Well thank you sooo much for all you say,,you are an inspiration...as just been diagnosed..thanks once again,,

I love you're videos Ms. Isenda! Stay positive love, my mother is going through the same thing.

You are a very inspirational person and you give good advice. Glad you got the new equipment. :-)

Hey Isenda, it's cool to see you improving having watched a few of your vids from cancer to recovery. Nice quality vids now aye :) My brain perked up when you said talked about lack of work leading to a bit of a pit, it sound like you're a conscientious person who needs to work ! Valid :) It also reminded me of when you when you discussed how to deal with anxiety when you were worried you were having a relapse and your solution was distraction. I can't help but suspect maybe what lies beneath both those things is an unanswered existential question ? I'm really not sure as you haven't ventured into that on these vids, perhaps it's a bit personal... ...anyways my mind went to a book I read that really clarified how I look at the world but I'm not sure if you want to go down that path just yet but as your into psychology I think you'd find it a great read but maybe extremely challenging - the book is: 'The Denial of Death' by Ernest Becker. It won the Pulitzer back in the day and merges the main ideas of Freudian and post Freudian psychology with the philosophy of Kierkegaard. The fundamental question it poses is what are we beneath the distractions and the ends we aim for and what below is animating us above ? And essentially that asking that question and following leads to a rebirth, pyschologically speaking, and maybe some of that is what you are expiriencing now...no idea... Anyways...a bit intense...but there we have it :) I look forward to seeing your other vids from time to time :) D

It's been ages! Good to hear from you.

lmao I love the way you pronounce year! "YIIIAR"

So happy to see that you are in such a great position in your life 🙂 also i have to compliment on your hair! It looks beautiful

Really good to see you doing well x

I understand you want a house but do remember it's a 25 year commitment approx financially. Maybe build up your savings so you have a strong emergency fund first. House prices are pretty stable maybe even coming down, no rush. If you got a mortgage could you afford payments and bills even if you lost your job Isenda ?

I have a degree in psychology too and I am thinking to do further study.

you are beautiful