Epic Inspiring x Orchestral Violin Type Beat

Epic Inspiring x Orchestral Violin Type Beat - "Believe"

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@GRAVYBEATS 5 жыл бұрын

Subscribe for more! 🔥 Would you like more orchestral beats? Please let me know in the comments below! 💰 Purchase This Beat → bsta.rs/b7a6b45

@samuelnavarro5696 5 жыл бұрын

Yes please bro

@GRAVYBEATS 5 жыл бұрын

Will do mate!

@thijshamersma 5 жыл бұрын

Yes! Legend

@iayajave 4 жыл бұрын

YES

@growingdoubleswiththesmith7942 4 жыл бұрын

Yes more piano too

@KingZagZ 11 ай бұрын

Anyone else just lurking tryna find a beat😂

@kingratchet7471 3 ай бұрын

😂

@tyronegreen6165 3 ай бұрын

💯

@tyronegreen6165 3 ай бұрын

Off switch jawn , This nice got me ready to make 5000 of them and Crush any one in my path Garunteed 💯 Abdul QADAR MUHAMMAD CARDIAIR2001PHPA215WP57THSTNENJNE E LI SI TSU TSA RIPPPE 💯😊💚

@reesethenyturtle 3 ай бұрын

Errday 😂😂

@africansstandup593 3 ай бұрын

Hell yeah lurky lurky 🙄😂

@Homemade-Pyro 3 жыл бұрын

For anyone that sees this, close your eyes, think about your biggest dreams, your biggest goals, think about who you wanna be! Believe in yourself! You can do this!

@ivanjusino6116 Жыл бұрын

I got a story about Believing I'm not doing very good and I enjoyed righting rap music since I was a toddler I didn't had my family's support they didn't believe in me so I took a just to get my father's approval he never gave me the time. He stated when I decided to boxe he was happy with me until I got hurt and I couldn't continue , sudden he was besie and didn't have time for me. My mother before she past b away she told me that she never wanted me to stop writing lyrics because she loved to see me listening to the radio and writing lyrics. Now I'm sick with diabetic feet amputated. A few months ago I had a revaluation while I was in the hospital of my mother 👩 she spoke to me and she asked me why I haven't wrote a song. I want to write at least one song for her She was the greatest friend and mother any son can have. So now that's my promise

@yeshua963 Жыл бұрын

@@ivanjusino6116 🙏❤

@kuruptone7433 Жыл бұрын

Sometimes in order to really Believe in yourself??? Really Feel deep down that you Truly believe in yourself well sorry to tell yous but that doesn't always begin with that Cliche saying First you must believe in yourself ummm NO ain't sat easy like just cos someone said that you automatically stop feeling Down n Out and all the emotional issues and self doubt just magically disappear like a God Damn Light switch just turn on self belief some ppl so delusional think a catch phrase can work like that Blind to see that in order for you to really believe in yourself and truly let go of your emotional Skepticism ACTUALLY starts with them not you!! them is another Human being a stranger or not a family member or not anyone else as soon as you can see and feel another person believe in you on any scale little or massive doesn't matter but that feeling of somebody who has no agendas but truly just believe in you well That's The Secret sauce all it takes is a Real one to believe and all the other people fade away and you no longer hear that noise SO BASICALLY what I'm saying is BELIEVE IN ONE ANOTHER we are all humans Good and Bad Right and Wrong need to replace judgement and Personal feelings with Reflection and People's Perspectives I don't have to agree with someone's choices or opinions I don't but I do respect their choices and opinion that's believing in another person 🙄

@kuruptone7433 Жыл бұрын

🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

@darrenevans8742 Жыл бұрын

Push on through with your own point of view something that not many others can do so please think about what u wanna do let others sit there and screw remember little man grew dark days can be gone come sing our song 😜🤩

@kingizah99 Жыл бұрын

Fighting for faith Im gonna keep believing Praise be to God

@normzyq9303 3 жыл бұрын

0:50 They said I'll never make it The dreams I've been chasing The money I've been making They say it ain't shit Music and cars on my plate, dish B-ut I tell myself they'll regret E-verything that they doubted L-et'em see me shine from the dirt I-n the bottom of the core on E-arth to skies, clouds and mountains V-ow to prove all mfs wrong E-levate to the stars and counting

@britneyllove 3 жыл бұрын

This is vibe bro nice words.

@normzyq9303 3 жыл бұрын

@@britneyllove thank you!

@ghoulz5424 3 жыл бұрын

🔥

@King-xz7bc 3 жыл бұрын

I don't get it

@omvrI 3 жыл бұрын

B E L E I V E 😮

@Rush_Hour007 3 ай бұрын

This is the definition of a heavenly beat right here.

@adrianespinal5252 3 жыл бұрын

Believe, just believe, I know you can do it, don't be naïve I know you wanna get better, and finally get rid of your grieve, So aim higher, and reach for what you wanna achieve. We all have our moments, We all have our demons lurking underneath, That keep us under water, and don't allow us to breathe. We've all shed tears, And we've all tried to run from our fears, We've all had those noisy voices, Whispering in our ears. We've all been heartbroken, and if not, Give yourself a couple days, weeks, or even years. Its going to happen eventually, And it'll hurt, it'll hurt you badly, I've experienced it, I've been up that blind alley, But its not the end its not the finale. Don't give up, you're gonna have a lot of those, Youll meet people that agree with you, And also others that might oppose. You'll shed many tears, You'll wanna trap your fears, You'll wanna lock your feelings away, You'll be lost in your mind, And you'll have a lot of burdens that'll weigh you down everyday, You'll have a lot of those friends, That switch up sides and leave you astray, You'll put up a sad smile, and a fake a display, But let me tell you that's not the only way. I know its difficult, I understand But please, Don't stain yourself with a blade in your hand. Put it down, let it rest, Let time, heal that wound on your chest, God watches over you, believe in him or not, we're all blessed. I mean, we were put here for a reason right? To have a big smile and to follow the light. You matter, They matter, We all matter. You're worth it, You're vein carries your hope, so don't hurt it, You might not notice at first glance, But as long as you keep living, you'll always have a chance. So give yourself time, Try clearing your mind and step off that thin line, Let the negativity flow out, everything will be fine. Give yourself time to think, Let down the cup and put down the drink, Get what you wanna be out of underneath, and let your demons sink. Just believe in yourself, I've been through it myself, and I still am, But I'm still here, I'll pass the exam. You have potential, Keep your mind clear that's essential, You have a meaning, You were put in this world for a reason, youre a human being, No one said life was gonna be simple, but we'll get through it, As long as you believe, I know that you can do it.

@joelmuthee7646 3 жыл бұрын

are these lyrics used already???....can i use them please???

@billwamala. 3 жыл бұрын

I love you bro,,,thanks for sharing this it really blessed and spoke to my spirit. We are all here for a reason,,everyone matters,,,demons don't have any power over us,,,they're scared of what we might become,,,if we keep walking in the right track,,,with God by our side,,,the devil shivers at the results of what God is moulding and doing through us. Bless you bro

@jessie1697 3 жыл бұрын

🎧🎛🙏❤🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤

@anatoliananiyas5885 2 жыл бұрын

Thats skill

@rob2549 2 жыл бұрын

I can truly picture these lyrics being a hit song. I have contacts that might want to use the lyrics if you're up for it, let me know we can chat.

@albertolechuga4636 3 ай бұрын

Praise the lord Jesus Christ 🙌

@majestik7778 2 күн бұрын

Forever

@mindcontroleclipser Жыл бұрын

0:26 I'm sitting here late at night adding lyrics to this epic beat The soundwaves take flight... beats ...sweep me off my feet 0:32 Believe just believe in spite of us all on the cusp of World War 3 Search your heart..search your soul..and set yourself free 0:38 From the lies.... of this world ......fed to you by the beast 0:41 On your soul, your consciousness...on your light..it wants to feast 0:45 You are one...you are whole..you are strong...you are complete 0:48 Victory is already won..you perceive the battle's done..anything you can achieve...just believe 0:51 Believe

@FERTEDDY1988 Жыл бұрын

Amazing

@belmagicTV Жыл бұрын

God bless you for this🙏🏾

@SmartProMuzic Жыл бұрын

Thank you for the kind comments on my silly lyrics to this beautiful beat. I just launched a new KZfaq Channel and started a music production LLC. I'm trying to go next level with my music.

@vicnash6945 3 жыл бұрын

Listening from Africa. Motivates me especially when working out.🇰🇪❤❤❤lots of love from Kenya

@skyloveofficial43 2 жыл бұрын

Wakenya tupo🤗❤🎧🇰🇪

@Mitti--AJT19 4 жыл бұрын

"Believe!", "you're destined for greatness you'll never know how much you'll achieve'

@croplaya 3 жыл бұрын

FINALLY.. WITHIN THE FIRST 2 SECONDS I KNEW IT WAS FIYAHHHH.. this is literally my favorite beat I've ever found on KZfaq. It's so inspirational and beautiful it's absolutely ridiculous

@senaitdibbisa9768 Жыл бұрын

I used to give up about my dreams but When I heard this I started working and then everything is OK now That's why I believe in God

@blazedmikey8436 2 жыл бұрын

I want you all to know we all going through our own shit Fr but don’t self harm I love every single one of you keep writing music keep singing keep rapping keep doin what u love to do and don’t let anyone stop for reaching ur goal and don’t let anyone belittle you. You are amazing have a great day or have a great night at wtv time you are seeing this :) just now that i love you and Jesus and god loves u and you a good pure soul…

@Patricia-zz2jt Жыл бұрын

Mic,pho love you too big brother

@dameonhyde906 4 ай бұрын

Yes this type of beats have a buzz ❤

@jeremyjones9213 9 ай бұрын

At a major point in this life Caged inside of a brilliant mind Confined with all of these thoughts Hands on the clock will never stop An I am running out of time In search I seek to find How to see the bigger picture Vivid and more defined So I close my eyes Just to visualize Everything I ever did Growing up from a kid From a broken home Divorced parents But I still learned to live Even though I have committed a lot of sin I pray to god in hopes he would forgive

@joshua_coylejreal_music_fo3900 3 жыл бұрын

Anybody out there that's chasing your dreams don't let none of the haters stop you from living that dream God doesn't impress a dream on your heart as a young child for no reason keep chasing until it your season

@dobedeur 2 жыл бұрын

Belief It's easy to say But hard to achieve When the world is against you When people wish you'd lose It's belief and faith That holds us through Cause without it We're lost without a cause Yea....

@dubdiggahbeats 3 ай бұрын

Great & Uplifting Vibes👏👏👏👏👏💪

@justinmelendez2002 4 жыл бұрын

One of the best beats I've ever heard! Definitely gonna write to this!

@jesslee233 3 жыл бұрын

All I hear is little do you know 2pac

@paulecsonmagny6923 7 ай бұрын

This beat is very excellent beautiful song for God

@savkheed3694 4 жыл бұрын

Almost had me crying.... So inspiring... Keep the dope work up💪

@midnightcodm_ 3 жыл бұрын

This is a perfect bear for my song. I’ve been looking everywhere for the right one and this is the one. Keep up the hard work my bro

@fitnesstimes8256 3 жыл бұрын

This beat gives me chills in my cheek bones.. sheesh!!

@samuelnavarro5696 5 жыл бұрын

It's beautiful, amazing and beautiful

@GRAVYBEATS 5 жыл бұрын

Thanks man, appreciated!

@earnestthomas8854 4 жыл бұрын

Gravy Beats How do I contact you

@paulburress4467 3 жыл бұрын

This hit me one a deep down level note I let my words and emotion flow through the beat and it helped me let out so much emotion I have been holding in

@toolboxmelodiebentoneryo9648 3 жыл бұрын

This is a masterpiece in the making 😌 🙏

@words_of_faith 8 ай бұрын

Yes please make orchestral beats I mean they are a vibe to listen to, so peace and energetic. please do make some orchestral beats.

@charlesmurphy1928 Жыл бұрын

Writing a whole gospel rap it's fire no cursing either thank God ✝️

@abadevin 3 жыл бұрын

I`been fighting a war that i don`t even understand, tryna recognize myself wherever i stand, looking at the faces telling me that am not determined , i fell off cause i didn`t want no more drama , everybody outside acting like they my mama, spitting bars on this track like am a llama, i keep it real on this orchestral, cause when am done its gonna be their funeral, i still believe

@guillaumebrotin2827 3 жыл бұрын

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@callisto6213 2 жыл бұрын

It is so important to have melody in beats. Great job!!

@jeanalex5086 Жыл бұрын

Bro, I pray Jehovah lifts you up in making sweet beats as this, God will continue inspiring you in Jesus Christ name 🙏

@miracleagosu5898 7 ай бұрын

Am in love with this ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

@Pro-Sensei 5 жыл бұрын

Your music inspires me so much ... Really you have a lot of talent! Thanks again and continue like this 🙏😁

@GRAVYBEATS 5 жыл бұрын

Thanks for your continuous support bro, I'm really grateful 🙏

@CaptainMizuki 4 жыл бұрын

truly inspiring man, this hits hard, good job

@denniskipngetich1842 9 ай бұрын

I don't even know why im a crying 😭 May God uplift each an everyone of Us!🇰🇪🇰🇪

@janickschulein8258 2 жыл бұрын

Epischster "epischer Beat". Richtiges Brett einfach! Danke dafür.

@FRISKY_PANDA710 3 жыл бұрын

This beat hits my soul

@DerrienEdwards 3 жыл бұрын

Can't believe I'm just now seeing your channel. I have a playlist of 400+ instrumentals and this by far goes in my top. I hope your channel blows up you got the talent and made me a long term fan

@GRAVYBEATS 3 жыл бұрын

Thanks! 🔥

@mindovermood4227 3 жыл бұрын

Goosebumps everytime it pops up on my playlist! THX GREJWI!

@GRAVYBEATS 3 жыл бұрын

🙌🙌🙌

@xDanielohim 2 жыл бұрын

Believe... The most important feeling. This music inspires me words to inspire the whole world. When my dreams come true... I Will rap this track. Thank you so much. God bless you.

@Riff.Beatz. 3 жыл бұрын

Now this is what I’ve been wanting to hear 🔥 🔥

@OneStarOfficial 3 жыл бұрын

This sounds Soo good even without lyrics . Imagine how It'd sound with a good rapper 😭😭😭

@brianvandorn8283 3 жыл бұрын

Gonna make something off of it fam

@ggmjay420 3 жыл бұрын

Ill be ripping this soon...

@DJKrackah83 3 жыл бұрын

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@xmdxd6412 3 жыл бұрын

@@DJKrackah83 wooow Man

@Chris93121 3 жыл бұрын

@@DJKrackah83 Thank's for sharing this. It's so amazing. My english isn't good enough to describe this.

@arttv3489 2 жыл бұрын

To much feelings..It's just wonderful..thank you for those emotions

@lukee4432 3 жыл бұрын

This guy is still hearting comments after a year *LEGEND*

@crazyelmo20 3 жыл бұрын

This is so dope and deep. Keep it coming🔥🔥

@aclayton231 3 жыл бұрын

Soulful and mosaic to the volumes of internal strife. Epic💥💥💥

@sedaaghalarova1451 3 жыл бұрын

My God, this beat and the lyrics I read below. All deserves more🔥

@Iram15458 2 жыл бұрын

Ilu

@GuilezG Жыл бұрын

Godspeed to any artist out there don’t let anyone bring you down!

@Jacob-iy5jx 3 жыл бұрын

This is real good. Perfect for what I'm trying to do. You did a good job man.

@JJordan293 3 жыл бұрын

This is a favorite for me!

@jumperjumper1203 4 жыл бұрын

Love this beat man... Need some more like this

@pedrao.garage 2 жыл бұрын

OMG! So much inspiring!!! I will love to put this song in my travel clips! Thanks from Brazil

@abadevin 3 жыл бұрын

i really love this. ,,.this is what i have been yearning to hear BIG UP

@Getinson Жыл бұрын

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

@jdwood2849 2 жыл бұрын

Beautiful beat man, I just dropped a tear 💪🏿✨

@stephens7795 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much, In life God gives each one of us talent(s) and creating such master piece is pure... Thank you, muito obrigado 😭😭❤❤❤

@soulriders18 3 жыл бұрын

this beat is so fresh and so cleannn 💰

@demargordon 3 жыл бұрын

It bad nuh rass I feel the riddim from the first chord

@shinigami_3094 8 ай бұрын

Wonderful

@dragonwarriorht 2 жыл бұрын

Such an amazing music.. really relaxing

@taranthor6909 Жыл бұрын

This is one of the freshest beat i`ve ever listen to. Well done!

@GRAVYBEATS Жыл бұрын

🙌🙌🙌

@kevv0107 Жыл бұрын

Big Respect for the producer🙏🏼💯

@kevinotieno4114 Жыл бұрын

Hey... I just can't get enough of this. I really love this one 💖💖💖💖

@christasmusicbox 2 жыл бұрын

Sick beat!!

@AvonciBeatz 3 жыл бұрын

This so inspiring this is why I keep pushing to be this good 😭🔥

@luphumlobandzi7725 3 жыл бұрын

like the deep feeling the beat has,it gives hope!!

@princelengthen5030 3 жыл бұрын

this beat it cant get off my ears it realy motivate

@joshuasanderson-paul1921 3 жыл бұрын

This beats read hard like the vybz an an the flow man keep it up

@equalizerxdd 3 жыл бұрын

Very beautiful melody. I like it

@SavedNDForgiven 2 ай бұрын

Keep believing in your ability to be so much better !!! Indeed you are already Amazing!!!!! Praise God 🔥🙏🔥

@GRAVYBEATS 2 ай бұрын

Thanks 🔥

@tpelliston614 Жыл бұрын

This is a God Almighty beat . Remember I told you that 💯👑☝️💕

@TheRivah 3 жыл бұрын

Sounds Great! Keep up the good work 🔥

@jeromekirpaul174 3 жыл бұрын

This is so sick 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

@allkalin980 4 жыл бұрын

THX a loooot for making this free ! It is incredible

@SarahMarieBrockie 8 ай бұрын

This 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

@Pro-Sensei 5 жыл бұрын

Yo ✌ Thank you for this music! I love it 👍

@GRAVYBEATS 5 жыл бұрын

You're welcome!

@leabrodien6184 3 жыл бұрын

Love💛🔥💯

@s2019x Жыл бұрын

INSANE!!! absolutely love your work😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

@darkshit9874 Жыл бұрын

Reminds me of the good days in 5th grade

@bboidbcdama1168 3 жыл бұрын

That’s amazing 😉

@808sonic5 3 жыл бұрын

Fire🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💯

@NMz247 Жыл бұрын

So amusing and amazing

@BallOut357 Жыл бұрын

Deep thoughts 💪 🔥🔥🔥🔥

@lauraaura2367 4 жыл бұрын

I love this ❣️

@svenM-xk3jl 3 жыл бұрын

Epic and nice beat ❤

@tshepisokgomo1584 3 жыл бұрын

Your beats are so amazing🔥🔥

@betancourt-7890 Жыл бұрын

This beat is very suing and it gives me a great vibe specially from the violin

@soulriders18 3 жыл бұрын

Killed it on this one brotha 🔥🔥 ⚡️

@errah84 3 жыл бұрын

Shit is fire 🔥. I like to Run 🏃🏽 when I’m stressed and life has takes me there, and this beat helps for motivation.💪🏽 much respect ✊🏽

@In3rG 3 жыл бұрын

My bestfriend taught me that for shaking old habits- just fucking run from the thought alone & don't stop till it's gone, but, guaranteed it won't be there by then lol. Works every time 💯💯💯

@errah84 7 ай бұрын

@@In3rGAmen , still going hope you are as well🏃‍♂️💪🏽

@rionacko748 4 жыл бұрын

So beautiful, thanks for it

@munyaandrew3719 4 жыл бұрын

wow such inspiring heat , amazing so beautiful.

@OnemotionOfficial 3 жыл бұрын

Still kicking 🔥

@pansyparkinson5427 3 жыл бұрын

Dear lord listen to me I been feeling empty Like a hollow void Being used like a toy All because i fell for this boy I thought we would last but I guess not Because he untied the knot I thought we would be forever but no He made it to where I can know “Slit your wrists” the demons say “No go away” I tell this to them but they override And this is why I attempted suicide. I need you in my life so I’m opening up that door Make it to where I don’t wanna cry on the floor Please lord listen to this verse because without you I feel so hurt I been called all these names but not really caring Up until I was sharing I shared my body for the pleasure Now here I am getting lectured About how it’s wrong So I made this song To get through the pain Of when it rains So let me make this clear And I want y’all to hear I need someone in my life And that’s you dear I say all this stuff so I can be happy And this is where I’m empty But it’s okay cause I trust you And with you I won’t feel so blue All this is said in your holy name Amen To when it don’t rain

@k27ism 3 жыл бұрын

The good Lord listens to you but do YOU listen to the good Lord?

@sadsong3547 3 жыл бұрын

Are you ok?

@chrisstclair5074 2 жыл бұрын

Gay

@kuyajofficialmusic 2 жыл бұрын

Wow that's some powerful lyrics you've written! I hope you are doing okay and may the Lord continue to guide you in your life! Keep going, one step at a time. Hold onto faith, hold onto Jesus. May God bless you and everyone else reading this too! May He guide us all for all our days and may we seek Him!!

@masterjermaine4876 2 жыл бұрын

0:00 to 0:24 This verse is dedicated to @Pansy Parkinson. I know it might be a year late, and I wish I would've seen this video/post sooner, but... I just feel compelled to respond to this. So if you see this... This one's for you... 0:25 to 1:56 Dear Pansy, I hope that everything's okay. I read your post, and in a strange way, I can feel your pain. Love is a interesting, weird and unpredictable game. And if you're not careful, it can make you go insane. There was a time when I cheated on my ex girlfriend, my first love, purely out of temptation, desire and lust. I failed to stayed faithful, disciplined and trustworthy, that as a result, I ended up depressed and devoid of purpose. Sometimes I thought of therapy, but resorted to self guilt, torture and suicidal thoughts and dreams. I thought there was no forgiveness for a sinner like me, to burn and rot in hell like I once believed. And on top of that, I was in a phase trying to find my purpose in this world. Not only for others, but especially for me personally. But one day, I had a epiphany. And interestingly enough, I had it in a dream. I remember it clear as day, I awaken standing face to face in the presence of His Everlasting Grace. He said " If you wish to discover the answers you seek and crave, you must learn to trust in Me and have faith." That's when it hit me! Everytime I strayed off of His plan and purpose for me, I repeatedly found myself in misery. Overtime, I slowly rewired and reconstructed my consciousness, and I started to gain more understanding and confidence. To this day, I'm still a work in progress... But until the rain and pain goes away... I'll continue to have faith in God... Trust in Him, and most importantly... Believe!