I recently posted a video on my own mental health and was so scared to do so. However seeing you open up in this video makes me feel so much more confident about my decision to do the same. Thank you for that, Louise ❤️

“I was feeling nervous so presented a stream in front of thousands and that helped a lot.” - It both makes sense and is delightfully odd.

It was very kind of you, as a person from Britain, to call that building a "Castle"

a $10,000,000 castle? GW really jacked up the price for the castle siege set.

Suggs. I'm sure I can speak for all 92k of us. Well all like you.

Louise Theroux uncovers the inner world of Tough Crowd in this heartwarming Warhammer Age of Sigmar documentary.

Frank is such a legend. That museum is now on the bucket list.

The person who lays down to pet the dog at 13:20 is me at literally every party or event which has a dog present. People can quickly become overwhelming but just chilling out with a dog (or friendly cat) can make things infinitely more relaxing.

If I can take one thing away from this heartfelt, raw, honest and clearly personal journey.... Yes I want to see mushroom tutorials! 😂

Just showed this amazingly wholesome video to my partner to distract from some of her anxiety about an operation tomorrow. She found it amazing to hear someone describing dyscalculia in such a similar way to how they experience it, and then going one step further to describe the difficulties in playing games and yet doing it anyway. This representation really matters. It made them do a (happy) cry. Because crying is cool.

@14:20 I used to hang my blue cord from my rear view mirror as well. Very cool to see another infantry vet in the hobby.

Thank you for talking about dyscalculia and how it puts the fear of god in to tabletop gamers who have it! I hate being the reason D&D and Warhammer sessions slow or pause because of my brain being unable to add basic numbers, and it has definitely given me enough anxiety over the years to avoid games with people I don't know well. I completely relate!

I'm not the only one who noticed the "must lay down with cute doggo" @ 13:20, right? :D :D PS sorry for your doggo loss, Sugs, I hope you're coping ok!

Lou, thank you for being so genuine and a lovely human being. Your positive and transparent additions to the hobby community and media space are true gems. Appreciate you. Thanks for being real.

Hi Rogue Hobbies, I recently discovered your channel. I didn’t know what to expect when I started watching this video but I am glad I watched it. I have always dealt with anxiety that stops me from enjoying what I love the most (miniature wargaming). I have had my fair share of terrible opponents that really hurt my self esteem and that made me quit certain games. Even to this day I have reservations playing new people but I am slowly coming out of my shell especially with the new miniature community I take part in (I play Malifaux) I feel like the best thing we can do for a hobby and a community no matter what game you play is just to be friendly and welcoming. We all deal with our own stuff and usually find miniature gaming as our safe space or what we do to relax. It is a great feeling once you becoming part of a group especially with a group of people you share something in common with :)

Yes photographing the mushrooms when you get overwhelmed is the only way. Also Louise you’re the kindest coolest person everyone thinks you’re cool. (Rob’s scream when you won killed me)

Great to see you talk about mental health and giving a good example for people that are afraid to do so.

Like you, I am not part of Tough Crowd nor do I play AoS. To be invited by this special group of people and the joy they bring to the hobby is special. It was wonderful to meet you and I look forward to seeing your mushroom Trogoths. -Warhammer Dad.

I loved the moment at 13:19 where there's a dog in the background, and a girl in pajamas just fall down on the floor to hug the doggo^))) a perfectly fun and sincere video, thanks, Louise!

I always wanted this level of immersion (in anything I was into!) as a kid in the 80's. Lazer Tag made that idea possible! Glad to see some of us have made that a reality.

Louise, may I suggest that your next companion to the fisher goblin could be a "knight" goblin riding a certain orange species of salamander? 🥰 Also, I would probably characterize some of your nervousness as a frustrating coctail of fear of rejection, performance anxiety and impostor syndrome. And you succeding at keeping those fears at bay and now sharing that very personal experience makes you a very brave person, ROCK ON Louise!🥳 Also, your enthusiasm is obvious, inspiring and very endearing❤ PS, my spouse is very much looking forward to mushroom tutorial videos!😊

Yes mental health is a thing, thank you for talking about that. Very cool.

Oh man, sugs, I think that’s the coolest thing that you took the time to take yourself for a walk. I can imagine the situation feeling potentially overwhelming. Far from home, an intense setting, lots of feels, and having to people to 100/100. It’s great that you looked after yourself

Purple dragon laying down next to dog on the floor @13:20 cutest thing i ever saw.

Great video! Your honesty is refreshing! One great story I've heard about the Frazetta Museum is when Frank was alive he had to be locked out of it by his family as he kept sneaking in and touching up the artwork, changing how they looked from the books and catalogues!

Thank YOU for bringing a completely different and fun energy to this hobby we all enjoy.

That was a wonderful, charming video of a delightful Louise, seemingly out of her comfort zone, adapting and thriving! Perfect!

Wholesome, so so wholesome of an experience, glad a competitive gaming group can be so unique and wonderful and a great representative of that side of the hobby!

You have discalcuia too?! I'm so stoked to find another hobbyist with this. It holds me back I tried to play D&D and I had fun but I did struggle and yeah, you do feel embarrassed. Nevertheless 2024 will be the year I collect and learn the Age of Darkness !

That Castle looks amazing 😮 Also absolutely baller basketball skills. Love this.

13:18 dog brutally snuggled by a purple dragon.

Louise, respect for facing & being so open about your dyscalculia. No doubt lots of others struggling with it as well & your honesty will help them. #integrity #leadership #respect

Thanks for going through with this video! You described my exact experience (minus the fancy castle) when I joined the LIT boys in Leicester last year and visited you both in Nottingham afterwards. This hobby is not just about painting and playing with plastic figures, those are just the vessel through which we make friends for life and have the best experiences!

what an awesome group of people! glad you had a great time, cant wait to see what you do with the Troggs!

Lou, I just wanted to say I absolutely love your videos. You are the cutest, sweetest most genuine presenter I've watched in years. I really enjoy how open you are about your feelings in difficult situations and you arnt afraid to be a bit mushy. You are honestly a fresh of breath air. Thank you for all you do from a nerdy Australian man haha

Troggoths is such a Louise army. Cant wait to see that army painted up.

" a little more confidence in my self" almost stuck the landing there 😅

Feelings and emotions are part of the human experience and are so often overlooked and ridiculed. Crying in the Frank frazetta museum is not only normal, but the ultimate response for the feelings the power of art should be able to invoke on us. I know I cried my eyes out when I went to the Star Wars costume exhibition in Saint Pete, FL. Me, by myself, a 35 year old 6’ 2” long haired, bearded, construction worker standing in a room full of people looking at me cleaning my eye and nose waterfalls with tissues a kind lady had given me out of her purse. It’s a beautiful thing and it should be accepted and cherished by all.

Thank you for being you Louise. It's warming to see your journey in finding your 'happy', and it genuinely helps 💚🦔

I always appreciate how candid and personal your videos are. We can all get the official content from this or that hobbying entity through their respective social media feeds. A big part of what makes your videos rewarding is seeing your perspective and unique experience with events and artifacts of the hobby. Personally, I found this really relatable, and it sounds like an amazing event. Not necessarily one I want to attend, moreso as something to emulate.

Just finished up the Wicked Dicey retreat event this past weekend and Noah and the tough crowd guys were there. All really great guys along with all the other attendees. The AoS tournament scene is legit the most fun. Which sounds backwards… but it’s all about coming together for big events around our favorite hobby. Hopefully we will see you at Everwinter this year!

We try to do this with our larp crowd once in a year. Boardgaming, Karaoke, partying, laying on the Sofa, maybe some painting and cooking a Lot of good. Really, really precious. Especially for all of our neuro diverse friends.

lovely video, so great to see you had a fun time and that everyone was so friendly

that might just be the most heartwarming and wholesome video i've even seen. and entertaining as well. i love it.

Aww, that was lovely and heartwarming. Thanks for sharing the 'Tough Crowd' (they seem more cuddly than tough) experience. That castle is just bonkers! Only in the USA. Awesome stuff!! 👍

I loved EVERYTHING about this! Thanks for making the video.

This video of yours genuinely made me smile, your enthusiasm is genuine and it shows. This has to be one of my favorite videos you have made. Keep up the great work!

Thanks for talking so openly about your challenges and experiences 🙏, it’ll help so many of us relate and hopefully open up a little! Glad you had a blast 💥

That you had the presence of mind to go for that walk is so impressive, thank you for sharing. I’ve had the exact same sort of swing of feeling overwhelmed, it’s so cool to see examples of good practice. 😊 (Also, dude. I can’t think of anyone more qualified to be a commentator!)

Hey Louise! I had never even heard of your condition till you mentioned it. Thank you for doing so, I imagine it was tough. It helps others when people take a first step cause that is always challenging for most people as well. Neat place that I'll have to visit sometime. I live roughly 9 hours drive from there so probably not next week or anything! Sigmar seems like the game for me in as I prefer the fantasy over the sci fi. I mainly just paint minis at work on lunch or down time for fun but I'll be playing games soon enough! Glad you had a great visit to our country. Cheers!

For me you are the younger sister AND the older sister i never had. Thank you Louise. Regards from Mexico ❤❤❤

This is such a wholesome video. I don't play, only paint - as I struggle being around people for long periods. Sharing your struggles as well as the fun you had was a breath of fresh air, so thank you ❤

Your channel got me back into painting my minis after a year or so off. My eldar corsairs are grateful of your infectious enthusiasm

the thing I love about this hobby is overwhelmingly, people are just so excited to share what they love with people and want them to feel included. The fact that someone who's been such a cornerstone in the Warhammer world for a long time was loved for doing her own thing and starting this channel and subsequently was invited to hang out at a tournament across an ocean and was made to feel like one of the gang is really just what makes everything so special to me. I am low-key envious I don't know the kinds of people that would let me hang out in a giant castle-themed mansion in the middle of the woods.

Amazing to hear of your struggle, and good on you for opening up - genuinely tough to do 🥰. Thanks for sharing 😊

That is a ridiculously sweet and cool and nice video and experience that you’re are sharing here! Just that! Good folks, good vibes, good time! Loving so much!

Just discovered this channel. Very genuine and fun! Love the vibe! Subscribed.

Thank you so much for making this video. All those feelings you had felt are real and we appreciat you talking about them and mental health. I have had anxiety before at some events both in Warhammer and outside of that hobby and I had gotten overwhelmed at some points but they were still great times filled with wonderful friends. Also, super happy to see you collecting an AoS army! Cannot wait to see how you paint them and I am going to embrace the future videos of ALL THE MUSHROOMS!

Its always so nice to see people doing things like this, its rare i can find people in my area whos into things like this and travel is kinda hard at the moment. Its also so heart warming to see people welcome someone in with open arms, far to often ive seen group around here refuse or deny people for no reason *ive left a few groups that have done that to others*. Cant wait to get some more mushroom painting tutorials ^.-, Thanks for the great video

Very glad you decided to make this video. It's lovely to see a vlog with the context of your Instagram posts and understanding that it took a lot of mental effort on your part just to be there. You did great. Also, I did not realize you've only been doing KZfaq for such a brief while... you see quite at home on the platform! Best of wishes. I hope you're doing a little better every day.

Me and a group of friends (many of whom met online) meet up each year in Europe for a 'games meet' not just Warhammer but a variety of table top games/board games. There is just over 30 of us and its an absolute blast. I have been to four meets now and I fully intend to join in with the fun each and every year to come. This may of been your first meet-up of this kind but I'd bet it wont be the last. As Lord Baldermort would say... _"No matter what you do today do try to make some time for Fun!"_

My God! What a lovely video and what a incredibly heartwarming experience. You really are wonderful. Thanks for the videos like this!

Dog, friends, castle, tabletop. I'd cry just with the dog.

Great vid, your honesty on how you felt was so relatable as well thank you for sharing that 😎

I may of shed a tear with you there at the end. Community like this is special

Awww! I don't do Warhammer, but I love your videos. You put the fun in funny, the sting in interesting and the nti in painting. Great to see you having a good time, and I do appreciate your openness. Thank you. Every time I see one of your videos, my heart grows a little bit.

Shout out to Rob for rocking some Type O Negative on the ride! And even more so to Louise for the awesome Bolt Thrower pants!

I loved hearing your thoughts at the end about the importance of having time occasionally to just be yourself and do something silly, it really struck a chord with me. This was a brilliant video, thank you for sharing!

Troggoths are such fun models! You probably do not need the encouragement, but the troggoths are really easy to convert and combine with other trolls like the Blood Bowl troll. It's well possible to make two headed trolls from the box and a bit of greenstuff and love. Thank you for the description, it sounds delightful!

Thank you for taking the time to talk about the mental health stuff, and needing to go for a walk. A lot of times i get to feeling like that when i go to big events where I should ostensibly be happy, and its hard to explain why i get to feeling down and insecure. This kinda helped put a new perspective on it.

It’s amazing to see what happens in other parts of the world. Kudos for rocking up to a place filled with strangers.

You have a style to your videos that just draws me in. Love your honesty and vulnerability. Keep crushing it.

That was an amazing few days, glad you enjoyed it! Don’t worry too much about getting nervous, happens to us all especially with new people in a new setting and being a newbie. I had anxiety through my 30’s to my mid 40’s and its something I finally got over with CBT therapy.

Thanks for a fun and inspiring video. Love the excitement and honesty

Well done Suggs, be proud of yourself for accomplishing everything you did over there. Thank you.

I just wanna say, the way you are so open in this video is amdiring! Amazing job! This is good content

This is the first video I've seen you do outside of Games Workshop, and I am here for it!! You are owning it! Props for being so open and venerable online too. Subscribed!!

Fantastic video. Your humility really shines through here and made it all real world enjoyable. Thank you!

Great video! I loved the honesty you had in sharing your experiences. Awesome content and overall production, too. SUBSCRIBED

Dont worry we all love you ! You super friendly and have a pretty smile. You make great video's as well. Thanks for sharing this trip with us.

I'm glad you had fun during your trip to the US. You are great, Louise, and I love your videos. Stay awesome!

Heavy Metal was playing in the theater! Did you get to watch it Louise? ❤

Finding your place is sometimes hard but I think you were around people who would have helped you do that. Taking the walk in the woods was the best idea and I’m glad you did that and found your mojo again. Great video!

I loved this video, because as someone who has recently gotten back into the 40k hobby it's really daunting going to new places with people and...joining in? Being yourself? I'm really glad you got so much out of it, thanks for deciding to put the video out, it's helped me and I'm sure it'll help others too

I'm so glad to hear abpur the experience. Thanks for sharing, seriously. 👌

Thank you for sharing this experience with us!

Great video. Maybe it was event and jet lag that played into the anxiety. When I travel now I give my self a day or three just to adjust before meeting up with people or doing events. Adorable and cute frog bag. Keep up the good work.

I watched this video for like 3 times now over the last weeks and I just like it. I just like how open you are and how kind of cute the whole video is and it's just fun to watch.

I went there as a kid for boy scouts! I kept their business card in my kid wallets till it crumbled. Thanks for the memories!

Congratulations on the first AoS game Louise. I think in general its a great community, ive had so much help blundering through my first games 😅 glad you had a good time and thank you for being so honest

Great video and insight into your adventure.

What a great video! It seemed like a great group of folks put on a friendly, supportive, and fun event!

Such a fan of you and your enthusiastic style. Keep it coming!

So very happy that you had such a great time playing the game, Louise! Way to go for relaxing and enjoying yourself!

So glad you had an awesome time there and enjoyed your first AOS game. I'm honesty surprised you had not played before. I meet you at the Londen GT last year and have seen you at other events, will look forward to maybe getting a game in at a tournament in the future. Keep up the great work.

I’d don’t know what I expected from this video, it wasn’t this, but this was exactly what I needed today. Thanks for sharing your experience!

That just looked amazing, what a fantastic place. Looked like u had an awesome time.

I'm glad you managed to have a brilliant time in the end, Louise. I'm so glad you got your 1st game of AOS in. I've only played once myself as im finding it hard to convince people at my club to play it rather than just 40k. Doesn't stop me adding to my aos collection, though, as they are my favourite models to paint. Eventually, I'll have a few full armies to lend to my mates so i can get some more games in. The panic room/castle looked great and always more fun when you've made some cool new mates along the way. 😊

So happy you got to have fun and to meet these amazing people

This is a great video for a load of reasons. Brilliant work, well done!