After two miscarriages this year after the birth of my beautiful son, I NEEDED TO SEE THIS. I needed to see someone else walk through this with faith; this trial that feels like fear, loss, anger, sadness. Thank you. Just thank you

I went through 2 miscarriages and it almost made me lose my faith in God. I couldn't understand why God would let me carry them for a short time and then just take them away. I felt like God abandoned me and I felt so broken. Then one night when I was alone, I put my faith on the table and asked God if he was truly there with me, and to show me a sign through my cat. (My cat can be very stand offish and isn't really affectionate.) I prayed and asked God to show me he was with me through a cat kiss/rub and I went to grab my cat. He immediately took off out of my arms and I thought it was my sign that God wasn't there. I just broke down feeling so hopeless and alone and was like, "well thats it." But as I was thinking that, my cat came back to me and rubbed his face against mine twice and came for pets and in that exact moment, this huge flood of peace and warmth filled my heart like I've never felt before. My pain and brokenness didn't go away in that instant but I knew that God was right there with me and I knew that he had my babies with him in heaven. Another struggle I had afterwards was trusting God with another pregnancy. After losing those 2, I felt like "well what if God takes the next one away too? I don't want to go through that again." I was verbally saying I was trusting God but deep down I wasn't. I had to completely surrender and have faith that God is able, and that whatever happens, He's there. I'm now 33 weeks pregnant with our rainbow baby and it's funny cause that same cat is now very close to my belly all the time. ❤

My son, Jake passed on 12/11/22 at the young age of 25 from SCA while jogging. I had faith larger than a mustard seed that he would be saved. I stopped asking God why and started trusting Him. I feel very strongly that Jake is doing amazing work for God in Heaven. God is always so good! We just need to trust Him in all of our situations.

I absolutely love this. I lost my son at 36 weeks pregnant Aug 2022. It was/is the hardest thing I’ve ever been through but like you mentioned, I had never felt God and His presence so closely. He was there through it all. We welcomed our sweet rainbow girl October 2023 and she looks identical to him. God is good in the midst of the storm. She’s a daily reminder of what we get to look forward to in Heaven when we are finally reunited with our baby boy. I’m so grateful for His promise of Heaven. I wouldn’t have made it through it without that. Life is hard, but God is good.

Wow. Even while you were pregnant with Rory, God had your second daughter in His mind and plan. Truly, God is so intentional with each of our lives! Thanks for sharing.

Thank you for sharing. I’ve had 2 miscarriages when my husband and I were trying for babies. Now we have 22 yr old and 18 yr old. But recently in last 2 yrs I’ve lost both of my siblings. I’m an only child left for our parents. It’s hard as I miss them both. I know God is here and He is present but grieving them is hard. Especially for our mom’s heart to lose 2 out of 3 of her children.

Thank you so much for sharing your story! My brother and his wife lost their baby boy last year at 2 days old. He was born prematurely but had been doing fine. A few months ago my sister also lost their baby boy at 18 weeks along. Its so hard, but God is still good.

I totally get it. I felt God way more real and tangible during the loss of our 14 year old son in 2017 than I ever had before. I've never felt that kind of peace before. God was so present with us. His love and comfort was absolutely amazing!!!

Thank you for this video! I lost my little one at 10wks a few months ago and recently I’ve been really feeling the sadness of that loss. Your prayer at the end was so comforting and God’s presence was so tangible in it.

On January 30, 2022, I miscarried my first baby. It was the hardest thing I'd ever been through and it was my first pregnancy so it made me so scared to get pregnant again. My husband and I decided to try again a few months later and I got pregnant-- my son was due January 30, 2023. I had so much anxiety the whole pregnancy, I didn't get to enjoy pregnancy the way I wanted to because I knew what could happen. My sweet rainbow boy was born Jan 29, 2023 and he's brought me so much happiness and healing. He's the best gift 🌈

I needed this today, as we approach our due date which just so happens to be Feb 29th I find myself getting nervous and sad again. God has worked through me in so many ways since we lost our Hope girl. Everything was going perfect until one day it wasn’t. Loosing Hope helped me gain so much faith, she was my saving Grace and I will forever be thankful for that. She brought me to a closeness to God, my husband and my family I never knew was possible. Thank you for sharing, I often feel like miscarriages are a hush hush topic, I’m so blessed to be able to tell me story to others.

Wow. Powerful. Thanks so much for sharing. I am currently pregnant and can’t imagine and really appreciate how you shared how God is carrying you through this and how you found Him in such a strong helpful way. What a beautiful promise shared. I felt like God was speaking that promise over me as he shared it. It really touched me as I have read through the Bible and do not remember it, but when He makes it personal, you’ll never forget it. I love how God uses the things He comforted us with to comfort one another (from a favorite verse of mine) He is doing that with you already. Restoring brokenness to beauty.

God bless you guys! Going to say a prayer for your and your family.

I lost our son, James, at 17 weeks. It was our 3rd miscarriage (with 2 living daughters) and our first son. I’m so sorry for your heartbreak 💔

Thank you for sharing your testimony of loss.

🥹 thank you for being vulnerable and sharing!

So glad you guys shared your story. Are you going to continue to post on this channel?

Thank you for sharing ❤

I losr my baby girl at 17wks and our little boy 9 months later at 20wks to pprom. I appreciate you sharing

Thank you so mcuh!

Thank you so much for sharing ❤️❤️

Thank you ❤

Loved this tears✨😭