Healing my body in a quiet, secluded place - relapse, recovery, and forgiving my ED

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It took me a long time to let go of the resentment I held for an illness that I had never asked for. I never wanted to experience a disorder of any kind. I felt like I could never be normal, eat normally, feel normally, or look normal to my own eyes. I am still on that journey, but the progress I’ve made is astronomical, especially since at my worst I truly believed things would not change. But they can, and they do ❤️
I used to pray that I could erase those years spent in the grips of a problem that was often invisible. But now I have taken back those memories and given them meaning and purpose by sharing and mentoring young people in my life who are experiencing similar issues. It has allowed me to forgive my illness, and use the experience to motivate me to keep building the life of my dreams: one of peace, of love, of appreciating the beauty of each and every day.
I truly believe your body is the least interesting thing about who you are, and as both men and women we can struggle with our image of ourselves, especially in a world where photos and videos are so often filtered and edited to a point that they no longer represent normal human faces, shapes, skin tones and textures. I am seriously concerned about how so many individuals showcase images of faces and bodies online that are separate from reality, selling a narrative that our bodies are only worthy of being seen if they look a certain way. “Consequently, we have more worth if we are attractive, and more deserving of love and happiness”. This is a terrifying message that makes my heart ache for the young teens growing up believing this is true. It will never be, and our worth must come from a belief in our own individual beauty, a sacred recognition of our absolute and unique majesty. True beauty is something that cannot be taken away.
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@maureenlewis4300 Жыл бұрын

Im a 72 year old widow,who lives alone. I'm so grateful for this channel. I m very lonely, lonely means believing no one loves you. Unfortunately, that's how I feel. However, iam realizing that i should love me, regardless of other people. Your a good inspiration. God Bless You.

@ladyh2743 Жыл бұрын

This reminds me of my mother.... Living as a widow alone in a big house, and many days she hadn't talk to anyone when I call her in tve evening. I myself enjoy beeing alone, there are so many nice things to spend with, and I love to build a cozy Home and do art. Living with your own thoughts, you can get really depressed and lost- but you also are able to create a wholesome universe just in your mind, and you can relive lovely moments of your past again and again. I wish you the very best!

@57msdeb Жыл бұрын

I’m 65 and lonely also. I am working at studying the Bible and learning to be content whether abased or abounding. Bless you

@auralit3624 Жыл бұрын

Sending you lots of love, wherever you are ❤

@kaelino Жыл бұрын

I don’t know you, but I’m sending you lots of love and good thoughts. It may seem silly, but a stranger on the Internet wishes you well.

@elisayoungblood7883 Жыл бұрын

I’m age 71. Going through a divorce. Feeling horrendous anxiety. I’ve had a heart attack, but I may be okay if I take care of myself. One thing I’ve learned is that it is very important to love yourself.

@jenny_b_ 2 жыл бұрын

I’ve raised two kids whom I love deeply, separated from my marriage (but we remain good friends), and sold my home…now renting a 1950s fixer upper on the river in Florida, and I’m just soooo content being alone, putzing around the house, painting, decorating, gardening, exercising, watching a squirrel play, experimenting with power tools, taking lazy kayak trips down the river, or waving from my coffee cup at others as they joyously paddle by. Although we may be in very different stages of life, your words and videos resonate in my heart. God bless you, beautiful girl. ❤️

@mystical_cupcake 2 жыл бұрын

You're living the dream :')

@tootscarlson 2 жыл бұрын

Can I ask how you found the home to rent?

@Elizabeth-de1uv 2 жыл бұрын

love the peacefulness in your message Jenny B. May you have many years of joy savouring that sweetness, you sound like someone who truly appreciates your life. Beautiful.

@jenny_b_ 2 жыл бұрын

@@Elizabeth-de1uv awwww thank you so much for your kind words. I wish the same for you🙏🏼❤️

@mimi1o8 2 жыл бұрын

As years go by, I believe the feeling of been more content and feeling at peace with yourself increasing, the need to be surrounded by people decreasing, at least that's my experience.

@janisasdrubolini147 Жыл бұрын

I'm 62 and have struggled with not accepting myself as I am. Your videos touch all ages. They bring a different perspective to all the negativity on social media. Thank you❤

@Luir-gg1dk 10 ай бұрын

🙂

@marywalker2896 Жыл бұрын

The world would be bleak in deed if your not in it because u are magic.. u are calm sweet peaceful and hopeful full of faith and spiritual.. my u are beautiful and truly an artist. I am 71 and love the way u live. My husband passed away and just make my heart calm. Thank you sweet princess for making this old women happy..may u and Your sweet man always be happy..

@christined2495 2 жыл бұрын

I am probably old enough to be your grandmother, I have watched your videos for a long time, sometimes at night when I am having trouble sleeping I will watch your videos and I fall into a deep sleep, you are so calming, and lovely Every time I view your videos, I think how sweet, pretty, and loving and caring you are, I always say this beautiful soul is how God wanted everyone to be like in this life… I look forward to your future, and see your new beginnings… I just felt I had to tell you how special you are ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

@jeanninef2110 2 жыл бұрын

I feel the same!

@yanikeonpurpose 2 жыл бұрын

😭 such a sweet message

@charuuppal7043 2 жыл бұрын

So agree. Her voice is so soothing. She should write children's books and record those in her own voice for audio version.

@sabrina77769 2 жыл бұрын

This message made my night and it wasn’t even for me♥️

@estherameliany3303 2 жыл бұрын

True mom 😇

@dianeknott3655 2 жыл бұрын

Paola, you're beautiful. Never underestimate the power of your beautiful videos, your lovely voice and your gentle message. At 76 years old, I am not too old to learn, and you are a beautiful teacher as well as a beautiful human being.

@jennalinke8975 2 жыл бұрын

Aww such a lovely comment! 💕💕

@CarolynsLoveRickshaw Жыл бұрын

Don’t give up! If you have a ED and you’re reading this, we want relief for you. Others may not understand what you’re going through, but we care that you’re hurting. Keep going, you are worthy and loved more than you know.

@sorinacapatina5120 2 жыл бұрын

My dear Paola ,I'm a romanian soul ,50 years old and you made me pause this video several times to reflect and take some notes in my daily devotional journal.Is so much beauty and peace in pure and simple things.You are like that song inside of us that warms our hearts. I feel so blessed finding you beautiful girl ! Can't wait to dig into my forgotten drawers of crafts,books,you know,all the hobbies that you're putting on the side in hopes that one day ,you'll come back for them ,but never do , because you are so busy making someone else dreams possible ,and then you,re passing by a mirror and ask yourself ;who in the world is that mature looking woman,when inside you feel like 20 with unfinished projects ? Thank you ,and may Lord Jesus guide you,and bring you in that stage of complete stability in peace,health and joy.Love , Sorina.

@Sperczynskakatarzyna 2 жыл бұрын

Amen

@barbsmart7373 Жыл бұрын

What a beautiful reply to read on a beautiful winter morning here in New Zealand. I haven't met anyone from Romania. But I watched a programme where a lovely NZ guy was helping people like himself who had been adopted by various couples to find out and hopefully find their parents. I loved seeing the families of the children who were adopted by Kiwis. It was very sad listening to the Romanian mother's. Anyway, back to the present... From a Kiwi soul.

@tiffanysnyder8673 2 жыл бұрын

Paola....as a person that deals with depression and anxiety, your videos give me peace. Your soft voice calms me. I just wanted to say thank you.

@emyBareTreeCrafts21 2 жыл бұрын

So true, I love how clear and relaxing the way she talks.

@yvonnedelories4780 2 жыл бұрын

Ditto

@sylviacarlson3561 2 жыл бұрын

Tiffany Snyder - I feel the same way!

@fprleite 2 жыл бұрын

Same here. ❤️

@michellelea8511 2 жыл бұрын

Same here… so thankful

@dbartz5510 2 жыл бұрын

Your dog's face when you asked, "I wonder what happened?", he immediately looked for Mr. Darcy to blame, lol. So innocent 😇 ❤🥰🤗

@TheCottageFairy 2 жыл бұрын

Hehe he definitely tried to convince me of that 🤣 sneaky boy

@ryanneclaritas Жыл бұрын

Paola- normally, I have your videos on as an audio background to my morning routine, reminding this ADHD extrovert that it’s okay to take things slowly sometimes. I happened to watch the first part of the video just now, of you brushing your hair. My eyes filled with tears. “What a beautiful woman.” was all I could think as my eyes welled up. That combined with the matter of this video, wow. Thank you for your vulnerability, sister. Love from an LA City Girl, living an almost exactly opposite lifestyle from you. You speak to my heart ❤️

@judybunnell9202 Жыл бұрын

Yes, she is beautiful inside and out. I love her hair and her braids.

@juliehernandez80 Жыл бұрын

Maybe it’s a sign for you to consider a lifestyle like hers?

@vanlifebayou 11 ай бұрын

I too play her for rest at night when the world has been too much. I’m ADHD adult also. Still fighting it :(

@Opalmiller19 10 ай бұрын

Am too, loved the clip of her rabbit in the garden and the present wrapping I’ll come back to cause I like the pressed flower idea a lot 💛

@jJust_NO_ Жыл бұрын

im becoming more like you each day. i take great comfort in my own pace. i just hope one day i can be more independent than what i am used to now.

@HD-ni8ju 2 жыл бұрын

Today my husband and I both make the biggest change of our lives, moving to a small rural town next door to Yellowstone National Park for my dream job, working with animals, like otters and wolves, and helping educate about conservation. Your videos have been an anchor when I have, historically, been Extremely Bad TM at change. There’s going to be a lot different, especially the winter, but you’ve helped me so much to remember to be brave and not scared of the future. Now, I’m on the way to my dream job. If you’re ever up Montana way, message me! Thank you so much! The next time I watch your video, I’ll be IN MONTANA!

@georgemaxwell4984 2 жыл бұрын

That fantastic, what an amazing job. A vlog from you when you settle into it would be wonderful. Congratulations from Scotland. 👍- Frances

@jennykolbjornsen6805 2 жыл бұрын

Wow!! Congratulations and Best wishes in your new home and life

@nothingbutblue6387 2 жыл бұрын

Welcome to the Big Sky! It's a lovely place to be. If winter gets you down too much, seek a hot spring.

@judygillespie3242 2 жыл бұрын

Just remember spring will come..❤

@waldensiansylph4869 2 жыл бұрын

😃

@yaelpedroza125 2 жыл бұрын

I totally laughed so hard when the “weird” cookie eating incident happened at the end. Oh dogs, ya can’t live without them and their shenanigans.

@cheche2181 2 жыл бұрын

Haha well if you ask me he was clearly being framed…we all know that Labradors aren’t greedy don’t we🤷🏻‍♀️😏🤣🤣

@brecruz4832 2 жыл бұрын

He was like: yeah what happened there???

@norajuliet8373 2 жыл бұрын

Success is not final, failure is not fatal, it’s the courage to continue that counts. That reminds me of your videos,thankyou

@sallyadams9930 2 жыл бұрын

I found your channel at the perfect time. I've been in a relapse for about a year. I live alone in a cottage as well but mine is a mess right now. You are inspiring me to walk away from my computer and take care of myself again.

@TheDublincity 2 жыл бұрын

How are you doing now?

@marcelastacey890 2 жыл бұрын

Best wishes, Sally 🙏🏼🍃🌻🌱 You’ll be in my thoughts today

@goranbreskic4304 2 жыл бұрын

Take care of yourself.

@tomotube 2 жыл бұрын

Sending you good wishes from Japan to get through this!

@zyla1996 Жыл бұрын

Take care!

@TheCottageFairy 2 жыл бұрын

Some BTS content at 8:38 ❤️I feel like I was talking super fast in the start, I’m sorry, I slow down I promise 😭 YOU are loved. You have innate worth that can never be taken away. No one - absolutely no one (including yourself) - should ever treat you as anything less than a sacred spirit. To quote another favorite princess: “I have to tell you a secret that will see you through all the trials that life can offer. Have courage and be kind.” It took me a long time to let go of the resentment I held for an illness that I had never asked for. I never wanted to experience a disorder of any kind. I felt like I could never be normal, eat normally, feel normally, or look normal to my own eyes. I am still on that journey, but the progress I’ve made is astronomical, especially since at my worst I truly believed things would not change. But they can, and they do ❤️ I used to pray that I could erase those years spent in the grips of a problem that was often invisible. But now I have taken back those memories and given them meaning and purpose by sharing and mentoring young people in my life who are experiencing similar issues. It has allowed me to forgive my illness, and use the experience to motivate me to keep building the life of my dreams: one of peace, of love, of appreciating the beauty of each and every day. I truly believe your body is the least interesting thing about who you are. Both as men and women we can struggle with our image of ourselves, especially in a world where photos and videos are so often filtered and edited to a point that they no longer represent normal human faces, shapes, skin tones and textures. I am seriously concerned about how so many individuals showcase images of faces and bodies online that are separate from reality, selling a narrative that our bodies are only worthy of being seen if they look a certain way: “Consequently, we have more worth if we are attractive, and more deserving of love and happiness”. This is a terrifying message that makes my heart ache for the young teens growing up believing this is true. It will never be true. In fact, real beauty is something that cannot be defined nor taken away. To be clear, eating disorders are much more than our relationship with our physical bodies, they are primarily an internal issue. In my case it was related to anxiety and wanting to control an aspect of my life when I didn’t feel I had agency. Someone with an ED may feel overwhelmed by a world that feels scary and chaotic, they may have experienced physical or emotional abuse, or using it to cope with a separate health problem or addiction. It is an illness that does not discriminate between gender and age. If I could only give one piece of advice to an individual dealing with it (or if you know someone who has an ed) is to take the problem 100% seriously no matter what (most ED’s are invisible, and no less serious). Some types have a very high mortality rate, it is a very real thing, and a very good reason not to participate in a culture that glorifies unnecessary weight loss and unrealistic standards of beauty. Disconnect from social media when you need to, get professional help if you are able, and remind yourself everyday that you have an innate worth no matter who you are, and you deserve help. In our world we may be made to feel less because of how we look, who we love, our background, gender, or race. But that will never be true, because you are sacred, and worthy of respect and love without fail ❤️ always. ED help: www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/help-support/contact-helpline Resources: www.eatingdisorderhope.com and recoverywarriors.com

@cherryroseserrano3167 2 жыл бұрын

❤❤❤

@elle1014elle 2 жыл бұрын

Your such a beautiful soul! Great full for these videos.

@ny2philly765 2 жыл бұрын

Eres 💯bella afuera y mas importante adentro.💖💯🇵🇷🙏🏽

@chancbl 2 жыл бұрын

I have a Shiba Inu - l throw something to Yoshi and he just stares at me as if to say you want it go get it yourself 😂🤣 the mini version of the Akita (the movie Hachiko) so yeah lab vs Shiba Inu very different.

@mariarosaleon6708 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you so, so much for these words on ED (or any D for that matter), they are true. And I have received your encouraging sentences with my whole heart. I will definitely use them to encourage others that need to hear them as much as I did. Thanks again lovely soul♥️

@maryhoffman9551 2 жыл бұрын

I just love how when you say "I wonder what happened?" your dog looks away immediately. He can't make eye contact!! That is too funny.

@TheCottageFairy 2 жыл бұрын

Hehe he’s very good at deflecting any guilt lol 😂

@va1445 2 жыл бұрын

I agree - that was so funny! He's just too cute. ♥

@monicaravenwolfwilliams4755 2 жыл бұрын

Someday .. I turn 53 in April. Going thru hell right now . I am dreaming of a content life life this . BRAVO...

@Truth1561 2 жыл бұрын

My daughter was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis at the age of 29 18 months ago. She lost her sight and although it has mostly returned, it’s the first thing that goes when she is relapsing. She lost her job, her boyfriend , he instead they quickly sold their home and she came home to live with me- not something that she wanted as she’s always been fiercely independent.I know she is in the middle of a huge grief, for the life she had planned and worked so hard for and I’m struggling to support her as well as I want to as I ,too, am dealing with grief for the life I wanted for her. It’s comforting to watch another young person dealing positively with their own problems. I wish you well.

@Sophie-jf1nl 2 ай бұрын

Reading your story. How is your daughter doing.....sending so much love

@tmdavidson1478 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you 😊 I inherited a very prominent nose from my First Nations side of the family. The other side was from the British IsIes. I was told when I was young that I ought to get it fixed. It was never broken. But I was told that I might actually be pretty if I did. But I have always believed in the spirit world and life beyond the body. Because of this, I refuse to consider rhinoplasty because I was and am still adamant that when I cross the bridge and meet my Native grandparents, they will know I never denied their part of me. It hasn't always been easy but I feel a strong conviction about it. Now that I am a senior, I am glad that I had the courage to follow through rather than give in to pressure.

@cherylwebb8340 2 жыл бұрын

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life ❤✝️🙏 John 3:16

@lydiadillard4417 2 жыл бұрын

I am glad! I spent my childhood listing to my aunt tell me I'd be pretty if only I lost weight. Now I don't care what others feel! I like who I am even if I'm a plus size girl!!

@jen9774 2 жыл бұрын

Long squiffy nose and big, really big, ears. But my eyes made up for it.

@NelCooper 2 жыл бұрын

Thanks for your comment. Bravo for your bravery to keep your beautiful nose and for knowing yourself and standing up to social pressures. ❤️😊

@hestiaharbington5720 2 жыл бұрын

Imagine saying to someone to fix your nose. That's outrageous.

@rhsc38 2 жыл бұрын

Your nose is perfect, your videos are art, and your journey is of interest to many. God bless you both.

@mystitin6769 2 жыл бұрын

This! Simply said, and on target. ❤ Beauty, Art and sharing your journey is definitely soul sensual. I love all your videos! Well said @FuriousMayhem

@armitagehux8190 2 жыл бұрын

I've been in the process of recovering from an0rexia for the past 8 years, I have ups and downs but it's getting better every day. Hiking has been really therapeutic, it helps me see the value of my body. Feeling my muscles work to carry me on top of a mountain is incredible. Take care ♥️

@Cristobels-Green-Boots Жыл бұрын

Your way of life, I think might chime with ‘Babette’s Feast’ - where barebones simplicity meets voluptuousness! 🙏🏻🌹🙏🏽

@littlelucieb7633 2 жыл бұрын

Having a super stressful day but just sat down for a minute to do some crochet while I drink my coffee, turned KZfaq on aaaaand yes, there is it, almost 14 minutes of bliss and that's all I need ❤️

@tonyarolfe6107 2 жыл бұрын

Agree best moments in time are her videos coming through. 💜

@feelswriter 2 жыл бұрын

Movie: Secret of Roam Inish.

@lakemichigan6598 2 жыл бұрын

One last thing I just have to mention: As a kid, my Aunt Paula wrapped Christmas presents so beautifully, while opening we were always careful to preserve as much of the wrapping as possible. Hers were the most exquisitely decorated presents I had ever seen, until I saw yours - so good anything wrapped by you deserves permanent display in the living room.

@patriciamoran9143 2 жыл бұрын

Your description of Christmas present wrappings transported me to past Christmas with friends and family whose wrappings were as much a gift as the item waiting to be revealed. I love your name. My favorite moments of the day are often sunsets at Lake Michigan.

@lakemichigan6598 2 жыл бұрын

@@patriciamoran9143 My Grandparents had a cottage on the 'Big Lake' where our family spent its summers. Designed & built in the Tudor Revival style by my Grandfather, it was truly where his & Grandma's hearts were. And as kids every night weather permitted, we would all stop everything to watch the sun set - & as it disappeared into the waves, Grandpa would ALWAYS remark, "Just as pretty as a picture". Now that's what I say.

@patriciamoran9143 2 жыл бұрын

@@lakemichigan6598 what a treasure that you're grandfather built and shared. For decades, going down to the beach with my kids, I always say, "most beautiful place in the world". Of course, that's what my heart feels, and they may not have always felt the same, but as adults I suspect they may agree. ❤️

@lakemichigan6598 2 жыл бұрын

@@patriciamoran9143 Our time at the cottage with our Grandparents is seen today as our family's 'Golden Age'. As a group, we were never happier, more content, or more in sync with each other. And our conversations about being with Grandma & Grandpa at that beautiful cottage have always been imbued with warmth, great reverence, & profound gratitude. I hope & expect your kids will come to those very same conclusions. My sister once told me that as a very young girl, she just assumed EVERYONE had a cottage on Lake Michigan.

@lakemichigan6598 2 жыл бұрын

@@patriciamoran9143 One very last comment: I think we never felt more deeply loved than we did while with our Grandparents at the cottage. I know that was definitely my experience. And it seems to me wherever it is you feel or have felt the most deeply loved is truly the 'most beautiful place in the world'.

@kelliegranados6775 2 жыл бұрын

I have found my twin , you are literally my twin in many ways, I cry every set you make, may the peace of Jesus Christ be upon you always.

@anniwithacam 2 жыл бұрын

“When I put value in things separate from my insecurities, over time, it took power away from them” wow. Beautiful & wise words

@Savannahstitcher 2 жыл бұрын

I love your videos. Your voice is so calming. I tell people to never say goodbye. In my 79 (soon to be 80) years I have lost so many loved ones, including my husband of 51 years and the most recent, a grandson from a drug overdose, so I never say goodbye. Just “see you later” or “take care”. Something along those lines. You can end your videos with something like “until we meet again”. Just a thought. Stay well. Looking forward to your next video.

@ANNtique 2 жыл бұрын

So sorry for your losses

@FancyRavenmoon 2 жыл бұрын

Until we Meet Again!! I like that!!

@josiahsmom3781 2 жыл бұрын

I love " take care "😊

@loaf307 2 жыл бұрын

I wrote this down for myself, thought someone might also want this: “When I put value in things separate from my insecurities, over time, it took power away from them. I’m still on that journey, and alive struggled at times to maintain my health, and through that I’ve learned; how important it is not to expect perfection from ourselves; to recognize the power of your own voice; to have courage in the face of a world that is so scary at times; to see a seed of something beautiful inside each of us.” - The Cottage Fairy (Paola) Paola you are so beautiful, and it is from a much deeper place than your lovely face. I’m so grateful to be alive on Earth at the same time as you. Thank you ❤️

@victoriaking8904 2 жыл бұрын

Katherine, such a beautiful thing to say to someone. 🍂🍂🍂

@juliemarie693 2 жыл бұрын

So beautifully said. Thank you for writing her words. I needed to reread them. Very powerful.

@deborahrobertson8606 Жыл бұрын

"Local Hero" is a magical film. It was made back in 1982 (ish), by a Scottish director. If you respond to the spirit of old land and its people...plus humour and magic, I think that you'll love it.

@kristiecox7350 2 жыл бұрын

Even when you wrap presents they look beautiful. I don’t think for a moment you’re average. 😂 Everything about you is elegant and pretty. Your calm nature is so wonderful to watch and listen to. Hope your Christmas is magical and cheers to your new home adventure with your sweet man. 💕❄️

@taylorgray3147 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for being so open in this, Paola. When I see someone sharing themselves like you do, it makes the world seem a little warmer, a little kinder. Please know that your videos are the highlight of my Thursday mornings 😉❤ Stay warm and cozy!!

@chayanika8155 2 жыл бұрын

So true!

@debbiespitznagel1472 2 жыл бұрын

I just wanted to let you know that I think you are very beautiful. I am getting older now, over 60, and my face is getting wrinkles and sagging, as well as other aging signs. I look at you and see a lovely smile, kind eyes, perfect nose and the bloom of youth. You and your videos are a pleasure to watch. Your calming music, voice, artwork and outdoor adventures give me insight into the life of another person who also likes many of the same things I do. There was something very interesting I watched once and I posted it onto my facebook page. It was about how people "see" themselves. There was an artist who worked with police in drawing out portraits of people involved in a crime, given what the witness saw and remembered. Well, this artist was involved in drawing portraits, one by one, of a group of people, who were seated behind a barrier. Neither the artist or the person could see one another, the drawings were based on the person's own description of themselves. Then, another person would give the same artist a description of that same person, based on what they saw. Then the two portraits were shown side by side. The differences between how they saw themselves and, and what the other people saw them as was like night and day. The drawings, as told by the person looked awful and not even like them, but the drawings, as told by another person's description was really close, or better than the actual person. I always think we are harder on ourselves than anyone else could ever be at times. I laughed at the last moments of your video today!!! It was so funny about your cookies and the missing ones. How can they appear to look so innocent and guilty at the same time??? He is so cute. Sending you hugs and sunny days from RI. XOXO Debbie

@tynadarco9038 2 жыл бұрын

You are such an inspiration. I am in my 50’s retired hairdresser. I had I high end super busy salon in the city. Now me and my husband retired and moving to a tiny beach town. Looking so forward to slowing down my life, enjoying nature and connecting with myself again. I have struggled my whole life with anxiety and depression so your videos give me a sense of calm . Something I hope to have. God bless you . You are a lovely kind soul.

@mpat100 Жыл бұрын

Blessings and healing for you Tyna

@annsmith7207 2 жыл бұрын

I stopped eating sugar 22 years ago through Overeaters Anonymous --- I attend 1 meeting a week and make phone calls to others in recovery during the week if I am feeling that I am going to pick up the first compulsive sugar bite. Sugar was my first addiction and it took awhile for me to recognize it but grateful I did so and glad to have the loving support of others. Addiction disorders are a disease of isolation --- but in recovery we do together what I could not do alone. Best wishes to you ✨❤️✨

@patsyw4141 2 жыл бұрын

Interesting phrase 'Addiction disorders are a disease of isolation'. Its made me think, why I continually bite my nails, pull out my eyebrows/lashes and eat sugary things daily - because I'm lonely! I'm a very sociable person, yet have lived on my own for 28 yrs!

@francescalayla3091 2 жыл бұрын

🥰🥰🥰 my friend and I often talk about you, Paola, as you were a sister of ours. Some days ago we told each other "hey, have you heard? Paola's getting married!!". Our boyfriends asked "but who's Paola?". We both answered, simultaneously, "a friend of ours". 😂❤️ Anyway, wonderful video and words, as always. Good luck for your new job! I've just started mine as a school teacher ❤️

@khadijaalaoui 2 жыл бұрын

I can not imagine the hard work you put in every single day to make this happen. People see the awesome videos but rarely realise the great effort, sacrifice and determination it takes to create this kind of visual art.

@jillianmartin6335 2 жыл бұрын

You are such a gentle soul. ED is horrific, it consumes us and can destroy us. I have had an Ed since I was an early teen and I am now 51. I have dealt with all the physical and emotional aspect of this horrible disease. It has taken its toll on my body and I now have long term medical issues. We are strong, warriors that can beat it and survive. Your holistic healing approach is wonderful. The beauty of nature and animals is therapeutic. I have come to a point and understand I can have a relationship with food as I see it as my fuel, to keep me healthy and alive. Food is required for our bodies to function and survive so I have tried to change my though process and see food as a friend, that nurtures, cares for and helps me. Your chanel is wonderful and uplifting. Very calming and creative. Thank you for sharing your private experience, it takes courage. X

@melodysnyder5278 2 жыл бұрын

Hiatchi: A Dog's Tale Oh, what a beautiful story. This one really touched our hearts.

@odinthorson1830 2 жыл бұрын

Labradors are extremely loyal and protective. I'm glad yours is OK after his mishap. Amazingly even after his injury he was still able to inform you of Mr Darcy's treachery in the theft and consumption of the Christmas cookies.

@craftdipper 2 жыл бұрын

Lol 😉👌

@normamimosa5991 2 жыл бұрын

He looked so guilty! I think Mr. Darcy just watched.

@thefarm6918 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing this...it could save someone...I am a recovering alcoholic and being transparent can help others😊

@TheCottageFairy 2 жыл бұрын

That’s what I hope, it gives that time so much meaning when you realize you may be able to help others, or at least connect. Wishing you the best ❤️

@paulmaryon9088 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you from an old man living in a cabin here in the UK, your softness and gentleness warms my heart, and... you have a beautiful nose, God bless you x

@marieb4 11 ай бұрын

"...not to expect perfection..." as she finishes wrapping the most perfect bundle I've ever seen. 😍

@tuto108 2 жыл бұрын

Paola, you have such keen aesthetic sensibilities that every frame is like a jewel box. Your gift presentations, oh my goodness, what treasures of thoughtfulness and artistry. Thank you so much for all the beauty seen through your eyes.

@paradisemusiclibrary1756 2 жыл бұрын

Hey, you. Whoever’s reading this, this is your sign. Everything’s gonna be okay. You did not come this far to give up. I believe in you. 🙏🏻✨💖

@walterdrinker 2 жыл бұрын

After a really difficult night at work, I needed this.

@anneleonas7813 Жыл бұрын

You are such a lovely person, both inside and out. Thank you for sharing💕💕💕

@fanclub05 Жыл бұрын

There's a movie called a Dog's journey, it's very cute and heart warming, it will definitely touch your heart.

@alyssacase711 2 жыл бұрын

My favorite movie is called “The Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society.” It’s on Netflix and is also in book form!

@marypatmuich2130 2 жыл бұрын

Best movie ever!!!

@thealleypeddler 2 жыл бұрын

That's a great movie! Another one you might consider is "A Walk in the Clouds".

@dramaqueen3306 2 жыл бұрын

I loved that movie!

@haileywilldviola 2 жыл бұрын

Love the book!

@debbietodd8547 2 жыл бұрын

Paola, I'm sure you will love this movie if you haven't watched it already, good recommend Alyssa!

@evieheigis3433 2 жыл бұрын

I didnt know you struggled with an ed. I struggle with anorexia, and i get what you’re going through. You are beautiful and strong. I hope to live like you one day.

@paulafrance0404 Жыл бұрын

Hearing you talk about the issues that you have suffered through in the past made me cry today. I have been through my own daunting issues. And I am much older. And have found myself single at the age of 61. My heart goes out to you. And you are an inspiration to me because you take the time to share with the world why you have been through what you go through and how you are taking the time to love yourself to heal to overcome to be productive and to make the world a better place because you are in it. Thank you once again for sharing for being open and for passing on Hope and inspiration to the rest of us.

@monicadahiya4261 Жыл бұрын

Hello Paola, It is so healing to watch your videos, I live in India.The enormous population puts the children to go through an unhealthy kind of competition to build a respectable living.your video provides hope to our future generations to get rid of rat race,live life following the passions and live with freedom.Thanks for showing us the way.Bless you

@rootsrocksfeathers1975 2 жыл бұрын

Stay warm, beautiful lady. I would never have guessed that Mr. Darcy was a senior bunny! You take excellent care of him. And your pup is such a typical goofy Lab! I love him. ~Cynthia

@zakaryreilly 2 жыл бұрын

Paola, the most important thing I've learned in recovery is that "I don't have to". I don't have to take part in addictive behavior. I don't have to be ashamed of myself. I don't have to hide my emotions, or use other negative behaviors to hide my emotions. And most importantly: I don't have to beat myself up anymore over what I do or how I feel. Wishing you peace. You are so inspiring to me and I watch every video you make (sometimes I wait for quite a few days after they come out for the perfect moment to treat myself to some peace and your genuine message)

@NelCooper 2 жыл бұрын

Beautiful encouraging comment. Thanks. Maybe it’s ok to make mistakes and not be perfect or feel guilty. ❤️

@stewartmcmanus3991 2 жыл бұрын

Correct, you don't have to. Chill, look in wonder at flowers, bees, spiders. Whatever it is that you think you "really should do" don't.

@lukak882 2 жыл бұрын

Thats called humillity

@leahweinberger583 Жыл бұрын

Same!

@Mahoney2866 Жыл бұрын

I love the Enchanted Cottage, not the new one but the old black and white one with Robert Young. There's a charm in that one that the new movie didn't capture. And the voice of the blind composer is beautiful!

@suepowell1979 Жыл бұрын

My favorite

@terryarrow702 2 жыл бұрын

I’m loving your videos right now. My dear brother has just passed away & I want to grieve peacefully away from people. No social media no gatherings just me my dog & my husband who is busy working at his office. Your peaceful life your leading in the cottage is beautiful. 🧚🏼‍♀️💖

@eg348 2 жыл бұрын

💗💗💗

@arshiyamansoor3054 Жыл бұрын

muslimcouncil.org.hk/wp-content/uploads/2019/01/Quran-English.pdf Hope you have an enlightening read. Hope time eases your heart!

@returnoftheromans6726 Жыл бұрын

I hope you are doing better. ❤️

@terryarrow702 Жыл бұрын

@@returnoftheromans6726 your so kind thank you. I’m doing my ok. It’s difficult but I’m getting there. Hope you are doing well yourself x

@andypickard7314 2 жыл бұрын

As a Great Dane family, we can totally relate to counter cruising canines. :)

@geminigreywolf6655 2 жыл бұрын

I love seeing how you spend the time to package and wrap the gifts. So much thought and care are put into them. I think everyone at some point has issues with their appearance. You are a beautiful person, inside and out.

@whippet3784 2 жыл бұрын

Yes, the wrapping and extra touches are so pretty I would hesitate to open the gifts!

@msmtnsunny958 2 жыл бұрын

Having Fibromyalgia, I understand taking the time to heal. I use all kinds of natural herbs to help me get through the hard times. When you mentioned the quietness of snow, I immediately thought about that here in Colorado.. I can always tell when it has snowed through the night, it's very very quiet in the early AM, it's hard to explain, but there's a real peace.

@gabriellewilder501 2 жыл бұрын

I just reread some of my favorite “children’s” books: The Secret Garden, The Wind in the Willows, The Phantom Tollbooth, A Wrinkle in Time and the Narnia Series by C.S. Lewis. These authors all have such a masterful quality and amazing philosophy of writing that adults readers will find them highly moving and entertaining. Also, reread Tolkien’s The Hobbit and Lord of the Rings as I have done so before and enjoying every poetic paragraph. One of my other favorite English authors is Thomas Harding.

@Theravadinbuto 2 жыл бұрын

Those are totally part of my childhood library too… and books I still have and reread ❤️

@carlaeskelsen 2 жыл бұрын

@@Theravadinbuto Same. Delightful to find others who have been similarly shaped.

@cycleSCUBA 2 жыл бұрын

I'm a child of 57 (!!!) and love similar children's books. A C.S. Lewis book i adore is The Voyage of the Dawn Treader. I am certain i have read the Phantom Tollboth when a child (a true child!) but must read it again, so thank you very much for your suggestion.

@robinr.770 2 жыл бұрын

@@cycleSCUBA I adore Phantom Tollbooth with Rhyme, Reason, Tock and Milo. Your comment made me smile. Thank you for that.

@momoso143 2 жыл бұрын

I always had a copy of phantom tollbooth but never got around to reading it! I never heard anyone mention it until your comment! Really is it that good?! Insightful? I will read it now!

@marybarratt2649 2 жыл бұрын

You make me want to live alone and bake cookies, slow the pace down and just "live" quietly, peacefully, enjoying nature and feeling safe. Many of us do not take the time to stop and smell the roses. Love your videos and love the prints that I sent for. Sounds to me as though you are extremely well adjusted. TFS x

@gitabrown1698 2 жыл бұрын

I just love you for you. When you smiled at the camera and said hello. My heart and my face lit up with a smile and I said Hi right back! It feels as if you are right here with me and I have shared many of the same issues you have gone through with my skin and my self-esteem. I am 63 and I still get breakouts but I've learned to love who I am and not what I look like. Thank you for your honesty. That is perhaps the most beautiful thing of all about anyone. Blessings upon blessings to you.

@Sunshinny247 Жыл бұрын

I am in a quiet place in my life. I like it. Even in brokenness, separation from my prodigal son. You are an inspiration!

@luciakonickova3320 2 жыл бұрын

You are beautiful and have pure soul 🙌💞

@sofiab7287 2 жыл бұрын

"My Octopus Teacher", one of the most amazing movies I've ever seen.

@sandra.f7447 Жыл бұрын

Im in bed sick with the flu and your videos have gotten me through. They’re so calming . Even if I can’t open my eyes I can just listen to it and fall asleep because it’s so relaxing. God bless you 🙏🏼🙏🏼

@billindawatts5502 2 жыл бұрын

You are beautiful... you have a amazing calmness... thank you for that quality in this world of only loudness.

@Tasha-he1rj 2 жыл бұрын

Your expression is profound and truly meaningful: "I appreciate what my body could do for me and not my looks." 👏

@seriouslywhatever1031 2 жыл бұрын

A good thing to ask yourself when you feel low is "who created this feeling and why? Who benefits from me feeling this way?" I stopped weighing myself in September and I feel so much better about myself. Its slow progress but progress nonetheless. The number on the scale says little to nothing about my health and happiness so what use is it to keep it?!

@TheCottageFairy 2 жыл бұрын

Well said ❤️ I will remember that

@basslover1345 2 жыл бұрын

I haven’t seen your videos in a long time. I love the way you are and think. You are beautiful in every way. God bless you

@marineidebalzer3776 2 жыл бұрын

You're sooo lovely. I hope your fiance know thath. God bless you and him be patient and courageous. Just wait. I love the boxes you make with flowers and erves it such kind. Be safe.

@designeriet-ullakorgaard 2 жыл бұрын

I see you already have over 600 comments… but i would really recommend you The documentary “my octopus teacher”. It might strange and odd, but really it is such a moving story and all about connecting to nature. Beautiful! Thanks again for all that great inspiring content and beautiful videos. And your gifts are just beautifully wrapped!!!

@evadriessenhypnotherapie 2 жыл бұрын

great movie!

@carlaeskelsen 2 жыл бұрын

It was an absolutely wonderful film. So grateful I saw it.

@jen9774 2 жыл бұрын

Totally agree

@MamtaNarang 2 жыл бұрын

It's a wonderful love story. I want to see this documentary aka best love story on a big screen.

@rlynnpierce2166 2 жыл бұрын

I loved that story!

@darcyferrigno 2 жыл бұрын

We had a black lab growing up named Sage. He was such a lover but maybe not the brains of a physicist if you know what I mean. He too, would run full speed after anything one would throw (to the detriment of my parents beautiful yard) Once, he literally ran straight throw a lattice fence in the yard to get to said ball faster. But you just had to love that clumsy, energetic sweet boy. RIP Sage

@britanny5363ify 2 жыл бұрын

I think you’d like the Octopus Teacher. It’s about a guy who befriends an octopus and visits her everyday and films it. You learn a lot about these amazing beings and the images are beautiful, very calming.

@MichaelJenkins910 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your story with us.

@smokingrooves1 2 жыл бұрын

I love the care and detail that you put in to wrapping those gifts. It's like a gift within the gift. :)

@annieway35 2 жыл бұрын

I recommend "The Secret Life of Walter Mitty" the Ben Stiller version. It was so inspiring and fun to watch and the scenery was truly amazing. The whole film is aesthetically pleasing.

@evahavranova9962 2 жыл бұрын

Oh yes, one of my favourites ♥♥

@stephaniekyek6007 2 ай бұрын

I applaud you on making this channel in which you so very often film yourself. For me it's tough to look at images of myself, and you are editing images of yourself constantly! For me I believe that's already fantastic; you're accepting yourself, and showing yourself to the world.

@drjanesri Жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing, your recovery journey is beautiful.

@grimnirnacht 2 жыл бұрын

I just finished reading "the midnight library" by Matt Haig. It's a really beautiful story. Highly recommend. It's about discovering self worth, slowing down, and changing perspectives all from the viewpoint of one character. I loved it so much all the readers in my family and of my friends are getting copies for Christmas XD

@letsmakeamesstoday 2 жыл бұрын

Great book

@jennykolbjornsen6805 2 жыл бұрын

Count me in!! Sounds like a good and shareable read! Ordering a copy today ! 🙏

@lilap8868 2 жыл бұрын

Oh, that's so weird. I just read that as well! Did anyone else read it because Ruby Granger recommended it?

@lorraineedmond5921 2 жыл бұрын

I finished that book about an hour ago! Will be thinking about it for a while…

@jeanninef2110 2 жыл бұрын

Will be on my list! Thank you!

@wiktoria__5193 2 жыл бұрын

I've had a really bad day today and suddenly You came and changed it. Thank you Paola for what you are doing. Wishing you all the best and greetings from Poland ☺️🌾

@darwiniquahopkins9835 2 жыл бұрын

💛 I know others opinions of you do not matter but you’re beautiful. Thank you for sharing this video.

@lesleyannl3667 Жыл бұрын

Your videos are so relaxing and inspirational. Thank you.

@jasminkakuburic9708 2 жыл бұрын

Only God can give you peace in His word and His beautifull creation

@claireneriah7877 2 жыл бұрын

Finally, I am 24yrs also have been waiting for this, I have been rewatching the other videos alot they help calm my mind and I tend to fall asleep faster. Lots of love from Kenya💖💖💖

@adellshooya3183 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for giving off positive energy!

@JHKCreations 2 жыл бұрын

Your videos never fail to make me feel extra peaceful and inspired. 😊

@shaiofthehighlands5792 2 жыл бұрын

I was literally smiling the whole time during that sit down chat. Aah the power of smile. Your smile is contagious. Sending you warmth from the other side of the world^^

@susie2157 2 жыл бұрын

Your dog eating the cookies was the best part! When you said to the dog I wonder what happened and your dog looked away so guilty was just precious! I'm a dog lover and I lost my dog a year ago today. Thank you also for showing us the creative way you use nature in gift giving. Such beauty!!

@joycegandy1495 2 жыл бұрын

I love watching and listening to all of your videos. You are so soothing to me and thank you!!

@homemakersheart3614 2 жыл бұрын

This was wonderful. You always pull me back to myself and look at my heart. Thank you so much.

@lynngliottone2812 2 жыл бұрын

Love starting my morning with a steamy cup of coffee, and one of your wonderful videos! That bunny pastry cutter is amazing !

@bethanyrose7392 2 жыл бұрын

This is so beautiful, Paola. Someone close to me struggles with an ED and it’s so hard to watch them fight. Stories of recovery bring us hope. 💛💛💛

@aithereaasmr 2 жыл бұрын

I just love the calm aesthetic to your videos. The voiceover with the visuals is always so pleasant.

@rubychrysolite8863 2 жыл бұрын

Paola, your channel is my safe space ♥️ i love your vids so much, your calm voice the scenery and everything. ♥️

@yssubed2 2 жыл бұрын

Growing up out west I always enjoyed watching the snow line work down the mountains until it inevitably snowed in my valley town. I expect part of this progression indicated that Christmas wasn’t far off.

@ninik1134 2 жыл бұрын

Our dog has at least twice managed to eat cake from the table when we weren't looking.... and her face told all! :) :) Thank you for your lovely video, it always calms me down and gives me things to think about! Lots of love from Germany :)

@esmeralda8925 2 жыл бұрын

you are so calm!! i love your videos.!!

@VocalizeWithAnjali 2 жыл бұрын

I love your videos. They heal me ❤️ lots of love to you Sis 💜

@monicarodriguez1353 2 жыл бұрын

I'm really glad you've learned to love yourself just the way you are. Sometimes I still think I dislike certain aspects of my body, but when I think of being like someone else, I realize I actually prefer to be me and not change anything. I love myself, "flaws" and all. Prayers you find a great deal on a home perfect for you as your heart desires.