and they calm me down.

practice gratitude! thank God for every single thing (including our Lord and savior JESUS of course!)

Thank you for this channel. The way you explain the word of God gave me peace and hope in this time of so much anxiety.

If you’re reading this I decree Numbers 6:24-26 over your life “The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make his face shine on you and be gracious to you; the Lord turn his face toward you and give you peace.”

Hi Aaron, it's been such a crazy year with the pandemic, and i cant believe im still here!!! I can only thank God for that. Just to give you an update, im currently reading Jeremiah, it's been seven months since i started reading the bible (back in May). The interesting thing is that the rest of my family started reading the bible around the same time and there is one family member per household who is staying at home, (im one of them) probably because God wants our fullest attention. It's as if we are reading the bible so that we are prepared for whats coming ahead. There is a plan for sure.

Deepest gratitude for this priceless message.

Thank you Mr Kim...your words helped me tonight I feel like I'm at the end of my rope I need God's guidance in my life so I can make better decisions for what's best for me thank you for your words of comfort

Amazing! Thank you for your words. God bless you!

Thank you brother Aaron. May God bless your ministry. This really helped me.

Thank you for your ministry.

Well Said! God Bless.

Thank you so much Aaron for your ministry, may He bless u and keep you.

Thank you this is beautiful

Amen! This was much needed

Thanks for the video Aaron! :) God bless you

Love your videos brother. Keep encouraging 💟🙏🏼

Yes thank you.....I'm at the end of myself and u helped me understand how to give it all to God....thank you Aaron...

I need in God in my life my dark problems... so broken and lost. I accepted him just donr like this feeling at all...

Please pray for me brother. I am going through all of it right now.

Aaron amen my brother. Praying for you and your ministry always. Thank you for the lesson and encouragement. God Bless you my friend!

I will pray for anyone who needs it. Please comment for prayer.

Needed 2 hear this. Thanks bro!

Thank you for your word brother Aaron. You encourage me so much. May God continue to give you Godly insight so you can continue to help others as you're already doing so. May He bless you and your family richly. ❤

May jehovah God bless you in Jesus name.amen.

Is miserable a part of God’s plan? I’m a Christian. I feel like I have to suffer a lot, I’m stuck

Thank you Aaron Kim

Hi Aaron I seen your video on insomnia, I ask can you pray for me .Im suffering with it.I seen the lord healed you,if you pray for me know Iwill bre healed.Thank you.

Thanks

After several months its still hard to trust god anxiety overcome me. Im protecting my sleep by going to bed at the same time. Sometimes i want to just be gone.

Thank you Aaron. Your videos have been a great help. I must confess something I struggle with - bizarrely, given I know the Holy Spirit is within me and have experienced Christ over many years - is whether God even exists, or rather whether He can help me, given these doubts. The universe seems so random and cruel, and me a victim of bad choices (playing loud worship music leading to tinnitus! and many difficult, long term life circumstances...) Have you yourself encountered God in an undeniable way? I trust you, and loved your testimony of Jesus entering your heart. Theology and apologetics don't bless me so much as they did when I was a teenager; it is more these encounters people have that remind me God cares.

Good stuff.

My major sin I think, is, I'll lie, especially if i dont pay attention (which is when I feel like I no longer care about the conversation which makes me blatantly rude). I will lie that i was listening by answering the person. I try to hide the fact that I am reeallly just a bad person because of fear of man

Going through this right now

Hello Aaron I’ve been doing well thank God and I feel like the Lord has given me victory but just out of nowhere I got hit really hard with this anxiety that I was going to die of a heart attack and I just didn’t know what to do I completely lost it and I felt so vulnerable to fear my question has that ever happened to you you’re doing really good and then all of a sudden anxiety just hits you out of nowhere 😩😩😩

I think my heart is hardened.My emotion seem numbed.I feel sorry for all my sins but crying seems impossible at this time.Forgive me God.Can a person be really sorry for all what he'd done without crying ? Please enlighten me.

Brother Aaron, can you do a new video on the subject of Christians fasting?? Thank you. God bless.

2 Cor 2 But I determined this with myself, that I would not come again to you in heaviness. 2 For if I make you sorry, who is he then that maketh me glad, but the same which is made sorry by me?

Hey Aaron hope you had a nice holiday. I just wanted to ask since we are in the new year already, and everybody just received all of their flashy new gifts on Christmas. I noticed that people have been going crazy in my family over the ps5. And before you ask I'm the only one saved in my family, but that besides the point that I'm trying to come across. What I'm trying to say is that I have noticed people in this country mainly celebrate Christmas these days for as an excuse to buy and consume new products. They seem to forget that Christmas is about our lord and savior, which bothers me because I see it as going along the lines of idolatry. And the reason that I bring this up is because I too also have nice expensive things. I try not to obssess over these new flashy products and I don't have the right to judge people, just because they have the money to spend and treat themselves. But what if a Christian such as myself doesn't mind spending a little bit of big bucks on a new product like a new iphone etc. Is it ok to do this because sometimes I feel like the desire to have the new flashy phone,car,videogame console etc. tends to put people such as myself in that position throwing God on the back burner and pursuing worldly pleasures in this consumerist society. I feel guilty sometimes wanting a brand new car or new phone. I'm not the biggest consumer in the world but I do tend to fall victim to this. So do you consider this idolatry because I have noticed many people that say that they are Christian go crazy buying the new hot "toy" of the year, then seem to be less excited over our lords day of birth.

I feel heart broken and soon family is leaving me off island today. I dont know anymore and few days I had a panic attack and I dont know anymore so broken, lonely and no life lately feel sometimes do something stupid because is so hard and lately cried so much... I dont know anymore

Aaron, I apologize for all the comments on multiple vids. I'm just desperate. The physical pain and emotional anguish with panic and depression are just about too much for me. What do you do when constant anxiety and panic turn into anger? I'm starting to treat others aggressively and it's disturbing. I've cried out and cried out and still behind those bars. I've told the Lord I surrender totally. I don't know of anything I'm holding back. Still without relief. I just can't control the thoughts. I can't back up and see. I just don't know how to trust. I'm trying but anger gets in the way now. I'm sorry for complaining. I don't know what else to do.

yt not letting me post/edit verse was 2 Cor 2 so there's that

Are you saying that the things we are fearful about are things we have not surrendered? Is that how we know whether we surrendered or not..whether we are still fearful or not? So if feeling sick and feeling fear of death it means I need to surrender my life to God? But then the fear comes of what if God will take my life? Is that fear from Satan?

You remind me of Chris Yoon.

Surrender prayer by Father Dolindo Rutolo Day 1 Why do you confuse yourselves by worrying? Leave the care of your affairs to me and everything will be peaceful. I say to you in truth that every act of true, blind, complete surrender to me produces the effect that you desire and resolves all difficult situations. O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times) Day 2 Surrender to me does not mean to fret, to be upset, or to lose hope, nor does it mean offering to me a worried prayer asking me to follow you and change your worry into prayer. It is against this surrender, deeply against it, to worry, to be nervous and to desire to think about the consequences of anything. It is like the confusion that children feel when they ask their mother to see to their needs, and then try to take care of those needs for themselves so that their childlike efforts get in their mother’s way. Surrender means to placidly close the eyes of the soul, to turn away from thoughts of tribulation and to put yourself in my care, so that only I act. Saying You take care of it. O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times) Day 3 How many things I do when the soul, in so much spiritual and material need turns to me, looks at me and says to me; You take care of it, then close its eyes and rests. In pain you pray for me to act, but that I act in the way you want. You do not turn to me, instead, you want me to adapt to your ideas. You are not sick people who ask the doctor to cure you, but rather sick people who tell the doctor how to. So do not act this way, but pray as I taught you in the Our Father: Hallowed be thy Name, that is, be glorified in my need. Thy kingdom come”, that is, let all that is in us and in the world be in accord with your kingdom. Thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven, that is, in our need, decide as you see fit for our temporal and eternal life. If you say to me truly: Thy will be done. Which is the same as saying: You take care of it. I will intervene with all my omnipotence, and I will resolve the most difficult situations. O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times) Day 4 You see evil growing instead of weakening? Do not worry, Close your eyes and say to me with faith: Thy will be done, You take care of it. I say to you that I will take care of it, and that I will intervene as does a doctor and I will accomplish miracles when they are needed. Do you see that the sick person is getting worse? Do not be upset, but close your eyes and say You take care of it. I say to you that I will take care of it, and that there is no medicine more powerful than my loving intervention. By my love, I promise this to you. O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times) Day 5 And when I must lead you on a path different from the one you see, I will prepare you; I will carry you in my arms; I will let you find yourself, like children who have fallen asleep in their mother’s arms, on the other bank of the river. What troubles you and hurts you immensely are your reason, your thoughts and worry, and your desire at all costs to deal with what afflicts you. O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times) Day 6 You are sleepless; you want to judge everything, direct everything and see to everything and you surrender to human strength, or worse- to men themselves, trusting in their intervention,- this is what hinders my words and my views. Oh how much I wish from you this surrender, to help you and how I suffer when I see you so agitated! Satan tries to do exactly this: to agitate you and to remove you from my protection and to throw you into the jaws of human initiative. So, trust only in me, rest in me, surrender to me in everything. O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times) Day 7 I perform miracles in proportion to your full surrender to me and to your not thinking of yourselves. I sow treasure troves of graces when you are in the deepest poverty. No person of reason, no thinker, has ever performed miracles, not even among the saints. He does divine works whosoever surrenders to God. So don’t think about it any more, because you mind is acute and for you it is very hard to see evil and to trust in me and to not think of yourself. Do this for all your needs, do this all of you and you will see great continual silent miracles. I will take care of things, I promise this to you. O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times) Day 8 Close your eyes and let yourself be carried away on the flowing current of my grace; close your eyes and do not think of the present, turning your thoughts away from the future just as you would from temptation. Repose in me, believing in my goodness, and I promise you by my love that if you say You take care of it. I will take care of it all; I will console you, liberate you and guide you. O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times) Day 9 Pray always in readiness to surrender, and you will receive from it great peace and great rewards, even when I confer on you the grace of immolation, of repentance and of love. Then what does suffering matter? It seems impossible to you? Close your eyes and say with all your soul, Jesus, you take care of it.Do not be afraid, I will take care of things and you will bless my name by humbling yourself. A thousand prayers cannot equal one single act of surrender, remember this well. There is no novena more effective than this: O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times

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