One of the hardest songs to listen to, but it’s beautiful. In hope, for the first time he says he forgives his mom. Take the nf journey, you’ll respect his work even more.

This is why “us” NF fans were pumped with “hope”. It hit different. Excited for your (NF) journey.

Watching people cry listening to NF is basically what the journey is about. He has uplifting songs, but he will certainly affect you emotionally. It's on you to move forward, but... The more vulnerable you are, the more his fanbase will appreciate your reaction. If you don't want to be vulnerable, maybe it's not for you, yet. Just up to you.

If you re-listen to Hope you can hear that he was finally able to forgive his mother. There is a thing called the “NF Journey” that I think you chills really appreciate. He connects most of his music over time. Not all of his music is sad. The Journey will have you feeling happy, sad, excited, and you’ll find yourself cheering him on In others. He is truly a rare type of person.

Bless his heart that’s not all he’s been through…… his song Mansion will explain a little more of what he’s been through…… I promise you won’t regret taking the journey but it is better to start back at the beginning to get his full story…… his music has definitely been a blessing in my life…… Great reaction ❤🖤🗝️🛒 #OUTCAST

Saying "im speechless" is always funny haha, i loved this so much! Ive seen hundreds of nf reactions and i feel like yours is far more real and viseral! Thabks so much!

May I just say... You are absolutely gorgeous! Also, I love NF and I loved your reaction!

Great reaction. I’m one of those children, but all grown up. Living without a parent or parents who didn’t care, who didn’t love, it can break you, it can leave you hollow, leaving you doubting everything about yourself. This songs cuts so deep. Sending you and everyone love from the uk.

Some people need this from people like you. Well, I need this from people like you. Your power is your emotions, it is respected and protected. Remember, it is ok to be ok.

NF had everyone leave the studio during parts of this song so he could cry in peace.

Be sure to never lose your emotion and sensitivity. This is one of the most difficult. So many good songs to come. ❤️

NF's music will change you as a person. He has changed how I look at life and how I live my life. Such an inspiration. Favorite artist.

YES! So many reactors haven’t gone into the Mansion. It’s like the backbone of his entire path. Literally a walk through his mind and all the “stuff” he’s dealing/dealt with. So glad you’ve did that one. It’s a must have! Keep it going!

This one gets me every time !!! 😮 for me this is the heaviest song of him. However, knowing him overcame that it’s a relief at least for me

Well said. Excellent reaction. Hugs. Mark

This journey is gonna be a roller coaster ride! There will be ups and downs. We are here for you, and just know, as you go through this, it will bless your soul.

The NF fan base is huge. Starting the journey with intro and mansion and working your way through the albums is going to blow your channel up.... And we are here for it.

A great college basketball coach (Jim Valvano) who passed away from Cancer once said “if you laugh, think and cry, that’s a heck of day”. I really believe that. We need to feel all of our emotions. Men tend to lock away the crying part. Seeing NF exposed like this is (I’m sure) super helpful for everyone but also guys who sometimes need to see that it’s ok. Great reaction. Enjoy the journey!

I just saw NF in concert here in Fort Worth. He's awesome! Tissues are required for this song!

For me, this song and hate myself are the most difficult. I've probably cried more to hate myself than this one to be honest. But you've got three more albums to listen to before you get to that one. He's got a lot of great music, hype songs, pop/ love songs. It's not all downer music!

This is from his second album. He makes a couple references to this song in his previous songs on the journey. Big moment in Hope is where he finally forgives his mother as opposed to this song were he says "I ain't gonna say that I forgive you because it hasn't happened yet." The title track Manson was featured in Hope when he fell into the house. Many of his songs foreshadow or call back.

You only get to listen to that song for the first time once. And really hits the hardest then

Loved your hope reaction, I'm glad you are getting How Could You Leave Us and Mansion done early, it gives a really good perspective of NF's range. Only and Change will be really powerful tracks for you, they brought me out of a really deep depression. Enjoy this journey

I'm here for your journey.. Great reaction...

Loving the NF reactions. Lekker man. Groete uit Sydney, Australia.

He breaks my heart and makes me a better person

Another great reaction video! Your awesome and my favorite new reactor ... Your truly amazing!

Just raw emotion...that's what you get from him. And yes, you may well be crying in some of the videos. My only advice is YOU BE YOU, if you are emotional and feel like crying, then cry. Empathy is one of the most valuable traits a human can have, the ability to see something from somebody else's perspective and feel what they're feeling.

You’re ready, lady! You’re ready! This one is arguably the most difficult to get through. You will likely cry in a few others, but this one is HARD! Mansion and Therapy Session are also tough, but oh so worth it! Keep on!! Thank you for your realness!

Loved the reaction 😢sort of a hard one to start with 😅 start at the beginning that’s the hardest one I promise && start with All I Have, Intro, Mansion etc

Now you know why we love NF. Welcome to the family. Keep taking the journey. Music is supposed to make you feel. They're not all sad trust me.

Subscribed ❤️ 😢 beautiful and heartfelt reaction

I would say this was his hardest one to listen to. Everything else is pretty deep but this one hit the hardest. So it's downhill from here. Honestly, I was surprised you chose this one right off the bat. 😅 I urge you to keep going. 🙏

Now you know why “Hope” was such a positive song-he’s been through so much and now he’s really coming out the other side and we’re so excited to see what he’ll do!! Each album has gotten better, so I’m sure this one coming April 7 (my bday!) will be Amazing!!

This song makes it so clear the importance of the verse in Hope that says he forgives his mom. He has finally worked through all of the pain of his loss and forgiven her.

My God...that was painfully brilliant

This song really hurts me. All I ever wanted was my dad's love, but instead I got physically abuse by him (I have the scars on my body that reminds me of him). I just wanted a "I'm proud of you son or I love you son" before he passed away 5 years ago, but it never happed, I forgave him at he's funeral and told him I loved him. I hope God has mercy on him.

I've done the journey several times... Looking forward to joining you.

What a great honest reaction. ❤❤

This is why in the song Hope, it was amazing to hear NF say "Momma I forgive you"

This song hits hard…

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you should listen to Note Pad next. Literally talking about his relationship with his note pad that he wrote his songs in.

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In being an NF fan and reading from others, I have seen several people post that had been addicted and their own child showed them this video and it was the wake up call they needed to make the change - that is REAL, that is beautiful, that is life changing. Look forward to reacting to more songs with you - keep spreading the message of love and hope!

You got the most emotional song out of the way. Everyone cry’s to this specific song

God Bless You ❤

Oh no!!! You Started with this one?!! Lol. I'm typing before watching. Very few do this... Let's see how it goes.

It's good after record every reaction to NF,to go and listen HOPE.I promise you -every time will be like listening new song...

My mom is 67 years old and only 2 years clean...I finally forgave her last year although I still have a wall up...I needed her but she was never there... she's trying with my son and I figured it would help her heal and stay focused...2 years later they have a great bond but its something I will never have 😪

I grew up in household with addicted mum was in and out of foster homes this broke me

You should check out his song remember this there is no video but some of the most powerful words I have heard from him 👍🏿👍🏿

I found NF when I was at my lowest point at my life. I forgot how I found him but the first song I heard of him was search and that time I was searching for my way to get out of my depression. I became NF fan after that because his music speaks to me through my depression. I’m not saying I’m through with my depression but I have hope that will get out of it and that’s why his new album really speak to me directly.

The most authentic and beautiful reaction I've seen on KZfaq. I'm subscribed and can't wait to see what's to come on your NF journey and beyond.

Yes, his mother overdosed on drugs and died when he and his siblings were very young. While recording this song, NF needed to aso everyone to leave the room as the sadness overtook him. The crying and talking you hear, was him crying to himself that happened to be recorded.

Nice reaction 👍

biggest love from chicago!! you are an amazing person to react alongside ~

Even the fly is sad 😔

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Just saw your reaction to Hope, and knew you were going to embark on the Journey, but seriously, after watching HOPE's reaction, whoever suggested that you do "How could you leave us" next, they are Monsters, wow lol, I just started watching the video but I know where it'll go and how it'll end, you should have butter up a little with happy and energetic songs before doing this song lol for what it's worth, sorry you had to through whatever it is you went through, and now I'll watch the video and go through the same once again for the 100th time PS to anyone reading this, if you still have your mom, please SHOW her your love and support, if they're dead, may their souls be resting in a peaceful and better place

Ran into your content while I was watching Ren reactions I always try and watch reactions from different groups of people its beautiful thing to see how music impacts people but then I saw you are new to NF and i am current on my journey, this song is very close to me because my mother passed away the year this came out and my mother was a drug addict and heavy drinker six kids and 5 fathers she ended up losing custody to all of us and she died alone on a floor of a bathroom so you can imagine the emotion this brings its beautiful and the feelings are real I sincerely hope you continue your own journey as a creator and mother and creating your business brand you seem like a wonderful soul and mother. looking forward to hearing more Ren his catalog has some beautiful songs. please react to How to be me (live) it's beautiful and has a great story behind the lyrics.

You NEED to listen to intro 3 because he faces the personification of fear. It’s like hope. NF vs nf.

God you are gorgeous. Sorry invasive thoughts. NF is the GOAT. Bless up.

The emotional journey helps appreciate where NF is at with his current release (Hope). The best of his music is to come! His albums get better and better. The Search is still my favorite album, cover to cover, but we'll see about Hope.

People don't understand children who are afflicted with generational trauma are afflicted for life. Our choices affect others good or bad. Choose wisely.

You should definitely react to his new song "Mama" from the Hope album. It's pretty much a direct follow-up to this song.

He was taken into care

Him and his two sisters were raised by their grandparents

He asked everyone to leave the studio so that he could break down alone on the recording.

🔥🔥🔥🔥💯 don't worry but journey is going to be a roller but I promise it's worth it cuz I know on some of my dark days he has shown me the light

They cleared the studio out for him record this.

Yes this is probably the hardest one to sit through, emotionally speaking. But hey, glad to see you starting this journey though! You are literally just touching the tip of the iceberg here with his catalog though. Buckle up for a great ride. Easily my favorite artist. Has helped me through some of the darkest times of my life.

Well, you did pretty good. I personally have a difficult time not sobbing, even after listening to it for years! Lol.

He recorded the last bit alone in the studio. Everyone left him to his thoughts

If this emotion and rawness is the type of music you enjoy, then I would suggest listening to "Last Letter" by Witt Lowry. He has a lot of similarities to NF, in his music, and is well worth the listen.

Not every song is like this, but every song has a message in it, u got a taste of what empathy is along side sympathy, no lie tho NF is the modern-day Bob Marly in the Rap Game.

You have gotten one of the hardest out of the way. If you keep on this journey. You’ll want to bring plenty of tissues and some Pom-poms, because you will feel deeply with his deep tracks and want to cheer at the top of your lungs at the victories along the way.

Seeing how could you leave us he said he still hadn't forgiven his mother but in hope after he had his son he said he forgave his mom

He recorded this song alone in the studio

Great reaction! Here for the journey!! Please react to his song Mansion.

Great reaction!!!! So on the new album thats droppin in april theres a song called mama and im predicting because of the direction of his new album hes finally forgave her. I rly hope so!

This NF track is a tough one but it’s going to be interesting to watch his latest response on his new album “Mama”, which fans are very interested in. If so interesting to here him mention “when he had kids” and his own son was probably the biggest impact in his life the changed NF to what we see now and what we will see on the new album!

I know how he feel and I’ve also been on the other end drugs has a way of makin you their slave it’s not as easy as jus sayin no I never met a addict that was enjoying living that way and happy they usually hate themselves and really want to find their way back to who they used to be but they are lost and don’t know how unfortunately sometimes you don’t find your way back before it’s to late

I was introduced to NF from my ex girlfriend from when I was like 18, she got r*ped by 2 guys, her dad died just before, lots of things, things didn't work with us, she happened to get ahold of me a few years back after like 8 years after or something, somehow remembered my number, told me how I was the only person she ever loved and whatnot, she wanted to divorce the guy she was married to, he was in jail and because c*vid crap let him out early, she was doing heroin and he poisoned her with fentanyl, passed a bit over a year ago....but she introduced me to NF, I send random music to people, she sent me him... which already is heavy but hits so much more... could add a lot more but just a gest of how how came across him

Can you react to NF-Therapy session

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Like, share, subscribe. More NF. You got the hardest song out of the way. Intro, or since you said he wears his heart on his sleeve you might want to do Real next.

It's like he wrote the song from my perspective. Hate that this is so common. I'm 35 now, been addicted to pain pills for 4 years, but now take kratom instead. It's still terrible.

Beautiful reaction but the”journey” needs to be done in order. Mansion is first. There is a list of the songs in the correct order. I don’t have it but others have posted it on your Hope reaction. Keep up with the journey but start with Mansion, it is the basis for his whole catalogue.

This link has a pretty decent list for the NF Journey. Might make it easier for your reactions to have them all in the same place. (I didn’t create the list) kzfaq.info/sun/PLYoB7_wG5NZn40MmcwAc5niKQvLcCEy78

You're a cutie patootie ! Yea it's gunna be sad but this is the worst of it . I don't have a list but I'm sure someone will share it with you, important to follow list of his songs, underlined storytimes continue along his catalog..

People are evil to suggest this lol

"She passed away" yes sweetheart usually the end game of drug addiction is death....... Unfortunately

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