Emma , Myself and 13.5K subscribers are here with you .Sending all my love and strength 💚💚💚💚

Thankyou for allowing us to be part of your life n keeping us all updated I know it's been the worst time in your life but remember we're all here holding your hand 🧕❤

Your pockets are bulging with all of us love. We circle you with love and strength.

To say "it's been a lot, guys". HUGE understatement, Emma. Sending you love and strength. Dave is looking out for his mummy too!! Animals are so sensitive and will know you're in deep grief and pain. They'll love you unconditionally, as they always do. Take care, Emma. Much love darling girl. ❤ xx

I haven’t said anything before but I did light a candle in Peterborough cathedral for you all and a prayer to give you all peace, strength and love before I headed back home to Scotland on the 15th may. You are such a beautiful soul. I would love to meet you one day. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Your Ash and babies must be so comforting right now. You've got this, Emma. ❤

Sweet Emma, it's not raining tears, its God watering the garden so that you have beautiful flowers. God bless you Emma, be strong and stand on your faith no matter what.

It must be so difficult to just stop being with Susie and thinking/worrying about mum. The space that has opened up is for peace, calm, quiet and grieving. You deserve huge peace Emma. You deserve sunshine and love.

Emma, your going to need a heck of a big pocket sweetheart because there's ever so many of us all around the world by your side supporting you along this life's journey. BIG Hug's Emma 🙏💞 XXX.

Just remember Emma that they are together now watching over you. No more pain or suffering for them. Take good care of yourself. Get some rest and enjoy a walk in nature to help you heal. Your animals and garden are so beautiful and both will help you to heal. Maybe when you feel up to it, you can plant something special in your garden in memory of your mom and sister. Thanks for sharing. We are all thinking of you! ❤

Your extended family out here loves you and Ash and all of your family...Emma, you are as finest in th sister and Mother!!!❤❤❤.we will be here for you for always!!!! God Love you all!!! You are a stunning and beautiful lady first ❤️ 💕 💖 ♥️

Love the cheeky chops with their mum at the end and your Sooz/Emma scrunch face. Your healing has started. We ❤ you Emma

Emma, You are one of the strongest women I have had the pleasure of getting to know. Sending you lots of love, hugs and strength from your friend in South Korea

We are in your pocket ALWAYS. And you are in ours’. Thank you for continuing to let us know how things are going. We care 💖

Dear Emma, May God Bless you as you arrange funerals for your dear sister Sooz and your dear Mum...May the angels surround you and give you peace.....You have been such a good daughter and sister. You truly loved Sooz and your Mum....God Bless....Love, Cherie....

All the comments say it elegantly! You DO have us all. We love you.❤❤❤❤❤

Thank you so much for including us in their funerals. We have all grown to love you and your family over the years. You're an amazing woman Emma and your inner strength will get you through this. Sending love and prayers xxx

You are a strong brave lady Em xx I lost my son 2 years ago and I couldn't even speak.....you are making Mummy and Sooz so very proud from that beautiful beach xx just remember that they are always with you xx

I can't believe how much they drop the ball with your Mum. Sounds like the situation with my poor Uncle five years ago. Out here, they gouge you for every little thing financially when someone passes. What a terrible thing to do to the grieving. Thank you, darling Em for deciding to live stream the service. I love you so much. Sending the most comforting hugs and love, Michelle (L.A.)

May angels and God keep watch over you and your beloved loved ones. Bless you Emma 🙏🙏

Dear Emma, it’s bad enough having to organise a funeral for a lost love one but to have to do for two loved ones together is heartbreaking 💔 Wishing you all the strength in the world 😢

Animals are absolutely the best therapy xx love n hugs to you all❤

Thank you Emma for this update. You are on autopilot right now and numb which will help you cope with the next few weeks. Look after yourself when that wears off. You looked like Sooz at the end of the video when you're with Dave and Minky moo, when you squinted your eyes and nose. Your dear Mummy and Sooz are living through you now and you lady, are one inspirational powerhouse! 💫

I love that we are your Polly Pockets❤️ hope you have nice big roomy pockets for all of us who love you to fit into❤️ You’re amazing Emma with how you’re dealing with everything & everyone. Sending so much love & huge hugs xx

Oh Em 🫂 Although Sooz is an angel up high 😇 you're an angel on Earth xx 😘 you are keeping the memory of Sooz alive, empowering us women to stand up and be heard, allowing us into your world and continuing to make Suzies legacy known far and wide, and for that we thank you xx ❤️ love you millions xx

The setup outside for your babies is amazing. Sunshine, shelter, and shade.

Dave, Minky, Cookie, Tiny Teabag and Vass all wait patiently to love and comfort their mummy. And they will. Unconditionally. ❤

Honestly Emma, the best way to describe this situation is just shit. There’s no other words to explain it! After my mum died, in a funny way why I started the funeral prep I felt like I was actually doing something and things got into motion. It took nearly 10 days for my mum to be taken from the hospital mortuary to the funeral director, it was awful. But once she was with them, I felt better knowing she’d be taken care of and respected. I saw her in the chapel of rest, as soon as the arranger opened the door, I burst into tears but not out of fear but pure relief seeing her after so long. She looked beautiful, and like the weight had been lifted off her shoulders. She looked so much better than she did in hospital, and it was such a comfort to see her dressed up and not in a gown. Just to hold her hands and be around her again was such a comfort. I went in the morning of her funeral to hold her hand once more and see her face. I’m grateful for the image I have and can live with it. The funeral directors I had was amazing and a well respected one in London. Like you said they took all the stress, listened to my ideas and what I wanted. Even down to little touches of going passed our house, her old school and our old flat, they left a single rose there. It really did help with having small touches like that. Even down to her urn, it matches the coffin that she had. I’m sending you so much love Emma, things will be okay. You don’t have to keep strong or brave. Just go with the flow and look for the signs from them, they are with you❤

I have heard the expression “Running on autopilot “ but until now I hadn’t experienced it first hand, my dear your strength and compassion, love and understanding is beyond measure. I know everything seems like a blur…. It’s so hard to grieve when you are being pulled in so many directions, we are all still here for you ! 💡❤️🙏 hugs and love, thanks for keeping us in the loop. I know sharing with us is difficult, but at the same time, it appears to be somewhat therapeutic for you.

Hello Emma, Your body is running on pure addrenaline until the last task is done. Burying my parents and 4 siblings, it is more work than anyone can imagine. I just worry for you when this is all done, your going to fall apart physically and mentally, and I hope you get the help you need to get you through the rough months ahead. I didn't and I wish I had looking back now. You are brave, courageous, loving, kind, and the best sister and daughter a family could have. We all love and care for you and are with you all the way. ❤❤❤

That tiny smile at the end showed me you've got this Emma. With you in thoughts all the way. Sending loads of love to all of you Emma. 🩷xxx

emma i have not been able to say a word and i have wanted to say you and your family are in my prayers sending huge hugs i am so ❤❤❤❤ sorry😢❤

You're a strong , brave woman, so sorry what has happened, heart wrenching.

Emma, I cannot begin to imagine how tired, lost and devastated you are feeling. There are so many details to sort out and at the same time you just want to crawl in bed and forget about everything except all the emotions you are dealing with. Know that your followers and friends are here to lift you up when you are finding it hard to function. My thoughts are with you, Jason, Ash, Kevin and Terry. Thank you so much for sharing so much of this journey with us.❤🇨🇦

I could hear a female singing what sounded like Ave Maria at the beginning of the video. It sounded so peaceful, you probably think I'm nuts but thought I'd mention it in case it has any significance. They're both there with you ❤❤ sending love ❤

The "Tell Us Once" website is wonderful! So many phone calls that we have to make is soul crushing. 😢 I wish we had something like that in the US. Take care dear, you have been through more than most of us can imagine. Take comfort in knowing how many of us are here with you, holding your hand.

Oh my lovely I worry so for you when all this is over the come down will be so extreme. We are all here for the long haul though Emma. You have lost so much trust because of how Sooz was treated but never lose your trust in all of us, we will never let you down xxxx

Emma, my husband passed suddenly. I could not remember a thing. Thank God I had my sister who talked to coroner and helped me organize where he will be going. You are in shock. Just know we are all here with our hearts and strength. Love from Canada. xxx.

I’m so so sorry Emma for your loss of your mum and sister.I can’t imagine how you’re feeling at this moment.I lost my mum in February this year and my daughter two years ago to ovarian cancer.She was 39 years old. Life is so cruel.I know it’s hard to say but keep strong Emma we’re all here for you sweetheart.Lots of love to you from Pat and family in Norwich.xx💔💔

I am a twin and I just cannot imagine what you are going through! I lost my mum 31 years ago, she died young, but at the funeral I will always remember what a family friend said to me. He said that it was mum's overcoat in the coffin and her soul is still with us all and every time I look in the mirror I will see her. He was right and I really hope this helps you too xx

Emma , my comment has vanished again so I’ll just say you are a very special lady and it’s been an honour sharing you and Sooz journey . Thank you for including us in the funeral , we would all want to be there to wish Sooz and Muriel Gods speed . I am sad to see you doing everything on your own , what a heavy and sad burden you have to bear . I’ll end by saying you are much loved and we will always be here for you, I never realized that I could love someone I’ve never even met … God Bless you , and please KZfaq don’t delete this comment ‼️‼️🫂🫶🏻💐

We are all here for youEmma giving you the biggest hug ever. The shock of what has happened has made you go on 'auto pilot' and that's what is helping you deal with everything,its amazing what our brain can do to protect us at times like this. Take good care and please make sure that you rest when you need to.💕🙏🏻💕🙏🏻💕🙏🏻 xxx

Our beautiful Emma. One foot in front of the other. an hour at a time. we are all around you, wrapping our arms around you. The strength you are showing is truly remarkable but yet I am not surprised as I know that remarkable is exactly what you are. Sooz and your mum are next to you, guiding you. Please try to take just a moment to breathe, and remember we are with you, every step of the way.

Emma what a beautiful soul you are. My prayers, love and energy are being sent to you and your whole family. You are truly loved....

Emma I'm in floods of tears here for you! Ash please give her a huge hug for me ❤ 😢

I found your page one day before you lost Mum and Sooz. But you are so good at sharing everything that I feel like I’ve known you all for years.

You are doing an amazing job through your grief Emma. To echo everyone else we are here, we love you, we are grieving with you and we are holding your hand. We all grew to love Muriel and Sooz. Rest in peace beautiful people. ❤❤ xxxx

You are an amazing woman and we stand behind you, holding you up as you start this journey of grief for mom and Sooz. Emma.....I bet your furbabies are giving you lots of love and cuddles. I just can't...Dave's face did it for me at the end....❤❤❤

My heart hurts for you to lose your dad, mum, and sissy so close together. I pray for peace and healing of your heart. Love from Michigan, USA.

Yes we are all with you in your pocket. Love and prayers ❤

Oh Emma, my heart is breaking with you. Know that we are all here to help you and lift you up.

Consider me a permanent part of your pocket sweet Emma. This is such a tough time and I can't say how it is for you, but for me, a sense of shock got me through all those things you have to get done right away. I remember looking back much later wishing I could feel that kind of numbness again, but of course it was only sent to get me though those early days. The fact that you take the time to update us I really appreciate because you have been in my heart and mind for so long now but especially this last week. Know how loved you are and not just for a few days, but you are stuck with us forever. Love you, Mary in Michigan

Prayers from Cape Town South Africa ❤

Emma lots of love and hugs. My heart is broken for you hun.😢😢❤❤❤❤❤

there are no words, im sending you all the love and prayers I have to give. were here for you xx

Emma, you amaze me every time you post. Your beauty and strength are an inspiration and the information you are relaying is so valuable. Please never forget that there are many, many people supporting you from near and far ❤️

You are virtually on auto pilot. It's a shame you haven't got someone to help you with some things. You are an amazing woman Emma. You have a heart of gold. Thinking of you always. Love to you. xxx

Sending so so much love, it has been an honour to be with you all this far, I hope you allow us to stay longer. Your pockets are overflowing with all of our love, support and light. Xxx

I’m one of the silent watchers, my lovely sending you strength and so much love. You my Beautiful lady are special the strength you have is off any scale that’s ever existed wow just wow At your strength so much love special lady xxx

sending you all so much love you are in my thoughts and heart feel me holding you xx aww bless even the fur babies are heart broken bless them all love you dont ever forget that emma xx

Emma , I am so very sorry for your profound loss. I wish I could give you a huge hug. Many of us in the US love you .

So amazing you're able to have them brought together again. It was a miracle your Mum perked up in order to be with Sooz and get them together in the hospital. You were the reason that gift was able to happen for them, and now, again. This is the hardest thing you've done, and the most beautiful. Then you will be on your new journey, a time to grieve, to take care of yourself, and surround yourself with love. You have been a part of something important. When it's time for your final journey, Your Mum and Sooz will be there to welcome you with open arms again. Love never dies. It just grows. Take time for yourself. We're here for you Emma.

We lost our son in February. The first 2 weeks were a blur and I see in you how I felt. Seemed like we would stare off in space. I send you love and prayers. Right now you just take it a moment at a time. People will help you get through this phase and we all will send positive thoughts and hopes your way.

Sending a bountiful of love dear Emma from Melbourne Australia 🇦🇺 ❤️ 🦋🌹🌹🕊🕊🐞🐞💐⚘️🌞🌈🙏❤❤❤❤❤

Emma ❤ It's so lovely to see your darling Teabag, Cookie, Minky-Moo & Dave 😊 Oh how I've missed seeing them around. You're garden is so beautiful & peaceful. Holding you up through this time Emma, grief can feel so very disorientating ❤ 🫂 I am glad the funeral directors have supported you in manging the arrangements, that must have felt totally overwhelming especially as your sorting this on your own 🙏 ❤ Theres so much to do when loved ones pass away, it's incredibly hard. I will be joining you all at the funeral via live stream/recording. Thank you for arranging this ❤️ You are never alone. May God and spirit bless you all 🙌 🙏 xxxx

Your strength is amazing Emma. Your Mum & Sooz will be so proud of you. Time with your fur babies listening to the birdsong is good for your soul. Sending lots of love & big soothing hugs ❤🤗 xx

This is my first video watching you, you have some strength in you you don't even know yet bringing this out online and talking to us about it I'm amazed that you could do this with such grace. I'm Native American so I'm sending my great Thunderbird to wrap his wings around your during this time❤❤❤ make sure that you make time for yourself as well

Thank you so much sweet Emma for keeping your extended family posted ❤You are absolutely right “You do have all of us in your pocket xxoo big Hugh hugs from me to you

I am probably 4K miles away but I am right there with you in spirit. You are so incredible. I just can’t believe your strength. ❤ I keep looking for your updates.

Hope you feel the love that everyone is sending you? It's so difficult to deal with everything at the worst possible time. You are doing fantastically. Sending you hugs and so much love.

You have the strength to do this!!! You have already proven that. It breaks my heart to see you having to deal with so much by yourself. It's just so much when your heart is breaking. You are loved!❤

Here in the US the hospice nurse took care of calling the funeral home for us.

We’ve got you darling Emma. I remember saying to mum, all she had to do is close her eyes and I was right with her, holding her hand and I’m doing that with you. Not only me but all your thousand of followers along with your beautiful Mum and beautiful Sooz. We’re all here for you, every step of the way darling. Sending you so much love and strength. 🙏♥️

Thank you for letting us be there in your life! I wish I could just teach through and give u the biggest hug! I had to do those things for my mom and i know it's not easy but your doing a wonderful job! They are so thankful for you and if they could they surely would tell you! Your a beautiful person! Love you ❤

I nursed my mother law with cancer, and we struggled with trying to get her pain free at the end. When they got a space at our local hospice, we were so thankful as they knew exactly how to control her pain. The day before she died she wanted minestrone soup, so when you said suz had asked for some I thought things were getting closer. My heart goes out to you as you have lost so much in the last few weeks and life just sucks atm for you. Sending loads of prayers and hugs xx if you get chance try and find The Apples on you tube. I was watching Jenny Apple a few years ago and she was vegan, healthy and out of the blue she got lung cancer, without never smoking. Her husband, documented her journey like you to make people aware this illness can affect everyone. Her husband, still blogs it's hes way of coping with grief and it's heartbreaking but inspirational to watch. Your inspirational and amazing too, keep strong Emma we are all here for you xx much love xx

Emma, you have been thru so much recently. You did more than enough for your dear mum & Sooz, you should be proud of yourself! I think once the funerals have taken place, you'll need time & space to chill out & accept whats happened. I know that after my dad died, i felt like i was on auto pilot & it didn't allow me to grieve. Once his funeral had taken place, i was able to go thru the grieving process, in my own time. Sending you big hugs xxx

2:13. The trees look like angel wings. ❤

Know that your Mother and Susie are fine now where they are... Happy and well. It's those of you left here who are struggling now, so do take care of yourself. Have peace. Get rest. ❤❤❤

It’s lovely to see you at home surrounded by your babies and Ash. That’s comforting for you in itself. You’re able to do this because you’re still caring for your Mum and Sooz, you’re still caring and doing everything you can for them, just as you did when they were physically here. This is the last thing that you can do for them and you’re coping so bravely Em. Yes we are in your pocket sending you love and hugs to help you in this next stage. We all love you and are so proud of you. Sending all my love to you 😘👱🏻‍♀️👱🏻‍♀️🥰❌❌

You can and will build back your strength. It just takes time grieving is a process! Sending lots of prayers and love and big warm hugs! Thank you Emma, stay strong and know that you are loved! 🙏🏻❤️😘

My Dear Emma, yes, the great thing about Funeral Directors, is that they WILL guide you through the whole process of what needs to be done. Gentle Hugs 🤗

Emma, even though you're struggling, you never cease to show the beauty of your surroundings. I'm having difficulty finding the words right now but I want you to know that we are surrounding you with love and hope for the future. Sending a gentle virtual hug and lots of love ❤️

We all here for you, day and night ,huge hugs and love and prayers for you Emma ❤️

You sure do have all of us in your pocket! Sending love and hugs! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

We are all in your pocket Emma, whenever you need us we will be there. God Bless you and your family.🫂

That beautiful clematis reminds us that no matter what we are going through, all life goes on in some form or another and somehow we have to llve it no matter how great our grief. I hope the sights and sounds of your garden helped to soothe you a little, along with your loving babies. Everyone is clueless when it comes to final arrangements for loved ones and I hoped that you'd feel more confident when you'd spoken to your funeral director as they are usually marvellous at helping you to make the arrangements you need, easily and with as little distress to you as possible. I guess you already know this won't be your worst day. There are ups and downs to all grieving and it comes with no clocks or rules, you simply have to feel what you feel. You continue to be so brave Emma. You've been, and are, awesomely in control and strong, but it's true that the sheer amount that needs to be done after one death, never mind two, keeps you from feeling the worst of your grief. I was so pleased to see you eating not only breakfast but a good healthy one too. It's important to remember to care for yourself. Do not even think of reading/replying to messages unless you want to and feel up to doing it! Love to you all including of course, your mum and Sooz.

When my husband died life was made easier when the undertaker sorted the funeral service out x it definitely was easier than I thought it would be x we even managed to laugh one minute then cry the next x Let your tears flow x thinking about you x remember memories are something no one can take from you x lots of love and hugs from Sandra ❤️

Sending love and prayers from the states (Kansas) you’ve got this. 💕

This part is hard. You run on auto pilot, but until the funeral is over, I think that’s when it really hits. You can never fully repeated yourself for this. Especially your dear Mother and Twinnie 💕💕 They’ll be reunited and back together soon. Let people help you though, Emma. Even if it’s just you allowing Ash to help. You don’t have to do all this alone. You’re loved and cared for ❤️❤️❤️❤️ and not alone. Keep reminding yourself of that, because I know it must feel that way 🥺 but so many care for you. Sending you lots of hugs and of course don’t feel the need to pick up the camera if you don’t feel up to it. It’s all about you now, sweet lady 🫂 🩷 xo

You will be on auto pilot Emma. When you take time and look back in later years you will wonder how the hell you did it. But when you have no other choice you just do. Just know how amazing you are and know we are all here walking beside you. Sending so much love xxx

😢 sending you hugs and support from Canada. 💔❤️‍🩹

My l heart is broken for you. Let your tears flow when you need you. Prayers and thoughts. ❤

Oh Emma, may God give you peace and strength in your hr of need. You are such a beautiful lady inside and out. Lifting you up in prayer my dear.

God bless and keep you safe.

Gorgeous ♥️ Emma thinking of you hoping your eating l just cannot imagine the pain your feeling unimaginable ,Also sending love to ♥️ Ash ♥️ Jason ♥️ Kevin ♥️ Terry big virtual hugs , 💔💔💔🙏xxxxxx

Minky and Dave, just made my heart smile🐾🩷🐾💙❣️❣️

Ohhhh Emma....you are mentally, emotionally and physically exhausted...keep carrying us all in you're pocket....sending my love as always.❤❤xx

You continue to be such a precious soul. Such a gift to your parents and family. In time, your tears will be mixed with smiles. Take your time to grieve but don't get stuck. I had to learn and accept my new normal for now, without my loved ones. You and Ash and the boys may benefit from counseling or grief meetings with others like you. Thanks for sharing your critters. I love them!❤

🦎Me again, dear Emma! Marching on with you sweetheart🙏🏼🙋🏻‍♀️🙋‍♀️🙏🏻! I lost a very, very precious 🕊️friend 🕊️tonight and as my heart is turning to mush❣️, I'm putting my tears up (and I have tons) as an offering🏆to you, so that they are not in vain and as I'm crying, I pray 🙏🏼for you sweetheart Emma! Holding you up 🙌🏻when you feel like dropping, offering comfort🧏🏻👂🏻 when the missing becomes overwhelming and plain listening to the rain☔️with you, when the sky's ☔️pouring calming and refreshing, liquid ☔️plant 🌸🪴🌺delight and leaving this in it's wake (see below). These are for you my darling! A rainbow a month, for the next 7 months, starting June 1rst, 2024. 🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈 So that 7 months from now, grieving your Mum and Sooz will have transmorphed 🦋you into the person you are meant to be🎁👑💝! Much love from Texas, 🌵🪻🌵🪻🌵🪻🌵

You have been in my thoughts constantly. We're all here, 'holding' you. One step at a time lovely xxx