I think thats one of the reasons sharon has stuck by phil is because she knows who he is inside aside from the hard man act he is a broken person from years of abuse
@ellesmith45643 жыл бұрын
There’s a scene where Sharon & Roxy talk about Phil’s childhood and she says that🥺💔.
@GinaSigillito2 жыл бұрын
This is so true.
@007spudmanSpudsArmy2 ай бұрын
Yet still had the audacity to cheat on him with Keanu with absolutely no regret what so ever...
@rorymckernan85022 жыл бұрын
Powerful and brilliant acting from Steve McFadden in this scene. Especially the brief flashback, where you see him as a child, and his dad pushing his head down on the draining board.
@acceptableandbornind80s322 жыл бұрын
Freaked me out as a teenager I was scared to go in the other room
@jacetadams9461 Жыл бұрын
Twenty years later, Phil and Sharon are still in each other's lives, and we finally saw in the flashback episode Phil's relationship with his violent father. Incredible
@itellwalker79238 ай бұрын
Exactly!!
@PeterShieldsukcatstripey3 жыл бұрын
Sharon and Phil both incredible. So much feeling.
@tapdancingrabbits1242 жыл бұрын
Whoever did the research for this did an amazing job, more than a few bits of this dynamic I can relate to, especially the first time finally fighting back and realising they’re just human trying to exert control over someone they’ve tricked into fearing them
@j04370859 Жыл бұрын
Has anyone realised the recent flashback episode of this story is exactly 20 years after this episode? I wonder if that was intentional.
@warrengrant2992 Жыл бұрын
Wow never clocked that until now!
@NubianPrince85 Жыл бұрын
Yes n we need more of it....
@30Something90sChild Жыл бұрын
Definitely intentional.
@stevedavidson5038 Жыл бұрын
Wow, watching this makes last nights episode so much more impactful and vice versa. Amazing acting from Steve here.
@bpoleary1 Жыл бұрын
Absolutely, although it also makes you wonder why Phil overhearing his father shooting someone dead has never been mentioned by Phil when telling stories like this in the past. Even when he was really drunk lots of times through the years, or the time he was high on drugs a lot and capable of saying anything. Although, I do think that when Phil says here that the beatings stopped when he was old enough to hit his dad back, and he just looked back up at him like a pathetic old man, I do think that very moment was seen last night.
@lukedaley17 Жыл бұрын
We finally get to see the fight Phil was talking about years later in a flashback to 1979.
@chrissmith4678 Жыл бұрын
I can not believe this episode will be 20 years old on monday next week. I remember this episode clearly from when I was a teenager
@kingz1100 Жыл бұрын
20 years later on the same exact day a flashback episode has appeared
@PeterShieldsukcatstripey3 жыл бұрын
Magnificent acting. Poor Phil.
@VL185058 ай бұрын
Why feel sorry for him? He then goes knocking Jamie and Ben!
@westminsterwatcher5152 Жыл бұрын
Steve McFadden is an absolute legend!
@itellwalker79238 ай бұрын
He is! He’s a true legend and a superb actor!! Steve and “Phil” have entertained, excited and inspired me over the years all the way back from February 1990!! Phil reminds me a lot of my dad and even myself as well too… The mannerisms are quite similar to both myself and my dad… Especially my dad… And believe it or not but there’s even a slight resemblance to my dad as well too!! Excellent acting by Steve in this scene!
@cockshield7 ай бұрын
Steve McLegend is an absolute Fadden.
@itellwalker79236 ай бұрын
@@cockshield 😂 I like that! 🤣 That tickled me bruv! 🤭 He is as well!! 👌🏽👍🏽
@ellesmith45643 жыл бұрын
Sharon knows Phil better than anyone🥺😌❤️.
@arifburakkirik2282 Жыл бұрын
And tonight we saw Phil hit him back
@GinaSigillito2 жыл бұрын
I always thought this was their best episode and that is really saying something. Two great characters.
@CASM-ze7lb Жыл бұрын
Anyone here after the Mitchell flashback episode.
@paulyb72673 жыл бұрын
Being beaten up at age 6 must be really traumatizing!
@Bullet-Tooth-Tony-3 жыл бұрын
@Pauly B Yeah its no surprise how he's quite aggressive to people, you are a product of your own environment
@paulyb72673 жыл бұрын
@@Bullet-Tooth-Tony- When planning for Peggy's funeral in 2016, it was mentioned that Eric broke Phil's arm (Phil was 7 or 8 years old when it happened).
@renoniel.9614 Жыл бұрын
Sad that you never gotten beaten
@paulyb72673 жыл бұрын
I remember back in 2015 during a conversation between Phil and Ian where Phil recalls his dad once broke his cheek bone during a vicious beating; Phil swore he’d never hit Ben (who had been living with Phil since he was age 10) but is ashamed to admit he did when he found Ben burning his sister Louise with a hot spoon.
@louwinters5082 жыл бұрын
He once tried to beat Ben but the rest of the family stopped him.
@Grizzy20236 ай бұрын
@@louwinters508when was this?
@Grizzy20236 ай бұрын
@@louwinters508oh wait I remember now lol
@kathysamuels1465 Жыл бұрын
Amazing acting #phil my favourite actor in eastenders
@Deano14397 Жыл бұрын
Steve Mcfadden is a legend
@3socksmorgan485 Жыл бұрын
They have ruined his character by turning him into a police informant, Phil Snitchell
@tattooedandy932 жыл бұрын
I’ve just got goosebumps…
@TripleR250 Жыл бұрын
Imagine a EastEnders Christmas special of a flashback episode to that story! I guess it would be far too sensitive...
@yuenkentsang9446 Жыл бұрын
I love scenes like this..
@EN-qg2bb3 жыл бұрын
Great upload mate never knew this happened
@jonathanwilliams79462 жыл бұрын
I was abused and I was raped as well. I was kidnapped I was nearly killed . So was my family. I was hit and run. I was in a motabike ackct A horse ackct . I had many more stories in my life time. I survived them all .
@zachoneill65702 ай бұрын
Should write a book
@abbieroseholden4174 Жыл бұрын
Phil became like his Father
@ljllob4740 Жыл бұрын
His father was way worse but yeah Phil was a terrible father
@srmills6139 Жыл бұрын
@@ljllob4740 I had seen in quite a number of episodes that Phil talked about how concerned he was of becoming just like his father and that he would end up abusing his children. Phil was far from the best father but I don't think he was a terrible father.
@ljllob4740 Жыл бұрын
@@srmills6139 yeah I agree it’s always up and down with Ben and Phil but that’s father and son me and my dad could kill each other one day and hug and hang out with the next day
@srmills6139 Жыл бұрын
@@ljllob4740 It was totally different with my stepdad. He was a piece of shit and I absolutely hated him for the way he treated me. I think that Phil desperately wanted to break the cycle of abuse but struggled because of his problems with alcohol. Not that that's an excuse for his behaviour but I agree that his relationship with Ben was up and down.
@sambrown232210 ай бұрын
Phil has his thuggish moments, there's no denying about that, but at least he tries to be a better man and a dad. Phil even admitted one time that he was scared silly that he would end up like his dad
@jonathanwilliams79462 жыл бұрын
I never knew Phil's dad was abouseing him but it makes sense . From his drinking . And the way he is. I am looking forward to see the flash forward episodes of the Michelle family's. Of how they started of . To this point.
@abbieroseholden417410 ай бұрын
Phil started drinking heavily when he accidentally killed that guy at Frank's car lot back in the day
@TomHicks03 Жыл бұрын
It’s so scary to think that exactly 20 years later on this day we would get a flashback to Phil’s youth and see him finally put that scumbag Eric in his place. Both this episode and the flashback from tonight are just freaking phenomenal.
@bpoleary1 Жыл бұрын
When Phil said here that the beatings stopped when he was old enough to hit him back, and his father just looked up at him like a pathetic old man, I do think that moment was seen in the flashback episode last night.
@TomHicks03 Жыл бұрын
@@bpoleary1 honestly mate I completely get what you mean. It felt so good to visualise the flashback / story Phil told here 20 years later
@Aladdin-nc7cv3 жыл бұрын
Tony Jordan wrote this 2 hander episode
@007spudmanSpudsArmy5 ай бұрын
Christmas has been ruined in the EastEnders world even before the show began.
@startracker58952 жыл бұрын
Similar thing happened to my Mum. Her Dad was abusive yet he built her a lovely dolls house for Christmas or her birthday. He told her to kiss him to say thank you. She wouldn’t because she was scared of him so he and her much older brother threw the doll’s house into the fire to punish her.
@samuelstevens248 Жыл бұрын
The older I get I come to realise I may of been coercively abused. Constant put downs, never good enough, never good enough. Constantly being screemed at. Never physical, but feel the mental scars. Never had that conversation with them, but I tend to keep a distance. Definitely damaged my relationship with them. Don't even think they realise what they've done to me. But they never take responsibility for my depression and anxiety, and my feeling of reacting to negative comments better than positive
@evildeed90s2 жыл бұрын
sharon was hot 20 years ago
@bondoasaph2 жыл бұрын
Yh she's old now but that didn't stop keanu 🤣
@grxgghxrpxr2 жыл бұрын
She still is...
@H.K.5 Жыл бұрын
And annoying.
@harold31657 ай бұрын
Back when EastEnders was worth watching.
@ayeshamalak3834 ай бұрын
wow Phil and Ronnie both got abused by their dads because Phil was Eric first born son and Ronnie was Archie's first born daughter messed up Phil was 7 Ronnie was 13
@007spudmanSpudsArmy6 ай бұрын
All that because of Candle Wax on the track. Couldn't it just be cleaned off? Eric was just Evil.
@bensmithkent229 ай бұрын
This was peak fat phil. They bulked him up maybe with padding to appear more menacing after grant left and to go toe to toe with a huge man like dan sullivan a year or so prior to this. I think its genuine fat though look at his head its half the size now.
@joeritchie7286Ай бұрын
Steve stole the show
@user-yo6bx2gn7d2 ай бұрын
I got a good friendship with my parents if i went looking at tractors with me father i buy him a bag of chips one bag of chips me father and one bag of chips for me
@Onmysheet6 ай бұрын
The actor who plays Sharon delivered her lines badly back then.
@user-yo6bx2gn7d2 ай бұрын
I buy 7up for me father and chips he say i won't have any chips today don't worry about me cause he doesn't want me to left short of money i buy for my father he can't afford it i help him out with the finance i pay my mother and father 30 euros every week so i won't be left short
@user-yo6bx2gn7d3 ай бұрын
Phil's father must be a bollocks if he abused him
@stuartcumings802610 ай бұрын
Guess thats a good reason for being a pathetic bully then
@user-yo6bx2gn7d3 ай бұрын
Eric is a prick he only abused phil and grant did eric hit sam as well
@Getouttamypub2 ай бұрын
No, he never abused Sam, I think it’s also implied that she was his favourite child.
@LARK-ht7kd6 күн бұрын
@@Getouttamypub interesting
@xwinwinwinx19 сағат бұрын
I think Phil and Grant protected Sam a lot as she is the youngest and the only girl so seen as more vulnerable