Talking about "my'" life Talking about "whose" life? Every Once in a while They get judged fairly, i think The gloomy sun comes back around again Depression takes me once again Sometimes i can only rely on the rain What should i do? Even love and hate decay Even love and hate decay How do you swallow your words and smile so easily? Writing vague words Writing vague words Because of that, I just Cant convey my trust in you Collecting all the dreams that i abandoned Wait a second! Wait a second! I've Made a mistake Ah~ "now and then "Now and then I've Stumbled," Its cold, Its cold, Its cold, Its cold, Its cold Its cold, Its cold, Its cold, Its cold, Its cold So cold, So cold, So cold, So cold, You tell me not to come close Ah~ Your, Your, Your voice is So far, Far, far, far, far, far Far, Far, Far, Far, Far So far, Far, Far, Far Don't Hurt me Whatever rank I am on your list I don't care, For the sake of being me I held the promised id collected I held the promised id collected The mistakes of today, I swallow them painfully Even love and hate decay Even love and hate decay How do you swallow your words and smile so easily? "Two childish flowers" Of course, of course I wonder if you abandoned all hope? Ah~ distant dreams That i chase after go Quickly, Quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly Quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly I can't reach them Throwing away these desires And leaving them behind Hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful Can i not be forgiven? ah~ i watched my dreams And thought they would come true i'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared I'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared So scared, So scared, So scared, So scared Don't come any closer just repeating the words That you use to greet me It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold so cold, so cold, so cold, so cold Please, I'm begging you Whatever rank I am to you I don't care, For the sake of being myself... (THESE ARE THE LYRICS!!) it took me such a long time- i copied each and every word from the song to write this- I HOPE Y'ALL LIKE IT!! its not a cute song if anybody thinks it is- its about suffering, and depression

For those who don’t know, the creator of this song, siinamota, died on July 23, 2015. His cause of death was never officially revealed, but it’s widely believed to have been suicide, given that the last song he ever wrote (“Healthy End”) was about suicide. The last song he ever released (“Please Give Me a Red Pen”) was also quite dark, and he uploaded it only 30 minutes before he died. It is believed to be about why he committed suicide.

Early 2022, I lost all of my friends in a terrible fight, I used to listen to this song every bus ride, memorizing the English lyrics. I cried once or twice with this playing in the back ground. I’m way better now and still occasionally listen to this. No matter what I’m going through, this will always be a great song

therapist: how many times have you listened to this?!?! me: y e s.

This song is stuck in my head…. I love it so much

The song 🗿 The dancer🗿 The singer 🗿 The instrumental 🗿 The viewers 🗿 The song listener 🗿 The saver of the song🗿 The one who added this song in his playlist 🗿 The one who got motivated and went to gym after listening this masterpiece 🗿 The whole gym 🗿 All the gym equipments including the mats🗿 The gym shoes 🗿 The one who play this at gym🗿 All who listens it 🗿 All who get more excited to do more reps 🗿 The nerves of the body 🗿 The blood streaming at speed of light after hearing this 🗿 The comments🗿 The thoughts while writing this 🗿 My hands while typing this 🗿 The keyboard 🗿 The alphabets 🗿 KZfaq 🗿 Thumbnail 🗿 Subtitle 🗿 This comment 🗿 Those who likes this comment 🗿 Those who comment in this 🗿 Those who start a convo in this comment 🗿 Those who comment '🗿' 🗿

playing this song in a competitive game/race is on a whole other level of adrenaline rush

I AM OBSESSED WITH THIS SONG, ITS STRESSED OUT LIKE ME

RIP, you will forever be missed. remember, there is always help available, don’t be afraid to speak up about how you feel, keep living, keep going.

when i was depressed this song accompany me through all hardship and pain and now im okey this is still my favorite song hope you all find your inner peace and respect to the legend who write this how i wish his still alive to see his masterpiece is a boom and best song ever.

people who dont know: its a happy cute song! :D people who know: you're lucky you dont know...

すごい私の夢の歌 ❤️❤️💓

I hope siinamota is resting easy knowing he made some of the best vocaloid songs

Esta pequeña parte de mi vida se llama felicidad

Give props for this person who made an hour long song with so mny other languages 😊

justo estaba buscando version de una hora de esta cancion, y viene con subtitulos, mejor de lo que esperaba, gracias

this song has became eternally stuck to my ears, brain, feet, eyes, mouth, hands, legs, toes and tears :)

Its so funny with the fast sound and i love this song too thank you so much for making this long version thanks!!!

i like how this song still trending in community sometime

1:19 i really like this part

Ahhh, this song became my earworm, I love this song sm. Thanks for making this long version of this song 🖤

Thank you for making a one hour version of this song. It exspresses my feelings

Listening to this song and playing either horror or Evade is such a good combo ngl

This is my best song ever I love it! And he fact you did this for one hour is so much to me

When I hear this vocaloid song I know this is not a cute song, but a depression and sad experience from the creator😢. RIP... This is a masterpiece

*If this song isn’t playing during my funeral then I’m coming back*

has this song ever let anyone fell like they don't have to bottle things up like emotions or problems? does it fell like this song can allow you to cry or scream or show any other emotion just because its so relatable, especially to young people and teens. this song helps me express my emotions so much!

Ugh I- L- O- V- E- THIS SONG

Such a talented artist, I did not know he passed away being so young, that is pretty sad

justo estaba buscando version de una hora de esta cancion, y viene con subtitulos, mejor de lo que esperaba, gracias, aunque no hable ingles o japones creo igual me encanta

Thank you for making this im going to listen to it while i fall asleep! :]

Number 1 song in my playlist.

僕の命っつったって 誰の命っつったって 時々 公平に 裁かれるもんなんでしょ 暗い空にやってきた 鬱を連れてやってきた 時々雨 総計に 頼り切りだ どうしよう 朽ちるまでの愛憎を 朽ちるまでの愛憎を 飲み込む君 簡単に 笑顔む君 どうして 言葉を書く 解消に 言葉を書く 解消に 伝わりきらんないから 君だけをさ 信じて 捨ててきた夢を集めて ちょっと ちょっと 間違えたから ああ「時々、時々、躓いたって、」 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 言い寄らないで ああ、君の、君の、君の声が 視覚的 視覚的 視覚的 視覚的 視覚的 視覚的 視覚的 視覚的 見えない 見えない 見えない 見えないで 何番目でも 何番目でも 私が私であるために？ 契約り集め 持ってきた 契約り集め 持ってきた あの日の間違いを飲み込むのが苦しくて 朽ちる Boku no inochi ttsuttatte dare no inochi ttsuttatte tokidoki kōhei ni sabaka reru mon'na ndesho kurai sora ni yattekita 鬱 O tsurete yatte kita tokidoki ame sōkei ni tayori-kirida dō shiyō kuchiru made no aizō o kuchiru made no aizō o nomikomu-kun kantan ni egao mu-kun dōshite kotoba o kaku kaishō ni kotoba o kaku kaishō ni tsutawari kiran naikara kimidakewo-sa shinjite sutete kita yume o atsumete chotto chotto machigaetakara ā `tokidoki,-ji 々, Tsumazuitatte,' samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui iiyoranaide ā, kimi no, kimi no, kiminokoe ga shikaku-teki shikaku-teki shikaku-teki shikaku-teki shikaku-teki shikaku-teki shikaku-teki shikaku-teki mienai mienai mienai mienaide nan-banme demo nan-banme demo watashi ga watashidearu tame ni? Keiyakuri atsume motte kita keiyakuri atsume motte kita ano Ni~Tsu no machigai o nomikomu no ga kurushikute kuchiru

Bruh the beat is so lively and the lyrics just hits hard

Why is every vocaloid song so depressing. This is why I love them so much

En mi cabeza tengo esa canción de siinamota Es muy especial pasdescanze por el el hombre que iso la canción ❤

I listened to this without understanding it yet it goes to my brain.

Oh my God is too GOOD BRO :D

I cant get this song out of my head

I just singed the whole song and it took my breath away

When your entire life is falling apart:

少女A is my most favorite song of them all edit:omg!!!yuri hearted me!! :D

When i hear this song:The song its so good Me in my mind:THIS IS ALWAYS IN MY HEAD ITS STUCK ON MAH HEAD IM ALWAYS VIBING IF I HEAR THIS SONG!!

dude i was wondering why didn't it end it's been playing for 5 hours and I just realized it was on loop

Rip - PowaPowaP I will always look up to you.

このビデオが本当に好きです。よくやった

i love this song that its stuck in my head for days

this song become my favorite song like its never outta my head

この傑作をありがとう。とても共感できるので、自分の気持ちを表現するのに役立ちます。安らかに眠ってください

Bu şarkıyı dileyince aklıma Rengoku ve Akaza"nın savaşı geliyor ;)

THANK YOU SO MUCH!! I WAS LOOKING FOR THIS!!!

MUCHAS GRACIAS

original song My life, and someone else's life Why are they sometimes judged as if they're equal? I'm met with dark skies, bringing along my depression I can't totally rely on the occasional rain anymore; what do I do? Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate How can you swallow it so easily and still smile? Writing down vague words, writing down vague words I can't express myself well, so you're the only one I trust I gather together my abandoned dreams Wait, hold on, I've made a mistake Ah, "I stumble again and again," It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, don't lead me on Ah, your voice is so Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away Far away, far away, far away, far away, please don't hurt me How many times, how many more times Will it take until I can just be myself? I've come with all my promises, I've come with all my promises It was so hard to swallow down my mistakes from back then Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate How can you swallow it so easily and still smile? "Here are two flowers to trick a child," I'm sure, so sure, it's because I gave up, isn't it? Ah, I'm chasing after a far-off dream Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, I can't keep up The feelings left behind that I couldn't throw away are Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate Hate, hate, hate, hate, can't you forgive me? Ah, I thought I was going after my dreams, and yet I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, don't come near me Doing nothing but repeating my motto over again It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, I'm begging you, please How many times, how many more times Will it take until I can just be myself? lyrics 僕の命っつったって　誰の命っつったって 時時々　公平に　裁かれるもんなんでしょ 暗い空にやってきた　鬱を連れてやってきた 時々雨　総計に　頼り切りだ　どうしよう 朽ちるまでの愛憎を　朽ちるまでの愛憎を 飲み込む君　簡単に　微笑む君　どうして 言葉を書く　曖昧に　言葉を書く　曖昧に 伝わりきらんないから　君だけをさ　信じて 捨ててきた夢をあつめて ちょっと　ちょっと　間違えたから ああ　「時に　時に　躓いたって、」 寒い　寒い　寒い　寒い　寒い 寒い　寒い　寒い　寒い　寒い 寒い　寒い　寒い　寒い　言い寄らないで ああ　君の　君の　君の声が 遠い　遠い　遠い　遠い　遠い 遠い　遠い　遠い　遠い　遠い 遠い　遠い　遠い　遠い　傷つけないで 何番目でも　何番目でも 僕が僕であるために？ 契り集め　持ってきた　契り集め　持ってきた あの日の間違いを　飲み込むのが苦るしくて 朽ちるまでの愛憎を　朽ちるまでの愛憎を 飲み込む君　簡単に　微笑む君　どうして 「子供だましの花ふたつ、」 きっと　きっと　諦めたから？ ああ　遠い夢を追いかけてさ 早い　早い　早い　早い　早い 早い　早い　早い　早い　早い 早い　早い　早い　早い　追いつけないよ 捨てきれず残した思いが 憎い　憎い　憎い　憎い　憎い 憎い　憎い　憎い　憎い　憎い 憎い　憎い　憎い　憎い　許されないの？ ああ　夢を　夢を見てたはずが 怖い　怖い　怖い　怖い　怖い 怖い　怖い　怖い　怖い　怖い 怖い　怖い　怖い　怖い　近づかないで 合言葉を繰り返すだけ 寒い　寒い　寒い　寒い　寒い 寒い　寒い　寒い　寒い　寒い 寒い　寒い　寒い　寒い　お願いだから 何番目でも　何番目でも 僕が僕であるために… english Whose life did you take, whose life did you take? Sometimes you get judged fairly, don't you? I came to the dark sky, I came with depression. Sometimes it rains, I rely on the total, what should I do? Love and hate until decay, love and hate until decay You who swallow easily, you who smile, why Write words ambiguously Write words ambiguously I can't tell you, so trust me. Gathering up the dreams that have been abandoned Hey, hey, because I made a mistake Oh, "Sometimes I stumble." Cold, cold, cold, cold, cold Cold, cold, cold, cold, cold Cold, cold, cold, cold, don't talk to me Oh, yours, yours, your voice Far Far Far Far Far Far Far Far Far Far Far Far Far away Far Far Far Don't hurt me No matter how many times For me to be me? Gathering Occasions, Gathering Events, Gatherings, Gathering It's hard to swallow the mistakes of that day. Love and hate until decay, love and hate until decay You who swallow easily, you who smile, why "Two children's flowers." Surely, because I gave up? Ah, chasing a distant dream Oh, I'm chasing a distant dream. Early Early It's early, it's early, it's early, it's early, I can't keep up. The thoughts that I left behind that I couldn't throw away I hate I hate I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, it's unforgivable? Oh, I should have dreamed, I should have dreamed. I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, stay away Just repeat the watchword Cold, cold, cold, cold, cold Cold, cold, cold, cold, cold It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, please. No matter how many times For me to be me...

あなたの歌がとてもとてもとても大好きです 😊

this video is too perfect, thank you so much

i swear I can listen this everyday when I’m on pc with playing games😥😭🙆

when your friend says: this is the end.....*doom slayer the only thing they fear is you starts playing*

TOO GOOD I LOVE IT SO MUCH

すばらしい！この曲は文字通り私の人生を表現しています。 ♥️

これは永遠に私のお気に入りの曲になります😁

WHO EVER MADE THIS DESERVES A OSCAR

Nunca me aburro de esta canción

Thank You Now I Can Sleep In Peace! Thanks! ♡♡♡

this song really makes me cry. R.I.P ryo mizoguchi

0:00. start 0:11. Boss fight 1:01. Enemy 1:59. runs into a wolf 2:00. fights wolf 2:02.wins 2:34.last boss fight 2:50. Sees light 3:00. God fight 3:01. Wins god fight 3:23. sees t-rex 3:45. claims t-rex as a pet 4:00. Sleeps 7:25. Wakes up 7:35. fights last boss 7:49. Pet saves me 7:56. Says bye to pet 8:00 lets t-rex leaves 8:10 t-rex comes back 8:23 goes back home Like👍for part two2

Muchas gracias

No but fr thank you for making this!

Man depressed/sad songs are the best vibe

this song wants to make me let all of my emotions out for some reason, I just love music and especially sad music in another language

Justo estaba buscando versión de una de esta canción

Escutando essa música pra me acalmar... porque hoje é domingo, e meu pai provavelmente está bebendo de novo. E eu estou imaginando quando ele chegar em casa... ☹️☹️☹️

This is my only type of happiness in this world i am so grateful

thank you so much for this masterpiece

podría escuchar esta canción hasta que me sangraran los oídos >:3 (Nueva sub)

tysm for this song

I somehow get goosebumps whenever I hear this..

translation 僕の命っつったって 誰の命っつったって 時時々 公平に 裁かれるもんなんでしょ 暗い空にやってきた 鬱を連れてやってきた 時々雨 総計に 頼り切りだ どうしよう 朽ちるまでの愛憎を 朽ちるまでの愛憎を 飲み込む君 簡単に 微笑む君 どうして 言葉を書く 曖昧に 言葉を書く 曖昧に 伝わりきらんないから 君だけをさ 信じて 捨ててきた夢をあつめて ちょっと ちょっと 間違えたから ああ 「時に 時に 躓いたって、」 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 言い寄らないで ああ 君の 君の 君の声が 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 傷つけないで 何番目でも 何番目でも 僕が僕であるために？ 契り集め 持ってきた 契り集め 持ってきた あの日の間違いを 飲み込むのが苦るしくて 朽ちるまでの愛憎を 朽ちるまでの愛憎を 飲み込む君 簡単に 微笑む君 どうして 「子供だましの花ふたつ、」 きっと きっと 諦めたから？ ああ 遠い夢を追いかけてさ 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 追いつけないよ 捨てきれず残した思いが 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 許されないの？ ああ 夢を 夢を見てたはずが 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 近づかないで 合言葉を繰り返すだけ 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い お願いだから 何番目でも 何番目でも 僕が僕であるために

first

YES! UR JA-MAZING ✨✨✨✨✨

how is this so relatable? this is literally my entire life

Me listening to this song while getting in a fight or getting chased in a game is amazing with.

i luv this song , it makes me feel really relatable to the lyrics , but it makes me fr so sad that the one who made this song died

BRO this matches perfectly with an stickman oc i have, his name is Bob and he has a lil brother, Bobi. So he has Panic attacks,anxiety, and not very social, bassicaly an introvert, and i'm planing to make an comic about his brother (Bobi) being kidnapped by one of the antagonist, i swear to god Bob sufferred a lot.. btw thx for reading this shit :) OH and his father was controled and forced to kill his wife by one of the antagonist :D

WHY I LOVE THIS SO MUCH

This song permanently set on my brain💝

淡いスマイルタイム10ジェーエービーちゃんとその後ギャラドスエレベーターと言う信さん頭頭穴どっち. -a wise man

every time i stumble its cold,cold,cold,cold,cold,cold whz zoukeep doing this do zou gave up with all those dreams you had from our life your voice is so far,far,far,far,fa,far

thanks for the video i was looking for this 1 hour song

JUSTO BUSCABA LA VERSION DE 1HORAAAAAA Esa cancion me ayuda a relajarme y a hacer mis cosas bn ;)

Thank You For This Song And I wish This Song Is In My Funeral!!!!:)))

1:19 omg good sound

This is forever going to be my favorite song too

Hola me gusta esta canción 😃 yo siempre lo estaba buscando pero no lo encontré, pero ahora sí y será mi favorita 😃😃😃😃😊😊

When you are happy/normal, you just vibe to the song, but when you are sad, You relate and understand the meaning, when you have lived a sad life, you really relate and understand it, you understand the pain the person has experienced. Just to remind: Your heart is not a door, dont lock it Your life is not a movie, do not end it Your neck is not a cloth, dont hang it Your face is not a mask, dont hide it Hope you are happy.✨

took me so long to find this song but it was worth it!

Obra de arte

Imma go to sleep to this now ♥︎❦❣❧😴😴😴😴😴😴😴😴😴

song hits harder then my dad

perfect

is so good