Crystal Meth Addict interview-Chadrick

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Soft White Underbelly

Soft White Underbelly

Жыл бұрын

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Chadrick, a crystal meth addict on Skid Row.
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@15lafan
@15lafan Жыл бұрын
Kudos to Mark for not answering the math question and just letting him go on without being corrected
@baublesanddolls
@baublesanddolls Жыл бұрын
Mark is awesome with his natural, calm ability to relate to these crazies. I'm sure there's been many times when he's freaking on the inside, but his demeanor always seems like he's cool as a cucumber. He is! I think Mark is probably an awesome person to know personally. I like him and appreciate what he does.😊
@ginacampbell8766
@ginacampbell8766 Жыл бұрын
Why bother. Let him stay independently genius.
@coryj.norris8281
@coryj.norris8281 Жыл бұрын
Agreed !
@ShiestyApe
@ShiestyApe Жыл бұрын
@@ginacampbell8766 he said kudos because the guy would probably have gotten upset or aggravated if he was told he was wrong
@worm6948
@worm6948 Жыл бұрын
​@@baublesanddolls takes a special type of person to do what he does. Most people wouldn't have the patience. Or just wouldn't want to deal with them.
@bee5651
@bee5651 Жыл бұрын
This was one of the more difficult recordings for me to watch. It hit very close to home. Thirteen years ago I became clean from meth and my state of mind had previously been much closer to his than anyone who deeply cared for me. At that time I was ready to die but fear actually kept me alive. I did not think I would ever find lasting happiness in life... yet, fast forward to 2023 and I have decided to go to school to become a nurse! I am finishing up my first year of nursing school as we speak, with only one more to go before I become an RN! I thank God that I found the child in me who has deserved my love all along.
@nikkimerry7950
@nikkimerry7950 Жыл бұрын
I’m so proud of you. You’re going to be an amazing RN.
@kingmusa5516
@kingmusa5516 Жыл бұрын
Daaaam u bout to make $$$$
@terywetherlow7970
@terywetherlow7970 Жыл бұрын
Applause for you Bee.....sincerely.
@michaeleshbaugh6797
@michaeleshbaugh6797 Жыл бұрын
Congrats in case anyone was wondering this is wut can happen to anyone that does meth long enough this guy is the definition of a chemical imbalance hope an pray he gets the help he needs
@acersworld
@acersworld Жыл бұрын
Congratulations on your sobriety.
@CristiandlfDeval
@CristiandlfDeval 2 ай бұрын
I started doing drugs years ago as a teenage, got addicted to meth. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Meth addiction actually destroyed my life. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 4 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
@Ronkaja
@Ronkaja 2 ай бұрын
Amen God bless people. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, meth, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health.
@SusanaGomez-mp8sk
@SusanaGomez-mp8sk 2 ай бұрын
YES sure of Dr.benfungi. Did straight shrooms in few days. Left me like a blank slate after words, no more addictions, pains, ptsd and depression. Shit saved my life, all thanks to Dr.benfungi
@LucasRobert-ns3nj
@LucasRobert-ns3nj 2 ай бұрын
How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta
@DebanckKim-rd6to
@DebanckKim-rd6to 2 ай бұрын
wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
@AlexanderMales-gh8bm
@AlexanderMales-gh8bm 2 ай бұрын
I was horrifically depressed since childhood. It was relentless. I assumed it would ultimately end me somehow. About twelve years ago I randomly accepted the offer from a friend of a few doses of mushrooms. I did them two consecutive nights alone. First night was pretty mild. The second night? Wow. I saw my depression from every angle, realized much. Next day: depression totally gone. Never came back, never coming back. It's like it's a forest far away I can remember, and could probably find again with enough effort, but it has zero impact on anything in my life or mind. They honestly saved my life and improved it immensely. I never did them again, either. I wish there was a good, organized way to administer them to people who would benefit from them.
@djMLE-207
@djMLE-207 Жыл бұрын
Holy shit this has to be the most sad, insane, dark interview I’ve ever seen.. totally speechless. I’ve seen my fair share of meth behavior and meth psychosis.. this is on another level. Really seems very dangerous. I’ve only had a feeling close to what I have watching this very few times in my life around people tweaking .. just this gut wrenching paralyzed feeling. You go from feeling bad for him to feeling unsafe real quick. Man.. this is something else
@U.s-epa
@U.s-epa 11 ай бұрын
We can't let people like this just walk around. He's one hallucination away from doing something bad.
@reclusive_aggressive
@reclusive_aggressive 7 ай бұрын
Yep. It's the sleep deprivation that does it. In my city we've had a tweaker stab a mother and child right infront of their school, and another shove an old lady onto train tracks. I've seen entities after 2 days awake on meth yrs ago, I cannot imagine how paranoid 5 days can have someone.
@WillThomas-hs3oj
@WillThomas-hs3oj 7 ай бұрын
LOL there are literally millions of ppl, in this bad of condition on meth right now in the United States, you have no clue LOL
@djMLE-207
@djMLE-207 7 ай бұрын
@@WillThomas-hs3oj actually, I definitely have a clue, and I live smack dab in the middle of tweaker central. I’ve met my fair share, and I consider myself versed when it comes to the nature of drugs and the nature of human beings - and this guy is absolutely unhinged in a very scary way that I’m sure meth helped bring out in him, but there’s something way deeper going on here. The words he chooses to use are horrific.. his sleep deprived mind can’t contain the amount of darkness happening and he’s just spewing it out. I urge you to maybe rewatch this and ask yourself if he’s the same as everyone else doing tweak. Because I promise you, this is a dangerous person. Even coming from a girls point of view- he’s either already done something unimaginably terrible, or it’s brewing and bound to happen at some point.
@WillThomas-hs3oj
@WillThomas-hs3oj 7 ай бұрын
@@djMLE-207 where are u from
@Kayla-enough
@Kayla-enough Жыл бұрын
This is a PERFECT example of a multi-day-binge in the middle of a comedown..... THIS is the part of meth that needs to be shown. And sadly, this effect will last long after a clean up. He really has no idea what is going on at all.
@eaglesquedingo2112
@eaglesquedingo2112 Жыл бұрын
Id say a multi week binge
@HayleeFox15
@HayleeFox15 Жыл бұрын
facts. This is exactly how my ex boyfriend would speak & act when he was doing meth for 2 years behind my back. (He tried to hide it from me but it was obvious....) i left him because he became extremely abusive and refused to get help.
@monicabroussard840
@monicabroussard840 Жыл бұрын
​@@HayleeFox15 good for you for leaving him. I have been clean for 9 years but i cannot forget that meth psychosis
@HayleeFox15
@HayleeFox15 Жыл бұрын
@@monicabroussard840 I'm proud of you for being sober❤️ My ex was in meth psychosis nearly ALL the time, (not so much in the beginning of our relationship when it was easier for him to hide his addiction) but eventually he put hidden cameras inside my own home to spy on ME, he put blankets & cardboard over ALL of our windows in our home so that "people couldn't spy on us", he thought i communicated with secret people through my smart TV, if a song came on in the grocery store he would RAGE at me because he thought i was controlling the music to "mess with him", thought i hired people to kill him, he would make me pack a bag to go stay in hotel rooms for days at a time because he was so scared that "everyone was out to get him" including ME, which he became super abusive at the thought of me trying to hurt him/set him up like that. In the hotel room he would barricade the door with furniture and take my phone away from me so that "we couldn't be tracked", he would show up to my job while I was working "to see if I was really there" because HE SWEARS he saw me at a gas station with other people or some shit; just legitimately crazy abusive stuff. I tried to get him help for the longest time and he always refused and just got more and more abusive so yeah I left.
@AVENTUS7777
@AVENTUS7777 Жыл бұрын
@@HayleeFox15 Literally reminds me of my myself and what I put people through. Was he always paranoid about something??
@-TriP-
@-TriP- Жыл бұрын
the way he responded to the 12x12 question is typical of meth psychosis, this guy needs to be institutionalized for a while for real.
@YnrTy18040
@YnrTy18040 Жыл бұрын
😂😂 bro said 91
@picilocarnal
@picilocarnal Жыл бұрын
And activists stoping us from really helping them because they want them to choose for themselves to go into treatment are hurting more than helping.
@elijahschaffersonlysimp
@elijahschaffersonlysimp Жыл бұрын
it's a slippery slope to dictate what another person can/can't do with their own bodies. If you can dictate forced institution for rehab,it can be made to where you can be forcefully institutionalized until you agree to giving up a kidney or until you agree to an abortion or even for ideologies/political views. I'm all for people getting help,but it shouldn't be forced. They'll eventually realize and get it themselves and if not, unfortunately,natural selection. You know the dangers.
@smiauu
@smiauu Жыл бұрын
stop playing doctor. any answer to a single question is not an indication of anything.
@-TriP-
@-TriP- Жыл бұрын
@@smiauu it's not about the answer. it's about the way he became obsessively distracted by the problem while remaining confident in his responses each time despite following a mental train of non-sequiturs, which very much IS an indication of such things.
@teelrwson3185
@teelrwson3185 Жыл бұрын
He said something about missing women, and his desperation for sex. When Mark asked twice, "who have you hurt, who have you murdered?" I felt truth in those questions
@soidisant00
@soidisant00 10 ай бұрын
Yes, I did not like the connection he made with sexual desperation and the increasing murders of women…
@cynthiadillehay
@cynthiadillehay 4 ай бұрын
So hard to watch.
@nancydupuis8083
@nancydupuis8083 21 күн бұрын
I don't know who he's going to.find for a woman, nobody normal.
@janajam1
@janajam1 Жыл бұрын
Can’t imagine living with such an unsettled mind. Wish he could articulate his real story.
@emptyplenty4730
@emptyplenty4730 Жыл бұрын
Meh. Hes much more funnier this way.
@finndougherty8260
@finndougherty8260 Жыл бұрын
@@emptyplenty4730 psychosis is really really frustrating because of how difficult it is to get other people to understand what you’re experiencing. It’s not funny regardless
@Jempath
@Jempath 10 ай бұрын
It’s really scary. Thoughts telling you to jump of buildings and stuff like that.
@ronaldknoebel3247
@ronaldknoebel3247 5 ай бұрын
Once that shit starts to physically eat vital parts of the brain, the hopes of coming back are next to nil.
@Splist
@Splist 5 ай бұрын
antipsychotics.@@finndougherty8260
@marydotterer729
@marydotterer729 Жыл бұрын
This should be the 2023 version of the 1980’s egg on a skillet anti drug commercial. Seriously, show this to the kids at school…..
@myeyeswentdeaf6213
@myeyeswentdeaf6213 Жыл бұрын
Right!? They always bring some guy who’s sober now, looks healthy and got his sh** together, saying about how he used to do drugs. Bring this guy in!
@melissa-wz6uj
@melissa-wz6uj 4 ай бұрын
Yes 😔 yes it should be
@gracehampton7036
@gracehampton7036 9 ай бұрын
I genuinely wasn’t expecting to spend that much time on 12x12
@dopeassoap8831
@dopeassoap8831 Ай бұрын
He just playing
@makanahokuokalanikukailani3270
@makanahokuokalanikukailani3270 11 ай бұрын
I never knew how close I was to danger until it was almost too late, they switch or flip for any reason. I think Mark knew exactly when to cut the video. Great job staying calm and getting this footage.
@SuffolkPosse82
@SuffolkPosse82 Жыл бұрын
Wow, I hate this drug. Never used it, but it’s insane to watch how destructive it is.
@jdout
@jdout Жыл бұрын
The insane thing is it some people appear scarily sober on it
@jdout
@jdout Жыл бұрын
Then u got guys like this
@lacihardin8855
@lacihardin8855 7 ай бұрын
⁠@@jdout personally the only thing that would sorta give away my meth use was i would catch my jaw twitch sometimes, and im dyslexic and the drug would make talking a bit more difficult as in if you where to watch my mouth when i was talking to someone you’d tell it wasn’t my normal face movement but it wasn’t outrageously noticeable. or id have to remind myself i can feel my eyes 👀 and would have to relax my eye lids so i didnt look so OOut there. but my addiction came from my work place, so we’d get high and work speed Xs 12. but this is so true, it was obvious to see in some of my coworkers, but when i found out who ALL was on it at work i was shocked and mind blown about one specific coworker. he seemed just always happy and loud and he was a big dude working hard so the sweat was over looked. then it clicked when i started using and noticing his come downs and anger and “not himself” until he’d leave and come back in a fine mood.. this drug took me under so fast and for so long and i couldn’t even fully realize my life was getting worse and harder and more frustrating every hour until i was completely sober.. when i got sober, i laid in my bed and slept for 4 days (straight ish) my parents would wake me up to make me eat a very small amount but then id go right back to sleep. this drug takes so much out of you. PHYSICALLY. i didn’t get up other than a couple times to use the restroom and be forced to eat. everything was rightfully taken away from me. mg parents went threw my phone and being the protective parents they are, texted everyone i had associated about drugs with to never contact me again or they’d ruin they’re life type shit. i wasn’t aloud to leave my house. was on complete lock down. my parents worried and worked so hard to get me into a drug rehab. unfortunately i accidentally went to a mental hospital (because theyre habilitation facts online where NOTHING of what they provided.) worst experience and the most absolute wrong place for me to get sober at. Oceans mental hospital in abilene Tx. (keep in mind i was needing wanting help walked in there voluntarily after being excepted at the age 17) was the oldest girl in the cell. cuz if u ever been to jail. this is that walls chairs food gates and locks and all. the other girls where in there for attempt suicide or harming themselves. non of them related to me. all we talked about was cutting urself and psychotic thoughts. PRESCRIBED me more drugs haha. which was insane to me but all they want is money so hooked it up. after 5 days of coloring, crying, coloring and begging my parents in the 2 calls a day that i was in the wrong place, they came and got me and took me home. now it’s up to me and my mindset to surround myself with healthy people and to have the self control to say no and walk away. (a year later im 18 and i still have a tracker in my truck) good parenting tough love is hard. but they dragged me out of a spiraling outrage of failure and encourage me to do what benefits me :)
@noahblake533
@noahblake533 4 ай бұрын
​​​​@jdout it has a similar but extreme effect of adderall and other stimulants for people with adhd
@jonathangehman4005
@jonathangehman4005 Жыл бұрын
It's painful to see people in this condition. Whatever help there is for him, I hope it finds him soon. Asking for peace, comfort, and safety for Chadrick 'til it does
@worm6948
@worm6948 Жыл бұрын
Unfortunately they usually don't get the help. Until they go to jail, and even then, a lot of people slip through the cracks. You'd be surprised how many people just like him to through life without getting the help they need until the day they die.
@jonathangehman4005
@jonathangehman4005 Жыл бұрын
@worm6948 I'm too aware of how many folks are just left to suffer alone. I have a couple family members and have had friends that are and were untreated and who's lives were wrecked for lack of even basic treatment. Those of us that have to support them and try to protect them from the worst outcomes have a painful insight into the challenges of the sufferers, the people who try to be the safety backstop, and the professional caregivers who can never keep up with the need. Peace and comfort to all of us
@jessejames7429
@jessejames7429 Жыл бұрын
There is help out there... People have to make the choice to go get the help! If you tried to help this man he would manipulate you and take you for everything he can get and move on to the next victim! He has to want the help for him to change but I'm sure all that meth has done permanent brain damage that it's to late for this man
@leneo1731
@leneo1731 Жыл бұрын
@Jesse James I agree with you. There are help. Mark has had people on here who work in rehabs and other programs for addicts. And then we see the horrible stories about rehabs which doesn't care about the people AT ALL. They pay people to come and it's just scams. However you say that people need to want help. That's absolutely right. However something people aren't aware of their own situation. I don't believe this guy is sitting here lying. I believe he's psychotic. He has no idea what he's doing or that everything he's talking about is in his head. How is he then supposed to want help? I also believe there's hope for everyone. Our brain can almost repair everything it's been exposed to when it comes to chemicals. It just takes time, at least a couple of years until the chemistry is normal again. I hope I got the words right here, I'm Norwegian so sometimes it's difficult to explain in another language.
@networkdude1332
@networkdude1332 Жыл бұрын
No, this dude deserves it. I hate to say that but it’s true. He’s probably been offered Help 1 million times. He’s probably stolen from all his friends and family members. The truth of the matter is he belongs in prison It’s the meth that is making him like that. I’m sure at one time he was a normal rational person. My step brother is the same way when he does meth. And he also deserves his terrible life because of his repeated stupid decisions. And I can attest he has been given so much Help and so much money but he would rather live in the gutter do meth.
@jillian5582
@jillian5582 Жыл бұрын
I try and sit through these videos and can’t. I get so much anxiety. I don’t know how Mark does it. Kudos to you!
@kevinloyer1205
@kevinloyer1205 3 ай бұрын
Don't do drugs kids. Exhibit A
@Tylerf962
@Tylerf962 8 ай бұрын
My absolute respect goes to this guy for saving the earth multiple times 🫡
@dodgelandesman
@dodgelandesman 4 ай бұрын
Can confirm. He saved me. Three times. Died all three times too
@dopeassoap8831
@dopeassoap8831 Ай бұрын
He saved the earth like 1212 times
@devilsolution9781
@devilsolution9781 20 күн бұрын
​@@dopeassoap8831144 times atleast
@teeboogie3237
@teeboogie3237 15 күн бұрын
He called himself out though, he said he saved couple hundred or something after. Dude is crazy for real!
@LooksCount
@LooksCount Жыл бұрын
Drug induced psychosis is so real. My heart breaks for those who are sick on drugs. I wish recovery and happiness for him
@shroomed999
@shroomed999 Жыл бұрын
Drug induced psychosis hints at a bigger mental illness called substance use disorder. I suffer from it and many others do, we are so depressed when sober we are constantly torn between drugs or killing ourselves because we hate ourselves and what we’ve become as much as anyone else. Drugs temporarily ease all the heaviness we feel, and many of us have to be on some type of drug constantly throughout the day to stay happy. Many have killed themselves, and I understand why. We cannot bear the thought of being sober. If we are sober, its not by choice it’s usually due to financial crisis and we are in a state of withdrawal. We know that we’ve done so many drugs for so long that we will be in nasty withdrawal if we stop, and the mental withdrawals are 100x worse than physical withdrawals and last much longer. We know for months, or years, or depending on the drug an entire lifetime we will forever be chasing the feeling, and being sober just after drug use leads to a state of depression far worse than how it started. A drug like meth gives you a feeling you will chase for a lifetime. Imagine going 200mph on a motorcycle while also realizing you’ve just won the lottery. It doesn’t look like that but this is what meth feels like. It strips the human brains ability to be happy on its own, it changes the way you think. Meth is the devil. I use meth sometimes (I’m high now) but I mainly use vyvanse and adderall, sometimes cocaine. Weed constantly, occasionally psychedelics like lsd and shrooms. Occasionally opiates/ opioids, tho I try to stay away cuz that stuff can kill you easily. Alcohol is only reserved for when I don’t have anything else, I hate the feeling and everything about alcohol. I’m constantly on many different medications prescribed from the doctor to try to ease my substance abuse disorder, which those alone kinda get me high/ spaced out, but nothing compares to the euphoric blast of meth (my drug of choice). I usually end up mixing those prescribed pills (usually downers, but I get adhd meds too) with alcohol and / or weed to make it stronger. I do not recommend this life for anyone, it is true hell that only leads to disastrous consequence. It’s hell to experience a single day in my life, I am constantly searching for whatever can alter my state of consciousness. It is agonizing to have no control over my thoughts and actions. People think drug addiction is a choice, while it may start out with a choice it completely hijacks the brain making the drug it’s only sole desire. People do it either out of curiosity, or out of a false sense of power thinking they’re not going to get addicted like others, only to find themselves in the exact mess they didn’t want. It’s a scary thing, how drugs like meth blast the body with unnaturally high levels of dopamine/euphoria. Many times higher than sex. And since our brains are hardwired to seek out dopamine as acts that benefit one’s survival gives one dopamine, with meth making it the highest the brain has ever seen the brain thinks “do meth or die”. And for a lifetime people will be in a state of depression because they’ve experienced the most euphoric experience of their lives and absolutely nothing else will ever compare to it
@staceyb3882
@staceyb3882 Жыл бұрын
@@shroomed999 breaks my heart reading this. You sound incredibly smart ! Thinking of you
@shroomed999
@shroomed999 Жыл бұрын
@@staceyb3882 thank you, and I’m sorry about the negative feelings you have reading this. It’s a reality I face on a daily basis, but if it brings any hope, it’s slowly getting better and easier to control.
@Oj_tropicanna
@Oj_tropicanna 6 ай бұрын
⁠@@shroomed999what you said really resonates with me and reminds me of myself. I hope you’re doing better. Mushrooms are great. Have you tried lions mane or any of the adaptogenic ones?
@maksimivanenko1126
@maksimivanenko1126 4 ай бұрын
@@shroomed999 im ex-crystal meth addict, i hope you heart is fell alright because my is heart began to fail and tacicardia after intravenous use of alpha-pvp and quetiapine which was prescribed to me
@LocalMachine
@LocalMachine Жыл бұрын
The random speaking in tongues was one of the oddest parts of this one. Great work, Mark!
@ozzydoop1473
@ozzydoop1473 Жыл бұрын
That is spirit possession
@katizz988
@katizz988 Жыл бұрын
​@@ozzydoop1473Or Schizophrenia
@melissamartin9615
@melissamartin9615 Жыл бұрын
Was he speaking in "Tongues" or "Meth Garble?" This drug is directly from Satan. It has just about destroyed my relationship
@HIGH_noon
@HIGH_noon Жыл бұрын
@@ozzydoop1473 like the devil?
@shroomed999
@shroomed999 Жыл бұрын
@@ozzydoop1473no, no spiritual possession. It’s called “drug induced psychosis”. A temporary (sometimes permanent) mental illness that highlights at another illness called substance use disorder. Drug addiction is mental illness. Nothing spiritual going on here
@ReverendSoupbone
@ReverendSoupbone 4 ай бұрын
Whew. This guy is so far gone. So sad. Really heart breaking.
@user-ws4vt7zu5o
@user-ws4vt7zu5o 2 ай бұрын
He is doing it to himself. I know some and don't feel one bit sorry for them, they won't take help and stick to it.
@shimmer8289
@shimmer8289 Жыл бұрын
Im aware he may be highly affected by drugs but when he brought up dissapearing women it gave me chills as he frequently referenced violence and murder. I hope he can get some help because he's so stricken by his condition he barely made sense. It must be uncomfortable to be him.
@whome7498
@whome7498 Ай бұрын
Agree with it's probably uncomfortable to be him. That's probably why he can't/ doesn't want to be sober
@-TriP-
@-TriP- Жыл бұрын
dude's legit delirious -- the way he went on about rampaging with a baseball bat and how he was "murdered" and "chopped up" -- seems like he was re-living some traumatic events very vividly and the powerlessness he felt at the time. I doubt very much he's really conscious of what he's saying, it's the delirium of a 3-day meth binge from someone whose brain has been deep-fried, he's basically sleep-walking.
@htsauce420
@htsauce420 Жыл бұрын
He's totally fine in today's society. You need to step back and look at the bigger picture.
@FrenchPrinceofBel-Air
@FrenchPrinceofBel-Air Жыл бұрын
agreed
@martyknox2218
@martyknox2218 Жыл бұрын
What I think is most telling is that these beings (-vampires, demons etc) also look after him! 😬 I pray that this poor guy receives revelation into what his life has become 🕊️🙏🏻🕊️
@SlumpTia
@SlumpTia Жыл бұрын
@@martyknox2218and snakes like wtf dude, then he said he’s jumping out of planes & saving “a couple hundred” lives like bro get real. if his bills rent food paid then he can go help himself into rehab. he shouldn’t be on this channel ruining the chances for the real ppl who need help
@brandonavery133
@brandonavery133 Жыл бұрын
That's a two week meth binge. I've seen it happen.
@MrGood0leBoy
@MrGood0leBoy 5 ай бұрын
Thank you so much Mark for being so understanding, and giving this man a voice. This made me tear up, keep doing what you do. It helps, and we appreciate you a lot 🙏
@radeemwalker706
@radeemwalker706 Жыл бұрын
I have mental illness and it still effects me til this day, not from any narcotic, but from my father beating me from the time I was a toddler. It took me all through my teens and 20's to recognize it and I finally sought therapy twice per week with my wife to finally feel somewhat normal. Mental illness is not a joke and needs to be addressed. I couldn't imagine compounding that with any drug. I hope this man gets he help he desperately needs. We have couples therapy now once per week and it helps big time now.
@AFRoSHEENT3ARCMICHAEL69
@AFRoSHEENT3ARCMICHAEL69 10 ай бұрын
Meth makes you think you've taken the ultimate limitless drug. For people like him it's the drug itself causing the mental health problems.
@jamie.777
@jamie.777 5 ай бұрын
Maybe this guy is just a junky?
@hydraflora1342
@hydraflora1342 Жыл бұрын
he seems like he's a danger to the public and you Mark. Those outbursts were horrifying. Be safe
@aaronlee2371
@aaronlee2371 Жыл бұрын
Frustrated without sex. Not the forceful type, girls going missing... all of this feels a little dangerous. Stay safe Mark. This guy needs serious help.
@Haidenbtw.
@Haidenbtw. Жыл бұрын
Yeah after those topics were brought up in that order it had me thinking
@errorASMR
@errorASMR Жыл бұрын
yeah seriously...he seems like the forceful might be helping girls go missing type
@ashleymckenna2808
@ashleymckenna2808 Жыл бұрын
This dude is definitely suspicious.....
@mattkeith1180
@mattkeith1180 Жыл бұрын
That stuck out to me too. Hopefully it is nothing.
@Wjqbbrbxolmwnroaknwekkxbw
@Wjqbbrbxolmwnroaknwekkxbw Жыл бұрын
yeah this entire interview is just a dangerous drug induced psychotic man... only a matter of time before he turns into another LA lunatic that harms an innocent person... stay safe mark, seems like one that will continue to pester ya...
@lissiemarton6048
@lissiemarton6048 Ай бұрын
Tried it once. Thought I was taking snow. Was awake for two days straight and fried my kidneys within an inch of their life. It made me feel pretty great for a hot second, until I started hallucinating and knew it was sleep deprivation, that was the moment I knew I could never do it again, or go looking, it was the cleanest high I’d ever felt, didn’t feel like snow, not jittery, not anxious just completely focused on what was in front of me (false focus), I knew if I did it again I would have ended up like this, I knew I would have signed my own death certificate. Fast forward, now with a stable job, caring for my mother, going back to college, life is good, better than whatever shit that would have done for me.
@aliasbillsmith7200
@aliasbillsmith7200 9 ай бұрын
This man belongs in an institution
@jont551
@jont551 Жыл бұрын
Poor guy. I pray he finds peace. His mind never shuts off.
@ryanallison4000
@ryanallison4000 Жыл бұрын
Have to agree with others - this interview feels more dangerous than most. Esp. his reference to wanting to grab a metal baseball bat and going to town. Be safe, Mark.
@th3wick3d3nd3
@th3wick3d3nd3 Жыл бұрын
He pays them for these interviews if you haven't already noticed.
@BulkernatorKerb
@BulkernatorKerb Жыл бұрын
Mark packs the blicky every interview
@nateclark4254
@nateclark4254 Жыл бұрын
Yeah he pays them, which immediately cures all mental illness, so Mark is super safe, right?…
@caspay21
@caspay21 Жыл бұрын
There’s a whole crew there, Mark’s biggest challenge would be getting robbed constantly if not.
@thematriarchy2075
@thematriarchy2075 Жыл бұрын
​@@caspay21 Whole crew? Elaborate please
@blanefabin3492
@blanefabin3492 Жыл бұрын
Scariest people ever. So unpredictable.
@demijour1234
@demijour1234 Жыл бұрын
My heart goes out to Chadrick. His mind and heart need so much help. However, he needs to want it first. I can imagine his family wanting and h ave tried to help him. His stories are wild and the things he says, are only alive in his head and soul. You don't know what to believe is true from him in what he says. I hope he finds the help he truly needs.
@coltonjasper1775
@coltonjasper1775 3 ай бұрын
I'm a former meth addict. My mind is shattered from meth. Just shattered.
@kdeloris2225
@kdeloris2225 Жыл бұрын
That math equation had him shook the entire interview
@SkengStiegenhaus
@SkengStiegenhaus 3 ай бұрын
💀💀💀
@trilabradorable
@trilabradorable 8 ай бұрын
Sadly I’ve met this person too many times. Fascinating and exhausting.
@mrjones7644
@mrjones7644 5 ай бұрын
Wish it was longer . So fascinating
@picaseuss
@picaseuss Жыл бұрын
A guy like this chased my wife down the street one morning. She came home bawling and terrified. That’s the only time I’ve ever pulled a gun on someone. Once it was clear he was going crazy and didn’t even remember what he’d done, the whole situation was just sad. Dude didn’t care or realize a gun was in his face. Called the cops and they did nothing. He stood in the road screaming at trees and yelling at people until the sun came up. Feel bad for that guy and about the whole situation to this day. That was 3 years ago
@daynapper
@daynapper Жыл бұрын
A scary experience for you,
@jessewilson83
@jessewilson83 Жыл бұрын
A gun a day keeps the mentally ill and homeless at bay.
@empressgeorgena311
@empressgeorgena311 Жыл бұрын
Your wife and yourself must be traumatized to some degree. I hope you are safe and well now… All it takes is one bad day to be in the same shoes as these souls - Appreciate the good ones as they happen. 💯🧘🏽‍♀️
@mom6701
@mom6701 Жыл бұрын
I have no doubt one day u ll use that gun to kill ur wife who u wanted to protect. U r psychotic.
@JeffBostick222
@JeffBostick222 Жыл бұрын
So terrible for you and the addict. It's good you recognized what was going on. The police are overwhelmed in our city, so I think that may be the situation where you live.
@sarahbeth7708
@sarahbeth7708 Ай бұрын
Chadwick! Geez this has got to be one of the most disturbing that I've seen! This needs shown at schools, it's so educational to show this in the real raw nature to our kids. No sugar coated bull, that's when it becomes lies and your kids stop trusting you. Sugar coated BS is what they'll get from peer pressure! "Say no to drugs" does not work as we can all see. God bless you mark for your hard work and dedication to showing people this raw version/side of addiction, cuz the shit is real! Wish I could see more opiate based ones though, as lately I've found mostly meth related ones. Fentanyl/heroin (hardly available anymore) is what I want my children educated on the most. ❤️🙏🏻
@payperboy9096
@payperboy9096 9 ай бұрын
This dude is spun out, period.
@eileenthombs2075
@eileenthombs2075 Жыл бұрын
When he said he was stressed and not sleeping due to lack of sex, and then immediately followed that by how many women have gone missing, I instantly worried he was part of the reason these women have gone missing. I hope I'm wrong. He did mention how he's a murderer later in the video also. I really hope it's just all delusions and he's not murdered anyone.
@LeesaMarion
@LeesaMarion Жыл бұрын
Also a lady Mark interviewed recently said there’s a serial killer on skid row😮
@craftygirl9666
@craftygirl9666 Жыл бұрын
@@LeesaMarionI'm reading a lot of comments about his suspicious behavior. I trust the viewers on this too -there's something...very off...about Chadrick, and I wouldn't be surprised to find out if he was doing bad things to others.
@MrErichonda30
@MrErichonda30 Жыл бұрын
Meth talk most likely
@heatherb1443
@heatherb1443 Жыл бұрын
Did he say he murdered someone or that he was murdered??? I thought he said he was murdered & chopped up but when Mark asked him who he murdered I thought maybe Mark heard him wrong
@dudewat2097
@dudewat2097 Жыл бұрын
who knows but its probably nothing. just his fried brain rambling
@mushroommann100
@mushroommann100 Жыл бұрын
So nice of the bassist from the red hot chilly peppers to stop by for an interview
@Der_Langenauer
@Der_Langenauer Ай бұрын
Not funny at all. Sorry!
@thebillcollector703
@thebillcollector703 29 күн бұрын
​@@Der_Langenauer"Not funny at all. Sorry!" Perro truco jangus 🐡🐡🤣🤣⚡🦆
@dregonzalez6815
@dregonzalez6815 4 ай бұрын
Bro this is straight psychosis
@melogvngshiiid8276
@melogvngshiiid8276 Жыл бұрын
Marks …”that’s closer…” is the HIGHLIGHT of this episode by far 😂😂 All humor aside, the drug and mental health crisis in this country is continually getting worse and worse; stay safe out there folks!
@dr.rongaldbringer4609
@dr.rongaldbringer4609 Жыл бұрын
Yeah that was hilarious!
@melissapeters9820
@melissapeters9820 Жыл бұрын
Yeah... Or.. "somebody overslept?" About saving the Earth from supposing to end in 2020..
@sararahman7731
@sararahman7731 10 ай бұрын
😉
@user-tm5em4vu7u
@user-tm5em4vu7u 8 ай бұрын
Our cities in California are very and with drugs and homeless! Even my medium size city is now full of trash and homeless people! It’s sad!
@gooniebirdcity9474
@gooniebirdcity9474 6 ай бұрын
then he asked what his biggest fear was and mark said definitely not snakes
@RipStunna55
@RipStunna55 Жыл бұрын
I started my meth addiction at 15 I’m 21 now and have been clean and sober for about 2 years now. Truly the hardest thing I’ve had to do
@theorganizedblackgirl_
@theorganizedblackgirl_ Жыл бұрын
God bless you!! You can keep going! Praying for you🫶🏾
@mytwocents9732
@mytwocents9732 Жыл бұрын
Keep it up Jarret! Fantastic! I’ll pray for you!
@RipStunna55
@RipStunna55 Жыл бұрын
@@theorganizedblackgirl_ thank you so much 😊
@RipStunna55
@RipStunna55 Жыл бұрын
@@mytwocents9732 thank you 🙏 😊
@plan4life
@plan4life Жыл бұрын
Can you tell me why you started in the first place? Didn’t you know what it would do to you? I am only asking because it seems like addiction is the norm in the USA. From an outsider’s point of view it is senseless and extremely concerning.
@nicolefugere7932
@nicolefugere7932 Жыл бұрын
My ex had meth psychosis and this is a good example of what the drug can do. Albeit there are truths scattered in the stories.
@cinceraymadison8437
@cinceraymadison8437 11 ай бұрын
Oh my God man. It is amazing you are still with us. What you have gone through ! I wish you wouldn't ruin your life helping others. I pray you will have peace some day settle down and relax without the extra help. But I can understand you went thru so much. Meditation is needed. ❤❤😢
@KlausGraves
@KlausGraves 4 ай бұрын
*medication
@bangbang9ergang524
@bangbang9ergang524 9 ай бұрын
This was a dangerous one. Hope Mark stays safe and doesn't let his guard down..❤
@joshuashearer3781
@joshuashearer3781 Жыл бұрын
Thanks Mark, what you do is amazing! I hope Chadwick finds the help he needs, like so many people we meet through these interviews, my heart goes out to all of them and I am thankful for the opportunity to feel as if I have personally met them and got to know them enough to only want the best for each and every one of them, however that may be… I don’t look at people the same today as I did before finding SWU and understanding what Mark is doing and the community that surrounds it all. I try to stay humble and appreciate all the things so easily taken for granted and realizing just how rich we all are when you really step back and take a look from a different perspective. Thank you for the way you bring light to the lives of people we may or may not come across in life but might just be the person down the street or someone miles away in a place you may not have known anything about! Thanks!!!
@MM-ty6cu
@MM-ty6cu Жыл бұрын
Wow, I loved how Mark didn’t skip a beat and respectfully moved on when he missed the 12X12 equation.
@kate4biglittlevoices
@kate4biglittlevoices Жыл бұрын
He told that wall off! “ shut up maggot “ 😮
@Yamimoto21
@Yamimoto21 Жыл бұрын
Let’s all thank this guy for saving the earth multiple times.
@johnscott6481
@johnscott6481 6 ай бұрын
What amazes me is I've run into a couple of these instances in person And the similarities in the scenarios that they come up with The similar similarities sometimes almost down to the letter things about saving the world Things about modifications that are happening Like usually they're growing like an extra organ Separates them from the rest of Maybe it's something that they discover inside of them that they Talk about cutting it out Or doing some kind of magic to get rid of it
@jenniferschira7231
@jenniferschira7231 5 ай бұрын
Thank you SWU this opened my eyes to the addiction 😔
@warrensmith6214
@warrensmith6214 Жыл бұрын
As the interview goes on Chadrick is unravelling and has no awareness of it. I really hope Mark has security.
@aaroncoal28
@aaroncoal28 Жыл бұрын
Quadruples and Diaphrams were my worst subject in school.
@erwinschrodinger6578
@erwinschrodinger6578 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for not making me pull up what he said and what i thought he said.
@UnwrittenSpade
@UnwrittenSpade Жыл бұрын
Bahahahaha Jesus I was hoping someone else said this I’m dying
@phyllysanantonio
@phyllysanantonio Жыл бұрын
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂🎉🎉🎉
@faustinreeder1075
@faustinreeder1075 2 ай бұрын
Lol
@lisaspencer7380
@lisaspencer7380 Ай бұрын
😂😂😂
@Lizard.Wizard2
@Lizard.Wizard2 4 ай бұрын
i like the bit about vipers in his room and having a marshy swamp floor and trees and plants on the walls and ceiling
@irishguyjg_2ndchancerecovery
@irishguyjg_2ndchancerecovery 7 ай бұрын
Thanks Mark L. This content is helping me through my studies to become a LADC.
@melanie4926
@melanie4926 Жыл бұрын
I've seen drug induced psychosis just like this reverse itself with sobriety. Thank you for sharing your life with us ❤. Mark, you're a master interviewer.
@eclecticsoul2514
@eclecticsoul2514 Жыл бұрын
Amen! This is true, no matter how far down the scale one has gone, recovery is always possible and miracles Do happen. I've seen it myself as well
@melanie4926
@melanie4926 Жыл бұрын
@@eclecticsoul2514 faith n hope
@matrixkt8673
@matrixkt8673 Жыл бұрын
Everything beside the fact the mark is a master interviewer.. dude has low self esteem, hence why he interviews these types of people.. I feel for these people.. It makes mark feel good about himself & thinking he’s helping when really it’s just for his weird entertainment
@rossbattaglia8132
@rossbattaglia8132 Жыл бұрын
@@matrixkt8673 you know mark?
@s.wadesmith
@s.wadesmith Жыл бұрын
You weird. Mark is cool
@GinjaNinja77
@GinjaNinja77 Жыл бұрын
I used to work in retail and bartending, I would see transients with personalities like this. I would always think “This dude has been using so long, his brain is mush.”
@drkdrumz
@drkdrumz Жыл бұрын
… and sometimes it’s mental illness.
@jenrich111
@jenrich111 Жыл бұрын
AND sometimes it's just lack of sleep, malnutrition and drug use. Our human brains can heal
@GinjaNinja77
@GinjaNinja77 Жыл бұрын
@@jenrich111 If this guy quit everything tomorrow, he would still have that accelerated cadence and nervous energy forevermore. He might improve but he will always have tweeker vibes. I’ve seen it many times
@ashleymckenna2808
@ashleymckenna2808 Жыл бұрын
@@GinjaNinja77 I am also a bartender (almost 15 years behind the pine up and down the east coast) and have come across MANY questionable customers. I'd have to say working in Daytona beach FL was the absolute WORST when it came to to the tweakers. They would ramble on and on at about 100mph and constantly trying to flag me or other customers down so they could spew his tweaker logic at us.
@Regi869
@Regi869 Жыл бұрын
Yeah sad to say this guy has probably been using since early teens. No coming back unfortunately
@Viddough
@Viddough Жыл бұрын
The shut up scared me…that flip in character 😮
@diannareese6940
@diannareese6940 8 ай бұрын
Mark, What would you do if someone was to become violent with you?🥺 Do you have any security with you? Some are so very unpredictable and I must admit it scares me for you. Bless you for what you do to try and help the way you do.
@benjamintorgusson6174
@benjamintorgusson6174 Жыл бұрын
Mark, what you’re doing is amazing some people might not see it for what it truly is but you’re showing the world for what it truly is and the only way for things to change is for people to see the sad truths instead of ignoring them, you’re shining your light in the darkest places most people are too afraid to go. Thank you, this is truly so sad and I pray he gets the help he needs.
@SmartMoveGraphics
@SmartMoveGraphics Жыл бұрын
Well said.
@sarahbeth7708
@sarahbeth7708 Ай бұрын
This ❤️ This is so beneficial and educational especially for young kids, teens! Show them the real raw truth! Don't sugar coat it because when they r teens someone might try to sugar coat it and they'll know better! Obv say no to drugs does not work
@prettyhtemachine
@prettyhtemachine Жыл бұрын
At 8:54, I thought my soul left my body when he shouted, "Shut up, maggot." I have headphones on, and they are turned all the way up, and my nerves are shot watching this interview. Be safe Mark
@ildyivy
@ildyivy 10 ай бұрын
Right 😂
@jt3963
@jt3963 6 ай бұрын
Yeah he seems to have delusions that are complitely real to him. Thats dangerous. I have once tried to be awake 1 week on speed and a-pvp and i started to have visions that got more and more resl to me. But when i finally get sleep delusions dissppeared. It made me scared so i have used only 1 in two weeks for 10 years. Drugs are fun and substances like dnt and pcp analogs have helped me to overcome anxiety snd depression. But addiction is real and people have to be seriously careful to not go too deep.
@skhotzim_bacon
@skhotzim_bacon 6 ай бұрын
​@@jt3963It sounds like he was describing solitary confinement. Sleeping on concrete the guard screaming at him. Maybe I'm just trying to make sense of nonsense but it may have a lot to do with his psychological problems.
@skhotzim_bacon
@skhotzim_bacon 6 ай бұрын
​@@jt3963Jesus christ those analogs are dangerous. Please don't do drugs but especially don't take substances when you have no knowledge of what they are or their side effects.
@Taradise34
@Taradise34 24 күн бұрын
I really wish you hadn't done this 😂😂😂😂😂
@echospaw899
@echospaw899 8 ай бұрын
He's trapped in the dark corners of his own mind. How sad!
@geoffreyseymour3801
@geoffreyseymour3801 Жыл бұрын
I recommend anyone watching this to read Sam Quinones book, The Least of Us. It speaks to how the formula of Meth has changed from that of 20-30 years ago when ephedrine was banned. I can’t recall the exact derivative being used but it accounts for the psychosis you see nowadays in meth heads. The book touches on a lot of things and is a great read in general. Highly recommend it.
@djklas
@djklas Жыл бұрын
I actually laughed out loud when Mark asked him that math question.... he usually doesn't call people out on their BS.
@djklas
@djklas Жыл бұрын
Damn this interview got kinda sketchy.
@branchcovidian2001
@branchcovidian2001 Жыл бұрын
Sketchy from the start... kind of goes with talking to meth addicts.
@theresawebb8064
@theresawebb8064 Жыл бұрын
That wasn't funny at all, and I don't think mark was trying to call him out, I'd he had been, he'd of given him the answer, you find that amusing that you'd laugh.!! Also it's not b.s. to this man,he believes it cause he needs help!!!!
@mac227booms
@mac227booms Жыл бұрын
@@theresawebb8064 I thought it was hilarious
@YoungDeathWish
@YoungDeathWish Жыл бұрын
I don't think he was "calling out his BS" I think he was demonstrating that this guy is out of his mind high, and he might be a math wizard, but he's not in his right mind
@dannypowell594
@dannypowell594 Жыл бұрын
"What's your biggest fear?..... Probably not snakes" 😂
@student22044
@student22044 Жыл бұрын
😂😅
@mikepeleaz7040
@mikepeleaz7040 Жыл бұрын
I laughed so hard
@deltas726
@deltas726 Жыл бұрын
Lol
@joybarker7906
@joybarker7906 Ай бұрын
Yeah that was Golden.
@ACmuaythai360
@ACmuaythai360 6 ай бұрын
I worked with a guy who was addicted to Meth and acted the same exact way, it's very sad to see someone like this. Kudo's to you for rolling with every absurd thing he said and not making him feel like shit about being absolutely fried at the time
@ElonsXiProtocolCadet
@ElonsXiProtocolCadet Жыл бұрын
Had thousands of psych patients over the years. This reminds me of one of the more difficult ones ive had. Its tough to have conversations with people when your words are going through filters of delusion and hallucination simultaneously.
@Hexe689
@Hexe689 11 ай бұрын
It’s more difficult for your patients to understand you if they’re feeling that way for severe reasons it’s even more difficult when you’re judging them.
@ElonsXiProtocolCadet
@ElonsXiProtocolCadet 11 ай бұрын
@@Hexe689 Not placing blame. Just describing it. Its more challenging than when delusions and hallucinations are not present.
@sarahbeth7708
@sarahbeth7708 Ай бұрын
I obviously do not know how to properly reply to someone via tagging them as I'm new to using KZfaq this way. For OP u said u saw literally 1000s like this as a psych? Just curious, did they get medications for any of this? I think if psychs, Drs, etc prescribed more meds to control me tal health it would help this crisis
@sarahbeth7708
@sarahbeth7708 Ай бұрын
@hexe869 to find a non judgemental psych or Dr??? That's a joke where I live! It's a shame tbh. Cause there are beneficial medications for mental illness they are just too scared to give them. Especially if you have any type of addictive personality
@---cx1ly
@---cx1ly 5 ай бұрын
oh goodness chadrick. You can get better, 100% believe that. I was addicted to alcohol and it has similar effects. makes it so that you cannot sleep. when you don't sleep your brain doesn't operate the way its supposed to. im so sorry for how ur life has been. but there is a way out! you are so strong to keep going. you are amazing. the fact you are still here and kicking it shows us a ton. just sleep. sleep. sleep. get healthy. stay off drugs. and sleeeeeeeeep. and enjoy that sleep too lol. enjoy it so much. praying for you chadrick you will be ok you just have to keep trying.
@marwansal4175
@marwansal4175 Жыл бұрын
Mark, I just wanna say, i hope you have safety personnel with you all the time. This was disturbing to watch. Peace and love to everyone on their healing journey.
@loosescrews8106
@loosescrews8106 Жыл бұрын
My thoughts also, I know Mark wants to help but safety first.
@TheKimchiKid
@TheKimchiKid Жыл бұрын
"safety personnel" 😂😂😂 you mean Security? Lol
@TheKimchiKid
@TheKimchiKid Жыл бұрын
I think Mark would F this guy up anyway.. He's pretty stacked 🤷‍♂️💪💪
@worm6948
@worm6948 Жыл бұрын
Marks probably packing heat
@buttpee6999
@buttpee6999 Жыл бұрын
@@TheKimchiKid personal defense system
@HoustonHardHitters01
@HoustonHardHitters01 Жыл бұрын
Please tell me how this guy is STILL able to be in public and live around others.
@bbllaakkee
@bbllaakkee Жыл бұрын
that's the USA for you
@0tt0z
@0tt0z Жыл бұрын
​@@bbllaakkee In the land where keeping up with movie and sports figures are more important than this guy. Go sports team!
@baublesanddolls
@baublesanddolls Жыл бұрын
​@@0tt0z True, and putting millions of taxpayer dollars into going to outer space. Now that's important!! Good god, America, look after your citizens!!
@traebonay5928
@traebonay5928 Жыл бұрын
Its not worth anybodys time to bother with junkies
@HabitualJoker
@HabitualJoker Жыл бұрын
Belongs in a mental institution
@steceymorgan814
@steceymorgan814 4 ай бұрын
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
@Jennifer-bw7ku
@Jennifer-bw7ku 4 ай бұрын
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
@elizabethwilliams6651
@elizabethwilliams6651 4 ай бұрын
Yes, dr.sporessss. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
@patriaciasmith3499
@patriaciasmith3499 4 ай бұрын
I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
@Jennifer-bw7ku
@Jennifer-bw7ku 4 ай бұрын
Is he on instagram?
@elizabethwilliams6651
@elizabethwilliams6651 4 ай бұрын
Yes he is. dr.sporessss
@n8sterling727
@n8sterling727 5 ай бұрын
Kudos to the interviewer for not running out there the moment this guy spoke - next level. Poor dude, hope he gets help
@mattkeith1180
@mattkeith1180 Жыл бұрын
“I don’t know what’s happening with all the missing ladies” This line made my blood run cold. I know it is probably nothing, but what if it isn’t.
@niichomaclean1268
@niichomaclean1268 Жыл бұрын
13:52 he said he has murdered
@GlossyHop
@GlossyHop Жыл бұрын
Omg me too!!!
@krereese
@krereese Жыл бұрын
It’s probably something.
@rachelbanks8364
@rachelbanks8364 Жыл бұрын
Didn't he also say he's not the permissionist type? I believe he takes what he wants.
@e-bikeautonomy
@e-bikeautonomy Жыл бұрын
lol just wow what a loser victim weirdo you kids are nowadays! He is seriously mentally unstable just like a person with down syndrome. Would you feel the same way if a retard said the same thing?
@andrewstewart9991
@andrewstewart9991 Жыл бұрын
I can go to the local bar and talk to people like this. It's sad but it gets old real quick.
@rootfish2671
@rootfish2671 Жыл бұрын
I don't even acknowledge their existence
@ClutchClick
@ClutchClick 6 ай бұрын
@@rootfish2671 and you shouldn't.
@wendigo2442
@wendigo2442 5 ай бұрын
@@rootfish2671 fr when you're living on the streets yourself out of necessity not doing drugs you learn to just not touch them with a 10 foot pole. provided they don't randomly go aggro you'll just be having the most meaningless conversation imaginable before they ask for some annoying thing or you just leave. having compassion like that is kinda bourgeoisie to a point lmao, thats just one of my hot takes
@djpause
@djpause 10 ай бұрын
he is definitely speaking in tongues in this interview
@thiccletics
@thiccletics Ай бұрын
More like me to jibberish
@JessicaKreig
@JessicaKreig 26 күн бұрын
No Dj pause, he’s tweaking. Hope this helps !
@hayesjulie
@hayesjulie Жыл бұрын
This is so heartbreaking.
@antoniedixon775
@antoniedixon775 Жыл бұрын
I'm an ex meth user and was in psychosis a few times, I was definitely crazy but this is something else... I met a few users in that world that would get like this but not many. I think this is what happens when you mix untreated mental illness with meth and no sleep.
@complimentary_voucher
@complimentary_voucher Жыл бұрын
Yeah, this is organic, schizoaffective psychosis, not just meth intoxication. I've seen all kinds of whack brain drug situations but this is more mental illness.
@TheSadistNat1on
@TheSadistNat1on Жыл бұрын
ya..and a lot of years of abuse, hes older ya know..this is almost as bad as it can possibly get before deaths next. thanks for the incite
@moisturisedgnome1181
@moisturisedgnome1181 Жыл бұрын
Is it demons do you think? He's speaking in tongues at times
@bizzy9169
@bizzy9169 Жыл бұрын
Yes it’s true. Sleep deprivation, meth use, and poor food and water, and underlying mental health issues. Also stress makes it worse.
@user-xf3bk4ze2i
@user-xf3bk4ze2i 9 ай бұрын
I would say its the latter two. Meth and no sleep day after day would make anyone psychotic. Two days without sleep and the symptoms of delusion are fast bubbling up.
@chocolatecoco8570
@chocolatecoco8570 Жыл бұрын
I have to be honest the fact that he keeps mentioning people m*rdering, his baby mom and kid being k*lled, beating people with a baseball bat, pitbull violence, missing women, etc is extremely concerning….
@toxicosam
@toxicosam Жыл бұрын
psychotic delusion that include those kind of idea never end well. its a matter of time before shit hit the fan
@621retsamz
@621retsamz Жыл бұрын
90% fantasy land
@CRJR94
@CRJR94 Жыл бұрын
I wonder if mark ever reports these people
@sandylee9564
@sandylee9564 Жыл бұрын
I worked in the mental health field in-patient and out-patient areas and I never cease to wonder how people with these disturbing delusions can survive day to day. I don't have the stamina to live this way. Bless him.
@wishingwell5954
@wishingwell5954 Жыл бұрын
I like how most of the thumbnails of people on this channel look like they are REALLY pissed off or screaming.
@zenya-artista-1742
@zenya-artista-1742 Жыл бұрын
This guy really needs help and I hope he gets it - sending my prayers to him
@lightfox11
@lightfox11 Жыл бұрын
he's gonna die on the street
@donacatanguma
@donacatanguma Жыл бұрын
“Junk yard dog pit bulls … they’ve never been pet or loved … they’re not even fed properly growing up” Brought tears to my eyes thinking how his words mirrored how so many of these people were brought into the world. I pray for the most vulnerable among us: the incarcerated, the alcoholics, the addicts, the homeless, the mentally ill, and the defenseless children throughout the world. 🙏
@Heavy_Hitta_Sucka
@Heavy_Hitta_Sucka Жыл бұрын
As a mentally ill addict I would like to thank you for your open mindedness and prays
@codedresilience5239
@codedresilience5239 Жыл бұрын
You’re a beautiful soul ❤
@SwissCheese112
@SwissCheese112 Жыл бұрын
its not how we start its how we finish
@heatherb1443
@heatherb1443 Жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@0to60lifelv2
@0to60lifelv2 Жыл бұрын
"Who have you murdered" Had me dying how he tried multiple times to slip that in haha.
@0to60lifelv2
@0to60lifelv2 Жыл бұрын
He's definitely killed people btw.
@garyrobinson5655
@garyrobinson5655 5 ай бұрын
I don't think he even registered what he was saying
@adamb2358
@adamb2358 Жыл бұрын
My first feeling was apprehension, then checked myself. Watched the whole thing and solidified what I want to do. I’m not incredible in knowing what I want but my aim is for the Florida MCAP. I don’t know what to do yet about a situation such as this. I don’t know enough other then personal experience, but I know this. It’s a type of suffering, and my heart hurts. So how do you impose on someone’s life to “help” I see this interview and want to interject and yell “Stop! Can’t you see this man is suffering!” And my heart , for lack of a better term, brakes. I don’t know what to do with the homeless population, I don’t know what to do with those that struggle with the absolute certainty that if they don’t use they will not somehow be remembered or be important or whatever the case may be. The self importance is interesting “I can math at a level of brilliance” and not hit the mark. The spirit of greatness is there , to be better. That might be a combination of drug and the wanting of something better, maybe a willing to learn and become better but perverted by substance. Idk, heart breaks and I hope he finds his potential. Sorry for rambling.
@TwanDeezy
@TwanDeezy 8 ай бұрын
I laughed out loud when he said: "Shut up! Maggot...."
@HipHopAintDead718
@HipHopAintDead718 Жыл бұрын
When I’m outside these are the kinds of people I keep an eye out for, unpredictable
@HabitualJoker
@HabitualJoker Жыл бұрын
Wow, what a bigot you are. You should be ashamed of yourself for being biased against people with mental issues that could harm you. You deserve to be fired from your job! Total sarcasm, of course. I 100% do the same thing.
@sararahman7731
@sararahman7731 Жыл бұрын
Predictable??!! I'd say the opposite. When he all of a sudden lashed out I jumped. 😳😳
@chrisledney7187
@chrisledney7187 Жыл бұрын
@@sararahman7731 reread
@daynapper
@daynapper Жыл бұрын
Well that will be everyone who passes you, as we are all unpredictable,,,
@sararahman7731
@sararahman7731 Жыл бұрын
@@chrisledney7187 🤣🤣... sorry 😉
@tylerbickell5576
@tylerbickell5576 Жыл бұрын
This guy is clearly in charge of the federal reserve with those math skills
@UPTHEWAHSDAY1
@UPTHEWAHSDAY1 Жыл бұрын
It's academia at it's finest 12x12=24
@bruiz5240
@bruiz5240 Жыл бұрын
😂
@jaybeezy4843
@jaybeezy4843 Жыл бұрын
12x12 could be 24 in an alternate mathematical dimension
@dogmom2023
@dogmom2023 Жыл бұрын
Shit I had to break out the calculator myself. Lol.
@dogmom2023
@dogmom2023 Жыл бұрын
​@@UPTHEWAHSDAY1 no 12+12 is 24. Mark said 12×12. Lol
@TheKasher
@TheKasher Жыл бұрын
When you see someone who is completely wrong about everything but is super confident and aren't honest with you and just wont accept that they are wrong. They literally have the same symptoms as a meth addict.
@brandoncorell2762
@brandoncorell2762 Жыл бұрын
“My room is never clean” is the only truth he spoke
@ryanclark1724
@ryanclark1724 Жыл бұрын
Iv been here, ended up in a psych ward because of meth thankfully I got clean and changed my life hope he does to God bless those still sick and suffering
@jeffreybailey7189
@jeffreybailey7189 Жыл бұрын
Man, this interview reminds me of my dad. Goddamn. No words. Hope this dude gets the help he needs.
@Readytosin
@Readytosin 8 ай бұрын
This man did something bad . I have such a bad vibe about him . Who will bring up about the girls who are missing , no one asked that . What a dangerous interview Mike
@ellygarcia6986
@ellygarcia6986 Ай бұрын
Totally!
@shacknastyray4429
@shacknastyray4429 7 ай бұрын
A prime example of how meth destroys people. Hopefully, this guy gets some help
@Charlotte66666
@Charlotte66666 Жыл бұрын
This is incredibly sad yet extremely scary at the same time.
@kook2472
@kook2472 Жыл бұрын
‘Its not schizophrenia’ Goes on to explain a clear schizophrenic episode…
@Msmegan727
@Msmegan727 5 ай бұрын
That was a complete mind F . Thanks !
@shapiroshekelberg604
@shapiroshekelberg604 5 ай бұрын
My biggest fear is also having my pores massaged…horrible. Just horrible.
@chop2093
@chop2093 Жыл бұрын
This guy is a ticking time bomb. Needs to be institutionalized.
@bribric5
@bribric5 Жыл бұрын
It would be super interesting to see a sober interview. I know that could probably never happen, but it would be super interesting to see.
@jbthestoner5504
@jbthestoner5504 10 ай бұрын
​@@bribric5something tells me he wouldn't be all that much different sober
@thelasttimeiateasswasabout9351
@thelasttimeiateasswasabout9351 9 ай бұрын
@@jbthestoner5504 no this is straight psychosis. he probably an entire different person sober
@ClutchClick
@ClutchClick 6 ай бұрын
@@thelasttimeiateasswasabout9351 nah he's fucked.
@jasminecrystal1720
@jasminecrystal1720 2 ай бұрын
@@thelasttimeiateasswasabout9351don’t forget that sometimes meth causes permanent psychosis
@miguelsanchez6370
@miguelsanchez6370 Жыл бұрын
I really appreciate how there is never a single derogatory comment or degradation of somebody on this channel. Usually you always get a keyboard warrior or misunderstanding asshole but this place is a gem. Love to everybody. 💜
@karenfryberger4260
@karenfryberger4260 Жыл бұрын
I'm afraid you haven't scrolled through all the comments. There are plenty of derogatory ones, especially hidden in the replies. It's of course daunting to get through them all (and I haven"t), but trust me. I was going to make a comment directly the opposite of yours. The comment section is increasingly a bully's paradise, making fun of suffering, endless laugh emoji's, people getting their kicks from taunting. Not surprising, but it is disheartening. Seems like the trend is the worst comments start coming early on, then gradually more empathic ones start showing up, gaining momentum a few hours after the video is posted.
@5thtodasev
@5thtodasev Жыл бұрын
@@karenfryberger4260 facts
@theyangview1898
@theyangview1898 Жыл бұрын
Amen
@joshuagibson1307
@joshuagibson1307 3 ай бұрын
I work on the streets 8 hours a day, I meet people like this regularly they will often stop and talk with me it doesn’t take long before you see the cracks and realise they are insane. Very sad.
@KKai-oc7fq
@KKai-oc7fq 10 ай бұрын
This would be one of the few interviews that Id actually worry for my safety.
@BigJonkulous
@BigJonkulous Жыл бұрын
Damn, lol. Before Mark hit him with the 12x12 I totally believed he knew all the maths.
@simoneware1193
@simoneware1193 Жыл бұрын
Same here.. and all the languages. But… nah. 😂
@ClutchClick
@ClutchClick 6 ай бұрын
Yeah............................ so fuckin believable...................
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