most likely didnt. im an alcoholic and i lie constantly so that people dont feel the need to be worried. i go through stints of sobriety and feel amazing. but its crazy what alcohol does to your mind. when i drink a lot and am on a bender i have serious thoughts of suicide. when im sober im never suicidal.

@@doodlebob2023 I had a friend I worked with drink himself to death, he would get drunk every work night and on the weekends he would wake up around 6am be drunk by noon take a nap get up around 4pm and get drunk again. One day at work we were getting ready to go home and he calls me into the bathroom and says look in the urinal and it looked like someone poured a can of coca cola in there, he says that's my urine and when he looked at me I saw his eyes were yellow and I told him you need to go immediately to the doctor and not the bar when you leave here. Sure enough he had cirrhosis and they told him to look at a bottle of alcohol like it has a skull and crossbones on it. He stopped for a couple months maybe and started drinking again and within a week he called 911 as he was bleeding out of every orafice, I went and saw him in Hospice where he was completely out of it on morphine, wearing a diaper and I just remember the bruises that were covering his body were shocking. He always had this belly that protruded outward but was very hard like a watermelon and now it was extremely protruding and covered in bruises. He was such a good guy, really smart, really funny and a very dear friend, it was awful to watch, I begged him for many years to if not stop at least back off but he loved being drunk. Died at 46, don't let alcohol take your life away, you are more important than it.

He probably wasn't. Alcoholics are notorious liars. Notice how he claims his scooter accident was 'sober'.

@@NovaPrincess i gotta agree with you there. i hate being an alcoholic because of how much i lie and do shitty things. im gunna stop drinking forever.

@@doodlebob2023 I doubt you'll stop. Just own up to your personality and stop pretending to be someone you're not. I notice how Grayson said at 25:30 that he had a lot of 'second chances' more than most. He was incredibly privileged and still squandered his life away because he was a narcissist, like most alcoholics. Alcoholism and narcissism overlap to an incredible degree. Grayson probably didn't want to face that his fiancee left him because of his nasty behavior. Grayson also made disgusting comments about a high school minor when he was a grown adult at the time. He was a corrupted deviant.