Sounds like you learned from your mistakes... much to be proud of!

@@RabbiRafiMollot I have a question for you… Have you ever heard of God teaching people with ideas? Before discovering God I never knew anything of good and bad or morality, but then I started getting lots of ideas out of nowhere about it. Like being tested and taught It all summed up into one basic rule to live by “Do not diminish the quality of life of good beings nor improve the lives of evil unless serving a greater good” That’s it… I’ve been trying to follow that rule as if God created it just for me and my life just keeps getting better!

@@TheMessiah666 Sounds good to me!

When I was a child, my beloved pet cat died. I was so upset and mad that I began to curse G-d calling Him selfish for taking my cat away. I fell asleep in tears and woke up probably a couple of hours later to horrible stomach pains. I immediately knew it was because I had cursed my creator. Right away, I asked for forgiveness, and almost instantaneously, my pains subsided. I learned my lesson that night. I still think of it from time to time and am still ashamed that I did that. However, I have never thought about doing it again and try to thank Him continuously.

@@dliocca7052 I am still amazed that there really is a God! A few weeks ago the exposed muscle tissue in my pressure ulcer was splitting because of a tainted coffee I was drinking and it kept miraculously healing while I slept. I thought it was God but wasn’t quite sure…. Last night before bed I changed my bandages and the last split was opening up again and thought “oh no god it’s getting worse again!” Then suddenly right before my eyes in a split second the muscle tissue grew together and sealed it about 75%! I couldn’t believe my eyes that he did a miracle like that right in front of me! It was so cool! We really do have a God and he is the most amazing being you could ever imagine! It’s a shame that billions of people believe in evil false Gods or don’t believe at all

Not sure what you mean... Care to elaborate? (Sans indescretion.)

@RabbiRafiMollot the Holy Spirit withdrew from me when I kept sinning

@RabbiRafiMollot I grieved the Spirit I know God and I know Jesus