It really is a fight; a neverending fight.

I personally spend alone 99 % of my time since i also emigrated to other country for work, i can't say i'm introverted or something like that i just love my lone time , sometimes it's been days since i seen anybody, besides my work place which is crowded with people. Ofcourse i have this feeling of loneliness sometimes, in that case i'm trying to go out more to the city or do my hobbies like exercising around people. Lots of people probably just have fear of talking or have "face expression" don't talk with me :D i know people who looks like that. I honestly have no friends at all no one i can call to hang out and that's ok for me. Well ofcourse i have my parents and brothers who lives in my home country i talk time to time. I usually pushing people away if they get too close to me, it's very hard for me to hang out with them , lot's of them do stuff i don't like smoking or drinking , i got invited many times to those parties it's a BIG no for me i hate these places. I'm also trying to date a bit from time to time ,but girls are difficult and way too emotional for me, i personally have hard time showing feeling to anyone i guess that's just me. To sum up find a hobbies you love or go to groups where people hang out like gyms, group lesson maybe for example Bouldering or similar activities anything you might enjoy, be invinting and open to talk with them. I used to be introverted person when i was younger ,but now i just accept who i'm in my 30s being alone is nothing wrong.

this is why I didnt graduate in 2 years, so I could stay with my family :D I know I am gonna be 24/7 alone for the rest of my life if I graduate

Miss hearing from you.

DTR?

Is there a way I can contact you? Maybe a social media or email? God Bless you brother.