Clean 40 days off heroin .. not been easy but life is much better
@thagreatfrank30715 жыл бұрын
That's awesome keep it up you can beat the battle!!
@proudpennsylvaniaman79965 жыл бұрын
Hell yeah hopefully 46 now @Tyler Koenecke
@BeeSmokeYT5 жыл бұрын
Hopefully 48 now one step at a time
@tylerkoenecke73025 жыл бұрын
Real Lyrics yeah vivitrol helps me a lot
@kuttafamily75265 жыл бұрын
49
@kaylas6675 жыл бұрын
Almost 3 years clean from heroin! 🙌🏼 by gods grace
@TonyNewJersey14 жыл бұрын
I'm happy for you. Stay strong!!
@stuliw2724 жыл бұрын
Amazing 💪💪👍
@Mischabelle874 жыл бұрын
That's cool that you're a believer but Kayla you are the one that got yourself clean right? I have to ask because when I ask recovering H addicts how they got clean, a handful have told me that they prayed to get clean and it helped. Some said that they simply asked God for help. I relapsed recently and I am not sure God wants to help me. I feel like I turned my back on him a while back but my soul is still here and I haven't lost my faith completely. I'm just struggling. I guess my question is can u tell me how u got clean and stayed clean for the last few years, aside from God? I need some advice.
@Falcons84554 жыл бұрын
@@Mischabelle87 I've been clean past two years with help from suboxone. You have to really want to get clean yourself. Can't do it for someone else. For me, when I was off heroin and on suboxone for decent amount of time, I think I got my clarity back and was able to realize why I had to stay clean. While on heroin, I definitely didn't want to ever stop. So, my advice is try your hardest to stay clean as long as possible to get your clarity back, then maybe this time you will finally see the reasons why it isn't worth it. Every day you are clean gives you a better chance of seeing things clearly. The longer you're away from it the less you think about it. Also, don't wait for God to help you, you gotta help yourself. It's insanely hard, but you can definitely do it. Avoid quitting cold turkey because that just makes things harder imo. Wish you the best Michelle!
@joshwolford76554 жыл бұрын
congrats keep it up
@stephenhall12805 жыл бұрын
Clean off heroin 3 years now.. its the worst drug ever. Takes everything and anything you have . Awesome channel !
@victorbanda48495 жыл бұрын
I’m guessing you haven’t heard of fentanyl
@noahblue5695 жыл бұрын
Victor Banda Herron and meth are the most addicting drugs. Drugs are addicting cause they raise your dopamine to unreal levels and heroine and meth do this the worst Wong is why addict would kill steal and go with out food for a fix cause they are rewiring their brain to put the drug above everything
@jacobcollinsworth65155 жыл бұрын
Nah bro meth is by far ive done both and meth is way worse
@stephenwilliams91545 жыл бұрын
Same problem different country keep it up you can do it
@stuliw2724 жыл бұрын
Good for you brother
@sprung50625 жыл бұрын
hey bruh , its me srpung, i got great news man i got pardoned for my felonies from 20years ago, i did it mate, im clean and bright future for me just wanted to let ya know homie, be easy friend
@jeezy47645 жыл бұрын
Happy for you bro
@kpv72515 жыл бұрын
I am around 15 years on my felonies no more arrests since the case ended what are the steps you take to get them exspunged if you don't mind me asking?
@stockinvestingtrading10145 жыл бұрын
S P R U N G t how can you get pardoned?
@billykoz64165 жыл бұрын
Awesome man. I'm so happy for u
@gachaclouds12204 жыл бұрын
@@stockinvestingtrading1014 *Snitchin*
@millsykooksy48636 жыл бұрын
Drug addiction should not be a criminal issue, it should be a medical/mental health issue.
@beckywhobrey75595 жыл бұрын
Totally agree
@ineedtogohome72935 жыл бұрын
It is
@jakeowens71725 жыл бұрын
Here in Indianapolis, cops are more commonly committing people into inpatient hospitals rather than arresting them. They aren't after the user's, they are after the dealers. Its becoming less common for users to get arrested.
@tonykillen91595 жыл бұрын
Not were I live they hate it I am Irish it's looked down on we're I live with is right but we have little help it's a disgrace
@reloadwrecks5 жыл бұрын
Uhh no. Because addictive people dont give a Fuck and it takes harsh shit to open eyes
@veronicamastronardi60246 жыл бұрын
Oh my!! Broke my heart to hear about your brother!! You are super strong for being so open and remaining so positive!! I’m so grateful I found your channel!! Thank you
@americanman63475 жыл бұрын
My sister passed away 2 years ago from heroin and I've done time just like you man. You're story sounds just like mine. I'm glad I found your channel. It makes me remember all the stories from my time in prison. People don't understand what its like
@marissabuoncora4013 Жыл бұрын
Hope you’re doing okay🙏🏼💜
@sav-5 жыл бұрын
3 years sober from heroin. Thank all the gods. So sorry for your loss. Love your channel. Have it on autoplay.
@theloosemoose82006 жыл бұрын
I had a CO bringing me water bottles full of vodka.. I'll tell you this, walking from my job back to the block with 4 bottles taped to my lower leg and passing through check points was scary ! Luckily I was cool with the guards from passing them every day for a decade ....
@andrewstrickland6098 Жыл бұрын
This is so freaking real bro. I been a fan for years but this one really hit home man. Definitely can relate to a lot of what you spoke on. I almost died from drugs in May 2022 and spent 4 months in the hospital bc of it. I will never take my life or those that care for me for granted ever again. I'm really hoping I can start a channel to help others. I'm 9 months sober and feels amazing.
@isaiah36997 ай бұрын
relapsed by now lol
@maplebear65276 жыл бұрын
Lockdown 23and1 I'm so sorry about your brother. Just want you to know, i'm 3 months, 3 weeks off the needle. 31yrs old, shooting since 19, hooked on painkillers since 14. And i mean HOOKED at 14. I've been trying to pass every day, a minute at a time. Just so happens, i started watching your vids recently. So you've been kinda like a wise, new friend whom i've never met. Was thinking of writing Grizzy just to say what up. I've only done a few days in county lockup in my life, but every minute was HELL. Dopesick and freezing. Thank you SO much for your videos bro. Much love my friend.
@lilkingspade5 жыл бұрын
How did you do it? Get off the needle i mean? Only asking you cause I began poppin pills at 14, been on the needle for 3 years now... I wanna stop, I juat... won't let myself I guess..
@Will-gu1tm5 жыл бұрын
I highly recommend trying kratom to get off opiates. That and exercise helped me a lot. And eating healthy and drinking a lot of water and using magnesium and tyrosine supplements
@dylanh14385 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry to hear about your brother and your friends in prison. It’s a heartbreak losing someone we are close to. My best friend since I was a toddler OD’d when he was 23. And by the way you are SO RIGHT about wanting to quit. If you do it for your family or your friends it won’t work... you gotta want it... bless up man love these videos coming from a regular white dude like myself. I never been to prison, but I been to jail and I ain’t going back. Thanks for your videos I love em
@joshuamoore97786 жыл бұрын
My brother died from a herion overdose 1 month ago. I feel your pain. Now a days herion isn't even herion its fentanyl and its street dealers that are dosing it out and have no idea how much a batch has. keep your head up man glad to see you have found youtube.
@tigerstrong92336 жыл бұрын
Joshua Moore This is true...
@lynnstrickland94035 жыл бұрын
Joshua Moore im so sorry for your pain... Jesus is the answer.. God bless you
@n.lightnin82985 жыл бұрын
@@Frank-mc7fj all fent dope in FLA usta be brown fire now all went funny weird Dilaudid type feeling but not good like that.... Way more addictive though as hard as that is to believe, I'm 3 yes clean now but spent 18days in bed the 1st time I got pinched....
@jonathanburgos59775 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss
@tonykillen91595 жыл бұрын
True there selling it in tablets that are meant to be Valium xanax in Ireland I laughed when someone told me how they felt I said ur taken bad shit get away
@andrewthompson14056 жыл бұрын
Heroin was hell bro and i wouldn't wish that on my worst enemies. Im sorry for your loss. In the 2 years I've been sober i have had 9 close friends die from that shit. Thanks for sharing your story
@bleachmandagreatest48226 жыл бұрын
Andrew Thompson stay clean brother
@ryanharrington63896 жыл бұрын
Been one for 12years. Soo awful
@ohioguy7276 жыл бұрын
Andrew Thompson same here man ibtake kratom everyday now i just lost another freind last week shit hurt me so bad when iblost my best freind in 2012 now i just wish i coukd help its savage out here
@jacquelinetrujillo5636 жыл бұрын
Been there because of a car wreck and getting hooked on pills. It was hell and ill never forget withdraws. My daughter is my strength. Godbless
@coolgirlkyndall1236 жыл бұрын
I've been clean 6days now. Such a battle. I hate that shit and hope anyone who is addicted find it within themselves to get clean.
@BongzillaBrutus5 жыл бұрын
I think it's awesome how you took your past and everything you've learned from your mistakes and turned it into something positive and your doing something REAL with your life. Your proof that a shady past doesn't define us as people. Keep up the good work man and God bless.
@Sequatchiemm5 жыл бұрын
I quit about 4 years ago my life has been so much better
@Alanaboo9124 жыл бұрын
I always wondered why anyone would try it in the first place, i'm curious what made you try it, and i'm happy for you being sober
@daneman633 жыл бұрын
@@Alanaboo912 I was a brutal heroin addict. No real explanation for why I tried it. Everyone knows it’s bad. For me it just kinda happened. People in my friend group did a lot of drugs. Eventually they started doing pain killers and I did em too. It just comes down to being young and dumb. You think it won’t happen to you. Like my 18 year old brain honestly thought I’d be able to dabble with it and not let it ruin my life.
@Billybob1234-z4d6 жыл бұрын
This ones deep my bro died same way Aug 2017 much respect to you and the channel is great dude.
@chinomuniz24146 жыл бұрын
I gave 7yrs of my life to the system frist time I ever seen these videos. Would have never known so many ppl where interested in prison stories.
@jacobhopkins87025 жыл бұрын
Check out AfterPrisonShow
@clickbait57145 жыл бұрын
@@jacobhopkins8702 don't.
@jonathanburgos59775 жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear about your brother. I lost my younger brother as well to heroin back in 2004. He was only 25. I was locked up at the time and paroled 14 days after he passed. I was first to find out. He passed away in Puerto Rico and his ex girlfriend in P.R. knew that his brother was locked up( myself). So I was given the news first and had to tell our father over the phone behind bars. I Will NEVER FORGOT that day. I refused to go to his funeral in a cuffs and shackles and I'm forever thankful for my father waiting till I was released almost 3 weeks later on parole to sadly bury my brother. I came to battle that addiction 11 years after his death but I can say that I am clean today and I know that destruction and pain that drug can cause. Thanks for the video and reminder that I need to stay on the right path
@Colty15 жыл бұрын
This video is very personal to me. I watched my aunt pass away from a fentanyl 8 hours after my grandfather passing. I’m sorry to hear about your brother. If you are addicted and having issues with drugs please find help. Your life is worth more then a short feeling of a high.
@chachiolivares56643 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss and pain
@brianjohnson57716 жыл бұрын
Much respect to you and I like your videos. I just wanted to send my condolences to you and your family on your brothers passing. Keep up the good work. Peace!
@huntertruth47906 жыл бұрын
My mom is a co at a prison in NC and she finds bags of tobacco hanging in the fence all the time. She hates having to be the bad guy because there are some really good people in there for some petty shit. She has never been offered a bribe nor would she use an inmate for any gain. I hate her working there but I do love when she brings home the whole shabang chips though. Love your videos bro. Keep it up.
@endlesspotential20792 жыл бұрын
She coming home with the chips, tell her thanks for the tobacco lol.
@onpoint5145 Жыл бұрын
She probably makes there lives Hell every chance she gets then comes home with the whole shabang and chips to tell you about it
@bobbybird8361 Жыл бұрын
Them shabangs tho
@jessicayoung69815 жыл бұрын
I’m 6 years clean off of H and I’m so grateful and blessed to be clean! It’s not easy to kick that beast but damn is it worth it! I got an amazing family now, a nice home, the best husband in the world and I’m pretty damn spoiled these days! I was homeless and had nothing when I got clean. I feel like a weak person all the time and if I can kick the habit I had man, it’s possible! It isn’t easy but it’s possible. Good luck to anyone out there trying to recover! Please know that you can do it! People do get better!
@stuliw2724 жыл бұрын
Congratulations
@BryanMcPherson4 жыл бұрын
Congrats
@kingab8143 жыл бұрын
dont forget about how good that heroin made you feel
@teamsters28243 жыл бұрын
@@kingab814 sad man wishing people’s down fall . Prayin for ya
@kaylas6673 жыл бұрын
Congratulations on your recovery girl!! H is a bitch and a half to get off of.
@rajgill75765 жыл бұрын
Advice nobody should ever have to use: when someone is turning blue from OD, start CPR. Their diaphram is literally paralyzed from being SO high. Force the blood to pump, force some fresh air in. Save a life.
@rebekahjm65755 жыл бұрын
Had to do this a few times within a few months to the same person. It’s an eerie feeling to see the look of death staring back at you. I took a CPR class as part of a community event; never did I think I would ever have to actually use it, but I am so thankful for that class.
@asimplebutimaginativeman23595 жыл бұрын
Yeah, it's a wild feeling watching that spo2 drops like a rock. I've had to breathe for people many times
@sherriviz10556 жыл бұрын
Lost my brother too. Drinking and driving. He was 28. Awful. Most painful person I have ever lost in my life.
@lockdown23and16 жыл бұрын
My cundolances
@petermcgeary16842 жыл бұрын
That's what he gets for drunk driving
@MatterInMyMind Жыл бұрын
@@petermcgeary1684W⚓️
@Jartran72 Жыл бұрын
I mean.. He could have just as easily killed an innocent family.. I want to have sympathy for you and the grief you are feeling but I have no sympathy for drunk drivers.
@Reggiezombiecop2 ай бұрын
@@Jartran72aww psychopath detected
@AngelaShiflet6 жыл бұрын
February 5th was my 10 year anniversary being clean.
@HollieMoodie5 жыл бұрын
Congrats on 11 years today!
@lovehueclique5 жыл бұрын
Relapse time!
@benclarke45294 жыл бұрын
Congrats on 12
@psb121214 жыл бұрын
CONGRATS
@johnking9755 жыл бұрын
i love how genuine you are man. this is what is the best thing about youtube. I love how real you are and how you are trying to give back. Its helping alot of people... thank you from Kentucky.
@durandenaro1717 Жыл бұрын
Big salute bro. Glad to see you turning things around from you're past. Condolences 4 you're brother. I lost one of my brothers the same way 3 months after my mom passed away. I found him dead in my bathroom. So I kno the feeling. That was in 2019. So hold ya head up salute from South Philly!!! We see ya
@bhunterbmw335is26 жыл бұрын
Recovering Oxycontin and Heroin addict of 6 years! sober since december 12th 2011. One day at a time man
@BHenz20115 жыл бұрын
Right there with ya, addiction is such a selfish disease.. You'll lie to yourself and especially lie to your loved ones, just to get your fix. I've been clean for 4 years now. Best decision I've ever made! R.I.P. to everyone who lost their lives to this horrible disease. It really is an epidemic!
@bmark79515 жыл бұрын
B.A.M.F. It’s not a disease it’s a choice
@emmjaySODMG5 жыл бұрын
B Mark i dont think u can really speak on it unless you went through it. Opiod addiction is the worst its not as easy as u think to quit. Just try it for yourself
@ajlozano17544 жыл бұрын
ik i'm very late, and hopefully someone can reply, but i'm just curious, after that long of being sober is it still hard to not go back, or is it like regular life before addiction where you don't even think about it?
@victormacs78974 жыл бұрын
@@ajlozano1754 it will never be like life before you were addicted. You will always have it in the back of your mind, any moment of weakness can make you relapse that fast. I'm on methadone so I'm not sober but yeah Ive been through it
@KevinSmith-yx2gt6 жыл бұрын
I never want to get locked up your stories are crazy best prison show on youtube
@benjaminhodick575420 сағат бұрын
Heroin is gnarly! Lucky to be alive! Haven’t touched a rig or dope since 2013. Lost plenty of friends. I have OD 3 times as well, it definitely sucks! I don’t know why but I have been watching a lot of these videos lately. I’ve never gotten locked up or really in much trouble(another reason I got clean, you can say I basically got scared straight) Anyway, these videos you make, are definitely lively! Always enjoy to watch!
@davidjanssen8945 жыл бұрын
It's always a tough call when you're in the moment and someone is the verge overdosing. Because you don't wanna risk them dying, and you also don't wanna get them in trouble for nothing
@Ketannabis4 жыл бұрын
I always call 911 not gonna let anyone die
@nicoleplzstfu6 жыл бұрын
Damn. You are incredibly informative, and you are BLUNT. I love it. Don't know you personally, but I'm proud of you! Keep going with this channel, you're destined for great things. Plus...you're handsome,
@beavishighonvoltcola52876 жыл бұрын
I did the craziest shit I’ve ever done in my life when dopesick from heroin. Stole cars, broke into houses when people were sleeping in them, and all that. Crazy as fuck.
@robertlamirand1924 Жыл бұрын
YOUR VERY REAL HERE DEATH MUCH RESPECT YOUNG MAN
@natasmai37185 жыл бұрын
Your a real dude. Glad you got your game right and your staying free man! Thanks for advices.
@officialgt3k6 жыл бұрын
your videos are so dope bro, keep it up, best vibes, hard to find anything on youtube with real essence like this, should have 100x more views and you will, keep em coming and I'm sure you'll reach everything you want to achieve. Real recognise real
@derekdick66506 жыл бұрын
20 sum friends od died my friend last week died I been clean 5yrs now
@pamelaraney46546 жыл бұрын
Derek Dick heartbreaking
@sethyoung1726 жыл бұрын
I'm so proud of you guys for staying clean, 😉 it really lifts my spirits to know people are doing good for themselves!!
@derekdick66506 жыл бұрын
Darious Coleman but bro knw it's not easy
@derekdick66506 жыл бұрын
Seth Young preciate tht means alot bro
@zerofriends55926 жыл бұрын
Sorry bout your friends Derek, and your bro Josh. My bud Rob died on my apt floor from drugs that i gave him. He tried to match my dose, but didn't have the tolerance he needed. I tried CPR etc, in vain. I knew his mom, and had to tell her in person that morning. I beat myself up for a long time over his death. I couldn't sleep, cried constantly, was a complete basketcase. Happened many years ago, but it still hits me at times. Our mutual friends helped me cope. I went clean, post Rob, for two years, but relapsed eventually. I'm trying. ..about to start crying now. I'm out.
@joeyclemenza73395 жыл бұрын
Straight up... you NEED to write a book. These stories are incredible.
@danieldubois57755 жыл бұрын
Been clean off ice for a month short of 3 years, baby momma got hooked and now I have custody of my daughter
@Giniw9896 жыл бұрын
Rip your brother, may he rest in paradise, I lost my brother August 2016 to overdose too
@greg432076 жыл бұрын
Dookie is the shit. I never been to prison but my pops taught me alot. Good vids bro
@feasternate5 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for your lose brother, love you brother. Keep up the amazing content. Dope ruined my life, guy. 10 years gone, but I survived by the grace of God! And I pray for every active user daily, sometimes twice a day
@amandafitzwater2425 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤❤❤ 3 years clean here!!! Thanks for sharing your story and putting it out there.
@ciscokang75866 жыл бұрын
I'm a recovering addict n I can tell u that it's not as easy as telling ppl to stop n unless uv been thru it up never know
@lockdown23and16 жыл бұрын
Oh i know its not easy i been wanting to quite smokin cigs for years tried so many times but deep down ... the problems is im not really wamting to just yet
@grahamkelly86626 жыл бұрын
+Lockdown 23and1 bro, you should try vaping. It helped me quit smoking. I was on 20 a day for 21 years. I started vaping around April 2017 and it was easy to quit the smokes. Just found ya channel. It's a good watch. :-)
@pamelaraney46546 жыл бұрын
Lockdown 23and1breast cancer at 41. Chantix at 42. It wasn’t easy. I had nausea and nightmares while I took it. I had to quit and I was heavily addicted to nicotine and the habit. 9 years clean from cancer and cigarettes.
@ziblot12355 жыл бұрын
just say No! hahaha
@DClough6 жыл бұрын
Drugs have ripped my life and my friends lives completely apart I’m in recovery goin on 5 yrs clean now and life is still difficult as hell but hey man you know what they say “one day at a time” and “easy does it”
@shonna45455 жыл бұрын
So sorry about your brother! I lost my sister 9 yrs ago. I still cry my heart out for her.
@justindavis80235 жыл бұрын
“I could see in his eyes that he was gonna kill me over that tv.”
@arrantnate875 жыл бұрын
Death, this episode really got me man. I've been addicted to opiots since I was 18, I'm currently 32 and I been through it. I've lost family, friends, and served almost 3 years all county time because of heroin. I would love to tell you my story and what I've been through because of my drug use. I never been to prison but I'm a felon because of a heroin charge, luckily I recently finished my felony probation and was let off early for good behavior. I been locked up in Wisconsin, Texas, and my last 6 months was in Honolulu Hawaii. I would like to tell you about OCCC Oahu Community Correction Center (Oahu county jail).
@realeyesrealisereallies86076 жыл бұрын
I just stumbled on your channel. I love how you turned your life around, you're definitely an inspiriration. Keep it up bro.
@jjfrenchiebaby31905 жыл бұрын
Keep doing ur thing I love ur video u tell it how it be not how it mite be just came home off 7years just chilling tryin to get my life back n order
@jn86015 жыл бұрын
I lost my younger brother in March 2013. The sheriff's kicked my parents door in the morning after his funeral and I didnt come home for 13 months . It probably saved my life but I will never forgive myself for putting my parents threw that shit the day after they buried their son. You'll always be in my prayers my man. Remember get strong not weak our brothers wouldn't want it any other way.
@DanielleCarr016 жыл бұрын
so glad I found your channel. You rock!!! It's funny when u talk about people asking to send moneygrams to ppl on the outside lol I was told by a friend it was to just get more store items haha
@jonathancabrera75436 жыл бұрын
my condolences for your lost , i know how it feel's to be addicted to drug's because i've been addicted to pills for seven plus years already & been taking up to 50 pill's a day , i just hope that someday i can stop the addiction before it's too late .
@asstaco6 жыл бұрын
Jonathan Cabrera hope you make it man
@meisterbear52756 жыл бұрын
What Kyle said, make sure you get suboxone and stay the hell away from methadone at all costs. It's worse than the pills as far as detox. Don't take my word for it, talk to people that are either on it or have been.
@The_Cholo6 жыл бұрын
I think its too late for you to learn to read and write no goods. You is permanent stupified. 50 pills a day, depending on what it is, isnt that much. We all know percocet is different from oxycontin simply because of acetiminophen. Other than that theyre both oxycodone, one is oxycodone hydrochloride, percocet is oxycodone acetiminophen. Vicodin is norco is hydrocodone. Theyre literally the same thing so again we know norco is vicodin is lortab yadda yadda. Now, if youre taking 2.5 or 5mg, 50 pills is nothing, i can burn through 140 mgs of oxycodone in one sitting, but if youre taking 50 pills of say oxycontin and theyre 30s, then thats quite a bit, i can boot that many in a day no problem but for some people, that amount is nuts. Anyways you spell like ass. Fuckbag.
@trustnoone98286 жыл бұрын
Suboxone helped me, along with counseling & my local program. Don't wait. Tomorrow might be too late.
@friartuck1036 жыл бұрын
Jonathan Cabrera I've been on methadone for about 10 years now. It will save your life...
@sole__doubt10 ай бұрын
Doing drugs in jail is one thing, but having a drug addiction is another monster entirely.
@Tybalt.8 күн бұрын
This is prolly one of the realest videos on YT. That being said people cant just stop. Sometimes its not that simple. All drugs should be legalized, controlled, and have readily available ways to recovery possible. But this mentality that stopping drugs is a willpower issue has gotta change.
@trustnoone98286 жыл бұрын
I've been sober about 3 years now, but I recently have been carrying Narcan with me in my bag, just in case. The opiate epidemic in this country is just that...an epidemic!
@pamelaraney46546 жыл бұрын
M. Riggs prayers for a long happy life
@billt72836 жыл бұрын
M. Riggs yup. I’ve narcaned my brother back to life countless times. The last time I saved him, one of his friends called the ambulance and the cops came and took one of my bottles of narcan. Motherfuckers. I’ve been on the clinic for years and just got down to 15mgs so I’m almost off
@browndenzel63085 жыл бұрын
Is it legal to carry
@aprilt69915 жыл бұрын
@@browndenzel6308 yes! U can get a script from your Dr or pharmacist. Totally legal to carry. I carry at a times, people in my town are dropping left and right.
@mercster6 жыл бұрын
If I ever do end up in the pen, ain't no way I'm buying weed or dope or anything else. Time to get yourself right and keep the situation neutral. Read your bible and stay outta the shit.
@mercster6 жыл бұрын
If you'd read the Bible, you'd know that it says that noone is sinless; noone is good. You can read the Bible a million times and still mess up ("sin"). Way to go, falling into the common trap of an atheist trying to tell other people what the bible says! :-)
@frederickridgewell81036 жыл бұрын
Amen.
@marcostorres2235 жыл бұрын
Real talk Amen
@vincentkeller47255 жыл бұрын
Fairytale
@dianneEdangerously4 жыл бұрын
There’s no words for this, I am so sorry that you had to go through all of this RIP MIKE 💜 I’m so sorry for all your losses 🙏🏽
@sbklvr5 жыл бұрын
This channel is pretty awesome. Good shit brudduh.
@sadboyaxel73166 жыл бұрын
You seem so genuine brother
@rufus52086 жыл бұрын
G*59
@fernandotills6 жыл бұрын
GREY!
@707cali56 жыл бұрын
What’s going on bro I just got off a level 4 yard in California pelican bay to be exact shits on point my boy keep out them gates glad to be out and not be a statistic
@OrangeManGood4446 жыл бұрын
707 Cali 🙏🏻get that money mane
@brianmiller18556 жыл бұрын
hope u still free wodie n that parole ain bring u back
@worldwide9774 Жыл бұрын
Sorry about your brother homie!! I just lost my best friend to the game.. Much love to you. Rest up to everyone ever lost to that life...😢
@corndogsauce64344 жыл бұрын
Yo.. you are a very smart person. You've got so much life experience and wisdom. You're a great speaker, too. And you been through a lot from what I've heard. I support you and your a good influence and even better educator. Stay on the straight and narrow man. Much respect to you. 💪
@jessegibbins48416 жыл бұрын
You a chill dude bro I already subscribed
@daddyred60036 жыл бұрын
RIP mike Sorry for your loss bro I’m sure he’s watching over you proud of you man
@cliffballard67365 жыл бұрын
My girlfriend died 1year from today, hardest thing for me to deal with. God bless all of you struggling from heroin.
@garyholstein78555 жыл бұрын
I was in a transitional house for veterans. A guy overdosed on heroin. His daughter called him 30 to 40 times and these other veterans wouldn't answer the phone. I was asleep didn't know until 3:00 in the morning. I become the leader of this place and I swore that anyone that I knew doing heroin was kicked out and I kept my promise!
@garryhackstedde68755 жыл бұрын
You talkin some good stuff bro. Good advice to those of us with someone in
@inthecards75355 жыл бұрын
8 mg of suboxone is $10 on the streets but $100 inside. Another prison drug I didn't hear you mention is wellbutrin, I've heard it called prison coke.
@zaytime41565 жыл бұрын
Aron Roberts shit I must’ve been getting finessed cause I was paying $20 for 8mg suboxone wtf
@dwoodard57175 жыл бұрын
Chain gang coke is what they called it in county when I was there. Motherfuckers loved that shit, I never understood
@inthecards75355 жыл бұрын
@@dwoodard5717 yeah I was one of those mfers, for sure
@dw.baltimore5 жыл бұрын
@@zaytime4156 on Streets?
@jasonsigle98615 жыл бұрын
That story just broke me down I am an x heroin attic since 2007 your a good man death keep preaching to these kids and men are listening too we are never to old to learn
@tutinn_2 жыл бұрын
What a throwback Death lol that intro was an example of how much you have learned and dedicate to your videos
@restkeeper50196 жыл бұрын
Genuine ass guy, gotta show respect to him
@bertrandmichaud16525 жыл бұрын
Was skeptical at first. But ur videos are real in the field man and I respect that. Keep it up G.
@daveight5two4 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss bro. Your heart's in the right place. Sending love from Hong Kong
@BandySavage992 жыл бұрын
Salute to everyone that's fighting the battles of addiction your strength is admirable.
@greasemonkey43796 жыл бұрын
You should do a video on how to play prison pinnacle.
@derrecklastname7206 жыл бұрын
Sorry for ur bro im in recovery. My bro is doing 7 years for Bank robbery cuz of dope and 4 days ago jist lost a good friend to it. Left 2 baby girls behind
@margaretasimus15695 жыл бұрын
Your tapes will help so many people very young people going a stray,your tapes just might help them thinking about what their are doing,good work,I am 62,what you say rock and shocks me,you have lived it,but this is real life,and same people need to hear it,you tell it just the way it is,I could listen to you,all day,I have never seen this side of live,thank god because it can happen to any body,or any age,just one wrong turn,you tell it as facts.....
@felixtavarez7769 Жыл бұрын
Lol. Five years from now you’ll be one of the funniest dudes doing the sentencing analysis
@cjmy27015 жыл бұрын
7 yrs ago I met my wife and quit herion cold turkey after a 7 yr addiction starting at 17. RIP all my fallen souljas
@myron63054 жыл бұрын
cj my fuck bruh...cold turkey? Your a gawt damn legend if thats true. Idk what’s more powerful...the pussy or Heroin...sounds like in your case it was the pussy (no disrespect.) good job dawg
@lucyjane24812 жыл бұрын
@@myron6305 Love makes a mfrs heart stronger... Puts life back in u again.
@myron63052 жыл бұрын
@@lucyjane2481 amen to that
@MrMrMerrick6 жыл бұрын
Another great video!!! Scary as hell to be honest but very informative,,, Keep em coming :)
@Dan-ro3dk5 жыл бұрын
You a good story teller no wonder you got this channel keep doing what you doing bro
@livinginbradfordoasismemor630 Жыл бұрын
catching up bro top content love from the U.K Jimmy Mathers Bredford U.K xx Bless
@CoolTrainerShawn5 жыл бұрын
Why do i like watching this guy
@teddymeyers23453 жыл бұрын
He did a total of 30 days acts like he did 20 years. Watch out bull shit
@CoolTrainerShawn3 жыл бұрын
@@teddymeyers2345 lmao some people on 30 days in do longer stretches then that XD
@laurasmith52545 жыл бұрын
I’m clean 18 months from herion. RIP your brother ♥️
@FaCePlaNt_4_YAHUSHA5 жыл бұрын
Ive seen ur vids and been watching em, you an awesome dude man.. I lived in Roanoke for bit got to see nice people. 5 years clean in my journey also. Giving testimony about stuff like this is needed for people to heal.. Rock on
@staygoldnpnyboi3 жыл бұрын
I'm going to be detoxing starting Monday morning. I fucked up and relapsed again then ended up in this never ending loop of avoiding withdrawal. Been watching your vids the past few weeks and you've really inspired me man. I'm gonna drop the habit starting Monday. I got this👍🏻
@jessisjohn83826 жыл бұрын
U make me wana get clean
@xanys17055 жыл бұрын
U can do it
@moneymakrprodutionzz99505 жыл бұрын
What yu addicted too mayne you botta break from it theres a better life
@nicole1232305 жыл бұрын
I hope you are clean now brother
@dabombboyable5 жыл бұрын
Jessis John you can do it
@ibfishy38785 жыл бұрын
Don't want... Do it!!! Positive mental picture of your self not using. Your smart, you can do it.
@kennethsalyers38096 жыл бұрын
I'm with you ,younger days I can't live those days any more finely got smart i always say moving forward
@robertstewart49314 жыл бұрын
I been with you on your videos for over a year thank you for your content bro
@mayapino74446 жыл бұрын
I really enjoy your vids bro, good stuff. Very informative. You remind me of my big homie who did 20 yrs on a life sentence and got released on an appeal. He likes talking about his experiences and I enjoy listening. Been binging on your channel since I found it.Subbed! Anyway, you gave some very good advice on paying off a loved ones debts once, but never again in prison. You never know what kind of jam they can be in with whoever, especially if it's the dope man. Unlike the streets it's very easy to find dealers who will cuff you dope just to turn around and extort you. And with prices being outrageous inside the debt owed will rack up quickly(1 gram of heroin is $500!! Compared to $50 on the streets in Colorado). You made a very valid point, you could be saving someone's life, as long as it's made clear to them that it'll be a one time only thing and they'll have at least a chance now to get clean on their own . Also, my condolences on the loss of your brother to such a terrible addiction that has robbed so many of us of so much.
@bpbarzbarztho28215 жыл бұрын
Bro how did you forget suboxone. That’s the most popular drug in jail
@falseshepherd-4904 жыл бұрын
Which is crazy seeing as how you get no feeling from it. It only makes it so muscle relaxers don't effect you, and give you withdrawal effects if you try. Is it because of ease of access? **speaking from experience unlike most speculators in this video's thread**
@angry_zergling4 жыл бұрын
@@falseshepherd-490 Yeah I can't imagine how Suboxone could be a drug of abuse. But it is. Enough people were shooting it up that now they only provide outpatient preparations of buprinorphen mixed with naltrexone to give you the dopesicks from hell if you try to snort it/shoot it. I also hear about people looking to score methadone on the street. Not like addicts who are just trying to keep from getting dopesick 'cause they're broke or couldn't find what they actually wanted. But, like, to get high. Non-junkies want to sip a little with their drink at the party. I wonder if it's a placebo thing. Or maybe it does do a little something if you do not have a tolerance - I wouldn't know on that point.
@FALCONRACING1674 жыл бұрын
False Shepherd- when I was like 15 we use to snort either subutex or suboxone which ever is for pregnant girls etc lol but you would nod tf out off a lor bump frm doin subs perk 30s expensive especially at 15 so that’s what we did but yea definitely got us high puking and nodded tf out
@ironlung72414 жыл бұрын
If you are naive on opiates....ie your not physically dependent on opiates...SUBOXONE will fuck you up more than any other opiate! Buprenorphine is a very strong opiate.
@austingilley45944 жыл бұрын
@@falseshepherd-490 you def get a feeling from it lol
@littlemisstwiggy23026 жыл бұрын
Your video's are very informative I'm here to get a better understanding of what my husband is dealing with in Indiana doc. I heard the suboxone strips are going for 50-100. Crazy!!! Don't do drug's.
@illrex55456 жыл бұрын
Angela Bernier 400 a strip in Maine DOC
@813lynch6 жыл бұрын
Holy fuck I gotta charge more
@TAYBANGERS6 жыл бұрын
+813lynch the feds real bro
@erichood31696 жыл бұрын
Ill rex for the unconnected maybe
@nunyastieger35416 жыл бұрын
Angela Bernier my sis was spending 80 for a strip making someone rich. she was also in indiana prison
@petecastle57624 жыл бұрын
Hey death, one of your best videos man, I love that you keep it real and admit your doings to the world, great video.
@paulriversred7382 жыл бұрын
Damn 4 yrs ago and you was still spitting that truth trying to help people SALUTE brother
@LVLUPCREW6 жыл бұрын
Anyone reading this SEEK help before someone turns blue please as soon as the nod gets intense 911
@traphomebaby6 жыл бұрын
FRANKCA1N3ENTERTAINMEMT real shit I leaned this the hard way when I was 19
@jameshawks20015 жыл бұрын
Pussy. Let a MF nod that's what they paid for
@Thaguy7186 жыл бұрын
You need to write a book dogs
@raiderjames856 жыл бұрын
Dixon Gonzalez hell yes I’ll buy it
@promethazinereem35214 жыл бұрын
Dixon G aye bruh you from the Bronx ?
@JoshGensonfirecracker4 жыл бұрын
Padokkie low homie!! GA cell blocks great show homie!! You can save a life by what your bring!! Love 💯💯
@jasonlong40715 жыл бұрын
BRO... I HATE PRISON... I'm NEVER going back... You bring back so many memories... I did bock while I was in there... I gambled, one of the BIG PLUGS was from my hometown... My sister dated his brother... So I was plugged in... But fucking shit sucks...Prison sucks... GREAT VIDEOS BRO, keep it up.