I should mention this is one of the most powerful testimonials I have seen. His brother gone. His level of acceptance in grief. Mate I love you. I have been struggling mentally this set me on target again. Thanks for sharing seriously so grateful. Mental health something I’ve always had to deal with all my life and I’m 48. My loved ones is why I’m alive cause the guilt over the pain I would cause them, would keep me focused on staying alive. The love I feel keeps me alive. Just recently the situation of life I’m in got me off track and closed my heart. Your testimonial helped open my heart again. Just listening to you talk opened my heart. Thank you so much.

"I built a prison in my own mind, I was the warden... the prisoner... I just tortured myself! " This just gave me the shivers, don't we all do this to some extent?

I just want to give this young man the biggest hug and tell him he is worthy and he is loved, he IS love.

The gentle, compassionate, humble, kind, wise, articulate and thoughtful way he encourages others to keep going is so beautiful and moving and powerful. This man is going to help so many people. So many blessings to him and to all of us.

Tears were running down my face as I was watching his testimonial. I have so much love for this guy. What a beautiful soul. You are an inspiration to all of us. Thank you Christian ❤️ ps: your brother is not gone. He’ll always be there by your side, guiding you. Now you have a guardian angel

Closest story to my own story that I ever watched. I was suffering in severe depression from age 12 til 25, I slept years away, it was the only thing that stopped the pain for a little while. We have to understand and believe that we can be our own miracles.

He reminds me of my beloved step-father, who suffered from unimaginable depression as a PhD Clinical Psychologist. Sadly, he suffered a cerebral hemorrhage and died at age 51 years. He deserved better. He had trauma from his mother rejecting him and then later WWII. Thank you, Christian - your suffering will ultimately pay off in helping others.

this just broke my heart wide open.i am 60 years old.had a heart attack and quadruple bypass along with covid early in this year..i have been struggling with sleep and anxiety problems since then.i have been doing the work but have not been able to open up my heart.i have been unable to cry to release the fear and frustration and i have been feeling completely empty of soul and presence until this testimonial..thank you christian for sharing your experience with us.you are a fantastic example for any of us that are struggling with the absolute horror of mental anguish..you will never know how much you have helped me ..thank you thank you thank you ...the universe has given you a beautiful heart and blessed me with this message from you ..thank you from ireland and the bottom of my heart xxx

Christian thank you for not giving up. You are an inspiration for all of us.😊

Thanks Dr. Joe Dispensa for being an instrument of change in many people's lives. Thx Christian for sharing.

I feel like I should update - I got a lot of comments ( for me) I don’t expect comments when I comment. This young man really impacted me - he kept me going - I always have had what they call suicidal adeation - actually I’ve had struggles but I don’t think I’ve gone there. It’s weird cause I don’t think it’s apart of my personality now. This guys testimonial is powerful- something listening to him healed me. Thanks by all the people who commented cause it gave me some fortitude I didn’t expect it

I was in my sixties when I realized I suffered from anxiety. I knew I often felt what I thought were high levels of fear or lack of confidence. I would say, what is it I am afraid of? Sometimes I wanted to break things, throw things, punch myself, yell at myself, trying to break what I thought was just a state of being. I felt less than most of my life. Intimidated by everyone and everything. I would try and plow through things, make myself do it, thinking that once I became comfortable or confident doing it, the feeling would go away. It never did. Sometimes it was worse than others. At its worst, I was a bit of a raging lunatic. I really wanted to break things. I would scream at myself and call myself all kinds of terrible things. I wanted to curl up and cry; at its worst, I planned an exit. Then one day, I tried meditating again after years of not meditating, and I found that in a half hour, I could go from level ten to level zero. Then I started doing some research, and I came across Dr. Joe's work. I have all his books now, either in audio or book form and, in some cases, both. I can't say for sure, but I think I might have taken the easy way out without finding this work. Really it is not so easy; in fact, terrifying. At its worst, I would say, this is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, and I would remind myself of how our family felt when one of our loved uncles took his life. Long story short, this work is the most amazing thing. Although I have had some interesting things happen, I have not had a full-blown mystical experience, and I will never stop. I am committed as I know energy affects energy, and much of the pain was caused by my trying to force things to happen. Matter to matter is painful. Over the decades, my body was fully addicted to the survival hormones and hasn't wanted to give them up. But I will prevail. Testimonials like Christians and all the others I have to listen to keep me committed. I was better than I was, and I will keep going until I understand in my body that energy changes the energy and changed energy changes everything. Thanks to Joe, thanks to Christian and all the others. Much Love

“Nothing can throw me back to my old self.“ With this level of determination, self love and personal truth, Anything is possible. Salute and respect ✊ Seven months into Dr. Joe’s work, I’ve found myself at a similar level of awareness as this beautiful soul. No one and no body can remove me from my inner peace. Nothing can stand in the way between me and my vision of my future. I can do this. We can all do this⭐️🙏☀️❤️

Wow, for him to lose his brother and still have the strength to carry on in this way is amazing. So grateful for this powerful testimonial 🥀

One of the best testimonies so far. I’m 24 also and have been doing the work. The way you just spoke about yourself and your brother brought me to tears!! You are an inspiration my friend! I appreciate you! I’m gonna keep going and one day I want to meet you at an event! ❤️

Thank You, Christian!!!!!… for giving hope 🙏…I’m so very sorry for your Precious loss .. Your story is a Blessing to me and, no doubt, **many others.** 🙌💕🤗

What a brave soul you are Christian. Amazing testimony. Deep condolences for your loss. I have a younger brother myself and it would rip me apart if anything happened to him. I've taken heart from your words and attitude, thank you for your strength.

I agree..Christian’s testimonial is by far the most impactful I’ve seen. We’re all going to resonate differently but..the way he helped me see even some more of the science of the hidden realms in his sharing blew me away. I don’t cry much…and I am going through something right now but this man is so genuine and kind that he burst my heart open. Your brother is in a peaceful place off to his next adventure. You’ll always have a brother in me Christian. - Matt 🤍🩵💚🙏

God bless this man

Christian - firstly, take a bow for sticking with the work until you got the breakthrough you so badly needed. That’s phenomenal. Secondly, thank you for sharing your story! Unfortunately, mental health still has a dreadful stigma and people like yourself speaking out, showing the raw honesty of the struggle will help others to know they are not alone and help them speak out too. And, thirdly- I am so so so sorry for the loss of your brother. He is beaming down on you now with pride. None of us can save another, no matter how much we want to - it’s work we can only do for ourselves so stay strong and stay in the light of Dr Joe’s work. Bless you, Christian 🙏🏻

I admire and am thankful for your persistence, courage, and generosity in sharing your story, Christian. I have no words for the loss of your brother…may the love for yourself, others, and life sustain you. I love that a dog sparked love in you. Dogs make everything better. 🐶❤️

I'm proud of you Christian. Love and light.

Thank you for sharing sending you so much love & gratitude ❤

Sweet soul… you are powerful! Thank you for your courage, truth, honesty, and will. Wow wow wow! Blessings to you and thank you.

'Just do what you can, and just keep going...' this really helped me...wow, what a testimony there really are no words, but I can feel your beautiful heart, thank you 🙏 🙏

WHOA Christain a VERY powerful testimony. THANK YOU for sharing and I am SO sorry to hear of your brother. ❤❤

So sorry for your loss.😢❤️ This was one of the most beautiful and eloquent testimonials I have heard here. A reminder to keep doing the work even when impatient and don't see any change in the outer world, change its still occurring. Glad you finally feel free. Love and light to you! ❤️

This was a testimony that i will keep coming back to, thank you so much!!!!!!

I am so deeply impressed by your words and wisdom, Christian. You express yourself in such a thoughtful, honest, articulate and humble way. Thank you, Christian, for doing this work for youself and for encouraging others to do the same, to keep going. I really connect to your story, and I am so sorry about your brother. Sending much love to you and your mom.

Very powerful testimonial on overcoming severe depression, anxiety and insomnia. Thanks a lot Christian for sharing your story that is going to help many people.

Thank you Christian ❤

Sending comforting energy to him and his mom.

Christian, always remember you are a genius, keep on meditating and witness the miracle you will be for this planet In your future

My brother and I are like two halves of the same soul. Couldn't imagine losing him! He turned me onto Dr Joe and I'm so thankful, it's changed my whole being. Thank you for sharing your story!

I have to say, I have been watching these testimonies for a long time, as they always give me hope and make me carry on, but yours brought me to tears and gave me something more than hope I could describe it as knowing. Thank you for sharing and may all blessings come your way.

God bless you Christian. I am sorry about your brother. Thank God you found Dr. Joe ❤ Never give up! 💪

Courageous dear soul ... I feel his pain and so his liberation. Hold on to love brother. 💖🙏🌻

I couldn't help but tear up a little. I am sorry for your loss. 😢Thank you for your authenticity and honesty. Thank you for being a light ❤️

Thank you for sharing your story with us, Christian. Your vulnerability and strength are a shining light for others.

I needed to hear this. Resonates with me. Thank you Christian

My favourite testimonial. Thank you Christian. Sending you love.

What extraordinary strength! And your story will inspire so many other people and save so many lives. You’re a superhero Christian. I particularly loved your line at the end about being resistant to change. I struggle with that a lot but listening to testimonials keeps me trying. Thank you for sharing and inspiring xxx

I think you just saved my life. So many similar feelings and searching for answers. For 13 years. Thank you for your dedication to healing so that you may live a fulfilling life and be here to inspire others. 💕

⛲️🙏Brilliant Brave Boundless Soul,so much Admiration for ⛲️🙏🙏🙏Dr.Jo 😇showing us Who we 😇are 😇

Thank you, Christian, for your commitment to continue in your "new self" despite your brother's passing. Your love for self has burst through! Heart opening does wonders, asyou now know first hand. You could very well hear from your brother. The miraculous is with you and your loving heart.

I am very sick for a long time Barbara is better Candice significantly improving praise God we would appreciate it deeply if anyone could pray for us she desperately need your prayers for a full recovery praise God praying for everyone everyday God bless you all

Beautifully articulate. “Do your best to love yourself. “……Saves my life, too. I’m free🙏🏻. Great thanks!

💙💙💜🙏🙏 Christian a very wise person ...very sad about your brother

Christian, I hope you are reading these comments… i’m sorry for your loss, There are no words for it. I just want to say thank you, you are changing lives with your statement and what you just said about pushing through is what i needed to hear. Hugs! X

What a beautiful soul . Thankyou for sharing your story .

❤️Thank you!! Many of us need to hear you to stay focussed to do the work no matter what… You help save and change lives and thank You dr Joe to BE there for us!!! Showing hope, courage and most of all Love 💓✨

I get his story. This was powerful. My heart goes out to this young man. I hope the love fills him up and moves him towards the life he is ment to live.

Wow,,wow,wow...what a beautiful young man ,what a smart and elocvent young soul...thank yoy for your story, god bless and keep you❤

This is a most moving story. I am so deeply grateful for this testimonial, for your healing, for your transformation. With so many family members who have suffered this same struggle, I am so touched that you have stayed in this world as a sign to all!!!

Thank you Christian, you have inspired me so much. You are a beautiful, humble man and I am so sorry for your loss xx.

Wow! Christian, I am so impressed with your understanding of what happened for you and your acceptance of what happened for your brother. I came from a household with a mother so mentally ill and sadistic that of my parents 4 children, (3 boys and me) I am the only one who "made it out alive!" Two of my brothers are already gone at 58 and 76, not through directly taking their own lives but through never escaping our upbringing. Currently, I am 76 and while I moved to Colorado at 70 and lived 50 years in Manhattan and have lived a rather exciting life, I want more -- and that means that I still need to overcome the residual effects of how were raised. I've been meditating twice a day now for weeks and hope attend a retreat -- financially, if I can I have no doubt that it will extend not just my years but the quality of my remaining years on the planet -- to continue to be a contributor! Christian, YOU will live a life of impact -- I'm sure of that and I'm also sure that you will go on to live out your heart's desire because you finally feel WORTHY! God bless you, Christian, in every way!

Christian...you made me cry. So glad you made it through. Thank you.

Now that is a powerful testimony, actually the most powerful I've ever seen. I'm so thankful to hear your story and experience the gratitude that goes along with it. My hope for you is that you find and live a level of joy like you never imagined possible.

This is amazing Christian - well done mate. Your life is so important, please remember that.

Thank you, thank you, thank you Christian. That was the testimonial I needed to hear. Everything he said was spot on. That right there just gave me the power to keep going. I will watch it often. If you ever read that Christian, know that you are yourself saving people’s life by what you did in creating that footstep in the quantum field and we cannot thank you enough. My condolences for your brother and may he Rest In Peace. Much love. Sam

Lots of love to you, wonderful soul. Thanks for this amazing testimonial and for not giving up. Thanks, Christian! You are a highlight in this world. An encourager, a radiant light of deep conviction. I am very glad to have heard your story here today.

Thank you for sharing. You are so strong. I appreciate your encouragement and you sharing your insight, knowledge and your experience. 🙌🏼♥️👏🏼🙏🏼

Thank you Christian

This young man’s testimonial is so moving. I’ve watched many of these and it’s the first time I’ve cried in response to the sharing. I lost my mother to suicide and found myself on medication to cope with her death and still thought about following in her footsteps to escape the grief I felt. This gives me hope that I can heal, forgive myself, love myself, and one day find joy in living again.

Thank you for sharing your testimony. You are strong and deserving of love. Listening to your testimony opened my heart. You’re helping so many people.

I'm so grateful for your testimony. You gave me strength and faith. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I gonna keep going!!!

I am nearly 3 years late since this video was uploaded. But condolences to you and your mother for such a huge loss. The pain in your face comes through at times, just as the smiles do as well. I hope you are still healing and keeping up to the meditations. You are worth it. Thank you for sharing your story.

Wow your words have such power. Thank you. Love you.

The most incredible, courageous, amazing testimonials I have seen. You’re a rock star Christian. Thank you for your this. ❤️

This was a very moving testimonial, from such an honest, humble, well spoken, incredible young man. Thank you so much, Christian. This is so helpful and encouraging for so many.

Thank you for bringing hope to this world. You are a miracle!

What a warrior he is! I am so intrigued hearing such a left-brained individual describe his experience in such a logical and articulate way. He truly has so much to offer to his loved ones and others. He is such a valuable individual!!

Powerful! His recovery and recognition of Dr. Joe’s work in pulling all the disciplines together for all of us. I have a brother who struggles too. Very powerful message of love and determination.

Thank you so much , your words just gave me hope...God bless you , God bless you all... love to all of you

You can tell this man has gone through suffering. The maturity and understanding and ability to express intelligently is breathtaking. Thank you for sharing your story with us

Thank you Christian. You are a great inspiration.

This is so powerful. The flickers, the glimpses, to being fully open... I am so deeply moved by the genuine efforts and work that your former self did to get here, Christian. To come out of that depth of depression and anxiety is just extraordinary and incredible... you are such a beautiful testimony to taking steps and being consistent. Thank you so much for your profound testimony! 💜

Christian 🙏💓🙏 So much love for your beautiful soul. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

I wish you the best. May all wonderful things happen in your life dear lovely brother. Your story touched me deeply ❤❤ Can't express my gratitude 💓 If i was there, probably I would have hugged you long time ❤

phenomenal testimony from such a young man!❤ Thank you for keeping with all your efforts, my dear. My son is 24.

I need to watch this a few more times. Thank you Christian❤️

Protect this man at all costs. We need more people like you in this world. RIP to your brother, your guardian angel.

Every sitting matters. Consistency is critical. Yes, when you don’t get anywhere in a meditation, something inside you is stirring, even if you can’t feel anything. Never give up. Breakthrough is inevitable, but will come when you expect it least. Don’t expect anything, put all your energy in the process. Pour your heart into it.

😭😭I am sending you so much love ❤️❤️❤️❤️You are an amazing being ❤️❤️❤️❤️ You overcame and overcame and now you are one of the most powerful testimonies I have watched. Thank you for your testimony ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Bless you Christian 🙏🏻 you’re a wise soul, what great advice you gave to all of us! Much love to you ❤️❤️

You are such an inspiration by sharing your story. I'm sure you are saving other lives!

Oh bless you, you beautiful soul. You have gifted me so much hope. I needed this to come my way, thank you. I lost my brother this way and your testimony means so so much. I just want you to know.

I am so thankful for you Christian. I thank you so much for sharing your story. Your story and the story of your brother is and will change so many lives. I tend to think we make soul contracts, and I think you and your brother probably did so together. I also appreciate the way you explained everything with your rational and scientific mind - you especially spoke to me when you described the rate of change of our change and progress. In saying this, you demonstrated the large degree of compassion, self-acceptance and love you have for yourself and you demonstrated for me what all these terms really look like and mean in practice. Thank you!

Bless him his story is so touching. Having had to deal with a suicide in my family too I really feel his pain and love him deeply. So glad he's on a better path and healing. What an inspiring person thank you for sharing your story 💗✨

🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻thank you for sharing. It helps so much for us to hear, all you have gone through and come out.💚🥰😇

I am sobbing as I watch this video. I can identify so much with this guy! Emotional pain can be so paralyzing and intense!!! His story has given me much hope. I am doing the work and even "finding" my heart during meditation can be a challenge. I'll keep sitting in meditation and I'll keep doing the work.

I just want to hug you in this moment Christian, my heart is open, my love and energy and gratitude goes out to you. Thank you Christian for your testimony, thank you, thank you, thank you 🙏🏻

You have appeared today after I spent the morning trying to write down about my chronic unhappiness among other things, and how to open my boxed-closed heart toward myself. You have appeared in this 5months ago messages before many many others and I heard you... You have been my syncronicity today. I do thank you for your help, I will listen to you again and again and do my work, and return to you as you are my angel now. I love you, and I do thank you for this amazing testimonial. I wish you all the possible good for your life. Thank you. ❤

Thank YOU for saving yourself because you are a Great Gift to the world!!!!!

Thank you very much Doctor Dispenza quantum field bless you more and more

I loved this testimonial. His power,resoluteness,tone ,everything was perfect!

Thank you so much for sharing your deeply moving testimonial. Wishing you much richness of wisdom and life experience in your ongoing life journey 🦋

What a beautiful person. This is a life-changing testimonial, thank you ❤

You are such an inspiration! Thank you for the love you are sharing ❤

Lots of love man. May God showers the blessings of His love on you. ❤️