WHEN U FEEL LIKE A PILE OF GARBAGE

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@chlomo2618 Жыл бұрын

In the UK, "fancy dress" means costumes, like you'd wear for Halloween, so when you said you were contemplating a video showing a week of fancy dressing, I thought: Okay, a little off brand, and a weird time of year to do it, but I'd be here for that 😂

@91splamy Жыл бұрын

That how my son would live his life if he got to choose his outfit every day. He’s 5 though so it makes more sense haha

@julierosie62 Жыл бұрын

Oh me too ❤😂

@susannatuttapanna2010 Жыл бұрын

I was just sitting there thinking about how terrible I felt, so this is well timed!

@trblessed1020 Жыл бұрын

I thought it was just me! I have been feeling so off

@LouisaDD Жыл бұрын

Me too!

@janelane92 Жыл бұрын

Same.

@melanie-sq5bs Жыл бұрын

omg thank you for this video. I totally relate right now

@sarahsnowsoup Жыл бұрын

Wow same

@samg4804 Жыл бұрын

I recommended "Stolen Focus" to a few of my therapy clients and we had an informal book club about it. The discussion spawned a number of behavioral experiments in which clients reworked their relationships to their phones and led to really rich observations. I'm with you, Hannah, it is a compelling, readable, and relatable book. For those who aren't sold, watch some of Johann's interviews with various podcasters from the book tour; he's a remarkable story-teller. As are you, Hannah! 😘

@goldengrace2833 Жыл бұрын

Yes! I'm a therapist too and I simply adore Hari!

@quietowl1246 Жыл бұрын

I’m going to listen to this. I know my concentration has been destroyed by my phone 💔

@aileenbell6750 Жыл бұрын

I am excited to read it!

@elainebradleyceramist Жыл бұрын

Great book recommend, or say the two part Oprah’s Soul podcast she did with johann Hari is a great start.

@RedRvmm Жыл бұрын

Thank you for this! I've been feeling like a pile of garbage a lot lately. Since like December off and on. It's been a lot. This is very helpful and comforting, and helps remind me that a lot of us suffer through these times.

@notjustirene Жыл бұрын

Same, same. Every time my head things it wants to be happier, my body breaks down and gets sick. I’m exhausted and I just want sunshine and spring.

@AliceAnnRose Жыл бұрын

I started googling... "Uprooted" is a book based on Polish folklore, but written by an American. I am Polish. I love books. I adore Hannah. Will read for sure!

@gosiakidd5646 Жыл бұрын

Now you got my attention. Glad you brought up this detail. Dziekuje :)

@disgruntledmoderate5331 Жыл бұрын

It is so good!

@63rambler66 Жыл бұрын

One obsession in my childhood was basnie ludowe. I still have our family’s book about the journey of Krabat. Maybe I’ll get the audio, although I rarely consume fiction any more.

@hope4sumthinghappy Жыл бұрын

Ugh so relatable, Hannah!! Thank you for talking to us like we’re fellow human people, rather than giving in to the pressure to present the emotionally manipulating facade of got-it-togetherness. ❤

@RaniaMich Жыл бұрын

I've been feeling like a pile of garbage every morning for my entire adult life or so. It's been a couple of years, I've been listening to beautiful videos created by amazing people while doing my skincare- makeup and by the time I'm out of the house I know something new, I've put thought into a serious subject, i feel more confident inside and out!

@hollyclark4518 Жыл бұрын

This style of video is my personal favorite of your offerings. I love the messaging and reminder that it's what we do that will most impact our moods; turning away from new shiny trinkets. Happy birthday fellow pisces 🐟

@bethdickinson132 Жыл бұрын

Love this! Just validating that there is a ton of ACTUAL gloom and doom happening, and garbage mode might be an OK short term response. I'm with you (and all of us) in the issues with screens and bedtime - super helpful to hear your struggles and successes in that. Finally I continue to love 1990 lip on you! Wish I could do a pure brown lippie...

@kaylaemerson7551 Жыл бұрын

I originally started following you a year ago because I thought we were kindred spirits. This video has proven that to me one-hundredfold. You are a beam of light even when you feel like a pile of garbage. Thank you for sharing this with us. Much love!

@mfenn7325 Жыл бұрын

I'm a nervous pile of barely sentient jelly waiting on grad school decisions so, I'm here for this video and you are not alone feeling like trash. Everyone - take care of yourselves!

@MeridaEllaSDB Жыл бұрын

Good Luck!

@janelyrodriguez6011 Жыл бұрын

This came out at the right moment. Fell asleep at 4am feeling like garbage. Woke up at 12pm feeling like garbage 🗑️ I needed this video today.

@haleymilbrodt8080 Жыл бұрын

I have been feeling like garbage too. And my best friend has just moved to another state. And the home has just been feeling really empty, so I went out and I adopted a dog. This is not a realistic solution for everybody. Dogs take up space, money, and most importantly time. But in my initial research to add a new pet to my home, I noticed what a crisis some local shelters are in as people are returning animals that they adopted during COVID and can no longer keep and backyard breeders continue to plague my specific community. I felt like I could make it work and I could save a life. So I went out and got a dog over the weekend. And she has been such a calming and centering force in my life.

@tattooswithjoy Жыл бұрын

This needs to be a series! So refreshing and non-selly compared to so many sitdown GRWMs

@alittleteacup Жыл бұрын

Only HLP could make a graphic of trash bags look somehow chic!

@Darima2 Жыл бұрын

I've been saying I can feel a lot of negative energy swirling around not just in my world but all over the world. I'm highly sensitive and observant and I can tell. It's hard for me to separate my own energy from others. It's relatable when people admit they're feeling bad. January and February were rough for me, but I decided I would reset at end of February and focus on the present moment day to day and fill that day with things that are good for me, make me happy or soothe me. I've had moments where I can feel the cloud trying to pull me down but generally so far, so good.

@alicepirola7077 Жыл бұрын

Being an empathetic person can be exhausting 😢

@HC-ye4zm Жыл бұрын

I so appreciate the “realness” of what you shared here, along with what you’ve been doing to get out of the funk. This time of year always seems like a down time and I have been lacking motivation. Thank you for everything you shared!

@TheStitchWitchPodcast Жыл бұрын

ok. honestly the thin dark brows are SOOO good on you... I love it the first part of self care that really goes for me is skincare. I'll go... 4, 5 days without washing my face properly. mental health is really rough sometimes :(

@TheStitchWitchPodcast Жыл бұрын

PS my husband is going to be SO offended when he finds out im finally reading the deadly education series not on his recommendation, but on yours... sorry honey.,.

@victoriamullin8491 Жыл бұрын

I’m so glad you’re a person on the internet. You always seem to pop up with exactly what I need to articulate or conceptualize, and the way you speak is so easy to listen to. I could just listen to you all day

@zemletty Жыл бұрын

Oooooh "dressing for work" even when you're going to be at home. I'm interested to see how you feel after this experiment. I did a "get dressed up--yes, even the shoes" and understanding how that made me feel was really valuable to tuck away for future use.

@kearinarmstrong6988 Жыл бұрын

A lot of the joy of the glassware is that Cymbre sees you and understands what you will like (both the thing and the experience of choosing) ❤

@eurekamreum5458 Жыл бұрын

I literally just had an anxiety attack ten minutes ago and then saw this as my first recommendation lol thank you, Hannah.

@hannikuh Жыл бұрын

perfect timing wow how did you read my mind that i feel like garbage!!

@SRoberts815 Жыл бұрын

The best books I’ve read so far this year are She Who Became the Sun and The House of Rust. Both live in the category of “fantasy” and “non-American settings,” and though they both also deal with what it’s like to be born a girl and the expectations/limitations that come from that they are quite different. House of Rust really feels unique and unusual in its writing style, approach to plot/character etc. in a way that is just the right amount of challenging. She Who Became the Sun is one of the best trans main characters ever written ❤

@shelleynichols9626 Жыл бұрын

Yes, yes, 1000x yes!! I'm (somewhat irrationally) so proud of what you accomplished with this one, specifically as it pertains to vulnerability and solving the book conundrum. Just so well done. Love you!

@annabelle69 Жыл бұрын

Your recent videos have helped me a lot to understand more why I’m unhappy with my things and myself. I especially appreciated your fantasy self video; that really put things into perspective for me, and has really changed my mindset. You’ve always been a role model for me, as a fairly young person (😭), but your recent discussion about buying less stuff and feeling happy with what you have and working to be who you want to be have really stuck with me. I mean, I’ve always absorbed your advice about buying less beauty, and have actually ended up buying a lot less stuff-I-don’t-need-and-won’t-use, but THIS stuff, this recent stuff, has really hit me where I needed it to-and I just wanted to say thank you ❤

@NatalieValentina6 Жыл бұрын

Hey, Hannah👋! If you enjoy some YA, I have to recommend the Arc of the Scythe series, by Neal Shusterman. Presently, the series has 3 full-length novels, & 1 recently-released novella. It's a sci-fi/futurism series, about a (seemingly) utopian society w/dystopian undergirding, that's unknowingly on the brink of disaster...However, it's NOT a cliché, or simply retreading past YA juggernauts. I find the richness of the world-building & characterization in the first two novels, to be incredibly special. I also don't understand why it's considered YA, except for the fact that the 2 main characters are still in their teens. The series is a dark thriller, that includes quite a bit of action & political intrigue, as well as a truly horrific, Machiavellian bad-guy. It explores some heavy anthropological & sociological concepts, but it's NOT humorless, dry, or heavy-handed. The story is fast-paced, but Shusterman still manages to deftly explore the nature of corruption, the ethics & workings of power structures, medical/scientific philosophy, the ethics of A.I., aging & the nature of family, familial vs. in-group loyalty, fate vs.self determinism, individualism vs. collectivism/societal connection, as well as many other psychological, philosophical, & anthropological/sociological concepts & questions.

@mhgrn2008 4 ай бұрын

I need a friend like you. You are so intelligent and well spoken . You have quiet confidence that I really admire and don’t see much in other people. I love watching your videos and can’t wait to see what you will inspire you next.

@maryaispuro4084 Жыл бұрын

Your honesty and willingness to share your humanity is touching, and proof that beauty itself shines from within as much as simply something beautiful seen by the eye alone. Thanks for changing my perspective on today!

@HannahBMann Жыл бұрын

She may feel like a pile, but she sure doesn't look like one! Sometimes you just gotta fake it 'till ya make it. Focusing on gratefulness helps me quite a lot--even on little things. I'm grateful you have a Sadie girl to love (no shade to Joe) and internet friends you can vent to. xo

@agingophelia9812 Жыл бұрын

The Estelle glassware is beautiful, and I loved her little story about her grandmother's collection.

@chillandlerbong1166 Жыл бұрын

Also been feeling like hot garbage for a few days and feeling sorry for myself because of it. Thank you, Hannah, for sharing your highs and lows with us. ❤

@hannam7528 Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for your candor! I'm also on the "bottom rung of the ladder" working my way out of a funk and it helps immensely to know other people go through the same thing.

@mirandaryan3362 Жыл бұрын

Huge storm in Western MASSACHUSETTS today. No electricity, no heat, no flushing. Chose to use up precious phone charge to watch this. Thank you HLP. BTW I am maintaining my no buy commitment since January 1! When I went into Home Goods I just felt overwhelmed and sick rather than excited and greedy....I guess this is progress!

@Lucabythesea Жыл бұрын

Oh I’m jotting down all those book recommendations for sure!!

@quietowl1246 Жыл бұрын

Daily meditation is life changing. I’ve been using headspace since 2017. I’ve got CPTSD from abuse in childhood. I’m no longer on medication for anxiety/ depression. I no longer have anxiety/ depression and I’m healing from eating disorders without any help at all from the NHS.

@stephaniec4766 Жыл бұрын

We all feel like a pile of trash from time to time but you are always consistently gracing us with quality content 💖 Adore hearing book recommendations from you, more please! What a thoughtful gift, looking forward to the instagram unboxing!

@missysmakeup Жыл бұрын

The impress kiss nails were my answer to not being able to go to a nail salon from 2020-2022 haha! I absolutely adore them. I was always able to get two sets out of one box. Love them!

@alishamyers68 Жыл бұрын

Love how honest your videos are when it comes to life in general

@skylarkennedy9540 Жыл бұрын

Battling my first cold in years, so this video was timely! Thanks Hannah!

@cinemaocd1752 Жыл бұрын

Talk about relatable content. I've had a month of covid-related roller coaster health/skin/energy issues. Not helping that winter is especially tenacious this year in the Midwest. Things that have been cheering me up right now: watching Next in Fashion with my son who is super into men's fashion, baking cakes, Yoga with Adriene 30 day challenge, ending the day with a candlelit bath and playing the drums. I've been slugging with Booda Butter but I LOVE the packaging on that Futurewise. It's so much my aesthetic. As someone who's ADHD is only getting WORSE, I need to read (or listen to an audio book of) Stolen Focus! I think the Yoga with Adriene thing has been so effective for me because it is meant to be done every single day. I really vibed with "remember how much bigger the pile of garbage would be if you weren't doing the things you're doing with selfcare." I would be soooooo effed if I weren't doing the daily yoga. It really helps zap stress.

@jodybennett8800 Жыл бұрын

Thanks for the inspiration!

@jane5842 Жыл бұрын

i started watching your no-buy year playlist about a week ago and you've quickly become one of my favourite youtubers. and then i came to this video right when i was wanting something like this. i think i will be reading stolen focus sometime soon because of how you described it.

@shelbyanumandla7499 Жыл бұрын

Yes! The Kiss Impress nails are amazing! They make me feel less like garbage ☺️

@hillshounds Жыл бұрын

When I was in my twenties and thirties, I self-medicated by buying beautiful housewares. Lots of them! Other than the brief good feelings about tracking down and purchasing the new beautiful wine glasses, or high-end pots, or another place setting of my china, it didn't help. I needed medication for my chronic depression. So now I'm 60, still medicated, feeling much better, and I have a very well stocked kitchen!

@sallyjordan4869 Жыл бұрын

“Retroactively scanning for subject-verb disagreements”: as a former English professor, may I say how much I love your attention to grammar? That’s cheering *me* up right now. 🤎

@Updog89 Жыл бұрын

You have such a healthy mindset and good relationship with yourself. It’s so admirable!

@leyniea2706 Жыл бұрын

This was a really great reminder to keep showing up everyday. I really enjoyed this. Thank you for the book recommendations. 🤗

@mariagriffin2221 Жыл бұрын

Thank you for the book recommends. Really enjoying your content!

@disgusta Жыл бұрын

love your content hannah you're the best

@emmelinesprig489 Жыл бұрын

I‘ve had a pile-of-garbage few days and I just snapped myself out of it earlier today. Totally vibing with this video. Will definitely snag a copy of the attention book! That’s been a huge struggle for me lately.

@rebeccajordan4491 Жыл бұрын

I don’t know when you filmed this, but last week was an absolute dumpster fire start to finish. Nothing felt right, nothing went right, and then the political tom-foolery in TN, which is personally affecting one of my dearest friends and her fiancée. It was all a bit too much. I cope with home improvement and housekeeping; been on a devilish decluttering streak and upgrading my basement. Thank you for sharing your process!

@eyeheartautomata Жыл бұрын

I have reread Uprooted like 3 times over the years and somehow missed that Novik released this Scholomance series. So excited to learn about this!

@lyndabethcave3835 Жыл бұрын

YESSSS Scholomance love!! That series is one that has stayed with me and changed my way of seeing the world. It's such a moving commentary on greed, classism, community, and how hard it can be to do the right thing but how it's worth it. It's gritty without being overwhelming, and leaves you hopeful. Probably my most highly recommended series in the last couple years.

@a.p.9381 Жыл бұрын

Loved this video - loads of thoughts bubbling up. As well as fancy dressing would loooove to see an updated knitwear collection 😊

@jojojomac Жыл бұрын

Omg I’m reading the locked tomb series now. So good. I’ll def check this series

@magdalenadetoffol6406 Жыл бұрын

Thank you Hannah, I love your book recommendations. One is already in my shopping basket 😀

@gosiakidd5646 Жыл бұрын

Sending positive and compassionate vibes. The smoked amber wine glasses are a perfection.

@scorpiodread75 Жыл бұрын

I saw the title and immediately clicked on it. I have been in a dark hole for weeks. Thanks for your transparency❤

@undinespragg855 Жыл бұрын

I read Gideon the 9th because of your recommendation, and I loved it! I can't wait to try these new books. Thank you!

@chantalhenrietta Жыл бұрын

I can't remember if, when you recommended Gideon the Ninth, you had recommended the physical book or the audiobook, BUT I WILL SHOUT FROM THE ROOFTOPS ABOUT HOW GREAT THE AUDIOBOOK IS! Moira Quirk is the best narrator I have ever listened to- I have laughed out loud in so many inappropriate situations because of how much energy and weirdness she brings to Tamsyn Muir's writing. It's truly a match made in heaven. Thank you for introducing me to the books 😍🙌

@cindyklempner7203 Жыл бұрын

You definitely cheered me up. Thanks!

@ZiggyKitty Жыл бұрын

House in the Cerulean Sea brought me out of my garbage. Such a lovely read!

@agelessglamournotyourmamas688 Жыл бұрын

The nails look great! Thanks for the tip.😊

@Sandra-zu4ff Жыл бұрын

Laying in bed with my heating blanket and a headache, so excited to see this video and enjoy the exhalation that is this channel !

@yamilletrivas8041 Жыл бұрын

Happy Belated Birthday 🎉🥳Hannah!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥

@unquietbrain Жыл бұрын

I would encourage those who read Hari's book to also explore the criticisms of his work from neurodivergent communities and also his past breaches of journalistic ethics. Such research may not change overall feelings / opinions and it also doesn't by any means negate all of his points, but I do think it's important to be aware of how some among the groups of people he writes about have received his work.

@Iquey Жыл бұрын

Oooo!!! My brother was really enjoying the scholomance!

@mery_vc Жыл бұрын

I really needed a video like this❤️

@Tired_Chaos Жыл бұрын

I also needed this ❤

@meghangerhart643 Жыл бұрын

I am so grateful for you and your videos. This kind of video is so so needed and appreciated. I’m into over a year and a half of dialectical behavioural therapy with an absolutely remarkable therapist after going through years of mental health struggles and then developing debilitating chronic illness and chronic pain. The compassion and mindfulness aspects to the therapy have done so much to not only help me heal from trauma but to also learn to live a life I find fulfilling ALONGSIDE my illnesses and struggles. You discussing these kinds of things and your own experiences with compassion practices, self care, and mindfulness and how they can literally change the brain and, thus, your life in such meaningful ways is so beautiful, validating, and reflective of the journey I’ve been on. Thank you and take care. ❤❤❤

@alicepirola7077 Жыл бұрын

DBT is so comforting in some ways insofar as learning to structure your thinking differently... especially if you (like I) suffer with BPD. On the flip side it can frustrate in the realization that our brains are often wired to think in a very selfish, myopic way. It has overall, helped me to take on the discipline of learning how to set boundaries on my thinking processes. Good luck in the journey. ..from a fellow Sojourner.❤

@meghangerhart643 Жыл бұрын

@@alicepirola7077 This is lovely! Thank you! I don’t have BPD but I do struggle with depression, anxiety, PTSD/trauma, panic disorder, OCD, and I struggle with grief because of my illnesses (which are also the cause of my PTSD) so I’ve struggled A LOT with a very negative perception of myself/my mind/my body while also feeling EXTREMELY scared, vulnerable, overwhelmed, and protective of myself at the same time, in order to avoid MORE pain/discomfort/trauma. This has lead to many years of me not really living my life out of fear and feelings of helplessness and hopelessness but also being extremely self critical and a perfectionist only with myself. DBT has helped IMMENSELY in terms of helping me reframe many of my fears/thoughts/behaviours, set goals and boundaries, and repair my relationship with myself, and, thus, others. I’m so glad it has helped you too. It’s always good to know that, while we do have to walk our own journey through life, we can do it alongside others. Take care. ❤❤❤

@alicepirola7077 Жыл бұрын

@@meghangerhart643 on the days when you feel like you can't go on, when you feel like no one is there for you, when it hurts just to lift a breath into your lungs, I pray for you. I understand your journey. I have all of the elements of mental health issues that you embody, along with BPD. To say that I understand you would be an understatement. I know in those dark moments when we feel so alone. You are not alone however. There is a great fellowship of humans that suffer in the same manner and are finding our way. I also happen to believe there is a sovereign power that oversees us and knows what we're going through, one that we can lean on during those times. Life is a precious commodity that those of us with these issues, sometimes have to squander. I say this because we are left languishing in bed, in pain and frustration mentally and physically. Reach deep within and find the source of strength that you need sweetie to bring you through and get you around others once again. I plead with you not to shut your life down when you're feeling this way, but rather to reach out. Easier said than done. My prayers, my heart and my empathy go out to you precious one. God bless you. ❤️

@zahraonokevbagbe2725 Жыл бұрын

Happy belated birthday Hannah!!

@lauren3259 Жыл бұрын

Hi Hannah! Thank you for being so vulnerable in sharing how you've been feeling. It's so refreshing, and I feel you. I hope the garbage feeling dissipates ASAP. I can't wait to pick up Stolen Focus. I'm wondering if it will also help my 8th grade English teacher husband process his students not being able to focus.

@jackiejosten150 Жыл бұрын

Ooooh, not me clicking on this video as I sit in a sick little lump on the couch, my intrepid fever punching right through that DayQuil Severe, as I avoid looking at the novel I’m trying to write because it’s making me exhausted and sad…hah. You’re a hero. ❤

@Elspm Жыл бұрын

Very much needed someone reminding me that little purchases aren't just going to make everything better to day. Thanks :)

@EnvyBlu Жыл бұрын

Ahhh I just love your KZfaq account. Your content, and your speaking is so enjoyable. 😊 When I watch some KZfaqrs, they seem so wealthy, like they just have it all, and have their lives so put together. You, however, seem to have everything, but you also seem so down to Earth, and so refreshingly relatable. I can’t wait to see your new wine glasses, and your fancy schmancy wardrobe 😆

@oddds Жыл бұрын

Oh man lol I was just about to type Gideon the Ninth when you mentioned it 😂

@GeGeAngel94 Жыл бұрын

So glad to have had this video from you Hannah. Apparently many of us have been feeling similarly and this video was exactly what we needed, myself included. Thank you for sharing ❤

@rhondakeen96150 Жыл бұрын

This has been such a brutal winter with very little sun, we’re in it together!! Someday it will be spring 💜 and your necklace is gorgeous, I love it!!!

@LisaF_ Жыл бұрын

I read the Scholomance trilogy and adored it! I immediately placed the Scholomance series in my category of books I lovingly call hairdryer books. These are books I love so much, I even read them while doing mundane things like drying my hair because I just want to fill all my time with them. I haven’t read “Uprooted”, though. I put it on my Kindle before the video was even over ! I’m going to read Stolen Focus as well because if you consider it a “must read” that’s good enough for me! I loved your collages of glasses! I would totally do the same thing! Loved the color you chose!

@ninsiana0 Жыл бұрын

There's something so satisfying about getting completely absorbed in a book & just ripping through it!

@JoannaMurray Жыл бұрын

I used to really enjoy Johann Hari’s journalism in the early 2010s, but he’s been implicated in a string of journalism scandals since then and now I find it difficult to trust any of his non-fiction work.

@alexiswittman3876 Жыл бұрын

I also think we have a challenge when the seasons change... it always takes a bit to come out of winter hibernation when we don't feel like spring yet!

@greenjewelbeautea1461 Жыл бұрын

Loved every minute of this Hannah! And they lip is perfection ❤ thanks for being so raw with us. We feel you!!

@Elspm Жыл бұрын

Spinning silver (also my Naomi Novak) is really brilliant. It is a standalone book, but for me is all the more excellent for it.

@cellotag Жыл бұрын

I, too, have been feeling like a pile of garbage lately so this is exactly the video I needed! Thank you, Hannah ❤ I love seeing Naomi Novik get recommended more and more - I found her through her Temeraire series back in my late teens/early 20s. If you want dragons in the Napoleonic Wars, that's the series I would recommend. My reading, lately, though, has been leaning more towards scifi/"cozy" scifi - I read Finna, which was very short and character-driven, and next up on my list is The Cybernetic Tea Shop by Meredith Katz, and (finally) Becky Chambers' The Long Way to a Small Angry Planet. Something that I think definitely has helped lately as well has been my break from Instagram - I took the app off my phone at the start of the New Year and haven't logged in since. I may return to it, but it's been nice exploring the internet like it's 2010 again (Tumblr, Pinterest, and KZfaq have been my social media vices so far).

@HannahLouisePoston Жыл бұрын

I'm making my way through the Temeraire books now! So fun

@JB-hl7tu Жыл бұрын

Stolen Focus is one of those books that grabs your mind. Weeks after finishing, I'm still thinking and talking about it. Every once in a while, something from it will chug across my mind. Definitely a must read. May I also recommend Four Thousand Weeks by Oliver Burkeman? That title is also mind changing in a completely different, but wonderful way

@Lovely_Maria_T 5 ай бұрын

I’m shedding tears of happiness and gratitude thanks to your authenticity, and I’m only a few minutes into the video. Thank you so much! ❤💯🙏

@mediocreryan Жыл бұрын

LOVE johann hari. chasing the scream is a personal favorite, covering the war on drugs.

@leasting Жыл бұрын

Ah yes, desperately needed a video in this vein right now! I've been waiting a couple of days for apartment maintenance to complete a not insignificant repair; it's always surprising to what degree frustration with a living space can bleed into every other aspect of life. I haven't yet totally eliminated screentime in bed, but downloading a solitaire mahjong app and the relaxation of matching tiles over the stimulation of the endless scroll has helped me so much in getting to sleep. Never heard of "Stolen Focus" before, but it's absolutely going on the to-read list!

@izzybitsyspider03 Жыл бұрын

Hannah, I feel the same way. Having my birthday recently actually made me feel way worse even though I have friends and family that care about me. Thank you for making this video. I think being on my phone less may help. So obvious but needed to hear it. Thank you.

@starfish8D Жыл бұрын

thank you for this video. Lately I've been feeling like a pile of garbage and this really helped. hugs!

@erinflk7595 Жыл бұрын

love your videos!

@natashadavies9569 Жыл бұрын

Georgette Heyer's regency rom coms (perhaps the Grand Sophy or Cotillion to start) and Terry Pratchett (particularly the witches) are my two go tos for absolutely needing the comfort. Mary Wesley and Agatha Christie (latter on audio) were my Covid comforts and I recommend either.

@maryarmstrong2231 Жыл бұрын

Oh Hannah. You always cheer me up. Truly.

@macandfire5477 Жыл бұрын

I wanted to do a workout and yoga today but instead I just felt lazy af 😂 so I took a shower and did a gentle yoga practice today and I am just lounging around 😂 winning 🤭🦋🥳

@kicsimobil6260 Жыл бұрын

Thank you for making this video Hannah! I just ordered Uprooted and Stoolen Focus, cannot wait to read them.❤

@hollythornell5262 Жыл бұрын

I love these

@lost_in_the_forrest Жыл бұрын

This was very uplifting. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experiences with us. 😊

@auderp Жыл бұрын

I love the "what's cheering me up" content. Regarding books, I've enjoyed both the Scholomance trilogy and Gideon the Ninth (though I haven't finished that trilogy). It's a different kind of story, but maybe you'd like the Priory of the Orange Tree by Samantha Shannon if you haven't already taken a stab/read it. The prequel to it just came out recently (I haven't gotten to read that yet). While there's a significant amount of worldbuilding, it's less about a new magic system so much as a wide cast of characters with different motivations and opinions that affect one another. The books are also huge, >800 pages each, so even at inhaling book reading speeds, Priory kept me busy for a good amount of time.

@HannahLouisePoston Жыл бұрын

I actually did also read Priory this year! It was such a page-turner for me! But I had forgotten about the prequel, I will def put it on my list.