I never declare myself to be at rock bottom cuz i know the next defeat will be more brutal than the current one
@mindgames7411Ай бұрын
Yep. I’ve always noticed this. My life keeps getting worse and worse
@BlackPillVillainАй бұрын
I understand you are going through alot bro, and it sucks to be on the bottom. Theres really nothing i can say.. but this life is beyond brutal. Iam older than you 33 so it hits harshly. But you are a very smart and intelligent guy. I know you can find a way out of this mess somehow. Family can be your worse enemy.
@topy706Ай бұрын
33 aswell. its beyond over past 30. constantly playing with the idea of preparing a hanging spot unironically
@teslyaiАй бұрын
sup bro
@teslyaiАй бұрын
@@topy706 dont do it man
@misterkefirАй бұрын
i'm the same age. feeling like it's pretty over for me, honestly. but it is what it is, I guess..
@topy706Ай бұрын
@@misterkefir train has left the station and looped 20 times over and you still stuck at the station at 30+. its beyond over. its over-over. if you dont have a life set up at that age in some way you basically just wait for death at this point.
@SilverRat-ez2gjАй бұрын
its crazy how detrimental helicopter mothers are. DBDR has it, looks like you have it. My mom is like that as well, masterclass gaslighter and manipulator. stuff she has bought for me if i dont comply like a dog to all her demands she threatens to take it away. Yeah its my mom and i care about her but i don't tell her anything. I am honestly more stressed than anything around her. I've had more heart to heart talks with random lady coworkers than my mom. Something about crazy mothers just increases their son's subhumanity.
@BlackPillSongАй бұрын
It is their retirement plan, they can see the economy as anyone so they stunt their children to be forever caretakers.
@crucialaccountАй бұрын
i'm 21 and i've started trying to quit drugs. remember it could be worse bro.
@LunarVampАй бұрын
Wut drugs?
@crucialaccountАй бұрын
@@LunarVamp weed. It’s hard though because I finish a thc distillate cartridge every 3 days
@isardonic8601Ай бұрын
I'm 26, and in your boat.
@bwc-chvdАй бұрын
I wish I was your age. I’m turning 23 next month, it’s so over.
@bwc-chvdАй бұрын
@@isardonic8601brootal
@jebreggie4225Ай бұрын
People want social validation, so its hard when your family tries to make you feel like a prisoner and you get nothing from society.
@TheSp0rkiАй бұрын
You are entertaining to listen to trust me Corey. I spend too much time listening to these kind of youtube videos and you're one of the most enjoyable people I've found to listen to.
@Solanine3225 күн бұрын
I’m 15, I can see my life going down this road. Like this exact road, it’s kind of spooky but it’s comforting knowing I’m not alone in the struggle atleast.
@FreedomMisatoАй бұрын
I also have hit rock bottom multiple times its not a good place to be my advice is to vent and survive and eventually you will get out of it without even noticing. Sending you love corey 🫂💜🐸
@Kronorath24 күн бұрын
my dad asked my mom to tell my sister one good thing that she likes about her to deescalate an argument and my mom couldnt even think of one thing, only thing she said was "what do you want me to say?" meanwhile my sister was able to come up with 3 things
@firedude339Ай бұрын
your body does not violate the laws of thermodynamics. If you act appropriately you'll gain muscular mass.
@bwc-chvdАй бұрын
Not if you have naturally low T
@firedude339Ай бұрын
@@bwc-chvd literally doesn't matter, you can raise your T naturally, and if you genuinely can't then you can get something prescribed by a doctor, which falls under "act appropriately". Also I pray your name is ironic.
@NoPe-n1jАй бұрын
@@bwc-chvdcope to the moon and back 😂😂
@mckelepic26 күн бұрын
reminds me a lot of how i am with music, if i lose it i lose everything to me. i feel my life serves no purpose and nothing i ever try will work out but making music and art is.. nice? it’s simultaneously ruined me and granted me something to strive for i guess
@wigsplit999Ай бұрын
13:13 the most brutal thing for me it’s when i see guys with their beautiful gf, zoomer couples my age or even younger. Then I start thinking this what I can never have. Like when I went to Vegas “to put myself out there” but I ended up rotting away in my hotel room
@hollowgonzalo4329Ай бұрын
@wigsplit999 I really don't pay any attention to strangers in my mind unless they're actively annoying me. I guess I don't really think about other people in general, not sure if that's supposed to be a matter of concern or if I've just truly ascended.
@twelve535Ай бұрын
It's better to be alone and healthy, than alone and having a shit ton of medical problems. I would keep working out if i were you, don't need to go to the gym, but working out at home is fine. And definitely drink lots of water. I'm in my mid 20s and I regret not taking care of my body. Please do not sleep on your health.
@bwc-chvdАй бұрын
I’m 23. Is it too late to reverse my negative life choices?
@twelve535Ай бұрын
@@bwc-chvd If you can walk and use your arms you're still just starting out. My advice is to learn a skill you can get money out of as soon as you can. Preferably something that doesn't involve going to university, unless it's in the medical field. Your goal should be have some sort of grounding once you hit 30, or at least some skills to keep you fed relatively easy.
@user-dc9rf1sy1mАй бұрын
@@bwc-chvd im 29, is it too late to reverse mine? There's your answer.
@alexdiaz3311Ай бұрын
I recently started going to the gym and actually enjoy it, I don’t do cardio I have just been blasting all the machines for full body workouts. I didn’t expect to like it so much. Also got a membership that was months in advance up front to avoid the extra payments they force in contracts, also avoids recurring renewal of the contract so I am extra stoked about it. So if you decide to go back to the gym hopefully you make good progress
@MikasaGavitАй бұрын
Bro hope in lord Jesus Christ only he was before the world began ❤️
@gon3302Ай бұрын
I’ve been there but I kept fighting you always keep fighting for the sake of anger or pride or whatever keeps you going.
@GenghisGuntАй бұрын
The stress sigh 😭
@samuelprice2461Ай бұрын
Lean on the everlasting arms.
@HellsWaffleАй бұрын
Get an MMO addiction and rot in perceived contentment rather than raw solitude
@FailedNormieАй бұрын
Stop being a pushover in life and finally stand up for yourself. I think it's a good start
@kilofrejАй бұрын
yet another channel to keep track of
@lordomega9959Ай бұрын
Server's Gone but the whitepill goes on!
@tomasarana8450Ай бұрын
Cheer up guys. Stop "confronting" people about stupid petty things. Stop being babies and over time people will stop treating you like babies🎉🎉
@tadghostal87698 күн бұрын
Rofl take your own advice
@tomasarana84508 күн бұрын
@@tadghostal8769 No u. Cheer up bro. Your king is dead, you are free.
@josiahtomoney117327 күн бұрын
Jesus loves you Corey
@demonslayer9979Ай бұрын
i deal with same, getting bullied by neighbour and theres nothing to do. Just pure suffering, trying to spend outside as much time as possible. im considering of going to woods.
@gamers-xh3ucАй бұрын
Going to the gym is a pain at first you will feel worse than you feel better but when months pass, you look at the mirror and you see all the work you have done and you feel proud of it and even at your lowest you will see at the mirror and say to yourself “you are strong” and it boosts your confidence but is not the end of the story tho
@StarerAbyssАй бұрын
yo, keep up the videos Corey. they help a lot.
@DanielRumbacherАй бұрын
your family sounds pretty crazy tbh. why in the world would they gang up on you? tbh you are one of two blackpillers i am still watching. i unsubbed to most bp channels i was subbed too. i dont even watch dbdr anymore since i feel like hes fake. pretty much you and darkendlesspit are the only bp people i still watch. you seem like a pretty nice, normal guy. most bp are a little bit crazy. but you seem normal :)
@copicmarker1021Ай бұрын
sometimes i feel like dbdr is making up stories
@BEEETRUSАй бұрын
Why wouldn't they be crazy if you lived their lives you would be crazy as well
@DanielRumbacherАй бұрын
@@BEEETRUS i have most likely one of the worst lives in the bp community. i am 41, work a part time job and still live with my father because i am not able to afford my own place. no fulltime job takes me since i have not enough skills and i am too old. i am also very unlikeable thats why i always fail in job interviews even if i get them. i dont have a single friend. i am still a virgin and i never even kissed a girl. still i find most bp people weird and crazy.
@BEEETRUSАй бұрын
@@DanielRumbacher are u short ?
@DanielRumbacherАй бұрын
yes i am short. shorter than most guys. i was an premature birth
@sillyguy3546Ай бұрын
This is a brutal one for the frustrated woodsmaxxer goonsquad
@jirimakovsky6619Ай бұрын
Why can't you move out? Money thing? Btw. we have the same experience, I was also screamed at all the time on family gatherings. Right after I got my money right I blocked parents everywhere. I had terrible childhood, always screamed at. Went two times to the mental hospital, spent half a year there. And right after I got my money right, I was rly motivated so I can get out, I got away. Now I am happiest I ever was.
@calloused8758Ай бұрын
I feel like i'm kind of a redpilled BPer, I have surgery plans and im saving money and working a job to get it. I have career prospects and plans for the future. and seeing the brutality in life just motivates me more to get to my end goal and ascend. I'm thankful for the blessings I have to be able to have these opportunities. and I try not to be upset at what I don't have as I slowly work towards it. Just remember the modern technology we have in todays world and the amount of opportunities you have to improve your life through surgical and non surgical means, good luck to you bro.
@snoowbrigadeАй бұрын
I hope you continue your livestreams I always watch them when I can. I agree the discord seemed like a bad idea.
@xavierisrael3320Ай бұрын
Stay strong bro
@Fireefly100Ай бұрын
dude if you ever change the format ppl will hate it and stop watching
@Sub5_77Ай бұрын
10:33 this is so true, I wasted like 5 months on looking for wegie job, couple of calls just to get ghosted 10 min later cos they found someone else. So I contacted my ex menager and luckily we went on good terms so She agreed to take me back. Gonna hold on it frfr. No matter what.
@prozac5314Ай бұрын
18:05 dreamybull reference
@user-kz5tw8bj9xАй бұрын
@Celestial_CryptidАй бұрын
Thank you so much
@user-kz5tw8bj9xАй бұрын
People enjoy content creators they relate to you dont have to be over the top "entertaining content machine" just being able to relate and know there's other people out there fighting the same pointless battles with family and struggling with the state of community and the job market is good enough man. Being real is 100x more enjoyable to watch than some over the top "content" where its someone who in any other part of history would've been a peon having access to minecraft creative mode in real life while you rot away in your room.
@Kronorath24 күн бұрын
get a motorcycle , let that throttle feel your pain
@DouglasFFFFFАй бұрын
dawg i promise you that rock bottom does not exist
@leonscottkennedy3143Ай бұрын
Wheres Saint DBDR when you need him
@ppharaoh5421Ай бұрын
Nice channel
@toastie8173Ай бұрын
Your situation is freakily similar to my roommates whos worried that he'll have to move back with his folks too. Granted if that happens itll be the same for me. Dropped out of college, cause lazy, also it was stupid. My mom isnt as horrible as yours sounds, the horribleness in my family was mostly confined to my cliché evil stepmother. Still i sympathize with the privacy thing, also with me being massive weed goblin hiding that is always fun with nosy parents. Hope you get out of that trap. Also i do reccomend sticking with the gym, i should start again too. Weeds making me lazy as shit. I really got addicted to the gym like a drug when i was younger and got quite buff. Ill say this: Arnold is kinda right, the pump feels really good and training intensely works. Lets start the grind together bro. I also need a job lol
@TimefourCraftАй бұрын
I think you defo need your mindset to change and your brain to be re-wired. There’s a bunch of different ways to do that from changing your environment to hypnosis or whatever. Unfortunately i’m not too acquainted with those but what I did do was loads of LSD lol. That shit certainly isn’t for everyone but helped me build a better relationship with myself and opened up my mind to different ways of thinking. Anyways just my 2cent I wish you a greater and happier future take care man.
@LieutenantfollicleАй бұрын
Bro you didn’t have to delete the discord server It was fun😢
@dawidjanisz8597Ай бұрын
good video
@snoowbrigadeАй бұрын
arent you supposed to apply to summer jobs in like april?
@StarboyXL9Ай бұрын
I have a question, why are you still living with your family? I left home at eighteen because my family was similar to yours (but possibly worse from a certain pov). You need your own space man, it won't solve anything but its less grating and you can meditate in private.
@AD-cc7bjАй бұрын
What's your diet like?
@fuhdie1245Ай бұрын
I havent been keeping up lately, did u quit uni?
@vitomcsalad2562Ай бұрын
exploded I think
@rod9829Ай бұрын
What are you studying?
@raoulmoat6762Ай бұрын
Did you delete your discord?
@ShmuckytpАй бұрын
Yes he did
@Hopper-gn2ejАй бұрын
@@Shmuckytp i wonder why
@ShmuckytpАй бұрын
@@Hopper-gn2ej who are you
@Hopper-gn2ejАй бұрын
@@Shmuckytp wdym? just a person who's genuinely curious as to why this guy deleted his discord
@ShmuckytpАй бұрын
@@Hopper-gn2ej there was a gyatt…a gyatt that Corey had rizz with…. He invited her to the serverrrr Then guys made fun of herrr Corey wouldn’t have it that way He muted them to put them at bay Defended a foid instead of his bros Oh…
@KrakenZeroАй бұрын
Rip
@nol782827 күн бұрын
😂
@NathanielASkilesАй бұрын
Blessings and opportunities are coming your way. Keep going brother.