"...If I was perfect I could have saved her"

“Only perfect gems can fit in our society, others must be destroyed.” Then what about Pink?

Can't wait for part two. It's great to see White have two sides to herself a flawless being in front of everyone and a being with feelings. Plus her sapphire was pretty and white diamond thicc.

Girl why didn’t you call me? I would’ve healed her gem for you.

Well damn!!!!😨That actually give me a bit of goosebumps. The thing is that i can see her doing that so easily in the show. But to see her act like that at the end. It’s so sad. Looks like split personalities. She’s suffering and hurting both herself and others. Not really by choice, but damn.

White Diamond, desperately trying to become a Clear Diamond. She had already shed most of her Emotions into Animated Crystalline Phylacteries designed in such a way that only she could possibly destroy them. Her first Emotions that she shed was her Rage and Aggression, Emotions that she felt were rightfully counterproductive towards her ends of expansion and her ends of Perfection. She would craft a Phylactery made out of Gold and infused by Lightning, heavily armored and strong, after pouring her Emotions into this one, White Diamond assigned it as the leader of the military and to expand the reach of their Empire. Thus was Yellow Diamond born. Yellow Diamond continued along her task for some time, carving out a swath of destruction replaced by creation as Worlds were torn asunder to create Colonies. However, the workload of managing these numerous Colonies would become too taxing for both Diamonds as they stood trying to oversee every single detail that was going on. White knew this would be the perfect climate for revolts and war amongst the numerous colonies should they feel underrepresented than others do. And thus White gathered herself to create another Phylactery, this one cast from Silver and imbued with Water and imbued it with her Reason and Empathy; she planned on creating the perfect court overseer, one that would easily manage the Colonial affairs and the Courts of Law. Imbuing her Emotions into this second Phylactery, Blue Diamond was born. The Empire would continue in this vein for some time, Yellow Diamond would destroy planets to create Colonies, Blue Diamond would establish leadership to maintain order in these Colonies, and White Diamond would oversee everything else. However, this was far from her desired Perfection, for as she looked upon Yellow and Blue, she no longer possessed their Emotions and yet still felt traces of other Emotions take root in her heart. Rage was replaced with Calm, Aggression replaced by Doubt, Reason replaced by Spontaneity, and Empathy replaced with Sentimentality. White knew that she shouldn't even be feeling these other Emotions and struggled to find the root cause of them, elsewise all of her work would have been for naught. And out of a sense of desperation, White Diamond would create one last Phylactery, carved from Bronze to be imbued by Fire that would house the last traces of Emotion still present within White Diamond. However in this act of creating a "Red Diamond", White suffered a minor attack by herself and her Emotions raging a war with themselves within her mind. The conflict was brief from the outside, but within it had lasted for what felt like eternity to White Diamond as she imagined Nebulae collapsing into Stars before exploding in supernovas and devolving into Black Holes that evaporated into nothingness. This agonizing moment was powerful and highly-distracting to White as she created this last Diamond to solve her desperate problem. When White Diamond regained consciousness, she felt within her for any trace of Emotion still left and barely found anything that would be viable. But as she turned to see a brilliant glow emanating from what she thought would be the Red Diamond, instead she beheld a Brilliant-Cut gemstone near-identical to her own that shined with a light that while in Red was also mixed by white as well. This was the Birth of Pink Diamond, created from Compassion and Love, and unknowingly to the other Diamonds, was secretly far stronger than any of them because of the very nature of her Emotions: Rage and Aggression can only take one so far, and Reason and Empathy could lead to an understanding, but Compassion and Love itself is self-driven and possessing the capacity to evolve over the time that passes. However without the emotional capacity, and due to her birth being completed in an act of desperation rather than necessity towards the Empire, White had no clue _what_ she wanted to have Pink Diamond made to oversee. For the time, Pink would have been a Diamond made without any given purpose...

Even after White Diamond’s creepy reveal you still find a way to make me like her. How do you do it?

I did not see this side of my diamond before ...

I think this is the first time I've actually felt bad for White Diamond. I've got tears brimming in my eyes, how dare you

I should say that W. Diamond needs to see a therapist. A therapist for gems and diamonds too.

I do like that the side of herself she sees as a god is blind. It’s that kind of symbolism that makes me like comics such as this one.

If this ends up being the reason why she doesn't talk to anyone I will end up feeling sorry for her.

For me, is like pink diamond influencing her in some way(?) Pink and White; White and Pink Lovely and kind, narcissist and selfish... Pure, diamonds, but one thinks she is a god, the other not... It's quite sad, actually... Sorry for my bad english, I'm spanish ^w^'

This changes the way I see and think about white diamond😦 all she wanted was to save pink but..she couldn't. Poor white I feel really sad and bad for her😞

Was anyone else expecting Pink to show up and comfort White when she was crying?

Wow... This is so impressive and powerful. The Jekyll-and-Hyde like conflict, White's painful perfectionism, and her inner struggle... I love how you handled all these themes in this comic. Reminds me of the 'Cost of the Crown' song. Also, I liked how you drew White in some angles, making her look small and weak, despite her actually being the tallest gem at Homeworld. Great work. I wish to see more))

This is one of the best early Christmas gifts ever!

*HMMMMM.....* as i've seen in the official show, White diamond is the most merciless Diamond in all of them. She wouldn't cry over a pathetic defective sapphire. For me, she would just get a new one.

White Diamond. Officially the most unstable and defected gem in the universe.

White Diamond is so beautiful!!!

*when you want to be something your not.. and your scared of what you might do.. you don't know why your crying, the tears are there but do they have a meaning. All you want to do is escape but you can't show anyone your "weak" side or you'd be ridiculed and covered in gossip.. So what are you? A cold, frightening, shatterer or. In a wreck, nervous, or afraid of being ridiculed*

Omg it’s like a soap oprea here!

And the funniest thing its, it was perfectly accurate to the actual ending.

I really liked how you split white into two characters like her conscious and herself, it made white's dynamic really interesting

Wow.....this is so intense....poor white ...she force herself to be perfect....she literally have a internal fight with herself..she try be perfect and that is why she hide what she really is....that is why she ask herself "What am I?"

White: what am I? Everyone: Bipolar!

To me it seems like she is exhibiting symptoms of DID. The yelling contradicting thoughts out loud in a manner as such is a common thing that happens when an alter on the inside has a strong thought or feeling.

I just finished The Yellow and pink one. My tears aint dry yet... and NOW THIS?

YAAAAY A NEW VIDEO!! I love this one of White Diamond battling herself. Her nurturing and mean side are one-part of her. She has to learn to balance them out but it seems her mean side takes over more often. That Sapphire was gorgeous btw! The way you draw White Diamond is also beautiful. I love it!! (Especially her eyes and lips and hair!)

The way you figured out White's character way before CYM was released is very impressive! Seniloko come back!!

White diamond: I am not Me: gods don’t take life

Just so everyone knows, *No ones perfect or better then anyone, so there’s no need to feel worthless if your not ‘perfect’ and that someone is better then you, because it’s not true.* *Anyways, have a great day!*

White diamond looking thicc. I wonder im im the only one who is thinking that.

May I just say how much I adore this? I'm so glad someone else had similar ideas, please continue! It's the perfect dichotomy of the roles ´Queen who needs to lead with an iron fist´, and ´Someone with a heart, trying their best´. It seems like she's more than what meets the eye, more than a ¨perfect" being. It seems to lie beneath the facade, she's cracking, and doesn't know how long she will be able to keep it up. Thus, she lives in constant dread of when her mind will fail. As a ruler, all gems are looking up to her every move, and she recognizes this. One slip up could ruin her hard-earned reputation of an unbreakable goddess. If she fails, the whole empire goes down with her. So she keeps up the harsh rules, despite the moral lament. Often times she wonders how she could have done things differently, but in her mind, it's too late for that now. This is the paradox of White Diamond.

I AM SOOO GLAD YOU POSTED!!!!

aww, poor White :(( ,she can't talk with her self like that! I love her so much !!!!!!! If she stop that in the next ,or the next (next) episode, I'll crying all day !! 'cause ,I'm so glad for her .I promise ;)

I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THE LONGEST OF TIMES, MY SENSES ARE SHARPEND, EYES READY FOR VISUALS, AND ON THE FEELS TRAIN!

This needs more views! YOUR ART IS THE BEST!

I Love This! I Love All Of Your Artwork, Keep Up Dear💕

White's subconscious: Crazy evil Yellow D. side and carefull Pink D. side.... Haaha N I C E

Oh my god this is the best!! Pls make more I love it!!

I want White to sing Escapism now

This was so pleasing to watch. You picked great music choices.

Pink is not perfect, but you allow her to live.

White as perfect as any 💎 can be perfection is only idea a flaw makes anyone different and unique in every way

Omg!! This is amazing!! So pretty and we'll made!! ♡♡

To me this episode represents peer pressure it's like her conscience are telling her that the rule she made had to be done but in the other hand she felt bad for not spearing the gem and wishes it never had to happen....I feel bad she had to deal with all that

I liked the video before I even watched it. Seni, always take your time in drawing no matter how many Greedy people there are PUSHING you to hurry. :) Edit : The movements are too amazing.. Stahp! Jk :D. Continue you're amazingness!

I getting a Garnet vibe from this...

Omg das ist so gut. Ich kann kaum auf den nächsten Teil warten

OMG you are such a good artist fr! PLEASE DO MORE PLZ

Bitx this is perfect. Im só excited for part 2

I love your White D. please continue:(

Great job as always keep up the amazing work

AMAZING! Can’t wait for part 2! 💚

This is absolutely fantastic

I can't wait for the next part

Why is White Diamond lowkey thicc in this comic tho?

Wow... You make me wanna comfort her and run screaming from her at the same time. Gee!

Oh White, fighting your own mind is a burden and a constant battle... Sorry, this is how the video makes me feel, and I can relate

WOW this is amazing and now I feel sorry for white

First things first:Merry Christmas.Second:It's been quite a lot of time since you last video but boy does it deserves the wait i see there is a improvement in the animation am I right ? and lastly great comic.

Why am I always late?? What reason do I have to be LATE!? Anywhoooo...I enjoyed this

ENOUGH , I AM SUBSCRIBING AND TURNING ON NOTIFICATIONS , ALL I CARE ABOUT IN LIFE NOW IS PART 2

"Heavy is the head that wears the crown."

that means that white does have a flaw and its the evil part of her but the evil part sometimes takes control and the real white regrets everything her evil part does

Wow! This is amazing!

I loved it so much!!

I can't wait for part 2!!!!!

Amazing work!

I love your art🎨💗

Please make a second one it was really good and sad!!

Wow I love your work alot ❤️!!!!

U seriously deserve more subs

I love this, I want part 2😍❤

Yaaaay i am so happy!!!

Well then, im just gonna go join white and cry as well. Great job hon.

Ready for part 2😩😩😩💗

HALLELUJAH ANOTHER ONE

If she had demons in her head twisting her to think that way, that would explain her behavior in the series.

Valió la pena aprender inglés básico :,v... Que hermosa historia, esperaré la 2da parte :,)

💔omg this was intense....0_0 im shook

Sorry I'm late...*coughs*,but late Merry Christmas!Also,that's such dark and interesting way of see White Diamond.I agree with it.Oh and...maybe that Sapphire could of lived..maybe...Anyway,also loved the work and our minds aren't that different.I mean,I also see White Diamond being split apart like that.I also thought of a timeline where Homeworld was a very different place when it was new and there were nine Diamonds from the start to lead Homeworld.(Five of them were ocs of mine)Pink Diamond became after the downfall of Homeworld.I mean sometime after the other five were shattered and the three Diamonds we know decided to turn Homeworld into what it is today and however long it's been this way.(Of course,everything else is difficult to explain so I'm just stopping here for now)

I have no idea what's happening but I love this

I'm looking forward for the next part of the mother.

Finally something new

Oh my god ...😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 Merry Christmas 💚

Sapphire saying "yes" is a gamble,either white say she had predicted correctly so she will be identified as normal, therefore survive,or white say she predicted incorrectly,so she will be identified as defective, therefore get shattered(which is what happened). And since white is not happy with her, the latter would happen predictively. If she said no, paradox would be presented,and she would be shattered because she can't be doing that to her diamond. White is smart,she gave two options,but either way, sapphire has no luck.:(

Happy 10,000!

More! More! More! That comic! I want A MORE COMIC MOREEE!

Question:What..Am..i? *Your a diamond

White you better bubble up those shards ;-;

Hi your work is amazing

Dam this was ... Just dam

Idc I love white diamond 💎 She is awesome and look at it her point she’s the creator of gems! She has to put on the flawless look...I feel bad for her

*slience for a long time* Did she just......act like Pink? Or pertending if she were Pink what would she say? heh. How ironic.

I feels so bad for white that she want to save her but evil side won't let her white diamond not really evil this one I love it 😊😇

*implodes knowing that this is probably the best day ever*

Hmm. Guess Pink is one of the reasons white mother cant agree with her inner "perfect" self on how to do things. I pity her though Im glad that thats only pt 1 . Perhaps steven helps her afterwards.

What if the mean side of White Diamond gets rid of the nicer side then puts that type of personality into Pink Diamond? Which would explain why Pink Diamond is so empathic towards others.