It's amazing how artists like this are underrated. This is artwork right here.

"I just want to be okay". These words speak volumes with depression. No one ever really wants to die, just to be okay...

There will always be: A "lie" in believe, An "ok" in broken, An "end" in friend, An "if" in life, An "over" in lover, And a "fun" in funeral

The heart is a scary thing. It's the only thing that doesn't listen to my brain.

I can relate to every word of this song. I've had major depression for years along with anxiety and PTSD. It is so hard to cope with things like this. A lot of people have a hard time understanding my mind. They always say I over react when they don't realize I can't even look in a stupid mirror without being disgusted. But I'm trying so hard to get better cause after years and years I'm finally not alone anymore so it's hard to realize that. I've been hurt and betrayed so much I can't trust anyone anymore 😭

Who else finds refugee in music?

I came here by accident but stayed on purpose.

Shout , scream and cry but whatever you do NEVER GIVE UP!

I just wanted to say, call it depression, call it sadness, call it me being dramatic and wanting attention I really don't care anymore BUT one thing my parents need to understand is that I'm just not okay, and I am TRYING to be. They thing it's so simple to just leave the house, it is simple, but not for me. I have an inner conflict within myself that I can't fix it's like I'm not listening to myself. I don't even know what I'm saying but I cry every time it gets to the chorus because I just relate so much. Especially the "But I'm scaring myself" I really am because I don't understand who I am anymore and I don't know what I've become I feel like a empty guitar case that used to be so full of light and music and happiness but now nothing is left but regrets and sorrow. I was wanted to get this out because I was tired of my problems being belittled.

If you look at it this way, yes, it seems as if this song was written specifically for each of us that all have the same problem, so that we could let a go a little, but did you notice what else this song did ? Mostly when I'm depressed I get very down that there is no one to talk to, no one who will listen because no one cares or understands. This song brought us all together and we have each other... everyone here is sharing how they feel and we all get it, because we are together in this struggle. I hope you all have a great day, and remember, that there is someone who cares. Sometimes it's just hard to see them through the pain the tears.

I sang this song for my family on the piano. And after that the whole room was in tears . As well as me. It felt like my years of fighting depression had just came out of me.

"Am I only living to survive?" I ask myself that everyday...

I find it sad how relatable this is

“How do you run from your own mind” - I felt that

I live with severe depression 24/7 and sometimes its hard to deal with. this song means everything, it tells everything how i feel. Depression is a huge thing NO BODY can handle but i know we can get through it together..

I have OCD and a lot of people are misunderstood by what this means. Just because I have OCD doesn't mean that when things are unorganized and not clean I freak out. No, it means that my brain runs on overtime obsessing over thoughts that cause me anxiety. These thoughts may seem crazy or even stupid to some but to me they cause me harm every day. I can relate to this song so much I'm happy that I found it

"I'm not even diagnosed,Yeah I'm just really empty." "It's gonna be fine I'm just sad." "I wanna feel alive again I don't want to just breath." You all keep saying "It will pass away" but I think, I'M gonna pass away.

I have told countless people how i feel and they all call me attention seeking. I dont know how to continue to go through this. I suffer from severe depression and might even be BPD. I dont know what to do anymore.

I feel like this song was made for me and other people with depression. Listen, for everybody who has depression, join forces with me and let's leave the dark corner of our minds. Together, we can get through all of this torment and pain and join all of the people, and things we love. Believe in yourself and slowly, progressively, you WILL get through whatever your having trouble with. Believe in yourself and stop this sadness. I love everyone here and so many more people love you. Trust me... 🙄

Want to hear something sad... Fri END Boy fri END Girl fri END Best fri END Pain Notice how pain doesn’t have an end...

"No one knows what is on inside my heard",...l love it💔💔

Faith is my queen ❤️

I just want to say thank you so, so much. I posted a comment on how I felt a few days ago and people actually replied. THANK YOU. I wouldn't be here without you. You all have no idea how much you have helped. And you're right. I need to try. I'll find happiness. You all believe in me and I need to do this. I love you all!!

Me : who is this? *clicks thumbnail* Also me: 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 This is the song I never knew I needed 🤧

This video was in my recommendations and I'm In love with it

I agree with this song 100% i have anxiety and depression and this is soo. Relatable

Omg I found my song that relates to me so much😭🌺

Your skin is not paper... Dont cut it... Your life is not a movie... Dont end it... I have been there... It does get better...

Friend: Hey how are you doing? Me: I'm fine (What I mean to say: I feel dead inside) ================================ Friend:Hey you look great today! Me: Thanks You too! (What I mean to say: Thanks but I don't think so) ============================ Friend: Why do you always Smile and laugh Me:Because it makes me happy (What I mean to say:Oh this isn't me this is my mask) ============================== Friend:What are those scars on your wrist? Me: Oh my cousins cat started scratching me (What I mean to say:Those are my Cuts...)

Some random lyrics came into my head, I looked them up and now I'm here. I wanna cry at how accurate this song is.

Finding refuge in my own lies How are you? I'm doing alright. Small talk is a great disguise, just let me be just let me be Empty thoughts start to crowd my mind. Am I only living, living to survive? Shake it off but I lost the drive.. just let me be, just let me be. Let me be, okay. No one knows what goes on up inside my head There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread No one knows what goes on up inside my head They don't think I need help But I'm scaring myself...... I just want to be okay, I just want to be okay... All the voices in my head are coming to life They're getting louder and I'm, I'm terrified How do you run from your own mind Is this what I've become Take it back what have I done... No one knows what goes on up inside my head There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread No one knows what goes on up inside my head They don't think I need help but I'm scaring myself! I just want to be okay.. I just want to be okay.. No one knows what goes on up inside my head There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands I can change my plans,I can my plans.. I tried to find my reflection on the glass But all I ever saw were the things I lacked.. All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane. All I ever thought I was, was a mistake.. No one knows what goes on up inside my head. There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread. No one knows what goes on up inside my head Up inside my head, up inside my head (Many edits later)

When you relate to a song so much

I never fit in when I was really young. But now in middle school, I have friends, but I like to sit alone a lot and play alone in gym and read during lunch, or during class in free time. I used to cut, only twice, when my mom found, she yelled. One more reason I kept my nails chewed for so long. 😞 but I dont care anymore (about fitting in). DONT HURT YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU DONT BELONG. I used to feel that way. But I enjoy being out in the woods or with my dogs or cats or rabbits. God kept me safe through all that. He will always be there for you if no one else will be. Remember that.

This is so true that it hurts. Pain finds me at every corner and it stays in my mind... always and I can’t get rid of it. I wish it wouldn’t but I’m just glad I’m not alone in this. I cried when I heard this the first 10 times... thanks for making something that we all can relate to

Though I don't have depression or anything like that, I want to tell you all that people care about you! Though it seems that there is no one there to listen, trust me, you will find someone who will. Please don't hurt yourself. Again, PEOPLE CARE ABOUT YOU! NEVER EVER FORGET THAT PLEASE!

this song is so deep❤❤

found my new favorite singer. and she has the same name as my Lil sister I never get to see 😢

I cant tell if its about depression or insanity...

Being burried so deep in the lonliness that you stop feeling anything.. Having someone hurt you so bad that you can't seem to even let go even when you know it's bad for you. Believing someone will change but just never do..and you still want to believe the lies they tell you..

"All I thought I was...was a mistake." felt that beyond belief.

This voice is sooo adorable 😍😘😗

''they don't think I need help"this line hits me too hard.they really don't understand.

Sad music makes me happy because i know somebody knows emptiness like i do. Happy music makes me sad because as long as i cant relive my memories ill never be that happy again.

Every time I hear this I just melt inside. The pain

"Am I only living, living to survive?" That hurts. I always wonder what the meaning of life even is. Nothing would be flawed if no humans existed. Why do we live and die? Why do we survive? In the end, what's the point? What do we suffer for? Life doesnt need to be here. For what is our lives worth? What are we supposed to accomplish? Nothing we do makes a good change for anything. The world is just going to end anyways...

I sat on the edge of a really high place in my school and I wasn’t scared to fall that’s how you know you don’t care anymore

My sister listens to songs like this, in fact, I think she listens to this song. But anyway, I love her soo much, every day she continues to fight everything, and I know some days she feels like giving up. She inspires me, and makes me believe in good things. My darling Elizabethie if you see this, know i love you, and im always here for you even when itt doesnt seem like it. I love you sis

I have anxiety. My whole life is a struggle, My granddad passed five days after and 6 b-day, and I lost more than just him but I rather not talk about it. I relate to this song more than words can say. All of us are in a struggle. So everyone, be YOU. YOU ARE AWESOME!!

Did any one else start to cry when she said she always just thought she was mistake

Hey, you reading this I want to sincerely say have a nice day! Better yet have a nice week!! Reason: Cause you're awesome!

It's honestly scary how relatable this song is. Her voice is beautiful and so is this song.

The best part about music is the power of how much you can relate to what the singer is saying.

"There's a new kind of poison that's starting to spread...no one knows whats going in my head" I hold up myself and bottle up things in my mind...and when suddenly when i can't hold up, when its already too much to hold...i tear up myself and i'm here tearing up hearing this :( "I just wanna be okay"...🥺

I find this song relatable. I struggle with depression and social anxiety. I've tried getting help but my family doesn't think I need it. They tell me to get over it myself, but they don't know how it is. They don't know how it is hating yourself so much that when you look in a mirror all you see is flaws and think yourself nothing more than a worthless mistake. They think that being social is easy, they think that I'm overreacting. I wish they could see that I'm not alright that I'm in pain. I scare myself every time I lift a razor to my skin, and I just want to be okay. I tell myself that if I can make it to adulthood then I can get help for myself. But I'm not sure how much longer I can last in this war in my head.

Every part of this song was so relatable in one way or another. It kinda makes me feel less...alone? Thank you for an amazing song!

I have had depression and terrible anxiety/social anxiety for years, but the feeling of being alone and friendless? That's what pushes me constantly to end it all. I wouldn't wish social isolation on anyone ever.

“I just want to be okay......”🥀💔

This song represents me... i'm always the strange girl at school and i'm not okay... i hope one day i will meet someone who can help me with this... but for the people there... STAY STRONG! DON'T LET YOUR MIND RULE YOUR LIFE! BE YOURSELF! DON'T LET ANYONE CHANGE YOU!

This song was so deep ...loved it! Beautiful Faith

I always listen to this song whenever things aren't going fine and it always uplift me. Growing up I felt that I was just a mistake and I was just living in the horizon just to survive. Thank you for this song whenever those tough times are being experienced for the past six years of my life.

People say when you’re at your lowest, it can only go up from there. But what if your lowest is the highest you can ever go, and it’s only going to get worse?

These lyrics are so true I have horrible PTSD and anxiety and I've been 3 days clean but I can't help it anymore

They aren’t living just to survive , you be living to thrive and stay alive . It’s not always this bad there is hope for others . I’m the only one of my kind there isn’t another one . Keep hope . This is a world where we are all ok ? Does it feel right ? Do you feel change is needed ? Could you lose something or someone you love for something you love ? It’s hard when a person becomes your life sometimes giving them up is the only choice . It’s not just a cure , it’s hard work determination being a team when it breaks , can you stay a team ? Do you need to change your team ? Do you need to speak. It’s good a plan can change if you let it , but it’s still okay to change it back if it doesn’t work. Not everything will work .

It's scary how accurately this describes my feelings 😔 Living with generalised anxiety & depression is hard💔

2020 "There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread.." *Corona?*

"I tried to find my reflection on the glass but all I ever saw were the things I lacked." That LITERALLY hit me.

I’ve been reading some comments and i feel for you guys. i just recently got out of a really bad depressive state and before hand i tried absolutely everything i could to make me happy. The only thing that worked is God. Jesus. I know i sound all Christian and what not but trust me, i didn’t think i had a way out. But God came through. He always will. God will never put you in a situation you can’t handle. he will ALWAYS walk with you. idk who is gonna see this, or if anyone will, but i’m glad to know that i at least made an effort to help.

Can relate to this song so much, think what I love most is the feeling of connection, listening makes you feel less alone as you feel your understood. It puts what your feelings which you can't understand, into words for you. Helps you understand how to voice it. Thank you 🥰

this song is beautiful

This is the last song I’m gonna here, bye cruel world in free.

Two years ago i was in the worst place in my life depression and loneliness and cutting was me, two years later i stopped myself from cutting without anybody helping I fought alone depression is still here loneliness too. It's still make me want to start again im not gonna let it. Whoever is reading this is right now Fight!You deserve a beautiful and heppy life. We don't deserve to be feeling like this

Anyone who is at risk of depression just know that depression isn't a real thing even if you believe it is just be happy for who you are, you can just hide you're drawing in sleeves the whole time trust me I have been through this illness 10-12

I want to die... I've been fighting depression for so so long and I've put up a brave face but it just keeps getting worse. No one thinks I'm anything other than okay, and I dont know if I can carry on my facade anymore. I was diagnosed with Depression and my own Mother said to me, "you dont need medication, you'll be fine." That tore me apart. The first crack in my pretty porcelain mask And my best friend went missing 6 months ago, they were my lifeline. The only person who could make me smile. We were so close that I ended up falling in love with them but never having the guts to say anything. Now they could be dead for all I know. The second crack in my pretty porcelain mask. I am also transgender. Female-to-male. I came out to my parents but was pushed away, told I was just "confused" and "wrong". They told me I was and always will be a *girl*. They forced me into the closet with my new school, and it kills me inside every time someone calls me "she", "her" or my deadname. The third crack in my pretty porcelain mask. The reason I transferred schools was because I was heavily bullied. Beaten down and hated. Left bloody, broken and barely conscious. The fourth crack in my pretty porcelain mask. Every partner I've ever had broke up with me because I was too erratic. My mood changed too quickly. I was too overreactive. Too clingy. Too extra. The fifth crack in my pretty porcelain mask. Another one of my closest friends committed suicide. The last crack in my pretty porcelain mask. It was shattered. I had no mask, not anymore. My eyes, once a vibrant hazel, were now a dull brown. Vacant of any life. Dark circles surrounded my eyes. They were there to stay. My face set into a permanent frown. My eyes red and puffy from countless tearful nights. My heart shattered and vacant of happiness from all the times another lover had left. My soul crushed and blackened from every broken promise and every hurtful word. The person you see now. That is not me. Not anymore. And he is just about ready to give up.

I don't know why but every time I listen to this song I start to tear up, well I do know, I love this song so much it means a lot to me

I've listen to this kind of music,coz it gives me sadness and comfort😢may sweetest escape😣

when u are depressed u never show it but the most exhausting thing about being depressed is that all the voices in your brain NEVER leave u can push them out but they will always come back because the voices are your emotions and sometimes it is your REAL person talking and your REAL feelings trying to take control but your brain never lets them take the weel because if they did u will lose every one u love because what u will say is the truth and what u really feel so u WILL lose alot of ppl and some ppl think they can rid this pain by taking thier own life but all tthat does is just giving that pain to some one else and mabey that some one else really loves u and has feelings for u and this isfor all the ppl that are thinking of killing themselves "pls take my advice life is just 60 -70 years it is nothing but the end is forever dont take your life you will spend the rest of it in hell and deppression is just a word open your eyes and ypur heart you will find the people that love you and trust me if yu talk to them they will help you if they realy care about you imagine this is depression it is like being stuck in a darck room but YOU closed the curtaines and YOU clossed and locked the door and then you say that YOU are depressed but some times ypu dont see that door that usualy lead to happy life take my advice last I was at the edge of the chair and one second away from death and from being hanged in the room butt i thought of my parents and the people that TRUELY love me I would just be giving my pain to them I thpught that door will never open and the key is lost forrever but talking to my parrents opend the door and I have never told this to anyone else but I did cut my self and infront of people I would just fake a smile" an AMAZING person helped me through depression those voices still come back but NOW I control them and that AMAZING person is my mom. your parents will always be there for you so it is better for u to just tell them to explain to them and release that pain

One dislike?! *shame on you*

its totally relatable ....... i go through the same situtan ..... its really a bad diease wer u cant say wats gng on wid u...

2021 and this song still speaks to me...really needed this right now!!

This song is so relatable and describes things so perfectly, this brought me to tears

This so is literally me, i'm in tears because i cant do anything right, i'm gone down a set in English I've been stuck in the bottom set for maths and i just got told i failed my mocks so i have to retake my mocks and there not even mocks there mocks of the actual mocks... so right now i feel pretty shit ..

So far: All I ever thought I was, was a mistake Me: 🙃im fine.

Living with an invisible illness of which no Dr's couldn't give me any answer for many years, and even to the point of where I couldn't walk normally anymore, and they still tried saying I was fine and anxiety as many tests came back normal. Felt like I was going insane. Was finally diagnosed with dysautonomia and form called, "p.o.t.s." Was relieved to have some kind of answer and so much of my life that didn't make sense finally added up. But still having to live very differently than others, and Martin King Jr. quote of "keep moving forward" no matter what you have to do really took on a whole new meaning. I strive to bring awareness and help others in any way possible with my story and where ever I'm at in life. You're not alone and there's still good people in the world

I have that one friend who used to listen to my problems but, now, she says my problems don't matter. Just a couple of weeks ago, she said that I was heartless and soulless because I said I've been feeling depressed. Whenever I break down and rant about every little thing she brings her past into it and says her problems are worse. I get it! You have a druggie mom that doesn't care! She doesn't understand what I went through and all of the nightmares that plague my dreams. The countless times that I break down crying when I'm trying to do something so simple. For the past year or so, I have been trying to heal and forgive. But, there is some people who I will never forgive and it hurts. I already kinda cut her off but we have the same friend group so I don't know what to do. I remember last school year, ninth grade, she said that I wasn't allow to graduate early, she was going to drag me to prom during our junior and senior year. For one, no tells me what to do with my life. Only when it helps me. Two, I don't want to be friends with someone who I didn't want to be friends with in the first place. Three, my problems do matter. Everyone's problems are FIGURATIVELY equal. This is why I can't heal! Cause of the toxic people that are around me. I go home everyday and rant to my mom cause I can't talk to my "friends" about it. I fake a smile, a laugh. Just so no one will ask me if I am okay. I can tell that I'm changing mentally. But, emotionally? Not as much. Sorry for a kinda long comment. I promise you guys that I will keep on fighting whatever I am fighting. I won't give up so easily and I will cut out the toxic people in my life.

I write poetry on a website called medium and this song just happened to pop on right as i finished a poem called an undying mind this is exactly how it felt wow

Everyone has that one place they go to in there head that makes them feel safe but we always wanna go to that dream place to really feel free and safe

It’s sad I can relate to this so much ❤️❤️😕

'All the voices in my head are coming to life. They're getting louder and I'm, I'm terrified' ~ so so true 💔

It's so funny that we listen to so many relatable songs so deep that they hit our souls and make us cry and we still don't know wtf is going on in our life still pretending shit will be okay

I'm literally crying because I can relate so much. I want to be okay but I don't how to be anymore. I seem happy on the outside but deep down I know I'm not. I hide these feelings from everyone.

"Am I only living, living to survive?" I feel this.

These lyrica are so profound, we need more music like this. How is it that the most famous songs are the ones with the most shallow message and not songs like these Love Faith Marie, I hope she keeps reaching people with her powerful lyrics!

I relate to this song way too much for my own good....

I had had depression last year. I thought you could get rid of it.. Now I realize that as soon as you think its gone and you let your guard down it jumps up and coils around you heart. Gosh dang it I just.. I just want it to go. To go. To go. I want it gone. It makes my heart feel like its drowning in darkness, slowly getting pulled down and down and down. But right when it comes back I just pull on my handy dandy mask and I'm 110% fine... At least on the outside that is.... I told my mom I had depression.. She thinks I just making excuses. I told my brother.. He doesn't understand.... He just says "get rid of it." Its not like I'm doing bad. I make Good grades, I do school events, I have two 'good' friends. But, I'm not a good person. They say I'm one of the most nice and polite people in the school. The only reason I'm like that is because I dont like causing other people pain if I can help it. But I always do end up causing someone pain, and it's always someone close to me. If I show them Me but without tje mask. The laugh. I get hurt and in turn accidentally say something I shouldn't, not like yelling at them. But I turn aroind and say something they're insecure about. And I always regret it... I hate myself. I love my mask.. She's a good person. People like her. She gets good grades. And she smiles. Sorry was that to much? Well... Love y'all goodbye for now.

This type of music is like a shelter for a person's soul

it’s been two years and i thought i was getting better. yesterday i had three mental breakdowns and relapsed. now i’m back to listening to this music and the lyrics hit harder than before

You know your depression is back when you find yourself on these video's.

Her voice woah

This hits so hard. It has brought tears to my eyes. Why didn’t I find this sooner. 💛