DOOM(1993) but Doomguy has Dementia

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Your Opinions Are WRONG

Your Opinions Are WRONG

Күн бұрын

Hey everyone, long no time see!
I have something a little bit different to share with all of you today. This is a Doom WAD that I’ve been working on for the past couple of months and I’m finally ready to share it with everyone. This WAD is called “The Thing you can’t defeat”.
Needless to say, this WAD is best experienced by actually playing it, which you can do by following the link down below. All you need to own the Ultimate Doom and install the GZDOOM source port.
www.doomworld.com/forum/topic...
Also yes, this was HEAVILY inspired Everywhere at the end of time.
Music by William Dinsdale
#Doom #everywhereattheendoftime #gaming
0:00 E1M1
2:08 E1M2
6:46 E1M3
11:40 E1M4
15:22 E1M5
19:41 E1M6
24:25 E1M7

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@youropinionsarewrong6705
@youropinionsarewrong6705 Жыл бұрын
Check out my short film "The Amazing World of Emma" over at Million Youth Media! kzfaq.info/get/bejne/g7hjg6lq1s3OfKM.html No Doom content I'm afraid, but hopefully you'll like it :D
@ButterscotchMcBean1995
@ButterscotchMcBean1995 Жыл бұрын
Hi.
@floydjohnson6020
@floydjohnson6020 6 ай бұрын
No
@aionarkhe5260
@aionarkhe5260 Жыл бұрын
How are we not calling this "Doomentia"?
@doradubs
@doradubs Жыл бұрын
I WAS GONNA SAY THAT (also 1st reply)
@DuumKraddle
@DuumKraddle Жыл бұрын
Doomentia 2: Forgotten on Earth
@Simeeow
@Simeeow Жыл бұрын
Just A Burning Underworld
@ketchup_gaming
@ketchup_gaming Жыл бұрын
Doomentia: Alzheimer's unleashed
@ohjajaja
@ohjajaja Жыл бұрын
sometimes making it funny defeats the point.
@kukumatz4502
@kukumatz4502 Жыл бұрын
The "acting" in this is great, the way he stops abruptly and looks around panicked whenever something isn't right.
@worldcomicsreview354
@worldcomicsreview354 Жыл бұрын
I bet when I get old and have dementia I'll know E1M1 better than my own house.
@murddeath
@murddeath Жыл бұрын
MyHouse.WAD
@zanclawpyro
@zanclawpyro Жыл бұрын
@@murddeath Oh no
@drumyogi9281
@drumyogi9281 Жыл бұрын
​@@murddeathI watched a video on that wad yesterday and my mind was blown. Genius design.
@Nintendann64
@Nintendann64 Жыл бұрын
😂 incredible
@alexfrozen
@alexfrozen Жыл бұрын
I'm a bit later, but! Same story with E1M1 from quake)
@bestoutrunner7070
@bestoutrunner7070 Жыл бұрын
At least the medkits still have red crosses, Doomguy remembers!
@Hunne2303
@Hunne2303 Жыл бұрын
no it´s a constant reminder to add monsters to the bodycount
@OfficialDJSoru
@OfficialDJSoru Жыл бұрын
@@Hunne2303 No, it's that Doom used to have red crosses on the medkits, but the Red Cross organization throws a tantrum when anything but them uses that red + sign, so many change the symbol or color of the +
@Pawtacle
@Pawtacle Жыл бұрын
@@OfficialDJSoru "Throws a tantrum" what a way to describe enforcing laws about war crime :D
@OfficialDJSoru
@OfficialDJSoru Жыл бұрын
@@Pawtacle It IS dumb when the symbol became unanimous with health back in the 90's. This looked more like crying about trademark infringement instead of a warcrime. Also, thinking countries out there aren't using the Geneva Convention as a suggestion is pretty naive.
@CrizzyEyes
@CrizzyEyes Жыл бұрын
@@Pawtacle I didn't know putting a red cross in a video game was a war crime
@SadButter
@SadButter Жыл бұрын
It's as unnerving as an actual horror game, and the best part is that there is no monster out to get you, aside from the usual doom enemies. It's just a series of rooms that seem familiar, but aren't and they change unexpectedly into something completely different which keeps you on your toes and leaves you lost and confused. It's brilliant.
@Psythik
@Psythik Жыл бұрын
As someone with ADHD, I can't even tell what's wrong with these maps. Imagine living your entire life always confused and never able to remember any details about anything ever (like the layout of a DooM map), except that doctors tell you that there's nothing wrong with you and you're just lazy and/or just trying to get free drugs. At least dementia patients are taken seriously... On the bright side, I can go without watching a movie or playing a game for a few years, and then re-watch/re-play it after some time has passed, and it's brand new again to me.
@Dimitri88888888
@Dimitri88888888 Жыл бұрын
@@Psythik thats not adhd lmao 😂. I think u have dementia.
@cleosvoyage9191
@cleosvoyage9191 Жыл бұрын
⁠​⁠@@Psythik oh that’s so weird! I have adhd too but I don’t play enough games (only watch lets plays) so I almost never remember them. But movies and tv shows are branded into my brain and I’ll almost always remember the plot points tho I don’t remember characters. Rewatching just makes me bored cus it’s something I’ve already seen. I wish I could forget spoilers and watch my favourite shows or listen to my favourite music like it’s the first time Although I wouldn’t refer to dementia as a better option, cuz you won’t even notice you’re being taken care of (even then, most old age homes have underpaid, overworked caretakers that will often neglect patients who cannot denounce what is happening to them since they aren’t even aware of their lives). You’ll be stuck in a haze of memories that don’t make sense, that twist into your own mind prison. Lucidity is something we take for granted. The lazy part is true tho :/ (albeit by family and teachers, I was lucky to have a good child therapist)
@DeathnoteBB
@DeathnoteBB Жыл бұрын
@@Psythik Sadly, a lot of dementia patients are abused and dismissed by people they should be cared for. I know you meant it’s generally taken seriously as an issue, but as someone with ADHD I just wanted to remind the world that ableism is never cut and dry on what it does or doesn’t harm.
@rocksteady9826
@rocksteady9826 Жыл бұрын
@@DeathnoteBB I have had ADHD for 40 years, ritalin worked the best, and it is not what you say it is. It is the inability to focus, but also the ability to focus greatly on certain things. I do not think you have adhd, I think you have something else if you are confused all the time. ADHD does not make you confused at all, it just makes your mind wander all the time, but when it is focused, it is REALLLLY focused.
@andrewhenke3353
@andrewhenke3353 Жыл бұрын
Terrifying. Poignant. Respectful. It's scary how the monsters absence feels so lonely as you progress.
@elbreezybrizzle
@elbreezybrizzle Жыл бұрын
Doom guy hasn't been eating walnuts
@user-ti1pk6je5k
@user-ti1pk6je5k Жыл бұрын
its like playing a bethesda game finding dead bodies and wondering was they like that by default or did they just fell from the sky and died
@btaadomoth792
@btaadomoth792 Жыл бұрын
So, I'm guessing that the perfect replica of Hangar at the end is a representation of the final memory before death, and not being able to start Phobos Anomaly is a metaphor for being dead.
@rotbuxe2301
@rotbuxe2301 Жыл бұрын
Almost perfect.
@frigginbirds
@frigginbirds Жыл бұрын
Yeah, you got it, sport!
@jimedstrom8191
@jimedstrom8191 Жыл бұрын
I am really curious to see someone open up that final map that lacks a player start in an editor just to check it out
@CrizzyEyes
@CrizzyEyes Жыл бұрын
@@jimedstrom8191 It's probably just the default map... maps don't magically create themselves you know
@dylanzlol7293
@dylanzlol7293 Жыл бұрын
I do wonder, does the name "phobos anomaly" mean something related to death?
@user-go1nw5ir6k
@user-go1nw5ir6k Жыл бұрын
As a person who has known DOOM by heart since the age of 6, watching this video was extremely disturbing.
@MamisKonto
@MamisKonto Жыл бұрын
My dad had dementia during the last 15 years of his life. I could tell from his eyes this is how he felt.
@MadSpectre47
@MadSpectre47 Жыл бұрын
:(
@evergriffith221
@evergriffith221 Жыл бұрын
Your dad being the doom guy is wild. rip fly high doom dad
@Flofutz
@Flofutz Жыл бұрын
An old friend of mine has it and she is terrified at times because all of a sudden she can't figure where she is, everything is scary and unknown.
@MamisKonto
@MamisKonto Жыл бұрын
@@Flofutz Yeah, wouldn't wish that on anyone.
@randoms2222
@randoms2222 Жыл бұрын
Dementia is so terrifying, I wouldn't wish it upon anyone
@gokudomatic
@gokudomatic Жыл бұрын
Sometimes, demons from another dimension are safer and more reassuring than the level itself.
@amongous6913
@amongous6913 Жыл бұрын
"Being crazy in a world that no longer makes sense, is perhaps the most logical thing"
@eranodelpum9752
@eranodelpum9752 Жыл бұрын
​@@amongous6913 - amongus
@the_bane_of_all_anti_furry
@the_bane_of_all_anti_furry 10 ай бұрын
​@@eranodelpum9752imagine use amongus in 2023
@JDRed117
@JDRed117 8 ай бұрын
@@the_bane_of_all_anti_furry why is your comment translated
@simonwatson2399
@simonwatson2399 Жыл бұрын
That was a brilliant piece of work. The subtly at the start. Doom guy second guessing himself. The slow deterioration. Lashing out in frustration. Things not working the way you think they should. The isolation. Memory gaps. I've never seen anything like that before. Just stunning.
@hello-nr5cz
@hello-nr5cz Жыл бұрын
the walls are melting, reality is being bent, and nothing makes sense anymore but a state of delirium is what you're witnessing: doomguy: 🤨
@TheRhalf
@TheRhalf Жыл бұрын
doomguy: hmph hmph
@EvilOverlord1662
@EvilOverlord1662 Жыл бұрын
Always facing the toughest battles with the same expression. Even his battle with dementia.
@kero-jn5qm
@kero-jn5qm Жыл бұрын
@@TheRhalf more like unf unf
@The-su4pj
@The-su4pj Жыл бұрын
​@@mathiass3714sadly, he forgor 💀💀
@maliook727
@maliook727 Жыл бұрын
@@The-su4pjdoomguy forgor ☠️☠️☠️
@christiangavrilidis4599
@christiangavrilidis4599 Жыл бұрын
At the first level I just thought this was another version of Doom: But Something's Not Right, but the deeper it got into the video, I realised it's actually an incredibly dark twist on Doom, and specifically Doomguy trying to relive his past.
@napstab100k
@napstab100k Жыл бұрын
This gave me a lesson in patience. I was gonna skip the video because I thought the changes were gonna be minimal. I almost didnt see the second half of the video.
@DeathnoteBB
@DeathnoteBB Жыл бұрын
Well the title says he has dementia. He’s not _trying_ to relive his past, he just is, because he has dementia. Dementia makes one remember the past more vividly than the present.
@DJL3G3ND
@DJL3G3ND Жыл бұрын
@@napstab100k honestly I think the subtle things were kinda more interesting. would have been great for this to be a more gradual process across maybe the whole game idk
@kilotron702
@kilotron702 Жыл бұрын
Considering Doomguy does canonically have Hell PTSD, this video really hits hard.
@camwoodstock
@camwoodstock Жыл бұрын
giving this to a doom 1 speedrunner without telling them it's a mod in any capacity and watch them go nuts as the muscle memory kicks in,
@BrainDeadKenny
@BrainDeadKenny Жыл бұрын
Damn, Last mission hit hard, like he doesnt know what is around him, only what was in the past (first map)
@upriver7292
@upriver7292 Жыл бұрын
Felt like a moment of clarity
@techleontius9161
@techleontius9161 Жыл бұрын
It was terminal lucidity. It is a short moment before death when the pacient remembers something, sometimes recognising his/her family.
@watchmakerful
@watchmakerful Жыл бұрын
@@techleontius9161 Exactly...
@MadSpectre47
@MadSpectre47 Жыл бұрын
@@techleontius9161 New concept for me, I had to go read up on it. Wow that's depressing.
@Desh681
@Desh681 Жыл бұрын
@@techleontius9161 How...has science been able to know that about patients last memories?
@Bsith
@Bsith Жыл бұрын
For anyone who has experienced The Caretaker's 'Everywhere at the End of Time' project and loves Doom at the same time, this is just utterly brilliant and moving.
@Hunne2303
@Hunne2303 Жыл бұрын
yes, couldn´t remember that name, thanks for mentioning it...and yeah, E@tEoT is quite the load...how long is it again? 6 hours in total? it´s brutal in its own way...
@VEC7ORlt
@VEC7ORlt Жыл бұрын
First thought that came into my mind as well. Slow descent into hells hell.
@TheDoomer666
@TheDoomer666 Жыл бұрын
​@@Hunne2303what's that wad about?
@Eiyaa90
@Eiyaa90 Жыл бұрын
@@TheDoomer666 Not a wad, a music and sound experience that goes through the stages of dementia. it is not doom related whatsoever "Everywhere at the end of time' was a series exploring dementia, its advancement and its totality."
@TheDoomer666
@TheDoomer666 Жыл бұрын
@@Eiyaa90 oh right my bad, ty! I knew the name sounded a little familiar. I've never taken the time to have a listen but it's now on my to-do list
@VGamingJunkieVT
@VGamingJunkieVT Жыл бұрын
Doom if Hell was actually breaking the fabric of reality, which is honestly far more terrifying than little horned imps and lava.
@UrosStankovic-xf9uq
@UrosStankovic-xf9uq Жыл бұрын
Well from what we've seen from the level design in doom 2 i think we can say they did exactly that.
@hiralykowalski6825
@hiralykowalski6825 Жыл бұрын
Don't give Satan ideas
@Desh681
@Desh681 Жыл бұрын
Basically saying Nothing is more hellish than the capacity of your own mind
@DJL3G3ND
@DJL3G3ND Жыл бұрын
doom 1 and 2 has always had an interesting rendition of hell tbh, sure a lot of it is just generic hell but some of it is really unique and creepy. particularly with the marble walls and buildings with the strange imagery on the walls
@catstealer419dominion7
@catstealer419dominion7 Жыл бұрын
I never thought I would find flat gray textures so menacing and ominous. You have elevated E1 and made a beautiful piece of art. Well done.
@kevinfuchs1st
@kevinfuchs1st Жыл бұрын
The bloody corridor in E1M4 got me. It's like it's one of many memories Doomguy has intermingling in all of this that he'd rather not have.
@toby55deadmaster
@toby55deadmaster Жыл бұрын
I loved the sensation you made me feel, like: "This is not supposed to be here" or "I don't remember this area in particular" and the best was "This room is backwards, I'm supposed to turn right, not left, what is happening?" A complete masterpiece. Is like the Doom Slayer tried to remember the past and some information is missing or altered and he is stuck in his memories of the first episode because when he tries to remember what's beyond Computer station he gets back in Hangar, amazing, just amazing.
@mindfish21
@mindfish21 Жыл бұрын
I have a close relative who is going through dementia and it's getting worse. Maybe I'm just becoming very sensitive to the subject but this wad elevated my heart rate and honestly made me depressed. I've tried listening to The Caretaker in the past and I genuinely cannot. Dementia truly is heartbreaking to witness and I hope anyone reading this never has to experience it in a loved one. Well done.
@e242animator
@e242animator Жыл бұрын
shoot the person
@e242animator
@e242animator Жыл бұрын
(joke)
@98SE
@98SE Жыл бұрын
Honestly E1M6 and E1M7 made me feel sick I hope that no-one (myself included) ever has to go through this and I hope your relative gets better and in the past I have felt hopeless and to be honest suicidal when I was at school (I'm 20 now so 3 years ago i left school and much better) I'm autistic with adhd and it was such a rough time but I can't begin to imagine what it would be like to have dementia and I hope that I never ever ever have to find out... Edit: My comment made no sense at all and even after editing it it still barely makes any sense, might delete it lol.
@Barnaclebeard
@Barnaclebeard Жыл бұрын
Watching my father figure's mind crumble when I was very young profoundly affected my entire life.
@chairgaming1997
@chairgaming1997 Жыл бұрын
Before my great granddad passed last year, he was having cases of dementia where apparently he started talking about going to work. He was like 96 and had been retired for many years. What was nice is he didn't forget me or his other great grandchildren
@zedc6072
@zedc6072 Жыл бұрын
God this is fucking horrifying, excellent work.
@FortisArbor
@FortisArbor Жыл бұрын
I'm not familiar with the original game, so I feel some of the impact is lost on me... but even then this is a really cool experience, the use of music, warping textures, changing rooms, etc, all adds up to really unsettling gameplay. Awesome work! ::- ) Using bullet holes to navigate the long grey hallway was really smart. I can imagine I would have just blundered along till I got somewhere. Edit: Saw other people mentioning it in the comments, but yesss even the way you played, looking around, firing at nothing, etc, adds a great layer to the experience ::- D
@keenanwilkie7607
@keenanwilkie7607 Жыл бұрын
For someone who *has* played the original DOOM episode 1 many, many times the experience is jarring. At first you notice the obvious missing details like blank textures on walls, then you start wondering if certain things (like the red keycard in mission 2) are really where they are supposed to be or if they are slightly in the wrong place. Having a memory of the layout that turns out to be more and more wrong is very jarring.
@b3ans4eva
@b3ans4eva Жыл бұрын
I don’t think I’d be able to play this without crying. Even watching this is making me tear up. My father is going through this now and I get to see it unfold in front of me without imps trying to burn my flesh off.
@MadSpectre47
@MadSpectre47 Жыл бұрын
Stay strong.
@BastetFurry
@BastetFurry Жыл бұрын
Hugs? 😿
@CrizzyEyes
@CrizzyEyes Жыл бұрын
The subtle effects you used in the music, like the added sharpness of the "vibraphone" synth in E1M3, really add to this.
@SvendleBerries
@SvendleBerries Жыл бұрын
I love how even the music gets more messed up as you progress. Very nicely done :D
@CrizzyEyes
@CrizzyEyes Жыл бұрын
I love the Doom soundtrack so I noticed the false start of the bassline near the start of E1M2's track... "Hmm, I think this is how the song goes?" kind of moment.
@user-ln2kz3fh2u
@user-ln2kz3fh2u Жыл бұрын
That "No start for player 1 found" will forever haunt me
@marcin2x4
@marcin2x4 Жыл бұрын
If this is what dementia manifests in real life, this project could serve as a awearnes campagin.
@DrazkurHW
@DrazkurHW Жыл бұрын
Totally a project like this, although this one is kind of hard to get if you have not played hours of doom before. You really appreciate it if you know these maps well
@maliook727
@maliook727 Жыл бұрын
@@DrazkurHWyep really hit hard since ive played all these levels dozens of times
@squarelogant6520
@squarelogant6520 Жыл бұрын
I heard people with dementia gain all of their memories back an hour before they die. The ending must mean Doomguy died.
@dylancross1039
@dylancross1039 Жыл бұрын
​@Cloudy Not necessarily. People who suffer from Dementia typically become incredibly lucid before they die
@danolantern6030
@danolantern6030 Жыл бұрын
@Cloudy Its called terminal lucidity,and happes when a patient remembers everything for a moment,sometimes,even being able to recognize their own family before dying.
@poliohead5185
@poliohead5185 Жыл бұрын
However terminal lucidity is rare so for most patients they die remembering nothing
@Mystikan
@Mystikan Жыл бұрын
This happened to my grandmother. She was practically non responsive for several years, but when she died (Mum was there when she did), she said that Nan become her old self for several minutes, remembering all sorts of things about her life, and then she said to Mum, "I have to go now, darling", laid back on her pillow, smiled, and died.
@Barnaclebeard
@Barnaclebeard Жыл бұрын
What is being depicted is the retrograde amnesia-like effects of dementia. People tend to lose their most recent memories first. My grandfather lost his English and thought he was in Germany. It has nothing to do with the moment of death, their level of lucidity and the memories that are accessible change from day to day and moment to moment.
@JohnSmith-uk6wh
@JohnSmith-uk6wh Жыл бұрын
Does anyone else find the "fixed" E1M1 at the end strangely cathartic? After all the chaos and dread, there finally comes a moment of peace. It was always going to end in death, it can't last, but rather than those final moments being filled with confusion and terror, there is calm and clarity. A last chance to look back on your life, to savor the memory of good times. A last chance to say goodbye.
@Pundit2k
@Pundit2k Жыл бұрын
So this is what my grandpa experienced when he was owning the demons of hell.
@Starpotion
@Starpotion Жыл бұрын
I like how the actual game elements, the pickups, enemies, keys, eventually become meaningless as it becomes clear that you just want to leave the area instead of actually play the game. It gets even more terrifying as these elements completely disappear and the only thing left to interact with is the level geometry itself, which is becoming increasingly more hostile.
@trouble12208
@trouble12208 Жыл бұрын
I love the acting in E1M7, when he's back to E1M1, and he finds the original gray wall. He just shoots it. Like Doom Guy is frustrated at this wall.
@AceHalford
@AceHalford Жыл бұрын
Mate, this was full of anxiety and you really captured madness. This is a masterpiece. You have to make one for Doom 2, or other episodes, I'm sure its gonna be crazy insane. What would be more weird is having strong demons early and they don't attack, confusing us evern more when reality bends and you fall more into dementia, also the music edits, terrific! Love this! Really one of my favorite Doom experiences.
@eliteshyguy88
@eliteshyguy88 Жыл бұрын
This definitely feels like a creepypasta wad.
@RedheadMetalC
@RedheadMetalC Жыл бұрын
It's scary and depressing in same time.
@XombieLejon66
@XombieLejon66 Жыл бұрын
This mod is Doomguy trying to reminisce on his past. Because even when Doomguy was made into some kind of demigod following the events of Doom: Eternal, he realized his mind was still very much that of a regular mortal man. And so, as the centuries rolled on, his body remained at its physical peak but his mind was rotting from the inside out.
@sad-death
@sad-death Жыл бұрын
Okay just thinking about this is not only comedically dark, but also fucking horrifying.
@CrizzyEyes
@CrizzyEyes Жыл бұрын
This could be a dream that Doomguy had while asleep, years later, as the Slayer. Trying to hold on to his beginnings so he can hold on to his identity. Eventually he'll just become a mindless killing machine that has to kill demons, but doesn't know why. Of course, having a fortress where he collects funko pops and electric guitars kinda sandbagged any attempt at seriousness in the story.
@SonicMaster519
@SonicMaster519 Жыл бұрын
@@CrizzyEyes Even demon slayers have to take to their hobbies sometimes.
@lizichell2
@lizichell2 Жыл бұрын
It's really quite an interesting way of showing how dementia can skew perception of reality and screw with your memory
@axelitygaming
@axelitygaming Жыл бұрын
It is interesting how the title of the WAD foreshadows the events of the content. I feel like "The Thing You Can't Defeat" is a vague reference to DOOM but in a way that makes it seem as if someone's ability to recall details about the game were completely twisted to the point where they can only fill in the holes with something that feels familiar but at the same time very distant from their withering memories, since Doom as a word can be defined as "cause to have an unfortunate and inescapable outcome". You can try to fight, but no matter what - your fate is sealed from the get-go. 10/10 mod, would recommend this to my friends so they can get an existential crisis
@kilotron702
@kilotron702 Жыл бұрын
Eerie, unnerving, gradually less-and-less subtle… I love it! Is it weird that I want a version of Doom II and Final Doom like this now?
@hotmultimedia
@hotmultimedia Жыл бұрын
I think I have not "grasped" dementia before. What a great mod.
@ZILtoid1991
@ZILtoid1991 Жыл бұрын
On the last level: You're in a nursing home, and the head nurse is checking on the people. The kids of Doomguy visit later on, but the Doomguy forgot them.
@jemperdiller
@jemperdiller Жыл бұрын
so much potential in this wad. imagine a full game with this dementia, something like doomguy getting pill with temporary effect at the end of e1m7 allowing him to get to detereorating shores of hell with corrupted enemies and sound effects
@lefranor5773
@lefranor5773 Жыл бұрын
Doometia
@davidcone1433
@davidcone1433 Жыл бұрын
Considering the Spider Mastermind is a giant brain on legs, it weirdly works.
@redfox4171
@redfox4171 Жыл бұрын
Really well done, and even better if you are already familiar with the Doom levels.
@cujoedaman
@cujoedaman Жыл бұрын
I think it'll hit DOOM fans more than most watching this because we DO remember and know how these levels played out. We played them more than any other level in the entire DOOM franchise (thank you, shareware). We know something is off and it keeps getting worse as it goes on.
@WiseMysticalTree81
@WiseMysticalTree81 Жыл бұрын
Well said.
@Desh681
@Desh681 Жыл бұрын
@@cujoedaman Genuinely one of the scariest experiences i've had because i've played it more than the average person, and i _didn't_ recognize the later levels (M6 and M7 mainly). Was only after finishing did i get chills..
@Celxorth
@Celxorth Жыл бұрын
Imagine playing with someone who hasn't played Doom 1 for like 2 decades with this wad without him/her knowing about it, and acting like there is nothing wrong with the game when the weird things start to happen.
@IvanOdintsoff
@IvanOdintsoff Жыл бұрын
I've never being so sad with a Doom WAD. It's amazing. And knowing the "backstory" makes it hit hard.
@OblivionSoldier
@OblivionSoldier Жыл бұрын
What's the backstory?
@spartanbravo1482
@spartanbravo1482 Жыл бұрын
Doomguy has dementia, nuff said
@RobertPayne556
@RobertPayne556 Жыл бұрын
​@@OblivionSoldierI see what you did there. 😂
@die_lokki287
@die_lokki287 Жыл бұрын
play "my house"
@s.i.m.poster6823
@s.i.m.poster6823 Жыл бұрын
​@@die_lokki287 it's mysterious and impressive sure, but not really sad With doomentia... This happens to real people. And it's so realistic and subtle too.
@LordChaosHavik
@LordChaosHavik Жыл бұрын
Doom, but It's just a Burning Hellscape.
@rydogjkjr3325
@rydogjkjr3325 Жыл бұрын
This is literally eateot but in doom (everywhere at the end of time) I would recommend anyone interested in projects that explore the dementia topic. Eateot captures it really greatly. It’s definitely the best project that talks about this topic. I wouldn’t be surprised if this was inspired off of that. This is the second best thing I’ve seen depicted dementia.
@Spyd77
@Spyd77 Жыл бұрын
Excellent experience. I know DooM's maps from memory of playing this game often in the last 30 years, and the feelings of uneasiness and uncomfortableness that the progressive degradation of the levels give is intense. Also, the music. It's genius that at first the music is just slightly wrong enough to make your brain go "that's not right" but you can't really place it. Later it's more obvious, and while being noticeable, the off-key parts really add to the atmosphere.
@dustgun3861
@dustgun3861 Жыл бұрын
Everywhere at the End of DOOM
@miikavihersaari3104
@miikavihersaari3104 Жыл бұрын
This almost feels like laying to rest an entire golden era in gaming, knowing it's never coming back.
@Youda00008
@Youda00008 Жыл бұрын
Or that it's time to stop playing old games and move to next phases of life.
@acex222
@acex222 Жыл бұрын
DOOM never left.
@miikavihersaari3104
@miikavihersaari3104 Жыл бұрын
@@acex222 That's true, and Quake never left neither. There's also an awesome trend of retro shooters being made these days, which I'm very happy to see.
@mrosskne
@mrosskne Жыл бұрын
@@miikavihersaari3104 I hope that one day you get better taste. Things aren't good just because they remind you of what you liked when you were a child.
@elrusito5034
@elrusito5034 Жыл бұрын
​@@mrosskne "Things aren't good because they remind you of when you were a child" Sorry, but I played doom1 last year for the first time im my 20 years of life and it fuxkin slaps
@elunicocalvo
@elunicocalvo Жыл бұрын
Someone send a link of this video to John Romero.
@IASEAGLE5
@IASEAGLE5 Жыл бұрын
This is absolutely brilliant. The visual and soundtrack anomalies, the perfect use of silent teleporters to create "traps" and the absence of enemies which makes you miss them. This is oddly unnerving especially for those like me who have walked these hallways 100s of times.
@cujoedaman
@cujoedaman Жыл бұрын
Not sure which would be worse, burning alive, drowning or losing your mind. Though, not sure which would be more sad because you wouldn't know you're losing your mind until it's too late.
@dryued6874
@dryued6874 Жыл бұрын
Jesus fucking Christ, the ending gave me feels.
@zeke5450
@zeke5450 Жыл бұрын
Good Ending : And then you skip over to E1M9 where his dementia is cured , he forgot about E1M8 so thats why there is no level.
@oreothestepswitcher
@oreothestepswitcher Жыл бұрын
I know it's a joke, but unfortunately, E1M9 is only accessible through E1M3
@TheNicomagi
@TheNicomagi Жыл бұрын
The sad fact of reality is that doomguy is still fighting demons... ones that only he can see...
@joseignaciogazzi3278
@joseignaciogazzi3278 5 ай бұрын
"I can feel your frustration, its INMENSILY satisfing" -Heimdall
@unoriginalperson72
@unoriginalperson72 Жыл бұрын
DooM but you ran out of computer memory
@napstablade23
@napstablade23 Жыл бұрын
I'm gonna be honest, this type of mod is very original, you have done a really good job!
@Sett86
@Sett86 Жыл бұрын
Someone please reach out to @Decino and get him to do a blind playthrough.
@MondySpartan
@MondySpartan Жыл бұрын
I don’t wish dementia even on my worst of enemies.
@Kevin-jb2pv
@Kevin-jb2pv Жыл бұрын
Is there anything more terrifying than the thought of someone like Doomguy walking around armed to the teeth without a fucking clue where he is?
@curioustrout
@curioustrout Жыл бұрын
Doomguy snapping and seeing humans as demons would be terrifying
@joshuahughes5468
@joshuahughes5468 Жыл бұрын
Good Job working on this WAD, I really liked the look of the visuals in the last couple of levels. 😁😁😁
@juniorsilvabroadcast
@juniorsilvabroadcast Жыл бұрын
Usually i don't cry so easily with things. but seeing this WAD made me feel so much remorse. I played this game when i was younger so many times. It just feels bad seeing the character losing to dementia. You really did a masterpiece.
@---777---
@---777--- 11 ай бұрын
26:43 most terrifying moment. after so many disturbing levels we got almost normal e1m1 and that means Doomguy's mind soon will be ended. Falling apart conscious hold all things together for one last time. And at 28:38 his conscious is gone forever.
@polherverolland
@polherverolland Жыл бұрын
being possessed by demonic power makes your brain see and ear this. That's the point of this game. doomguy can handle every battle, but this crazy shit, the player can't handle.
@dickheadrecs
@dickheadrecs Жыл бұрын
this is legitimately giving me anxiety
@karisasani7006
@karisasani7006 Жыл бұрын
When it came to the end of e1m7 I liked how when it went back to e1m1 it used a more "Holy" version of e1m8's music
@Brunoki22
@Brunoki22 Жыл бұрын
This video really drives home it's point when when I clicked it, it was already on 19:41, despite me never watching this video before... or at least I don't remember doing it.
@IuliusPsicofactum
@IuliusPsicofactum Жыл бұрын
Just played it. It was quite an experience. It made me go through despair and sadness and emotions I cannot describe. It's brilliant. Thank you. Probably the deepest message sent in a Doom wad.
@SWolfFreki
@SWolfFreki Жыл бұрын
This is by far the most amazing Doom map I've ever played. I've replayed 1993 Doom so many numerous times that I know every single secret, nook, and cranny of Episode 1 by heart. Luckily I stopped myself from watching past level 1 of this video because I knew I needed to play it for myself, and I could tell all the subtle little differences. Then everything started noticeably changing. The most creepy part is the absence of the monsters as it goes on. Just wandering around all these halls of a game and place you no longer know, all alone. Absolutely mind-blowing, there is no words for this map.
@steventechno
@steventechno Жыл бұрын
That ending: Notcing the Exit room is now just a black void, Steps back to take one last look at the familiar environment before proceeding and accepting his fate. almost like saying goodbye.
@DevilishBeaver0
@DevilishBeaver0 Жыл бұрын
Never mind the hellish demons and monsters. The deterioration of the human psyche is more terrifying than anything DoomGuy couldve went through.
@_519_
@_519_ Жыл бұрын
I work in health care and...yeah...This looks what I see people experiencing. The failing memory and confusion...
@kaczan3
@kaczan3 Жыл бұрын
Perfect soundtrack: The Caretaker - Everywhere At The End Of Time
@sashathedonut
@sashathedonut Жыл бұрын
I think this soundtrack works better because eateot is based off late 80s and early 90s music and this is based off doom music so it fits better
@conk9990
@conk9990 Жыл бұрын
For those wondering whats with the return to E1M1 after the blanked out E1M6, and the absence of E1M7. It is a stage in Dementia called Terminal Lucidity, where after the progressively worsening stages, sickness the patient returns to full mental clarity and gets back all their memory for a moment before shortly passing away.
@leatherscarecrow3884
@leatherscarecrow3884 Жыл бұрын
Doom is now literally a game that can also teach you about something. What a legendary piece of work...
@fordmodelT1957
@fordmodelT1957 Жыл бұрын
the only thing they fear is old age.
@radoslavdimitrov7505
@radoslavdimitrov7505 Жыл бұрын
This...this is so sad.... Demons: Hey look, there is something wrong with the Doom Slayer, why does he fight us less often? Doom Slayer: What the Hell is wrong with me? Where the Hell am I? Why I can't remember anything?
@techdeckdudes_
@techdeckdudes_ Жыл бұрын
The most effective Doom horror wad
@l1z4rdon7
@l1z4rdon7 Жыл бұрын
E1M6 legit gave me the creeps lol. I’ve listened to the entirety of “Everywhere at the End of Time” many times but have always craved a visual experience rather than an auditory one. This definitely filled that gap. Awesome work! P.S. my grandpa had recently died due to Alzheimer’s and I am also an illustrator artist. That’s probably where the desire to experience a visual interpretation came from now that I think about it.
@bas777ien
@bas777ien Жыл бұрын
Never thought a DOOM map could bring sadness, but here we are... Congratulations for this experience and for the acting !
@HKRazieL
@HKRazieL Жыл бұрын
the moment with the final recollection of everything before death done with the first level is amazing, great job!
@deborah_chrysoprase
@deborah_chrysoprase 11 ай бұрын
This is truly multimedia art, incorporating the media of the game itself, the way the player "acts" throughout the playthrough, and also playing on our own sense of nostalgia for these maps is a medium in and of itself. This all combines to make a truly horrifying experience I've not experienced in most other forms of art. I am not exaggerating when I say I will definitely be discussing this video in therapy at some point, especially how it relates to my own experiences with my mother who suffered a stroke and my own fears of losing my mind when I get older. It's legitimately hard to watch this video without feeling the need to break down and cry and makes the thought of getting old that much more scary.
@Thesnakerox
@Thesnakerox Жыл бұрын
"Also yes, this was HEAVILY inspired by Everywhere At The End Of Time." So...Everywhere At The End Of DOOM?
@Dj3ndo
@Dj3ndo Жыл бұрын
This is so well executed. Absolutely eerie and unnerving.
@Irvin700
@Irvin700 Жыл бұрын
Not only doom guy is fighting demons, he's also fighting his own demons.
@Kaia1701
@Kaia1701 Жыл бұрын
Wow. This made me realize how well I know the original doom levels. Also if this is really how people perceive dementia when they get it. Its scary and I feel sorry for them.
@1ceClimber
@1ceClimber Жыл бұрын
So this was the most riveting 30 minutes of my life in quite a while. Who knew that you could use the map to tell a complete, touching story like that? You did a fantastic job on this WAD honestly, great job.
@SixtyEmeralds
@SixtyEmeralds Жыл бұрын
It's horror that hits the intellectual- a reminder that no one's brain is impervious to crumbling and confusion, and should that happen to any of us, it's an experience I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. I'm... genuinely terrified. I don't want the rest of my life to be... this. And at the same time, I am powerless to prevent it. All I can do is take care of myself and hope for the best. Or to be put out of my misery before I get to the point where... there's... nothing....
@dorrud
@dorrud Жыл бұрын
holy shit this is amazing! it feels like a childhood nightmare.
@lattewyd
@lattewyd Жыл бұрын
Unfortunately this is how a lot of people who have dementia have to go through, big respect to anyone who actually has to deal with that
@ace4720
@ace4720 Жыл бұрын
Anyone who lives to old age will experience it, including you.
@blazingangel1_
@blazingangel1_ Жыл бұрын
@@ace4720 Not necessarily. I did some quick research and while it is a pretty common cause of death, there's nothing stating that every single person who lives to an old age will get it.
@DJL3G3ND
@DJL3G3ND Жыл бұрын
this actually made me feel sad for doomguy, the ending was a great idea
@maurostrachwitz747
@maurostrachwitz747 Жыл бұрын
Doomentia: The way Id forgot it.
@mattivenho8711
@mattivenho8711 8 ай бұрын
Clever to use this whole concept on episode 1 as it truly made me feel a bit unease when I played the shareware doom many many times. big ups
@aerialpony
@aerialpony Жыл бұрын
- (me) This is what we used to play as kids... damn, I don't remember where the yellow key is... - (grandsons, carefully carrying my senile body to the sleeping room) yeah yeah, grandpa, very interesting
@TerraHyperious1243
@TerraHyperious1243 Жыл бұрын
The final level has this… is a harmonic angelic like tone that is harmonious but yet terrifying. It is a beautiful, chilling harmony that I absolutely love.
@ryanmiller-ig3xn
@ryanmiller-ig3xn Жыл бұрын
this mod has so much potential like im imagining a thing where the enemies and items get corrupted or textureless and just become like some grey void
@dylanzlol7293
@dylanzlol7293 Жыл бұрын
Theres those invisible imp enemies right? Imagine if there were more invisible enemies
@davidcone1433
@davidcone1433 Жыл бұрын
I do not want to imagine what an invisible lost soul swarm would be like.
@MondySpartan
@MondySpartan Жыл бұрын
Thought it was Fourtle commenting :p
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