I'd be greatful if you took a listen to my cover of this song and checked out my small channel :) kzfaq.info/get/bejne/e5h7Zc2muLile2w.html I'm also thinking of making more Broadway tracks when I get my new keyboard, so there's hopefully more on the way!

Is this how I die? Ridiculed and laughed at Wearing clown shoes Is this how I die? Furious and reckless Sick with booze How did I live? I taste every wasted minute Every time I turned away From the things that might have healed me How long have I been sleeping? Is this how I die? Frightened like a child Lazy and numb Is this how I die? Pretending and preposterous And dumb How did I live? Was I kind enough and good enough? Did I love enough? Did I ever look up and see the moon and the stars and the sky? Oh, why have I been sleeping? They say we are asleep until we fall in love We are children of dust and ashes But when we fall in love we wake up And we are a god and angels weep But if I die here tonight, I die in my sleep. All of my life I spent searching the words of poets and saints and prophets and kings Now at the end all I know that I've learned is that all that I know is I don't know a thing So easy to close off Place the blame outside Hiding in my room at night So terrified All the things I could've been But I never had the nerve Life and love, I don't deserve So alright! Alright! I've had my time Close my eyes Let the death bells chime! Bury me in burgundy I just don't care! Nothing's left I looked everywhere! Is this how I die? Was there ever any other way my life could be? Is this how I die? Such a slough of feelings inside of me But then why am I screaming? Why am I shaking? Oh god, was there something that I missed? Did I squander my divinity? Was happiness within me the whole time? They say we are asleep until we fall in love We are children of dust and ashes But when we fall in love we wake up And we are a god and angles weep But if I die here tonight, I die in my sleep. They say we are asleep until we fall in love And I'm so ready To wake up now I wanna wake up Don't let me die while I'm like this I wanna wake up God, don't let me die while I'm like this Please let me wake up now God, don't let me die while I'm like this I'm ready I'm ready To wake up

Thanks for making a great track! I’m in the real Pierre Bezhukov hours now, and it really helps.

Putting this here for my need, and anybody else who needs it! Lyrics Is this how I die? Ridiculed and laughed at Wearing clown shoes Is this how I die? Furious and reckless Sick with booze How did I live? I taste every wasted minute Every time I turned away From the things that might have healed me How long have I been sleeping? Is this how I die? Frightened like a child Lazy and numb Is this how I die? Pretending and preposterous And dumb How did I live? Was I kind enough and good enough? Did I love enough? Did I ever look up and see the moon and the stars and the sky? Oh, why have I been sleeping? They say we are asleep until we fall in love We are children of dust and ashes But when we fall in love we wake up And we are a god and angels weep But if I die here tonight I die in my sleep All of my life I spent searching the words of poets and saints and prophets and kings Now at the end all I know that I've learned is that all that I know is I don't know a thing So easy to close off Place the blame outside Hiding in my room at night So terrified All the things I could've been But I never had the nerve Life and love, I don't deserve So alright! Alright! I've had my time Close my eyes Let the death bells chime! Bury me in burgundy I just don't care! Nothing's left I looked everywhere! Is this how I die? Was there ever any other way my life could be? Is this how I die? Such a storm of feelings inside of me But then why am I screaming? Why am I shaking? Oh god, was there something that I missed? Did I squander my divinity? Was happiness within me the whole time? They say we are asleep until we fall in love We are children of dust and ashes But when we fall in love we wake up And we are a god and angels weep But if I die here tonight I die in my sleep They say we are asleep until we fall in love And I'm so ready To wake up now I wanna wake up Don't let me die while I'm like this I wanna wake up God, don't let me die while I'm like this Please let me wake up now God, don't let me die while I'm like this I'm ready I'm ready To wake up

You are what people called “Jesus”in biblical times Thank you

Great arrangement

This is the perfect track!!! I'll be using it as backup for my upcoming auditions. Thanks!!!

lyric comment: Is this how I die? Ridiculed and laughed at Wearing clown shoes Is this how I die Furious and reckless Sick with booze How did I live? I taste every wasted minute Every time I turned away From the things that might have healed me How long have I been sleeping? Is this how I die? Frightened like a child Lazy and numb Is this how I die? Pretending and preposterous And dumb How did I live? Was I kind enough and good enough? Did I love enough? Did I ever look up and see the moon And the stars and the sky? Oh, why have I been sleeping? They say we are asleep until we fall in love We are children of dust and ashes But when we fall in love we wake up And we are a God and angels weep But if I die here tonight I die in my sleep All of my life has been searching the words Of poets, and saints, and prophets, and kings And now at the end all I know that I've learned Is that all that I know Is I don't know a thing So easy to close off Place the blame outside Hiding in my room at night So terrified All the things I could've been But I never had the nerve Life and love I don't deserve So I'll write, alright I've had my time Close my eyes Let the death bells chime Bury me in burgundy I just don't care Nothing's left I've looked everywhere Is this how I die? Was there ever any other way my life could be? Is this how I die? Such a storm of feelings inside of me But then, why am I screaming? Why am I shaking? Oh God, was there something that I missed? Did I squander my divinity? Was happiness within me the whole time? They say we are asleep until we fall in love We are children of dust and ashes But when we fall in love we wake up And we are a God and angels weep But if I die here tonight I die in my sleep They say we are asleep until we fall in love And I'm so ready to wake up now I wanna wake up Don't let me die while I'm like this I wanna wake up God, don't let me die while I'm like this Please let me wake up now God don't let me die while I'm like this I am ready I'm ready To wake up

이대로 죽나? 가슴 속 폭풍을 끌어안은 채로 소리 없는 비명 이상한 떨림 뭘까, 내가 놓쳐 버린 건 중요한 걸 잃어버렸나 행복은 이미 내 안에 있었나? 아직 잠든 거야 사랑하기 전엔 우린 잿더미 속 잠든 아이 사랑에 빠지면 깨어나 천사들도 눈물 흘리지 오늘이 나의 끝이라면 난 잠든 채 죽네 아직 잠든 거야 사랑이 내게 없으니 난 준비 됐어 다시 깨어날 깨고 싶어 난 이대로 죽을 순 없어 깨고 싶어 난 신이여 내가 잠들지 않게 날 깨워주소서 신이여 내가 잠들지 않게 나 이제 나 이제 깨어나!

Did you just take the piano track and add orchestra and choir with Sibellius or something similar? I recognize that choir sound. I thought you did pretty good with the orchestra.

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Do you have the sheet music?

Será que eu morri Cômico, risível Como um bufão? Será que eu morri Cínico e sujo Um beberrão? Como eu vivi Eu percebo o desperdício Cada vez que eu me afastei Do que era minha cura Dormi por quanto tempo? Será que eu morri Fraco, assustado, um imbecil? Será que eu morri Farsante, estúpido, servil? Como eu vivi Se eu fiz o bem, se eu fui gentil Se eu vivi o amor também Se olhei as estrelas, uma vez O luar, e o céu Vivi adormecido Se a vida é dormir até encontrar o amor Somos feitos de pó e cinzas Mas quando o amor nos vem despertar Subimos aos céus, aos pés de Deus Mas se eu morrer hoje aqui Eu não despertei Faz muito tempo que eu tento saber Palavras de santos, poetas e reis E agora eu percebo que o que eu aprendi É que tudo que eu sei é que nada eu sei Tão fácil me isolar E culpar alguém Preso no meu próprio lar Sem ver ninguém Tudo o que eu podia ser Mas eu nunca consegui O amor não mereci Mas tá bem, tudo bem O fim chegou Vejam só, eis que a morte entrou Bêbado e mórbido, não ligo mais Desisti, já sofri demais Será que eu morri Haveria um outro modo de viver Será que eu morri Confusão, desordem no espírito Mas por que estou aos gritos Tremo de raiva? Oh, Deus, ainda tenho salvação? Reneguei o meu espírito A dádiva morava sempre em mim Se a vida é dormir até encontrar o amor Somos feitos de pó e cinzas Mas quando o amor nos vem despertar Subimos aos céus, aos pés de Deus Mas se eu morrer hoje aqui Eu não despertei Se a vida é dormir até encontrar o amor Eu estou pronto pro futuro Eu quero acordar Não vou morrer sem ter amor Eu quero acordar Deus, não vou morrer sem ter amor Me faça acordar Deus, não vou morrer sem ter amor Estou pronto Estou pronto Pra acordar

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Is this how I die? Ridiculed and laughed at Wearing clown shoes Is this how I die? Furious and reckless Sick with booze How did I live? I taste every wasted minute Every time I turned away From the things that might have healed me How long have I been sleeping? Is this how I die? Frightened like a child Lazy and numb Is this how I die? Pretending and preposterous And dumb How did I live? Was I kind enough and good enough? Did I love enough? Did I ever look up and see the moon and the stars and the sky? Oh, why have I been sleeping? They say we are asleep until we fall in love We are children of dust and ashes But when we fall in love we wake up And we are a god and angels weep But if I die here tonight, I die in my sleep. All of my life I spent searching the words of poets and saints and prophets and kings Now at the end all I know that I've learned is that all that I know is I don't know a thing So easy to close off Place the blame outside Hiding in my room at night So terrified All the things I could've been But I never had the nerve Life and love, I don't deserve So alright! Alright! I've had my time Close my eyes Let the death bells chime! Bury me in burgundy I just don't care! Nothing's left I looked everywhere! Is this how I die? Was there ever any other way my life could be? Is this how I die? Such a slough of feelings inside of me But then why am I screaming? Why am I shaking? Oh god, was there something that I missed? Did I squander my divinity? Was happiness within me the whole time? They say we are asleep until we fall in love We are children of dust and ashes But when we fall in love we wake up And we are a god and angles weep But if I die here tonight, I die in my sleep. They say we are asleep until we fall in love And I'm so ready To wake up now I wanna wake up Don't let me die while I'm like this I wanna wake up God, don't let me die while I'm like this Please let me wake up now God, don't let me die while I'm like this I'm ready I'm ready To wake up

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