Hand-Signed Posters: creatormerch.com/products/acookiegod5million (only 2,000 left) i signed every single one of these posters by hand... so you should get one :) thank you for 5,000,000 subscribers! i hope you enjoyed my life story and found it inspiring in some way! i was very scared to post this video because i never shared the story on how i hit rock bottom to anybody. i also have never been so vulnerable on the internet and i shared a lot of personal information in this video... but it has always been my dream to make this happen - so i had to do it. thank you for giving me a platform to share my life story and for making my childhood dreams come true. it means more than you know. i love you all

very epic, 6 mill next king!

HONEY WAKE UP COOKIEGOD LORE DROPPED

Ive been watching your videos over an year now and i kinda lost your channel but came back and saw this video. I did not think that i would have some tears in my eyes but at the end i did have some tears. I don‘t now why maybe it reminded me of myself. I did not get beat as a child but i struggeld to. Thanks for being here with us and i wish only the best to youre mom❤

Hope your mom gets better soon! I know what pain you feel. I lost family from cancer. But it gets better! Congrats on 5 million!

Can vouch Cookie is indeed a laid back and chill guy

Childhood trauma is really a thing man, everyone supports you, keep going cookie!

Gosh.. I cried watching this... Seeing your life story, seeing how much you've endured.. And you saying that we learn from our mistakes and time really heals.. I needed to hear that.. Just never thought it'd be from a youtuber and not like a close friend or family.. Thank you Cookie. Keep following your dreams. And I hope your mom gets better

This is the best "Draw my life" story so far in my opinion. You really had the guts to show your deeper inner past. May others learn from this and improve themselves. Happy 5 Million aCookieGod! (Sorry for being delayed)

Here's to ACookieMom beating Cancer. I know this won't do much but its a small help from my side. I'm proud to say that I'm a part of the Cookie Army, and I'm glad to know that you're dooing well. Thank you, Kevin. Stay strong. We all are with you.

I've been a fan for a while, and this Draw My Life video was incredibly touching. Cookie, your journey is inspiring

What a touching story. You know, not many people care about others’ life as they have so much in their own life. It is truly grate for you to share all your life with the cookie army. Hope your mom beats cancer

No idea how I even got to your channel last year, one of your videos popped up and I was hooked. Seeing this feels unreal. We love you cookie, I hope aCookieMom beats cancer!!

Hoping for a quick recovery, aCookieMom!! Nice job Kevin! Thank you for being so open about your life 🙂 It's nice for viewers to see KZfaqrs are just people too

This was the most touching Draw My Life video I’ve ever seen, even looking back on my childhood. To be vulnerable to strangers is very difficult, and we all are so proud. Thank you for sparking an inspiration within me every time I watch a video, you don’t know how much it means. 😊

Guys u need to realise how much he suffered as a child i am so sorry about that but trough all that pain this guy named Kevin aka a CookieGod still managed to get sucsefull in life and make us interesting and funny videos such a sad story but with a good ending it hit me to the heart just keep doing well and i hope u do good in life respect!

9:32 I took this stuff too when I was 13 and ngl this saved me so much with annoying pimples and overall boosted my confidence in school. Fortunately I never got bullied before but my acne was horrendous so this stuff did wonders.

I wasn't expecting to need tissues but here I am with tears in my eyes. Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your story with us.

Really proud to be part of the Cookie Army! Best of wishes and luck during the fight with your mom and cancer! 🇨🇳🇨🇳🇨🇳

Personally, I understand what you went through! My parents had high expectations for me as well! Good job on moving on though and finding peace!!

Oh my god. I don't have words.This is by far the the best draw my life video, and the best backstory i ever watched, i feel like crying right now 😭 you went through so much but still somehow fill your videos with happiness and fun, always optimistic, and that's what we all love about you ❤️ I'm so sorry for what you went through, and i wish the best for you and your family. This was a really impactful video, and i'm sure this made people step back to make better decisions and think about their own lives. I'm sorry if some things made no sense lol, english is not my first language but i hope you understood what i meant :3 Wish you all the best ❤️

This video has given me a whole new perspective on who you are, and how hard you've worked for 10 years to get to where you are now. Thank you for being open and vulnerable, and I pray that your mom beats cancer. I'm not crying, you're crying

Nobody's ever gonna know how I got these many likes..

I litterally cried at the end 😢 the feeling of being called a failure is just heart breaking I can cried because of my own experience me being called useless and no future is just the feeling just feels like your heart being stabbed

This video made me cry so much because I'm just about to finish highschool and with my grades and subjects I don't think I'll get any uni...thanks for giving me a little bit of hope

My son, who is six, found your channel. Your video touched him. I had cancer and that was a very scary time for him. Sharing this video made him feel less alone. Thank you for sharing your life and journey. Lots of love to your mom.

14:57 I’m actually crying it’s ok u aren’t a terrible person you are amazing it’s trauma it’s fine❤

You're great, I discovered you less than a month ago, and you're one of those people I'm getting inspiration from to move forward, I'm 14 years old (I'm Italian) and I have so much desire to make youtube videos like yours, beautiful and entertaining, the skills are there, but school is involved and I don't want to give it up. Anyway, beautiful video and keep it up, you made a crazy project.

Most deep thing I ever watched it showed me a lot about ur life and I love it hope your mom recovers fast and I hope you have a great KZfaq journey!

I've never actually GENUINLY cried to a video or movie, this is the most moving video I have ever seen, thanks Cookie. Also I HOPE that aCookieMom gets better , my grandpa had cancer and I know how it feels. feel better :)

This was sooo wholesome and legit, that it changed my perspective on a couple of things. I just want to say to you cookie, that you and your family have been through a lot and deserve more than you know. I love your videos and will continue to watch them till the day I die. I love how far you've gotten and how you've held onto your dream till the very end, AND LOOK HOW FAR YOU GOTTEN!!! 5 MILLION SUBS!!! Love you cookie, we will continue to support you and all that you do! 💯

I wanted you to know that your videos helped me a lot during a complicated period for me where everything was really going wrong and I wanted to thank you for that. Love You Cookie

I cried watching this, WE LOVE YOU @ACookieGod!

Man, its been a decade since I've seen a Draw My Life video. This really brings up alot of memories. Also loved your life story Cookie! Don't forget that we're always gonna be here by your side. Congratulations on making it this far ❤

I am a 21 years old guy, who's being told by everyone he's mature. And just when you think you know something in life or think you're mature enough to consider yourself a man, stories like these make you cry. Our story is so simillar that i literally cried while watching. Congrats on achieving your dreams and standing tall in front of your past self.

Omg ur so brave and I'm so happy that it all worked out for you and u are here with us now. This is also very inspiring for me because I am failing most of my classes rn and I'm depressed. So thanks . Ur amazing and hope that the future is bright for you. ❤❤❤

People always said when you’re at gun point, explain your life to the person holding the gun. after watching this video I understand. for me you were a youtuber who made Minecraft videos but now.. its like youre a person i know. you have feelings and emotions, you have a life. and I respect you so much for everything, for making this video for telling us who you are so thank you for this. it was amazing to watch it.❤ aCookieMom will beat cancer!

Its great that you were finally able to live your childhood dream!

I hope your mother is okay now !! I lost my father to cancer when i was just 6 months old so i only knew him by pictures and stories. Losing someone you love isn't the best. Once again i hope your mother is okay now and wish you and your family a very happy life

i’ve been here since you had 33k subs now it’s 5 mil honestly crazy man wtf 😭

Wow, what a story Kevin. Seeing your life, and the way things were so rock bottom at times, and seeing the way you and your family are now is so beautiful. This makes me want to support you and your channel even more. I’m also so inspired. I hope your mom ends up beating cancer because I really love my mom too. Sending love and hope to you and your family ❤❤❤. Keep doing what you’re doing bro, I love your videos.

The end with hugging your mom got me sobbing. I never thought that you would have such a kinda bad childhood. Watching your videos always made me happy. I hope only the best for you in your future. Praying for your mom ❤

My start of doing KZfaq has been fun. I’m nearly at 30 subscribers and i have to say you have been an inspiration for it even if it’s unrelated content. One of my idols

Cookie, you dont know how proud we are of you. I hope your mum gets better soon.

I thought this video was going to be boring, but after looking on KZfaq and finding nothing good to watch, I just clicked this video, and there are tears running down my face, like love in the air, it always finds a way.

dude my eyes are legit tearing hearing the how he and his mom went through all of that is crazy. being asian, im not gonna lie i haven't had experience of having a super strict mom. my mom was also recently diagnosed with something but we all pushed through. your videos hav always been motivating for me. thank you cookie. have fun spending time with your family. praying for your mom.

I will say, this guy is a very amazing guy, we all need to just say thank you cookiegod!!! Thank you for 1.5 years of amazing videos cookiegod, we all love you

Your life is very interesting and I genuinely cried several times. Lmao. Very inspiring and surprisingly relatable, thanks.

It must have been so hard to talk about the situation in between you and you're mom. Just know you're so brave for sharing this with us. We are all so proud for what you've become and it's crazy you had the courage to move back in with you're mom. Stay strong 💪

As someone with ADHD I understand exactly how you feel. Even though I am 9 years behind you, I have recently gone from homeschooling to public school and adjustments have been hard. Strangely enough, I also have bad acne and have a deep voice. Respect to you and your history (both your ups and downs), strength to your mom as she battles cancer (another thing we have in common), and have a very good time just being alive and be with your family thorugh thick and thin forever. While there is a very good chance that you will never see this, as long as even one person does, my message has been sent. Fare thee well.

We love you man u have changed thousands of lives for the better keep being amazing

Bro has a life straight out of a movie❤😂

Sorry that I can’t do much I’m still a student, but I hope your mom will be okay. Your video was the only source of encouragement and entertainment I had during my biggest breakdown, I found you randomly in my recommendations and you saved me from depression and anxiety…so I hope I can help :) ❤❤❤❤I love your videos and you actually made me start on playing Minecraft ;)

Childhood trauma does weird things to you, im proud of you of where you have come and know that you're not alone

After I heard that your mom had cancer I immediately thought about technoblade like I don't want your mom to be the same. I'm not saying that she will passed away but I hope that she doesn't end up like technoblade. Love you cookie/Kevin ❤️❤️

🥺 that video was... 🤯 You are strong for overcoming these difficult paths. stay strong

Man I'm only 14 and this hit so hard. Cookie I hope you realize that those idols you looked up to, your now one of them and I can't even process the amount of things in your life that have happened but I'm so happy with the path you chose to give the army all this great content. Take as long a break as you need I hope your mom gets better ASAP❤😊

Didn't expect myself to cry, so proud of what you have done Cookie been a fan since 2021, man this was so inspiring.

I was three when it was 2020 and I had no idea that he had such a horrible life and I really feel bad for him continuing. I watched his videos when I was 6 1/2 and now I’m seven.

You are so awesome I love your content. I went to China to see my grandparents who work there it is such an amazing place and you totally deserve the break. Sorry to hear about your Mom. Your amazing! - The Cookie Army

I cried during this video… as a Nigerian, my mum always beat me up when I do anything wrong. Although she would always say it was out of love for me. I always wished I could snap the way you did on that fateful day but your story has convinced me that it was never a thought worth thinking. Regards to A, Your family and your friend Jason. You go Kevin

It’s alright if you’re gone for a month, you need to see your family. Almost everyone’s alright with it. Go see your family my guy!

realest video on youtube ever im sorry for your i hope she gets better soon and i believe she will get better cus god is with her i watch all your videos i hope you answer to my comment cus this video really touched me maybe cus i had the same childhood or something else idk so much love for you Kevin im grateful that im part if the cookie army

Hey Cookie, I have been watching your videos for almost 2 years now and I just wanted to tell you that your videos helped me go through my toughest breakup. My boyfriend (now ex) taught me how to play minecraft and your video randomly popped up one day and I just started watching them, Then me and my then-boyfriend broke up pretty messily and minecraft was kind of our thing and I just had a really bad period when It happened and I would binge-watch your videos and It would heal some part of me every time I did so. Your voice and childish jokes always made me laugh ❤ thank you for sharing this life story with us❤ you are an inspiration to stay strong no matter what you go through and no matter what happens we can always look forward to be a better person❤ hope your mom heales well❤ love you Cookie (AKA Kevin now) Thank you for being there for me. I kind of lost this channel and I reconnected and watched this video and I am truly touched and happy to hear this story

i didnt expect to be crying by the end of this....Kevin ur so amazing for everything youve gone throught! I hope aCookieMom gets better and beats cancer! We love you Cookie!!!

@aCookieGod this is one of the first draw my life videos i've watched fully. This story was sad, happy, and full of emotion. And I'm so sorry for what's happening to your mom. I hope you have a great life aCookieGod.

Your mom will eventually beat cancer like a pro....i belief in her...love you aCookiefamily...❤❤

This made me cry he has soo mutch bad thing happened and still accomplish his dream hope u live a happy life

EVERYONE ... let's appreciate how much Kevin/ cookiegod has been through and still making videos and doing what he does best and also hope the best for cookiemom. 😢

This was honestly so emotional and surprising man… We are glad we made your dream come true and I hope you enjoy time with your family :)

i hope your mom gets better soon i almost cried we love you kelvin and your m

This is a cool and sad and happy video all in one. Sorry for the suffering you went through cookie.

I cried during some parts of your story but I’m happy that it all worked out. I love watching you videos when I’m feeling sad or just whenever I watch youtube.

A clap and and a half to you! The Cookie army's gonna miss you!

We all have to struggle, make sacrifices and we also have to make tough choices, but we all have each other’s backs. aCookieGod, your journey is inspiring.❤

I cried lots, I laughed lots, and I felt so many emotions. This video was beautiful and amazing. I’m sorry for everything and I’m so proud you’ve come this far.

Bro You're an ARTIST!

Your not just a good KZfaqr, your also a very good drawer! Keep up the great work Kevin😊

love u cookie god your a great youtuber and i’m glad your dream came true

I ended up crying watching your video. I thought you had a normal life given the joy you show in your videos. Respect for having managed to face all the difficulties you have had in your life. Many people, me for example, would have given up from the start. You fully deserve your 5 million subscribers We love you CookieGod ❤

I've only recently found your channel in the past few days, and from what I've seen, I adore the content you put out. It's a breath of fresh air to me. Thank you for sharing your story, and being brave enough to tell us some of these things, it made me tear up. Wishing your mum all the best. Much love.

yo Cookie i just wanted to know how ur mom is doing hope she overcome all her difficulties and i hope the same for u and the rest of ur family. Ur Mom has a place in my prayers.

Hope your mom gets better we will always support you. Your on your way to ten mill

Congrats on the journey man!

My story is just like yours Cookie! My parents are Chinese and flew to Canada. My parents had me in Canada as well. It's just the fact that I was born in Ontario. I learned a lot of facts about you in this masterpiece of a video. Glad you could finally live your childhood dream!

I'm so sorry

15:30 It actually made me cry man... But great video thank you for this ❤

uploading this on the day of my birthday feels so special! you've come so far and I will continue to support and watch all your videos!! thank you CookieGod ❤

this is one of the most heart-warming story I've ever heard.. we're all proud of you and we love you Cookie!❤

wow! your experience is very inspirational also ur drawings are great man keep up the good work!

Woaah , I never thought I would be in tears watching this video. Thank you Kevin for inspiring me to chase this dream to become a minecraft youtuber! all hail to the cookiegod!

i hope that your mom recovers from her cancer and i truly loved this vid and got to know more about one of my fav youtuber , love you from the bottom of my heart please dont ever stop makeing yt videos and hope you start vloging i would love to see that and always remember that we are always with you

Dude I really wasn't expecting that level of detail and honesty, I think that you are incredibly brave to share such intimate things and I find it inspiring. I have a suspicion this is why your channel grew so fast, not just the gameplay but how genuine you are. Sending healing thoughts to your mum and loads of strength to you and your family. Thank you for this video.

The CookieArmy is so proud of you ❤❤❤

Don't think i ever actually cried to a KZfaq video. Thank you though, this makes me hope full for my dreams to come true. I dearly hope aCookieMom gets better, i believe she can do it!

I LITERALLY IMAGINED U AS KEVIN AND I LOVE IT

Been a fan since the start of the journey. Never really commented but this video deserves all love and support! Thank u cookie for helping me get through the rough times in my life. This might be small but i hope this can help acookiemom beat her way out of cancer. Will always be praying for her ❤

I’m so sorry 😞 😢😊 i’m also happy for you getting your KZfaq channel and doing what you always wanted but I’m so sorry for what your mom got and all the other things that happened in your past

Kevin I've been watching your videos now and you do not upload that daily but I still love your videos and still watch them over and over again

Really loved your version of Draw my Life , especially when you got in good terms with your mom after your big fight with her , and the words at the end meant to us asian kids , sometimes our asian parents just get too strict sometimes and it results to big fights.