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Fourth of July (slowed)

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Jaymes Marten

Jaymes Marten

Күн бұрын

"Fourth of July" by Sufjan Stevens slowed and sprinkled with the secret homemade ingredient.
Artwork by someone really talented but unknown to me.
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@jaymesmarten
@jaymesmarten Жыл бұрын
Joji's "Die For You" (slowed) now out for your enjoyment. kzfaq.info/get/bejne/g6iEg5l9sbC6foE.html
@dili.
@dili. 2 жыл бұрын
If you are reading this, a few drops of tears are probably already falling from your eyes, but remember, the girl who wrote this, while i was crying listening to this song years ago, now I am writing with a smile, dreaming of my past, present and even the future of my dreams, because the pain of that girl from the past is now giving place to happy memories one by one. But if you ask me how I achieved this, it started with learning to love myself the most. Even though I still stumble from time to time, at the end of the day I just hug myself and love myself. And I always remind myself that I am valuable. We exist as long as we live. It is still possible and in our hands to make everything beautiful. So take a deep breath for me now, close your eyes and start being the main character of the life you dream of. And never get tired of loving yourself! Because even though I don't know you who reading this, I love you very much and I promise you everything will be better than you ever imagined.
@Aliyeva1475
@Aliyeva1475 2 жыл бұрын
Wow...i already gave up on my dreams,'cause my fkng father didn't let me chase my dreams. But your comment gave me a lil hope. Its been 2 days im in bed and haven't eaten anything. But u made me think positively. Thank u. I wish you the best life..
@phataemoha7614
@phataemoha7614 2 жыл бұрын
Ty sister 🥰🥰
@kaylajacquet7090
@kaylajacquet7090 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@RelaxMusicForSleep_
@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
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@RelaxMusicForSleep_
@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
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@geo9422
@geo9422 2 жыл бұрын
I just realized when he says " could I be the sky on the fourth of July" he wanted to be the sky so that her soul will come to him I'm CRYING
@yosrchaieb6865
@yosrchaieb6865 2 жыл бұрын
Oh fukk. I'm reading this at the most wrong timing :')
@zzzzz262
@zzzzz262 2 жыл бұрын
:(
@beyondctrl
@beyondctrl 2 жыл бұрын
@aloner how so?
@eutueli3106
@eutueli3106 2 жыл бұрын
@@beyondctrl the whole fourth of july thing, just like the tillamook burn, is supposed to represent how ephemeral life is. just imagine: the sky is lighted up in a complete spectacle... but it lasts just for a while. the forest... it's a kaleidoscope of life... until it burns to the ground. So when he says that he wish he was the sky on the fourth of July, it means the desire to contemplate his mother's life to the fullest, to be there for her, to be more present throughout the fleeting miracle that life is.
@fouz-4427
@fouz-4427 2 жыл бұрын
This is so sad):
@user-op8mr1ht2r
@user-op8mr1ht2r 2 жыл бұрын
i will never stop listening to this song.
@sarabash1181
@sarabash1181 2 жыл бұрын
It’s 02:20 a.m and I can’t stop my tears
@RelaxMusicForSleep_
@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
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@RelaxMusicForSleep_
@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
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@RelaxMusicForSleep_
@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
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@april2587
@april2587 2 жыл бұрын
@@sarabash1181 are u okay now ?
@ahitsbellayt1045
@ahitsbellayt1045 2 жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of my great grandpa. He passed away around 8:30 pm. His and my great grandma's wedding anniversary was the fourth of july. He's now the sky on fourth of july.
@RelaxMusicForSleep_
@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
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@AYEEITSYARA
@AYEEITSYARA 11 күн бұрын
I’m so sorry ❤
@bi-bm1of
@bi-bm1of 2 жыл бұрын
It's not normal how sad and nostalgic this song is. but i love it
@RelaxMusicForSleep_
@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
Have a good day. If you want to listen to soothing music to relax, please visit my channel. Thank you😊 🌷 💛
@iphoneanimations
@iphoneanimations 9 ай бұрын
I feel u 😞
@aysefunda
@aysefunda 2 жыл бұрын
Lyrics: The evil it spread like a fever ahead It was night when you died, my firefly What could I have said to raise you from the dead? Oh could I be the sky on the Fourth of July? Well you do enough talk My little hawk, why do you cry? Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die Sitting at the bed with the halo at your head Was it all a disguise, like Junior High Where everything was fiction, future, and prediction Now, where am I? My fading supply Did you get enough love, my little dove Why do you cry? And I'm sorry I left, but it was for the best Though it never felt right My little Versailles The hospital asked should the body be cast Before I say goodbye, my star in the sky Such a funny thought to wrap you up in cloth Do you find it all right, my dragonfly? Shall we look at the moon, my little loon Why do you cry? Make the most of your life, while it is rife While it is light Well you do enough talk My little hawk, why do you cry? Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die
@reyesyamileth8151
@reyesyamileth8151 2 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
@RelaxMusicForSleep_
@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
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@RelaxMusicForSleep_
@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
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@InVinoVeratas
@InVinoVeratas 2 жыл бұрын
I mean, everyone is going to die, regardless.
@mercybenzzzz
@mercybenzzzz 2 жыл бұрын
this has been my childhood song since i was 8 years old, i'm already turning 15 in 2 days. This song brings back so much memories!
@shayszone
@shayszone 2 жыл бұрын
happy birthday!!!
@fearfulotterr
@fearfulotterr 2 жыл бұрын
Happy birthday
@viktorial2360
@viktorial2360 2 жыл бұрын
Happy Birthday!
@isham708
@isham708 2 жыл бұрын
Happy birthday bro
@doggoland2160
@doggoland2160 2 жыл бұрын
Happy late birthday!^_^
@MarieJohnson-jy6df
@MarieJohnson-jy6df Ай бұрын
it’s Fourth of July again….
@megatronuspraimel271
@megatronuspraimel271 Ай бұрын
Yes.... And it happened again...
@ayabechichi8017
@ayabechichi8017 2 жыл бұрын
My dad died suddenly when i was 10, i never got to tell him goodbye, this song gives me some closure it's like him saying sorry for leaving you, him telling me that i do enough talk and if i got enough love, sorry dad i didn't get enough love and i wish you were here to tell u why m crying, love you dad rest in peace ❤
@_.starsettler._
@_.starsettler._ Жыл бұрын
Awe... I'm so sorry for you.. I hope you recover from this.. even though It's tough..
@bunnyhoney2992
@bunnyhoney2992 Жыл бұрын
I get what you mean, and im so glad you can have that with this song! I think music is a great way to express strong emotions when it comes to stuff like that. My mom also passed when i was 10ish and i promise you itll get easier as time goes on. youve got this
@Tiaranachellee
@Tiaranachellee 11 ай бұрын
🩵🩵🩵
@AYEEITSYARA
@AYEEITSYARA 11 күн бұрын
I’m so sorry this made me cry
@BellaCupcakez
@BellaCupcakez Жыл бұрын
It hurts when someone you always spent time with doesn’t want you anymore.
@TheExplorerReturns
@TheExplorerReturns Жыл бұрын
Fact :(
@fan_carrerista
@fan_carrerista Жыл бұрын
:/💔💔
@soufianekarim1819
@soufianekarim1819 6 ай бұрын
Wanna talk bro ?
@BellaCupcakez
@BellaCupcakez 6 ай бұрын
@soufianekarim1819 damn I forgot I wrote this comment, :") I appreciate the thought
@Definietly_Not_Anna
@Definietly_Not_Anna Ай бұрын
And then they hit you with the “i already had plans with someone else (for the future)”
@Eli-tp6mr
@Eli-tp6mr 2 жыл бұрын
this song will always make me cry
@Calutusfroggy
@Calutusfroggy Ай бұрын
Who’s here on the fourth of july
@black__mustafa
@black__mustafa Ай бұрын
Me 😊
@Ragdoll00
@Ragdoll00 Жыл бұрын
I swear I have an addiction to feeling sad, it's weird but I almost feel more alive when sad than not
@akitoyuga9142
@akitoyuga9142 Жыл бұрын
Maybe it's because the world hurts you too much...so its easier for you to feel sad, than to act like ur happy.... Thats a kind of happiness...
@Ragdoll00
@Ragdoll00 Жыл бұрын
@@akitoyuga9142Yeah I reckon you're right. I genuinely don't think I've been "happy" since like 2015, it's super weird as I have no idea why..
@b47.x
@b47.x Жыл бұрын
Sometimes there is happiness in sadness so I am always sad It makes me feel alive
@masonwest460
@masonwest460 2 жыл бұрын
I'm currently crying because my dad died on july 4th and it reminds me of him 7/4/19
@masonwest460
@masonwest460 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for caring
@luvwch
@luvwch 2 жыл бұрын
i'm so sorry for your loss love
@masonwest460
@masonwest460 2 жыл бұрын
@@luvwch thank you
@natalia-do1ld
@natalia-do1ld 2 жыл бұрын
fique forte❤️‍🩹
@daniza3079
@daniza3079 2 жыл бұрын
omg I'm sooo sorry:((💗
@Tony-Agma
@Tony-Agma 2 жыл бұрын
It will take so much time for me to get over this song .
@RelaxMusicForSleep_
@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
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@autumnflag3952
@autumnflag3952 2 жыл бұрын
Just a reminder to everyone that everything will be alright.♥️
@Ari-bw6op
@Ari-bw6op 2 жыл бұрын
❤️
@Aysenur-hm8ci
@Aysenur-hm8ci 2 жыл бұрын
It didn't go...
@robloxlover1752
@robloxlover1752 2 жыл бұрын
Are you sure.
@cherry-nw1sl
@cherry-nw1sl 2 жыл бұрын
@@robloxlover1752 it takes time. you'll ride the wave better but it doesn't go away. but atleast its manageable
@YAMIKATTT
@YAMIKATTT 2 жыл бұрын
Really hope you're right
@bellaluna3553
@bellaluna3553 Жыл бұрын
This song makes me cry every time.. I need this.
@annawalker4796
@annawalker4796 Жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of when you feel like ending it but then there is that one person and/or thing that you have to live for, like you will feel very bad if you left them/it. Love the song ♥️
@june.622
@june.622 Жыл бұрын
Yes. For him❤️
@chamber2065
@chamber2065 Жыл бұрын
@@june.622 she left.
@RelaxMusicForSleep_
@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
The music is nice, the scenery, lush and magnificent! Over all, very relaxing and the birds -- just the right touch of cheery! Very nice presentation, all put together. Thank you!🌳 🌼 🌱
@RelaxMusicForSleep_
@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
Have a good day. If you want to listen to soothing music to relax, please visit my channel. Thank you😍 🌲 ✌
@eijil.
@eijil. 2 жыл бұрын
"This song hits differently when your only friend is sick and you can't do anything to improve his mental state and you sit alone without him and pray for him and your tears fall"..
@Gustavo-fl3eg
@Gustavo-fl3eg Жыл бұрын
Hope he gets better soon :)
@lonelygirl6358
@lonelygirl6358 3 күн бұрын
😔
@jay0717
@jay0717 2 жыл бұрын
Please never delete this masterpiece. Please
@Mimishift
@Mimishift 2 жыл бұрын
Reality shifting ¿
@bibiixtsss
@bibiixtsss Жыл бұрын
It's a good song to reflect and reflect on how we should appreciate or spend time with the people we love who value us, that doesn't just depend on hardships. Time is all that people fear will become memory at every moment. 🇧🇷❤
@noure8712
@noure8712 Жыл бұрын
What if the ppl I love don't love back and don't want me in there life ?
@roukirou
@roukirou 11 ай бұрын
​@@noure8712don't bring negative vibes here please. Everyone here is trying to be comforting.
@mossil_fossil
@mossil_fossil Жыл бұрын
Don't think I'll ever get enough of listening to this song it is too nostalgic but also so calming and beautiful
@jacobcasteel9667
@jacobcasteel9667 2 жыл бұрын
I'm always depressed, this song helps me with my depression,
@exorcist3d99
@exorcist3d99 2 жыл бұрын
Hope you're doing okay man. Much love.
@camembert147
@camembert147 Жыл бұрын
I hope you are ok
@islafranklin328
@islafranklin328 Жыл бұрын
Hey bb im reading this two months later i hope ur alr angel
@hejrus
@hejrus 6 ай бұрын
it seems like everyone stays with me until they're happy and then they leave me alone with an immense emptiness inside as if nothing happened.
@zainabaliibrahim-4441
@zainabaliibrahim-4441 2 ай бұрын
Dear stranger , I totally feel you , don't give up . I pray that you find that someone that will bring you immense pleasure and joy . Fill you up till you can't . And may you all be happy . Live another and eat dear stranger . I promise everything will be alright . Everything will end . And for this pain you will rewarded with something much better, that special someone who will be by your side . May all of us find that special or that special someone finds us . Goodluck out there ✨
@alliedevries9426
@alliedevries9426 2 жыл бұрын
Every time I hear this I'm reminded why I cried on the fourth of July , It was him he was the reason the one person who was supposed to make me happy . Fire works are going off Im with my family and friends and there he was , paying attention to everyone but me he looked so happy , I regret taking that trip to be with him . I sat there sobbing to the sound of fire works and he didn't even notice , I was only ever there to be a convenience to him rather than a partner . It seemed he preferred to be with everyone but me and I just faded into the background yet again . He broke me in ways I cant describe with things he did to me over that fourth of July weekend. I cant love anymore It just feels so hard to bring my self to it , Im at the age crushes should be normal I havnt felt a thing in months .
@smithereens5517
@smithereens5517 2 жыл бұрын
It really sucks to know that you need to move on, and you keep reminding yourself that there's light at the end of the tunnel but somehow you don't choose to act as if , your actions will just create more mess . I have been there or I am currently living in it. But somehow I see the world run by me and I wonder - "should I just stop here? Is it all I've got?" This feeling when you feel abandoned by your own body makes a difference . It pushes you . It thrashes you. Makes you feel living. And then you choose to LIVE.
@RelaxMusicForSleep_
@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
I can help you relax with soft music. Please visit my channel and enjoy it.🌲 ☘ 💚
@RelaxMusicForSleep_
@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for reading this comment. I am someone who wants to help others relieve stress, or simply make you feel better. Please visit my channel and enjoy. thank you🤩 ✌ 🧡
@RelaxMusicForSleep_
@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.🤎 😀 🤩
@akshayagopinath7138
@akshayagopinath7138 Жыл бұрын
The amount of peace I get in my mind from listening to this song every single time cannot be expressed in words
@robloxlover1752
@robloxlover1752 2 жыл бұрын
Pov:it's 1am on a school day and ur sat here crying to this song...
@jillxo5676
@jillxo5676 2 жыл бұрын
yea
@omaralkhawaja2065
@omaralkhawaja2065 2 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@Ben4Life792
@Ben4Life792 2 жыл бұрын
bro howw? its literallt almost 1am and im here in bed, crying on a monday/tuesday-
@bikeralmondboi
@bikeralmondboi 3 ай бұрын
yep
@Ari-bw6op
@Ari-bw6op 2 жыл бұрын
This song brings out many emotions 💔
@misha5842
@misha5842 2 жыл бұрын
i miss how we use to talk now we just look at each other
@big.fkn.lena1400
@big.fkn.lena1400 2 жыл бұрын
man do i relate to this, but just remember everything happens for a reason. Whatever happens in life was meant to happen and you can either use it as a lesson for the future or sit in the memory of it. Keep your head up love💕
@feliperezende3588
@feliperezende3588 2 жыл бұрын
@@big.fkn.lena1400 Você disse tudo, aprendemos com os erros e podemos melhorar no futuro ✨
@hejrus
@hejrus 6 ай бұрын
he just stopped talking to me like I didn't exist
@notdeadbuthappy5614
@notdeadbuthappy5614 2 жыл бұрын
Perfect for my forever sleep
@notdeadbuthappy5614
@notdeadbuthappy5614 2 жыл бұрын
@ロッコ oh ! thank you so much for asking, it's doing great yeah but it could be better
@notdeadbuthappy5614
@notdeadbuthappy5614 2 жыл бұрын
@ロッコ what about you
@notdeadbuthappy5614
@notdeadbuthappy5614 2 жыл бұрын
@ロッコ omg same i wanted to die in the past too , but not anymore so i guess you are right life is better now
@notdeadbuthappy5614
@notdeadbuthappy5614 2 жыл бұрын
@ロッコ well actually i named myself like dis by the time I had suicidal thoughts, so i wanted to convince myself that i am alive and happy but instead of writing "alive" i called it "not dead " because deep down i knew i wasn't feeling well
@rizos886
@rizos886 2 жыл бұрын
@@notdeadbuthappy5614 may i ask why you had these thoughts?
@Yuckbodyrot2
@Yuckbodyrot2 Жыл бұрын
The sound of sad music like this there’s no words to comprehend how it feels only you know that feeling.
@el-qp7qv
@el-qp7qv 2 жыл бұрын
this song will always take a place in my heart
@studiachoto
@studiachoto 2 жыл бұрын
прекрасно, спасибо.
@Rhiannnnnnnnn
@Rhiannnnnnnnn Жыл бұрын
pov: You're listening to this song on the fourth of july.(me currently)
@Alexandra.2008
@Alexandra.2008 Жыл бұрын
March 5 1942 - May 9th 2022 I miss you so much, I wish I had gotten to say goodbye to you, but you were a strong lady so I thought you would survive, like you did all the time, you survived residential schools, many sicknesses, and you survived double pneumonia, you survived in June 2021 when we nearly lost you, then again in January 2022. I’ll miss your stories of when you were young, I’ll miss your personality. You were so strong I miss you so so much old lady. Rest In Peace my love 💔
@Alexandra.2008
@Alexandra.2008 Жыл бұрын
I miss her so much
@aver661
@aver661 10 ай бұрын
I’m so glad these songs are what’s popular right now so that we can play these in a few years when it’s considered nostalgic and old
@andredavis7603
@andredavis7603 5 ай бұрын
This song feels like finally confronting trauma and emotions that you avoided and held in for so long😭😭😭 especially the intro
@esra7214
@esra7214 2 жыл бұрын
4th of july is my birthday and i feel blessed
@slayre1408
@slayre1408 2 жыл бұрын
I’m a little late, but happy birthday dude!
@joorah2555
@joorah2555 Жыл бұрын
happy birthday
@TheRealKjareFox
@TheRealKjareFox 2 жыл бұрын
This song just hits a little too close for me now. By the end I'm smiling through the tears knowing that things are going to be better. As I know things can't be much worse than they are now. Time will make things easier. If anyone reading this far needs anyone to just talk to, know I am always here for you all. I may not have answers for your problems but I can at least lend and ear and give my support. Best wishes to you all🖤🖤
@charlied3189
@charlied3189 2 жыл бұрын
The grief and pain of loss captured perfectly. Can’t imagine how hard it was to make
@len1317
@len1317 2 жыл бұрын
I am so afraid of the death of my family
@omaralkhawaja2065
@omaralkhawaja2065 2 жыл бұрын
All of us fear the day we lose a loved one. I lost my cat 2 days ago 😔 it is not the same as a human but it still hurts 😞
@mina_mgz1155
@mina_mgz1155 Жыл бұрын
It’s the 14th of July and i always comeback to this song. Take care, don’t u ever forgot that ur the strongest fighter ever 🫶❤️
@evelinakomisarova3900
@evelinakomisarova3900 Жыл бұрын
Listening this song every night because I can't sleep without music it's a therapy!
@theweeknd_xoo
@theweeknd_xoo 2 жыл бұрын
"I didn't run away this time right?" - Eddie Munson
@deathOfTheWinterMoon
@deathOfTheWinterMoon 4 ай бұрын
i will never stop crying over this beautifully sad song...
@Soupchi
@Soupchi 2 жыл бұрын
ayyy its 4th of july today :)
@Ben4Life792
@Ben4Life792 2 жыл бұрын
ayyyy xd
@ammar8176
@ammar8176 Жыл бұрын
To the person who read this It's been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don't see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn't think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren't perfect. It's painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don't know how much impact you have in this world and it's sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make a change, it's something so simple and little that brightens up someone's whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you're passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it's been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you're here, existing, but I don't want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It's heartbreaking that you think you're not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it's not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You're not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what's wrong. It's everything, isn't it? There's something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can't give you a hug, that's why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life.I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn't give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn't give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can't you now? I know it's tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don't let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won't let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won't let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there's someone looking right back, maybe we can't see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that's enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you're still fighting. You're so much stronger than you think, you didn't leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn't feel like it, when you don't feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you're one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you're heart is beautiful that's why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other's presence. You're a star for me, maybe you don't see it yourself but I can see it, you're beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don't let your story get written by others but by yourself, it's your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of "I hope" because I have hope for you even if you don't have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That's why I hope you won't see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. If someone left you than don't blame yourself, don't think you weren't enough, don't lower yourself for someone who couldn't see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don't feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn't see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren't accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn't be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You're safe here with me :) You're not useless, you're not a burden to anyone. You're not a problem, you're human and your feelings are valid. You're not being dramatic. Please don't starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it's hard. It hurts to see that you're in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you. Don't let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you're reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you're reading this and it's enough for me to be proud of you because you're here and that's all that matters to me. If it's night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don't let them fight you. If it's day for you, don't start it by such sad music, I know it's impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it's evening for you, you're probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it's okay to feel the way you feel. You don't need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn't? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you're so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer ,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don't need to fake it anymore, because I can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out but don't let it tear you down. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. "Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)" I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. in case no one told you and you're unsure yourself, you're a good person, a awesome one, and I am so happy you're here. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? I need you here with me, Okay? Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don't know much a smile can brighten someone's day, do you? Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don't let the emotion control you by just giving up. It's okay, you're here, you're safe, you can let it out. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it’s your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- Ammar the stranger that cares more about you than anything
@Maribelll10099
@Maribelll10099 Жыл бұрын
i cried so much when I was reading this, literally no one has told me anything like that before in my entire life, it felt weird but nice at the same time, thank you so much for everything it means a lot to me❤️‍🩹 you’re an angel.
@Hikaririss
@Hikaririss Жыл бұрын
Why did u do this to me? I cried so hard when İ'm reading this out loud. Some of your sentences was like they just came up from my mouth. I mean, they were just represent me. I know u are a stranger, but how could u know me this well? I dont know what to say, but I'm just sayin' this, honey, whenever I'm looking at sky, I know there is a stranger somewhere who looking after me. I don't know where are you, but thank you being there. I'm here for you too.
@wholikesolive
@wholikesolive 2 жыл бұрын
this song reminds me of techno 💔
@Moldboy_0
@Moldboy_0 2 жыл бұрын
Same…
@oragongodofamber240
@oragongodofamber240 Жыл бұрын
it dose..i miss him..
@Philocalyleena
@Philocalyleena 2 жыл бұрын
Listening to this on fourth of July. I love and miss you my beautiful
@Ben4Life792
@Ben4Life792 2 жыл бұрын
same here, its fourth of july…
@danielaleksandrov5701
@danielaleksandrov5701 Жыл бұрын
Complete bliss, this is beautiful. Thank You
@danielguidera1629
@danielguidera1629 Ай бұрын
Here I am in my room, all alone, listening to this song and feeling my wounds. I aced high school, but my country let me down! I didn’t get any help, and all the great programs cost money. I can see my future falling apart right in front of me. No choice but to stay like this, all alone.😢
@evanschilling8587
@evanschilling8587 Жыл бұрын
this is the type of song where if i close my eyes, i get flashbacks of my childhood:/
@sophiejeannel2429
@sophiejeannel2429 2 жыл бұрын
this song make me cry ..everytimes
@RelaxMusicForSleep_
@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
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@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
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@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
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@jaysspace425
@jaysspace425 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks I felt home .
@Mareczek6969
@Mareczek6969 Жыл бұрын
I never thought that I would miss my birthday like this, I miss my little self so much...
@hannahon60fps
@hannahon60fps 10 ай бұрын
man idk whats been going on with me but I have been missing the old times so much alot its just not the same like it used to be and never really lasts forever
@user-dn4ew8tu2e
@user-dn4ew8tu2e Жыл бұрын
I can't stop listening to this, it takes my soul..
@hejrus
@hejrus 6 ай бұрын
I agree
@Yourmum_314
@Yourmum_314 2 жыл бұрын
ths song is like when my mother died and left us :).....
@thatoxichildeater9597
@thatoxichildeater9597 2 жыл бұрын
I love you ❤️, be brave bub!
@bibiixtsss
@bibiixtsss Жыл бұрын
É uma música boa para ouvir e refletir e pensar de como deveríamos apreciar o tempo com as pessoas que nós amamos que nos valoriza, Que está no nosso lado dependente das dificuldades. O tempo é tudo que a gente tem e que se torna memória a cada instante.
@RandomxGirlxx
@RandomxGirlxx Жыл бұрын
Your still listening to this in 2023? It's okay, I am too. I need to tell you something, everything is gonna be okay. I know it may seem like no one cares, but I'm always gonna be here for you. Stop talking bad about yourself, stop checking your weight, stop hurting yourself. Be strong for me okay?
@herzsec
@herzsec 2 жыл бұрын
"we're all gonna die"
@imyeva5992
@imyeva5992 Жыл бұрын
This song came from someone who experienced grief, that's why if you experienced as well it will reach you so deep in your soul, you'll feel eveery word so hard..
@gaby6506
@gaby6506 2 жыл бұрын
listening to this song on days like this 😌
@Mello_Gello
@Mello_Gello 2 жыл бұрын
When will I love myself as much as he loves his dead lover
@jeulgeomibrahem8586
@jeulgeomibrahem8586 2 жыл бұрын
he's singing for his mom
@Fly-nLow
@Fly-nLow Жыл бұрын
Keep pushing, we gotta give ourselves a chance ❤
@jaquansmith
@jaquansmith Ай бұрын
A great, great, friend passed on this day of the 4th of July in 2024.
@Aquatic_artist
@Aquatic_artist 2 ай бұрын
if die without this playing, i refuse to die
@RelaxMusicForSleep_
@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
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@RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 жыл бұрын
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@itsarianotoreo
@itsarianotoreo 7 ай бұрын
When i was listening to this song i was completely alone and i started crying because i was reminded of that one thought. . . " *its my fault..they hated me. But.. they made my life feel .. great i felt i was worth something. But... what if i wasnt there. . ?* "
@june.622
@june.622 Жыл бұрын
Mi alzo e vado in montagna! Con un po' di sudore e pazienza arrivo in un posto magico. ❤️
@Ilovejayk
@Ilovejayk 2 жыл бұрын
I feel like im not enough and honestly its true. Im not a good person, a good muslim, a good student or friend. I feel bad for everyone having to put up with me and especially my sister. She's always been going through something and me not being able to do anything about it tears me apart. I wish i could do something to make her feel better, i wish i could erase her depression. I just cant be happy. I wish i could pray my namaz and be a good muslim, i wish i could get good grades and study hard, i wish i was a better daughter to my parents. I cant deal with myself anymore, i just wish i didn't exist anymore, even as im writing this right now i feel like im attention seeking, i dont know what to so with myself anymore i just wish i could be better. -edit Its been a while since i wrote this. I think i'm getting better. I hope i'm happy inshallah.
@caroloak
@caroloak Жыл бұрын
this song makes the feelings grow even stronger. I decided to end a friendship of 5 years that was making me look like an idiot and that made me feel very bad, yesterday I decided not to be an idiot anymore, but unfortunately the memories remain and I'm sad. dealing with it as if it were grief, because the person no longer exists for me after what the girl did... it was a stab in the back...
@bestswaggycat3803
@bestswaggycat3803 Жыл бұрын
Same exact thing happened to me but she never cared for me she was selfish she only cared about how she felt and never mine
@nazimepole5022
@nazimepole5022 2 жыл бұрын
Hearing this in Monday 4 July 2022
@jaslynraymond1626
@jaslynraymond1626 2 жыл бұрын
I have a love hate to this song two days after four of July a couple years ago my friend died in a car accident and this was the song I was listening to when I found out :(
@kms4money
@kms4money Жыл бұрын
I wish I hadn't met this song in my childhood, but I did. Now, coming back to it , I just realized that nothing has changed and probably never will.
@madre4144
@madre4144 Жыл бұрын
You can change so much things, because your future is in your hands..
@nacirhamdi3428
@nacirhamdi3428 Жыл бұрын
This song made think again... that this life is mortal no matter how much pain, suffering, struggle, hardship...they are all gonna fade away...this is just a test to see how are you gonna prepare for the next one...for the real immortal life...are you ready to stick to the right path to it???...are you willing to fight and sacrifice for it???...and I realized that I'm lucky to be born where a I am now, and how God is still willing to forgive me by keeping me able to live every morning I wake up...waiting patiently for me to come back to him...I know I went too far...but I will try to fight for his forgiveness...who ever read this you have to know that you were born for a purpose...you are not a mistake you are a blessing to this world so live well and don't let the past stop you from being happy... it's just a small step of life's ladder...who knows what the next one holds?... but always wish for the best... because if you do you'll find it...#Proud Muslim ❤❤❤
@Milliebrownfansonly.
@Milliebrownfansonly. 8 ай бұрын
I miss her it takes my breath every time I think about her.
@kaubitt471
@kaubitt471 Жыл бұрын
O peso da mente sempre aumenta por esse horário, e todas as vzs q eu relembro de momentos que foram bons, tempos de paz, a angústia se perpetua sobre meus olhos q estão tão cansados, q forças para chorar não existem mais. Isso é horrível. Esse estado me assusta. Eu só queria poder esquecer...
@falon6185
@falon6185 2 жыл бұрын
This song is so painful
@christlovesyou314
@christlovesyou314 2 жыл бұрын
God is KING and I AM a child of God ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@crazzygirrl
@crazzygirrl 2 жыл бұрын
If you put it on 1.25 in speed it sounds even better
@brittaniebailey4930
@brittaniebailey4930 Жыл бұрын
Everyone hates me so it’s time I go home to my grandpa in heaven 😂
@Sara-rn3ti
@Sara-rn3ti Жыл бұрын
Hey are you okay?
@brittaniebailey4930
@brittaniebailey4930 Жыл бұрын
Haha no no I am not
@anantkhanna4954
@anantkhanna4954 Жыл бұрын
are you going to put this on spotify?
@katastrrophic
@katastrrophic Ай бұрын
if you was here life would be so different, but ill never get the chance to find that out. and the sad reality is, this pain will only get worse and worse. they say with grief it gets managable over time, but ive only found myself find it more painful as years go by. 6 years since i lost you
@lxlx1490
@lxlx1490 2 жыл бұрын
He’s happy now with his new girlfriend and I’m happy for them but seeing how he calls her his princess like he did to me
@lmcanm2000
@lmcanm2000 2 жыл бұрын
you will feel better soon you will appreciate how you felt loved by them but remember that one day you will be happy for him without any other feelings towards him
@laurenjones3802
@laurenjones3802 Жыл бұрын
I hadn't heard the lyrics to this song before but my god they are devastating, it's still so beautiful though.
@galwithphilosophy
@galwithphilosophy Жыл бұрын
Thats the most beautiful,heartbreaking,meloncholic thing ive heard for a while 🥺reminds me of myself and all the kids ive known including the adult ones my mom,my teacher,my sister.. “Did you get enough love my little dove?”
@firbs4051
@firbs4051 Жыл бұрын
I just really love her, she was like me but in woman, and now shes's gone, I think I didnt said how much i love her enough, i said it but didn't feel enough, I just want to spend another night hugging her, fffk I really miss her, I didn't say goodbye, n now theres this regrets about what I would have done, I know that all this have no point since I can't do anything now, but still hurts in my mind, is just a month now closing to the two months, the 4th of this month was her birthday, im still going to be in this world another 70 years so i have to keep working n keep moving, but its really hard. Someday I heard my music teacher speaks about the more painfull things that can happend to us, and he speaks about the gastritis, that its one of the most painfull thing, I could say that the other is a love lost, a love that was reciprocated n short that hurts as hell
@papayatm4375
@papayatm4375 6 ай бұрын
i just want my grandma back.
@hatsunemiku4402
@hatsunemiku4402 2 жыл бұрын
Death is just normal, natural but pain is not
@dannyczhechoperative9016
@dannyczhechoperative9016 Жыл бұрын
men without a heart started as men with the biggest hearts, but the best of men found their hearts after losing them.
@Theeightdaystube
@Theeightdaystube Жыл бұрын
My girlfriend dumped me, two years later she texted me this Wednesday. He said he wanted to meet and we did, but a few days later he cut off all communication and left again. I have no friends, no one to love, and I guess my days are numbered, if only for a little while. this song felt good it made me dream thank you.
@zahraaachour1854
@zahraaachour1854 2 жыл бұрын
this song reminds me of the movie the grave if freefiles
@fozziemeow9313
@fozziemeow9313 11 ай бұрын
i want this song at my funeral
@SpookyScarySteve95
@SpookyScarySteve95 Жыл бұрын
I miss you so goddamn much.
@exol360
@exol360 2 жыл бұрын
2:51
@chloemaej
@chloemaej Жыл бұрын
this is fuck!ng slowed to perfection
"did you get enough love, my little dove why do you cry?"
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