i made a soundcloud !! here’s a link for this song- soundcloud.com/elevens_eggos/heather-by-conan-gray-but-its

if you listen close you can hear me crying

The fact that “heather” isn’t a specific person hurts. It’s just anyone but me.

Dont even get me started on, "looks don't matter". No, Jennifer with blonde hair, blue eyes. Perfect curves, hairless, mentally stable with a rich\healthy family. They do. They absolutely do.

When your there for everyone. But no one is there for you , especially when you need them.

hearing your crush saying they like someone else is one of the most painful things ever

Everyone’s talking about missing other people, I just miss myself.

I don't wanna be the friend that everyone can just throw away when they get tired or bored of me anymore

to everyone who's still listening to this, i promise things will get better. i remember listening to this in 2020, my heart as heavy as the waters and head muffled with thoughts of sadness. but, now looking back, i have come so far. not only have i fought over depression, but i believe that you guys can do it too. realise the power within yourself, you are loved, you are perfect, you are amazing.

_"I'm not even half as pretty"_ Is the one line that hurts the most

It truly is sad to realize that everyone around you is a Heather, low self esteem sucks.

She’s beautiful She’s extroverted She’s talented She’s smart She’s happy She’s loved She’s kind She’s popular She’s fair skinned She’s a people person She’s not hated by anyone Shes perfect And. She’s everything I’m not but want to be. But what hurts really deep Is that I‘m her heather.

hits so much harder when you have someone to think about while listening and can relate :/

I miss my childhood with no worries about almost everything

it's worse when there is no heather and they just don't like you .

i guess it just seems like she’s got everything she wants. she’s got a beautiful face. perfect hair. perfect eyes. model like nose. perfect lips, eyes. everything. everyone knows her. she’s nice and kind and the ones that are friends with her always talk about how amazing she is. her outfits are amazing. she has a big friend group. she’s got perfect grades. she’s in advanced classes. she does sports. she’s got a little sibling. she’s got a dad. a dad that doesn’t belittle her every two seconds. then there’s me. my hair doesn’t work. it’s a frizzy mess even if i straighten it. i know every person, but no one knows me. i have one friend. one true friend. but she’s also got someone else. im quiet and shy. ive got the worst anxiety about thr stupidest stuff. cant even get my nails done without having a full blown panic attack. i sit back and just watch, watch how awesome and amazing everyone else is. and then there’s me. how their friends didn’t leave them after the summer. how they never had to sit alone at lunch time. how they don’t care about the food they bring, they don’t stare at it in disgust. they just eat it like any normal person would. but if i were any of them, or her. i wouldn’t have a problem with that stuff either.

"she walks by , what a sight for sore eyes" hits hard and i feel that :)

"not even half as pretty" that crushed me. that hurt.

it’s worse when heather doesn’t even like him back

This hits harder when he is the only one keeping you happy

*"She's got you mesmerized while I die"* This. This line over there. When your crush is having a crush on a person who's just so great and talented at everything while you feel like there's nothing you have to impress your crush... And seeing scenarios like this in real life is just so soul-crushing, this song feels like a pat on your head honestly

"How could I hate her? she's such an angel" okay, that hits...

im tired of being the therapist friend.

Everytime I hear this song I remember when my crush/boy bsf (we knew each other since the day I entered kindergarten) gave me the wrong signals and I thought he liked me, but was too scared to tell him my feelings so I waited for him to make the move. One day he asked me to help him to get to know this one girl, it was none other then my girl bsf And they both have feelings for each other. They are married now:)

I'm lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling. The thought of my crush floods into my head. I can feel my heart beating faster and louder as I envision us spending time together. Watching movies together, cycling together, living together, laughing together. The thought of doing everything with her is just so exciting!! I can't wait anymore, I'm going to tell her how I feel. Wish me LUCKK!!!! This song is my motivation!!!

the rain in the backround is the sound of everyone’s tears falling on the ground

everyone talking about their crushes, i just want my best friend back.

lyric

Heather shes kind shes nice she doesnt judge she never gets judged she has friends shes funny shes beautiful shes happy everyone likes her shes smart Shes confident she gets good grades she dresses nice everyone has a crush on her shes a golden child She gets treated well no-one bullies her she smells nice Her parents let her do whatever she wants the teachers like her she has amazing hair young girls look up to her she has clear skin she has good make-up shes pretty her parents are nice she gets what she wants she has long eye-lashes she has deep blue eyes shes a people-person Everyone is her friend shes rich Nobody hates her she has no enemys everyone listens to her shes perfect 𝗶𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁

“Why would you ever kiss me? I’m not even half as pretty.” Hits hard.

It sucks when “heather” is your best friend, but instead it’s not just him who likes her better, it’s everyone

I never had this thing called 'love' or 'crush' other than to fictional characters but this song hit in multiple levels 😭😭

It's so painful when someone fills you with love and then leaves

Anyone just in bed thinking why is life so fucked up.

This hits the hardest when you're sobbing but have to be quiet so no one hears you :/

It's always the worst feeling when the one who you went to when you were heartbroken and promised never to hurt you that way, *hurts you that way.*

The sad thing is that no one would come to me as a first resort.

it hurts worse when “she” isn’t a real person. he wants someone he doesn’t even know yet. but he doesn’t want me

everybody talking bout their crushes i jus want my family to love me again

hits different when you are in love with them for years but then find out they actually have someone they like...and its someone you know

Hits different when you're madly in love with someone who doesn't care about you anymore....

everyone talking about their crushes, yet I just want myself back

don’t fall in love. be in love. because everything that falls breaks.

She’s so perfect. She has perfect hand writing kind personality sweet pretty. Everyone admires her. She really is pretty. I feel happy but why does everyone have to ignore me.

This is the nicest version of any song I've heard in a long time. I can literally feel all my stress from the past week fading away and becoming a blur.

I think all 7.6 million of us should meet up and have a big therapy session

i always find my self going back to this song and i have no clue why

I am crying while listening to this song, not by relating myself with Conan but with the other guy. I knew my best friend liked me, but I had no feelings for her. We were always close friends, but I never felt anything more than that with her. She always used to feel uncomfortable when I was with my other female friend, I did notice it, but I never thought of what she must have felt when she saw the one she loved with some other 'heather'. Listening to this song makes me think that she must have cried watching me with someone else. Which makes me cry listening to this song. The first thing I'm going to do after this is text her "sorry" for not understanding her feelings.

watching my mum give others the attention and love i wanted..

for everyone in the comments, don’t worry, one day you’ll become someone’s heather. i know it.

This hurts when your best friend and everyone around you IS Heather.

I don't know if you guys read this but remember that you're loved and you're beautiful. I know we all have some painful experiences in life but I hope everything gets better for you very soon. Don't let tears fall down those beautiful eyes. I love you

Happy Heather Day everyone. Hope y'all are doing ok

Im tired of being the friend that just has to listen to everyones problems.

The most painful thing is when everyone “likes you” but no one cares about you.

the times when i was listening to this video every night were insane

it's a different kind of pain when you know they've moved on.

Crying over someone who doesn’t care or think about me is difficult.

Worst pain is loving someone who u can’t be with now.

happy 3rd of December guys

god i remember when this was posted, loved the song just because, now i’m back again and have a reason to cry over it 😻🤞🏽

i mean, loving him sucks, but knowing he will never return the feeling is worse.

"But how could I hate her, she's such an angel" I've never related to something this much.

listening to this song and reading comments below at same time gives goosebumbs

The worst part about having crush when you’re not straight and having difficulty expressing your feelings because you’re afraid of hearing “oh sorry I like boys… and I’m kinda seeing one right now.. sorry” hurts the most

*I feel everyone in the comments should meet up and have a crying party ngl*

Everyone talking about their crushes but I just wanna be skinny

This song hits different when you know you will never get a break….

I still cry over this song because of that one person

pov: u listen to this song on repeat whilst reading everyone’s story’s and pov in the comments 🥺

me: trying to listen to depressing music ad: gOoD GRAmMar is ImPoRtAnT

"I love you" "Love you more" Memories break me down istg!

god this song takes me back. it’s only been a year or two, but it feels so different but in the some way the same. it’s crazy to think though, how chapped my lips were then, how little i showered, how much i starved or binged. how little or how heavily i rested. my life was just empty and i saw nothing. i felt horrible and disgusted with everything about me. unworthy of any love. now it’s a little different, but in some way i always revert back to the same thoughts no matter what i do. just different habits. i still see nothing, just feel less empty. it’s crazy how long pain can last. it makes me worry that it’ll never go, i’ll never have that peace. so, i just live everyday of my life one after another. if anyone’s reading though thanks for reading my thoughts, it may seem empty but it’ll fill up eventually, whatever void it may feel like. there’s an ending to this and we’ll find it together. you got this, strangers across the internet but that doesn’t make you any less important. you got this, best wishes.

"why would you ever kiss me,I'm not even half as pretty" that stabbed me in the heart

Heather doesn’t even think she is the “Heather”. You are a Heather in someone’s eyes. Even if you don’t feel it yourself. You are

it hurts so much worse when your heather is your best friend 🥲

HAPPY THIRD OF DECEMBER EVERYONEEE

"I'm not even half as pretty" "Ma'am this is a Wendy's drive thru-"

imagine ur crush coming to u for advice for another guy lol this sucks.

This can be both comforting and sickening when you relate to it

I used to be obsessed with this song back in my Royale High obsessed era. me and my friends would constantly sing it to each other while on FaceTime having no idea what the song even meant and now I listen to it and know I can relate

i don’t have a “heather” story but i still want to be whoever she is

“heather is just anyone but me” -comment that I relate to.

I would like to change the lyrics a bit for myself 😌 I still remember the third of December, me in your sweater You said it looked better on me than it did you Only if you knew how much I liked you But I watch your eyes as she Walks by What a sight for sore eyes Brighter than the blue sky She's got you mesmerized while I die Why did you ever kiss me? I'm not even half as pretty You gave me your sweater, it's just polyester But you like her better Wish I were Heather Watch as she stands with her, holding your hand Put your arm 'round her shoulder, now I'm getting colder But how could I hate her? She's such an angel What can i do, kinda wish i was dead as she Walks by What a sight for sore eyes Brighter than the blue sky She's got you mesmerized while I die Why did you ever kiss me? I'm not even half as pretty You gave me your sweater, it's just polyester But you like her better I wish I were Heather I wish I were Heather (Oh, oh) Wish I were Heather Why did you ever kiss me? I'm not even half as pretty You gave me your sweater, it's just polyester But you like her better Wish I were...

the rain sounds like you’re frying chicken

Heather is not the famous or popular girl- she is “an angel.” She is not only beautiful but kind.

they always will choose the prettier and non-depressed one.

"only you know how much i like you" hella..

I learned that it doesn't matter whether you're skinny or fat, people will still find a way to make fun of you. I'm pretty skinny, and i have fast metabolism. At first i thought of it as a blessing but it turned out to be a curse . My friends start to make jokes about how my parents don't feed me at home, or that i'm anorexic. It hurts but i try to play it off as a joke

The song took the words outta mouth “you like her better” and “why would you ever kiss me. He’ll never kiss me. I’ll always be a shadow, a leaf in the wind, even a pebble in a pond. He’ll always want her.

i’ve had a crush on him for 4 years . he’s never noticed me, but noticed my bestfriend. I wish i was her .

she's such an angel.

Its bad when you have a breakup, its worse when you never talk to them and one day you just give up on your feelings because you know it wont work.

me with no emotions reading everyone’s comments: 👁👄👁

Everyone having sad stories but I’m here sobbing because my Minecraft parrot died

since we are all sad here let me show y'all a poem I wrote a while ago: Summer she's the sand on the beach that sticks to your feet when you go ankle deep into salty sea water she’s the foam on the shore it clings to sand floor waves pull back and forth carrying it further she's the freckles in her face scattered all over the place in winter they fade like the warm summer weather Why can’t Summer stay and not fade away? If I were like Summer would you like me better?

This song is already sad enough. Putting the video looping in the background as this scene of shinji from evangelion is just on another level 😭

Am I the only one who doesn't even cry anymore lately? Just no emotions, pure emptiness. Edit: it hurts to see how many people relate to this, I hope y'all get better one day...

Why is it always the people in the internet making us feel better?

this shit hits so hard im not even single i have a girlfriend but it feels like shes just with me out of some sort of obligation