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incurablex3

incurablex3

8 жыл бұрын

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† Rest in Peace, Janet.

Пікірлер: 404
@Captainmarex
@Captainmarex 6 жыл бұрын
“Love, that’s the biggest scam of all”
@furatwdaa5641
@furatwdaa5641 5 жыл бұрын
ok edgard allen poe
@Undead.Crucifix
@Undead.Crucifix 5 жыл бұрын
I am literally crying rn becuz of that
@juniorjames7532
@juniorjames7532 5 жыл бұрын
I can't pggccoxxgyuydcffddtfngoogkmzdofrtttttdfr ffett you are doing good at it Ppeddfff one I will be ff
@ProceedWithCautious
@ProceedWithCautious 4 жыл бұрын
What?
@oofme5638
@oofme5638 5 жыл бұрын
They don’t understand. You’re right. They don’t understand the pain we go through. They don’t understand what cutting yourself is like. And they don’t understand what depression is!
@sandrawon7647
@sandrawon7647 5 жыл бұрын
Soooo true no1 understand
@venosharaman457
@venosharaman457 4 жыл бұрын
True
@coveredsong5009
@coveredsong5009 8 жыл бұрын
they don't understand us . and it hurts knowing it
@ninja_is_here_peeps
@ninja_is_here_peeps 7 жыл бұрын
krisha mae They'll never know the real pain of loosing someone.......ever
@vorymccray590
@vorymccray590 7 жыл бұрын
Bella Pritchett not until they feel it themselves
@gabrielalovee1892
@gabrielalovee1892 7 жыл бұрын
krisha mae Yes they don't understand how much pain we have and how it's hard to stop I still can't stop and I still doing this to myself but one thing I know... that I can't stop
@autumnpantoja3422
@autumnpantoja3422 6 жыл бұрын
+Gabriela Lovee yes you can I believe you I said the same thing but I ended up 8 months clean I relapsed but that's the part of getting better learning from your mistakes I feel so guilty today because I got a hot glue gun and put the hot part on my skin and now I have burns all over
@acederp8869
@acederp8869 6 жыл бұрын
same
@sevensoreos6145
@sevensoreos6145 7 жыл бұрын
i feel like a bad person no one should date me i get the biggest anxiety and get angry and say the wrong things lmao i avoid relationships sick of it :')
@samarathomas7530
@samarathomas7530 5 жыл бұрын
Sevens oreos no they would be lucky to have you don't think like that you'll find him/her someday I believe in you and you should try and believe in yourself I hope you find the one someday good luck
@sabrina42o
@sabrina42o 5 жыл бұрын
Sevens oreos I understand
@thatoneplantyoufindinthese9848
@thatoneplantyoufindinthese9848 5 жыл бұрын
I always say the wrong thing so I stay silent. No notices my broken heart. But I want some one to fix it I'm just scared they'll break it more
@kylespurling4898
@kylespurling4898 5 жыл бұрын
I am the same way and I always make the same mistakes with love
@claytonjames9492
@claytonjames9492 5 жыл бұрын
The part “that pain in your stomach that pain your heart..it goes away, that voice in your head that says there’s no way it’s wrong Jimmy” hit hard cus sometimes it gets too loud
@rachaelmarie2582
@rachaelmarie2582 7 жыл бұрын
I wish I couldn't feel sometimes
@dangerincorporated1505
@dangerincorporated1505 6 жыл бұрын
Rachael Marie i'm getting to that point where I just feel numb.
@alyssagrace6527
@alyssagrace6527 6 жыл бұрын
vulnerable ! Me too..
@ririkharina730
@ririkharina730 5 жыл бұрын
me too
@Swaggy_Maggot
@Swaggy_Maggot 5 жыл бұрын
I just wish i could feel pain .. i want to cry ..but i cant.
@selfharmer2010
@selfharmer2010 5 жыл бұрын
I used to not want to feel anything till the day came and now i feel nothing. Now i just want to feel anything.... Even if its pain.
@ki77ybri
@ki77ybri 7 жыл бұрын
he was my home, but now he's gone. i'm lost
@Kate-rk3tg
@Kate-rk3tg 7 жыл бұрын
xBridgett MSP I
@lostlittlegirl1526
@lostlittlegirl1526 7 жыл бұрын
bridget octavia and lincoln the 100 Season 3
@jessiejames174
@jessiejames174 6 жыл бұрын
bridget he lost me and I know how it feels to love someone then they leave but he/she said they love u so much and u reply saying I love u more and u said I'm so happy that ur in my life then she /he leaves...
@savannacondarcuri6369
@savannacondarcuri6369 6 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭😭
@okandnowlol9947
@okandnowlol9947 6 жыл бұрын
bridget when we make a person our home and then that person leaves us. It hurts. Like hell.
@treybriggs2927
@treybriggs2927 5 жыл бұрын
"it gets better... the pain goes away" the pain did go away but it didn't get better.. now I feel nothing
@KatnisssArrow
@KatnisssArrow 7 жыл бұрын
The song at the beginning is called "Saturn- Sleeping at last" incase anyone was wondering
@user-fo2dy8ec3m
@user-fo2dy8ec3m 6 жыл бұрын
Katniss's Arrow THANK YOU ❤
@Kevin-xp8ql
@Kevin-xp8ql 6 жыл бұрын
Probably one of the most beauitful songs ever
@zamiracleedwards
@zamiracleedwards 5 жыл бұрын
Does anyone know the song to the second part?
@melissamelon9356
@melissamelon9356 7 жыл бұрын
the first speech or conversation at the beginning is from the vampire diaries Elena and Damon
@116troopers2
@116troopers2 6 жыл бұрын
samee
@beerussama9529
@beerussama9529 5 жыл бұрын
Delenaaaa 😭😭😭
@ressnamugenyi9293
@ressnamugenyi9293 5 жыл бұрын
It's not
@summerperkins6423
@summerperkins6423 5 жыл бұрын
I feel gone I feel disappointed I feel angry I feel upset I feel lost I feel nothing I feel useless I feel ugly I feel broken
@aubreejonesyy9817
@aubreejonesyy9817 7 жыл бұрын
I relate to everything in this video so much
@chimultis_4875
@chimultis_4875 7 жыл бұрын
Aubree Jones same...
@hattiegilgen2063
@hattiegilgen2063 6 жыл бұрын
we all do
@brayleighwilliams6759
@brayleighwilliams6759 5 жыл бұрын
Same
@ogirlvlogger6005
@ogirlvlogger6005 7 жыл бұрын
Someone I loved broke my heart 💔
@labrinigiavanogloy
@labrinigiavanogloy 7 жыл бұрын
GamerGirl I'm sorry honey,you deserve someone better
@ogirlvlogger6005
@ogirlvlogger6005 7 жыл бұрын
Labrini Giavanogloy but he is the only one I can't get over him but he is my friend I want to date him again I just on a one date with him he loved me before but hi is just a friend now 😔
@labrinigiavanogloy
@labrinigiavanogloy 7 жыл бұрын
GamerGirl I'm so sorry baby,dont worry.You will get over him I promise you.My bf is in the same position with you and trust me I totally understand what you've been through.Just ignore him and try to see him like a friend. I've learned that if you ignore who you love they run back to you.But i dont think that he deserve it
@ogirlvlogger6005
@ogirlvlogger6005 7 жыл бұрын
Labrini Giavanogloy but I love him but ok thx
@labrinigiavanogloy
@labrinigiavanogloy 7 жыл бұрын
GamerGirl I know it's logical nothing whatever you need
@nevaehlee6680
@nevaehlee6680 4 жыл бұрын
I feel like i’m in the middle of the ocean lost,drowning,lifeless,empty,sad
@johnrobertkochasecarnahan9251
@johnrobertkochasecarnahan9251 5 жыл бұрын
It hurts so much having pain that never goes away
@auroraxx1759
@auroraxx1759 6 жыл бұрын
Someone: life *gets* better! Me: *I'VE BEEN SAD FOR YEARS DONT TELL ME IT GETS BETTER!!!*
@MoreOfLyss
@MoreOfLyss 5 жыл бұрын
He was my home, now he's gone... I feel so lost, an I'll never find my way back again..
@TheBadAngelGirly
@TheBadAngelGirly 8 жыл бұрын
Auch wenn ich dich nicht kenne,ich liebe deine Videos und vermisse sie irgendwie manchmal echt an Tagen wo ich sie bräuchte. Aber schön das es ein neues Video gibt. Ich Liebe deine Lieder
@eliseacosta6366
@eliseacosta6366 7 жыл бұрын
I found this amazing guy we talked for hours, I thought to myself wow after all those years. Years where my friends talked about their relationships and I couldn't relate and I got so sad and anxious. But then I found you and I was so so happy I really believed I was gonna be happy again after all those years of hurting love could fix me. I go out and see him finally! But then he doesn't speak to me and he leaves, wow wasn't I broken I was so fooled I thought I could get my life back but nope and now he just stares at me what did I do you hurt me :(
@kaleighstuart6720
@kaleighstuart6720 6 жыл бұрын
Elise Acosta Same, and my boyfriend was the biggest player in school, he violated me, he hurt, and broke my heart, and I'll I want is him back, I'm still in love with him... And it hurts me to see him with someone else :( :/💔
@lilpeepgusfeat.xxxtentacio1051
@lilpeepgusfeat.xxxtentacio1051 5 жыл бұрын
@@kaleighstuart6720 why would you fall in love with a player?
@daddyhoe7561
@daddyhoe7561 5 жыл бұрын
@@lilpeepgusfeat.xxxtentacio1051 sometimes you can't help what you love
@eliseacosta6366
@eliseacosta6366 6 жыл бұрын
everyday was terrible just awful and then he came in my life I finally was somewhat happy but man today was the worst day of all he left me and now I'm broken
@lovemecom3832
@lovemecom3832 5 жыл бұрын
It hurts knowing that they don't understand us of what we really feel, everyday just gets worse and worse.
@himshwetagogoi635
@himshwetagogoi635 7 жыл бұрын
I too feel like I am never going to be happy again.
@brayleighwilliams6759
@brayleighwilliams6759 5 жыл бұрын
Same
@kiveli7213
@kiveli7213 5 жыл бұрын
people don’t understand the pain and thoughts that run through my mind everyday and being quiet at school i feel like i’m just walking past ghosts everyday and people look at me not knowing what i’m going through. all of my relationships seemed so perfect at the beginning then they just leave and i don’t ever understand why they continue to hurt me and come back. i’m just so dumb to keep forgiving them and letting them back into my life and i try to give them the world and nothing seems to satisfy them :(
@crystalelizabeth369
@crystalelizabeth369 7 жыл бұрын
3:05 is supernatural!!!!
@Marcy_Moondrop
@Marcy_Moondrop 7 жыл бұрын
i could keep it together up until Dean and then i lost it
@auri527
@auri527 6 жыл бұрын
He changed me... Then he left me.
@HateMe373
@HateMe373 8 жыл бұрын
So sweet and heart breaking
@whorefortwigs1790
@whorefortwigs1790 5 жыл бұрын
I always talk to God and I thank him for creating him even though he is thousands miles away and he don't know me He just brings me a smile on my face
@brayleighwilliams6759
@brayleighwilliams6759 5 жыл бұрын
That is true
@brayleighwilliams6759
@brayleighwilliams6759 5 жыл бұрын
Follow me on Instagram at dolphinqueen23
@brigidoherty
@brigidoherty 6 жыл бұрын
Ooof 1:32 from Degrassi hits hard
@dawnjohnston5458
@dawnjohnston5458 6 жыл бұрын
He was everything i could asked for now he passed away and my days gotten hardrr each anf every day
@stil3326
@stil3326 7 жыл бұрын
At 0:44 the song is Ludovico Einaudi - Una Mattina c; You're welcome ~
@mincusmaranda5268
@mincusmaranda5268 6 жыл бұрын
Celestial Heroin tysm
@robertklepackiiii8100
@robertklepackiiii8100 5 жыл бұрын
Yall gotta stop feeling sorry for yourself, if you have a problem fix it. Watching these videos will just dig your sadness deeper
@simonopen2816
@simonopen2816 Жыл бұрын
That's why, u gotta leave ur heart behind For it is from within, out of a person’s heart, that evil thoughts come-sexual immorality, theft, murder, adultery, greed, malice, deceit, lewdness, envy, slander, arrogance and folly. All these evils come from inside and defile a person.”
@martinemaryhernandez729
@martinemaryhernandez729 5 жыл бұрын
My Love is and will Always be MY HOME no doubt about that💜💚🔐
@bdawg7840
@bdawg7840 4 жыл бұрын
*i tried I mean i really tried, but I can’t keep pretending that everything is going to be okay..*
@pippacooper577
@pippacooper577 2 жыл бұрын
Lying in the bath, crying my eyes out, just feel like going under the water and not coming up
@melissamelon9356
@melissamelon9356 7 жыл бұрын
i heard dean from the supernatural
@kassy.a6811
@kassy.a6811 7 жыл бұрын
wat is @1:33
@twdemmi1508
@twdemmi1508 7 жыл бұрын
Kassy. A This is from Degrassi
@olive4246
@olive4246 7 жыл бұрын
this is why I hate having any free time on my hands cause then I get into shit like this and I fall into a bad place again
@ashleybabygirl1441
@ashleybabygirl1441 8 жыл бұрын
I feel this way everyday
@hwabestboy7878
@hwabestboy7878 7 жыл бұрын
Ashley Babygirl14 same my life gets worse and worse😭😭
@ninr4033
@ninr4033 7 жыл бұрын
I cried to this song so many times. This song , Saturn, is so powerful to me.
@nataliehale8065
@nataliehale8065 4 жыл бұрын
I know who I want to send this to. I want them to hear it so desperately bad so they know how much it's hurting me inside. But the other half of me, never wants them to hear it at all...
@spion26
@spion26 8 жыл бұрын
just emotionally incredible.!
@wafflewoofs5684
@wafflewoofs5684 5 жыл бұрын
I have no idea why I still bother... I’ve had depression since I was 10, became suicidal at 12, started cutting at 13, started to break slowly and painfully... silently... at 14. Who knows if I’ll be 15, or 16, or if I’ll even be alive by tomorrow. It’s sooo fucking easy to hide... and I hate that
@dorisuhlman7620
@dorisuhlman7620 5 жыл бұрын
Im so sorry. Please don't give up. Also I'd encourage u to get professional help. Also I'm here if u wanna talk
@anna-eq4kx
@anna-eq4kx 6 жыл бұрын
Listen, I understand that depression is a serious topic and I've dealt with it too. But stop watching these videos and get up and actually do something. If someone you love left you, it's hurtful. Yes. But you are yourself. You aren't dependent on that person. I know how it feels. It's just easier to stay where you are but honestly, fighting is worth it. Stay alive y'all and fight, it will get better.
@oofme5638
@oofme5638 5 жыл бұрын
Kotoristudy That’s what they all say...it never does...
@oofme5638
@oofme5638 5 жыл бұрын
kill me.....my only wish. every birthday...
@zeroblackfire5001
@zeroblackfire5001 Жыл бұрын
Anyone else just cry to cry now.. you just burst into tears and if someone asked you why you just say "Idk.."
@hurtskulls
@hurtskulls 7 жыл бұрын
im lost in a world of lies..
@ShanBojack
@ShanBojack 9 ай бұрын
You know its getting worse when you are watching these videos again :)
@thinkaboutyou5911
@thinkaboutyou5911 8 жыл бұрын
ich habe gerade geschrien vor freude,weil ich gesehen habe das du ein neues video hast. danke.
@rachaelthompson5118
@rachaelthompson5118 5 жыл бұрын
I love the song choices for this
@xxstarxx7341
@xxstarxx7341 6 жыл бұрын
these are like the voices in my head...my boyfriend of 2 years tried to leave me this week over a rumor his best friend started, and sadly he’s still his friend...the words in this video just put my thoughts into words without me doing it...
@estherruth856
@estherruth856 8 жыл бұрын
schoen. ich finde es sehr schade das alle deine lieder weg sind weil da sehr schoene dabei waren die mir wirklich sehr gut gefallen haben aber du wirst schon deine gründe haben.♡
@x.meyan.x4612
@x.meyan.x4612 6 жыл бұрын
Esther & Ruth lern mal deutsch
@ari7456
@ari7456 6 жыл бұрын
" there's nothing more i could ever want other than for it to last forever, but it can't " ☹️
@itzzzdubstep1811
@itzzzdubstep1811 4 жыл бұрын
The most painful feeling is to be Option B....always Even if you're a beautiful Person Just love yourself I did it Do good Die great
@findingmebybeingus
@findingmebybeingus 5 жыл бұрын
I never had a love that consumed me. Love scares me so much. I hate being around people but I'm so lonely. I dont let people in. I scare people away. I'm not at home. I walked away from this house in a city that's not mine. I sat in the cold for 2 hours, alone. I wanted to be alone. But somewhere in my heart I guess I hoped someone would chase me and try to talk to me. That's what people who love you are supposed to do right? I dont know. It's always me who ruins relationships with people because I get angry or I show them an emotion other than happiness and I wanted to tell them how to understand my heart but I tell the that they can never understand me.. not when i cant even understand myself. Emotion isnt easy for me. I cant tell you why I feel how I feel. Every time i feel happy and smile, i believe things will be better. But then something happens and everything falls apart again. By days end it all falls apart again. I'm tired of hearing things will get better. I'm tired of pain. I'm tired of others. I'm tired of loneliness. But I dont know how to get rid of it. I have so little a presence noone notices me if I'm there or not. I'm so quiet noone can hear me even if I scream. It's like I'm invisible. And there's the pain of feeling nobody cares about how I feel. I've tried to scream out but everyone turns it into why they should be the ones who are upset. Noone chases after me when I run away.. and noone misses me when I leave
@jalliewarrior4505
@jalliewarrior4505 5 жыл бұрын
thank you. I love this .. it's 100 how I feel.. fr
@shaywalters8486
@shaywalters8486 5 жыл бұрын
3:02 my all time fav. Sy-Fi t.v. Series actor with an all to often statement said by my latest (still unrecovered from) gorgeous lost love...
@lilycakes1908
@lilycakes1908 6 жыл бұрын
I lost it at Dean Winchester.
@anthonyuribes1878
@anthonyuribes1878 6 жыл бұрын
I love you incurablex3, your a beautiful spirit
@beerussama9529
@beerussama9529 5 жыл бұрын
Delenaaaaaa 😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️💕💕❤️❤️❤️
@AJLightbody_Gaming
@AJLightbody_Gaming 6 жыл бұрын
This kind of stuff keeps me going
@katharina3048
@katharina3048 8 жыл бұрын
omg ich liebe deine videos aber dieses lied hat soeine Bedeutung danke ♥
@bethanyhill9585
@bethanyhill9585 5 жыл бұрын
Someone I loved with my everything just left me💔
@tesha-mareebennett7506
@tesha-mareebennett7506 6 жыл бұрын
It was perfect at the start and now it gets worse and worse everyday... I can't miss him anymore as it hurts to much😔😭🚬💔📴
@isabellstegemann7391
@isabellstegemann7391 5 жыл бұрын
If you need this, You are beautiful the way you are. Don't change yourself. You are so much more than worthless. You are a wonderful person, who doesn't derserves to be hurt. People care about you, more than you think. I CARE ABOUT YOU. Take care of yourself!
@chilisaucee
@chilisaucee 7 жыл бұрын
Delena~
@naddiemaddie2436
@naddiemaddie2436 8 жыл бұрын
heartbreaking
@eniluapecrogal2868
@eniluapecrogal2868 6 жыл бұрын
sometimes im feel good but the most time im feel tired and broken and bad sooo bad i can’t breathe i can’t be happy and i can’t live like that anymore its too hard
@dibn1308
@dibn1308 5 жыл бұрын
Love hurts & bruises...but once you get the opportunity to live together...it becomes that you have to struggle to keep the ball of love in the playground of real life at home...
@kylespurling4898
@kylespurling4898 5 жыл бұрын
I wish I could have moved in with someone when I had the chance to get to know her but I missed it
@omnig8488
@omnig8488 5 жыл бұрын
Love is something that never works out no matter how much you think will, something all ways go wrong, thats why i have never been in a relationship, brcause i know in the end it never mattered
@ChoColateOwl
@ChoColateOwl 8 жыл бұрын
wunderschönes... ich wünsche mir, dass es besser geht für dich ❤
@brayleighwilliams6759
@brayleighwilliams6759 5 жыл бұрын
I feel like I will never be able to be happy and never be able to feel happy
@sl8608
@sl8608 7 жыл бұрын
this is how i feel, and I want to send it to him
@kylespurling4898
@kylespurling4898 5 жыл бұрын
So do it
@lu_____6987
@lu_____6987 7 жыл бұрын
omg my delena feelings
@jaquelinestein9222
@jaquelinestein9222 8 жыл бұрын
Unglaublich schönes Video. Weiter so, machst tolle Videos.💕❄👍
@lisamcintosh290
@lisamcintosh290 6 жыл бұрын
Keep fighting cancer. Off. The man that i alway love. Never be by my side. I did away he be by myself. Through this. I just wish he never fight with me day before my cancer surgery. He make me feel like he never love me.
@b0baeditss32
@b0baeditss32 5 жыл бұрын
I've been sad for a full year and this year is just the saddest for me my granny's house burnt down i broke my finger I have to stay in hospital my auntie is cutting herself i just can't handle it anymore
@samanthacouture8641
@samanthacouture8641 5 жыл бұрын
Stay strong. God is with you. You will find the right path 💞
@b0baeditss32
@b0baeditss32 5 жыл бұрын
@@samanthacouture8641 thx
@letsnot4714
@letsnot4714 5 жыл бұрын
If you let people in you think they’ll take one look and run away. You can’t tell anyone, they won’t understand. I’ll tell you. You feel nothing? I feel it all. You fear makes me afraid. Your anger makes me mad. But I also feel your nothing. You can’t change it? Make the most of it. Make your own weakness your reason to live
@isabellaburic2475
@isabellaburic2475 5 жыл бұрын
Those word are from my favorite tv show vampire diaries
@weedasaurus420
@weedasaurus420 5 жыл бұрын
I’m feeling more lost...when I close my eyes I feel nothing...I can’t see the light I wanna be happy but I don’t know how to I for got what happiness feels like...I have friends and family but it’s not that I lost 5 friends 2 from doing drugs 1 killing her self 1 murdered 2 from car crash
@vynz5780
@vynz5780 5 жыл бұрын
They promised to stay,then they left... The dream of us together in the future keep haunting me..but u already left
@alexanderboyso9878
@alexanderboyso9878 5 жыл бұрын
We are the hurt. We don’t wanna feel.. Just make it all go away!!
@khayz
@khayz 6 жыл бұрын
“I don’t what to do know without you here....”
@zahidnaqvi2288
@zahidnaqvi2288 6 жыл бұрын
Yes coz u dont want to compromise or surrender even though u are on the point of no return
@JayX444
@JayX444 6 жыл бұрын
I know people don't understand us so all we can do is just cry ever day......
@karissasapp3957
@karissasapp3957 6 жыл бұрын
He doesn’t know the right words to say and so much is going on and I’m mad but I’m mad at myself for still loving him
@Shadow-pe9jt
@Shadow-pe9jt 5 жыл бұрын
I'm not sure ill outlive the voice in my head
@reallytamifathr9925
@reallytamifathr9925 6 жыл бұрын
I still here, remember Iam not the one who left.?? 👍❤️❤️
@kylespurling4898
@kylespurling4898 5 жыл бұрын
didn't want to leave ... I just wanted to hear your thoughts on us
@madisonkendrick5379
@madisonkendrick5379 5 жыл бұрын
When elena and damon said all that omggggg
@mymutthoney1469
@mymutthoney1469 5 жыл бұрын
dude this hurts so much
@B0n3s05
@B0n3s05 4 жыл бұрын
Ich habe Depressionen gefühlt schon immer, seit meinem 12 Lebensjahr ist es diagnostiziert aber eigentlich habe ich es schon vor meiner Geburt gehabt. Selbst im Bauch meiner Mutter hatte ich mich suizidal verhalten. Ich schätze mal das die Psyche meiner Mutter auf mich abgefärbt hat. Es wird von Tag zu Tag schlimmer und ich weiß nicht wie ich dass noch aushalten soll. Und wenn ich mich umbringe kann mein Vater das Haus nicht behalten, das Haus in dem ich groß geworden bin, das Haus in dem ich so viel erlebt habe. Wenn ich sterbe werde ich Menschen verletzen aber wenn ich lebe tue ich es auch...
@Marco_DoppeltesRisiko
@Marco_DoppeltesRisiko 8 жыл бұрын
vermisse dich :(
@samirpokharel7403
@samirpokharel7403 5 жыл бұрын
You broke me You broke my heart And I hate you Because I still love you And I hate myself even more for it
@dawardoch2502
@dawardoch2502 7 жыл бұрын
Hallo, sehr schöne Lieder, dafür.
@freyamrvk
@freyamrvk 5 жыл бұрын
1:33 heartbreaking is knowing that me and lot of people are feeling this way
@katarinasofficial
@katarinasofficial 7 жыл бұрын
"Love... that's the biggest scam of all".
@annadiani6505
@annadiani6505 8 жыл бұрын
what's the name of the piano music in the backround? amazing video by the way
@daysaregettingcolder5473
@daysaregettingcolder5473 8 жыл бұрын
+Anna Diani Una Mattina - Ludovico Einaudi
@officialbucko2915
@officialbucko2915 6 жыл бұрын
You put your heart and soul in someone... you would do everything to make that 1 person happy. Even if it destroys yourself. And then summer break comes up. And after that period. That 1 person wont even look at you... just depressing ...
@chesterdidzena671
@chesterdidzena671 7 жыл бұрын
Sorry things wont get worse for u il bring my world to ya u just gota be patients with me i gta sober up for ya n get freshen up for u
@varexx8422
@varexx8422 8 жыл бұрын
ich möcht dir danke sagen, danke für alles du bist toll... : ) :*
@mochafrostee8634
@mochafrostee8634 5 жыл бұрын
"a thing that has to be tolerated"
@naibukun4012
@naibukun4012 5 жыл бұрын
"it gets better" "i tried, i really tried" and im trying so "just please stay"
@jaysonanderson8174
@jaysonanderson8174 6 жыл бұрын
She broke my heart and she acts like nothing happened 😭😭😭
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