"The chord structure is unresolved ... which represents that ... we are unfinished." 😭❤

I know from experience that writing subtitles is so tedious. Thanks for including subs so non-native speakers can enjoy your reaction too. :)

The most heartbreaking part of this song for me is how Ren starts so confident in the conversation but slowly got broken down by his inner dialogue. The responses become increasingly more hurt by the comments made. It makes it all the more spectacular when he beats the voice into back into the void at the end.

You're not only analyse music and technique, you open your heart to us. This is touching and warming

Wow, this was intense. A musically interesting and ‘in your face’ way to describe how destructive our internal voice(s) can be.

I've seen more than my fair share of reactions to this song, but this is the most intelligent analysis I've seen yet. Lyrically, vocally, emotionally, technically and musically. Thank you for helping me to understand why it's so precious. All of Ren and The Big Push's work is phenomenal and so diverse, it covers all genres, subjects and emotions and Sam's Cinematography on a tight budget is inspirational. I can't wait to see you see more. ❤️

I was born in Finland some 63 years ago (august) and I got very hooked up to Rens performance as I immediately resonated with it to some of Finlands signature traits, like our very deep connection to melancholy and introvert personality. I have lived through all stages of melancholy in my lifetime which can push anyone over to the dark side of life (suicides by some very close friends). My recently 'discovered' ME/CFS diagnosis is like rubbing salt in the wounds but, has also given me an explanation of why things are as they are... so for me it actually is a blessing of sorts. I have never ever thought that a perfoming act like Rens could involuntarely get me into tears every time I listened to it (surely more than 100 times by now). Some people out there claim that he is a reincarnation of a bard, that bad imho woul be none other than Shakespeare. Do as Ren... learn to relax and dance with your illness it helps.

Out of the like 50 reaction videos I've seen, you are the first to notice that the song doesn't actually end.

Here is some information on Ren's story, in case you didn't already know. I gathered it from old newspaper interviews, articles, and Ren's livestreams and posts where he discussed his condition. Ren Eryn Gill is a British musician/independent artist; born in Wales on March 29, 1990, he grew up in Brighton. Ren pursued a career in music from an early age. In 2009, while studying music performance at Bath Spa University, he began to experience health issues and was struggling to attend his lectures. In 2010, he was signed by Sony Records and was working on an album when his health deteriorated to the point where he was unable to continue and subsequently dropped by Sony. Ren's illness often kept him in bed for up to 23 hours daily. Ren was initially misdiagnosed with depression, bipolar disorder, and chronic fatigue syndrome, which led him to experience psychosis. It would take seven years before a doctor in Belgium finally correctly diagnosed Ren with autoimmunity, Lyme disease, and resulting damage to the brain, organs, joints, and PTSD. Ren eventually underwent stem cell therapy in the United States, which improved his health, but it has not been a cure. Ren is currently in Canada for more treatments, including surgeries, and will have to be there for at least six months (Summer of 2023). Ren’s Canadian doctor discovered that Ren also developed a condition called Mast Cell Activation Disorder, which has affected the myelin sheath in his brain, his thyroid, adrenals, as well as his bones/joints. Ren stated: "It's a lot to wrap my head around having to be away from friends, family, and a successful career, and almost feels like a total juxtaposition to the fact that my music is blowing up right now and spreading to all corners of the world, but that's life, we take the good with the bad." Ren’s recent wisdom tooth removal went well, but he is currently battling an infection following cavitation surgery, and he is not feeling well. Let's keep supporting Ren as he undergoes his treatments. Check out and subscribe to his channel, listen to some of his earlier work, like and comment on his performances, and let's lift Ren's spirits. If you are a believer, pray for him. Ren is an artist with something to say to this generation, and his work is needed in these troubling times. Here is the link to Ren’s GoFundMe page to raise money for his current treatment. www.gofundme.com/f/ren-get-better-from-lyme-disease-and-autoimmunity

Absolutely the most compelling and heart wrenching artistic performance I have ever witnessed on You Tube ! Brilliant , thought provoking and emotionally exhausting video ! Get ready Anna it's unnerving to watch !

I am looking forward to your reaction, as all of them are very enjoyable. “Hi Ren" is the song that put Ren on everyone's radar since December; it went viral and has garnered more than 6 million views since its debut, but he has been creating great music for more than ten years. Ren’s music videos are generally recorded live, often in a single take, although not necessarily the first take, and from various camera angles. His release, "Sick Boi," is almost another chapter to "Hi Ren." Many of Ren’s songs resonate with people because he addresses struggles that many others face every day. Ren plays multiple instruments (acoustic, electric, and bass guitar, piano, drums), has impressive vocals, is an excellent storyteller, and is quite the philosopher and poet. He is considered by many a modern bard; he calls his music “bardcore.” Ren’s earliest recordings on KZfaq are from his time in a band called “Trick The Fox,” consisting of Ren and his buddies Charlie and Tommy. Unfortunately, the band performed only briefly due to Ren’s onset of health issues. They are very talented. A fun clip to watch is “The Mash Up.” Ren’s trilogy "The Tale of Jenny/Screech/Violet" has been likened to a Shakespearean tragedy and is a prime example of his genius; it is a master’s class in storytelling and also showcases his guitar skills. The three acts are haunting, and the conclusion will catch you off guard. The trilogy needs to be watched in the order given, as this is the flow of the storyline and is best watched as a whole rather than piecemeal. Ren’s collaborations with Chinchilla (“Chalk Outlines,” “How to Be Me,” “Sexual Healing,” “One Dance/Drunk in Love”) are beautiful and showcase his singing voice. His live music videos are especially impressive. Ren's personal reflections are threaded through many of his songs; "Insomnia," "Depression," “Diazepam," “Penitence,” “Dear God,” “Heretic,” “Dominos,” his "Freckled Angels" album, just to name a few, all deserve a listen. His song "Money Game" (Part I & II) is another recommendation, although it is less of a personal song than it is an indictment of greed and the resulting injustices in this world. Ren’s Hip Hop/Rap style songs are all worth checking out if you enjoy this genre; they are pretty amazing. Check out “The Hunger,” “Genesis,” “What You Want,” “Losing it (FISHER rap retake),” “Right here, right now (Fatboy Slim one shot retake),” "Life is Funny," “Love Music (Parts 1, 2, and 3),” “Crucify Your Culture,” “Power,” and his latest release, “Bittersweet symphony (The Verve retake).” As I recently discovered, Ren also recorded a cover of “Can't Help Falling In Love (Elvis Cover),” that is simply beautiful. Then there are his performances with Sam Tompkins (“Blind Eyed,” “Earned it /Mans World / Falling,” “Walking on the moon/No Diggity”), Eden Nash (“Humble,” “Ocean”), Bibi (“Crutch,” “Ahiahiaoha”), Molly McKinna (“Penitence”), his former bandmate, Romain Axisa (“French Song”), which are all great. "The Big Push" busking sessions, concerts, and live recordings all are awesome and well worth checking out. Their covers of "I Shot the Sheriff/Road to Zion/Hip Hop," "Wade in the Water/Nina Simone/Trouble so Hard," "An Englishman in New York," “Bongo Bong,” “War Pigs,” the songs "Oh My Woman," “Swan Song,” “Sweet Little Lady," "It's Alright," "Watch Out," “Dignity,” and so many others are equally impressive. In anticipation of his stay in Canada for more treatments, Ren prepared some music ahead of time to be released over the next six months that he expects to be gone. He released “Sick Boi” and “Bittersweet Symphony (The Verve retake),” which is another masterful work.

Thank you for allowing us to watch this song touch your soul, and thank you for your insight into the performance.

Great reaction Anna! Your facial expressions told how much the song affected you.

When looking into this amazing reaction video, 2 min are sufficient to know that Anna has a wonderful soul. She senses Ren's feelings right from the beginning, understands the battle immediately when "good" Ren speaks for the first time. She lets Ren's pain unfold in her imagination, does not shy away, and can still analyse the musical means. Very interesting and insightful, thank you so much!

Renegades are here show love ❤

I have watched many reactions to this brilliant piece of work, Anna. Yours was so heartfelt and endearing Thank you for that. Your ability to remain vulnerable and still so very observant of what Ren was showing us was truly amazing.

Wonderful analysis without turning yourself into a machine. At the same time you were deeply analyzing the song and also feeling it fully in the moment. This is the kind of intelligence we need more of, an analytical mind intertwined with the humane emotions and presence.

Was in the live and really enjoyed your reaction 😢😢😢 If you want to go down the Ren rabbit hole, then I’d recommend The Tale of Jenny and Screech for more storytelling art, his duet How To Be Me with Chinchilla for breathtaking vocals, and his band The Big Push covering I Shot the Sheriff/Road to Zion/Hip Hop for another astonishing live performance. Hope you’ll take the journey

A song of vulnerability, but also strength of human spirit. A young man who has kept his 'sisu' through situations that would have defeated others. Seemed like you could feel this story coming through the music & lyrics Anna, as always! The simple setting & video style, a good vehicle that conveyed so much more of the complex battles this man has faced. I wish him every success! Thanks Anna for breaking this all down for us! Love & Light! 🙏🙏

Best analysis of Ren's use of vocal qualities I've heard yet!!

For me, Ren is a new emotional category of Music, Acting & Singing combined in a new captivating Category. Your Reaction is Top Ten, ❤.

Please don’t stop now - will be here to watch your reactions to Ren’s amazing catalog of works!

Part of the beauty of this performance is that it is IMPOSSIBLE to know what to expect. It's a mind-boggling punch right to the heart 🤯💔...followed up by a powerful message of hope. ❤️‍🔥

"Ready" to cry again with this message that is so needed to be heard and spread...looking forward to this Anna:)

Your phenomenal grasp of the nuances in the song (performance) is matched only by your excellent language skills. This has to be the best review I have heard to this song. Thank you!

Hi Anna. I have seen this performance at least 50 times by now and i'v hade my emotions up side down many times. And now when i saw your eyes get whet and a tear came Rolling down your face..my emotions got me again. This is crazy good and powerful stuff. Loved your reaction as always . Kiitos Anna..and Ren.

"Sisu is a Finnish concept described as stoic determination, tenacity of purpose, grit, bravery, resilience, and hardiness and is held by Finns themselves to express their national character. It is generally considered not to have a literal equivalent in English." en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stiff_upper_lip

Many thanks my friend for a fantastic reaction and break down love and respect from the UK 👍👍👍👍👍👍🌟😀😀 amazing channel 👍

Loved your reaction Anna. This is a gem with so many angles.

Good lord, Anna. You are so good. I mean, as the audience we see it, we hear it, we experience these changes and dynamics, but your analysis opens whole new vistas of insight and understanding of what is happening musically, vocally and thematically. You are a fantastic teacher!

Beautiful Anna and a beautiful reaction

I know someone Finnish would appreciate how Ren introduces minor chords seemingly out of nowhere. I wouldn't be surprised if he played in a death metal band previously... there is something special about him.

I'm looking forward to this Anna!

Oh my, you are so very very good at this. Thank you This song in particular reminded me how powerful music, well art in general, can be. I'd lost that feeling over the decades.

Really nice reaction i hope to see more of your reactions! :)

Lovely reaction as well. Touching song and I have been enjoying seeing people react to it. Amazing!

Awesome reaction. Looking forward to watching more of your reactions

Love your reaction! ❤

Unique breakdown, thanks. Subbed.

I’m looking forward to this very much Anna, it’s so creative but sad at the same time! Amazing 🤩

Looking forward to this. Ren is an incredible artist.

Awesome reaction, deep and beautiful!! This is a masterpiece!

Beautiful reaction! This song hits on many levels. Very emotional and relatable.

Not only insightful (as always), but also a very beautiful reaction Anna!

This is a brilliant and thoughtful reaction. Thank you for you're great insights.

A very insightful analysist and a beautiful reaction thank you

Great reaction. The tale of Jenny and Screech (full version) next please

Wow. Just discovering Ren now with you. What an amazing artist, will definitely check out more from him!

Fantastic reaction & breakdown of the song...thank you.

Really great and valuable reaction Anna. Hope Ren sees this one because I am sure he would love it.

Very insightful reaction! I loved it.

Anna is an absolute angel. ❤😍❤

This was brilliant! Never heard of this before, but it gave me goosebumps the entire time. Wow is an understatement

Great reaction, powerful song and video.

Such a good break down and reaction, really enjoyed it! Hope you check out more of Ren - he has a large catalog and it's all amazing!

I have watched this video countless amount of times. I love to watch Reactions to this young man. The song really strikes a chord with me, as it does many others most likely. Watching the video you would never really understand how its a 9 min video. It feels like a 2 min. The camera work, the singing, the dialogue is mesmerising. Truly gifted and talented. Thank you for your reaction.

Very insightful analysis, heartfelt and professional at the same time!

Absolutely amazing reaction ❤❤ we adore you in Canada 🇨🇦 ❤️. Would love to see you do all of Ren's catalog ❤

Wow! You have a beautiful voice paired with such an awesome language. I like your channel. Good work!

An excellent, informative reaction to what I regard as performance art at its highest level. I want to understand why this reaches so deeply into me. Art at its finest this touches the soul. Thank you, you have added to my insight into this. I will really look forward to you looking at other work by Ren.

Your reaction is pure and lovely. I’ve watched a ton of reactions to this song and all I do is watch their faces. Usually it goes from curiosity, to pleasure, to empathy, to pride. You’ve added your analysis which is an awesome bonus. 😊

I always learn from you. You don't miss anything...Damn, you are good!

Thank you for your experienced, intelligent perspective. I enjoyed and learned alot.

Many thanks for sharing your experience. It will surely help many. The best art always comes from reality

Fantastic! Great reaction, fantastic and insightful analysis, and emotional take on the meaning of the song! Have ben eagerly awaiting your take on this masterpiece for a long time now, and you did’nt dissappoint 😉 Thank you! Would love to see your take on the live versjon Ren does with Chinchilla with thw song Chalk outlines. That a song where he’s singing all the way. Keep up these great reactions! Absolutely love it!

You took me on an emotional ride with you, had my tearing up. Mahtavaa! I’ve watched this so many times and still tear up. The message, the music. And your breakdown was fantastic. Subbed.

Wow I was thouched by the fact you were touched, it instantly just transcended into myself even though I wasn't so much into the song emotionally, thanks for this you are lovely🥰

I have watched several reactions to this video and among them all i come back to yours as one of the ones i enjoy the most! I would love to see your breakdown/reaction to Jenny and Screech Full - by Ren. Hope to see it soon!

really powerful and thoughtful reaction, thank you

Love your Analysis and your first language is beautiful like you… Good job, and good day .

I appreciate your reaction. You are a sensitive human. Bless you

muchas gracias! Great reaction

Incredibly insightful reaction, really appreciated the detailed vocal/musical breakdowns. Also some of the best translated captioning which is also incredibly appreciated

Anna what a perfect reaction, to what is an incredible journey that Ren takes us on.

Lovely reaction and fantastic analysis. Liked and subscribed.

We all battle inner demons. Ren taught his to play guitar, and did a duet with him. 😎😎

6:30 - Ren brought me here 🌤 - Love the authentic reaction and insight. Looking forward to checking out your channel

I've watched many of the reaction video to hi ren and I've enjoyed yours the most. Thank you.

First off, your Beautiful. Its the eyes. Secondly i think you nailed it. His music is so profound, and it speaks to so many people. Thank you for your insights, I am a fan. 🖤

Love the reaction. Keep up the great work. You have another sub from America. ❤❤

The chaos vs the structure of the song is phenomenal at representing everything he wanted, the lyrics are just a bonus gift and elevate it to the heavens! A true masterpiece!

I Love your reactions! Your so authentic and genuine with what you give! Your passion for music and passion for what the artist brings you, plus your breakdown and just overall knowledge of music is second to none. Thank you!

Wow!! I cried with you listening to this masterful piece of art!! Thank you. You´re just lovely!!

One of the best analyzes seen so far (and I've seen quite a lot). Chapeau!

I'm a first time viewer of your channel. You're the first person out of dozens of reactions I've watched to this song who mentioned the significance of the unresolved chord structure at the end of the song. I've been waiting to see someone mention it, because I think there is such strong intention behind it. I love your reaction!

Perfect reaction Anna!! Every time I see this video, it gets me right in the heart! I think Ren is an amazing artist with his music.

Your reactions to major moments in this song were exactly the same as mine! Love this reaction 🥰 liked and subscribed! Keep up the amazing reactions 👏

Wow what a great performer and even great reaction, thank you Anna. Great to hear your reactions! Love it!😎👌

Great reaction! Your eyes welled up early as do mine every time i watch this. Thank you! I subscribed 😊

Minä rakastan sinua! Much love to you and Ren from a guy whose parents lived in Finland and that's where they met. I can't believe this. Stumbling across you. Minä en puhu sumea or something like that! Love ya! ♥♥♥

Such an amazing breakdown, honestly the best I’ve heard especially when it comes to breaking down the structure.🙌

I absolutely LOVE this video... I really enjoy watching other people's reactions to watching it for the first time too.... For me, it transcends what we typically think of as a song.... Whatever it is, it's powerful, and it still affects me every time I hear it even though I've listened to it dozens of times by now. I had never seen your channel before, but as someone who is half Finnish, I couldn't resist checking out your video. I've also subscribed, and I look forward to going through more of your videos too....

Great reaction 👍 thank you for your insightful comments ❤️ Ren has a large and varied back catalogue I really think you will enjoy discovering his music he can do it all and the lyrics are brilliant, storyteller,poet musician and wonderful human being ✌️❤️🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

I love your reaction to this so much! Truly grateful to have found you.

I am going to die. This is one of my favorite Ren reactions. I honestly can’t believe how dope you are. Thank you. Absolutely subscribed.

Phenomenal reaction! First time watching one of your videos and honestly, i was expecting a vocal reaction only, but you did a fantastic job of breaking down some of the musical components, and how they interact with each other and the piece as a whole, as well as some of the acting/theatrical aspects. Thank you for a wonderful video, you have a new subscriber.

Need more Ren reactions from you, especially his singing stuff!

I’ve watched many reactions to understand my response better. Yours is the one that has touched me most in its authenticity. Thank you 🙏

Wonderful reaction Anna. Thank you

I've never cared for rap or hip hop, but this artist is phenomenal! I think his message is universal. Your reaction and analysis was spot on and insightful. Thank you! Keep up the excellent work!