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Lyrics for "goodbye" by heylog
almost 5am, i find it harder to sleep
i crack the window and i hear every animal sing
with a wind blowing soft, rustling through the leaves
admire nature as it comes alive from winter to spring
the flowers grow so tall that they start to bloom
and i just took a couple out 'cause i picked them for you
hoping one day you'll travel here to see what's new
'cause this bouquet is gonna die if you don't visit me soon
and i
have a difficult time
spending days
when you're on my mind
wish this
would just go away
'cause i'm trying to push you away
why
do i feel lonely
knowing i
hurt to see
an outcast
no one wants to be
and giggled at
and always being teased
can someone give a valid reason on why i shouldn't die
in disbelief that i will never see a point in life
i'm on and off of feeling bad and for a second i'm fine
it's so messed up and i don't think that i will ever resign
i'm so bipolar and i don't want you to see me like this
'cause i guarantee i'll scare you if i speak from my chest
i didn't mean for you to leave when you saw that on my wrist
and i'm so sorry for putting you through all of this
so why
do you keep playing with me
is it cause
you get lonely
in the night
and think of us
well it's fine
'cause i think of us too
why
do i feel like this
well nevermind
'cause you don't care about this
and if i die
will you grieve
and will cry
and will you miss me
can someone give a valid reason on why i shouldn't die
cause you make me wanna kill myself or go grab the knife
i'm at the age where i can never see a point in life
in disbelief of everything that i'm just wasting my time
i'm so bipolar and i don't want you to see me like this
cause i guarantee i'll scare you if i speak from my chest
i'm at the bottom of the ocean with all of my regrets
there's many things i wish were gone or wish i could reset
i step into the light and did this without a group
and so you noticing me now when i'm steady on the move
and you just think it's all okay to hit me up out of the blue
i'm not your friend or type of benefit to satisfy you
so please give a valid reason that you want me dead
is it safe to even know that this just might be a test
for you to trick me into thinking i'm nothing but a mess
delete your image that i longed for and not seen again
if i can't love
will i end up
alone and forgot
or spend it with someone
i can't fall in love
my hearts dead
probably numb
i miss you my dear
it feels like it's been years
no way home
i was never close
the path ends here
don't know where to go
stone cold lies
i knew i was right
so farewell
'cause this is goodbye