Imagine actually finding someone that will make u feel a way

Current joys is my current joy

Every time I listen to Current Joy's it takes me back to after everything you and I put each other through. You could see in my eyes the pain I was having and I could see it bothered you too. I never knew how to tell you I was sorry but I always had love for you. There just came a point when I couldn't take the pain of you slowly pushing me away and I know it was to help you heal but it hurt so bad. You just got silent even when I begged you to tell me what was going on in your head. Then I realized how you felt when I would start crying in your bed and could never tell you why. I couldn't deal with the pain of my ignorance and addiction. We both dealt with pain in the same way and we were both dying. I decided soon after I deserve to be happy I just need the help I never had. I'd like to say if we had met later in life we'd have a better chance but... You couldn't understand me the way I needed you to. I felt pressured around you. Pressure to be the best and I had no voice to say no loud enough for you to get it. It stuck with me...so I left. And I see you post different age every now and then and I always want to reply but I just don't have the right words to say.

This song makes me feel a false peace and makes me think everything will be okay when I know it’s not going to be like this, this song makes me feel so sad

Your at a party, your sitting on a couch alone, everyone around you is smiling, socializing, having a great time. But your just sitting there with a beer in your hand just staring off into nothing. Slowly taking a sip from your drink every now and again, just feeling completely empty.

How do I explain feeling so good when I listen to C Joy. Reminds me of a trip driving from Austin back to Dallas with Us and Them on the 8 track. Spiritual thoughts running rampant.

This song makes me feel all the emotions I’ve felt this past year with my girlfriend all at the same time, joy, happiness, melancholy, emptiness, loneliness, love, it’s all there. I love it

this song is life and death, love and heartbreak, joy and sadness

I just realize the picture there is an Andréi Tarkovsky's polaroid

ive been sitting in my room having an existential crisis for months now and just thinking about the fact that nothing matters and makes sense to me and everything's totally worthless. i wish i could make these strange thoughts disappear somehow. anyway this is an epic song i really like it.

Tarkovski's polaroid and current joys, literally all i need

UR music taste it is different it always has a all the feels and memories and everything this life gives us like its a calling a calling that makes me wanna do what i want,makes me free makes me think that i shouldn't give fuck about what anyone is gonna say, i can only give love and i am sure one day i will receive the same love that i give. thank you. i love you guys.

i keep coming back here to feel like i felt that day again. wouldn’t wish that even for an enemy

The way the wind blows, the way it gently moves the posters stapled to the lamppost The way he looked at his phone while it ringed out, and the way he nearly picked up The way she's got her head on his shoulder, and the way their hair colors are opposite, hers white and his black The way the picture in her passport doesn't look much like her anymore The way he likes the rain The way you don't care much for my guitar The way a sun sets in mist The way she stops to look back at and wait for her running partner, who was much older The way clouds can sometimes stall The way there's only houses on the left side of the road the way his eyes speak for him sometimes The way the fog covers the estuary up to the lighthouse The way a car is parked alone at night with two people inside The way a car is parked alone at night with one person inside The way you smile and squint when you don't get something I say The way she wears her hair up sometimes, and the way he thinks of her when someone else wears it the same way The way they watch him skip his stones alone, and the way the stones always reach the other side The way that night really happened The way he looks at his hands knowing he can't play the violin anymore, and the way they look at their hands wondering why he's looking at his The way the corners of your mouth turn down as you smile The way the wind barely pushes him into discomfort The way the air sometimes smells like your old perfume The way her bookmark is handmade The way you seem to exist differently in my mind The way the blinds clank in the wind The way he watches the birds breathe The way that polaroid picture is turned around in his wallet The way he watches instead of talking The way the mist now covers the sand The way he draws portraits on the bus The way she recognizes him from somewhere The way they're sitting alone together on a bench by the river, and the way I can't tell if they're arguing or laughing The way you make me feel The way you make me feel.

smoking in the late evening to this ^^

I feel so slept on i just found them

So Mogwai-ish and so so perfect.

Current Joys Always make the perfect impact on me, Nostalgic

Incrivel!

Sunbathing to this song.❤

Makes me feel free

had to go through history this autoplayed while I slept

Checkpoint. Esta canción se ha convertido en una sensación multidireccional. El cómo las notas te llevan a entender cada aspecto de tu vida. Esta canción está adherida a las personas más importantes de mi vida, mi fallecido padre, mi hermano, mi novia, mi madre, e inclusive considero que se ha convertido en parte de mi por tratar de comprender lo que la melodía trata de decir. Ahí está ese sentimiento, la manera en cómo todos me hacen sentir. Esta canción refleja una carga emocional de luz y obscuridad a grados que no podría explicar con palabras. Definitivamente me sigue cada noche. Definitivamente ahí estará el resto de mi vida.

You're on your bed, tucked under your blanket, you just had the longest day, you're tired, you cannot wait to close your eyes and doze off. But you can't, you still think of him, think if it meant as much to him as it did and still does to you, you can't believe how he can occupy your mind all day long and can still steal sleep from your eyes. You stood up, sit on the verge of the bed, you light a cigarette, and rewind it, for the 1000th times, there, cold and naked and lost in motherfcuking nostalgia, you're waiting for a knock on your door.

Nick thanks so much for creating beautiful music with your solo projects and Surf Curse. Your music means a lot for me. I hope to see you live someday! Cheers from Peru.

I love him...

I loved her... safe to say she didn't love me back 😔

Awwh yet again perfection ♥

Don't do selfharm guys. I love you, btw why I feel so happy listening this?

idk how i got here but oh boi do i like it

feels so real

Great for practicing!

And you just meditated for 9:31 minutes effortlessly.

thanks for being here

This is like emptiness.

te amo Nick

Anyone recommend more music like this? i.e. no vocals, atmospheric and kinda hypnotic - discovered in the last week ago that this, No Words and A Song About the End Of Time And Everything are some of my favourite bits of music ever

The way she makes him feel.... he is explaining that. Empty, i guess

why do i smile when i cry

Right at the middle of my muscle...

What is the name of the artwork and the creator? It's so touching!

Someone come up with lyrics to this and post it.

I let KZfaq guide me and now here I am

sitting in the living room while your mom and dad fight and you just look off into nothing things flying over your head feeling empty but sad but you don't care because this is normal for you so you just have to sit in the chaos

Anyone know tabs?

nice

alexander makes me feel that way.

What did I do wrong please just tell me what I did wrong and I’ll make up for it, I’ll make up for all of it. Does it even hurt you right now to be away from me? Are u holding it all in like u usually do? Smoking the pain away? Or are u just ridden with annoyance and regret for ever talking to me? Or is there guilt inside you at the choices u’ve made urself. I need to know the truth. I need to know what u feel I feel like there is this black hole inside of me sucking everything inside. I want to be so small. So incredibly small. I’m not sure what to do with this pain. I feel so much for you. So much I didn’t think I would feel. I didn’t think it would feel like this. Did I push you away with all my insecurities and sadness? Please tell me the truth I need to know the truth. Please. I cannot handle my pain the way you do. I am much weaker, it comes out everywhere and onto everyone. I cannot hide all I feel it’s like a tsunami that ends in calm waves then starts again later. So please let me know. Please help me calm my waters. I need your truth.

Comoção.

yes

reminds me of Boris

🌦️

6 years old

I forgive myself. The 3 words I was afraid to say.

Lpm porque no me muero :c

I don’t get this song just music with out lyrics someone plz explain to me plz?

pain

rare

pls come

De qué autor es esa fotografía?

Is his music 432 hz or 440 hz?

supongo que ya te perdi para siempre, disculpame, solo soy un desastre que busco la manera de hacerte bien

Why is this single 5s music looped XD Hard to recognize C.Joy here

@pibinhos

y’all mfs just at lost as i am

Suicide feelings...

que merda fica uma hora assim tum tum tum

no comprendo, la música esta muerta no transmite nada es solo un sonido intermitente banal

repeating the same audio clip over and over again for 10 mins shouldn't count as music