Emotional Music - Prison of the Soul

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Adrian von Ziegler

Adrian von Ziegler

8 жыл бұрын

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Hey everyone!
I have been hesitating whether or not I should talk about this, but I guess it’s good if you guys know why I’ve been absent.^^ The truth is I have been feeling quite bad for a while now. Not physically (although I did bite my tongue a few weeks ago so bad that I couldn’t eat normal for a week xD), but mentally. I did suffer from depressions already many years ago and they have come back to me kind of like waves. Some months, even years I felt better, others I felt really bad again. When I was in my teens I even got to a point where I became suicidal, but thank God that’s over for good. Especially because of Carina, since she came into my life I have never thought about suicide anymore, ever.^^ The depression stuff never really went away though, and in the past one or two years it has slowly crept back into my head, first I barely realized it but the past months it became very obvious. My mistake was that I tried to tell myself that I’m not depressed and I didn’t do what I should have done, which is to open up, let it out, and not trying to “be strong”, because it only makes you weaker in the end. Depression also has that really annoying side effect that it kills all your creativity, energy, willpower, all of it. I sat down many times at the keyboard and just stared at my fingers. I had nothing, there was not even the spark of an inspiration. That’s also why I didn’t make a new song for so long, I simply couldn’t. Not until I finally had the inspiration for this song right here, a sad, emotional song. And it took a long time for that. This is also what happened to me 5-6 years ago, and it helped me to feel better (I’m talking about the old songs like Death Dance, Beyond the Veil etc.). Anyway… making this song was really important, I feel like it’s the first step I’m doing forward again towards the light and away from the darkness. So I’m sorry that I was gone for so long, but at least now you know why. Please don’t be surprised if there will be some more dark songs than usual at the moment, I just think I need to let them out, it’s kind of like sucking out a poison for me.
I hope you’re all in good health and that you have a wonderful day, whatever you’re doing and wherever you are. =) Please don’t worry about me, as I said the fact that I made this song is the first step of healing, so the worst is behind. =)
Treat each other well and I’ll see you soon!
All music composed and arranged on keyboard, by myself as always.
The artwork was created by my wonderful wife, Aelathen:
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© All audio material is copyrighted by Adrian von Ziegler.

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@AdrianvonZiegler
@AdrianvonZiegler 8 жыл бұрын
Hey everyone! I have been hesitating whether or not I should talk about this, but I guess it’s good if you guys know why I’ve been absent.^^ The truth is I have been feeling quite bad for a while now. Not physically (although I did bite my tongue a few weeks ago so bad that I couldn’t eat normal for a week xD), but mentally. I did suffer from depressions already many years ago and they have come back to me kind of like waves. Some months, even years I felt better, others I felt really bad again. When I was in my teens I even got to a point where I became suicidal, but thank God that’s over for good. Especially because of Carina, since she came into my life I have never thought about suicide anymore, ever.^^ The depression stuff never really went away though, and in the past one or two years it has slowly crept back into my head, first I barely realized it but the past months it became very obvious. My mistake was that I tried to tell myself that I’m not depressed and I didn’t do what I should have done, which is to open up, let it out, and not trying to “be strong”, because it only makes you weaker in the end. Depression also has that really annoying side effect that it kills all your creativity, energy, willpower, all of it. I sat down many times at the keyboard and just stared at my fingers. I had nothing, there was not even the spark of an inspiration. That’s also why I didn’t make a new song for so long, I simply couldn’t. Not until I finally had the inspiration for this song right here, a sad, emotional song. And it took a long time for that. This is also what happened to me 5-6 years ago, and it helped me to feel better (I’m talking about the old songs like Death Dance, Beyond the Veil etc.). Anyway… making this song was really important, I feel like it’s the first step I’m doing forward again towards the light and away from the darkness. So I’m sorry that I was gone for so long, but at least now you know why. Please don’t be surprised if there will be some more dark songs than usual at the moment, I just think I need to let them out, it’s kind of like sucking out a poison for me. I hope you’re all in good health and that you have a wonderful day, whatever you’re doing and wherever you are. =) Please don’t worry about me, as I said the fact that I made this song is the first step of healing, so the worst is behind. =) Treat each other well and I’ll see you soon!
@youssefa.2251
@youssefa.2251 8 жыл бұрын
+Adrian von Ziegler Oh my god :'( Im so sorry to hear that....You're the best. and not alone :)
@youssefa.2251
@youssefa.2251 8 жыл бұрын
+Adrian von Ziegler You're the best
@youssefa.2251
@youssefa.2251 8 жыл бұрын
+Adrian von Ziegler Your the best.
@youssefa.2251
@youssefa.2251 8 жыл бұрын
+Adrian von Ziegler I'll keep saying that if I have to.....Just to cheer you up :') Youre the best We care about you You're the best Have a lessed year(since a day isnt enough)
@trevorsimonson2177
@trevorsimonson2177 8 жыл бұрын
No worries Adrian. So many of us can relate to what you are going through. Many of us here have battled through it time and time again. You will get through it.
@23Alchemist23
@23Alchemist23 8 жыл бұрын
Nice one Adrian, the dark days make the light shine brighter after the storm, put your weight into the music and tomorrow you will be lighter
@ImranHossain-kz1re
@ImranHossain-kz1re Жыл бұрын
Hey Peter! I'm also a big fan of your musics too! I really love them! Whenever I need a break from everything, I take a sit beside the view of woods, take a Detective series book while enjoying your piano music and Adrian's dark music with a coffee! I'd love to meet you guys one day. May Allah(SWT) grant us to be together. Keep going!
@Theswordundrawn
@Theswordundrawn 8 жыл бұрын
Like many, many artists, you have something inside you that is both a gift and a curse. Don't allow the curse to swallow the gift. Your music, your creativity, may not always be a great source to yourself, but it's always a shimmer of light in a dark place for others. I've been listening to your music since about 2009, maybe a bit longer, when my depression was at it's strongest. While your depression may still strangle you at times, I hope it brings some small satisfaction to you to know that your music has brought harmony to mine, and hours of my life have been spent listening to your music, and in that regard I have come to know you a little bit; including that, like me, you have something inside you that takes hold of your life. I cannot ask you to avoid feeling what you feel, but I am glad that Carina gives you some joy in the times where you cannot feel happy, and that your energy to create has not yet faded. But I hope, against hope, that you remain aware of your value as an artist, a musician, and I might add on a personal note, a source of creative fantasy and wonder to myself and others who follow your work and buy it to hear it timelessly. Your soul may well be imprisoned at times (or always), but for that reason, those of us who are likewise imprisoned can relate to your work so well, and find some peace. And there are, it would seem, literally thousands of us that would listen to you, and let you know that you are not alone.
@AdrianvonZiegler
@AdrianvonZiegler 8 жыл бұрын
+Edmund Withnell Thank you so much for this message! Reading this somehow relaxed me a bit, especially because I could really sense that you know this situation.
@andreafonsodacruzgarcia55
@andreafonsodacruzgarcia55 8 жыл бұрын
+Edmund Withnell Wonderfull "analysis" :-) Both of you can describe such deep problems and feelings so easily :O It is impressing really, and also usefull so thanks you two ;-)
@Theswordundrawn
@Theswordundrawn 8 жыл бұрын
+Adrian von Ziegler I am merely pleased that you felt my thoughts resonate with yourself. It is a small thing, but small things mean much when depression fills the world like fog, I know. And it means much to me, that one of my favourite artists felt some peace from my words. So thank YOU, Adrian von Ziegler. Your peace of mind brought me my own sense of peace. But should you ever find yourself able to think among your own bouts of depression, I think these words should stand out most clearly: "You are not alone". While everyone experiences their depression differently, and we all feel like no-one can really understand it, what matters often to help ease us through, is knowledge that we are not alone; that someone, somewhere, cares for us. Even a stranger, or perhaps especially a stranger. I do hope that it gives you some peace to hear those words. Even if the voice speaking them is artificial, across the internet.
@MarimbaMaurice
@MarimbaMaurice 8 жыл бұрын
You have said that so wonderful! (or written)
@sidokouki670
@sidokouki670 8 жыл бұрын
+Edmund Withnell why it's curse ? i don't get it
@EddyRidruejo
@EddyRidruejo 8 жыл бұрын
Hi Adrian, I am a math teacher. Today I am meeting an ex-student with suicicide tendency. He has tried three times to kill himself; the first one jumping from a balcony in the fourth floor. And he is an absolutely amazing poet. He writes incredible poems.Las time I talked to him I finally got a great reward cose he told me I helped him to find a reason to go on.Your music makes this world a better place!!Thank you.
@AdrianvonZiegler
@AdrianvonZiegler 8 жыл бұрын
Usage rights - please read: I’m posting the usage rights and important information about my music right here in a comment on every new video so that they’re easily accessible to everyone. =) USAGE: If your project (any project at all, movie, photography, websites, live shows etc.) is non-commercial, which means it doesn't earn you any money, then you can use my music for free. Only given credits are necessary, that's the only condition. Credits would be totally fine as a small text in the movie, website etc. written "Music by Adrian von Ziegler". In live shows and other projects where including a text would be difficult, an oral mention would suffice as well. =) On KZfaq you can also use my music for free even if you monetize your videos by the way! ANY school projects have automatic free permission to use my music, no license payment is required. If the project is commercial, meaning it makes money in any way (except KZfaq, see above), you would have to buy a license for the music you want to use. The license payment would be small in almost all cases except for big budget productions. It would be a one-time payment, so you can use the music you bought forever in that project. It does not give you any rights over the music however, so remixing the music, re-selling it etc. is not allowed. Giving credits is also necessary in commercial projects. Remixing, sampling and other forms of altering the original song into a new piece of music is also generally not allowed unless the remix is 100% non-commercial and labelled with the original title and author of the song (me). Adding bird noises, nature sounds or similar things are allowed. Nightcore alterations are also allowed while non-commercial and labelled with original title and author (Google "Nightcore" in case of confusion). So if your project is non-commercial or a KZfaq project, just give credits and there is nothing holding you back from using my songs. ANY song you want. =) If it's commercial stuff just write me a personal message or an email at adrianvonziegler@gmx.ch and inform me about the scale and details of the project and we'll make a deal. REQUESTED MUSIC: I generally do not accept offers to make songs on request or to write music for movies, games etc. One reason is that I can't handle it time-wise but even if I had the necessary time I would still stay away from it because I - quite honestly - don't really like to do it.^^ I basically make music to express whatever topic moves me, randomly. I tried it a few times but I have the best creativity and feel the most freedom and happiness when I do that completely alone and without being “employed” by someone. I hope that’s understandable.^^ Important: I do not allow my music to be used in any project that has a clear political, racist or discriminatory message. By that I mean anything that goes from direct political, racist or discriminatory videos or underlining speeches with my music, onto remixing my melodies into a song that has lyrics with clear political, racist or discriminatory message and similar things that clearly promote these things. I hope you're having an awesome day, and thanks a lot for being interested in my music! =)
@baastiZockt
@baastiZockt 8 жыл бұрын
+Adrian von Ziegler great =)
@doublel9181
@doublel9181 8 жыл бұрын
+Adrian von Ziegler I don't know if you are aware but, "Kroc Blanc", a rap band from France, have used one of your music as a sample in a song in honor of Jean-Marie Le Pen, the creator and former leader of the "National Front", the right-extremist party (he's also an ex-nazi). You are mentioned in the description of the video, but since it's clearly politicly oriented, I wanted to warn you. (Sorry for the frenchy english and hope you'll get better!)
@zacktoor1591
@zacktoor1591 8 жыл бұрын
+Adrian von Ziegler That's actually very big of you, and if I wasn't already subscribed then your policies on allowing others to use your music would have been enough to cause me to do so... just one more reason you are awesome. BTW, I plan to fill my mp3 player with a bit of your music, just so I have something good to listen to while away from the computer :).
@pr1nc3ssesasha75
@pr1nc3ssesasha75 8 жыл бұрын
+Double L I checked it out, it's an ironical rap to make people laugh. They are not serious about what they say (if you belive what they wrote in the description) Even though, it's still political and can be misunderstood, so it's a good thing to warn Adrian ^^
@ArwenUndomiel406
@ArwenUndomiel406 8 жыл бұрын
Your description broke my heart. Dear Adrian depression is something I wouldn't wish my worst enemy, because I've been suffering from depression myself for the last four years and lately it has worsened intensely. That's why I'm glad that you're feeling better now and I admire your courage for being so open.Take good care of yourself. P.S: Your piece of music is amazing (as always)
@kittyfriend9888
@kittyfriend9888 8 жыл бұрын
your music makes people feel when they can't, dream when they can't, it takes them away when they have nowhere to go, your music is a gift Adrian.
@AndyHargraveMusic
@AndyHargraveMusic 8 жыл бұрын
Something beautiful always comes out of the darkest of places. Welcome back Adrian!
@KaraShadows95
@KaraShadows95 8 жыл бұрын
Being able to overcome the shadows in your mind makes you so much stronger. A shadow follows but if there is shadow there is also light.
@BK02027
@BK02027 8 жыл бұрын
We acknowledge your pain. We are here for you.
@MysticMavi
@MysticMavi 8 жыл бұрын
I lost my brother 1.5 years ago and listening to your song brought all those memories back. I cried, cried and cried. But I had to cry to let the pain get out. Feeling better now..
@Rightwing789
@Rightwing789 8 жыл бұрын
Adrian is beyond humbling.. Hes not a sell out to companies and honestly i have mad respect. He is so passionate about music keep up the great work
@IceQueenofMitera
@IceQueenofMitera 8 жыл бұрын
I understand completely where you're coming from. depression sucks and I have been struggling with it for years. You have a gift that you use to help people like me. Your music helps me a lot
@katiegibbs4097
@katiegibbs4097 8 жыл бұрын
I listen to this music almost 24/7. In class, at home, to bed and even while watching TV. For some reason it helps me think. I haven't been able to think in a long time. My art is finally coming back to me the way it use to which I love because I can get paid again!!
@lazuli5504
@lazuli5504 8 жыл бұрын
Reading the description while listening to the music is like listening to the story inside of the song.
@davidvasile1675
@davidvasile1675 8 жыл бұрын
If You and The Enigma TNG don't have long and successful careers making music, The universe will have no meaning to it. You two are what should inspire true artists to bring their thoughtful creations to life. Absolutely outstanding.
@MoriMekan
@MoriMekan 8 жыл бұрын
Terribly sorry to hear about your struggles Adrian, at the same time we are glad to hear you're recovering & having special one besides you. Hope you know that many supports you. Been admiring your music for a while & always thrilled to see more. Please take good care & thank you for sharing!
@kairostheone9505
@kairostheone9505 8 жыл бұрын
It's ironic how mankind's most beautiful creations are born from their deepest sorrows
@marthaguadamuz6662
@marthaguadamuz6662 8 жыл бұрын
It happens Adrian the same thing happens to alot of us. Just let everything out with your music, I do the same thing in writing. Your inner emotions can be expressed in the work of art and that is how you can relieve the saddness and bring the light in those dark days. Take care.
@aquaticmole7606
@aquaticmole7606 8 жыл бұрын
It appears it is my turn to add my voice to the many who have been helped through dark times by your music. When I first heard this song I was almost terrified by the despair required to create such a piece. What truly did terrify me though, was that I recognised the same emptiness which has consumed me for years. Yet, in the middle of the night when I couldn't fall asleep for fear of waking up the same way, when I fell into the depths of that abyss, these notes were the only thing I found to cling to. The thought that somebody else out there understood what it was like to feel this way gave me hope. Now, months later, I am beginning to feel again. Like a small child taking his first steps into the world it seems to me like I am learning everything for the first time. The smell of a field of grass swaying in a summer breeze, the peace as a small smile spreads across my face at some beautiful thing. The pain has never truly left me, even during my most joyous moments, but with every passing day I come a little closer to the light. So thank you Adrian Von Ziegler, your music saved me.
@jonathanbrenner5542
@jonathanbrenner5542 8 жыл бұрын
Any video that attracts people that are so nice has to be good. I just came here to calm down after reading and responding to some comments on videos on the attacks in Paris. Half of them where blaming groups or religions without proof and insulting each other for no real reason. I love coming hear and listening to a beautiful song in this section of the internet where everyone is understanding and empathetic. Support the victims of the attacks in France.
@lukedillard6696
@lukedillard6696 8 жыл бұрын
Adrian,we all pray that you live a great life. your music,being born of both light and dark are perfect examples and you have your wife to help pull you from the edge depression. she's your lifeline,bro.
@lorainelynn0863
@lorainelynn0863 8 жыл бұрын
when I keep my Grandgirls over night.. I play your music for them when it is time to go to bed. I love it myself just to relax and unwind. .. Thank you so much. ..
@WarPoet-In-Training
@WarPoet-In-Training 8 жыл бұрын
You know it's gonna be well made when you hear rain at the beginning.
@braverunner22
@braverunner22 4 жыл бұрын
Thats why I sing, to release my voice, my emotions, without stealing anyone´s freedom, some people live in a thousand metre prison because we have been stolen our peace , so we dont see the bars but we feel the barriers, the frontiers, and got to accept lies, cruelty, betrayal and still were forced to pay for it, those criminals of love live in freedom despite the damage they cause, and upset our broken heart anytime, they show off what should be private ignoring the sadness that others feel, but the real sad thing is that some know and enjoy torturing... thanks for understanding how some of us feel, its all about pride, a bride with no soul is a real shame, their promises are broken, their loyalty is absent, they are privileged because their partners accepted that... too unfair. My support to all the people with honest intentions feeling prisoners of their love. What a nice melody in any minute, cant help crying anytime I listen to it especially from 2:55, a sound to remember although it only last forty seconds, any instant of light is some hope, never lie to your heart, better staying alone than being a loser, others might tell you fake stories, emotions, but your feelings must remain true, strenght.
@hanzu5910
@hanzu5910 8 жыл бұрын
I was about to talk about depression, what i'm *not* feeling right now and stuff. but in fact, it's not important. What's important is that you're back. that you feel better, that you've restarted making awesome music. You're the best.
@mavil64
@mavil64 8 жыл бұрын
I wish you get over your depression and never give up.
@MercyVale
@MercyVale 8 жыл бұрын
This will more than likely go unnoticed, but I'm okay with that. I just want to thank you, from the bottom of my heart. Listening to your work has always given me so much inspiration, pulling me from a dark depression where I would tell myself my writing will be meaningless. Since finding you, I have written many short stories, none of which I've chosen to publish, but you have helped to renew my sense of pride in my work. Thank you so much Adrian.
@silviatonapetian6932
@silviatonapetian6932 8 жыл бұрын
Thank you Adrian. I really needed this today, especially after what happened.
@Beebee7129
@Beebee7129 8 жыл бұрын
i heard this song just after learning the worst new i could hear this month ^^ synchronized as if i were în a movie.
@marsneptune6294
@marsneptune6294 8 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way. I have some things going on in my life and this video was uploaded as if Adrain read my mind. ^__^ Music is a wonderful and mysterious thing. It can make us forget about everything for a little while when we just stop and listen.
@Beebee7129
@Beebee7129 8 жыл бұрын
Some things can happen in life wich cannot be coincidence, or life is really just a bad joke. I broke my necklace with a heart shape at the moment when I started to think about the man who broke my real one. To hear Adrians music is the best way to heal psychologic wounds, I hope it will help you as much as it helpt me and still gives me innerpeace :)
@Besna69
@Besna69 8 жыл бұрын
As long as the moon light causes the fog, in the darkness, to glow so shall your music.
@v0idwolf115
@v0idwolf115 8 жыл бұрын
This soundtrack give a perfect image of an autumn melancholy. Being alone in some forgotten place where no one can find and disturb you...
@AmericanSplendorLost
@AmericanSplendorLost 8 жыл бұрын
Adrian, I feel for you with this. It will be tough some days, I know, but you have a lot of peoople in your corner pulling for you. Never forget how much you are loved by so many around the world that you have touched with your incredible gift. Maiden preserve thee.
@lynnj2982
@lynnj2982 8 жыл бұрын
I suffered from depression for about 30 years. Sometimes facing our past before depression helps. I hope you find a crack of light in the darkness. Once you can see some light you can fight to get into all the light.
@wallys11000
@wallys11000 8 жыл бұрын
I can feel the sadness in this beautiful composition. I think all of us have known depression and I will just say that Christ in me, the hope of glory has been my victory and salvation.
@abigailisalive
@abigailisalive 8 жыл бұрын
Adrian my dear friend, Ive been amazed by you since I first started listening to you, and quite honestly a had a period in my life much like yours and it lasted many years, I was lost depressed, not speaking to anyone for days unless I had to, and since I am not musically talented as you are....I just listened to your music and it was so helpful as it captured my own true feelings. Adrian you helped me a lot and I am part of the WOLFPACK and will always be...We have each other, you have me and I have you and Carina. I have been a huge fan of the both of you and I consider us friends. I couldn't of and wouldn't have made it thru my darktime without you. Winter will be over soon and a new beginning will come. Nature will wake up and days will be bright and warm, Go for walks, hiking, kayaking, camping, see the world for what it is, There is so much to do and so much happiness you have not had yet. Please be strong and happy. You have touched many lives and inspired so many people...you have no idea what you have done for all of us...The WOLFPACK. I absolutely love this piece of music and I love you and Carina as well, stay healthy and thrive!!!! Your friend Jon from NY
@kairostheone9505
@kairostheone9505 8 жыл бұрын
I walked this path for so long I have found nothing along the way My hopes wash away with the rain that hits my face My love shatters and breaks against the ground to which I fall My dreams crumble from the cold wind that bites at my body The path was nothing but a lie Freedom was an illusion Love was a fantasy Family was a dream All of which fade.... -N Crimson
@S2023T
@S2023T 8 жыл бұрын
I think it's just great and courageous that you let us participate in your life and your thoughts. I think everyone does in his life difficult phases. And to suffer from depression is terrible and drags you down. But there is always someone who stands with you by or you take all that away and makes you forget. Just as your Carina :) I find it incredible that your music and at the same time often expresses your feelings. And we can not help but sympathize. So I go there at least. Thank you for your amazing music Adrian!!!
@gryphonshire
@gryphonshire 8 жыл бұрын
Adrian, your Wolf Pack loves you unconditionally. Both my grown sons and I have battled with Depression. It's an ongoing war but we continue to fight to have a GOOD life surrounded by Friends and Family. Their love supports us. Let all the Love out here for you support you, too! Blessed Be - both you and your beloved Carina.
@user-zq6ds7si8f
@user-zq6ds7si8f Жыл бұрын
the melody touched my soul who has been in prison for a long time because I stopped listening to God I wander in pitchless lifeless darkness thank you so much for your heartfelt touching and beautiful music
@vallhalaviking3475
@vallhalaviking3475 8 жыл бұрын
Very Beautiful Many Thanks for Sharing Adrian Von Ziegler and Also You are Not Alone In Your Depression As An Artist It Happens The Most Be Merciful Your Music Is A Creation Of Your Noble Soul and The Expression of Life Peace Be Upon You Mercy and The Blessings Of The Gods
@kenneththompson8933
@kenneththompson8933 5 жыл бұрын
After the dark storm the light always shines through the black clouds..bringing the light to the soul again. Keep strong my friend
@gotrek66-39
@gotrek66-39 8 жыл бұрын
Stay well Adrian. You have Carina to be there for you in your darkest hours now. Best wishes.
@noodle4221
@noodle4221 8 жыл бұрын
The pic is creepy, sad and pretty all at the same time but the music is more than awesome.
@WarPoet-In-Training
@WarPoet-In-Training 8 жыл бұрын
Earnest Hemingway said, "There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed." I think that from my own experience, and the thoughts and feelings you've shared with us, that this is probably true of you. I am a writer, not a musician, but the same principle applies to both of us. We have something inside us that hurts deeply, and it would hurt even deeper if we tried to contain it. So we try and express it. We try to lead it out of our bodies and our minds in the form of writing, or music, or art, etc. And there is no shame in that. "I do not know what makes a writer, but it probably isn't happiness."-William Saroyan "Without music, life would be a mistake."- Friedrich Nietzsche "There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you." - Maya Angelou I hope you find some closure/peace. God bless:)
@louis-guillaumebossu8868
@louis-guillaumebossu8868 8 жыл бұрын
Adrian, you really are a special composer. You have exeptionnal skills. And I don't know what I would do without your music.
@louis-guillaumebossu8868
@louis-guillaumebossu8868 8 жыл бұрын
You really aren't a normal person. That's why you are so great. It is what you are.
@lumpyspacecadet
@lumpyspacecadet 8 жыл бұрын
I miss your darker music, so I see the good in the return of your depression. Not that I want you to be sad, but your darker music is ridiculously beautiful and unlike anything else out there! Remember, the sun always rises no matter what. ;)
@Shadow-ns2eh
@Shadow-ns2eh 8 жыл бұрын
Dear Adrian, don't hesitate to do dark songs. If it make you feel better, then it's right. World isn't only about happy feelings, it's often full of negative feelings, like anger, sadness or depressions. Although I can't know how deep those depressions of yours are, I know this - you are great composer. I like your music very much, they often raise my mood. There are many subscribers who enjoy your music, no matter what genre it is. Take care :)
@nassadelira
@nassadelira 8 жыл бұрын
This song changed my day, I hope I'll find inspiration again the same way you did.
@genisisstorm5913
@genisisstorm5913 8 жыл бұрын
You are amazing. I know what you're going through. I have been rejected from advanced art at my school and District Three Honors Chorus, and I still feel a bit like I'm not worth much. But you just have to let it out and remember that you're not alone. Your music it what keeps my creative juices flowing.
@MarcelPopescu
@MarcelPopescu 8 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry to hear about your problems. I've never actually been depressed, though I've come close a few times, so I can't say I understand what you've been going through; I wish you the best and I hope you'll have plenty of happiness to counteract the bad emotions.
@sellamicelia4357
@sellamicelia4357 8 жыл бұрын
We missed you. I hope you'll get well, thank you for all your wonderful music.. We love you all :)
@amyleepwnz999
@amyleepwnz999 8 жыл бұрын
I'm so glad you're feeling better, Adrian. I have to admit, I was worried that you hadn't released anymore songs since Daydream Melody. Doing any kind of artwork at all (drawings, paintings, writing, musical compositions, etc.) to express what your feeling is a very healthy thing to do, and I'm so glad you have your own talents to help you heal. Even gladder still that you are able to continue on making music despite what you are going through right now. That kind of thing takes a lot of strength and willpower and it makes me happy that you have plenty of that within you yet. Please take care of yourself, and this is a very beautiful piece you have composed here.
@starsun6363
@starsun6363 7 жыл бұрын
I scream and cry aloud. But no one can hear me through my shroud. Tears course through my eyes. Because of all the lies. I beat my hands against all the walls. But none of them fall. I trapped in here with my heart. There couldn't be a worse place to start. With these walls I feel cramped on a shelf. But the worst part is that I built them myself.
@gafflord2684
@gafflord2684 8 жыл бұрын
I always enjoy this sort of music but rarely actively search for it since I'm more of a rock and blues type of musician, Adrien Von Zeigler on the other hand gets listened to on a daily basis, brings something new to the table and does so astonishingly well, I'm a rational guy and I believe everyone is entiteled to an opinion, so it's obvious that some people wouldn't want to listen to this kind of thing, but I don't see how anyone could actively dislike something this beautiful.
@ElvenQueenLia
@ElvenQueenLia 8 жыл бұрын
Your music is absolutely amazing and beautiful. I can listen to all your songs over and over again and never be tired of them. Keep up the amazing work Adrian.
@SnowElf_96
@SnowElf_96 8 жыл бұрын
Carina is the only thing that matters now. Adrian, listen to your heart and it will open your soul to her. LOVE is what defines us true LOVE is the most powerful thing in existence, it is our life force, our energy, our very being.
@jonathan-sd5ds
@jonathan-sd5ds 8 жыл бұрын
We will make it through dark times. They hit us like waves, abruptly and it makes it difficult to prepare for the next one, sometimes even worse than the first. You have a gift, and you have shared it with us bravely. This might sound crazy, but I believe you have been there to help to put the pieces of my soul back together. Your music has given me peace and purpose to keep on going. I come from a very dark past, and I found you, coming out from a dark place too. There is something beautiful to be shared between humans. We have broken mirrors, and sometimes we see only the distorted image of who we really are. What I'm trying to get at is, never let go, never give up, it's such a wonderful life.
@aroseinwinter05
@aroseinwinter05 8 жыл бұрын
absolutely flawless...& i wish you healing, adrian. i've fought the battle myself for over 20 years...that which does not kill us makes us stronger......God speed.
@Eris_Norregard
@Eris_Norregard 8 жыл бұрын
Adrian, thank you for a beutiful song and for telling us what's going on. I know exactly what are you talking about. I'm going through similar phase. Sometimes I'm not able to do anything than just sit and cry all alone for hours. But your songs - especially Healing and Curse Upon The Living - make me always feel a lot better. You have no idea how grateful I am for this. I would like you to know that you are really important for me, just as for the many others I'm sure. You are unbelievably nice person and fantastic artist. There is just something, SOMETHING in your music that makes me feel like my soul could leave the body behind and fly wherever it wants. You help me get through the worst experience of my life, and I am ashamed that I cannot help you when you feel the same. All I can do is just tell you that I am with you, even if just mentally. I love you and think of you. Stay strong, Adrian.
@Cennetz24
@Cennetz24 8 жыл бұрын
Soft, sad, yet at the same time, soothing I like the touch with the rain. May you never lose the joy in making music your way.
@caos1925
@caos1925 8 жыл бұрын
What more can be said, among all these other loving comments, other than I will be praying for you? Great song as always, your music expressing the full range of human emotion. Some joyous songs, some sad. can't let yourself lose sight of reality.
@moonbird5277
@moonbird5277 8 жыл бұрын
Your music are always so inspiring for me when I draw! Or when I feel stressed or anxious it always make me feel better, your music are just so peaceful... When I hear it I just imagine myself in fantastic landscape, to make break with reality who can be just si hard sometimes. Hearing your music is just like travel across the most beautiful place of the mind, I'm sad to learn that you are feeling bad, I hope you will feel better soon. Your music always help me to feel better and I'm just so thankful about it!
@Clads112
@Clads112 7 жыл бұрын
Such a beautiful song, I can feel myself dancing in the moonlight, my soul floating...
@ottohalmen
@ottohalmen 8 жыл бұрын
The healing power of music, wether making it or listening to it, is truly magical, isn't it? :)
@Cabbagehead28
@Cabbagehead28 8 жыл бұрын
Adrian, I'm sorry you weren't feeling well. I too know a little about your situation, and it is harder to deal with than some think. I'm glad to hear from you I was wondering where you've been. I've missed you and your music. It too helps me to listen to you play and I hope one in the future I could here you in person. Thank you.
@itsacharlottelife4339
@itsacharlottelife4339 8 жыл бұрын
You are such an amazing composer and person Adrian, it's always better to let your emotions out through music because it heals you and you can feel your emotions through your music.i love your music I am a big fan of it. Your music is powerful and inspirational to a lot of people and for me it is a gift that you have, Never stop writing your music and always be happy.
@jonathan-sd5ds
@jonathan-sd5ds 8 жыл бұрын
Yes, it is easy to loose direction and it can all feel meaningless at times. I think that their is beauty in struggle, and even when you are in what feels like darkness. Without any light you would not know of the pressing darkness, but because there is always a light shining on you in the darkness, you are able to distinguish between the two. There is a certainly a beauty to be found in darkness.
@yumeng4686
@yumeng4686 8 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this. I'm also going through another depressive episode, which weirdly enough stemmed from my studying. I just can't handle it anymore, even if the professors warned us that this is going to be our "hell year." The music sounded really hopeful, and it lifted me up. Which is good, considering I'll have two exams today. I really love your music dude. Thanks.
@anamariagheorghita7889
@anamariagheorghita7889 8 жыл бұрын
Oh my God! You are extraordinary, Adrian! You are very talented and you surely have a gorgeous soul and heart that give you this inspiration. I love your music. I feel like you totally understand me. Thank you for creating this. Never give up. You can save lives with your music.
@cecavjestica
@cecavjestica 8 жыл бұрын
I remember last year on my birthday you posted a song on KZfaq that just spoke to me somehow and it really made me feel less alone and it is still one of my favorite songs of yours. This year you are going through darkness, too, but I want you to know that this darkness is not that dark and bad as it seems. It makes you bigger and stronger afterwards, that's the way you evolve and it's OK to go through it and feel every sentiment it brings to you because it will build you higher. Feel your pain, it is there for a reason, but never forget to learn from every day, even if you spend it all in bed, it's OK, just don't let yourself waste it. Take steps towards accepting every experience life offers you every day, no matter how small it seems. This song also speaks to me, I feel it as if it is the part of me. Most of your songs make me feel that way. I am sure there are A LOT of people who feel the same way towards your music, towards you because through your music we feel you (and that makes you an outstanding artist). We all love you and are with you in our hearts and minds, we will always be there for you.
@EydisMusic
@EydisMusic 8 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry that you have to deal with depression, Adrian, I have been dealing with it for 18 years and it sucks when you have a down-period and can't create anything, it feels like you are a walking dead. Glad to hear that you are beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel and that you have Carina to help you through...the love and support from your significant other means the world..... On another note, I really love your new song, the sad and haunting sound of the piano is simply beautiful and the title of the song really captures the mood of the music. Best wishes, ~Elisabeth
@fireorb2
@fireorb2 8 жыл бұрын
Hey Adrian, I heard about what you said regarding your circumstances, and I wish the best for you. I know I cant do much, but I just want to acknowledge what you're going through so you can understand that there are other people out there that do care about struggles.
@danisha5844
@danisha5844 8 жыл бұрын
I'm having a rough time lately... I decided to listen to this while closing my eyes. I cried. I shed so many tears... Now I feel relaxed and it feels as if this heavy burden had gone away... Thank you so much for this. :)
@Beebee7129
@Beebee7129 8 жыл бұрын
this song is exactly what I feel at this moment and since 4 days already i only think about death and suicide but now even if im still sad im gonna work life goes on no time enough to think over real problem, but listening to your music can heal even the saddest soul, thanks Adrian :)
@Beebee7129
@Beebee7129 8 жыл бұрын
+Aelathen thanks for these kind words :) Im not gonna give up, Im just waiting for better days ^^ But they seem so far since the beginning of this month nothing goes right and I know miracle doesn t exist. Or they do exist, as you do exist, I have my angel too but I cannot live with her and I without her Im so weak.
@AdrianvonZiegler
@AdrianvonZiegler 8 жыл бұрын
+Beebee7129 Listen to my wife (Aelathen^^), she's right.
@Beebee7129
@Beebee7129 8 жыл бұрын
+Adrian von Ziegler I do listen to her, thanks for both of you :)
@thornydevil1000
@thornydevil1000 8 жыл бұрын
+Beebee7129 You're stronger then you might know, but there are times you have to go through even if you feel powerless and lonely. It will pass like rainy days make place to an other sunny day, and you will feel your strenght inside yourself again, even if your angel is not with you. Wish you a smiling face again :-)
@lokabelu6041
@lokabelu6041 6 жыл бұрын
"Prison of the soul".... that's not just a name... If I listen t this song, I don't feel free... it's ... like.. I feel a pang there, near my heart... it seems like the shadow of pain, but I don't know where it comes from, because until now, I live a lucky and a good life... interesting... it's kind of fascination to me. Thank you, Adrian, for composing this♥
@Blitz-oc3lc
@Blitz-oc3lc 8 жыл бұрын
It is good to let go of the darkness within you and bring it out to the light. I see this as a way for you to do that. You have a lot of fans that respect you. Keep up the good work!!
@DarkEyesBlinded25
@DarkEyesBlinded25 8 жыл бұрын
You'll get there, it may not be now or tomorrow but you'll get to that place again. Your music is beautiful still. Welcome back to your pack.
@pacoramosmadrid19
@pacoramosmadrid19 8 жыл бұрын
my god... i have no words to describe that
@Hitokage
@Hitokage 8 жыл бұрын
very enchanting
@emullens
@emullens 8 жыл бұрын
I don't normally listen to music in you tubes recommendation list but I glad i gave it a shot, this is some of the best instrumental music I have heard, even the art work just fits great
@cierrarouse9036
@cierrarouse9036 8 жыл бұрын
Your music is beautiful Adrian. We are all here for you if you need to vent about how you're feeling. Your music has helped me through a lot, and I use it while I am writing my current book... it's inspiring :)
@robertgibbonssr.3667
@robertgibbonssr.3667 8 жыл бұрын
Thank you for another beauty, can't see how anybody couldn't like this.
@Bergsbotn
@Bergsbotn 8 жыл бұрын
Listened to it at night, Oh god the chills
@endellyonheiner3182
@endellyonheiner3182 8 жыл бұрын
This piece reminds me a little bit of Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata. Really beautiful :)
@amandaorrantia7517
@amandaorrantia7517 8 жыл бұрын
adrian,this is a very beautiful song.you have a very amazing talent,dont ever stop.i hope you get better.thank you for your beautiful talent.and may god bless you always.
@brianalandorfcomposer
@brianalandorfcomposer 8 жыл бұрын
This song really pours out everything you said in the post. It comes from inside and that makes it very special. I only can say that I know how you have been feeling and I think you shall take all the time you need. Wish you all the best, Adrian :)
@AliaGalimaga
@AliaGalimaga 8 жыл бұрын
¡Preciosa, preciosa melodía! Iba a decirte si es que te sentías triste cuando la compusiste pero he leído lo que has escrito y veo que así es. Esta música la sentí muy triste pero llega un momento, casi al final en que ya produce calma y tranquilidad. Eres maravilloso transmitiendo sentimiento y sobre todo en elevar el ánimo. Aunque parezca contradictorio, tu música puede estar expresando alguna tristeza pero "limpia", ayuda a dejar salir las emociones negativas. Te entiendo cuando dices que prefieres componer sin verte "obligado" a cobrar por tu creatividad. Deseo de corazón que ya que compartes con otros de manera tan generosa, seas compensado con la tranquilidad emocional y que la Vida te traiga la inspiración que más te ayude a ti, ya que eso redundará en beneficio de todos nosotros. Adrián. Si el Espíritu te mantuviera de manera constante con esa "magia de luz musical", estarías en el cielo. Es decir, en otro plano de consciencia mas elevado. Ya no tendrías tiempo para todos nosotros, y por lo que se ve eres muy necesario con los pies en la tierra y la mente a "ratitos" muy arriba. Cuando no te llegue la "magia" es porque necesitas un descanso en la "tierra" con aquellos que tanto amas. El amor del Ser para ti y aquellos que te apoyan. Gracias por tu música
@kristynavolfova3795
@kristynavolfova3795 8 жыл бұрын
I love it! really love it! Adrian,your music is so amazing! i have no words to say how much i like this music,really amazing!♡
@Rumprullarn
@Rumprullarn 6 жыл бұрын
Just wanted to say that I wish you all the success and happiness in life. Biggest of respect.
@lauracollins1956
@lauracollins1956 8 жыл бұрын
very beautiful... so much feelings indeed ... I love it
@MiPrataCKaloczi
@MiPrataCKaloczi 8 жыл бұрын
I really want to thank you for The amazing Songs! Specially we don't have these kind of songs here In Brazil... Thanks a lot! I wish you all The best!!!
@San030
@San030 8 жыл бұрын
Much Love, Prayers & Blessings to you Adrian....let it all flow....
@Rachelxx96
@Rachelxx96 8 жыл бұрын
I'm sad to hear that you are suffering from depression. I'm happy to see you are making steps towards the right direction again. Hopefully it stays this way for you! and ofcourse I like the happy music but also the dark and sad music! also loving this what you just put up :) !
@soharbennett4487
@soharbennett4487 8 жыл бұрын
Oh Adrian, i know exactly what you're going through. I really hope you'll feel muuuch better soon!! you're such a lovely person and your music is so beautiful, as always. We missed you! xx
@awsomeaj3595
@awsomeaj3595 7 жыл бұрын
I am only nine and I don't know why I like this kind of music
@kendrarichards4004
@kendrarichards4004 8 жыл бұрын
this song is so beautiful
@bleach92master
@bleach92master 8 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for this! Having bad dreams lately and just woke up from another, this helped me calm down by so much!
@majidmohsin7322
@majidmohsin7322 8 жыл бұрын
so much feelings in your songs it touch our heart deeply hope you become better very soon I will pray for you , may Allah protect you
@ShizyPro
@ShizyPro 8 жыл бұрын
This is more than beautiful. It gave me so much inspiration that I can't express in words. Thank you!
@christinpush3312
@christinpush3312 8 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your openness! I feel honoured that you share such personal things. Not honoured only but it also helps to understand your music better. I love your music. It's so precious to me because it always tells a story or a part of yourself. You give small treasures from you to us through your music. That is authentic. That makes each of your pieces unique. Please don't understand me wrong, but hard times are the best places for beauty to bloom - best time for good music. So good for us ^^ But I rather you'd get out of this valley soon.
@yuzuguychannel3542
@yuzuguychannel3542 7 жыл бұрын
i kinda had this feeling..where i felt like your music is explaining to me about you..your life..
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