If anyone’s crying, here’s a funny story: So, I was singing this for a talent show accidentally sang, “I fed you ninja turtle nightlights for dinner.”

**you hear sobbing in the bedroom down the hall**

WHO THOUGHT IT WOULD BE ALRIGHT TO DELETE THIS FROM THE FINAL TRACK ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

THESE MOTHERS MIGHT NOT DESERVE A MEDAL BUT THEY DESERVE THEIR CHILDREN AND THEY TRIED THEIR DAMNDEST

Omg the contrast in the meaning “anything to make you happy”! Did anyone else notice? When Evan’s mom says it, she means anything that will make Evan content or excited, like a present. But Connor’s mom meant, anything to make it easier for you to be happy. Any medication or technique that would make him less angry, and there fore more happy.

Cynthia is probably the most underrated character in the entire musical. Almost all of the scenes she is in she is either almost crying or is and people don't see her as a major part in the musical and sees her struggle with Connor. She tried to do everything, she paid so much money for counselling and medicine to help Connor and she struggled with everything. In the musical, she sounds dependant on Evan's lie and says that it brings her closure knowing her son had a friend and that he was at least happy sometimes. But when Evan tells the Murphy family about the truth, she is denying that Evan wasn't Connors friend in the first verse of Words Fail. She is literally having a breakdown as the truth finally sinks in, but most people just focus on Evan throughout all this. In the scene before Evan tells everyone the truth, almost everyone in the Connor Project is attacking the Murphy family and blaming them for Connors suicide. Cynthia is the first to blame Larry for this because she doesn't want to believe that it was her fault after everything she tried to do for Connor. Cynthia should be recognised more for her struggle throughout the entire musical. Everyone recognises Heidi's struggle because she gets a couple scenes and a whole song to tell everyone about it. Cynthia gets none of that and only gets a couple lines in the entire musical that is only really used to help strengthen Evan's lie.

Honestly, it wasn't the suicide and Cynthia remembering the good and bad times she had with Connor that made me cry, it was Heidi and how she tried to do everything to make Evan happy but as a single mother she had to work long nights to provide for him which made Evan distance himself from her like that just broke my heart, just that first "Anything to make you happy" from Heidi made me burst into tears because she was willing to sacrifice her relationship with her son if only he could have a better life than hers and that just hit way too close to home

**Slams fists onto a table** I would die for baby Evan, and little Connor and Zoey

I'm watching this on Mother's Day *MISTAKES HAVE BEEN MADE*

Connor in the bedroom. Conner in the bedroom at a party.

"Is there a truck coming to take mommy away too?" me, looking dead inside: ….. Hey, mom? Where do we keep the spare glue? My heart broke again-

IF EVANS SUICIDE ATTEMPT DIDNT FAIL THIS WOULD BE SO MUCH SADDER

Who else wanted to HUG Connor. DON’T EVER END IT ALL. Talk to someone Anyone

I thought this said "in the bathroom down the hall", and when Heidi brought the box into Evan's room I thought she was packing stuff to go live in the bathroom

So there i was crying. And my mum asked me whats wrong. I told her i was listening to a song and watching an animatic and she said and i quote "stop being such a baby. It cant be that bad" so i showed her and she started crying. _my mum knows nothing about deh but this made her cry anyway. Thats how talented you are_

I literally just found out that this song was removed from the musical. *I’m dead inside* ...Okay who do I need to hurt?

“Pffft. I won’t cry with this”. Well, I was wrong. 100% wrong. But it was beautiful.

WHY THE HECK WAS THIS SONG REMOVED?! Its so beautiful and it draws that parallel between Evan's mom and Connor's mom even further than before. It gives us more context behind the trouble Connor was faced with before he committed suicide.

3:38 through 4:07 is what breaks my heart so much. Just seeing Connor’s suicide along with the picture of the pill bottle rolling out his hand as they sing “but I find that it was not.”

THAT PERSPECTIVE THAT ANATOMY THAT SONG THESE FEELINGS THIS SCENARIO I'M DYING AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I WOULD DIE FOR BABY EVAN, BABY CONNOR, AND BABY ZOE!!!!

Dear everyone crying in the comments, have some tissues and a hug, you lovely people ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ Edit : Yes this is a deleted song, it's sung by the moms of Connor and Evan. This song was removed from the cast recording and stage performance but the demo can be found on the DEH channel

This made me cry, but for different reasons. My thoughts have been getting really dark lately and those thoughts have passed through my head for the past month or so. This song reminded me that my pain isn't worth causing those I love to suffer, even though they know nothing about how I'm feeling. It made me cry because I don't want them to go to my room and pack up everything that used to be me...to make them only have me as a memory...because I know they have supported me because they love me so much and did everything for me so I could have a good life...i love them so much...

I wish they had kept this in the final track. I loved the Murphy family, but this song makes it abundantly clear that the mother LOVED Connor and she truly, honestly did try to help him, he just slipped through the cracks. It makes the fact she couldn't save him even more devastating, but it also somehow is a relief to see that not everyone was indifferent to this kid. It also shows another side to Evan's mom, who is mostly portrayed as a loving but extremely busy and at times absent mother. This too shows that she's more than aware of her son's issues and she cares very much and wants to help = she just didn't have the answers.

_you monster, you added the plane-flying and the Spiderman_

4:46-4:48 looks like Conner became half of Evan. Evan is starting to argue with his mom Heidi in act two and he starts dressing like Conner too. By the way I love you're vids!!!😁

I understand that To Break In A Glove was added to perceive Larry's section of the story, but come on, this song is absolutely amazing!!! It draws you closer to the Murphy's side of the story, as well as into a bit more of Heidi and Evan's. Honestly, it was completely unnessacery that this song wasn't put into the final production, if it were I'd be in the theatre literally sobbing. But To Break In A Glove... We didn't really need that. This is what we need. WE NEED EMOTION!!! Edit: I have come back 2 years later to say that I am hurt at the level of disrespect to "To Break in a Glove", it's a fantastic song that shares Larry's point of view. Yes, it may be slightly unnecessary, but without it, it would leave us lingering on what his true thoughts were. However, I do still agree that this song should have been incorporated into the show. Fingers crossed that it'll be in the movie.

This makes me cry more so because a couple of months ago, I was like the boy who overdosed.I was so close to taking my own life. I had to drop out of school, and they called my mum in and told her that I had told them I wanted to die. Seeing the pain on her face tore me to shreds. That’s why I’m determined to keep on living, to stay happy, to fight so hard. Because my mum is the person who does everything to make me happy, and I just didn’t realise how much my misery affected her. I know nothing about DEH but oh my god did this make me sob.

Ah the feels.... Now I wanna see a musical dedicated to Connor's side of the story 😭

Dear Evan hansen is a heartfelt musical, the story line is amazing... Some people may say that it's overrated but it shows things that people out there are dealing with. Anxiety, being without a father, fights, suicide, even though the last one pains me to say it, it still happens. And with Connor and Evan throughout the musical, when they're talking, Evan is imagining it, his subconscious is showing a side of Connor that Evan had created. Parents go through hard times, and that's what Cynthia and Hedi showed in this musical, but I think it's a beautiful musical, down to the story line to the actors, it's very well written.... And even this cut song shows the feeling of Heidi and Cynthia's pain to know Evan and Connor meant so much to them, that they were doing anything to help them.

2:46 is when I start sobbing and 3:05 is where I start balling 4:54 is where my mom comes in and asks if im ok and I give her a hug

Connor seemed like such a happy child. Jesus why does my heart hurt so much.

I’m not ashamed to say I cried, especially when I saw Connor grab the bottle of pills and run away. WHY DOESN’T THIS HAVE MORE VIEWS ITS A PIECE OF ART

Here’s the real question; does TW stand for trigger warning or tissue warning? ;-;

*“ I think I’ll wait another day to pack these boxes, cause once I’m through, I’m left with just one thing to do; remember.”* -i cried-

The entire time i was thinking 'SOMETHING BAD IS COMING, AND IM GONNA CRY' Then he killed him self and im just 'I KNEW IT, IM CRYING, MUMAAA, I LOVE YOU!'

I have been suicidal most of my life. It's actually easier to remember when I wasn't, because it's such a short period of time. I've attempted three times, and so far I've made it through. It's been slow, getting into and liking Dear Evan Hansen, because it reminds me of those times, but it handles it pretty well. my point is this was beautiful

I saw the title and I was so confused I forgot musicals have deleted songs AND BOY WAS I NOT READY FOR THIS OML 😭

I’m emo thanks dude .... I WANT TO HUG F I C T I O N A L PEOPLE BUT I CANT THAT IS SO FRUSTRATING

"so the conselors and the clinics and the cures a mother tries Cause maybe they could take away that anger in your eyes" That part hit me a lot My mother have been trying medications after medications, between prescriptions and no-prescription meds, just to try and help me, to make me happy. But sadly, none works She has made me see a lot of social workers, therapists, psychoEducators, doctors, Pedopsychologist etc, just so we could try to help me. The number of times I had to go to the emergency because the school was fearing for my safety. I feel really bad for her.. I never wanted to make her go through that.

I’m not one of the people to cry or feel actual pain in my chest because of a musical, but this actually hurt me with emotion. My chest is in pain because I feel so sad and hurt. This is so beautiful. You’re a master. Thank you so much for putting your work into this.

*ugly sobbing in the conner down the hall*

"So the counselors and the clinics and the cures a mother tries 'Cause maybe they could take away that anger in your eyes" Damn, why do i feel like i'm Connor and Cynthia is my mother all the time????

"I gave everything I could and I thought it was enough but I find that it was not" Holy shit that hit hard. I don't have a kid but this reminds me of my little brother. I'm the only one he talks to about his depression and I'm scared for the day when talking to me won't be enough

[CYNTHIA] You never liked this sweater You said it never really fit you right And it itched too much But I think I’ll keep it I should keep it Cause it still makes me think of you And that little boy I knew In the bedroom down the hall [HEIDI] In the bedroom down the hall I got you Ninja Turtle night-lights for protection You used to say they kept the bad guys far away Remember? In the bedroom down the hall I surprised you with that comic book collection Next Halloween I dressed you up like Wolverine Remember? With glow stars on the ceiling You could count instead of sheep I always knew which song to sing To get you right to sleep Anything to make you happy Anything at all Anything for my boy in the bedroom down the hall [CYNTHIA] In the bedroom down the hall We went to battle every evening after dinner I thought I knew some way that I’d get through to you Remember? In the bedroom down the hall We fought a war where no one walked away a winner 'Cause every day you pulled a little more away Remember? Saw the counselors and the clinics And the cures a mother tries Cause maybe they could take away that anger in your eyes [CYNTHIA & HEIDI] Anything to make you happy Anything at all Anything for my boy in the bedroom down the hall [CYNTHIA] Though you try [HEIDI] You try [CYNTHIA & HEIDI] To give your kid the world Give ‘em everything you’ve got [CYNTHIA] What if I Gave all I could And I thought it was enough But I find that It was not [HEIDI] What if I Gave all I could And I thought it was enough It was not [CYNTHIA] Did I let you down? [HEIDI] What else can I do? [CYNTHIA & HEIDI] Everything I ever did I did it all for you Anything to make you happy Anything at all Anything for my boy in the bedroom down the hall [CYNTHIA] In the bedroom down the hall I think I’ll wait another day to pack these boxes Cause once I’m through I’m left with just one thing to do Remember

This is the most beautiful animatic I have seen for any fandom. I am literally in pain, like my heart aches for these mothers and for Connor and Evan. This was beautifully done, and the moments where you showed baby Connor and Evan and the way you mention 'So Big So Small' and and and and I could go on but my point is you deserve the world and this is my favourite thing

I'm not crying, you are! okay but real talk, I lost it when he goes "So you think I'm a freak too?!"

4:12 “Everything I ever did, I did it all for you!” That’s what got me.

I don't know if you'll see this, but I'll write it anyway This is one of the best DEH animatics out there in my opinion. First, your art style is beautiful and the characters look amazing. Second, the animation is great and only adds more to the animatic and gives it more life. Third, the way you portray emotions is astonishing. You can really feel Cynthia's grief, Heidi's pain and Evan and Connor's struggles. Also, i actually love how you portrayed Connor. You didn't make him an angel who did no wrong like some people try to make him seem, but you made it obvious that he wasn't just a horrible person either. You made a perfect balance to show he wasn't pure evil nor completely innocent, he was very troubled. And i love that. (And the fact that you showed him and Evan with nice childhoods makes me happy but sad that things changed so much) Thanks for killing me emotionally ♥ And by the way, YOU DESERVE WAY MORE SUBSCRIBERS

I hope you'll see this, here goes... prepare for a tumble of emotions "Is there another truck coming to take Mommy away?" Tears just fell. I look at Evan's innocence as a child. And then I see the scene where young Zoe and young Connor played happily together. They were so carefree, so loving, so innocent. Then to the scene where Cynthia buried her face in Larry's shoulders, grieving for Connor. Zoe just looked away angrily. I like the way you potrayed the children slowly drifting away from their family. When Connor hit his mum, his expression spelled regret and sadness before he slammed the door and started crying. He didn't mean to cause so much grief. But he felt there was nothing he could do about it. Cynthia did, try EVERYTHING she could just to make older Connor happy.... so did Heidi, she bought stuff that Evan liked, just for him. She did everything, like Cynthia, to make Evan happy, even though the methods sometimes didn't work Your art style is beautiful and the different frames just flow along perfectly. I LOVE THIS I need tissues now, arghhh (SOMEONE TELL ME WHY WAS THIS SONG DELETED?) P.s if you've read all the way here comment "cookies" thanks

1:40 The way she says sleep makes me feel a certain way. A way I’ve never felt before. Warm, like I’m being hugged by something that is.... happy? calming? loving? I have an amazing family, but that voice... it’s just. Indescribable.

‪« TW ‪»‬ You know, everytime I listen to this song, I can’t help but start crying. I have been diagnosed with borderline some time ago. One year ago, I went through my first suicide attemp. I tried overdosing with pills, but was stopped before doing something else by my mum. She was crying when she took me to the hospital, and asked why I’d tried to do that. Even if at that time I was too disociated to pay attention, when rethinking about that moment was when I truly realized how much I’d hurt her if I killed myself. We usually take our mother’s (or father’s) love for granted. And this song just makes me remember how much my mum cares for me, and how hurt she would be if I had succeeded in my attempt. Remember to stay safe and healthy, and that we always have someone out there that is willing to help us if needed. 💖 (( btw, this animatic is beautiful. i love the way you draw facial expression, it’s so amazing. one of my favorite animations on DEH’s songs. 💕 ))

Was... was that Spiderman costume a reference to A Little Bit of Light? And the zoo, and the picnic? *distant sobbing* I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine...

3:43 It’s just Connor in the bathroom by himself...

"You might need a tissue" Me: pff yeah right *1 minute into video* Me: crying Personally I wished I had a mom that'd do anything for me

I love how you conveyed Connor in this. Like on the other side of the door. Showing how sorry Connor felt. I just love how we see Connor in this!

I feel like the only difference between Connor and Evan (in the musical, like family wise) is Evan DIDN’T die. Imagine if it was Evan instead of Connor. I feel the story might still be the same. Or maybe they both would have died. Like, they both would have killed themselves. IDK. Tell what you guys think would happen if it was Evan instead of Connor.

I don't think Connor has only depression and anxiety. I think he has BPD I mean it makes sense; He has emotional outbursts; Rocky relationship with family; Self-Harm/Self Injure; Doesn't like getting therapy; Feeling of emptiness It's kinda possible, to be honest. Edit: I can't believe this was one year ago...Welp, I'm gonna go and pretend this never existed and continue to lurk on tumblr. For the people who might see this in the near future, do not @ttack me or anyone, I was only suggesting and I was impulsive enough to write it the way I did so chill and ignore this and continue to cry. If these musicals have thought me anything is to be honest, think before doing anything and if you go out there and be an asshole who can't keep your mouth shut then there's a bigger fish just waiting to eat you whole. Have a good day, don't lock yourself in a room all day during hours and situations like this and wash your hands.

This is a really good animatic dude! Also, is Evan wearing Conner’s hoodie at the end, representing Evan pretending to be Conner? If so, damn that’s so well thought out skjsksks

I WAS WAITING FOR THIS ANIMATIC AND YOU!!! EXECUTED IT SO BEAUTIFULLY IM GOING TO CRI WHERE ARE YOUR SUBS IM STILL YELLING

*waves fly swatter in air BACK FEELS, BACK I SAY

1:35 I still have those glow stars on my ceiling from when I was little. I’ve been meaning to take them down for some time but I think I might keep em up for a bit longer :)

I wish I could hug Connor why was this cut from the soundtrack I'm HYSTERICALLY SOBBING

Just got home from the beach today and I think I still got some saltwater in my eyes that aRE *DEFINITELY* NOT TEARS

YES YES YES OH MY GOD FINALLY SOMEBODY HAS MADE ONE!!! Update: iM CRYING ON THE BUS NYALL

Just seeing them as happy kids, then seeing how troubled they become makes me cry inside. I want to hug them but I can't 😫😭

Ok so I've been absolutely in love with this song and video ever since this was posted, but for some reason when I watched it again today it destroyed me. All the little things that evoke so much emotion and heartbreak are just. Ahhhhh. Like, can we talk about 4:46 ? It's Evan and Connor just standing there with their backs to us, looking like they do at the beginning of the show. And then when it changes, Evan is turned around to face us, and Connor _literally_ _becomes_ _the_ _letters_ . That killed me. It really shows how as the story goes, everything anybody thought about Connor is replaced by what Evan says. What the letters say. There's almost no Connor left. All that's left is the lies. And Evan finally turning around is him realizing what he's done, and the guilt he feels. And then Evan closes his eyes and the letters disappear. Connor disappears. While what Evan was doing was wrong, it was also the only thing that kept Connor's memory alive. Nobody would have remembered Connor had it not been for Evan. When Evan closes his eyes, when he finally tells the truth, Connor is put to rest. And somehow all of that was expressed in like 6 seconds of animation. That is why I love this animatic. So thanks for making me cry. Again.

I wasn't even aware that Cynthia AND Heidi were singing-I thought it was just Cynthia at first. Anywho, this animatic was SO well-made, and the talent and creativity put into this is astounding. You could see how Connor regrets his actions and how he's not some horrible heathen other people viewed him as. Additionally, you used this b e a u t i f u l song that's kind of under appreciated, since it was cut out, so I'd rate this a true 11/10 :D

I thought I could get through this without crying. And I almost did. Until the end there when Connor's ghost shows up after his mom closes the bedroom door. Just- that did it. That was the straw that broke the camel's back. The dam has busted open. This was so beautifully done too btw. Just- dang.

producers: removing this song everyone: *you have invented a new kind of stupid-*

This is the only "Broadway" song/animatic so far that has made me cry, and it's not even in the show. And i don't cry easy. I am a hardcore theater kid but I still don't cry at the final show

*ITS COOL- DIDNT NEEDMY HEART ANYWAY*

*senpai posts a beautifull animatic* IEJEBJD IM H E R E

Yeah I told myself I wouldn’t cry but then Hedi’s any thing to make you happy made me burst out into tears in a fancy ass restaurant. Bro now that I rewatch it Cynthia’s Line made me cry

This brought me back to the time the mom of my boyfriend, and I were packing his things from his apartment into this brown boxes and while we were carrying it to the truck waiting outside I hear this sudden clutter and when I looked back, she was slumped on the ground, the contents of the box she was carrying spilled all around her and she was just crying. It broke my heart seeing her like that. This video made me bawl out my eyes.

There. Are. Tears. The way you made this it was simply beautiful. The style, the way you portrayed the parents and young evan and connor. Its all just great. I really love the part that got me to tears. Those certain parts that got me crying was when connor got the pills and at the end with his ghost. This is the first animatic that has drove me to tears. Thank you for this. Edit: I'M WATCHING THIS AGAIN AND I'M SOBBING.

Oh mom, there's only so much you can do when your son feels like everyone his own age hates him. And generally, pressuring him out of social isolation doesn't make things any better.

my mom: “Sweetie, are you ok?“ Me crying and sobbing throwing my phone at the wall screaming: “ *EVAN AND CONNOR I SWEAR TO GOSH-* “ “Yeah im totally fine“ *Me also wanting to protect Evan And Connor more than anything:*

"I got you Nina turtle night lights for protection" Me trying to make a joke so I'm not sad: if that's what you use then I'm surprised you don't have more kids ... *joke wears off and I start crying again*

4:53 is like seeing my own mother, if I were to give up. It must be hard 😭 loving mothers don't deserve to be put in such pain. Thanks for making this vid, you're amazing!!

i don’t cry easily, and i genuinely sobbed my eyes out over this. holy heck. you captured cynthia’s pain so fucking well i cant even describe??? and heidi just trying to do the best christ and the boys when they were younger and the loss of innocence? and the mothers frustration with not knowing where their sons went? how did you do that. how am i actually genuinely crying. i cant believe This

2:36 that moment of resignation. When you are like " What am I even pretending? I can't fix anything" I know that feeling so well.... This is sad T_T

I'm just finding out about this now and MY HEART- this actually reminds me of how my family and i were trying to figure out what we wanted to keep of my dad and what we didn't after he died. I remember it being hard on both me and my mom to even look at stuff either he owned or gave to us after his deployments (he was in the military). MY HEART x2

You know, back then this video saved my life in one of the darkest moments I had. 4 years later, I'm still here. Thank you

"You never liked this sweater." *tear ducts activate*

I love how the captions warn us we might need tissues. Yes. Yes we definitely will need them.

I though this was a different version of Micheal in the Bathroom I am now crying regretting my decision

This is so effing beautiful and I'm grossly sobbing -I hate you- I love you

I just realized that my room is the bedroom down the hall and I'm now grossly sobbing-

is it only me who seems to cry more and more each time I watch it? (i think my mom is concerned) also the video is aMAZING the animating is super good and the drawing style is beautiful. very good addition to the songa and it makes it 10× more emotional ;-;

This reminds me of a friend I had, I would do anything for him to make him happy. But he stopped doing the things he used to love and distanced himself from us. I feel bad for not being able to stop it.

I'm WEAK the way you draw the kids is SO CUTE and your attention to all the backgrounds and room stuff ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wonderful job

*That moment when this is the first time you’ve ever heard the song and you start scrolling through the comments and have no idea what anyone is talking about*

this is the saddest music in dear evan hansen and nothing more matters more than my opinion

Theory time (the first theory in my life.)! In the book, if you read to the part, where he finds out that Con killed himself (page 58) he tells Con's parents, I quote ,,But I just saw him last night.'' even tho Connor was already dead, which means he was referring to the shadow he saw outside his window. I, personally, think it was Connor's spirit that, for some reason, wondered outside Evan's window after he... you know... even tho Con doesn't mention it in his parts. I also think, that Connor, after seeing Evan's letter for the first time, planned to keep it with him when he dies, hoping someone would think they were friends according to the line ,,Now we can both pretend we have friends'' and the fact that he signed Evan's cast for basically no reason. It's my theory that Con actually wanted his parents to think Evan was his friend. Maybe he didn't plan on Evan making things up tho. Also, have you noticed how Connor could ''make his exit'' (I hate that line so much, because it still hurts) only after Evan actually told everyone the truth? I think that Connor's spirit was trapped in this world, his soul not being able to rest, because Evan kept coming up with more and more lies. Another thing. In Connor's part VIII he tries talking to Evan. Succeding. Somehow, Evan was able to see him, or he just came to his mind at the same time Connor was talking to him and leaning to him, and gets out of the road. And then on page 315 repeats the word Connor was telling him. Own it. I don't know. Those are just things I noticed in the book that could have some deeper meaning to them and to the story, which I think the story has and that's why I'm digging so deep into it. But what do I know. Maybe I'm just looking for something that's not even there. For something that would ease my grieving soul.

One how do you draw hands so good?Two, wow this was amazing and I was near tears especially when you showed how Connor pushed Cynthia (think I got her name right I always mess her name up) on impulse and holy, that hit home for me. And the "So you think I'm a freak too" yep said it to my mom. That one hurt. So this hit close to home and it's hard to get me to cry over a video. Well done. brava. Brava. (I believe you are female I apologize if you are actually male. If you are make bravo not brava.)

"Is there another truck coming to take mommy away?" *Oh god* *MY HEART* *And I'm not even in this fandom*

Told myself I wouldn’t cry. *yet here we are, sobbing*

Me: I'm not gonna cry Me: I'm not gonna cry Me: *ugly cries* My brother: hey oli- *sees me* nvm

This hit me really hard, because I know I'm starting to do this to my mother, and I hate to see her in pain but I'm just so depressed, I keep everything from her. A mother and their daughter's (or son's or a-gender's) relationship should consist of love all around and I haven't given that to her. I have felt like suicide is the only option since I was 7 years old (I had told her I wanted to go into our kitchen, grab a knife and stab myself in the neck) when my mother and father were fighting all the time, but I haven't attempted suicide or self harmed because I think how much she would hurt having her me gone, even though I dont show her love. Anyway enough of me venting, this is a very well done animatic, I LOVE your beautiful design. Great job!