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This was my first Metallica song I ever listened to. The clips came from a movie called Johnny got his gun. It may lead to some sleepless nights.

Youre all good girl. I had anxiety and went sleepless to this video when I was around 14. The song is superpowerful on its own. Pair it with the video (which won awards btw in the early days of MTV) and it and it can give you a full on panic attack. The dude in this video is essentially cut off from all sensation. Including sight.

We love you girl. Hugs from afar. Utah

He was more than a quadriplegic - he was essentially a vegetable. But he was self aware. His bottom jaw was GONE. His arms and legs had to be amputated. Blind and deaf. He was absolutely in a living hell.

@@Charlie_Alpha_Echo yeah I know, didn’t know about the bottom jaw part.

@@GreathSentina thats news to me. But that is why that device is covering most of his face. That explains alot.

@@dathorndike4908 yeah I never thought of it.

I don't know why the doctors would keep him alive, its inhumane. You would go insane in your own mind

Dispolable Heroes is one of my favorite Metallica songs. The Message is just as clear as the Heavy Metal!

Isn’t it hard to believe she did that by accident? Amazing coincidence

I immediately thought the same.

Thank you for your dad's service, making life better for me and my son.

Thank you for your service sir. And may God help you with any trauma and PSTD haunting you.

Your sacrifice and service is greatly appreciated. My son and I have a safe place to live thanks to people like you.

I'm also in my 50's .. and even after all these years.. this song still hits my emotions... never gets old as I slowly do. :)

That line coming from the Padre (priest) is one of the hardest lines in any film ever.

It's a joint effort, let's be honest.

Which always makes my blood boil. For a normal priest, preacher, rabbi, whatever, that would be true. But military clergy convince young men that it's biblically acceptable to fight, to kill, to do horrendous things in service to their nation. But when it goes wrong and that kid is left a wreck and needs an explanation or comfort from the priest? "He's a product of your profession, not mine."

Actually ONE is one of the best songs ever written..no matter the genre.

Thank you to you and your family for their service. My son and I have a home because of veterans like your family.

I myself did not and could not serve due to medical issues. But my whole family is military. I am so proud of all of them. Even my vietnam vet family.

Thank you very much for your service.

I've watched the most brutal horror movies, that movie, though, that one haunted me a little

It's been 40 years since I read it, but if I remember right, the nurse used to be a telegraph operator before the war. They had to keep putting pillows around his head because he was hurting himself. But finally the nurse heard him banging and recognized it. I believe she started communicating with him by tapping on his chest?

@@gabby15107you are correct. I had to read it in high school and it was one of, if not, the most impactful story I’ve ever read. It’s the only book that’s ever made me cry.

The book and the movie are both creepy as hell. Definitely a horror story

Powerful frickin' book. Banned back in the day of WWII. Check out the life of the author, Dalton Trumbo. They made it easy...the biopic is called "Trumbo." 😊 Amazing story.

Me too, I still love this song.

Very well said

Lars Ulrich was watching the movie and came up with the idea for the song

@vinniedixon1140 - that's not what he said in an interview in 1988 on Radio One's Friday Rock Show. In my comment, I was paraphrasing what Lars said in that interview.

Dalton Trumbo wrote the book.

There were people so horribly injured in WW1 that they were locked to distant rooms in hospitals. In some cases they even told their relatives they had died to spare them from the pain of seeing how little was left of their loved one. In which case there was absolutely no one visiting them. So while the novel, movie and this song are not directly about any single real person, the themes certainly are based on real life.

Metallica does have songs that aren't depressing too. I know it's sort of the basis of your channel, but you should check out their other awesome music too.

You are absolutely right. And once we realize that those other people just don't understand, we can stop being upset when they don't give us the responses we are looking for and we can focus our energy on connecting with people we can relate to who will listen and hold space for us. I hope you've found that here!

You will be happy to know she's doing well now she's engaged to be married , pregnant and working as a journalist.

Sending healing vibes to you Namaste

​@@Samurai_StonerThe first month I was in a medically induced coma. But unbeknownst to the physicians treating me. I was lockedqa in a repeating cyclical nightmare. And after suffering that I then was awoken with a trach, unable to be heard, I had no voice to speak

Wow, me too, oct 2021, 5 wk coma

@@kellyk9429 damn, mine was just a month, like maybe 3-4 weeks, while on a ventilator so my lungs could heal. I still after two years remember the horrible nightmares

@@christamichelleortloff2195 was on vent first, first 48hrs I wasn’t expected to live, was found with 20% oxygen left, I had a vision of my spouse come down for me, died just 2yrs short of this happening, I said I’m not ready, the final thing to save me at 5 weeks, was the drug im allergic to, had to be given to me in small doses, when woke up had no clue where I was, only knew I went across country coast to coast and left kids back there, had a lot of mental breakdowns, finally out after 2 1/2 months, took about 3 months to get my walking back, still have lots of issues

I'm sorry you went through this hell but I hope you'll find a way to slay these demons in your mind so you can find peace and happiness

I'm so sorry to hear about what you've gone through. 😢

Thank you for sharing your story with me. It's clear that you've faced a tremendous amount of adversity throughout your life, and I'm truly sorry for all the pain and challenges you've endured. You never deserved the abuse or neglect. I hope you know that. Your strength in continuing to move forward is incredibly inspiring. My dad was a Vietnam vet and I knew it all my life, but he never actually confirmed it until I was 20. Given everything you've experienced, it's understandable that you're dealing with depression and anxiety. It's important to have an outlet like Skyrim, but it's also crucial to ensure you're receiving the care and support you need, especially in your current situation at the nursing home. Contacting a patient advocate through an external organization, can help address the neglect you're experiencing and ensure that your needs are met. While therapy has its place, sometimes connecting with others who have faced similar challenges can provide a sense of community and understanding. There are many veterans, disabled individuals and abuse survivors here in our community on the channel, but you can also look for online support groups for individuals with PTSD, depression, or those who have experienced abuse. Given your family’s military background, there might be resources available through veterans' organizations that could provide support. Additionally, disability organizations can offer advocacy, resources, and community support tailored to your needs. There are programs designed to help individuals with disabilities find and maintain employment. These resources can provide training, job placement, and ongoing support. Your story is a testament to your resilience and strength. Despite all the hardships, you're continuing to fight for a better life. Remember that there are people and organizations out there who care and can offer the help you need. If you need help finding one, please IG me @mentalamanda or email me (in video description).

Thank you for your families service, and your work in support as well.

Thank you!

this man is speaking facts. You do make that dress look good.

That's horrible. Wish I was there...

@joeswofford8519 thanks Joe!

Hope they went to jail for that.

I'm truly sorry to hear about your traumatic experience. It's devastating to go through such an attack, especially on your own property and by those you might have known. The fact that they would threaten an elderly man with a cane and attack you is evidence that they are not well. I hope you took legal action against them. Your feelings are completely valid, and it's important to address the PTSD you are experiencing. Remember, you are not alone in this. There are many resources and people who can offer support and understanding as you navigate through this difficult time. If you need help finding some to connect with, please let me know.

Bro don't be so hard on yourself. You were dealt a shit sandwich and still here to tell the story. Your dad did the best he could I'm sure, but war breaks many minds. I don't know you but you're not a failure. Stay strong, keep fighting, don't give up. You're in my thoughts and prayers brother 🙏

@@nobuddyimportant2106 thank you. But the way I was brought up, it may be ingrained in me, but whatever I do, I don't think it's good enough. I'm not a success, anything short of that I've failed them.

I know a girl who was in service in the Middle East all through the 2000s and she can't watch this video because it freaks her completely out within the first few seconds. Metallica were genius with this... A lot of metal bands were doing the fake Satanist goofy horror stuff and Metallica does this for a debut video. Horror based entirely on reality

I feel so bad for you, and part of that is from going through my own struggles with depression and inadequacy. Please give yourself some love. It only hurts you to hate yourself like that, and I get it, I really do, like nothing matters unless you succeed fully and without anybody's help. Putting that weight on yourself isn't healthy. Don't give up, and don't let it consume you. You're allowed to fall and get up again. You're allowed to make mistakes. Just learn and move on. There's no need to carry the guilt with you. My heart and prayers go out to you!

@@waynefinnicumbb7218 I can only try to understand how you feel, I was so lucky to have 2 loving parents growing up. I did so many things wrong and they still picked me up when I fell. I hope you have someone in your life to talk to, I don't anymore as my parents have passed on. It's very difficult, but I found Dr Jordan Peterson on KZfaq and he has done so much for me and countless other men, just by listening to him talk. Check him out, maybe it'll help. Anyways, stay strong and don't give up brother, you are worth fighting for!!

I could imagine a new version where he gets cybernetic implants so he has eyes, ears, hands and feet again

Thank you for sharing such a personal and heartfelt part of your life. Being a parent to a child with significant challenges is incredibly demanding and filled with emotional complexities. It’s evident how deeply you care for your son and strive to give him the best life possible. Music can have a profound impact, and it’s understandable how songs like One and Fade to Black could evoke strong feelings given your circumstances. Your love for Metallica and the way their music has intertwined with your life’s experiences is powerful. It’s natural to worry about your son’s internal world, especially when you want so much to protect him from any suffering. Despite your anxiety, it sounds like your son’s happiness is a testament to the love and care you provide. His joy reflects the nurturing environment you’ve created for him. It’s important to remember that you’re doing everything you can to ensure his well-being and happiness. If you ever feel overwhelmed by these thoughts, seeking support from others in similar situations might help. Connecting with other parents of non-verbal or globally delayed children can also provide a sense of community and shared understanding. I know that raisingspecialkids.org/ provides free support, but there are also support groups on Facebook where you could get more interaction with other families.

Your dedication to your son is evident, and your efforts are making a difference in his life. Your love and commitment shine through, and that's what truly matters.

When I was younger, I thought that the priest's reply was a good rebuke to the general. But as I've gotten older, I think it was a missed opportunity for him to offer some sort of comfort to the soldier.

I can't imagine. My sympathies and I hope for a brighter future. Thanks for sharing.

I have had ptsd and tbi since 1995 from a car accident that I had.

@@chrisandshy2022 I slide down a forty foot cliff, landed on my feet fell forward and smacked my head on a rock.

This sounds awful. I hope you can recover.

@@MentalAmanda thank you, I have made an almost full recovery. I have some neurological damage on my right side and my memory isn't as good as it was, but I'm basically back to the same I was before.