I'm trying to figure out how she is doing it consistently

I cried omg!

She could make me spill out my whole life story I feel like we could laugh cry everything and she seems like she could make a good therapist and I would love to listen about her life too we could talk forever honestly lmao

She kinda makes it about her and it’s abit annoying

She might be an empath

Mom goals wish mine was like that the kind who will burn the world to stop harm coming to people

yes ! swear we can always identify one another once we see each other, or even before lmao

@Gavin You can look it up. It basically means you can sense and feel the emotions of others as if they're your own emotions.

@Gavin Oh no it's fine lmao but hey! You learned something :D

Same, I'm an empath and a seer.

yes

@@cassiusfelix2805 q

Bro she has a name-

why is everyone saying “asian woman”

@@aerous1275 probably bc they don't know her name and it's an easy way to describe her

LMAOOOOOOO

"The first church of David Bowie" GIRL you cant make me believe he was serious

Let’s be real, no actual cult leader can straight up admit that they’re a cult leader like that

@@godisdead6611 his cult is 5 raccoons behind a Walgreens fighting for a snickers

@@laniq8177 😭

I can see why it's absurd to you and 1k+ million other ppl who aren't part of his communities, which is the black and gay communities, however yall should try to see it from his P.O.V. Each community has different stereotypes and prejudices against them, so he just wanted clarification on which community the drug user was directing the statement to.

@@phillyeveryday1 k I'm gay and it's still funny

@@hunterroach666 k, that's nice. My response was for the ppl who feels his responses are absurd.

Ashley Jackson 1k+million???? What

@@phillyeveryday1 Pretty sure the gay black guy himself was saying it humorously. Not everything needs to be deep, learn to giggle now and then

Ruaimaa Hasan she is a mother...

yeah but she could also greatly benefit from learning how to read the room and respecting anonymity

YHUNIIQ can you expand on what you mean by that?

XOmangoXO she asked that young woman retorical questions ...before they left her head I know she thought damn this is some what provacative but (like most humans that just can't help themselves at the cost of someone's comfortability) she asked anyways and although I understand wanting to be informed ..she could read the room/energy and see that clearly was not the right time or place to ask that woman such questions ...but she did..and what happened happened

ShiharaHime that she didn't ask for ..people need to stop with this entitilment shit .. if she asked then fine offer it. .but that she did not

Proud of u!

so so so proud of you!

so proud of you! keep it up!

Proud of you!🍀

Keep going. Opium is hell.

that sounds like some shit my therapist would say

Definitely got me as well. Hoping for the best for her

She was definitely going through some shit and not coping so turning to drugs, hoping filming this was eye opening for her and made her see this. Really curious how she’s doing now.

probably has a lot more members now lol

@@J040PL7 I'd join

I'd join

anyone else think meth?

I cryed

LMAO yes 100%

Yes

I’m the 1800th likes of your comment hahahah 😂

dwd ded RIGHT

dwd ded I disagree. I think she fails the vibe check.

That’s acid for ya XD

She passed

@@Alienman1212 When? How?!

What the hell is wrong with you

@@joeperez7167 Glad to hear it. Thanks.

@@ullthankmelater she just launched some cannabis -infused mints and she seems like she’s doing a lot better :)

DaJuanya Burton ahaha lool

Love this comment 😂😂😂

That’s what I was thinkingggg

Meth is better than crack anyways

Wasn't an accident I'm guessing, most people that have tried meth say that.

It almost always is.

@@roxythelipstickpixie72 ayahuasca is the number one cult leader drug mayn

my exact reaction lmaoaoaoao

hopefully she doesn't relapse when shit gets tough...

Learnt?

Yes

Hell yes!

palabra

made me a little teary-eyed.

Hell Yes!

That girl and I are very similar. I also accidently did Meth too.. Never crack.

✨❤👍🏾

I want to hug all of them🥺

That guy really had no clue lmao like what how do you not know that

They make some taste like candy..

kinda whack they gave so much sympathy to the h addict but not script opiates

@@zenkinos Heroin is literally just the most famous opiate.

I wish they tasted better

Isabel Ramos I know right!!! I freaking love her and want her in my life lol.

thats cus shes drunk as hell tf i came to the comments expecting them all to be about this but nobody? she drunk and i want to party with her.

i thought she was Latina this whole time lol

They posted her full vid!

Isabel Ramos personally I think she shouldn't have been on this episode, didn't seem like she knew anything, boring reactions imo, not sympathetic at all since she didn't really know anything lol

Florida man here. I agree.

i am a Floridian i can confirm

Also a Floridian & can confirm.

@@karonestickers7652 lol its about that Flakka lol

Why tho?

@@miipmiipmiip Arguably, the best way to be responsible is to not take them at all.

@@miipmiipmiip I think you missed my point. Also,eating food (which is a necessity and something you are naturally born into) is very different from taking drugs. Which goes back to the point. The best way of being responsible is staying clean. There's no other way that tops being clean. EDIT: I'm not saying its not okay to be curious about drugs and try them recreationally, but I am stating that the staying clean and not following the whole curiosity killed a cat/entertaining and indulging is the best way to stay safe. (With a few exceptions, like medically needing it.)

@@miipmiipmiip Yes, I knew about LSD. As myself, I'm someone with diagnosed PTSD and partake on the usage of Anti-depressants such as Zoloft aka Sertraline. All the while recreationally but rarely partaking on the usage of MJ. Here's the straw man to your argument. You began comparing drugs to alcohol and cigarettes. Which no doubt both substances are harmful and addictive. But staying clean eliminates those potentials. Now, I'm not saying all drugs are dangerous, but if I were to use your point against you and your straw man argument, I can then say, "instead of taking recreational drugs, just use alcohol and cigarettes responsibly." But both are harmful. That includes some drugs to specific people. There is information that is constantly spread. But unfortunately, the truth is: Its just information. People regardless will do what they want no matter if the information they gain will give them temporary satisfaction. They will indulge in that behavior moreso. Hence why, I would advocate against recreationally using drugs as a way to medicate yourself before actually seeking professional help. Being clean is the best way. Also; with the same message to LSD, Vaping pens, and MJ. Studies and cases for the youth need more research and time for brain development. (I, am part of that spectrum. But again, with professional advice and acknowledging the time wasted associated with MJ - its often used to treat my insomnia on extreme cases, which wasn't suggested at first by my Psychiatrist, only after I told him my first encounter with it - had he supported my use as even I would have stated, what I did was irresponsible in some way.) Plus, there's such a grey area with the term of ''responsibility' usage. Moreso, I am bias in my perspective because those 'reasons' are the same reasons that lead people into abusing said drugs/system.

@@miipmiipmiip there are drugs you simply can't take responsibly. There is no "oh I'm just gonna do heroine or meth once a week" thing. There is also a significant difference between each drug, you can't just talk about them like one category. Sugar is a drug. Nicotine is a drug. Crack is a drug. Yet they are totally different. If we talk about hard drugs, there is only one way: do not try them.

@K A i think the point is that while what you said works in theory, enforcing it in real life has disastrous consequences. The only way to ensure that no one takes “hard drugs” is to punish addicts, and I don’t think I have to explain the kinds of outcomes that leads to or why they’re undesirable. In an ideal world, of course, no one would take heroin or meth or whatever at all, but we do not live in an ideal world, we live in the real world. And we do have ways for people to take those drugs responsibly, now that you mention it-in parts of Europe, I think, there are centers where you can take the drugs you need in a group setting, with medics/poison control/etc on call in case of an overdose, which is far preferable to people dying alone on the streets.

seaWEED I

seaWEED HK how come this comment has basically no reoly at all with 1k+ likes

😂😂😂😂😂😂

@@medlockjodengrad6231 Ikr I didn't knew I got this much like until someone actually commented and I get a notification.

Lol I saw that man and legit said Poppers

me

broke me fr

english is not my first language i dont really get that part.. can someone explain

@@heheEFEF The girl uses drugs and fashion to feel better about herself/her problems, but when all of that is over shes left with nothing to keep her from sadness. so she didnt have an answer to that which says she is troubled :( and struggling

rex n oh ok thank you

Yeah, the jest of drug addiction right there.

SAME

my guess was adderall, given the morning plus “all day” hints

yk what they say man, "wake and bake"

I thought she was an alcoholic

@Chapz ???? Tons of people ???

Stay strong. 💓

You're doing great!!! I'm so happy for you. 💗

you got this‼️‼️

im so proud of you. wishing you all the happiness in the world

Heroin, not heroine 😂 I ohhhh’d just like her too because I didn’t expect that lol

😂😂 I am dying. .. I laughed sooo hard

That Asian lady was the funniest

Lol first thing I knew it was heroin.

I feel like the one that went ohhhh was kinda drunk, maybe tipsy, also I thought heroin straight away

Millie A. I looked for this comment 😂😂😂

IKR LOL my life...

bro that dude was so fucking cool for some reason idk

Id join it

I was expecting him to say cocaine

She's going to end up dead from pot...?

@@patheticallyy did you not catch how many other things shes done?

@@miad2212 “done” not “does”

@@kaidavis3388 The sentence is still correct.

@@EazyIbra never said it wasn’t correct, I was saying she’s DONE them she’s not actively doing them my guy

likelywonho this made me happy though, because he wasn't offended right away. (And I'm just guessing here, but I'm guessing older guy was also guy which might have made is more okay for them to have that question/answer. Sometimes people think still like children and think out loud or ask innocently without trying to upset people. It's nice when people answer honestly without feeling under attack.

likelywonho I thought it was more of a ‘hey - you’re gay, i’m gay too’ kinda thing, but I could be wrong.

“I like your boots” hun he is SO GAY

+Braintinglies exactly and i love Carlos for that! I wish I was this confident and unproblematic

+Addewyn Wisdomancer hmmm yeah true

Alex Cabral i wish I could save this comment

Mitchellthe senpai screenshot it

Thank you for sharing, Kate also reminded me of myself, I am now sober.

Poor thing...it was tough to watch.

Awww man yeah, it has absolutely killed me. The look on her face and in her eyes when the woman gives her the second hug - it's powerful. She looks so lost, so empty and sad.

she probably never thought about why she used all those drugs. Because she listed off some crazy shit

She doesn't need a hug. The idiot needs help.

@@WithASideOfTibbs Of course she needs help. Empathy is huge in that, but that concept must go right over your head. So who's the idiot now?

Selma Malik not that good in English. What is she actually asking? Her accent Hit me

I didn't really get it 🤔

Max Dachs Then what are you left with? (I think)

Selma Malik She definitely changed her life with that.

Marta Cianchi yeah, but I'm a bit short so I didn't get it anyways 😅

itszaaaamzeh ❤️ I really felt for that lady. She needs someone I her life that just listens.

Karlos Dillard YO KARLOS THAT'S YOU? WASSUP MAN I LIKE YOU. YOU'RE COOL

itszaaaamzeh thank you! Subscribe to my channel! It’s hella funny

Karlos Dillard 👌🏾

Karlos Dillard God I wish I had seen this when it first came out, I just saw the part abt you being in foster care and I know how shitty that can be (considering I’m literally at my respite house right now)

CJ BEROLLIN 😂😂

Oh

IM LMFAO

devils dancing.... dont do drugs it makes you see the spirit world

Me too

Its PCP

Jael Cruz nah it is ket

Nah Ketamine is just spicy cocaine

Toni's World! I look at your content and then read that again. Thought it was kinda funny

Sam Park not all all ketamine is a depressant and a member of the psychedelic class of drugs called dissociatives ketamine is probably the opposite of cocaine

Same, her being is really a sad reality, I feel for her because I'm like that too

she def went home and railed a couple lines lmao

What's her last name? It'd be cool to follow her story and show her support.

7:33 the dude actually seems more broken than her, you can feel his anxiety

Kelvin Klein can't really judge a book by it's cover in this world... Theres always someone who seems successful but want to die.

No she doesn’t. Her face looks very sad.

She doesn't need love she needs help with her drug use issues.

Just A Person she needs love and help. She won’t accept the help or the healing without love for herself or from others

Its Rikache nah. She chose to do them and do them the way she does them. So she doesn’t need love when she’s the cause for her issue

she needs love fam. love is the only thing that can help you with that. whether its self love or from your family.

exactly

LOL you know.... I was like... "hold up....did dude just say 'cult leader'" and he was so blase about it XD

2.4k likes

Christian Simpson yeet 💯

i knew it was weed lol

It's quite sad. I've met a quite a few girls like her at parties. First they just seem mysterious. Then you get into the deep shit, one of the few things that can get me so emotional. Especially since I'm pretty emotionaless most of the time.

Same, it’s deep . That’s shit hit me hard, like the fact that you couldn’t even tell she did all them drugs is crazy, she’s a beautiful well put young girl, but deep inside she’s broken. When she said “look good, feel good” is just a mask she wears to hide i her inner pain. #deepthoughts

I wish I could hug you. I also use for these reasons. Please be kind to yourself x

Yes, please!

Great idea.

yes!!!

Does anyone have her social media? I need to knos if she's ok

Seriously, I feel for her deeply 😢

Yellow Barney That was so awkward 😂

Yellow Barney That one wigged me Out.. talking ab how he was channeling brimstone and hellfire 🔥😳

Yellow Barney LMFAOO I️ LITERALLY MOCKED HIS “oh” THATS MEEEE😂

i was actually looking for a comment that quoted this lmao

much needed! I hope in some way it was the wakeup call she needed

It was genuine

Sava she reminds me of me. When I talk to people i feel their emotions so strong that i usually need a hug as much as they do by the end of it.

BuickGirl1986 I understand what you mean and there's part of me in that situation that feels that way but it makes me feel fake in a way idk. Just knowing they have had to go through it I never want to make myself a priority over others by saying I get it or I feel your emotions and stuff

Brian H i get u, i'm the same

She also made people see them doing drugs as a problem

Because it is in most cases lol

Kylie's Corner I wish I was bold enough to tour a zoo on acid.

That sounds like a trip

Kylie's Corner 😂😂

so relatable

I have a whole list of weird ass quotes for my senior quotes

Sara Kate ikr, and she’s like proud of it smh😔

Moonchild Subliminals no I don't think she has problem and I don't think she is proud of it because if she was she wouldn't have that "wake up" or wouldnt break down as she did and she even said she wish she did it less

Your man All Might true.

If she hasn't healed with ayahuasca, she may still be in an environment that continues to harm her. I.e. Los Angeles

joon on the moon being proud of it is probably a defense mechanism. I hope things in life get better for her and that she healthy and happy.

I'm so interested in the experience but am terrified of having a bad trip

I did two grams last time, it was a thrilling experience and I enjoyed it

This whole thing is pretty new to me, can I try 3grams?

@lioness Mindset where to search? Is it IG ??

@lioness Mindset alright, I'll reach out to him immediately to get some

Nah not necessarily, I've been where she is and I just had to grow out of it. I don't mean like age-wise, I just mean I gradually replaced the drugs with healthier coping mechanisms bit by bit and eventually the drugs just fell away.

She said she uses it everyday, that's an addiction

8:22 she said she wishes she had more control so she knows she is addicted

@@diamondheart1580 Coming from an addict that's not 100% true people can use drugs regularly and not be addicted. It is different though if she can't stop using. However what she said about control makes me think with relative certainty that she is an addict.

@@tomdyal7650 I mean you can differentiate, but still, if you need it daily just to cope then whats the difference? Your body will slowly deteriorate either way.

That's acid

sometimes there's something inside you making the trip uncomfortable. Can't stand the body load, throwing up helps

I had a great time!

She said it while I was reading this comment

mgmn he obviously came to the shoot high on acid

•ᴥ• First, never said drugs were okay. Simply stated that I can see and understand why they do it. Secondly, you are privileged cause unlike some of these people, you can overcome your problems without the need of drugs (whether that be ones prescribed by a doctor or ones on the streets). Third, how are drugs an "easy way out?" Some are damaging themselves in order to continue on with life cause they still have a part of them that wants to get better and go through life without drugs. An 'easy way out' (in my opinion) would probably be to end life with your problems without even believing that there can be a better outcome one day. Like they said in the video, a majority of people who do drugs are just using it as a coping method cause they have either never been shown how else to deal with their pain/problems or can't find a method that works for them like drugs do.

Is the art on your pfp Sarah Paulson from ahs hotel ?

@@hlove6263 *Cyanide Sally*

Pizza Raia ❤️

Karlos can be super racist though.

not to be rude but...wheres the correlation pls?

Mali he is not racist just blunt. Most gay men especially black gay men don't hold back on what they say. They are very honest.

Michelle Harp honest implies he’s saying the truth a lot of shit he says is just false and racist

I'm really grateful that Cut did this lineup, it's important to humanise users so that those who do want/need help, can reach out for it without feeling ashamed.

What do you think about 1000 to 1 episode?

Антон Южаков I wasn’t in that video so I don’t have an opinion on it.

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Антон Южаков the person you’re thinking of is Kris :)

"Then what are you left with?" That is deep. I think that's the question that we all face before that decision to turn it all around.

Could be worse nothing happened when I did them (i didn't try meth tho)

Essa Diallo never do meth, biggest mistake in my life, stayed up for 3 days straight, sweating my life away and having panic attacks

@@vallesgraphics1558 oh shit that sounds badddddd

I accidentally did meth once too lmaoooo shit can look like cocaine

U made Me laught out of shit of me

TooMuchMadness1 or even ptsd since it cause her to not want to think about her scars. It could be a mix of both. Either way, it's all terrifying to not be in control of your own being. I hope she gets better and gets the help she needs. I'm routing for her.

Definitely depression I suffer from severe depression, I hold it in but if I break its 10x's worse. It's hard to cope with. I agree one of the best things to do is talk to someone to not do what I do because you dig your self in a bigger hole in the end.

Keky I totally agree. I was putting out the PTSD as well, because I used to suffer from both of them, and got better. Just seemed like it could be one or the other, or even both.

everyone has depression

Leah Rogers what an insult to people who actually have depression, shut the fuck up

I don't know who you are but I'm proud of you

congratulations 🎈

so proud of you, congratulations. stay strong

Congrats :)

Good for you!

koneko People in a cult NEVER call it a cult bc everyone will question its legitimacy. This guy called his own group a cult which makes me question his sanity, lol.