I'm 44 and my advice is do what gives you joy each day. You don't need to label yourself as a particular thing. If today you want to read then read..... If tomorrow you want to go clubbing or hop on a plane why not. Life's for living...... Don't overthink it just do what makes you happy now .. 💕

I just turned 22. And I’m just like you, I’ve fallen in love with the little things. Dog walks, solo coffee dates, my morning rituals, staying in for a cozy night and spending hours reading. They will always be my favourite parts of my day. You adore what you adore, if it makes you happy you are doing life perfectly.

I'm 24 and i definetly can relate. Some days i ask myself what i really want in life and if i'm on the right track or if i'm "wasting my youth". I'm also rarely going out and prefer to go on a hike with my dog or watch movies at home. Then on other days i'm perfectly happy with everything. I think social media is heavily influencing these thoughts because we are always comparing with others. Loving the fall vibes 🍂🥰

I’m 28 and feel more lost then ever before :( I’ve had a really bad mental health year. It’s taking every fiber of my being to make it through each day. So this video came at the perfect time. Thank you for sharing your toughts with us 💜💜

Watching this video and reading all the comments is truly comforting. It's always good to know that you're not alone and that your struggles are someone else's struggles too. I hope nothing but health & happiness to all of us 💕

It's so important to do what you love and what brings you joy. Don't worry about what others are doing, as long as you are happy that's literally all that matters! x

I remember this feeling in your 20s...I decided at 25 to go travelling the world for a year which was the best decision. But it gets easier...in your 30s you still don't have it all figured out but you don't care...you are much more comfortable and confident in your own skin. I found my 30s a lot more fun 😊 "Comparison is the thief of joy" 💖

Hey Hannah! I barely ever write comments but i feel your words so much that i need to write down my thoughts. I went through the exact same phase during covid. I am only 21 years old but I moved to another city, moved together with my boyfriend and started studying medicine. During Covid I also had a lot of time to think a about EVERYTHING…let me tell you i went through a real crisis. I thought „oh is this now the life that is meant to be for me“ or „am i only going to study, work and be with the same person for my whole life“ and „what shall i do to get the most out of my 20s“…and so on. So I am at the beginning of my 20s and i was at the same point so maybe that calms you down. And I thought „oh this person is out every night, and this one is dating so many guys and this on is currently in asia and next month in america and oh this one is already starting her career“ But you know what my solution was? I thought this. is. my. life. These question all come up because we are seeing so many people the same age doing different things, eventhough at the same time we are happy the way we live. We are always comparing us to each other. But you should do what feels right for you. Only you know the right way for yourself to spend your 20s. And if it isn‘t going out every weekend, then why do you think it maybe is if you already know it isn‘t? I think we should ask ourself the big questions where we want to be in a few years and live after that. For me I know what makes me feel fullfilled is travelling! I feel I learn so much from it and I evolve so much. I think everyone needs something that makes him/her feel breaking out from reality and living wild. So thats travellingfor me. I am happy with myself, studying medcine and having already a stable relationship. I don’t need to go out every weekend and have 10 dates a week. So then what does a „wild life“ mean?? And you know what calms me down the most? Even if you have the feeling to break free in 10 years and do something completly different that you expect, why not? you can do everything you want in your life. At any time. I love the phrase „you are alway one decision away from a totally different life“. Keeping that in mind, calms me down on my weak days when I think I am not spending my 20s right. Writing down all my thoughts is impossible here, but I hope I managed to summarise it a bit. Sorry for my english, i hope you understood the meaning of everything! Keep going Hannah, you are a lovely person and giving so much through your youtube videos!!!

hey dear hannah, what a beautiful, beautiful video. i'm not sure if you are aware of the positive impact you have on the lives of your audience. i can only speak for myself, but i'm certain i'm not the only one who feels calmer and happier every time after watching you share coziness, clarity, food and style inspiration, and roo's incredible cuteness with the world. while it can be difficult to go through periods of doubt and deep reflection, it's also a good process, i think. i've learned it's good to not put too much pressure on oneself - if you do things that make you curious and bring you joy, that's a great path to follow. in addition to doing cozy things at home, you are also creating this beautiful platform - one that makes people happy. like albert schweitzer said, joy is the only thing that doubles when it is shared. as long as you enjoy the process and don't feel you're missing out - great! you know what is best for your life. sending so much love and gratitude your way! xxx

The feeling of I must accomplish all these things in life in our 20s is surreal. The pressure is intense and it is so ingrained in our culture we recieve SO much unintentional yet subliminal message around accomplishing life by the time your 30 - education, be well travelled and wordly, career, relationship, marriage, buy a house, start a family. It's actually insane and whilst yes there are many many out there who amazingly get to tick all those boxes in that time it's not mandatory and also extremely stressful. Realistically that's so much pressure to try and do it all and seem like your all figured out. No.one.has. has.it.all.figured.out - even if you think they seem to! It's okay to feel blah and unsure, we are not meant to have it all figured out we're constantly learning and growing. Continue to do what makes you feel happy and content right now. If your not ready for certain things all you have to do is acknowledge it be happy for those who may be doing those things and give yourself the permission to take your time. It is so much easier said than done - I'm approaching 30 next year and I feel it too but getting out of the mental merry go round is the best thing you can do!

I felt this way last year when I was doing a career I wasn’t happy in and single. I then met my now partner, he made me realize my grandmother personality is amazing like his, I fell in love with life again. He motivated me to apply for my masters abroad, we both got in and are now doing our masters in Amsterdam. Although I sympathize with you, sometimes the right partner who loves the same little joys as you or a different job makes all the difference.

I love your honesty Hannah, it makes you relatable and feel like a true friend! I’m 25 and have similar struggles. It helps to know others are going through the same thing

absolutely obsessed with these cosy fall vibes 😍🐿️🪵🍁🍂

Hey lovely, I totally understand how you feel and you are not alone. I absolutely adore your personality and when I watch your videos I feel at home and relaxed. It’s so normal to compare and wonder if you are doing the right things, especially in your late 20’s, but you are exactly where you need to be, and you understand yourself and what you like / don’t like well; That’s truly so wonderful at your age. Maybe all you need is change, and your home move will bring you so much of that 😊

This was sooo cozy. My whole internal theme for October is self-love and healing and preparing myself for new opportunities and a whole new direction moving forward, so I appreciate how you feel. I have learned that through self-care rituals and taking time to do the things that bring me joy and peace I have found SO much serenity and direction as well as motivation. I see you doing a lot of self-care already but just in case I thought I would leave that thought here, it has helped me feel finally perfectly at peace with where I am and what I've been through while also very excited to make changes and excitement for whatever the future brings. Hope you find your way!

it was such a pleasure watching this video. I love all the calming cozy vibes🌸

❤❤❤ I only started watching your videos toward the end of last year so I've been sort of catching up today, as I'm having a tougher than usual time w things, both mentally and physically...thank you for sharing parts of your life and thoughts, I'm finding these comforting and really appreciate this 😢

Sending lots of love and positivity! Don't let society make you doubt doing the things that make you happy! Life is too short not to be happy! I'm the same, I love a long walk with the dog, cosy weekends at home and home shopping!

Continue doing what brings you joy. You are doing exactly what you should be doing. Everything will fall into place when you follow your joy. I am 49 (tomorrow) and looking back my 20’s we’re so confusing, I am finding my joy now. ❤️ just keep going.

Your 20s are hard, what you're saying makes complete sense! Definitely not alone

absolutely love your KZfaq, it just gets better and better ♡

Honestly this was a really helpful video to see. I’m 26 and facing the same dilemmas. I’ve never felt so lost in my life, from all aspects of staying in my home area, moving away/travelling, work etc. It was good to hear someone else saying they feel like this, as at the moment it seems everyone around me has themselves together, but me. Talking helps. Listening helps. Not to disregard the way you feel, but it was helpful non the less.

I really love your videos and watch every week. I don't often comment, but I wanted to today after listening to your intro. I think comparing yourself to others is a very natural thing to do as is questioning how you use your time and wondering if you should be doing something else. The last few years have been especially rough on everyone so its no surprise that we're all feeling less stable than we used to and that makes us question things even more. But if you love being homely and reading books, then that's exactly what you should be doing. There is no point wondering if you should be going out more or travelling if that's not what makes your heart sing. I also love being at home, drinking tea and feeling cosy so that's what I prioritise. It's grounding and gives me peace. I know it does the same for you so embrace that and try not to worry x

I am so glad I stumbled across your channel! This is the first video of yours I have watched and it resonates so much 💕 I am turning 27 soon and I have jumped from job to job and feel really lost. Like you I am happiest at home getting all cosy. I am also vegan and write gratitude lists so it is amazing to find someone like-minded to watch!! 🥰

Beautiful Hannah, I'm a few years older than you and we all have funny thoughts at some stage in our life but it's so normal! There is never a right or wrong way on how you do things in life. The most important issue is for you to be happy and everything will flourish. You bring so much joy to me and I'm sure to many others that watch your videos! 💕🌺🌻

Never apologize for being authentic. We all go through things. You’re entitled to feel this way & start your vlog off however you want. No one is positive all the time. There’s such a stigma these days that one must be positive at all times. This way of thinking can’t be more unrealistic. I am going through something myself at the moment & have rewatched your post on dealing with anxiety. You offered some great tips and it would be nice to see more on that topic if it’s not too triggering for you. I love watching your videos & I can’t get enough of Roo.

Hello Hannah! That's completely fine that you feel like that, your are not alone! I'm also going through the phase where I'm doubting about evrything and can't stop thinking. It definitely comes from comparing on social media, but I always try to tell myself that I'm good enough as I'm and don't need to be or to have everything as people who I'm following on the Instagram. Trust me, your are on the way you should be. Trust your own process.

Resonate with your chat at the beginning so so much, thank you for making me feel less alone 😊

Hannah...it’s natural to have doubts in life...and that’s true whatever decade you’re living through. Do what makes you happy. Do what brings you joy. Don’t compare your life to other people’s lives. Live your own life and be true to yourself. The doubts will come and go...just don’t let them overwhelm you. You are beautiful ...inside and out. Much love to you xx

That place looks amazing!!! I honestly love watching your videos I reckon your the type of friend I would love to hang with because you enjoy the simple things like walks in nature, books etc which I love to do. I do agree with everything that you are feeling, I’ve been feeling like this so much lately but I’m trying to not compare my life to others and keep telling myself that I am doing the best I can for me

Those feelings sound like... your intuition...no need to fear yourself...just sit with those feeling...embrace it until you understand it...having patience with yourself is a gift...it leads to growth. Continue to have fun.

Keep being you, do what makes you happy , spend time with your favourite people and make as many memories as you can. You don’t have to travel just go for nights away, day trips etc. everything will fall in place. There’s no pressure to do anything at any time. Do what makes YOU happy ❤️

I completely understand how you feel! I‘m very similar in that I love the little things and don’t crave the sort of „twentys“ stereotype. I think honestly everyone is different and we all have different purposes and truly I think you very happy and content in yourself that you don’t crave much like myself, which many don’t have the luxury of having so I would just enjoy the contentment and let life take its course. Well that’s what I feel anyways xx

I think that was one of the best videos you've made. With deep conversation and a place so cozy. :-)

Probably the cosiest autumnal vlog ive watched this season! The cabin was absolutely beautiful, looks such a dreamy place to stay! & omg my little yorkie is Roo’s twin! They look identical but mines a boy and he’s nearly 10 🥺 also love your whole vibe from your personality to the way you film & edit your content! 🍂🧡

This video was so cozy! Thank you for sharing ❤

This got me so calm ❤ Amazing place! Even if we are not alone, these are the places where we should spend more time alone. It’s healing 🏞️

The things that light you up & bring you Joy, is your inner compass. It's telling you, that you're on the right path. The things that you know that don't light you up or you don't like doing is telling you that's not your path or true authentic self. If you continue with the things that bring you Joy, lean into it, let the other "stuff" go, relax, trust & go with the flow. The more you do this, the more your path will illuminate and lead you to the right path & more of what brings you Joy. Seems as though your Soul is in a bit of an inner conflict with Ego (hence the "should" questioning). I read something not so long ago about what we think we "should" be doing rather than allowing things to flow. Whenever you think you "should" be doing something...do the opposite. Tune into your soul (your feelgood feels/vibes)....listen to that....then do that! I have started to implement this way of thinking into my daily life & it has helped reduce alot of stress & anxiety & has made me feel more grounded, centred, zen & happy! 💕

A excellent solo staycation vlog Hannah and it's great to have a change of scenery from time to time for your mental health. I am going for a staycation from Wednesday 19th to 24th October. Love 🥰 the vlog and love 💕 Hannah.

WHY DO I FEEL WE ARE ABOUT TO SEE THE HANNAH MOVING VLOGS SOO TO COME❤

Such a lot of pressure in your 20’s, in the days of social media when there are a million different opportunities and options. I totally get that you are having this crisis. For every road taken, there are so many others that you cannot take. Bless you for being so honest in such a public arena…you are a special young lady and I am sure you will reflect and figure it out…wishing you well

What a beautiful place!!! I'm obsessed 😍😍😍

It looks like a peaceful time. I am 46 and I still have the same uneasy feelings as you. It’s a feeling that can’t be explained but you don’t feel centered. Not sure if that explains what you are feeling. Also I read that book it is wonderful. Thank you for sharing your girls night. Hope you had a great time 😊

Do whatever makes you happy, and if you already know what makes you happy keep doing it.

The pizza looked so good! Such a cozy cabin. How perfect. 🥰🤍🐶

I suffered so much during pandemic, 25 months working from home alone, couldn’t travel home to see my family/friends, I felt so lonely-disappointed-dissatisfied. I was going through a crisis, couldn’t achieve anything, then in June I changed everything (left my job, changed Company, moved to a bigger apartment with my man, quit some toxic relationships, modified my lifestyle, rejoined the gym in the morning, started boxing classes on Thursday, pilates in the evening, travelled back home 4 times to spend time with my loved ones). Maybe, I don’t know yet what I exactly want but I do know what I don’t want, I don’t like… My health/my family/my partner are my certainties,the rest it’s just a surplus. You do you Hannah, everything will happen at the right time, your time! Don’t compare your life to others, everyone has his/her own story-speed. ❤

all of the things you are feeling are totally normal, everyone feels that way from time to time, but remember that you are just making the best decision for you in the present time. Your attitude and feelings will continue to change throughout your life, you (and the rest of us) are doing the best we can do, with the current information that we have. We are our own worst critics, so remember to be kinder to yourself :)

Hi! I’m definitely actually truly at midlife and I feel like I landed on your channel because of the thoughtfulness, kindness, and simplicity with which you approach life. Isn’t what you’re doing right now the goal of so many humans? Like that’s actual success at such a young age where you can already live and enjoy life this way! I know I for one consider a weekend spent reading, walking, cooking, and reflecting to be just the pinnacle of my time. My only thought as I’m watching your own musing about this fork in the road as it were is that perhaps you could take a course on specifically vegan cooking or even on contemporary literature? You could try your hand at writing a few book reviews? You could learn how to put even more of yourself into those things you love! That’s all. Thank you so much for sharing your world. It’s a gorgeous one!

What a lovely video, the place you stayed looked amazing and peaceful.

Hoping this has given you what you needed. Such a beautiful place

Feel this so much I work full time but still live at home and feel like I constantly waste my weekends cos I usually just go for coffee the gym or read ect !!

During my quarter life crisis, I actually met a spiritual coach in MX which I know spirituality isn’t for everyone, but she taught me how to plan my life with intention which helped manage the uncertainty anxieties 🥰 Choose three energies you want for yourself in the next six months (mine was confident, grounded, and adventurous) and that may help you find that intention you’re looking for! Thank you for being vulnerable about this topic! It’s so common 🥰

This is the most perfect setting! I’ve told Nathan we need to go for a romantic weekend! X

I’m so happy you’re talking about this, because I feel exactly the same. I’m 25, I’m travelling Europe with my boyfriend and my cat and I live such a nice life, I get to see so many beauty around the world and yet I’m thinking if it is what I should be doing, because I don’t have as many friends as I used to have, I’m not partying at all and sometimes I feel lonely about it. Even though I like travelling and sitting at cosy home with my cat more than I would partying. I think it might be a 20 something thing, a phase and I really hope it will pass 😅❤️

Nobody have to comper himself to another person. The meaning of everything is the meaning you give to things.

Ok, so I am way older than you, and you should know we all have these questions at different points in our lives. Maybe the questions change, but there will always be forks in the road. Just stay present, no need to compare your journey to others. I love your vlog, your tastes in food and your openness and vulnerability. You seem to have a great head on your shoulders with a heart to match. Thank you from an aspiring vegan living in Los Angeles.

I can totally relate to this!

You seem like such a humble sweet soul

hannah your beaut beaut pyjamas I neeeed .. the cosy vibes 🐯🐯🤎🤎

I feel the exact same way. I'm 27 and recently finished uni. I feel like I've wasted most of my 20's on "just studying". I had a great time going to uni, but I never went to parties and stuff (the pandemic is responsible for a lot of that). I mean, I have been doing great things during my 20's as well but just not as many as when I compare myself to people on social media. I would love to travel more but I'm scared of flying so there's that haha... But also like you I like being at home and just reading, drinking tea, watching youtube or netflix and just being cosy.

Clearly I’ve been watching too many scary movies. This cabin in the woods is absolutely terrifying! 😂❤ Thanks for sharing your trip.

Hi Hannah, I think you are winning at life, do what makes you happy and not what you think you should be doing. On another note, I love the cardigan you had on where did you get it.

I think when you feel lost that adding something new to your life will help you feel excited about stuff and also grounded. Find a charity you are passionate about and volunteer your time.

Looks so quaint

Your 20’s should be whatever makes you happy, and what ever you want them to be, partying isn’t for everyone. Stop trying to live everyone’s life and enjoy living your life. Xx

hey girl. same...I think this comes from a lot of comparing and not being in enlightenment with our true values. I realized especially with social media no matter what I do because we show our highlights we compare to the positive. So a more healthy way to look at this could be what consequences am I willing to take to a certain path. Because everything has it pros and cons. Beautiful and dark sides.. I feel the same I am 23 and still no matter what I do / will do I feel like its not enough and I can relate 100%. I think we are the generation that grew up with social media but still we are not so deep in it like the 13 years old so sometimes we get overwhelmed because there was a time without the internet. If we use it in moderation, get in enlightenment with our heart and following inspirations on social media instead of whats trendy or hyped I guess we follow a good way.. Anyways I am hoping you are doing better I can relate so much...

I‘m turning 26 next month and I feel the exact same.. I don’t know what to do, where to start and how to identify what I want. I mean I know what my life goals are but as you are saying, I am constantly questioning if what I‘m doing is right or if I should be doing something else..

Ps forgot to mention, spending a lot of time alone means you more time to think than; I lived in the middle of no where with an ex partner who worked off-shore. I was on my own most weeks of the month, and I remember how hard that was, don’t be hard on yourself ❤

So nice video! It's nice to learn with you how to be happier... :)

I definitely can relate to feeling lost and confused when seeing what everyone else is doing versus what you love and are doing and questioning that💛 Also you’ve probably answered this but where are your rain boots/welly’s from!?

Love!!! If you don't mind what breed is your puppy?

I’m 27 and have a son so definitely different to you but sometimes feel the same, that I should’ve spent my 20s being more wild but in the end that’s not me as a person and I’m happy with my life. You just have to do what makes you happy no matter what others are doing in their life ♥️

You are the most beautiful person in every possible way. Inside and out. Living your best life will change throughout your life. Sometimes it will be FULL ON and other times, slow and the mundane. Both needed. The pace will flux. The exciting and the new will rise and fall. But in truth? I think you spend too much time on your own and that's what makes you feel flat or lost. Not easy to change but make plans, in person, on Zoom. Text more. Join a walking group. But above all else, know you're doing it right, you're doing your best, you have so much to look forward to. I consider you a YT BFF! And if you could do a video a day, that would be great. 🙌🏻😂😘 xx

I feel similar to you. I just turned 29 and am dreading 30. Everything I go on social media I see my past classmates getting married, having babies or travelling. I'm in a long distance relationship and I know marriage and babies are a couple years away. My job isn't exactly stable at the moment so no travelling. I keep asking what have I done with my life.

Hi I love your wellies

I read book “The Defining Decade: Why Your Twenties Matter” a few years ago, this book changed my mind! Today I'm a todder mom and an engineer with a master's degree

Don’t ever compare yourself to others - comparison is the thief of joy. Do what you want & feel like doing, that’s what’s right for you. Pity more people didn’t have the same ideals & philosophy as you.

I think you're over Manchester, I did when I sold my flat in Castlefield. You need to be around your sister & family, it's not fair that you are on your own a lot. Or get somewhere with a bit more of a community like Didsbury or Chorlton Cum Hardy & then reaccess and build from that new starting point xxx

I’m loving the hut. Can you link the company website please? Such a great autumn video of loveliness ❤

Hi 🥰 I really love this video. Thanks for sharing and may I ask where this cabin is and where it’s possible to book it? ❤

hey, I totally get what you mean!! I'm 21 and I just feel like I'm not in the mood of other people my age anymore.. how old are you?

Hey I subscribe your channel and respect your vlog

Amazingggg 🤩😍😻 but I think it would be better if this routine was voiceover instead of background music and talking to us as a vlog 🤗❤️😘😚

Interesting what you say….but I’m now 50 and just feel like I’m plodding along and should be doing so much more but feel I keep putting things off.x 20’s you should do what you feel like.xx

So when you said that you think you should be doing something else with your 20s I am 42 years old in my 20s I was addicted I missed my whole entire 20s. And when I look back on life I would say that in your 20s experience, you experience the world experience life the way you enjoy experiencing it. The only thing that matters is that you enjoy the beautiful day outside that you enjoy the people around you that you care about and love because your 20s will be gone in the blink of an eye. Just experience your world and you.

Looks Amazing X ❤️ Xxxx 🤗..

Good Morning Hannah. Don't worry it's normal to go through some life crisis... I had probably 3 and I'm only 27 lol. Teenage time was truly horrible. I tried to kill myself and ended up at the hospital. Then I turned 20 in 2015 I moved to London, after my studies I had no job, no house , no friends and on the top I didn't speak English. It was probably one of the hardest challenge of my life . I was so lost thinking am I gonna be able to be successful and not being broke anymore. At almost 24 I started my business and it was hard but it worked OK. Still a room for improvement but it does allow me to live on my own flat and I'm quite proud of it. 2.5 years ago business shut down, I got attacked twice , I burned out when we reopened , lost 7kg , my hair and my boyfriend broke up with me. On the top of it i ended up in a flat where I couldn't even shower..or sleep because of the noise. Basically a shithole. I lost myself so deep . So badly. I struggle with low moods ans I carry lot of trauma still now but always try to think the great things I have in my life. My friends , my job , my family, the beauty around me etc .... So I would say just do whatever bring you joy. The exercise that I did to come out of depression was writting down all.the things that brings me happiness or.joy in life on a piece of paper and I try to include as many of them in my day to day life . Hope that you find peace and wish you the best xxx Love and light ✨️ Lena x

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Seems like some balance is needed here? You might be doing too much of one thing. It’s also good to set goals as well - short and long term. If I was you I would have a once a month catch up with girlfriends, plan for a holiday, think about your future with Kenny - when would you like to own a house, what age for kids etc (an age that suits you both). Make some plans and set some goals!! And always trust in the Universe - everything is happening for you exactly as and when it should x

Hello‼️Love it✨🕉🐨🍂🍁🍃🍁

What do you do for a living?

You can think about it sorry

Also you seem like you are into the wholesome side of Epicureanism so just embrace it and do the things that make you happy. And do not compare yourself to anyone else.

this intro has been basically me for the latest 2 years hannah. Everything you said I can relate. As a 23yo finishing a degree (that hasn’t got much possibilities of finding a job 🥵) living with my boyfriend and cat and really, nothing much, enjoying small details like u said, reading , cooking, watching movies… And that’s okay but some how i still question myself, and i am so hard on myself. Am i doing enough? should i have more friends? how do i make friends when i am 23yo and i don’t go out that much….? idk, just wanted to say thank u and that i support you 💯 you are the most real and cosy, i just feel like talking to a closest friend. 💌

Hannah - in the nicest way possible - do you think maybe you feel lonely or lost or like you're missing out is because you don't have close girl friends you can easily see or talk to or turn to? Do you have a girl or a few girls you can go grab a lunch with and unwind during the week? Going on a wine tasting or a little holiday trip like this one? It seems like since you moved your whole life for Kenny's career, you've put yourself on the back burner. Girl friends are essential to a happy life

Where is this place?? 😆

Girls become more self aware in their late 20’s and guys in their early 30’s. Everyone is different so timelines varies with each individual. See the world now before children.

Where are you staying , looks so lovely

How old are you? ❤

I'm 26. I am Ukrainian. And in February of this year, a war broke out in my country, Russia started bombing my house. To say that this year is difficult mentally will be a strong decrease. I'm trying very hard to stay afloat 💔