Everything I've learned about Art in 3 years.

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Frej draws Kino

29 күн бұрын

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@glamqs 26 күн бұрын

Amazing video - but I kept laughing at the fact that you learned and fell in love with art because you didn’t like the AOT ending 😭😭😭

@user-ye1zg1th2t 26 күн бұрын

It's even funnier when you remember that everything in AOT started because of a pig.

@Linaosaur 25 күн бұрын

@@user-ye1zg1th2ta pig??

@pofromteletubbies1243 24 күн бұрын

Hey sometimes hatred can be the best motivation

@ronweezer 21 күн бұрын

That’s what inspired me to start writing! Being a big hater 😭😭💀

@accidentalfrenchfries 21 күн бұрын

I died hearing that. I’m also 3 years in bc I wanted to draw Levi a different ending

@buffshel 26 күн бұрын

lol nothing like the NEED to correct a canon ending to make you learn a new skill... mad respect

@mmmcrispy1 24 күн бұрын

making art for ONLY YOURSELF is the BEST ADVICE I could have ever heard

@Beanie_peep 7 күн бұрын

Yes

@tatey9812 2 күн бұрын

nah make art because AOT has a very bad ending

@LeeTan141 26 күн бұрын

I am so glad this ended on my page. I’ve been drawing for over 10 years. And I feel the same way about my art as you do: it feels like I want to want to create art. I remember when I was a kid I would have so much fun drawing anime characters or creating my own OCs. Then I was trying to make stories for them. These days it feels like I am chasing something, except I don’t know what. I want to be better at art, but why? To get more commissions? To get more followers? It makes me so sad because I rarely enjoy what I do and I tend to hate my art a lot now, even though it is so much better technically than what I did as a kid. But back then art was about fun… I hope we both can find that fun again,

@flux1940 25 күн бұрын

Yoooooooo i had the exact (or atleast a very similar) problem. I think it is simply that the "desire to create" fundamentally on a human perspective sense is that you want to create value which is currently "lacking". Look at his story. He felt something was "lacking" from the ending of attack on titan and he simply burned with the fire of using his own emotional blueprint, his own values, likes and dislikes to make them a reality. Then with the years of studying for that goal he lost sight of this simple premise. Im not saying that he should make the attack on titan ending. Maybe he even did. It is about not letting your learning process and improvement become your biggest connection to art. I recently realised that for me personally it simply was a lack of confidence and a need to please others. Please others with my skills, with my abillitys, how impressive the things i do where etc etc. I was never allowing myself to digg truely deep because first i wanted to learn more, more, more. "Just mastering one more concept and then i will start creating what i truely want". A need to proof my worth essentially. The external functionality, the comparisons and the learning became a self feeding machine with got facillitated by the use of social media which robbed me day for day of my enjoyment for art. So how did i crawl back out ? For me it was going back to synchronizing myself with the "lack" in my life. What are the fantasy/value worlds i wanted to create ? What are my true inspirations and not just other artists skills which are impressive and therefore i need to compare myself to them ? I got swept up by the learning, studying, comparing etc etc... If you dont get in touch with what really drives you you simply become an analyst. A machine of fundamentals, understanding and production always chasing the next higher skill level to "provide" with your abillitys. But for what ? For which lack ? What do you REALLY like ? Is it really necessary to gather all these skills and all these aspects if they are in the end only shallow skills which do not even help you achieving what you truely want ? For me the solution was to beeing more discriminatory towards my medium intake. Do i really like these things or am i simply studying these because they are technically impressive and i need to feel save in my abillitys to reproduce ? Was i getting blind to my own emotional resonance ? Allow yourself to start creating what you want. Allow yourself taking your time and feeling out which "lack" which "void" you want to fill with your art. From the most heart shattering painting which flips the human condition on his head in a profound way or simply wanting to draw cute cats. It is all valid and in essence the key to happiness and fulfillment in art. Now for something less abstact and more applicable: Write down your ideas, sort them by value (what they mean to you, what you like, what you dont like) without thinking about EXTERNAL validation. Then execute the selected idea and learn for that. Let your desire to express your own internal blueprint become your reason for improvement. Nothing else. This methode keeps you project and value oriented and does not disconnect your learning from your end goal. This is however fucking scarry. Now you are on. Now the game has started. You are creating now what you truely desire. What you truely want. No more studys, comissions, half baked studys for others or all that jazz. When this stuff looks shit it feels like it is all on you. No more:" Ah thats just a study, im just training, short sketch, WIP hell". No ! Finished, polished art which reflects what you want. What you are. The pressure is on. To fail these drawings which truely mean something to you will feel a billion times more stressfull then studying 1000 books about art fundamentals. But this will keep you happy. Your goal will become once again your driver. This was and is the way for me to reconnect with art. I dont know your struggles exactly and maybe im missing the mark here by a thousand mile but i think it does not hurt to share these insights. Have a nice day and happy drawin :D !

@mellodotjpeg 25 күн бұрын

@@flux1940 thanks for this. it provided insight i didn't know i needed. im literally about to go make that list of ideas!!!

@flux1940 25 күн бұрын

@@mellodotjpeg im glad :D !

@cequ 8 күн бұрын

@@flux1940Wow, thank you! I’m sure you absolutely nailed it for a lot of us. Especially when sharing art on social media it’s so easy to get into the trap „doing what others might like“. Loose ones own path … again, thank you!

@flux1940 8 күн бұрын

@@cequ :)

@RazorTrap 24 күн бұрын

10:50 that moustache man right there, is the best joke I've encountered this month 😂.

@Rose-luna23 25 күн бұрын

That last comment about making art "not because you want to want to make art, but just doing it", resonated with me a lot. I was an art student fresh out of college and took a gap year because my family and I were moving countries. I loved art. I loved the drawing, the perfection, the idea process and I loved the art block. But I stopped drawing. Life got to me and I completely stopped doing what I loved. Every 6 months I would end up doing one art peice before going back to emptiness and I never knew why. No practices, nothing. But even though I'd move countries often, I would ALWAYS bring my empty sketchbook, with my best pencils. And when I'd move again, I'd take that exact empty book and move once more. Why? Why carry it when you're not even using it? Is it hope? That childlike happiness when you hear the pencil scrape and slide against the paper? I'm not sure. But I love it. Today, I prepped my paper. I outlined a border :D For me, this is a milestone. I always think, rather than to jsut do. It's been eating and eating at my life in other aspects, but. Even having that happiness in what I could do brings joy in knowing that I absolutely can. I jsut shouldn't ever look back. To keep looking at life in the long run, because worrying about it now is getting me nowhere. Thank you for the video, it really helped :)

@Rose-luna23 25 күн бұрын

P.s. I'm always afraid of making mistakes. I mentioned I liked the perfection, but that is a lie. Nothing is and I've jsut accepted it. The prefect is in the impurities of an art piece, which is why I get excited because inherently, there's always meaning in the pieces. That bring me solitude

@sirrah2458 25 күн бұрын

@@Rose-luna23 SamdoesArt said something similar in his recent video about why he hates his art (lately). He was overly focused on accurately depicting every part of the subject that he was drawing, which ended up creating very rigid pieces that lacked character. I think striving for perfection in art can lead to a lot of negative emotions if you walk the path for too long.

@jesustyronechrist2330 22 күн бұрын

I am a computer engineer. I completely gave up on doing art professionally. I just couldn't see me loving it as a job, with the stress of staying relevant, to be an entrepreneur and market yourself constantly. I also never wanted success or fame. Only dream was to make something that people would discuss a lot. Not me, but my art. And I can totally do that without doing art fulltime. It just takes more time.

@Aeo267 25 күн бұрын

As a nonfunctional member of society, I also draw 6 hours a day, desperately trying to get better. I’m going on this same journey and have come across a lot of the same things. I’ve finally started just drawing or painting something if I got the thought in my head to do it, rather than thinking I’m not ready for it, and have to do more studies first. I started learning art because I love it. Then, it became a necessity-the only job I could or would pursue. Now, recently, I just love it again. I fell in love with the challenge of improvement and the simple act of being able to draw whatever I have in my head, regardless of my skill level. This is such a great video. I’ve also been losing my mind for the last two years, and probably longer if I’m being honest. But my obsession with art practically keeps me alive. I can’t wait to see more from you, good luck!

@Chrisbernier_art 16 күн бұрын

Man it’s good to see I’m not the only one losing my mind in this process😂. I’m 33 and decided I was going to dedicate my life to art 11 months ago. It is definitely a roller coaster. Like you I’m in love with the feeling of improving. I’m really hard on myself and sometimes focus too much on the technical side of things but now I’m trying to improve with subjects that have meaning to me. Just wanted to say we’re here together🫶🏼

@Sentientincense 7 күн бұрын

The part about getting the correct feedback is so true! As someone who went to an art college, teachers can make you hate art and the feedback they give you is often destructive- both to your art and to your mental health. Love your outlook on the learning process!

@odytimesthree 26 күн бұрын

Bro the ending... When you talk about your art journey long enough, it ends up being a therapy session. Loved this video. I loved the part about finding value in authenticity and passion. It's a rare thing. I hope you get your mind back bro, unlike Edvard Munch.

@4444Paranoia4444 26 күн бұрын

the autism part killed me ahaha it's so relatable. Thank you for keeping that last part. I started watching this because I stopped drawing for about 2 years, and I thought it would be a good thing to come back to the basics and study a little bit until I get the will to draw something for myself again, but I ended up gaining insight on my art block too. Reality sucks, man. I wanna go back but don't want to give up being a so-called productive member of society

@MikaHyx 26 күн бұрын

Not me clicking this video to learn as much about art as I can, only to discovered why I’ve been demotivated and irritated by making my art and now idk what to do next because I’m so burnt out and stuck 😔 lmao

@knightofthetime 25 күн бұрын

Man you spoke of nothing but facts. I am in the exact same spot as you. I've been drawing faces my whole life and I am pretty good at capturing accuracy. People mostly praise my works because of the faces I draw. I am fucking terrified of drawing without a reference. It's like walking in the darkness and trying to find your way forward. Since I've started using them I improved a lot but also completely forgot a lot of things. My mind goes completely blank. And it shows in my drawings too. I've been drawing since primary school and now I am about to leave college. And I was stuck in practice cycle for years. I never used colour or ink. I told myself I am not good enough to finish anything and was just grinding portraits and some "fundamentals". But you have to actually finish things to be good at well, finishing things. I am finally trying to use colour this year and even though it looks terrible I am having fun. You've improved a lot in these few years and I hope you find joy in drawing again. Thank you for this video

@heckinguy 26 күн бұрын

Im so inspired by this video. i think your brushwork and composition and lighting are gorgeous, but im rooting for you to find passion again!!! i can't tell you how long ive felt the same way you have, i wish you the best

@heckinguy 26 күн бұрын

ive been drawing since i was a kid and im still not the best at any of the fundamentals. im nowhere near as technically skilled as i want to be, but this video helped me feel better about just enjoying the process. i really love it

@Sweetestcashew 26 күн бұрын

I miss videos like this that are slower paced and arent heavily edited. Thanks for sharing!

@glebbaranov7801 17 күн бұрын

Thank you for sharing your experience. I had mental problems when I was a teenager. So I tried to drawing everything what’s around me, and not focusing what’s inside me. And I realized how is beautiful world around me. To understand yourself you have to look around. Art is language, and good to know it well. And it’s not about technique. Contemporary art is the key. Sorry for my English

@abi-hc1ni 26 күн бұрын

hey man this video felt genuine and i enjoyed to hear what you have to say about losing the mind to art it really sound insightful

@badjaune 26 күн бұрын

This video made me cry man especially at the end...I relate a lot to what you've said and it's quite similar to my own art journey. Just subbed, I like slower paced videos like this because it's a lot easier to digest tbh, anyways I wish you luck on your journey moving forward!!

@UkoKoromi 16 күн бұрын

Man, 32:49 could easily belong in an illustrated version of Game of Thrones. The jump in quality after you started drawing skulls and learning proportions+perspective+anatomy is actually crazy. The expression some of your pieces have is insane too, kudos for that. Loved the video, it was very real. I've been drawing for about a month now and i'm just focusing on all the face fundamentals (currently reading Loomis's book) and it's painful lmao. I've never been an artistic person so the motivation for me is the challenge itself, but it's a brutal rite of passage everyone has to go through to create meaningful pieces. This video gave me hope to endure it, otherwise i'm not going to make art that feels authentic to me. Thanks again.

@vince-1337 26 күн бұрын

27:48 Because you see all errors that you don't catch the past few years. It's mean that you improve a lot and understand what you need to focus on next. Art is marathon, not a sprint. And you make great improvement in just 3 years. Keep it !

@-lemonade-9412 23 күн бұрын

The ending was real, lol. I’ve drawn for a lot of my life as a hobby and although I’m definitely not as good as I want to be, the main reason I draw is what and when I want. Sometimes I lose myself as well when trying to be better at posing or this or that to be as good as I want to be faster, but it’s hard to enjoy when you don’t even know why your doing something. Definitely subbing, and remember to make videos how you want and your art how you want, because people are here for you and your art- not a copy of something else.

@argie5634 25 күн бұрын

I really like how much time you took pointing out that fun/passion has to be the backbone of art making and sacrificing that for anything is a sure way to lose interest/burn out.

@Angel............... 25 күн бұрын

Lesson learned, the "nerdy loser" in us have had all the answers all along. But really, I have also struggled with learning to actually enjoy making art again. it reminds me of a saying I heard that cracking an egg from the outside is destructive but Cracking the shell from the inside is creation. I don't remember it in detail but I think that with this making art for external resons to get better, to make a living and follow trends is more destructive whilst internal reasons like doing it cause you feel like it and are passionate, or you want to make a better ending for a show you like, those types of resons are nurturing your art in a good way.

@xto744 16 күн бұрын

This video got to me in a right time - in the middle of the art fight, when I'm stuck between drawing correctly, drawing a lot and drawing for everyone (as an advertisment for my future sells or something). You are making a good point about the purpose and enjoyment of making art - it's hard to keep going if you don't see why you need to go this far and money is not the right answer for your soul

@twotruckslyrics 7 күн бұрын

this ❤❤

@valeriaaraujo9962 25 күн бұрын

That's relatable. I used to try to imitate what other bigger artists did, going for the same subjects and style as them and that made me so miserable I felt myself slipping into an art block in my first year learning how to draw seriously. It actually took me a day doodling fun little character from imagination like when I was a kid to start to like to draw again. And time and time again I realize how import it is to draw what you love, what you think is fun or interesting. You have to find a fine balance between doing what you really want and doing studies because if you get stuck only drawing stuff you are not interested or boring studies oh boy, there's no fast way to kill your will to make art.

@concept.byfran 5 күн бұрын

I started in 2021 aswell. Looking back at my art I really see progress and it's very inspiring. I understand wanting to want to make art, as a person who recently got a job in the games industry, making characters, I'm afraid of loosing the spark bc of all the corporate "that's not possible" bullshit. I just want to make good art, fun characters, sometimes I forget that and it feels impossible to even start. You're a real one for leaving the last part of the video in.

@aidanhanson8749 26 күн бұрын

Dude just keep drawing and dont worry if its the right thing or not. As artists we go through phases. Phases of passion, analysis and recovery. You went through a MAJOORRRR phase of passion. Sounds like you're either in a phase of analysis or strongly fighting a recovery phase. I got out of art school last may and although i still make stuff ive given myself a lot of time to recoup after 4 years of making art 20-40 hours a week. A phase of analysis is okay, its alright to focus on fundamentals like a student and maybe not constantly work on passion projects, itll help you in the long run. I think youre doing a good job and a lot of people are seeing valur in your recent work.

@tinkerstar6522 18 күн бұрын

you described literally my entire progression

@samcloudies5843 25 күн бұрын

Thank you for adding the ending. It resonates with me. And as you siad poplecznicy really care when soul put into it (unlike ai art), that last 3 minutes felt like deep from your heart

@samcloudies5843 25 күн бұрын

And it so true about caring social media, analysing other, stilling their strategies, caring about the views and likes. I wonder how the people who draw the stories for years, how they kept being emerged into the characters and plot, that might be insane focus. I wish you to get back to you initially desired path!

@westwaysable 18 күн бұрын

kind of eerie how similar our journey is. ive kinda went through all the same stages lol, I started in august 2021, grinded like 8 hours a day. except I instead focused on spending all 8 hours on 1 drawing lol. then in like 2022 I started focusing fundamentals and then 2023 I feel I created my best work of art and cant seem to top it or get that magic back on any other paintings. and just recently started posting to youtube. still trying to figure out where my journey leads me here though.

@cheju-hz3jp 26 күн бұрын

i'm insanely insanely impressed with your progress. usually i just listen to youtube videos on the background but i sat and watched this the whole way through, eyes glued - the changes were gradual, but also stark enough that if i looked away for a minute i'd audibly go 'holy shit' when i glanced back. on the point of passion, one thing that caught my eye was at 28:40 - the metal/chains are SO well-rendered, but you're talking about how you were doing portraits and not really loving it. it’s so clear where your passion actually was! reminded me of earlier in the video when you mentioned that wanting to learn to render swords/armor was a huge breakthrough point for your improvement, and how chasing that passion led you to understand lighting so much better. it all tied into your point about burnout, which i thought was a great thesis of this vid youtube is an art form, but one you're clearly also very good at!!! amazing vid overall, got a sub from me 🫶

@ZIRKKeoe 18 күн бұрын

Holy shit I love this video so much, the words “wanting to want to do art” have been my life for the past year. It’s difficult wanting to be better, seeing how far your art needs to grow, and wanting to grow it for the things you want to create. But by the time you’ve gotten there you’ve forgotten how and why you wanted to make those things, how to make something real. Sometimes I get glimpses of passion and a want to work but it’s hard, everything about art is fleeting and impossible to capture twice. Anyway yeah this just resonated with me a lot, thank you for making an honest video about how your art journey has gone, I don’t think I’ve ever heard another artist be so candid about they’re experience

@astronumerologybyangeli 11 күн бұрын

Thank you for this video. I recently found my mojo to paint again. A friend/mentor asked me why i had fallen off and it was simple. 2020 happened. It was a snowball of unraveling chaos. Losing my corporate job. Relationship. Car. Home. I spent so many years looking to become stable again that I had put something so important to me on the back burner. Now I'm coming back and your video is an inspiration.

@poofy8856 26 күн бұрын

Thank you so much for this video, it felt like a hug from someone whose been through struggles and wishes the best for others. I hope you will be able to find the passion you once had again and know that time is in your hands

@twotruckslyrics 7 күн бұрын

this video felt like a warm hug, ive been struggling a lot and just,,, ❤❤❤ (side note i feel called out hahah, i used to draw so so much every day every week)

@elellellie 25 күн бұрын

this is just insanely inspirational, the way i gasped at your improvement! it honestly makes me reflect on my own journey and the fact that i really could’ve been doing more for myself in the year that ive been learning… forcing myself to sit down and do studies made me unmotivated to draw, drawing to post on social media had the same effect, i had cool ideas for projects and illustrations but i was holding myself back because i didn’t feel good enough to do them. but this video brought a bit of light back into my life and i think you should keep up the great work! i also rarely comment on things.. but this video really left a mark for me thankyouu🙌

@skarnertime768 22 күн бұрын

The last segment really touched me, like honestly I've been going through the same problem. I'm in art school and its totally fucked up my mental space when it comes to art. I got so lost in trying to make my art better that I forgot to love my own creations

@aidanhanson8749 26 күн бұрын

Take a look at Araki's story, the author of Jojo's, hes very very analaytical and flips between working on passions and working on the fundamentals and foundational aspects, even if it wasnt exactly what he wanted to think about.

@nithyasriram21237 26 күн бұрын

I appreciate it that you shared this video, and improving in art requires discipline more than any other factors. As an artist still learning the fundamentals, I relate to you. I have experienced art block, and doubted my creativity. I beleive that to do creative art, you should learn the fundamentals and apply them. I agree that storytelling requires thinking skills, but so is applying the fundamental knowledge. Instead of dwelling in thinking about your lost passion, try recreating the stories by applying your knowledge. Maybe take a break for a while and get back to drawing. Your mental well-being is important too. You did a great job with the fundamentals, and I wish you good luck in your journey. Hope this helps! :)

@juliocesaralvesdesouza137 18 күн бұрын

This video really got a hit on me. Your testimony is quite similar to what I'm living and thinking about pursue... Except I am about two years before you! Maybe you won't find this comment, but just now that you probably changed the way I thought about art. Will keep your video saved for when I need to watch it again. Don't give up! I hope you find your true way again, and don't you dare go hollow!

@Peidro64 20 күн бұрын

This is one of the realest fucking videos I've ever seen, I greatly admire the vulnerability displayed near the end. Nothing but love and respect and you've given some great insight, rooting for you man

@mixnmatche8629 14 күн бұрын

I resonate so hard with this. I used to draw so much when I was younger and obsessed with the characters I had in my head, but now I just feel so much frustration when I force myself to find a reference and draw it, I do it because I want my art to look better and more accurate, but it sucks all of the fun out of it. Its hard to get back into the groove of just creating art that you love and not worrying so much about the technicality of it

@Naidoesnerdstuff 10 күн бұрын

The rant at the end gave me so much insight. As someone who's been drawing to become an artist for 7 years now, I've recently been getting worse, and people don't understand why I say that because my art is still getting better, but my motivation and love for art is so much less. My most creative art was the worst, because it was before I would stress about my techniques and compare my art. I think I realize now what makes the most inspirational artist different isn't the art itself but their meanings and motivations, like you said, their authenticity. This video is amazing, I'm so glad I found it by chance and I really hope to see you reach your goal of giving your art more meaning with the best of luck. Thank you for this video!!

@HariboWormPlsSaveMe 26 күн бұрын

This was more entertaining, inspiring and helpfull than i thought when i clicked on it. I just wanted to have something on in the background while eating, now my food is cold. Thank you for making this video and talking so openly about your struggles and how you overcame them. Maybe i need to start painting again *-*

@snjackalope856 24 күн бұрын

dang you nailed all my problems with art in just one video

@PlatedGuy 27 күн бұрын

Regarding the ending I *think* that in order to start creating beautiful things you need to find inspiration outside of art. Start thinking more analitycal why do you like things that you like or something idk I've been drawing for 4 years now, I made some nice pieces but after my year 1 I constantly feel like I'm going back to square one with my art learning and I think it's just what being an artist is. btw. even though I've been drawing for longer you still have much more and better artworks than I have haha, I think art is really your thing but maybe you just need a brake? Go somewhere, take vacation, rethink your life/art idk idk

@muguersoart 24 күн бұрын

23:35 bro you touch me so hard in the heart here I needed to hear it. Thank you so much

@eikebraselmann4306 13 күн бұрын

Fantastic video, dude. You’re showing great insight, honesty, and ability to self-reflect. Most artists (though not all) flirt with madness every now and then, so that’s to be expected. But I do feel that you‘ll be able to handle that and come out stronger. Very much looking forward to your development now that you’re looking into figure drawing and perspective, what you‘ve learned so far looks more than promising! You have a great way of handling the play of light on dresses and skin, if you develop the other fields to a similar extent, you’ll be a beast in no time. Keep it up!

@sarahshewandagne9448 3 күн бұрын

The ending of that video I feel is so real- reaching a point in art where you’re consumed by the idea of being an artist that you lose focus of the “drawing because I wanted to draw, not because I wanted to want to draw” at the earlier years. We don’t talk about this a lot. That’s really touching how you’ve shared this.

@kittymooney1545 7 күн бұрын

wow this is such a beautiful beautiful video. im also autistic doing exactly what you did your second year focusing on allll the different skills (how i ended up on this video) and this was an incredible warning not to get too wrapped up in the technical stuff and keep balance in my life. i just got a scale tattoo to symbolize my love for balance a couple weeks ago i think its the key to this world and this video really really felt like my future self coming back to warn me to have fun with it and focus on that aspect. the way you speak is so similar to the voice inside my head its comforting im so glad you went off that script because i needed to hear that message. youre following your authenticity and being vulnerable and thats an incredible thing, youre SO right about the inherent value if authenticity and i just wanted to leave you a comment thanking your for all of the value its given me today. dont be so hard on yourself clearly youre finding your way and doing what you need to be and your art is absolutely beautiful!!! youre blessed with the skill (and hard work put in) to create this beauty now is the easy and fun part!!! growing the skill of imagination! and i would love to see more videos of the new stories you come up with having all the knowledge you do now. dont hate on the weird version of yourself that used to exist outside of the real world, that is your core and you need to find BALANCE between that person and the person making this video thats come back into the real world and made friends and everything. let them exist in harmony. omg sorry for the dump on your post you just helped me so much i want to do what i can to help you, if this does. just a little encouragement youre doing amazing!!!❤

@user-rt7sm6so3l 4 күн бұрын

Can u shut up? Goddamn typing essays for no reason

@okchvmali Күн бұрын

“i want to make art that captures the love for beautiful things” love this sentiment. and nothing you did was garbage. don’t be hard on yourself. this video did a lot to inspire me. ty

@EirCefiro 8 сағат бұрын

i love how this video is so fucking personal, how you can feel the artist realize what he has became along the past 4 years, and how that has affected his view of art, and the world. this. is. art.

@MOTOCS237 26 күн бұрын

i loved the vedio your so inspiring i watched it from beginning to the end i loved every second of it and i loved seeing how you improved at art i hope you all the best and i hope you find your purpose in making art

@bagmanh6120 18 күн бұрын

This resonated with me… I’m 21, been drawing on and off my whole life, mostly just fanart of games and manga. I put a lot of time into developing my shading/details, I had strong fundamentals and construction just due to the long experience. I did a lot of portraits and studies. But I ended up taking a long break from art while I went to college to study music. I didn’t feel bad putting down the pen because it just felt like a hobby I had outgrown. Like I had exhausted all there was to do drawing a face with a pen. As I grew from an aspiring musician into a fledgling producer/composer though, I learned how to love different workflows, how to step back and look at what in my music would actually resonate with people, how to love each little aspect of the nitty gritty… Until huh, I realized I had fallen in love with art all over again. Less of a simple high school sweetheart love and more of a deeply intertwined, complicated adult love. With this new mindset I picked up my pen again and man, it was like I’d never even put it down. I wanted to challenge myself like I did with music and urged myself on to do landscapes instead of portraits, colors instead of B/W, and focus on grander composition/contrast rather than just expression. When I learned how to layer instruments other than guitars I learned how to make a melody into a song, when I started drawing in new styles they went from sketches to paintings. (satchelmulherin.artstation.com for da plug) It feels to me exactly like how you talk about writing stories instead of just drawing. Every landscape I fill the space with makes me want to write ambient music to bring a listener in… very hand in hand with my goal to be a scifi/fantasy composer for film and games. The music inspires what I want to draw which inspires what I want to write which makes this awesome creative feedback loop.

@jesustyronechrist2330 22 күн бұрын

The best art ever made is not a piece. It's not a painting, an illustration, a "pretty picture". It's a Project. Every artist and especially young aspiring artist need to understand that social media makes making art toxic. It makes you focus on the followers, the likes, the engagement, the attention, the relevance, and worst of all: Sticking out. This is almost the sole reason why so many artists nowadays are OBSESSED with "art style" and in the desperate attempt to find it. "I'm trying to find my art style", or "it is not a mistake, it's just my art style!". We've heard these, we've said these... Because to us, having a unique and noticeable artstyle is how we stick out from the rest. But the issue is that art style is not really how you paint, how you crosshatch, what brushes you use: It's mainly your subject matter. And THIS is the real key to improving and sticking out and making out in social media: Creating compelling subject matter. If all you do is pixar/anime stylized portraits of pretty Pinterest girls, then you are an NPC. If all you do is draw cutesy kawaii doodles, then people will treat it as meaningless doodles. If all you do is fanart, then anything original you do will disappear when you get a following expecting fanart... But if you take those portraits and surround them in a theme... You do a "line" of portraits of certain people, certain looking people, with certain expressions, etc. That's when it trancends the fluff even AI can make. When that kawaii doodle actually makes you laugh and think or feel "relatable!", then it transcends. When that fanart makes the original creators inspired and reach out if they could use your idea in their actual work. When you start thinking the art you do as projects, suddenly your gain not only motivation, but inspiration. You know what to do. You know what to seek and research if you don't. You are not just making "pretty pictures", you are telling stories. And people remember a story. They don't remember your cool artstyle. I was in the same rut as you: I was at a point I struggled to draw from an imagination. I couldn't design from an imagination. Armour looked goofy and weird, I had to use reference, only for me to just copy almost everything. Then came time to shade, and I couldn't be bothered to figure it all out, I'd rather find reference and pick the main elements to copy the lighting. Sure, I was at a point I could paint literally ANY reference photo, no matter how complex, no matter what subject. But that didn't mean anything when I was just wandering. Then I started to write a book. And another. And all these ideas to illustrate some of the pages came to me. And all of the sudden, all of it combined: The reference, the imagination. I tasted something I hadn't tasted in a long time: Efficiency and meaning. Go back to storytelling. Start writing. Art becomes hollow when you lose the storytelling.

@Szan-40 6 күн бұрын

There was so much truth in what you said. I am learning something completely different. But I realised while watching this video that all these things apply to me too. I am learning programming after being an architect for so long. Being authentic to yourself and doing things because you love it is the most important thing.

@charcoal1620 25 күн бұрын

Rootin' for you, man! Hope you'll do what you love. I like your art.

@mearaclaigh1681 17 күн бұрын

I genuinely had to stop posting my art on social media in order to love it again. When i make something im proud of and then put it up on some website where a stranger is going to basically look at it for half a second and move on, i start suddenly feeling very insecure about something that originally made me feel excited and happy. Honsetly, if you want to make money iff of your art, you are going to have to put up with tough competition, poor treatment, and burn out. Some people can handle it and others cant. If you simply want to enjoy your art, forget about the audience entirely.

@xd-up4cb 21 күн бұрын

bro i totally expected some lame video about listing up stuff that you weren't good at & now you're good at, but damn, at the and you spoke about some real shit! to be honest i relate to ur path and i wish anyone who struggles with this, that we will find the path that is right for us:)

@LoveYourself-318 26 күн бұрын

such a good video! the emphasis on enjoying the process and finding ways to make art fun is something you always hear about but this video did such a good job illustrating that point.

@veronicavasquez7281 2 күн бұрын

I have had a feeling of burnout the last few years I had been drawing. I didn't have the slightest idea from where it could have come from. I had only been concentrating on studies, tracing and drawing for reference. I loved the result but everytime I finished a drawing I didn't make anymore for a few days. I was terrified of drawing something by my own, without references, and failing. I have been so accustomed to drawing with a reference and practicing that I didn't have any creativity. And I don't to this day. I find my mornings staring at a blank page from my sketchbook, before I get bored and move to playing games. This video made me realise why I got the burnout, thank you for the wake up call.

@amanda7913 3 күн бұрын

Hi Frej! I loved that rant at the end because it was hella real and I've been going throught the same thing in the past couple of years. I put my dream of becoming an artist on the shelf to study engineering, and I've just recently made up my mind to give the art some serious effort again. ALTHOUGH - thanks to numerous motivational burnouts during uni I was sort of aware about the dangers of emotionless skill grinding. So I've come up with a method to work around it: Treat the skill grinding and the passionate imaginative storytelling as two completely different areas - and put as much time as you're comfortable with on the latter. Have a separate sketchbook around for vague ideas and concepts where you only draw things you really FEEL or are curious about in the moment. Like, no forcing. Take a walk, listen to music, and if and idea pops up, scribble it down. No fancy rendering. Make a stick figure with notes for all I care. If no ideas comes up, then leave it empty. Maybe today wasn't the day for ideas. For me that made it much easier to separate the fun imaginative work from the soulless grind and be fine with doing the grind as well. In the last month I've done like 58 character studies. While tedious at times, it still feels ok because I know I can take a break and play around with unhinged story concepts in the other sketchbook and immerse myself in my imagination again. And it also creates a nice concept database to pick from later when I want to do a rendered piece. Maybe it won't work for you, but might be worth a shot if nothing else. Either way I wish you the best of luck! You'll probably have a stable art career way before me haha! /Amanda

@Rp-wt7uz 5 күн бұрын

This is the type of video I needed as an artist. It really does get overwhelming trying to follow the grind, the popular methods of ‘gitting gud’ at art. It’s tiring and I hate that art has become this! It was refreshing to hear you talk about your personal journey and say the most important thing is actually enjoying art. We’re all humans at the end of the day and it’s crazy that harsh critique, self-flagellation and competing with each other is usually the recommended advice to get better. Before clicking on this video, that was the kind of content I was expecting because it’s become so common 😅 so to hear about your mentor, his kindness and encouragement, your passion for creating your story etc was like a breath of fresh air. The part about how focusing on getting better stunted your creativity really resonated with me as I’m stuck at the exact same stage after finishing another year of art school. After taking a break I’m finally trying to draw based on my original interests (silly things like magical girls, anime, mermaids). It would be cool to see more videos of your thoughts as you create a piece and your own return to authenticity. Anyway sorry for the long comment but again, really enjoyed this video :)

@SteveAStrickland 17 күн бұрын

Great video, I relate completely. It seems when you stop just enjoying doing the thing, maybe if some other motivation like job/money becomes the aim, you lose all of the steam and your progress grinds to a halt. This applies in so many things in life.

@ekinnike795 26 күн бұрын

I remember watching a video about ur stories i think like a year ago or somerthing, now you popped in my feed again and im subscribing, cause i relate to you about some things you said. It is hard to just 'go at it' and its so easy to have a safe space to fall back into when you try to get good at art. I too wanted to draw things about our DnD stories and characters and there is so much that i can do, but i guess its easier for me to say 'im just not good enough for that yet'. i need to get better at gesture or i need to get better at anatomy or whatever story that i say to myself and it all leads to: ''just not good enough yet''. But when will we think we are good enough for our dreams? I say just start, and figure it out along the way just like what you did when you were starting out your art journey i guess. I gotta listen to my own words sometimes too. But thanks for being 'real'. We all gotta hear it sometimes, and hope these comments also help you to pursue your passion again bro. Cause i can see that you didn't lose it, its actually really scary when you realise you can actually achieve 'your dreams' and they can become reality, its scary. But as i said, thanks for this video, I see you bro, i hope the best for you.

@xrubienne 26 күн бұрын

what an amazing video! i related so hard with everything you said and at the same time i was realy glad to hear it from someone else. i think i needed that a lot. thank you for the video and the inlook on your journey.

@lumiere4001 6 күн бұрын

Hello, artist writing in here. I have drawn and painted for more than half my existence on this earth and the funkiest and sometimes best pieces I have ever done were spur of the moment decisions where I take yellow and orange and slap it onto an existing painting. DO IT ALL ON A WHIM! It is a lot more fun and no art is morally good or bad Be objective and subjective, methodical and emotional, be crazy because humans are bizarre. Good work, comerade.

@Henry-kd1mu 6 күн бұрын

Great video! I was studying about 3rd point perspective and it was vert entertaining to hear, i hope your dream comes true! And your skeleton with a fire sword drawing was really cool!

@keisempire7719 14 күн бұрын

Thank you for showing us this! Theres not many videos showing an artists whole entire learning journey. Its so valuable to have such a well documented learning period.

@moonie448 25 күн бұрын

I love how you spoke of authenticity and truly committed to that ideal with the ending of the video

@Kraut-p8v 21 күн бұрын

This video is mind-bogglingly helpful man. Like prbl the most helpful video on learning how to make art I have found so far!

@lockm7380 26 күн бұрын

Excellent video, last section hits hard and the great insights you gained from your selfreflection makes it clear you no doubt will find a way to follow your true passion again. A lot of points you brought up hit a cord, i've been burned out multiple times in the pursuit of following the fundamentals, and the risk of not wanting to burn out again i've made art that was familar, comfortable, safe, which also led to stagnation and ironically also becoming less motivated. It's when pursuing something i genuinely like that time flies past and i don't have to force myself to draw. Inktober for example makes me work in my favorite mediums and styles and i can led loose with my creativity. It was a project, a challenge, enjoyed every day and it's also when i improved the most at times doing these projects. Your art made huge leaps, it's great to see your progress even if you're not pleased with all the pieces. You know that everything is a learning opportunity, even if you have a clear goal, the path doesn't need to be lineair, and neither does art have a time limit, even if you felt you had to make it within a certain timeframe. I now go with the mantra of better to make art and fail than to never make art due tot he fear of failing. I'm not directing all my energy in art and my livelyhood also isn't dependant on me succeeding , yet it has also made it more freeing, now i can pursue art in earnesty and whatever happens, happens. This of course doesn't mean it's the correct path, the only path. Being hungry to "succeed" at art and making a living off it it is perfectly valid, and it can be an excellent motivator and give clarity. But as you pointed out you're not happy with that approach as it sacrifices some of your authenticity and passion. Whatever you decide i'm rooting for you, there's no such thing as a loser when you give your whole self to pursue something you love, you should be proud.

@wpkdaa17 2 күн бұрын

i clicked on this video with the intention of having something as background noise, but instead, i remained for the realness of your journey and especially those thoughts at the end.. man, you managed to explain the exact thing I've been going through with my art for the past 2 years. I ended up only doing art for the sole purpose of posting it online and getting commissions, and it completely ruined my ability to make things that felt true to me. It made me feel like doing art is a chore in itself, and despite still having some ideas left that are original and align with my own interests, it feels pointless to draw something that it's not for a certain audience, for popularity or commissions. Huge respect to you for putting these thoughts into words. (amazing art progress, btw!)

@anaen 27 күн бұрын

relatable stuff man… especially the last portion of the video

@akumafuhen 19 күн бұрын

Dam this is one of the realist videos ive seen spoken from the heart. I someone that DREAMS of having my own piece of fiction out in the world for ppl to read and have discussions like AOT. However i havent created a single piece of art this year and I just mostly live my story in my head and in writing. I have started my youtube journey again afew weeks ago with new video dropping 30mns of this post (not this channel). And like you mentioned in the beginning i was looking at all the popular topics and how bigger youtubers making their vids and quickly learned i was starting to hate it lol. So i quickly decided to just make content i care about and wanna talk about, sure the views will be small and maybe no1 subs right away but something is telling that this the correct route. Im planning on picking up drawing again and this time combine it with video creation as thats its own art form and document my own art journey along with other video ideas i wanna do. I think your conclusion at the end was powerful as i thing thats what reaches ppl in the end and why i enjoy watching the ppl i watch on KZfaq.

@Sappysappster 26 күн бұрын

I really needed this video man Thank you

@uutopiastudios1328 4 күн бұрын

Maaaaan, creating art with an expectation or a goal can sometimes lead to disappointment. It’s a trap and it sucks, but (for me at least) it gives me the motivation to just not care about what I create and just see where the lines lead me. There’s something to be said about the sprezzatura of an artist, the careless, sometimes joyful creation that an artist acts on that brings authenticity and soul back into his pieces. Picasso spent the rest of his life painting like a child, but it was after he was a technically sound painter. Love this video! Reminds me to not get lost in technique and become a child every once in a while

@sophiedanon7491 3 күн бұрын

I think you have improved a lot and I can see you have interesting stories to tell us. The characters you keep on drawing, the blond maiden who looks like a vikings, the bearded knight in lion armor, the man with the lines under his eyes who looks like a sly one... I'd like very much to know their stories. Don't give up

@magdazacharska8363 11 күн бұрын

i just wanna thank you, i needed this so much rn

@tophatgeo 25 күн бұрын

I relate so much to this video and I might have to rewatch it soon because this is real as hell dude. The struggle of learning how to learn and improve my fundamentals is so tough for me so I get you on that feeling of wanting to make art that feels real. As someone who loves telling stories though, I'd say go for it. Make a story even if you don't exactly know where it will go. You could start with a character, simple plotline or a location, just something to springboard your creativity. I've been drawing "seriously" for 5+ years and I still feel like I struggle with the basics. Best of luck dude, I'm rooting for you. Let's find out authentic selves

@nosescrunch513 Күн бұрын

this video was honestly amazing, in a heartfelt human way, I've been pretty much doing art since i was a kid, did children's art school, graduated art highschool under multimedia degree and i started studying for a bachelors in only art academy which we have my in my country which is a big prestige but it never felt like i belonged there. i looked at my peers and they were all like sooo much better, then as i was to finish my first year my father got cancer so i took a year leave, i told everyone it was because of my fathers cancer but it honestly lowkey was an excuse because i could've continued since i was on a scholarship and my family would've found a way to support me, but i just hated it there, for years I've been asking myself why do i do art if it brings me so much pain and just now recently I've been doing a lot of reflecting and thinking why did i start making art. I just like telling stories, i love storytelling, I've loved storytelling since i was a child as my mother was a librarian and now she freelances time to time doing storytelling events to children, i love stories, that's why i love reading, videogames, movies and art. My first choice to uni would've been outside the country enroll in a creative writing program but i could've never been able to afford it, now that I've taken a leave I've realised i want to go to uni for creative writing or filmmaking, telling stories is what is the most important to me and I've been slowly rediscovering it, I'm having so much more fun with my art after leaving uni and I've become just more confident in myself as a person, i have less free time now then what i had when i was in uni as i had to get a job but somehow I'm making more art and enjoying making art. The sincerity and honesty and the love i saw in your early works makes me want to try again making little comics and stories, rooting for you to find your footing again in making art for fun❤

@vr6104 20 күн бұрын

Dude that ending hit home I've been struggling with the same shit of wanting to have my art seen but in turn, having it not be genuine to what I want to make. This video is amazing and has inspired me to go back and find the enjoyment in art I had when I started and didn't care about performance. I hope we can find our true path again.

@tigerfisch157 5 күн бұрын

I like the video. A bunch of great advice and a nice overview of what to learn and how you did it. I think everyone will find their own way as long as you do art for yourself.

@Killzone626 26 күн бұрын

Thanks for sharing, you helped me reflect on what matters and i want to follow my own voice again. In my humble opinion, you are not a loser. Coming from someone who has those same thoughts passing by every once in a while.

@baril3d 2 күн бұрын

I can relate a lot to what you say at the end about focusing on technical skills at the cost of the soul behind the art piece. I hope you can manage to find that enjoyment you had for art again in the future ❤

@stealcase 19 күн бұрын

Thanks for making this video. I hope you find more joy in your journey, and that you get back to doing what you want.

@katm8128 26 күн бұрын

I’ve found that active recall helps me the most and the quickest with learning things. Drawing something, looking at a reference, then fixing what I drew accordingly

@RainyMood90 11 сағат бұрын

Amazing ending and amazing progress wow. I'm nearing the three year mark and I'm well jealous of your work, well done

@geckotree7705 24 күн бұрын

I left this on the background as I worked and eventually stuck to watching the entire thing just staring at the art work. Great job, man! I wanna start doing art, too.

@p22315 14 күн бұрын

I really loved this video! It's just amazing how you managed to get so far and actually show how you feel online, because I know for a fact that a lot of people on here don't say what they truely think just to please others. Thank you for this! I am also on an art journey myself. I used to have these days where I would draw for 6 hours straight because I was so in love with art. I haven't drawn in a while now because I was so obsessed with the idea of what other people would think of it and how they would look at me and my art journey. I had always had people tell others "how good I was at art". It's just sad now to see how their reactions changed when I showed them drawings that weren't as good (because we all make bad art + I was still learning). It made me feel sad and scared of failure. So I got stuck in an endless cycle of making drawings and quitting because I thought they would never be good enough for these people. I think it's time for me to realize that their opinions don't really matter if it harms me and that I just need to draw again because it made me so happy in the past. You really inspired me with this video and I LOWKEY WANT TO DRAW RNNN.

@elliepeleshok9743 11 күн бұрын

The end hit may to hard I’m you find your way back to truly loving what you do!!! you’re a beautiful person and incredible artist!!! please make a graphic novel!!!! IM BEGGING YOU!!🙏😭

@Oatmaster 5 күн бұрын

Your progress is inspiring. And being open to share your journey from the very beginning. Look how far you have come. All that hard work pays off

@iFiSiKz 26 күн бұрын

Your point on being able to spend 6 hours each day for the first year is impressive, but I think there is a misunderstanding in time spent creating art vs time spent studying and applying what you studied. You said someone would take 12 years to have the equivalent time in your first year, but that other person could just focus on improving. Learning figures, perspective, form, etc. There is a balance that needs to be met though. I agree you need to enjoy doing it while also improving all the same like you also mentioned in the video.

@Sadaaaaf 19 күн бұрын

this video is really great man, watched the whole thing.. and usually... I can't bear to watch full art videos lmao! This really related to me!!

@Averagemoowie 7 сағат бұрын

I like this video! Im an artist and drew since i was just a child so im pretty good at digital art. I completely agree with you, the journey is all about having fun. I have one friend who just started drawing, he was really focusing on learning everything and was critiquing his own art which pressured himself and lost motivation to draw. I told him that it is natural for an artist to improve slowly and mistakes will always happen, I always make mistakes in my art too... There are also artists out there on the internet always comparing themselves to other artists, even though they are not the same level as the artist they are comparing to. Just learn what you can and take time.

@Slangnegativ 25 күн бұрын

You've made amazing progress truly and I have no doubt you will accomplish your goals. I would be happy if I could produce something half as good right now!

@HomunculusDM 25 күн бұрын

you're undoubtedly an amazingly determined person. I'm sure you'll find your inspiration again. You already know what direction to take it in!

@cequ 8 күн бұрын

So glad you left the ending in. Although I feel like this whole video is very authentic. Thank you for putting this out and share with us! So valuable and I can relate to so much what you said ❤️‍🩹

@alternetic3833 25 күн бұрын

This video is amazing, and an eye opener on burnout. Made me subscribe even. Don't take my advice to heart, but if you're going through stuff like this, stop what ever you are doing. As much as we live our live our lives, both struggle and joy, we can only go as far on doing something over and over. One should come to realize to stop once in a while to see where you are at life, or else be stuck in a loop, so that you can reassess your wellbeing. To quote Kenny "Everyone had to be drunk on something to keep pushing on .Everyone was a slave to something", watch out for yourself and be safe.

@geobot9k 24 күн бұрын

You're reconnecting with the real world, want to capture beauty, acknowledged how messy everything and all of us is, and talked about straying from a true path, a part of the mess you recognize in yourself I'm hitting 40 soon and finally recognized recently that external and internal relationships are also subject to newtons laws of motion. This means that by being so hard on yourself emotionally, you're practically punching yourself in the face Small tangent: this also means that by being hard on others it has a way of hurting yourself in the same way punching someone can mess up your fist if you don't properly reflect on it - every action has an equal and opposite reaction Back on topic: Its ok to be gentle with yourself while recognizing mistakes and learning lessons from them. You're allowed to feel good about every baby step you take in your development. I think this is a part of 'falling in love' with the process. I'm making efforts towards keeping in touch with myself, like a continuous dialogue of paying attention to how ideas, thoughts, and actions I take makes me feel deep down. Maybe something like this can help you see which direction your heart would like to develop your art towards and how to get there?

@rissa_mariposa 23 күн бұрын

This video is amazing, I got you another sub. I appreciate your candor.

@gogocarachan 5 күн бұрын

I'm going to type a lot of run on sentences, no one come for me. Context: I've been a life long artist (my dad showed me how to draw a wolf when I was a toddler and it was game over for me) who went from passionately creating non stop like it was my life blood to my soul, hopes, and dreams being destroyed in art school, to a decade of trying to rekindle the passion, trying to be constantly study and try different ways to "launch my art career" and nothing ever getting traction and my passion and drive just dwindling to absolutely nothing and my self worth hitting rock bottom- this video really spoke to me, especially the very end there. I just want to create stories and things that mean something to me again. Thanks for keeping that last part in and sharing your whole story.