I've found this song on 10/16. My mother died on 10/17... Never heard this band before, but now I will listen to this song for the rest of my life.

This song was his apology to his band and fans for his addiction. He got sober. Way to go Ivan. Ur awesome.

For people who are confused by the video and the names that appear in it: This song is about Moody's alcohol addiction, he's "apologising" to all his heroes/inspirations who passed away due to addiction and how it's took him so long to realise what he's doing to himself and not learning from their mistakes.

This band is so underrated and underplayed especially in these dark times

Damn, he knew either he could bury his alcohol addiction, or his alcohol addiction would bury him.

carries a shovel indicating he's gonna dig his own grave...at the end, buries the alcohol instead of himself...Epic!!!

The lyrics of this song are deep. Straight from his heart. The tone in his voice makes you feel his pain...the pain we share. Thank you for such a powerful song.

The amount of emotion in this is insane ..screaming only makes it a million times better

FFDP is basically the modern man's poetry.

This man has a voice that is so strong! I love everything he has done! This isn't screaming ITS FEELING!!!

Tried fighting my addiction to alcohol for the last 4 years or so... couldn't stop. Tried and tried. It took getting a 3rd DWI to open my eyes and even then it's a battle everyday because it's everywhere. I had all the support and just never listened because I felt no one knew the pain I was going through deep down. Sometimes, yeah, you don't know why people do the stupid things they do. It's all just pain. And you feel so alone except the one thing that's always there, your drug. I'm lucky I didn't hurt anyone all those times. I did hurt feelings and disappointed others. I lost jobs. I lost money and control of who I was. But I fight everyday to be myself and finally not give into my feelings from those who gave me the reason to make those mistakes.

This song hits hard for me. I have close friends and family that fought their demons. Most made it through. A few, well... Really glad for Ivan and Chris Kael, both keeping each other sober.

this song doesn't get enough credit.. it's soooo good!

He who blames others has a long way to go on his journey. He who blames himself is halfway there. He who blames no one has arrived.

My father was and still is huge into FFDP and this is one of the first songs I remember listening to with him and ever since I've been on and off listening to this band. I may not be a die hard fan but I do consider myself a fan of FFDPs music so continue making music that we love

I used to be a narcissist and psychedelics took me out of it and after "waking up" I used to listen to this song, I felt so guilty for all the people I did hurt and after years this song still makes me cry. I aplologize.

"2016 : oh, that's a really good song" "2019 : oh, that's a really good song" "2052 : oh, that's a really good song" "2120 : oh, that's a really good song"

only I hear this song every day?

We may speak different languages, but music is a language we all understand

Anyone who ever dislikes ffdp doesn't understand and has never been through anything hard in life, they have helped me through so much and I'm so thankful for them and the effort they put into their music

As a man who lives with mental illnesses... this song has always meant a lot. While it speaks heavily of addiction, it touches on depression for me as well. I love you FFDP... and I miss many of the people who these gravestones belong to.

The way Ivan hits the "I" whenever he says "side" sounds so damn good in this song

"An apology is a promise to do things differently next time, an to keep the promise" Yoshigiro Togashi

I absolutely love this song. Five Finger Death Punch is one of my favorite bands. Got to see them in concert right before CoVid. I read some of the comments on here and Ivan does sing about real life stuff. Maybe not all of his songs are but he definitely does. Listen to their latest album F8. It's all mostly about real life stuff. No matter what he sings about, he is absolutely one of the best. Love Ivan and the rest of 5FDP. Rock on guys!!!!

Simply amazing, Voice 10/10 Music 10/10 Video 10/10

I'm five months sober, this band has been here through literally my ups and downs damn it thank you Ivan you didn't have to do this

Literally my favorite ffdp song. So much hurt and understanding and emotion expressed in this song.

Dude this song... Oh my god, you can clearly hear the pain in his voice and how broken he is inside. Its just perfect.

Step in the right direction for having this in trending KZfaq. Finally a song with a strong meaning and not just using sexual content for views. Finally a song with a meaning worth thinking about, showing true emotion. And having a meaning for the future.

My best friend passed march 30th 2018 & when I heard this, I knew he was looking down on me & been with me since. We been friends since I was 21 & I'm now 43. He was my life! If I was only there , I feel he would not be gone! I still cry to this day. If only..... .... He'd still be here & I wouldn't have to be living life without him!! James Kenneth DeCoursey - JK still lives within me looking out. I love you my brother, my homie. My best friend!

The voice… the meaning of the song.. the power of this band!! You’ve truly saved my life!! One day I’ll see you live ❤

For the narrow minded people that wonder where the name of other non-mentioned famous artists are, that is NOT the point of this video/song. This is about Ivan's alcoholism being buried & the names that were shown were individuals that had issues with addiction and or alcohol and drugs.

im two years clean this song makes me realise what i been through and how far ive come these lines make me simply stop what im doing and be appreciative

When your head is in a dark place like this, it's comforting and surreal to have a voice that relates so deeply to you, you have to fight, get up, dust yourself off and never fucking give up. No matter how low you are and how much it hurts get up and fight for your health and your own mental well being and fuck anyone who put you in that hole. Sometimes you have to learn to (as the song says) accept who you've become and let go of the past.

This song, and this man, got me into playing guitar a singing in my middle school choir. Now I am in Circle the State With Song, because i listened to this band and this song in particular. Thanks for giving me strength Five Finger Death Punch.

We ALL carry our own shovel, and dig a little more each day.

Congrats on overcoming alcoholism Ivan... You are a true warrior You, Zolton, Jason, Jeremy and, Chris all 5 of you are warriors in my eyes thats why Five Finger is and will always be my #1 favorite band

Apology accepted.

"some day, I'll leave the past behind me" I'm so glad he finally did. Ivan is now over 4 1/2 years sober.

I like how they show a lot of good lead singers who passed away

Yeh that's right, he was an alcoholic, and he tried to get past the addiction himself, but he couldn't, and as time flies by he got help, and now he has cleaned himself up, which I am proud of him for doing this

One day The shadows will surround me Some day The days will come to end Some time I'll have to face the real me Somehow I'll have to learn to bend And now I see clearly All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize (Whoa, whoa, whoa) I apologize (Whoa, whoa, whoa) One day I'll face the hell inside me Some day I'll accept what I have done Some time I'll leave the past behind me For now I accept who I've become And now I see clearly All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize I apologize One day The shadows will surround me All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize I apologize (Whoa, whoa, whoa) I apologize (Whoa, whoa, whoa) I apologize (Whoa, whoa, whoa) I apologize (Whoa, whoa, whoa) I apologize I apologize

James 5:15-16 And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well; the Lord will raise them up. If they have sinned, they will be forgiven. Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective

Seeing "Hendrix" and "Sid Vicious" on the stones hit me like a ton of bricks.

I feel like if a zombie apocalypse happened he would be the badass leader

This song has help me though the worst times When my parents were abusive. And drug addicts. The anger I can get out sing the song

I Recently lost my brother this band is one of the only things that helps

this is what real emotional singing sounds like. It sound like this when you sing about something you care. so so so beautiful :')

The fucking perfect voice.

Man, this was my brother's favorite song by ffdp. I can't even listen to it without breaking down. It's just crazy. The pain is just unreal with him being gone. He passed away last week, and he was only 17. Can anyone tell me what the fuck is wrong with this world taking people that don't need to go?

He is the coolest dude to his fans. He treats everyone like family and that to me is a true man and artist

When you’re happy, you enjoy the music When you’re sad, you understand the lyrics Edit: I’m sorry for the mistakes I’ve previously made, meaning I’m sorry for making the quote incorrect or saying depressed was a mood. Also, I have no intentions of making people mad. I was going through something at that point so I decided to spread the quote. I couldn’t remember exactly how it went so I went with what first popped into my brain. Again, I have no intentions of making anyone mad or upset over this

Don’t judge the screaming until you hear the meaning

Ivan Moody you & Crew again have done a spectacular job on this song, more so because Ivan puts his heart in his Family & Fans Much Love Many Blessings 💘💖🙏💯🍀

This song nearly got me crying - I've fought alcoholism several times, I've been clean for a long while. I fought a mental addiction to anti-nauseas that rot your teeth away. And now my biggest one, longest one, has been xanax - I've lost my mind from it at least twice from withdrawals, had grand mal seizures I didn't think I'd come back from. Right now it may be necessary for my fucked nervous system and CPTSD but it will always be a life goal to get off of xanax. Major support to him, I'm proud of anyone who can take on their addictions, especially something as severe as alcoholism.

Holy fuck, he would make a great ghost rider.

R.I.P Lemmie Klimister R.I.P Kurt Cobain R.I.P Janis Joplin R.I.P Elvis Presley

FFDP has done more for my mental health since i been out than the VA has. The struggle is real. thanks

Powerful song & video for any of us who understand the battle of addiction. Big praise to Ivan for breaking free 👍🏼👍🏼

This song and video can mean one of a few things. First, he's apologizing to all the fans (Ivan specifically is) for his drug problem. Now it could either mean, with the grave, that he knows his time is running short if he keeps up the way he has been. Or with the flask being tossed in the grave it means he's going to kick his addictions and get back on his feet to keep making music.

Does this guy really look like a badass or are they just his eyebrows?

this song brings tears to my eyes almost every time

2024 and still listening to this good song

It's refreshing to know that real rock ain't dead yet.

i apologize for not listening to this song sooner

Grew up in the 60s and 70s and love that old school rock...this is right up there as well

Planning my funeral, this song will be on repeat. I'm sorry for everything 😔 I love you guys. Please never stop. Your music is golden

the digging of his own grave because of addiction. holy hell

He's a strong man to see his reality. And stronger to correct it!

What my dad will say when i move out and never talk to him because all he cares about is his motorcycles and drinking. Then he has me do everything and take care of my little sister while my brother does nothing. So sorry dad you will need to apologize and maybe realize what you have done.

So proud of you Ivan for getting clean and trying ur damnest everyday to beat ur demons , sending u much love ,

Roses are red Violets are blue When I listen to Death Punch My neighbors do too.

RIP Jimmy Sullivan The Rev RIP Chris Cornell RIP Chester Bennington

This music video has allot of meaning Ivan has such a wonderful way of communicating his feelings and emotions he really is a true inspiration for me so glad he's doing better

Very strong song and we can overcome our addiction , WE HAVE TO BE STRONG!!!!

Moody is suffering from alcoholism and that's what this video is about at the end.

Thank you for paying homage to Layne Staley. And all of the others. Thank you! ❤️ I miss you Layne!!! We all do!!!

shoutout to every man listening to it right now dreading over everything you've done and not done. The people who made wrong choices that ultimately resulted in you feeling like a monster to other people. And yourself. Some of us said evil things to people, some of us turned away people who were good to us, some of us simply put all the wrong values over the actually meaningful ones. You are not alone, Im here with you, with another bottle of vodka facing the real me, in tears for all the life lessons I watched but I never really listened. And the other 135mln views prove that we are not alone facing that feeling right now... We Apologize for what we have become To people, friends, family, and ourselves...

this song has got me through the rough patches.Thank You.

Metal or Alt Rock, it's a damn good song. I'm no poser who only listens to a song just because it's 'metal'.

My daughter is in recovery, and this song ( I apologize ) Five Fingered Punch Line helped her, so much; me to.

I absolutely love this video!!🎸🥁🎤🎼🎶

First time I've heard this song nd I got to say it's a really good song. I never had been much of a FFDP fan but I'm slowly becoming one.

I felt strong until I saw Lemmys grave. that is just a gut punch.

I DONT KNOW WHAT IM GONNA DO WITHOUT FFDP

The best lyrical genius in 50 years. Ivan is amazing his voice is perfect and his lyrics are simply amazing full of emotions. 🤘

я в шоке от такого уважение к ушедшим меня пробрало до слёз I am shocked by this respect for the departed, who made me cry

I've been locked up in jail and fifty times worse. I've been homeless, spent years drunk off my miserable ass and I'm about to turn 40 and TODAY I begin the "leave the past behind me" and "accept who've I've become." Thank you FFDP, Disturbed, LP. You kept me going when I was so lost. I am confident I can make this new thing happen with your genius and your priceless support. STAY HARD MY BROTHERS!

This video became even better the second I noticed the names on the gravestones.

I need to dry out maybe this song will be my anthem

All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize

5fdp is more than just music, it's music that has a meaningful side to it that makes a person think.

*Lyrics* One day the shadows will surround me Someday the days will come to end Sometime I’ll have to face the real me Somehow I’ll have to learn to bend And now I see clearly All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize, whoah I apologize, whoah One day I’ll face the Hell inside me Someday I’ll accept what I have done Sometime I’ll leave the past behind me For now I accept who I’ve become And now I see clearly All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize I apologize One day the shadows will surround me All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize I apologize Whoah, I apologize Whoah, I apologize Whoah, I apologize Whoah, I apologize I apologize I hope Ivan Moody will be better soon, we miss you Ivan!

I can't but feel the deepest sorrow with this song. Thank you Mr. Moody.

I stumbled upon you guys, I must have been living under a rock or something. What an amazing band you guys are. I love working out and boxing to your tunes. New fan!

I wasn't expecting this music video for this song. Love it.

The Lemmy tombstone always hits me

His voice is really strong and AMAZING

This song hits hard and shows a new beginning for Ivan. Hope for the best because I love the band and it's music so much, really helped me get through alot these last few years

R.I.P Lemmy, we miss you and your greatnes will never be forgotten!