I can’t say I know what happened to Elle, but I know that she has a special place in all our hearts from this channel. I did some digging and can confirm that she’s isn’t dead and is living her best life in a new town but doesn’t update her socials much anymore from what I can tell. As far back as 2022, Elle seems to be okay. As for why she left the channel so abruptly who knows? One could speculate that she fell out of love with her practice or KZfaq simply wasn’t bringing her joy anymore or she’s just beginning a new chapter of her life! She will truly missed in this space. Elle, if you ever read this, sorry for invading your privacy by going all private investigator. I just had to know that you didn’t die some violent death or something like others speculated. But your videos brought me so much comfort in the worst of times and I have been watching them on repeat for the last 5 years. I hope your life is everything, you deserve the world! I hope this brings some of y’all comfort! She’s alive and well! Final remark: I’m not gonna discuss any further what she’s doing now and where she lives, I researched her whereabouts simply to have closure over the channel and to give anyone else who might be stopping by some closure as well.

Hi Elle, you haven't been back on your channel here or on Instagram since 2017. I hope you are ok. Miss your infectious personality and your wealth of knowledge. Sending you big love and warm hugs wherever you may be 💕

COME BACK ELLE! MISS YOUR VIDEOS!

We just hope you’re okay. I don’t think you would leave people to worry unless something major happened. We keep hoping we’ll hear from you and hopefully that you are ok. We just want to know if you’re healthy and doing ok. We miss you. You just disappeared from one day to the next.... It’s been three years. I really hope you are okay, Elle. We miss you. ♥️

where did you go?..we miss you!

Elle...where are you? We miss your beautiful soul and all you shared. Would love to see how you make your flying ointment, I really miss your videos.

Elle you are a one in a million person.. a bright and sorely needed light on an all-too-often dark world. I truly hope you are ok. But Please just know that no matter what may be happening right now, that there are SO many of us that miss you, support you and love ya!

Do any of her friends know what’s happened to Elle? Is she ok? That’s all we want you know...❤️

Hi, I’d there any way you would consider just a quick update on how things are going? Not asking for more content unless you want to, but it’s been so long since your last post, please consider just a quick vlog on how you’re doing? Hoping all is well.

I just found her channel while looking up The Hermetic Tarot and didn’t realize it was 6 years old! I hope she is ok, she definitely has some wonderful videos and I’m just getting started on watching

I miss your videos!! I've watched you for years, and I'm so worried we will never find out why the videos stopped, if you're okay. We all miss you!

so sad to see she has not checked in or come back.. hard not to think the worst. hope she is well

Miss your videos so much! Where have you gone :(?

Best video of its kind I’ve seen. Binged all your other vids too. So sad that I seem to have found you after you stopped making new content. Hope all is well with you nonetheless.

Just stopped by to check on you kidlet. Worried about you. Hope all is well !

So what happened to you? Are you no longer posting? Sad since you are very talented. ❤️ I hope and wish you are well. Blessings.

I miss your videos! I hope one day you start making them again. 🤗

I've been reading these comments, and I miss you too! If you do decide to post again that'd be so wonderful, but it is also wonderful if you are taking time for yourself ❤❤ Sending love!! Hope all is well ❤❤

I just found one of your videos. I enjoyed it so much, that I went to your channel. I noticed that your last post was a couple of years ago. I also noticed all the comments mentioning how loved and missed you are. I don’t even know you, but I felt the emotional connection that your subscribers have with you. I teared up as I read their comments. Wherever you’re are, I hope you are healthy, happy, and just busy with life. I also hope you are able to come back to all the people who still miss you.

I'll keep checking and rechecking for a comeback! Love your videos so much, they were and still are very, very helpful! Hope you and your loved ones are well! 🌹

2018 was a year that took me a lifetime to get through so I know life has that way of happening to all of us. Sending you love. You & others here in YT land inspire me so much. Sending you much love & whatever else you may need. Hope we get to see you again soon. ♥️

We miss you! I've heard several people in the past few weeks mention you and how much they miss your videos. Your videos have been so helpful in my tarot journey. Thank You!

miss your energy elle! hope you’re well wherever you are 🌻

I am truly considering the worst scenario at this point and it is beyond devastating. Please let us know that you're okay. Even a 2 second video saying I'm alive and well is fine! And if the worst case scenario is true an update from a loved one would bring some closure... God I'm so depressed even writing this...

Oh my Goddess! Are you ever a find! Your books are truly works of art, as octoberskys said. I've enjoyed each and every second. More please.

WHERE ARE YOU EL?!?!?! Missing quality, funny, informative, (yada yada) videos about Tarot. PLEASE come back! In all seriousness I hope you & your's are well.

Sacred Seed where are you?

I can see your love for your Book of Shadows and that's amazing!! You inspired me to work on my book too

That was truly inspirational. I spewed adoration, awe, and praise for this incredible time on the vid for part one so I’ll spare you in this space. 😇 Thanks again for sharing not only the visual treat but also the fascinating commentary of your practice through the years.

Elle, I miss you so much. You’re so inspiring to me and I’m feeling a little lost right now, so I was watching your videos. I hope you’re okay.

The best grimoire video I have ever seen. Very inspiring!! I will surely use as inspiration for my own. Thank you!

This. Is GLORIOUS! I'm so impressed! Thank you so much for showing it on your channel. And once again: so happy you're back!

I LOVE mugwort. Love the pics. Thank you so much for sharing this with us!

Do you have another Channel? so miss your videos.

I loved it. Your book is beautiful and you're so funny. You nearly made me snort my tea. Thanks for sharing your piece of art with us.

I am watching your videos on this tome again. It is awesome and truly a joy to watch!

Elle I miss your face. Wherever you are I hope you are well.

FRIGGIN AWSOME!!!!!!! I love it, you have done an amazing job.....thank you for sharing

Elle....such a wonderful pure hearted person like you...will always stay safe, happy & lead a fulfilling life with the blessings of almighty...so I am not going to worry about you anymore...may be you want to take rest from social media..it's ok....but sooner the day will come to see your beautiful face & soul again...even if you post after 50yrs I will like your video(if god permits my soul in the body till that time😅😅😅)

I found this channel recently. I am deeply amazed and comforted by your positive attitude toward life and tarot. Your strength and energy can be felt through your voice and the way you talked. However, I’m strongly overwhelmed when I found this channel has stopped updating and no one knows your status and whereabouts. Where are you, Elle? Hope everything is fine... Best regards and thank you for sharing your insights of life with us.

Sacred Seed , I hope you are happy and healthy ! Please post a quick update about yourself. I really miss your amazing, sparkling, personality!

Hello from Glastonbury -UK. Just discovered this channel and it is delightfully inspiring. I have discovered many new things I would love to look into in depth. You have opened doors in my mind. Thank you.

Hello, Elle! It has been a while since you uploaded. I hope you are safe and well! I love seeing the work you have put into your Book of Shadows! It turned out beautiful! ~Peace, Love, and Blessed Be!

On a serious note, is she okay? Is she alive? I hope everything is okay. 😔

When I think about what a book of shadows looks like or what it contains, this is what I think of. This is soooooo detailed and informed. I am very impressed by all of this and hope to have a book just as big in the future. :)

Hey Elle! Just popping in to hope that everything is going well on your end and if you ever get a chance, to at least update us on if you are well and such. Your videos have been so informative and I want to thank you for that.

Come back!!!! We all miss you

I absolutely love your book. It's amazing! And I love the way you talk, very entertaining and gripping. I'm not really into the Norse pantheon (I'm more into Celtic) but I loved the information you gave about staves. It made me want to learn more about it. Great work!

So beautiful, and inspiring!!! Love your videos

This channel is amazing and I've learned so much. Thank you elle for all the knowledge and for pointing me in the right directions. I hope you come back with new videos someday and that your doing well.

I'm in love with your herbs section💚🌿

Beautiful....You are so talented. Thanks for sharing.

Anymore videos coming? Miss you~

I am new to your channel and catching up on your videos. I absolutely LOVE your BOS!! Wish you were still making videos, so much great, useful information. Thank you so much for sharing! ~Carole

Loved it! I wont be making a BoS anytime soon- but I'm feeling inspired!

I just found your channel &&& I LOVE ❤️ IT &&& LOVE ❤️ U!!! Where are you? You haven't posted in a year. I hope you are well. Please let us know how you're doing even if you don't post anything new. But I really, really hope you will post again soon. Xoxoxo. Sending Love ❤️ to you &&& your wifey 😘

The excitement in your voice doing your flip through has gained my subscription lol. Now let me get back to watching ☺️

WHERE ARE YOU EL!?!? I hope your ok, We miss you!Please come back!

I had to look up staves! Lol very beautiful work! Very inspirational

Your art !! I love you !! I'm so not sleeping now cuz I wanna write in my book LoL ✌💜💚

Still my favorite channel... Still wondering how you are!! ❤️😢 Missing you Ellie! Hope all is well!

Your book is beautiful, a work off Art ! Thanks for sharing !

Wow, you’ve been busy! This is absolutely amazing!!!

I would love to see a video on how to actually make the book, this is so amazingly beautiful!!

holy moly that is one heck of a book gives me some inspiration to do my own happy to see more of you =D

Miss you, Elle!!

Thank you so much for sharing your book it is so beautiful 😍

Hi Elle. Are you OK? I know sometimes this work can be exhausting, I sometimes step aside also. I'm reaching out to touch base as a fellow member of the Tarot community. I hope life is so great that you've just been too busy to keep up. xoxo ~ Marilyn

Very beautiful, Elle. Your rune pages are my favorites. It really looks like an old world grimoire :o)

This is everything I would ever want my BoS to be! Amazing work, I wish I could study it haha

Amazing! so professional :) Thanx for showing it! Inspiring

I just found your channel but you are no where to be found. Please come back, I love your energies. Hope your well.

Miss her she helped me so much with her reviews.

Elle Elle Elle !!!! please come and just say you are fine...please come...I am feeling really heavy😭

Your book is AMAZING!!!

Does anybody know what happened to El?? She has 22,000 subscribers, she dropped off the face of the earth just like Frankie Albano! Just to know if she's okay.

That is quite a beautiful volume. Wow!!

I really enjoyed seeing your sigils. Sigil magick is one of my favorite "types" of magick.

Great work, very interesting and a nice heirloom to hand down to your children someday. Perhaps you should do a video on all the how to, and craft work that went into the book.

I hope you come back~ I miss your videos and all the teachings in there and Miss you.

I hope you’re okay!

Hope you are well and come back to KZfaq when you are ready. I am very much missing your videos and go back to them regularly for some inspiration and guidance. ❤️💗❤️

Sending you lots of love. Miss you.

Your supreme authenticity text is the very vex! ❤️‍🔥👻👻🙏

wow you have alot of knowledge in there that's for sure, this would be good for you to pass down, never seen one so deeply in depth. very amazing...

This was stunning. Thank you so much for sharing this with us. You are very talented! Also… You have a Tardis collection? ::awed hush:: Can we see it? 💙💙💙

Had to watch the second part too! Still Love it.

Just saying Hey, hope you come back when the time is right for you 🧡

You can write straight across the page too! :D I think thats something I was born with. As a child I remember all of my friends written words started in the middle, or a kittle above, on the left side to begin, and was WITHIN AN INCH of it on the other side! Yeah being able to write straight across the page is something you are born to do! hee hee

Love that you’re a whovian 🙌 keep up the breathtaking work. I love your section on sigils! Video idea: would you consider talking about your journey with sigils, your “collection”/how u use yours and how to make your own? I love Sigil work and I’ve read/researched my fair share and would love to hear ur opinion :)

Very gorgeous book. 😙 But I hearing no body can't see the book inside because is so personal. I glad to see yours.

Elle, are you allright? I still enjoy your videos. I just want you to know your videos and personality still make me happy. I wonder why you left so suddenly. You don’t have to explain ofcourse. Just a sign of life...

Where is this awesome woman ?

Hoping you are ok! Your light is missed

Hope all is well and would like to see an update on this amazing work. Blessings!

I miss you here. I hope all is well ❤

Your light is sincerely missed here. Where have you gone? :(

Elle that was just incredible! There were times where I forgot this was a modern production book and not something that looked like it could have been taken right out of...Hogwarts Library :) (And that's got to be saying something, cause you know how hard MinaLima worked on their book props for the movie!) Most stunning book of shadows ever!!!! Keep up the great work... and Tardis Collection?>? Neat! +1 For Tardis Collection Video

where are u ..i miss ur videos!...hope ur well!!!

Hello does anyone know if she is ok?