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hailey ✘ jay - it’s destroying me [9x04 - trigger warning]
Рет қаралды 70,992
Күн бұрынtw: panic attack, anxiety, heavy alcohol consumption/self-medicating, mentions of attempted suicide, implied subconscious self-harm, blood, shouting/yelling
character: hailey upton, jay halstead
tv show: chicago pd
song: rescue my heart - liz longley
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If you found me, would you save me?
If you touch me would it break me
Will I come back from this?
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"she's not eating... she's not sleeping. what is ripping her apart?" - jay halstead
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I honestly was hesitant with making this, seeing how unresolved It felt by the end but then I realized that’s kind of the beauty of it. So i decided to go simple with this edit and let the song & scenes from 904 speak for itself aside from a few dialogue points. I came across this song yesterday and it fit perfectly with hailey's situation so I just had to give it a shot and I'm pretty pleased with how it turned out.
this one was a hard one to make. watching hailey go through this is so tough but the ways anxiety can creep into our lives and tear us from the inside out is so real. tracy's performance and portrayal was phenomenal - I don't think I've ever seen a more accurate portrayal of what a panic attack looks like on television and it couldn't have been easy to get into that headspace. jesse/jay was also phenomenal. all my love to them.
I hope you enjoy this purely 904 edit, and please take care of yourselves and be kind with yourselves if this is triggering to you. there is no pressure or expectation at all.
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@allisoneuph1 2 жыл бұрын
This video brought me to tears. It’s so realistic and beautiful. Panic attacks are so debilitating and Tracy and Jesse killed this episode
@alva5706 2 жыл бұрын
This episode was so intense but so good. I could really feel Jay's anger. And this video is amazing. It captures the emotions so well. Lovely
@whistwhistler5143 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you! And I'm right there with you. Stunning performances by Tracy & Jesse
@happyhamsters6226 2 жыл бұрын
plz episode name
@giovanaalves1211 2 жыл бұрын
Tracy and Jesse did such a great job in this one and the fact that Tracy doesn't have an Emmy is just so sad, I hope she gets (and Jesse to) the recognition that she deserves. Congratulations for de video, i got so invested that I forgot to say it.
@LOGBRA 2 жыл бұрын
Tracy was absolutely amazing actress and this scene and episode was simply the best! I loved this video! Congratulations 👍👏💗
@gianna6130 2 жыл бұрын
I finally had the courage to watch this edit because of how triggering panic attacks are for me but Jesse and especially Tracy depicted trauma so well. Tracy really came through as always and just watching her act this out was scary because of how accurate it was. Thanks for making this video. It really brings light to how severe panic attacks can get and it shouldn’t be taken lightly. Thanks again
@elizabethwilkinson1294 2 жыл бұрын
i have watched this like 4 times now and it is just so beautiful! and like tracy and jesse's acting was just off the charts like give them all the awards
@inanotherworld17 2 жыл бұрын
Ohhh this was so painful to watch! I know that, at the end, they will be okay, but i dont wanna see them suffer anymore, it hurts me so much 😭 (thank u for this Tracy and Jesse) Your video was so good, love it, great great work, as always. Thanks for sharing !
@mezagarner4427 2 жыл бұрын
This episode was so sad and heartbreaking, this is what panic attacks are like y’all!!! The acting was amazing, Jay’s love and protection over Hailey is amazing!!!
@luciehoward1520 2 жыл бұрын
This is perfection! This was such a good episode
@cadyfanninger1293 2 жыл бұрын
Tracy’s performance was incredible
@carlaco1451 2 жыл бұрын
wow. this is...wow.
@juliannamarie668 2 жыл бұрын
Ur editing is absolutely amazing I can’t believe you captured everything about that episode and made a million times more emotional!!!
@lauraredondo3831 2 жыл бұрын
Since the episode came out, I've been wondering if you'd make a video out of it. This was beyond my expections! Congrats, you just keep getting better. ❤ About the episode, I still need some time to process it, but it was one of the best episodes ever. This acting was amazing! Can't wait to see what the writers have planned.
@whistwhistler5143 2 жыл бұрын
Oh Laura, you're so kind! Thank you so much. And I'm right with you, there's so much to unpack from the episode. Tracy and Jesse knocked it out of the park. I'm so excited to see how this continues to play out
@graciediann6816 2 жыл бұрын
This episode was so so so good. It showed how much Jay loves Hailey. He worry’s about her and he defends her to Voight. I know they will probably break up or Jay will say he needs space but it’s because he loves her and he know that she needs to figure things out on her own and when she does she’ll go back to him and they will be happy again but everything he does in their relationship is for her. He’s so selfless towards her which is beautiful. You don’t find that a lot in life and Hailey is really lucky to have him.
@mundocoloridoTop 2 жыл бұрын
masterpiece
@carissalizz 2 жыл бұрын
Pure artistic perfection ❤️ that's all I have to say about it! Amazing amazing job!!
@jessychirenge 2 жыл бұрын
This video itself deserves a Oscar.
@whistwhistler5143 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much, Jessy! I appreciate it!
@HeatherC1212 2 жыл бұрын
Wow, I wish I had better words to tell you how amazing this video is (and how much it made me cry) but I'm seriously at a loss because it rocked my emotions so much. You did such an amazing job with it and dang, that scene of Hailey and Jay's reactions when Voight walked in on her panic attack intermixed with the lyrics and the song was CHILLING for me. Just an awesome video and personally, I would like to extend a thank you for not including that last scene of Hailey waking up to see Jay standing in the doorway because I think the combination of that scene and the song/lyrics would have ruined me. REALLY awesome job girl!!
@whistwhistler5143 2 жыл бұрын
Heather, thank you so much! Always appreciate your feedback and encouragement. And I'm right with you, that ending scene ruined me. Thank you so much!
@catherineneace848 2 жыл бұрын
Amazing edit. Amazing. Fantastic job!
@cadyfanninger1293 2 жыл бұрын
We need jays little sunshine back. She wasn’t our hails in this episode. And he deserves this punch so much.
@whistwhistler5143 2 жыл бұрын
100% with you!
@leahbrad3980 2 жыл бұрын
wow this edit is perfecto 🤩🤩
@whistwhistler5143 2 жыл бұрын
I'm glad you like it! Thanks for watching Leah!
@katherine_7994 2 жыл бұрын
It's a masterpiece! I'm speechless
@k.e3227 2 жыл бұрын
your talent amazes me every time you upload a video
@user-ox6yt3wr8n 2 жыл бұрын
This is beautiful and fantastic! I'm in gears
@sara-ln1rf 2 жыл бұрын
ok THIS IS AMAZING
@abravegirl6613 2 жыл бұрын
That 🤛🏻 was so perfect!
@whistwhistler5143 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much!
@kelsey----9710 2 жыл бұрын
This was absolutely beautiful! Perfect for 9x04. Especially loved the ending
@Nina-sh1zs 2 жыл бұрын
This is officially one of the best edits I've ever seen
@whistwhistler5143 2 жыл бұрын
You’re so kind! Thanks Nina!
@njhxjames3259 2 жыл бұрын
OMG 😱 It’s perfect ! The scenes and can we talk about this song ? It’s a perfect match ! What’s the name of the song ? Thank you to share with us this masterpiece
@airco1715 2 жыл бұрын
Rescue my heart
@njhxjames3259 2 жыл бұрын
@@airco1715 thank you !
@cadyfanninger1293 2 жыл бұрын
Love your edit.
@whistwhistler5143 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you! Much appreciated :)
@taaibahali3641 2 жыл бұрын
stop im literally crying
@babzie 2 жыл бұрын
favorite couple on this show! hank totally deserved that punch. i love the way jay and hailey look out for each other
@dahlia_lily 2 жыл бұрын
JESS
@phoebs6184 2 жыл бұрын
Stop you’re making me cry
@eclipse_eternal8178 2 жыл бұрын
This is one of the best edits I have ever watched, thank you for making it ❤
@kaleighboggs4592 2 жыл бұрын
They are everything 🥰
@ericabop1872 2 жыл бұрын
I bet Jay will protect Hailey from this and Voight
@SuperSoldier26 2 жыл бұрын
Jay Halstead punching Voight was the best s**t ever and bringing the best out of Jay to becoming like Alvin Olinsky
@awesomely1368 2 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️
@vickiedabner3979 2 жыл бұрын
Whoever the heck put “I don’t think you know the women your sleeping with” in the script I hate their guts
@silviabeltramo5654 2 жыл бұрын
💓💓💓
@fabiolalopeznieto7857 2 жыл бұрын
Ya necesito ver los nuevos capítulos 😭😭
@leonipac.8796 2 жыл бұрын
What happens to hailey?
@heidimcguire5996 2 жыл бұрын
They have to make it through this together, we need an upstead baby 🍼 👶!!
@Itskcdiaries 2 жыл бұрын
I feel bad for Hailey I do but not fair voight getting the blame he thinks of her has a daughter he didn't think the shooting bwas clean shooting not fair jay blaming him
@kathrynbuckley2314 2 жыл бұрын
could someone tell me what this is called please 🙏🏻
@whistwhistler5143 2 жыл бұрын
All the info is in the description!
@kathrynbuckley2314 2 жыл бұрын
@@whistwhistler5143 thank you
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