Why is flower always an insane people pleaser in all of her songs? *it makes it even better*

sometimes I forget that Flower isn't a real human being

Based on the diary entries, Tame is dissatisfied with herself for not being able to get good grades no matter how much she tries. When she sees Nana dancing with a stranger and their eyes meet, she wakes up suddenly. She keeps trying to have the dream again just so she can see Nanamiya look at her again. The final entries are of her telling her classmates to shut up and that she's finally become the abnormality, the butterfly. I mean, she may have committed suicide, as you can see a vase of flowers on the desk (1:39) she was napping on. It may appear that she is uninterested in what others think about her and that she eventually accepts herself, but she is actually distraught to just be "abnormal" (perfect), in such a way that she acknowledges that while being alive implies she will never be perfect (this is the reason she tends to leave the mirror dirty at the end), and instead ends up killing herself in order to become an eternal abnormal butterfly. The final entry, "I became a butterfly," means she's committed suicide. When she envisions herself as a butterfly, she's surrounded by either chairs or shoes; both are often associated with suicide. She's always sleeping; the entries note her wanting to sleep constantly so that she could be noticed and loved in her dreams by the classmate she's obsessed with. It's quite sad, and it exemplifies the pressures in Japanese culture to be perfect and exceptional. Also, the morpho butterfly has been mentioned to have wings much larger than its own body, making it have a distinct flight pattern from other butterflies because of it. This could be interpreted as a unique aspect or maybe even a sort of abnormality in a sense compared to other butterflies. Even in Hima's drawing for the song that they posted on Twitter for the release of the song, the Morpho butterfly was shown within it. The morpho butterfly could be representative of Tame's longing for abnormality being so big in the end, most likely that the weight of it, in a sense, is so big that she can't support herself any longer for that desire. In the end, she ends up straying far away from being normal, though it's not too apparent with it, but I would just point that out since no one seemed to really do so. Edit: More details Edit 2: Why tf do I have so many likes that I don’t deserve- Edit 3: Thanks to the person that told me that Tame went insane before committing suicide. I don’t know how to put it in, so I guess the people that read all these edits know. edit 4: help my comment has 1.2k likes and is the top comment what do i do 22/03/23 edit: Why? WHY DOES THIS HAVE 2.3K LIKES I- 04/04/23 edit: 7 month anniversary 09/04/23 edit: why is this getting more likes i- 20/4/23 edit: fun fact: at 1:40, Tame has a butterfly on her left chest. In Japanese culture, if I'm not mistaken, symbolizes death.

Man, I can't express how much I sympathize with this song. Try as I might, I just can't get academic shit in my dumb head.

My Music teacher:it's so annoying how a good beated sound could have such sad meanings! My playlist: 😃💀

a small detail i like, watashi/i isn't written with the kanji (私) but instead the katakana (ワタシ), which is usually used for foreign words, implying that they are foreign to themself :)

I've slipped back into my japanese music phase, and I don't regret it

WE MAKING IT OUT OF METAMORPHOSIS WITH THIS ONE🗣🗣🔥🔥❗❗❗

So I was doing a project in class, and the kid next to me complains that he can’t listen to “dancing girl” on the school computer. I turn and asked him if he meant Abnormality Dancing Girl, and he said yes. I tell you me and my friend were very shocked about it

my life has come to the point where I relate to singing japanese robots

literally shaking, twitching, itching, stimming, everything. its so good

The, "I'm not being manipulated, I'm just dancing" honestly makes me sad. I feel like they might be speaking to someone about this, but refusing any sort of advice out of denial that they need it. I don't think that the voice that is speaking here is speaking to no one, and that worries me a lot.

this song is too relatable, the fear of being forever average at everything no matter how hard you try while others seem to excel so easily 😭

i cant wrap my finger around this feeling but, i relate to this to much.

A friend recommended this song to me, and usually I don’t like songs in languages other than english, BUT THIS IS AMAZING. The singing and the visuals are all amazing and the english captions are appreciated SO MUCH. This is just a masterpiece

God I wish lesbians were real

I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS SONG FOR LITERAL WEEKS AND I FOUND IT BY SEARCHING UP VOCALOID

What a winning smile

OMG IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIND ONE WITH ENGLISH SUBTITLES FOR SO LONGG

This song is pretty relatable, you don’t wanna be average and wanna be special and the jealousy you feel when you see someone that is more special than you, but when you turn and try to act special, you become a different kind of special

ive realised the butterfly motif used in the visuals and the lyrics and i thought it was neat to point out that butterflies are a symbol of transition of life to death, so that further implkcated teh character’s suicide

This song just gives out the vibes of obsession over perfection, the desire to be better, and how it can drive one insane. I can understand it a bit on how in the mirror she asks herself “who are you?” With the shadows asking “who are we?” But not an answer was given on that night. The final turning point where she gives in to abnormal insanity, declaring herself as “abnormal” as the rest of them with something special about her. She might have ended up killing herself to prove it in, death showing how she’s fully embraced her “abnormality”. And seeing her face and animal print pattern is matched with a certain butterfly’s pattern, it seems that she associates herself with such because this SPECIFIC pattern shows up and the wing span is bigger than her, and the most appealing thing to a butterfly is their colorful wings. Desiring for more could be that she wants to spread wider and be more colorful than everyone. Obsessing over improving and perfection could be that “the greater the chrysalis, the better chance to be noticed.”

Based on the translation of the lyrics and diary entries, the final entry "I became a butterfly", means she's committed suicide. Each chorus when she envisions herself as a butterfly she's surrounded by either chairs or shoes, both are often associated with suicide. She also had a vase appear on her desk after napping, which is normally used to pay respect to the dead student that occupied that desk. So everytime she sees herself as a butterfly she's basically wishing to be dead, to be free and always dreaming, because that's the only way she can live up to her own "abnormal" expectations. She's always sleeping, the diary entries note her wanting to sleep constantly, so that she could be noticed and loved in her dreams by the classmate she's obsessed with. Its pretty sad and a representationof the stresses in Japanese culture to be perfect and exceptional. It may seem like she's not caring about what others think, and that she eventually accepts herself, but she's actually desperate to be "abnormal" (perfect), so much so that she ends up accepting that being alive means she won't be ever be perfect (this is why she leaves the mirror dirty towards the end), and instead kills herself, to be an everlasting abnormal butterfly.

Japanese vocaloids are so relatable

This song is rly relatable... like TOO relatable..

poor cloudy, she’d went through *55* days of severe jealousy and depression

pasting these lyrics down for myself; [Verse 1] Itsumo dou ganbatte doryoku o shita tokoro de Sashishimesareru wa heikinchi Yatterarenai yo Kudaranai hyouka ni odorasarete bakari Mou iya ni nacchatta kono jinsei Nara umarekawarou ka [Pre-Chorus] "ijou" ga mune o umetsukushite Futsuu ja nai jibun ni naru no Jimonjitou kurikaeshi teniireta no Atarashii watashi o [Chorus] Hora mite yo hora furete yo Bon'you na fuku o sutesatte Ima sanagi kara chou ni naru no Ari no mama subete misetsukete Samekitta butai enja wa inai Nara suteppu kizande 1,2,3 Odorasareru nja nai Odoru no yo saa saa saa kurutte [Verse 2] "futsuu" ga noroi o kakete kite "ijou" ni akogareta no Iron, jiron ni kyoumi nado nai kara Mou kagi o kakete "suki" "kirai" o touni toorikoshite "ijou" ni koikogarete ita no Yuganda ai no nare no hate tsukurareta Atarashii watashi o [Chorus] Hora mite yo hora furete yo Bon'you na fuku o sutesatte Ima sanagi kara chou ni naru no Ari no mama subete misetsukete Samekitta butai enja wa inai Nara suteppu kizande 1,2,3 Odorasareru nja nai Odoru no yo saa kurutte [Break] Kurai heya hitorikiri Kagami no mae gozen reiji "anata dare" "watashi dare" Toikakedo henji wa nakatta [Bridge] Kurue, kurue, kurue, kurue, kurue, kurue, kurue, odore Saa, atarashii watashi o [Chorus] Hora mite yo hora furete yo Toumei na fuku de kikazatte Ima sanagi kara chou ni naru no Ari no mama subete misetsukete Nekkyou no butai enja wa inai Nara suteppu kizande 1,2,3 Odorasareru nja nai Odoru no yo saa kurutte [Post-Chorus] "ijou" ga mune o umetsukushite Futsuu ja nai jibun ni naru no Yuganda ai no nare no hate tsukurareta kanawanu koi "ijou" ga mune o umetsukushite Futsuu ja nai jibun ni naru no Jimonjitou kurikaeshi teniireta no

i listened to this a lot may 2021 it was the last song i listened to before being in the psych ward, because we weren’t allowed to have our phones in class even after the state test had finished and i thought “just in case this is the last time i can listen to this”

3:14 my face at 3am while listening to this song

maybe im thinking in to this too much, but near the end of the video when Tame finally becomes the butterfly she longed to be, her true self, her butterfly hairpins at the back of her head look a bit like pigtails, and the way her hair flows out away from her face made me think she had pigtails for a moment. who in this video has pigtails? her "idol", the one she grew obsessed with, miss top of the class Miya. you can especially see the resemblance of pigtails at 2:55

You don’t know how many times I’ve had this loop.

I think it's safe to say she has finally been noticed... By almost one million people now

**DISCLAIMER!!** Please stop leaving suicide notes in my comment section. I know it can be hard and I know what it’s like to want to die to a song, but please stop, it’s ruining my day and I hate seeing the comments when I go to read through them. **Now, on to the translations,** !! THIS SONG AND THESE TRANSLATIONS WERE NOT DONE BY ME !! Here’s Amethysuto’s translations of the diaries, since I couldn’t fit it in the description: x/x (mon) Cloudy again. I had a strange dream, but I can’t remember much. It’s like my heart is closed off. I don’t feel anything. x/x (tue) Cloudy again. I don’t feel like studying. I zoned out during class, so I’m glad I didn’t get called on. x/x (wed) Cloudy again. Tomorrow’s when tests start. As expected, I’ll study for them. x/x (thu) Cloudy again. I couldn’t sleep because I was studying till dawn. I feel refreshed. x/x (fri) Cloudy again. There’s more tests today. I feel like I answered the questions to some extent. The studying was worth it. x/x (mon) Cloudy again. Our tests came back. Even with all that, I’m still stuck at an average score. I don’t feel anything. x/x (tue) Cloudy again. It seems that [Redacted] from our class is entering some competition. I don’t feel anything. x/x (wed) Cloudy again. I was suddenly called [Redacted] during break time. Can’t help the rumors floating around. I don’t feel anything. x/x (thu) Cloudy again. I have this feeling like something’s wriggling around in my head. It’s uncomfortable. x/x (fri) Cloudy again. It’s all dirty when I look in the mirror. I wiped and wiped, but it doesn’t help. It’s uncomfortable. x/x (mon) Cloudy again. In the morning assembly [Redacted] was commended. Seems like she got excellent grades. I don’t care. It’s uncomfortable. x/x (tue) Cloudy again. Seems like there’s planning for the school festival. That [Redacted]’s gonna be in charge, everyone’s enthusiastic. It’s uncomfortable. x/x (wed) Cloudy again. The class decided to do a play. [Redacted] was unexpectedly overjoyed. They were appointed behind the scenes by [Redacted], the protagonist. I was a little happy. My head hurts. x/x (thu) Cloudy again. Most of the class wound up behind the scenes, so lots are starting the preparations. Something’s irritating me. My head hurts. - x/x (fri) Cloudy again. When I stroked the mirror, it cracked. I cut my finger a little. I’m frustrated. x/x (mon) Cloudy again. All the talking around me’s so noisy. [Redacted] asked me how the production was going. In the spur of the moment, I stumbled on my words. We managed to talk. x/x (tue) Cloudy again. Everything around me’s so noisy. I stumbled and touched the wound, so my fingers are dirty. I’m frustrated. x/x (wed) Cloudy again. The sounds are echoing in my head and it’s troubling me. I wipe and wipe but the dirt won’t come off my fingers. [Redacted] met eyes with me and smiled. I’m not qualified enough for that. x/x (thu) Cloudy again. [Redacted]’s voice is beautiful. Not just that, everything about her is perfect to the point of abnormality. How did I never notice this until now? x/x (fri) Cloudy again. [Redacted] talked to me. She stands out so extraordinarily. I feel like I was watching [Redacted] all day. x/x (mon) What does [Redacted] have that I don’t? I tried to imitate [Redacted] a little. I feel like my heart’s calmed down. x/x (tue) The mirror I just bought is dirty. I wipe and wipe but it won’t go away. x/x (wed) I tried talking to people around me just like [Redacted]. I was met with different gazes than I usually get. It’s kind of a special feeling. x/x (thu) I dared to talk to [Redacted]. I think I talked more differently than I thought, but I was interrupted halfway. I don’t get it. x/x (fri) I stared at the dirt on the mirror. For some reason, the pattern looks beautiful. I’ll put off wiping it for a while. x/x (sat) I had a strange dream. x/x (mon) The pattern on the mirror changes every day. When I talked to [Redacted] I got laughed at. I couldn’t hear their voices. x/x (tue) For the past few days I’ve been seeing indecipherable dreams. The pattern on the mirror is beautiful. x/x (wed) Another dream where I keep averting the gaze of others. My head hurts. x/x (thu) I dreamt of dancing in a dress. My head hurts. x/x (fri) In my dream, [Redacted] was dancing with a stranger. I woke up the second our eyes met. My head hurts. x/x (sat) I slept five times. I wanted to dream. I’m irritated. x/x (mon) the beautiful me. the beautiful you. is this love? x/x (tue) i am me. who are you? are you also me? x/x (wed) I want to see you in my dreams. x/x (thu) I like you x/x (fri) How happy would I be if I could become a butterfly like you. x/x (sat) Do I need to coordinate my sleeves to match with the toes of my shoes? x/x (sun) Sew together one by one. Along the line, stitch the dots. A collection for me alone. x/x (mon) I transformed into a different me! x/x (tue) The dream should have ended as a dream. My longing should have been thrown away. x/x (wed) [Redacted] x/x (thu) you are me. i am you. x/x (fri) I like you. x/x (sat) I feel disgusting. I had a feeling like I wasn’t me. x/x (sun) Look at me x/x (mon) Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me x/x (tue) Looked. x/x (wed) Everyone’s so noisy. Shut up. x/x (thu) Shut up. x/x (fri) Shut up. x/x (sat) I saw a butterfly. x/x (sun) I became a butterfly.

2:32 I cant believe how much i relate to this part bro💀😭

This has got to be the most relatable vocaloid of my life

Its not a sad song at all. Its anything but sad to me. I am feeling motivated listening to this My whole life is basically described here

I just found this song, after MONTHS. it was on my Spotify playlist and I wanted to find it but u didn't know the English translations, NOW I FINALLY FOUND IT.

WHEN I FOUND OUT FLOWER SUNG THIS I WWS SHOCKED. SHE SOUNDS SO HUMAN😭

Im writing all the diary entries rn!! (my hand hurts)

I relate to this song so much but a little differently than the real meaning of it. Basically, I always was the "gifted child" who always had good grades, didn't ask for anything, didn't bother anyone, was ok with being alone, etc. But, as the time passes, the "gifted child" is fading away. Average, now everything I do is average. And I can't complain about it because "I seem ok", "I have no reason to be sad", "I'm a person that don't get in troubles, that has a good family and friends"... All of that is true, but that's the problem. Being "normal", "average" or even just "ok" is killing me. I'm in highschool rn and it's getting so difficult to the point that idk what to do to just pass my classes. Idk how to study anymore, idk how to do homeworks anymore, idk how to work correctly anymore. But that's not the worst part. It's that I'm aware of it and I'm seeking for help in vain. People don't understand how much it's killing me. They just brush it off saying that they know how hard school is and that it's just a phase... I'm so desperate lately that I even tell my family that I need to get therapy but they mock me and don't take it seriously. I love my mom so much and I know she's doing her best to help me but she doesn't understand what's going on in my mind. Everything started to really broke down when I got into highschool some months ago. I made myself some good friends but there's this one girl that is bothering me. It's my friend too, she's kind and all but the thing is that she's the "unlucky girl". Can't do sports, has social anxiety, school phobia, panic attacks, get therapy, etc. Even if it's bad, I envy her. The fact that everyone is looking at her like she's a porcelaine doll... I hate it. I want her to just feel my pain when I'm here next to her crying, rejeting physical contact from anyone even if it's nice attention, because the teacher yelled a little too loud. I can't cry like her because I DON'T HAVE A REASON TO. Plus, it sounds weird but I would never reject someone's attention if I'm sad, I don't understand her, she's irritating me. So I just keep being there for others and being "the average girl" that is always fine and that no one saw crying. That's why it's killing me and that's why I relate so much to this song. Dw I don't have sui cidal thoughts, I just need to know that someone actually understand what I'm living.. I don't need someone to reply, I'm already grateful if you took the time to read all that. I needed to be listened. I need some sleep now. Love ❤️

"Such happy sounding songs can't be that bad, y'know?" ..Me and my playlist is crying-laughing rn

this song is so relatable it hurts

Only god knows how much i've sang this song

I love this song sm it got me through a hard time

I really want this song on pjsekai ☠️☠️

The fact when i understood the meaning of this song and animation, now i get why i got so obsessed with this song…

When I first heard this song I thought it was about how the main girl wasnt happy about the way she is or something and she wanted to impress the people around her or something and it got so bad to the point she was an entirely different person like she pretty much changed herself so much she DIDNT recognize herself because she was comparing herself with that other girl (the blonde one) wanting to be more like her and when shes at the mirror shes pretty much asking like “what happened? Who are you?” And her reflection or the voices(?) in her head are just like “i dont know WHO am I?” and then at the end shes just a different person completely and her first(?) personality/version is just there and shes just saying she went crazy idk this is what I thought

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS

"In many cultures, the butterfly's metamorphosis symbolizes the soul's journey from an earthly existence to a spiritual one." The very first image in the mv were a collection of butterflies and all throughout the song she refers to becoming a "brand new" and "abnormal" version of herself as evolving into a butterfly as shown with "Now, from my chrysalis, I'll become a butterfly". She doesn't care about other's people about it since since she made a decision (metaphor : "I've already locked the door" & "I don't have interest in your differing opinions") The "abnormality" she talks about probably refers to sucidal thoughts, "I think I'll restart my life" and the empty vase (to pay respect to a dead classmate in Japan) as well as the pair of shoes around her in the 2nd chorus (people often take them off before jumping to meet their end in Japan) The "manipulation" she refers to was the grading system : "Constantly being manipulated by useless measures of worth" even though she refuses to admit it at the end of every chorus "I'm not being manipulated, I'm dancing !" also "I'll show off everything as it is" can be a desire to prove everyone wrong (that she's not being manipulated) idk what else to say but i'm preparing for an essay in school so i analyze lyrics for fun

this song is slowly becoming my reality.

YOOOO I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS FOR SOMETHING LIKE THIS FOR LIKE FIVE MONTHS NOW, THIS IS AWESOME!!

After 2636182737 years of searching... I finally found it... THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SOUNDS IVE EVER HEARD.

I love this song too much. I listened to it on loop for 2 hours. It's so relatable.

FLOWER IS SO COOL. THEYRE MY FAVOURITE VOCALOID BECAUSE OF THEIR VOCALS LIKE. OMG

I JUST REALISED WHEN SHE FIRST PUT ON THE DRESS ITS FOR A BAL FESTIVAL THING THAT WAS WRITTEN IN THE DIARIES I JUST THOUGHT SHE CASUALLY DRESSED LIKE THAT TO SCHOOL LMAOP

my grades in math : 90+ my score in random buzzfeed tests i find on pinterest : 3/10 also me :

Shes so cuteee

Best song to ever exist. It explains me so badly brooo I love this song. STAN VFLOWER

I kin this song sm especially the diary part

I relate to this song so much that it kind of worries me... But, I'll just try and focus on how pretty Tame Mene is. Like, just look at her! Her hair, her eyes, her face, all of her clothes, just all of her: Beautiful! I fr wanna dye my hair purple now- but I worry that it probably won't end up being the shade of purple that her hair- and that shade of purple... just- wow- and that black dress with the butterfly is especially gorgeous! I don't have any dresses (or at least I don't know where they are if I do have any) but I wanna wear one and spiiiiiiiinnn

this song made me learn foreshortening bc I wanted to draw fanart

I love dancing uncontrollably to good songs, even when I’m infront of other people

i thught the comments were normal but then i just see “japanese vocaloids are so relatable” gonna go ask them if their ok

Lyrics in romaji (^.^) itsumo dou ganbatte doryoku o shita tokoro de sashishimesareru wa heikinchi yatterarenai yo kudaranai hyouka ni odorasarete bakari mou iya ni nacchatta kono jinsei nara umarekawarou ka "ijou" ga mune o umetsukushite futsuu ja nai jibun ni naru no jimonjitou kurikaeshi te ni ireta no atarashii watashi o hora mite yo hora furete yo bon'you na fuku o sutesatte ima sanagi kara chou ni naru no ari no mama subete misetsukete samekitta butai enja wa inai nara suteppu kizande 1,2,3 odorasareru nja nai odoru no yo saa saa saa kurutte "futsuu" ga noroi o kakete kite "ijou" ni akogareta no iron, jiron ni kyoumi nado nai kara mou kagi o kakete "suki" "kirai" o touni toorikoshite "ijou" ni koikogarete ita no yuganda ai no nare no hate tsukurareta atarashii watashi o hora mite yo hora furete yo bon'you na fuku o sutesatte ima sanagi kara chou ni naru no ari no mama subete misetsukete samekitta butai enja wa inai nara suteppu kizande 1,2,3 odorasareru nja nai odoru no yo saa saa saa kurutte kurai heya hitorikiri kagami no mae gozen reiji "anata dare?" "watashi dare?" toikakedo henji wa nakatta kurue, kurue, kurue, kurue, kurue, kurue, kurue, odore. saa, atarashii watashi o hora mite yo hora furete yo toumei na fuku de kikazatte ima sanagi kara chou ni naru no ari no mama subete misetsukete nekkyou no butai enja wa inai nara suteppu kizande 1,2,3 odorasareru nja nai odoru no yo saa saa saa kurutte "ijou" ga mune o umetsukushite futsuu ja nai jibun ni naru no yuganda ai no nare no hate tsukurareta kanawanu koi "ijou" ga mune o umetsukushite futsuu ja nai jibun ni naru no jimonjitou kurikaeshi te ni ireta no atarashii watashi o

my boyfriend made an animation using this song for a OP for an RPG we're participating, and I never asked him about the name of it, it's been weeks and I tried searching for it today, AND HOLY SHIT, I'M SO HAPPY I FOUND IT!!! me and my friend would always sing this song in the vcs, and oh my god, I can finally show him the original song!!

歌詞 いつもどう頑張って努力をした所で 指し示されるは平均値 やってられないよ くだらない評価に踊らされてばかり もう嫌になっちゃったこの人生 なら生まれ変わろうか 「異常」が胸を埋めつくして 普通じゃない自分になるの 自問自答繰り返し手に入れたの 新しいワタシを ほら見てよ ほら触れてよ 凡庸な服を捨て去って 今サナギから 蝶になるの ありのまま全て見せつけて 冷めきった舞台 演者はいない ならステップ刻んで1,2,3 踊らされるんじゃない 踊るのよ さぁ狂って 「普通」が呪いをかけてきて 「異常」に憧れたの 異論、持論に興味などないから もう鍵をかけて 「好き」「嫌い」を疾うに通り越して「異常」に恋焦がれていたの 歪んだ愛の成れの果て創られた 新しいワタシを ほら見てよ ほら触れてよ 凡庸な服を捨て去って 今サナギから 蝶になるの ありのまま全て見せつけて 冷めきった舞台 演者はいない ならステップ刻んで1,2,3 踊らされるんじゃない 踊るのよ さぁ狂って 暗い部屋 1人きり 鏡の前 午前0時 「アナタ誰」「ワタシ誰」 問い掛けど返事は無かった 狂え、狂え、狂え、狂え、狂え、狂え、狂え、踊れ。 さぁ、新しいワタシを ほら見てよ ほら触れてよ 透明な服で着飾って 今サナギから 蝶になるの ありのまま全て見せつけて 熱狂の舞台 演者はいない ならステップ刻んで1,2,3 踊らされるんじゃない 踊るのよ さぁ狂って 「異常」が胸を埋めつくして 普通じゃない自分になるの 歪んだ愛の成れの果て創られた 叶わぬ恋 「異常」が胸を埋めつくして 普通じゃない自分になるの 自問自答繰り返し手に入れたの 新しいワタシを

I feel as if even though my grades are okay, it will never be enough to get me somewhere. I think i relate to this song too much haha.

THANK YOU I WAS TRYING TO FIND THIS FOREVR!!!

1:39 and 2:32 are my fave parts

Litterally ever sad japanese song sounds like the happiest out of my whole spotify playlist XD💀

As soon as I heard a second of it I knew it was already my new favorite song

I'm proud to say that I didn't become a butterfly years ago but I'm starting to consider it!

By striving to be better, you automatically become better then the rest. So continue to strive and push your self even though in may hurt. I do believe in you and hope you all have a nice day.

the entire song is a banger but 2:32 makes me

I normally don't like songs that tune Flower this high, but this song is pretty good

私の好きな歌で英語を学ぼうとしています

3:14 me when I accidentally hit the yes button in the "do you want to save before closing?" menu

nice to see this become popular again ahh

I HAVE FOUND THIS AGAIN AFTER 1YR (nah bcs I was obsessed with this a long time ago. i found this again by searching kanade edit bcs i saw a kanade version of this)

Love this so much

[Verse 1] Itsumo dou ganbatte doryoku o shita tokoro de Sashishimesareru wa heikinchi Yatterarenai yo Kudaranai hyouka ni odorasarete bakari Mou iya ni nacchatta kono jinsei Nara umarekawarou ka [Pre-Chorus] "ijou" ga mune o umetsukushite Futsuu ja nai jibun ni naru no Jimonjitou kurikaeshi teniireta no Atarashii watashi o [Chorus] Hora mite yo hora furete yo Bon'you na fuku o sutesatte Ima sanagi kara chou ni naru no Ari no mama subete misetsukete Samekitta butai enja wa inai Nara suteppu kizande 1,2,3 Odorasareru nja nai Odoru no yo saa saa saa kurutte [Verse 2] "futsuu" ga noroi o kakete kite "ijou" ni akogareta no Iron, jiron ni kyoumi nado nai kara Mou kagi o kakete "suki" "kirai" o touni toorikoshite "ijou" ni koikogarete ita no Yuganda ai no nare no hate tsukurareta Atarashii watashi o [Chorus] Hora mite yo hora furete yo Bon'you na fuku o sutesatte Ima sanagi kara chou ni naru no Ari no mama subete misetsukete Samekitta butai enja wa inai Nara suteppu kizande 1,2,3 Odorasareru nja nai Odoru no yo saa kurutte [Break] Kurai heya hitorikiri Kagami no mae gozen reiji "anata dare" "watashi dare" Toikakedo henji wa nakatta [Bridge] Kurue, kurue, kurue, kurue, kurue, kurue, kurue, odore Saa, atarashii watashi o [Chorus] Hora mite yo hora furete yo Toumei na fuku de kikazatte Ima sanagi kara chou ni naru no Ari no mama subete misetsukete Nekkyou no butai enja wa inai Nara suteppu kizande 1,2,3 Odorasareru nja nai Odoru no yo saa kurutte [Post-Chorus] "ijou" ga mune o umetsukushite Futsuu ja nai jibun ni naru no Yuganda ai no nare no hate tsukurareta kanawanu koi "ijou" ga mune o umetsukushite Futsuu ja nai jibun ni naru no Jimonjitou kurikaeshi teniireta no [Outro] Atarashii watashi o

I listened to this 20 minutes straight.. Edit 4 hours later: still listening...

I hate how relatable this song is I used to be always above average but since I went to highschool everything changed and I feel like I don't exist or know who I am anymore

understanding the lyrics just makes it better

Thank you! I really needed that for meme I’m making! :]

every time i come back to read the translation i just can’t help but feel like the ppl who focus on the grades COMPLETELY missed the mark. it’s not about the grades. it’s about being dissatisfied with your existence and feeling empty and numb with no certainty over your personality/sense of self. it’s about jealousy over someone else being better than you and that jealousy forming into an ugly obsessive infatuation as you believe this person has everything you need to become a real person that everyone - including yourself - likes and wants, and moreover becoming obsessed with the attention from others your “brand new me” gets. it’s not really about the grades at all.

OH so that's what the song's lyrics are like. I read an explanation comment in the actual video but it's cool to actually see what the word for word (kinda) lines are. Also the song is relatable. I really don't like how schools make students associate worth with things like grades, it's really draining on me and my friend group. But I feel like we keep each other somewhat sane I think. Or if we all are going crazy it's at least together.

Hey I just wanted to say thanks for translating it!! It gave me inspo to write my own little fucked up song :) Here it is!! I just wanted to share it! :D (TW!!) In a world of shifting masks, a girl with fractured dreams, Many faces, many names, not all as it seems, In the corners of her mind, a classroom filled with scorn, A ticking time bomb waiting, till the truth is torn. (Pre-Chorus) She's a puzzle of emotions, a canvas painted red, A storm of shattered memories, secrets left unsaid, One fateful day, it all broke free, the anger and the pain, A blade unsheathed, a tear-streaked eye, her life would never be the same. (Chorus) In the classroom's hallowed halls, a dance of fear and might, A stab of vengeance in the dark, a clash of wrong and right, A scream that pierced the silence, a heart that turned to stone, She found her power in that act, a power all her own. (Verse 2) The aftermath of crimson wrath, regrets that claw the soul, A fragile smile upon her lips, a heart that can't be whole, She walks the line between the light and shadows deep within, A fractured mind, a fractured soul, a battle she can't win. (Pre-Chorus) Her laughter hides a secret, a joy she can't deny, For deep within the darkness, a truth she can't belie, A satisfaction lingers, a twisted kind of glee, Knowing that she's caused the pain, the pain that's set her free. (Chorus) In the mirror's cold reflection, she sees the fractured truth, A girl with many faces, a heart that's lost its youth, In the depths of inner chaos, where her personas fight, She finds her solace in the pain, the darkness, and the night. (Bridge) A symphony of voices, a tapestry of lies, A kaleidoscope of memories that no one can disguise, She's searching for redemption in the fragments of her mind, A journey through her broken self, a chance to leave behind. (Chorus) In the echoes of her actions, in the choices that she's made, A girl with many battles fought, a soul that's both afraid, She navigates the labyrinth of guilt and hidden glee, A MILGRAM's dance of agony, the truth that sets her free. (Outro) In the end, she's still a puzzle, a masterpiece of pain, A girl who's learning to embrace the scars that mark her bane, In the complex tapestry of light and shadows intertwined, She finds her strength, her voice, her truth, her path through fractured minds.

I listened to this song again at age 17, it give me goosebump and I can relate to her so much... I had a best friend, but my friend was too friendly and easy to be close by anyone but I'm totally opposite of her. She got a excellent grade meanwhile mine was average( just like the girl's grade), I'm trying so hard and she wasn't even trying, I cried after the school ended. I feel like I'm not fitting to be her friend, she's beautiful unlike me. She's also smart, my intelligence is average than her. Her family was also good meanwhile mine was average(I love my family), she have a lot of friend while I had to clinging on her. I had a severe depression, but even the teacher couldn't notice it but my friend can. I'm going crazy... She ask me to smile but I can't! I couldn't do it! I feel like I'm living inside the shell, this is not real me.

and now im obsessed, thank you.

Starting the new year with this banger

The meme starts in 2:32 if anyone is making the meme btw

This song is so me when I try to be a normal Highschool student just like everyone else but I fail and drive myself further and further into a pit of madness

This song is a honey for my ears

i love you for this.

Is it okay to interpret this as a trans/acceptance of mental illness song despite a HEAVILY implied contradicting story? It's a really, really great song but I'm not great at listening to suicide songs because once upon a time a really great one (ahem, RuRu.) helped in spiraling me into a hospital. I really enjoy it but I'm afraid of thinking too deeply about the actual story and, y'know. 'Course, I already know I'm not very sane but I have no intentions of suicide and i'm unsure if I should keep listening to it, since their are other good Guchiry songs that are slightly less problematic (for me). I always thought of the song as Mene being so tired of being average despite her conflicting thoughts and then snapping; in the way that she accepts herself as Not Sane and using that as empowerment; a metamorphosis. Also the envy of Miya could maybe be interpreted as 'damn it she is so pretty and talented, she is a real girl, why can't I be like her' etc. idk.

OMFD AAAAA THIS IS SOOOOOOO GOOD

I like how most of the insanity started becouse she wanted to improve for the better but no matter how hard she tried it didnt work

This is one of those songs that make me cry for literally no reason

I TILL LOVE THIS ANIMATION!!! AMAZING