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"Where naptime is centuries long..." *Gross dinosour sobs*

Martha is a smol bean that must be protected #ProtectMartha

Martha is my favourite character because she represents this childlike purity that nobody else has. Even Veronica, the one we're supposed to be rooting for, is swayed to the "dark side," so to speak. But Martha never really grew up, and she has this sort of innocence to her that's both beautiful and really hard to watch.

These lines get me every time "To A New KINDERGARTEN!" - Martha screaming it the quiet recoil and whispering "centuries long" The last "Ooo"

McNamara tried to kill herself Veronica saved her Martha tried to kill herself She just broke a few bones Veronica hung herself But it was fake So the only person who actually committed suicide was JD

I can't imagine how hard everything got for Martha. Like, the boy she was in love with fucking died. I know the play is played for laughs, but god dammit. Martha.

I love this so much. I feel like it's a really sweet and real view from Martha's perspective. Often, other animators make Ram disgusted at times or confused with her affection towards him, but here, we see that he really liked her back then. It makes it even sadder when you think of how he treated her in high school, and how she still held on. He was one of the few kind people to her, no matter what (until he became older). My beautiful baby bean O^O

thank you for being like, the only other person who cares enough about martha i love her so much

👏 Martha 👏 deserves 👏 the 👏 world 👏

Special reminder that Ram was dead when she dreamt of him. Everything she wanted to live for; Her friend, her crush: they all left her. That dream, to her, was Ram coming back to get her to go with him.

I got Martha in my heathers production, and I wasn’t really happy or proud about it. I just found this anamatic by coincidence and it’s made me sympathise with her,, im kind of happy to be her now haha. So thanks!!

Likes Kurt and Ram at first. *Sees Kindergarten Boyfriend* forget these two idiots.

3:12 You can see the sheer desperation of Martha trying to mantain the innocence. That dream she had long ago, but soon realising it's dead

IF ONLY IF FRICKING ONLY

aahejdjd yes I'm so glad to be up to see THIS BEAUTY I'M SO SORRY MARTHA

1:25 that guy on the right

ALRIGHT WHO PLACED THE ONIONS UNDER MY EYES?!

Tomorrow's my birthday so... thanks for the gift

The thing I noticed was that when she said, "Croquet lawns", the only heather we really ever saw in full detail was Heather Chandler. Maybe it's because she's dead ??

I love how this really makes the viewer question what could have been if it weren’t for Ram being popular or JD killing him before he had a chance to redeem himself. Martha represents that hope and purity in people, she’s like the embodiment of a “good ending”

I really love this animatic but I am always disappointed when I see one of this song because I love the idea of Ram's ghost trying to stop her and no one has thought of that I guess I would do it myself but I just don't have the materials too. 😌😭❤

omg sol this is so so good.... Martha was so pure she didnt deserve this

"What can I say? I'm a sucker for a happy ending" MARTHA WHY

This is so adorable but sad! I feel like I'm going to cry!!

When she says "certain girls are mean't to be alone.." It hit me hard I was crying for 20 mins straight

WHICH FUCKER DISLIKED THIS MASTERPIECE

Damn. Even though Martha got her happy ending in the end with Veronica and the two remaining Heathers, watching this really makes you wish Ram wasn't such a dick and that he hadn't died.

the second "then he woke up" is so sad. like in saying ram "woke up" about martha being considered undesirable by the rest of people and realizing he shouldn't be with her anymore. then she is left alone in her dream. oof.

i actually kinda ship martha and ram like he used to be like this why couldn't JD just beat them up and then give em some lessons on taking care of a girl

I didn't think of this until now, her all-time-crush just "commited" suicide, like, can you imagine being Martha? Forget that he was "Gay" she loved him, like, now i can see why she jump, and it's super sad TBH :(

the frame at 1:04 ... you ARE PRETTY! GOD, DAMN IT!

Almost all of your videos are sad ones. And here I am, subscribed since the first one I watched. Well, it seems like I'm a bit masochist (good job btw)

There was a boy I met in Kindergarten He was sweet, he said that I was smart. He was good at sports, and people liked him, And at nap time, once we shared a mat. I didn't sleep, I sat and watched him breathing, Watched him dream for nearly half an hour, Ooooooooo Then he woke up. He pulled a scab of one time, playing kickball, Kissed me quick, then pressed it in my hand. I took that scab, and put it in a locket. All year long, I wore it near my heart. He didn't care, if I was thin or pretty. And he was mine, until we hit first grade, OooooOoo Then he woke up. Last night I dreamed a horse with wings, Flew down into my homeroom. On it's back, there he sat, And he held out, his arms, So we sailed, above the gym, Across the facility parking lot. My Kindergarten boyfriend, and I.. And a horse with wings. Now we're all grown up and, we know better, Now we recognize, the way things are. Certain boys, are just for Kindergarten, Certain girls are meant to be, alone. But I believe, that any dream worth having, Is a dream, that should not have to end So I'll build a dream that I can live in, And this time I'm never waking up.... And we'll soar, above the trees, Over cars, and crochet lawns, Past the church, and the lake, And the tri-county mall, We will fly, through the dawn, To a new Kindergarten....... Where naptime are centuries long.

This song is really funny in the beginning but then you realize what the lyrics really mean towards the middle and at the end it's just really deep.

Im CRYING SHE DESERVES BETTERAHHH

think about how at the begining Martha said she loves happy endings and at the end of the play she's skeptical about there ever being such a thing

I think Martha has the best voice when it comes to singing. Of course everyone else is AMAZING but Martha is probably the best.

im ok im ok im ok im ok im not ok i am sobbing this is not allowed

I like how when Veronica gets a chance to get something from the Heathers, she "craves a boon". However, later in the same song, when Martha expresses her wish concerning the Heathers, she says "I'd like them to be nicer". She's such a sweet soul.

She’s pretty She’s good at singing She has good taste in movies She is kind She’s funny She’s loyal She has one of the best songs MARTHA MUST BE PROTECTED

This is the first kindergarten boyfriend animated video I've seen and I believe you did it justice.

I have a feeling this is what she had wrote in her suicide note

This is the best thing to see easy at 5:54 am in the morning

"certain girls are meant to be alone" LET ME HUG YOU PRECIOUS PRECIOUS CHILD!!!!

This is like the most underrated song in this musical Let’s start a Martha and a Michael from be more chill protection group

Kindergarten Boyfriend always reminds me that everybody (even me) has that one person that you crush on for a long time even when it fades you’ll still see that person and a small warm feeling will come to your chest because they were well ya know the one to you for a long time until of course we all grow up and become a little more realistic with our expectations of love.💕

It's 1 am and I'm crying grossly. This song tugs at my heart.

this litteraly looks like an animatic sketch for an upcoming ghibli movie, its so good! like yall have no idea how many times i've repeated this lol-

I like to think Ram's ghost tries to stop her from jumping

When i realized she is literally my spirit musical character. Like i love her so freaking much. Like literally when i heard this song while watching the musical the first time i was like, "Wait, what. Martha no...nO, No, NOOOOOOOO" And it makes me happy someone did this song so well.

What I really like in this version is Martha's expression when she says "and a horse with wings". She looks sad and that gives another interpretation of this passage: she looks sad because bc she knows that "horse with wings" doesn't exist, that this is absurd and this reminds her that this is only a dream. She, reunited with Ram seems as absurd as this horse in her mind. She knows that it's impossible. It makes this song even more heartbreaking

i watched heathers for the first time yesterday and this part had tears pouring down my face it was unbelievably emotional i feel so much for martha. She didn't want to grow up and be like the other heartless kids she wanted to have that childlike love she had with ram and when he died she realized that her fantasies were over and she couldn't cope with that she wanted to die she wouldn't have to grow out of her childish behaviour and wake up to the cruel world which we live in she wanted to be young and pure forever not her appearance but in her heart she didn't want to let go of someone / something that had been apart of who she was for so long so she tried to end it all.

this is so cute I can't function

this literally gave me chills..good job. ❤

"Last night I dreamed a horse with wings-" Me, a huge fan of mlp: It's called a PEGASUS!

I'm five years late man, and holy crap does this hit deep. Martha is a great character, one of the only innocent one out of the musical to. She did nothing wrong but exist, I love this animatic.

now we're all grown up and we know better, now we recognize the way things are, certain boys are just for kindergarten, certain girls are meant to be alone. Me: No, you're not alone, everyone here is. That's highschool for you.

i love ur art style the way u draw hands r so perfect got some advice on it?

She clung on so much on that tiny part of happiness in her life in order to keep her head up, but clung on so much and for so long that she couldn't see any other way for her to be happy than in a dream, in distant memories...

THIS IS INCREDIBLEEEEEEEE i didnt really like this song much until i saw this

Man,this was depressing

“I will build a dream where I can live in and this time I’m never waking up” “Where naptimes is centuries long” **Sobs**

Thank you for making this! I know the lady that sang this and she is very grateful!

T HIS IS SO NICE???? I LOVE U MAN LIKE WOAH HSTYGDFTYF

i know what happens after she falls off the bridge. she survives with a few broken ribs according to an article that i read that tells me what "The Heathers" is all about. and Martha is a victim of bullying anyways so this song makes sense.

As cute as it is, kindergarten Martha was kinda obsessive over Ram, ngl-

What's sad Heather MC had someone to stop her JD had someone with him before he died But Martha had no one there to stop her or witness her

Omfg 1 dislike. This is so gorgeous. I love Martha's voice, it makes me cry so much. I love your art style too. Chills every time.

She walks to the edge and I was like " nononononononono ect." Why girl no you can find happiness I promise!!😭 aw shoot, tears!

this is beautiful! i'm kinda glad i was the 1000th like on this vid but this animatic definitely deserves a lot more views and likes. i love the style and the details like an actual animatic, like the notes about the bg moving and panning up

the kindergarden boyfriend is Ram? (sorry for my English)

this is so incredibly animated i love martha and i love this

I don’t know how I’m just now seeing this. This made me bawl my eyes out. Just having the visuals to go with the words really hit a spot💗

the live version didn't make me cry for some reason but this sure did

I really love how much effort you put into these. I also really love your art style, it's just so incredible ahhhhhh!! Keep up the good work!

2:21 is that the Arthur meme goddammit

this is honestly the best animation for this song. I cry everytime too... Martha deserved so much more than what she got

This song still hurts a bit. I remember how it feels to essentially be a Martha. Your friends abandon you, and not even a loving family can save you. It takes everything you have to stay alive.

Little kindergarten Ram is so cute, not gonna lie

I feel so bad for Martha. Her only friend abandoned her for the Heathers, the only boy she ever loved was killed, and she was completely alone. She got severely depressed with nobody to turn to. She built a fantasy world where everything was happy to distract herself from her suicidal thoughts for just a little while. Just long enough for her to forget that she was alone, and that nobody cared about her anymore. It just gets more depressing the longer you think about it.

Martha was so adorable in this until she fell off the bridge or school... But still it's cute how she and ram were so close! :3

This is so well done! Wow, I'm honestly so speechless.This looks so well planned out, and I just love your style of drawing and animating. It's very creative and planned out so very well. Again, just wow! Lovely! Beautiful! I aspire to do something half as decent as this one day. I'm so motivated thanks to you! Thank you very much!

How perfect the”it’s time im waking up”till of the end of the song is just on beat and the like tone and stuff.

Oh my god, my eyes teared up. Your animatic is my favorite for this song yet. Amazing work!

This is so beautiful! This song always breaks me because it's just so unfair? And sad? And this animatic. 👌I love the way you did her and Ram and the scene changes.

Martha is so sweet, she's the little cinnamon and chocolate stuffed roll we all need

This happened to me, my best friend (male) asked me to marry him when we were old enough (we were in second grade at the time) and we started "dating" (if you can call chaperoned "dates" at McDonalds dating lol). Sadly we drifted apart. Now I know that what I felt back then wasn't actually love, it was probably just a strong friendship (and I confess, partially probably just enjoyed the attention) but still it stung when he rejected me for our first middle school dance and he took one of my friends instead. And I regret that nowadays we aren't as close as we used to be. I don't wanna date him, I just wish we could be close friends again like how it used to be before we both "grew up".

i just love this so much. martha looks absolutely adorable in this and everything is PURE AND GOOD ANS INNOCENT

Legit this made me cry. This is beautiful work, great job.

this was absolutely beautiful im in lov with ur art style and the storytelling was so good?? im going 2 cryyyy ahhh

I M S O B B I N G I N T H E B E S T W A Y

Her voice is just amazing.

Seriously this is so well-drawn! This deserves more view tbh

*it's so sweet katie no KATIE DONT CRY KATHRYN!!*

This is such a preatty good animatic, beautuful. Love it.

YOOO I love your art style!! Every frame looks so pretty! 😭💖💖💖

This is so beautiful. Your animation and art is so expressive and it really brings you in. I really enjoyed this video!

ITS MY BIRTHDAY AND IM SO HAPPY YOU UPDATED

It’s sweet knowing that he didn’t judge her for her physical appearance like the other kids did.