New Deadmau5 track. Posted on Monday 14th March 2011.
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@tractionalofficial42326 жыл бұрын
This song has a story. If you did not know, this song was written as a tribute to a fan who died in a car accident trying to get to one of his concerts.
@snowhunter75365 жыл бұрын
Tractional Official 😢😢😢
@DecaQuitin5 жыл бұрын
:'(
@lukesandoval41055 жыл бұрын
how do you know this???
@borutsolina35695 жыл бұрын
@@lukesandoval4105 its pretty known you can google it
@ceramikxxx58825 жыл бұрын
Broo... No wonder this song is beautiful
@crashpig14 жыл бұрын
"For a fan who can't be with us in person, but in Ghost n' Stuff" - Deadmau5, 2011 R.I.P Bobby Clifford
@bloomie58273 жыл бұрын
R.I.P 💙💚💜😞... What A Tragic Story... Continued Well Wishes To His Family... 💙💜💚😞
@fanrco7665 жыл бұрын
i remember as a kid, i used to listen to dubstep for the drops and never really cared about the musical or atmospheric element. when i discovered this song, i waited and waited for the drop, and it never came. but when i was waiting, i realized how absorbed and moved i was by it. i cant put it into words, but it shifted my dumb noise obsessed teenage mind into finding beauty in the sonics and composition of music as opposed to some gimmicky "drop". this song really changed the way i listen to music.
@thepyjamaguy49893 жыл бұрын
Same thing happened to me bro
@alejandromaciel80313 жыл бұрын
I know the feeling.
@haljordan16823 жыл бұрын
I'm late to comment but the same thing happened to me when i first discovered Deadmau5
@irgendsoeineziege10582 жыл бұрын
Never happend to me because Deadmau5 was actually the first electronic music I listened to.
@finngeometry7570 Жыл бұрын
Agreed, but I still don't shy away from a nice impactful drop. Hearing deadmau5 more *expanded* my taste than really changed it.
@RedEyeLion4 жыл бұрын
I'm 29, I just recovered a ton of photos from an old hard-drive I saved in a box, it's was broken but I managed to make it work, I'm now going through it as I listen to this music, the pictures from my teenage years, people I don't speak no more hugging and kissing me. What is this feeling, I feel so hopeless, I'm having this huge reality check, nothing is forever, enjoy every moment.
@NemesisX942 жыл бұрын
Nothing good lasts forever.
@imnotgay_butineedthemoney2 жыл бұрын
@shreemandpe8 ай бұрын
Nothing bad lasts forever.
@natesmith35928 жыл бұрын
This is the type of song that makes you blankly stare at the screen as you mentally drown in your emotions.
@johnleo64448 жыл бұрын
I think thats the best way to put it
@Chappy1157 жыл бұрын
yup...sounds about right lol
@Julsies77 жыл бұрын
i cant even begin to describe how much i relate to this
@its_deer7 жыл бұрын
You literally managed to nail down in one sentence what I'm doing right now
@whomanek7 жыл бұрын
totally :)
@Dclockvideos10 жыл бұрын
Listen to this song if you want to cry. Sometimes you need a good cry.
@Ma2xt10 жыл бұрын
Especially once you research the purpose and meaning behind it. massedmc.com/article/a-letter-to-deadmau5-bobby-clifford/
@MilkshakeMartin10 жыл бұрын
Matt Longmuir I just lost it. I knew the song was made for a few who passed, but I never knew the story. A few years later, I finally understand. Damn... Joel really is something.
@OfficialCubix10 жыл бұрын
+MilkshakeMartin Amor Fati. Y~Y
@szymondudzinski59265 жыл бұрын
When i need to cry i listen to Avicii :(
@MassReflux5 жыл бұрын
This is great for a depressive meltdown on top of DSBM bands like Trist and Deadlife.
@PrometheusLKR8 жыл бұрын
This is art.
@eavesdropper05 жыл бұрын
Yes
@Loonaurtheworld5 жыл бұрын
@@eavesdropper0 I agree both the comment and your username
@timvista81258 жыл бұрын
This is what missing someone sounds like
@qwerty760848 жыл бұрын
+Tim Vista if you read the backstory to this song, it makes sense
@phantomstorm12508 жыл бұрын
+The Aki ik how ya feel
@timvista81258 жыл бұрын
***** yrah but i get very depressing vibes from it without the story
@phantomstorm12508 жыл бұрын
oh ik i can relate to the story of the song
@FLICFLACPARKOUR8 жыл бұрын
exactly, i just went through a breakup and on top of that when i finally got over it i found my dream girl.....but she loves one of my friens.......and sayd no to me
@moonlightcreature8 жыл бұрын
It is so astonishing to think that you could have missed some unknown emotions hidden in your mind and that this kind of magic sound just arise from the deepest places of your soul...
@enzoTHEferrari8 жыл бұрын
Bro... That's deep as fuck.
@byjoaopmg28 жыл бұрын
this kind of music really brings incredible sensations
@amnscottnn54818 жыл бұрын
Your comment has so much truth to it... the song reveals emotions that otherwise would've never likely surfaced.
@moonlightcreature8 жыл бұрын
thanks friends ! happy to see that I m not the only one who feel this!
@amnscottnn54818 жыл бұрын
+Mohamed M. It makes me also think about my love, a girl I've had an eye on for years and am finally dating. It's sad because I don't know if she likes me back like I do with her. Anyways, good comment friend
@yungmark7 жыл бұрын
Most comments are people thinking of sad things, however I think about every memory I have ever had, everything I've done, and everything I have yet to do. This song hits me deep and makes me realize that we have to enjoy every moment in life. I'm 19 years old right now and have lived an excellent life so far... here's to another 84 more years!
@djsaidez2716 жыл бұрын
At least!
@alexm77772 жыл бұрын
It's hard not to dwell on the past and your regrets.
@arthurstone6522 жыл бұрын
@@alexm7777 You just answered your own question my friend, it is hard not to dwell on the past and/or regrets. You simply don't... I know, I know, much easier said than done but try replacing the word "dwell" for "learn". Learn from your past, everything you've done, learn from it. Understand that the past is the past, something that can't be changed but only learned from. With that knowledge, take it into your future and shape it to your absolute best version of yourself. You don't need to revel in the past, but understand why/ how it happened, learn from it, and keep climbing, because we are already at the very top of the mountain, and we're barely just getting started... Hope this finds you well, and as always, have a good one my friend. -S
@smh_2402 жыл бұрын
Respect for deadmau5 doing this, even if he wasn't crazy important, Robert was still one of us. rest easy buddy.
@stephenc18835 жыл бұрын
This song is a portrayal of the 5 stages of grief/how it feels to lose a loved one. As the song progresses, this is what each section of the song reminds me of. 1. Denial - 0:00 You are lost. You feel empty, overwhelmed, nothing makes sense. 2. Anger - 0:25 You question yourself: Why didn't I spend more time with this person? Why me? Why didn't I do something about this earlier? 3. Bargaining - 1:33 You will do anything to get that person back. You want your loved one restored. 4. Depression - 3:36 You feel emptiness once again. It lasts forever. Why go on in life? Is there any point? 5. Acceptance - 5:25 You must live in a world without your loved one. It is the new norm you need to accept. The person will always be in your heart. I can't describe what this song makes me feel. I am extremely thankful that I have not lost a loved one during my life, but I can only imagine that this song is what it feels like to go through a loss. If you took the time to read this comment, thank you :)
@TheShadowWolf15 жыл бұрын
5 stages of grief
@morgan51855 жыл бұрын
Wow... This describes it very well
@soup79175 жыл бұрын
Appreciate the comment greatly. All the best, friend
@fikrirahmatnurhidayat49884 жыл бұрын
Current Situation
@hrushikesh83334 жыл бұрын
That's great man... You've made me cry.
@xiaoxiaoxiao6864 жыл бұрын
4:26 This beating heart sound is actually what you would feel if you were bleeding to death as your heart accelerates and pumps harder in a desperate aptempt to keep blood pressure high enough but failing because you're losing too much blood. This is called hypovolemic shock btw.
@kxn9283 жыл бұрын
Good to know
@Martin-gr1fm2 жыл бұрын
That would be terrifying
@VSystem_2 жыл бұрын
that's scary..
@stephanieclements2490 Жыл бұрын
This makes me see this song a lot differently now… it’s a lot more eerie and creepy but yet beautiful at the same time
@NothingFace92.5 Жыл бұрын
This throbbing pounding sound is what u would feel when ur boyfriend has u bent over the bed rail, as he pumps harder in a desperate attempt to keep u from realizing that he (much like urself) has only a below average size penis and is furiously pounding away to over compensate for his short cumings.
@codykanitz977 жыл бұрын
this that type of song that makes you stare blank and think deep shit while driving alone at night..
@TheSmigko6 жыл бұрын
Cody K keep ya head up g
@jj-ml7wq5 жыл бұрын
at a lonely highway while you can see the lights of the city on your mirrors every time more far away
@unidentifiablegamer81923 жыл бұрын
So true.
@JoshuaCastillo6309 Жыл бұрын
And then an 18 wheeler kills the vibe.
@Enforcer1229 жыл бұрын
This is true electronic music. Deadmau5 is a modern day Mozart...
@ssalomeja9 жыл бұрын
your pic - exactly how i look right now
@childofgod93109 жыл бұрын
KING FARAGE I agree
@quepacho649 жыл бұрын
WOOOOOO! That's a bit too much, but he's definitely the Mozart of electronic music
@JDX458 жыл бұрын
+WOOOOOO! Amen
@ANDR3alfaro8 жыл бұрын
Might be an exaggeration there, but he is the misunderstood musical genius of our time
@xxunrelaxx8 жыл бұрын
I miss you mom. Wish i could see you again.
@yzinfinity69278 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss bro. I know exactly how it feels. Its hard losing the people that brought you into this world, because they can never be replaced. Stay strong man.
@MacEwanMouse8 жыл бұрын
You can if you have a picture.
@canadianao4828 жыл бұрын
I miss a lot of ppl too. Stay strong tho
@YaphetS68 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss. Stay strong.
@junkang48178 жыл бұрын
Stay strong brother. ;)
@ainselcrowvenski48710 жыл бұрын
Close your eyes and think about the memories of your life. Start with the small memories, then as the song builds, think about the more prominent ones.
@aetreum38257 жыл бұрын
that moved me
@ainselcrowvenski4877 жыл бұрын
SharkmusicTV Thank you :)
@Garcoizeable7 жыл бұрын
Well, that made me cry... a lot. :')
@ceramikxxx58825 жыл бұрын
I cant remember shit
@dreambiscuits4 жыл бұрын
No
@dawsonhicks59297 жыл бұрын
This is one of my favorite pieces of music ever. It's amazing how the same melody repeated over and over can have such a huge emotional impact.
@vaudvillevillain_3 жыл бұрын
It's not the notes themselves, it's how they're toned out. That sad depressing synth can make any progression have that certain feel.
@WavebiteDubstep8 жыл бұрын
Pure emotion in this one. Just sit back and think.....
@gayestsexhaver8 жыл бұрын
Must've been very emotional for everybody when deadmau5 played this...
@durrantmiller88107 жыл бұрын
Everyone at a rave just starts bawling. That would be hilarious
@gayestsexhaver7 жыл бұрын
XD
@isthiscash7 жыл бұрын
i dont think deadmau5 shows are just raves. theyre an experience, theyre one of the best moments one could ever experience. dont just call it a rave. i dont think people go to mau5 shows for drugs or other bad stuff you find at raves. they go for the music, for the visuals, for joel, for experiencing something that cant be experienced somewhere else
@thechanman16404 жыл бұрын
@@isthiscash they go to understand the true meaning of life love your music btw
@dman14173 жыл бұрын
@@durrantmiller8810 Lol I started bawling once at a Deadmau5 show when he was playing Strobe. I was extremely high and was just suddenly overcome with a wave of overwhelming emotion at the music, love for my friends, and the sheer beauty of 10,000 sweaty bodies all moving together at once in unity and harmony. It felt like this giant sea of humanity and love. It was incredibly intense, the emotion felt like it was just going to burst out of me and so it kinda did. It was super embarrassing though because my friend noticed and she was all concerned that something was wrong with me.
@Bluefireflareonspam11 ай бұрын
I recently lost one of my friends to suicide And I feel Indescribably bad knowing I failed to save their life I hope he’s in a better place now
@FirewolfClash11 ай бұрын
You still did your best to help this person. Man can not prevent every tragedy, but always trying is important. Keep going.
@Bluefireflareonspam10 ай бұрын
@@FirewolfClash its all my fucking fault... Thanks to me many people are grieving
@mau5head928 жыл бұрын
When things gets complicated or everything is fucked off,this is my ideal song.
@pancrazio18 жыл бұрын
sometimes they do
@byjoaopmg27 жыл бұрын
This song of calm, inspiration
@Mehmetyldrm_7 жыл бұрын
I know the feeling.
@cervichthyoquine7 жыл бұрын
This song makes me proud to be on the same planet as this magnificent artist. This alone makes me forgive and forget all the horrible things humans have done. Joel has talent of which humans weren't supposed to have. If there is a heaven, deadmau5's soul was mistakenly misplaced on our world, and his music is a way for him to feel the heavens.
@leileip074 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@britneychester61765 ай бұрын
MUSIC IS 'FOOD FOR THE SOUL' 👑👑🪄🪄💕💕❤❤🐭🐭🍹🍹🍷🍷🐭🐭🐭🐭🐭🐭
@voidzyn8 жыл бұрын
I miss you my friend. Wish i could see you again!
@eravaash8 жыл бұрын
+heyitschekmark I want you to hit me so hard I will get taken away by DHS ;-;
@epiccat6767 жыл бұрын
"Copy And Paste"
@kalebstuart10034 жыл бұрын
I'm 22 years old, starting July 11th. I found this song 8 years ago as I started my 8th grade year, moving from my grandparents' house to my mother's. When I first found this song it was literally nothing short of an escape. And to this day, it's euphoric. Thank you, Joel.
@CturiX.IREALLY10 жыл бұрын
still cant get over the fact specific wavelengths, and notes can trigger emotions, feelings, memories; to bare into a pool of tears, to wreck out at an object, or even tear your heart out to many other beings witnessing
@234paka8 жыл бұрын
May your soul be in peace Bobby Clifford RIP :'(
@dylanp.45955 жыл бұрын
Holy Fuck it’s Shingo
@hughesj5 жыл бұрын
Chungus Mode C O O L V I B R A T I O N S
@pddroo8 жыл бұрын
Feels like healing.
@lilsiinner10828 жыл бұрын
For my dog who died in January... i still miss you Dyna.
@ghosthardware90508 жыл бұрын
i lost my dog april 26th. i feel your pain
@kpoperzwhodontcarehaterz49345 жыл бұрын
😢😢😢
@unidentifiablegamer81923 жыл бұрын
Lost my dog right before corona hit. RIP Roxy 2016-2020 Died of: Brain tumor
@tanet57173 жыл бұрын
Lost mine when I was nine I'm 13 now and still dont own one
@bloomie58273 жыл бұрын
R.I.P 💙💜💚😞... I'm Sorry For Your Loss, Continued Well Wishes To You And Your Family 💚💜💙😞, Stay Strong. ❤
@CamitoHatsune8 жыл бұрын
Im glad this song exist in the universe
@dman14175 жыл бұрын
Music is the highest art form in the universe, nothing else can so eloquently translate human thoughts and emotions into a language that is universally understood across the planet. Thank you Joel for this masterpiece. Words can not describe what it makes me feel, but if you listen closely you'll feel it too.
@jros27212 жыл бұрын
To my deathbed, this will be the most important piece of music in my life. So many memories attached to it. Still remember 7 years ago staying at the beach overnight watching the stars
@stevepang44406 жыл бұрын
It really saved me from suicide. Thx so much man 😢😢😇😇
@George-lt9mj6 жыл бұрын
Funny how things work, this song makes me want to kill myself lmao
@ValerinePrisma6 жыл бұрын
George im with u XD
@koenfrfc5 жыл бұрын
Not trying to be mean but how can something sad save you from a even more sad something
@deangriffith38935 жыл бұрын
@@koenfrfc the amount of sadness in this world can be overwhelming for some individuals. Even so much as to make them not want to participate in it anymore.
@shuji5585 жыл бұрын
i hope youre doing better ❤️ stay strong for me
@sanguinius38856 жыл бұрын
man, I remember listening to this song on repeat when i was in the 10th grade and only 15 years old. I was texting this girl and finally mustered up the courage to tell her how I felt, always the worry of uncertainty being the biggest roadblock as a kid. Turns out she was into me and I got the text back listening to this song. It was the first time i felt something like love towards a "partner". I can still recall the feeling listening to this song now. it changed me...Anyway, the point of this comment is to say that you will never be the best version of yourself if you don't seize every opportunity you can in your life. Take a leap of faith! believe in yourself! you may have people to help you on your way but nobody is going to do it yourself. It comes down to you...YES YOU! Be the best version of yourself and you will radiate happiness until the day you die.
@knrz25622 жыл бұрын
😿
@jayesuu50812 жыл бұрын
so what happened?? don't leave us hanging like that bruh.
@larynes56 жыл бұрын
0:00 - 0:20 - waiting for diagnosis 0:21 - 1:04 - oncology 1:05 - 1:33 - notification of the closest people 1:34 - 2:19 - crying too much 2:20 - 3:00 - life continues, the search for a cure 3:01 - 3:30 - "i will die like a street dog" she said 3:31 - 4:15 - pain 4:16 - 4:50 - novocaine is useless now 4:51 - 5:14 - agony 5:15 - 5:40 - goodbye mom
@nekozombie4 жыл бұрын
hope you're feeling better :(
@larynes54 жыл бұрын
@@nekozombie I'm good, thank you :) Mom's love, what she's given to me, motivate me to do better things, even without her.
@tilsgee4 жыл бұрын
F😥😣😔😔 its happenend to me 3 years ago (Crying)
@tanet57173 жыл бұрын
This fucked me up
@Blizzy.3 жыл бұрын
holy fuck i know this is 2 years old but damn..
@mollyostien50512 жыл бұрын
I’ve been listening to this song almost every day for the past 2 years. It fills an empty void in my heart. How I interpret this song, is every memory I’ve ever had, and can remember, open in one full 5 minutes. From the start of life to the end, I believe this masterpiece is a happy one. I can genuinely see myself having a happy ending by the end of the song. Thank you deadmau5. I’ll never forget how this made me feel.
@wyatt80007 жыл бұрын
Makes me think about all those pencils i lost in school
@durrantmiller88107 жыл бұрын
RIP
@achingheart7 жыл бұрын
Or about all the socks got lost in the washing machine
@wyatt80007 жыл бұрын
I miss you pencils...
@durrantmiller88107 жыл бұрын
Ratungo You can get through this man.
@golfwang80847 жыл бұрын
YOUR PROFILE IM DED
@chilbertpapicocoa5 жыл бұрын
For Anna.....1981-2017 I miss you everyday!!!
@snail872610 жыл бұрын
Was listening then all of a sudden i started tearing up like dafuq
@Fraytus10 жыл бұрын
Dafuq bro
@snail872610 жыл бұрын
I dont know its was fucking weird i teared up for like 20 seconds then i was just like the fuckk ?
@Ma2xt10 жыл бұрын
TickleMeGinger Wanna hug it out, bitch?
@Ma2xt10 жыл бұрын
TickleMeGinger Fuck yeah.
@theyoungster29 жыл бұрын
What just happened here.
@d410music5 жыл бұрын
I lost my cat a few weeks ago, I heard this a couple months earlier than the death. I thought of this song when we had to put her down. Ever since I've been crying myself to sleep. This sort of depression inside me. It feels horrible, she was an amazing cat. 4 years of pure joy. Joel, you are amazing. R.I.P Jessie 2014 - 2018
@byjoaopmg28 жыл бұрын
perfect music to meditate, think about life
@skanaholm67487 жыл бұрын
joao paulo yes
@prutata7 жыл бұрын
joao paulo listen to The End by c418 to think about your life. :)
@shareten12473 жыл бұрын
i think cry is what ure saying
@fleridanfox61508 жыл бұрын
I dunno what I think of when I hear this song. Perhaps it's sad, but also happy, like living a bittersweet moment, or maybe like a happy memory, wishing you could relive it. I dunno. All I know is that it fills me with some deep emotions.
@fleridanfox61508 жыл бұрын
I miss my old friends back in Allen...
@ThePixelationWorld7 жыл бұрын
me to 😔
@familyman56707 жыл бұрын
So true
@MonkeyLuffyDragon7 жыл бұрын
you're right !
@djsaidez2716 жыл бұрын
I think of the several times that I moved, missing the few friends that I made, that related to me, that appreciated me. I'm thinking of how lucky I am to be blessed with a wonderful life, and of how to make the best of it, how to make myself proud. How to do something that would let my future self, close to dying, look back at my life and think, I did well.
@witnessgoxa69138 жыл бұрын
i miss my mom soo much right now
@al1ve7046 жыл бұрын
witness goxa me too man, she not dead she just lives over 6000 miles away from me
@kpoperzwhodontcarehaterz49345 жыл бұрын
Me too, she left me alone in this world full of lies, She didn't pass away but she left me when my dad passed away and she left me for the sake of another husband😭😭😭and I haven't seen her for a really long time,about 2 or 3 years,she's like a dead mother though😢
@vincent_hall5 жыл бұрын
:,-(
@ablixaa5 жыл бұрын
witness goxa youre a true legend, my man.
@tilsgee4 жыл бұрын
Me too😌
@meghanshaw11448 жыл бұрын
I love this song but hate how it makes me feel
@SloppyMcFloppy10294 жыл бұрын
Am i the only one that wants to talk about the absolutely beautiful sound design and production on this? That synth is on a whole new level...
@youngvegas81153 жыл бұрын
This is the only song I've ever cried to
@xxxMEXICANxNINJAxxx10 жыл бұрын
Someone already posted this, but it's been long since flushed into the comment section, here it is again for you all to enjoy as you listen to this master piece. i want this song to be playing on my deathbed. when it builds up i will remember all the good times i had with my friends and family and the hardships i had in between and how i overcomed it all and the struggle, blood, sweat, and determination brought me to where i lay that fateful day. and when the song drops off at 5:24 is where i slowly close my eyes and embrace the welcoming into the dimension beyond.
@nochannelaccess94614 жыл бұрын
Life is short. There's no getting around it. But enjoy it as much as you can. You don't need money to be happy. Do what makes you happy. That's what life is for.
@unidentifiablegamer81923 жыл бұрын
No Channel Access I needed this. Legit. Thx for making me think life is great.
@thepyjamaguy49893 жыл бұрын
Wow
@nynameisnyan208 жыл бұрын
The sound of loneliness fills you with determination.
@qwerty760848 жыл бұрын
+Jeremiah .W no
@byjoaopmg28 жыл бұрын
Indeed, this music also brings me motivation
@familyman56707 жыл бұрын
Scorpion mk2 undertale reference boi
@zhiyarali5577 жыл бұрын
Deadmau5 is inspiration.
@goodmorningcptn7 жыл бұрын
I think about my brother when listening to this song.... He's not dead or anything, he just likes Deadmau5 hehe xd
@googletranslator99787 жыл бұрын
You should call him. I think I accidently............
@ThePapagasho7 жыл бұрын
hahahaha!!!
@crowns99666 жыл бұрын
lol
@kylealexandergomezfckuimbatman6 жыл бұрын
same, except my brother actually passed. i always spaced out as i sink into reminiscence of the good ol' days.
@kpoperzwhodontcarehaterz49345 жыл бұрын
I wish I had a brother too😅
@nikoflow_fm95415 жыл бұрын
well... here i am again at 12am... ready to cry my heart out not only for what i lost but for what i have.
@Cole2OO53 жыл бұрын
If I'm just being honest... this song just makes me tear up. It just makes me remember all of my young days..... makes me remember when life didn't be so hard... but as time does go on... life will get more stressful or harder..... If you think about it... this song just makes you emotional either mentally or physically... and it just makes you remember what life was and is like now. I just love what Deadmau5 does for his music.... and as Tim Vista said "This is what missing someone sounds like" Just be who you are and enjoy your life while it lasts... We will end up being 6ft below the ground one day. whoever reads this, have a great life..
@uggkitsune54423 жыл бұрын
Yeah man, I feel the exact same way about this song. I was around eight or nine when k heard this song for the first time. It’s my favorite of all time.
@lookitdatassby5 жыл бұрын
The abyss is horrifying, yet comforting in how it can take you in when you feel your loneliest. You can't help but find some peculiar peacefulness as you push away those who love you, while managing to loathe yourself for doing it. If we keep everyone out, then they can't see our weaknesses, our flaws and imperfections. You feel something deep in you, desperately clawing through the skull and heart to try and reach out for something more; distractions and reasons to stay around. These might be people, projects, drugs, crimes, anything to busy the mind. To keep this soothing darkness at bay. To keep it from pushing you into doing the irreversible. Sooner or later, these distractions fade away. You find yourself being unable to feel what you define as genuine happiness and love. You start to convince yourself you're some monster. That you are unworthy of love and kindness. You toss around in bed, on the floor, in the shower, trying to be okay. But you feel like you can't. The throat begins to swell, your eyes wettening, the sides of your mouth pulling downward, the mind is rushing with an overload of information, thoughts, memories, and images. You can't breathe. You may find yourself doing something you wish you could take back. There's a darkness within you that you can't describe to other people, for fear of being outcasted. You feel isolated, and unworthy of anything but the mental hell you have trapped yourself in. But you are not alone. If you need proof, just listen to the music, and allow yourself to feel Joel/deadmau5's pain through this track. There's a deep sorrow there, but one can almost feel at ease to know finally that they are not alone. As shitty as that sounds. Wherever you are in your life, or how you're feeling at this moment, I hope you can get on the right track to heal. Much love, A rando on the internet (P.S. I seriously recommend following this song by "Strobe". It feels like two blend into each other.)
@thecommentator66945 жыл бұрын
Thanks man. All the best.
@michaelfathy60655 жыл бұрын
whoa..
@YM-fw7lc3 жыл бұрын
You are never truly alone with your feelings in this world. Music is proof of that.
@warrenparker70022 жыл бұрын
I remember listening to this on the way to the airport with my Mom. She found out how my Dad had been treating me for around 2.5 years. To keep it short it was hell, abuse, food insecurity, moving from place to place, homelessness. And then it was over and this song came on, and I cried so hard. Thank you Deadmau5 for making this, it's a beautiful peace of art that has helped me process my emotions and grow better as a person. I was 12 then, now I'm 18 going on 19. Very precious memories.
@alphachestnut2 жыл бұрын
this will forever be my favourite deadmau5 track
@aconexofficial6 жыл бұрын
This song is an emotional rollercoaster. In the beginning I feel really sad and at the end I feel happy.
@nhatnam20385 жыл бұрын
Miss you pencil , you may never be found , but you will always be in my heart
@JunkBondTrader Жыл бұрын
this song makes me think of all the dumb mistakes I've made. Any young people listening... Be really careful with drugs. If you take it too far, it's only fun for a couple years maybe, before your life goes to complete hell.
@jcbanbury Жыл бұрын
Uh oh. Happened to me, did it happen to you??
@vex40876 жыл бұрын
I dedicated this song to my boyfriend, who gave me the love no one had before... He broke up with me a week ago because of me. I keep making the same mistakes...
@devtiwari22836 жыл бұрын
Same here:)
@erlgr6 жыл бұрын
I wish I could see you again, grandma. I went to your house to have lunch everyday. We talked about modern days when we turned on the computer. Don't you remember all of those pictures? Don't you remember when you showed me the internet? Please, grandma, now show me how to live without you... How to live without the one who introduced me to the world, without the one who made my childhood, without the one who made the cousins be together. Now that you're gone, they're gone too... They went with friends, and I'm alone, grandma, I'm alone... I found a friend, but my thoughts are still private. Thank you for everything, grandma. I love you.
@mindeater98077 жыл бұрын
Like I said, this is one of those songs that makes you question your existance in the universe
@oxii33884 жыл бұрын
I've come to realize, as i am listening to it over and over again, that this song has its own language. This is why we can't possibly describe it with words, and this song in particular is beyond art. Music is the most precious thing we've ever been gifted.
@EverTruu2 жыл бұрын
Definitely one of the saddest songs of all time and that says a lot because I am the lord of sad songs
@reinleafisgey56278 жыл бұрын
This is the sound of my feels everyday
@seanbrowne24798 жыл бұрын
thx scented clorox
@SHAEKI-DeLaZonaFrikiTV9 жыл бұрын
4:59 It's like your heart beating
@lilsiinner10828 жыл бұрын
i think that was what he meant. to say. if ur dead u wont hear that anymore
@lucasjen28256 жыл бұрын
the magic of sidechain
@xiaoxiaoxiao6865 жыл бұрын
When you bleed to much your heart beats really hard and fast trying to compensate the blood loss, that’s called hypovolemic shock.
@DerpdonutxD11 жыл бұрын
Out of all the songs deadmau5 has made, this is my favorite. Forget the dancing, forget the fist pumping. This is that rare feeling that you get only when you know nothing can harm you, and that you're proud of who you are. And I'd say that's a hell of a lot better than dancing.
@user-ve9io8mz6k6 жыл бұрын
Man this song still moves me. I never had anything specific that connected with to this but rather the expression is how I often feel. It’s funny how sound can mirror emotion. I wonder if anyone that reads this can relate to that.
@the_dietcam2 жыл бұрын
This version is way better than the release version. The doubletime "heartbeat" on the later half of the song is superb.
@FaZeRuler5 жыл бұрын
This song is very emotional. I LOVE it, my mind can completely relax to this masterpiece.
@yuhau15353 жыл бұрын
this song has lore, maybe you already know what happend, maybe
@user-ec3ge8zr3u2 жыл бұрын
Joel made this track to let our guys to member that fans,dead on a fucking traffic mistake before deadmau5's live.R.I.P is so emotional.
@juiceline82214 жыл бұрын
As someone who has never personally been a huge fan of Deadmau5’s style of music, this song is absolutely incredible in so many ways.
@sean..L8 ай бұрын
This is the feeling of tears welling up, remembering beautiful places and bittersweet moments.
@ThaXxM0BxX8 жыл бұрын
I miss my socks. Each laundry day at a time, I'm losing a pair. Fml RIP nike socks
@moddyai7 жыл бұрын
if you want to talk, im here
@ashleyham8037 жыл бұрын
I lost my socks every laundry day too... i feel for u ;-;
@poodlelord6 жыл бұрын
Delete this, you should feel shame for writing it
@ceramikxxx58825 жыл бұрын
LOL
@WolfKnightHD8 жыл бұрын
The emotions this song gives is truly amazing
@SloppyMcFloppy1029 Жыл бұрын
Still coming back, but then again, what else could give me this feeling?
@michaeltom6375 жыл бұрын
Probably one of the best and most natural representations of severe depression and the pain and the unknown that comes with it.
@kyle41505 жыл бұрын
This makes me remember allot of things... When I needed to put my dad in jail because of my mom... When my dad cried in front of me and said he will love me forever... When he tried to buy anything he could for me... I am legit crying.. It makes me realize that my life is wrong, I tought this was normal when this happened. I remember fighting on the phone and screaming, loud, loud screaming. Me crying in my room all alone, nobody with me. eating chocolate and staring at the wall. I also remember when my boyfriend kissed his best friend in front of me... My only friend, the only one I loved. All gone in one second, being depressed the next day. Cutting myself... Feeling useless, that leads me to the internet. To find people that care, to find songs like this... Thank you... Thank you for this song, and thank you for reading..
@p_Hak3 жыл бұрын
Are you OK now?
@ItsKimAndNancy9 жыл бұрын
Man thus made me cry me and my friend anthony were best friends since pre k he left in high school to a different state the last word he said before I saw him the last time is ," believe" that realy encouraged me and thanks to him im here following my dreams memories. But sometimes you have to let go of friends some day 😩😪
@al1ve7046 жыл бұрын
Gansta_Gaming facebook my dude
@hatoftricks71325 жыл бұрын
But you still play roblox together right?
@nochannelaccess94614 жыл бұрын
Did you not keep in touch? Either way, it sucks to lose a friend.
@cleartone245 жыл бұрын
BEST SONG EVER!!
@finngeometry7570 Жыл бұрын
my favorite song ever and it's not really close...
@alejandrocristian2 жыл бұрын
No puedo ser el único latinoamericano que este escuchando este pedazo de tema. Está canción me hace sentir solo y libre a misma vez. No sé cómo explicarlo.
@agrenhartz1563 Жыл бұрын
Mira la historia detrás de esta canción y te emocionara aún más.
@fikrirahmatnurhidayat49884 жыл бұрын
To my ex, who ended up moving on from me while I tried to fix myself for you. Thanks for finding the new one so fast. I'm worthless, 3 years being with you, isn't that valuable for you. But at least, you're now happy. That was what I want you to be.
@funarrates66354 жыл бұрын
Damn
@Bijiketapang0014 жыл бұрын
Bukan jodoh lu bro. Semoga lu dapet yang lebih baik dan lu ga melakukan kesalahan yang sama. Dia udah bahagia, dan gua yakin lu juga bakal bahagia. Everyone deserves their own happiness
@fikrirahmatnurhidayat49884 жыл бұрын
@@Bijiketapang001 finally I found someone from my country
@Bijiketapang0014 жыл бұрын
@@fikrirahmatnurhidayat4988 same for me, lol
@gewoony29722 жыл бұрын
You made me cry, wish you the best. After 2 years if you'll ever read this. How are you pal?
@justagrlwithnoname5 жыл бұрын
I will love this forever, thank you Joel
@tophblindearthbender7 жыл бұрын
Everytime I'm having a bad day or I'm just lonely. I always find myself coming to this song. I just sit here and think about all the good times i've had in my life and the reason why i should keep pushing forward and move past all of the hardships and just make myself better
@TheD4RT5 жыл бұрын
This track truly reminds me of the love of my life and all the great memories we had together. God I miss her.. never take the one you care about the most for granted, never.
@ozzzyru Жыл бұрын
Lets take a moment to pay tribute to Meowingtons and Bobby Clifford.
@exixy69582 жыл бұрын
Idk what it is about this song. I always find my self gritting my teeth staring into the abyss with no thoughts. God I miss you Felicia why is it always car accidents...
@thomaslindiv53295 жыл бұрын
I’ll have to admit it. I originally liked the while 1
@byjoaopmg27 жыл бұрын
This song makes me sad, but at the same time it motivates me
@user-du5tn1kp8w4 жыл бұрын
Same
@hardstyleboi10275 жыл бұрын
I used to live north of Paris (I now live in Belgium). There has been many terrorist attacks there recently and my parents worried about my safety there. They wanted me to leave there. So I would travel to parts of Europe to see what place I would move there. The last day I was in Paris, I listened to this song, knowing that I would have to leave a place that I have stayed for many years. This song always makes my memory drown away and the only thing I know is the song. This is one of the best EDM song of all time.
@duonggiabao47265 жыл бұрын
RIP , My beloved Grandma. Thank you for this masterpiece , Deadmau5.This reminds me of those emotional memories i had with her........
@chrisweidner98855 жыл бұрын
Sometimes words can't describe how you feel. Music can.
@nobodyswolf_nw5 жыл бұрын
Memories are returning...😢😢
@morgan51855 жыл бұрын
The low growly tones in this song perfectly describes what an anxiety attack *sounds* like
@vaudvillevillain_3 жыл бұрын
and the sound at the end describes panic attacks.
@user-du5tn1kp8w2 жыл бұрын
Almost 2 years ago, I lost a close friend of mine, due to him overdosing on alcohol and drugs, this made me very sad as a person, me losing a close friend is something I never imagined would happen at such a young age, life since then has been very different, more ups than downs though, and that all thanks, to one person, this person, I met 4 months ago, made my life a lot happier than it used to be, mainly her caring and kidness is what made me really like her, and I can't see a life without her, because she is that important to me, she did things for me, that no one else did, everyone failed to make me feel happy, except her, she is by far the most amazing human I've ever met, because the things she did, also means a lot for the people around me, before I met her, people would mostly see me sad and depressed, but now, people see me, happy, and thankful for living this life I am living Karla, I love you, so so much, you did so so much for me, and even when we don't talk, you do a lot for me, because I know, you love me, for who I am as a person, you are extremely special and worthy to me, te amo mucho, mi amor
@djm30wm1x47 жыл бұрын
This reminds me of the fact that I'll never be able to go back to memories, you think about them and you get happy because you remember how wonderful they were but you really want to do them again so you realize you can't. And then it hits you that every good thing that happens in your life can't be re-visited, and every time you try it just makes you long for better times even more. You can't remake something as beautiful as a good memory, but you can always look at them again, some of the most beautiful things in life cannot be touched or bought or even seen. Some things are just so perfect that they are just there to remind you that you are never going to acheive happieness out of things, and I know this sounds cheesy but it's true. If it wasint for these things no matter what they are, the world would not have value.
@ygolohcysp87557 жыл бұрын
I get your trying to say something deep but uhhh...."you can always look back to them" then follow up with "some of the most beautiful things cannot bee seen..." you contradict.
@nicknicknick11595 жыл бұрын
Imagine being so good at making music that you give people feels with no words at all
@ratmilk92609 жыл бұрын
Joel either dedicated or made this song for a fan of his whom passed. Not sure which.
@RIVERVIEWIAM9 жыл бұрын
He dedicated it to a friend of his who died from a drug overdose if I remember correctly.
@ratmilk92609 жыл бұрын
I heard it was to a fan from a car crash. Im not sure but its not worth arguing over.
@RIVERVIEWIAM9 жыл бұрын
James Stethem Agreed. Either way, amazing music.
@dot_frost8 жыл бұрын
+Gowd this was the most polite internet discussion, I'm impressed.
@djsaidez2716 жыл бұрын
+TJ McGregor Back to you.
@PANDXRA_BEATZ5 жыл бұрын
Most emotional and beautiful track ever! That track heal the soul!
@jackalvah39326 жыл бұрын
And now... A little poetry. With the mist that covers my feet, the friends that I hold dear, one day again we'll meet, and burst to tears, allow me the chance to see that who you were then is truly to be. Is this you? Is this the ice or the storm? If not you then who? The ice we see is cold in form. This is the mist which covers my feet, my soul. Is it you my friend? Have you come with dice, yet again to roll?